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Ok to get the full understanding of how truly terrifying this dream was you must know when I was a kid I had a horrible fear of two things, Vampires and Spiders. I hated the site if blood and I had a fear of death by bleeding to death. Spiders and Vampires fed this fear. Also keep in mind this was a time before Vampires sparkled (I don't hate Twilight, just it did not depict what I imagine vampires to be like) I Was young at the time eight or nine I think.

So My dream started out right after my aunt got married to this new guy my step uncle. In my dream this guy was was rich. He owned a huge mansion and the after wedding party was outside in front of this mansion. This was a "Grown Up" Party and me and my younger brother and older sister had to stay in side. In my dream I get this really bad feeling about my new uncle. No one shares this feeling. Us three are inside and my sister is going on about a basketball court that inside the mansion. My brother runs off and the next time I see him he is in a bathing suit. I follow him to the bathroom where I find a huge bathtub that looks like a hot-tub. My brother jumps in and is having fun. I head off to find my sister who is in the basketball court she was talking about shooting hoops. We play a game of HORSE and shes laughing and we are having a good time. Then I decide to go check on my little brother.
I walk down the hall and as I do so It's seems to get a bit darker. I here this laugh echo through the hall and I stop and Look around but there's no one there. Being a little freaked out I quicken my pace and almost run to the bathroom. I stop at the door. It's cracked open. I hear no sound from inside and get this horrible feeling like a wave of dread. I slowly open the door, and the world seemed to come to a stop when I saw the horrific scene lay out before me. (Remember I'm eight when I had this dream) The floor is soaked in a mixture of blood and water. There is blood all over the walls and the bathtub water is dark red. The lights are dimmed and the whole thing looks like a scene pulled from a horror film. Then my eyes fall on my six year old brother who is floating face down in the bath. The walls seem to bend and the feeling of shock goes over me. I shack my self away from tunnel vision and run to my brother but slip and slosh blood water all over me. I pull him from the water and lie him right side up on the ground. It looks like some one took a razor and went insane on him. There are deep slashes all over him. I shake him but he is long gone. Then I hear foot step. Some one was coming. The step sounded like that person was wearing fancy shoes like the one you wear with a Tux. I hear that laughing again. Becoming scared for my own life I set my dead brother down and look for escape. I see a window and go for it. It takes a minute to get it open and pull my self through. As I throw myself through it I turn my view back to the door and and standing in the door frame is my Uncle. He has this awful grin on his face. Then I fall outside into a hedge.
I craw my way through the hedge and make my way to the "Grown Up" Party. I see my grandma and run to her. I frantically try and explain about my brother and Uncle and such but for some reason believes I'm just playing pretend to get attention. She and everyone else seems completely oblivious to the fact I'm covered in blood. She practically shoves me inside and shuts the door leaving me alone once again in the mansion.
I stand there for a second unsure what to do next. Then I thought of my big sis and made a run for the basketball count( I always depend on my sister when bad stuff happens, ever since I can remember she was always the one who knew just what to do. I suppose Big Sister are made that way ) So I'm quite sure my sister will save me.
When I get to the court and walk in the first thing I notice is it's dark. There is only one light and It's shining down on my sister. She is one her knees and holding her head. Her hair is messed up. (Before I go farther my sister is afraid of clowns...ya her nemesis) I run up to and ask her whats wrong. She responds quite darkly "There everywhere....." I look around and see nothing. She suddenly stands and screams "LEAVE ME ALONE YOU STUPID CLOWNS!!!!!" She starts really yelling and freaking out then drops to the ground and starts failing. Then stops and lays in the fetal position shaking. I'm completely shocked and don't know what to do. Then the light shuts off.
The door on the other side I came into the gym opened. Light came from the other room giving enough light to see. There stood my uncle with the same smile. He took a step forward and stepped back. He glanced over at my sister and laughed. I yelled "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER!" His eyes narrow but the smile remains. "Nothing much," he replied "I made her see what she fears most. I take another step back "How!? What are you?!" His smile gets wider "I'm a vampire and as such I can do many things, like make people see what I want them to and much more." I take this all in and say "Why?..." "Because your family is in the way. I only got close to your aunt to get access to you. Your not like everyone else and once you are are my apprentice you will become a valuable resource." I get really angry at this. "I'll never be your apprentice!" He takes another step forward " You won't have a choice once you become a Vampire. But if you insist on resisting me then I'll be glad to show you the alternative"
The shadows around me started to take shape. The formed spiders. Some were huge but there was also a swarm of small spiders forming on the ground but the billions. They were mostly black widows with red eyes. They were forming all around me. The swarm of small ones got to me first and started to come up my legs. They began biting me and I yelled in pain and began frantically swatting them off. I started yelling, "It's not real, It cant be real!" The vampire just smiled and said "But it hurt non the less and if I wanted these "non-real" spiders could easily rip you to bits but don't worry, I don't want to kill you. Just say the word and there be gone. " I looked him in the eyes and replied "It's never going to happen." Then I dashed for the door.
I ran out of the gym.. billions of spiders followed and they were still forming from all the shadows in the mansion. I ran down the hall and came to a door way that led to a stairway that spiraled strait up. I ran up the stairs. Spiders were every where and only inches behind me. I heard the vampires voice. "You can't run." I kept going and came to a opening to outside. I was standing on a tower hundreds of feet in the air. The spiders swarmed out of the opening but stopped before me. I was trapped. Out of the swarm came my uncle. He still had the same evil grin. "I told you. Now join me." I looked up with a very bad ass face and said "And I told you! NEVER! I would rather die!" With that I let myself fall backwards from the tower. The last thing I saw was him looking down at me falling. His smile was gone and he had a "she really did it" look on his face. Then everything went dark.
I wake up (In my dream) and I'm laying in a field and it's night. I sit up and look to my right and there is my uncle...smiling. I sigh with defeat and look up at the sky. The moon is huge. I lay down and say "What now?"

That's all I remember, I woke up shortly afterwards.

Ya this dream freaked me out as a kid and I thought for sure vampires were after me.

Tennis
It was actually a fencing match, but my dream brain wrote tennis. I was facing an opponent in a "fencing" match, but we actually just had jump ropes. The objective was to hit each limb of the opponent. It was difficult, and at one point he tripped me accidentally and was waiting for me to get up. I faked some injury, and then got all four of his limbs while pretending to flail. As I got up, he realized he had fallen for it, shook my hand, and bowed towards the crowd, which was ritual for the loser. The crowd had no idea what had happened and were silent. Suddenly the announcer figured it out, and the crowd got pretty excited for seeing a strange victory.

Party Time
There is a party in real life that is planned that myself and a bunch of friends are going to. I had a dream that this party was happening, and only 4 of us had shown up. It was really boring, since the entire time we were just waiting for more people to show up. We couldn't start drinking until so-and-so was there, etc. It wasn't a very fun party, because we all just fell asleep in weird places. I passed out on the stairs waiting.

Biker Flips
I was watching a video of some Native American bicyclists that were biking legally on a road. They did not have helmets on. They were looking backwards at some cop cars that were coming towards them. Apparently the cops were really unhappy they were on the road. The cops began doing whatever they possibly could to flip the bikers off of their bikes. It was horrific, and for some of the crashes I had a hard time believing anyone could survive. It was horrible. Not a good dream at all.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! enjoy as always.

WARNING!!!
THE FOLLOWING DREAM CONTAINS EXTREMELY GRAPHIC NATURE, AND VERY DISTURBING DETAILS, THAT MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR CHILDREN.
PARENTAL DISCRETION IS ADVISED.........



Dream #1 The ugly side of my subconscious.

Spoiler for 18+ Only:

Im walking down a dark dingy hallway, there are mirrors and doors on the walls. There is this man telling this little boy to undress himself. Im whistling walking down this dark hallway with one hand in my pocket and flipping my hawk coin in
the air. Catching it as im walking, i notice in one of the rooms a man is forcing this little boy to undress himself or else he will kill him. I shapeshift into IT the clown and start laughing like a maniac. The man looks at me and says..."What the fuck is so funny clown!? "Do you want a balloon?" "No i don't want no fucking balloon get the fuck outta here!" I start laughing again, i tell the man don't you think that what you are doing could send your ass straight to jail for the rest of your life? "Uh no..and no one is goin to know, NOW GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE! He shoves me and i say to him.."Aw...now don't you think you should be much more nicer to clowns hmm? "No, and i don't like clowns!" I shapeshift into a more hideous looking being..with my flesh rotting and reeking of death and decay. I reach in my mouth and pull out my own heart and tell him.."I no longer have a heart...i left it in San francisco. I start laughing again throwing up maggots as im doin so. The guy starts looking freaked out. I look over at the child, "close your eyes little boy ok?" He nods his head and takes both his hands and closes his eyes. The man pees on himself saying.."WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!? He starts running, and i have now shapeshifted into Leatherface chasing him down this darkend hallway where the lights on the ceiling are blinking on and off, and there are rats and roaches crawling everywhere. Im laughing like a maniac chasing the man down this dark hallway hearing him scream like a woman! He trips and falls in the middle of the hallway. "Please man, no no no don't kill me man PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO DIE!!!" I pull my eyeballs out, and swallow them laughing like a madman The man is screaming at the top of his lungs, begging me not to kill him. I am chewing on my eyeballs, and picking between my teeth. "How about we play chase a little bit more, because i enjoy turning your little sick pathetic life into pure horror. Now on the count of 3, i want you to run for your life ok? He nods his head. I now shapeshift into a sexy vampire chick, i lean towards him on the ground and lick his neck. "Hahahah mmm...taste good. i lick my lips. Now i want you to start running ok? He nods his head very fast and starts getting up running. "Lalalalaaaalaaa I am goin to murder you...."I start laughing again and moaning." Im sucking my fingers and walking down this infinite hallway, the man running tries opening doors but he finds nothing. Finally i shapeshift back into my regular self, and tell the man that his time is running out and that he has better find a door soon. I now shapeshift into a little white asian girl wearing a long dirty white gown with my hair in front of my face holding a teddy bear with its head cut off. "Im fucking sorry man ok!? Please don't fucking kill me man IM SORRY!!!" I look at the man and tell him.."Time for you to die Mr." I shapeshift into freddy krueger, and take my claws and slice the man to shreds laughing the entire time. Blood is squirting everywhere while this is being done, the man is screaming in horror. Finally after finishing him, i head back to
the room to search for the little boy.

I am shapeshifted back into my regular form. I walk down the dark hallway looking for the little boy finally finding him balled up in the corner crying. I look at the boy and get down on both knees and tell the boy im sorry you had to hear that and see what you seen. I apologize for my nature of handling that, Sometimes i can get a bit angry when someone harms an innocent child, or hurt anyone for that matter. The little boy mentions to me, that he understands, and he was only frightened by the noises he heard in the halls. I grab him by the hand and we walk the the dark hallway. "Tell me, if you could go anywhere in the world, or do anything your heart desires...what would you want to do?" He mentions go flying in a world full of candy.

Quite typical of little kids. I hear my beethoven music in the distance and give him my hawk coin totem. "Here take this, i will be your guide, and come to protect you if you are ever in danger ok?" He nods his head. I lead him thru a door full of candy and i wake up.

Dream #2 The beautiful side of my Subconscious.





Im in a casino around a blackjack table rubbing my hawk coin totem. The song Miguel sure thing is playing in the background. A few women are near me saying..
"Goodluck handsome, we will be waiting for your by the bar."
Im nodding my head rubbing my hawk coin totem. Im on a hot streak and cash in my winnings. I head over to the bar to see two beautiful women (Don't know their nationality) they looked arab or indian or possibly island carribean. One of the women was wearing a long red dress with beautiful shiny black mules and a french pedicure on her toes. The other woman was wearing a long sleeve purple sweater and some black jeans with some black flats and had a very exotic look to her face.

I buy the women drinks and we head back to my place, where i am dancing with them and we end up having a threesome together. Thats all i can remember and i wake up and record the dream.

Notes: My 1st dream clearly shows my protective nature to protect the innocent. It also shows my ugly nature when extremely pissed off.

My 2nd dream clearly shows how sweet and charming i can be to those i care about around me. Overall i am fairly happy with my recall, and my dreams.

[09.03.2012 19:27:55] GerSHAK: because I had a wet dream about you tonight lol
[09.03.2012 19:28:05] Invisicharrby: Ohhhh snaaaap
[09.03.2012 19:28:06] GerSHAK: you were probably older though ;P
[09.03.2012 19:28:21] PV: i hope no one ever says that sentence to me
[09.03.2012 19:28:25] GerSHAK: XD
[09.03.2012 19:28:48] PV: "i had a wet dream about you tonight"
[09.03.2012 19:28:51] PV: that's uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:28:52] PV: hahahah
[09.03.2012 19:28:56] GerSHAK: It was really weird, too
[09.03.2012 19:29:01] Invisicharrby: That's awesome. Lol
[09.03.2012 19:29:04] Panda: Shake, that's not really something you should tell women
[09.03.2012 19:29:11] GerSHAK: hahaha
[09.03.2012 19:29:13] GerSHAK: sorry, Loma
[09.03.2012 19:29:15] Invisicharrby: I bet I even sucked in your dream. Haha
[09.03.2012 19:29:18] GerSHAK: XDD
[09.03.2012 19:29:21] Invisicharrby: I ain't no woman.
[09.03.2012 19:29:21] Panda: That just comes off as creepy, lol
[09.03.2012 19:29:31] Panda: female
[09.03.2012 19:29:31] GerSHAK: well it's not my fault is it
[09.03.2012 19:29:38] GerSHAK: my brain decided to do it
[09.03.2012 19:29:43] GerSHAK: against my wishes
[09.03.2012 19:30:04] GerSHAK: that was such a weird dream
[09.03.2012 19:30:17] Panda: and it was wet
[09.03.2012 19:30:36] Invisicharrby: Do tell.
[09.03.2012 19:30:47] GerSHAK: I don't think I should go into details XD
[09.03.2012 19:30:53] GerSHAK: we didn't have actual sex if that comforts you
[09.03.2012 19:30:54] PV: i'm glad my host sister doesn't speak english
[09.03.2012 19:30:59] PV: cause she keeps looking over my shoulder
[09.03.2012 19:31:08] Invisicharrby: Oh ;( I see.
[09.03.2012 19:31:35] GerSHAK: well if you want to hear more... P:
[09.03.2012 19:31:47] Panda: He obviously touched your boobs in the dream
[09.03.2012 19:31:52] Panda: and then woke up from excitement
[09.03.2012 19:31:55] GerSHAK: I just remember that Ryan was in it
[09.03.2012 19:32:06] Invisicharrby: LOL
[09.03.2012 19:32:07] GerSHAK: or at least he was talked of, he wasn't personally present
[09.03.2012 19:32:47] GerSHAK: I don't really know how the dream started
[09.03.2012 19:32:54] GerSHAK: It might have been multiple dreams, maybe there was no connection
[09.03.2012 19:33:03] GerSHAK: Actually, earlier on, I had a dream about Dr Cox
[09.03.2012 19:33:12] GerSHAK: I was at a hospital
[09.03.2012 19:33:23] GerSHAK: And he examined me
[09.03.2012 19:33:25] Invisicharrby: Maybe that's what kick started your sex drive lol
[09.03.2012 19:33:29] GerSHAK: XD
[09.03.2012 19:33:50] GerSHAK: and there was some part of my larynge or something that was ill
[09.03.2012 19:33:54] GerSHAK: and he asked me whether I smoked
[09.03.2012 19:34:01] GerSHAK: I replied "only weed"
[09.03.2012 19:34:12] GerSHAK: then he did one of his sarcastic rants as he was walking away, you know, as he does
[09.03.2012 19:34:24] GerSHAK: "well MAYBE you should leave that be or you'll actually die"
[09.03.2012 19:34:33] GerSHAK: me "but that's unfair, everyone else can smoke weed"
[09.03.2012 19:34:41] GerSHAK: "well obviously you have a very rare condition, sorry!"
[09.03.2012 19:35:06] GerSHAK: and well yeah, then later that other dream
[09.03.2012 19:35:17] GerSHAK: I was a guest to a very very very rich important person
[09.03.2012 19:35:27] GerSHAK: Some kind of sheik
[09.03.2012 19:35:41] GerSHAK: There was a live group in his hallway playing soft jazz really well
[09.03.2012 19:35:49] GerSHAK: even when no one was present, just because he paid them so well
[09.03.2012 19:36:26] GerSHAK: and I was sort of angry at him for being so rich that he could just have this jazz combo playing even when no one was around
[09.03.2012 19:36:42] GerSHAK: then later I moved out
[09.03.2012 19:36:49] GerSHAK: into some sort of hotel room with Loma
[09.03.2012 19:36:50] Jark Marlingston: i love scrubs
[09.03.2012 19:37:08] GerSHAK: actually it was some really weird kind of hotel
[09.03.2012 19:37:26] GerSHAK: when you left our room, you were in the beverages apartment of a supermarket
[09.03.2012 19:37:27] PV: this is an epic dream
[09.03.2012 19:37:42] GerSHAK: the hotel only had two or three rooms
[09.03.2012 19:37:53] GerSHAK: for some reason Loma and I shared one
[09.03.2012 19:38:06] GerSHAK: then she asked me whether I wanted to have sex
[09.03.2012 19:38:16] GerSHAK: I was worried, because she and Ryan were a couple
[09.03.2012 19:38:30] Jark Marlingston: wow
[09.03.2012 19:38:31] GerSHAK: she told me something along the lines of "oh, Ryan wouldn't mind"
[09.03.2012 19:38:37 | Edited 19:38:42] Jark Marlingston: he really wouldn't
[09.03.2012 19:38:54] GerSHAK: I said "are you sure???" and felt uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:39:03] GerSHAK: but after all he was HER boyfriend so I thought she'd know
[09.03.2012 19:39:14] GerSHAK: but being the pussy I am I didn't actually have sex with her
[09.03.2012 19:39:27] GerSHAK: [skip]
[09.03.2012 19:39:32] GerSHAK: later, friends of hers came around
[09.03.2012 19:39:39] GerSHAK: into our room
[09.03.2012 19:39:49] GerSHAK: I was unshowered which made me feel uncomfortable
[09.03.2012 19:40:20] GerSHAK: I was also uncomfortable because I had sort of fallen in love with her and she sort of seemed to not care for me at all anymore, just talking to her friends really passionately
[09.03.2012 19:40:40] GerSHAK: so I went outside into the beverages compartment of the supermarket
[09.03.2012 19:40:57] GerSHAK: in my briefs
[09.03.2012 19:41:00] Jark Marlingston: is this still a dream, even
[09.03.2012 19:41:05] GerSHAK: in order to go back to my real apartment so I could shower
[09.03.2012 19:41:07] GerSHAK: the end.

[26.02.2012 04:27:32] GerSHAK: I probably had the longest dream I've ever had tonight
[26.02.2012 04:27:44] Charrby: Do tell
[26.02.2012 04:27:54] GerSHAK: let me try to recall
[26.02.2012 04:28:02] GerSHAK: oh yeah
[26.02.2012 04:28:10] GerSHAK: man
[26.02.2012 04:28:24 | Edited 04:28:25] GerSHAK: if this dream had taken place in real life it would have spanned days
[26.02.2012 04:28:31] Vector: lol
[26.02.2012 04:28:44] Vector: its inception man
[26.02.2012 04:28:58] GerSHAK: okay I don't recall very much anymore
[26.02.2012 04:29:45] GerSHAK: in this dream I was already going to uni but still lived at home
[26.02.2012 04:30:15] GerSHAK: I used to go home with a train
[26.02.2012 04:30:32] GerSHAK: but in this dream once a week I went in the car with someone who also went to my town
[26.02.2012 04:30:44] GerSHAK: in real life it's about a one-hour drive
[26.02.2012 04:30:51] GerSHAK: but in the dream it was 2 to 3 hours
[26.02.2012 04:31:17] GerSHAK: and we always stopped halfway
[26.02.2012 04:31:25] GerSHAK: at a family who lived by the highway
[26.02.2012 04:31:28] GerSHAK: to eat dinner with them
[26.02.2012 04:32:03] GerSHAK: the girl with whom I was taking the ride was really pretty and nice
[26.02.2012 04:32:24] GerSHAK: I don't know her in real life
[26.02.2012 04:32:58] GerSHAK: so that's the first part of my dream, me taking a ride home with her in her car, stopping halfway to eat with this family who lived by the highway
[26.02.2012 04:33:06] GerSHAK: I think we had rice and it was sort of dark in the dinner room
[26.02.2012 04:33:39] GerSHAK: the next part is me sitting in a maths lecture (I don't have this as a subject anymore)
[26.02.2012 04:33:48] GerSHAK: and actually
[26.02.2012 04:33:53] GerSHAK: we were taking a test
[26.02.2012 04:34:04] GerSHAK: it was the last lecture before the holidays but already past exam week
[26.02.2012 04:34:16] GerSHAK: and I didn't know we were going to take a test
[26.02.2012 04:34:41] GerSHAK: it was one of the last two lectures in the semester (at that point in the dream, but the other lecture never happened)
[26.02.2012 04:35:08] GerSHAK: someone was sitting beside me
[26.02.2012 04:35:13] GerSHAK: and I told them I didn't know anything
[26.02.2012 04:35:23] GerSHAK: and they were like "wow, courageous of you to take the test then!"
[26.02.2012 04:35:33] GerSHAK: I didn't tell them that I didn't know we had a test and they laughed at me
[26.02.2012 04:35:43] GerSHAK: so I took the test
[26.02.2012 04:36:05] GerSHAK: and I was the last person to leave the hall
[26.02.2012 04:36:42] GerSHAK: actually I now recall that the maths professor was actually my maths teacher from my last few years of school
[26.02.2012 04:37:10] GerSHAK: then I was looking for the person with who I usually took the ride home
[26.02.2012 04:37:17] GerSHAK: walking around the parking lot
[26.02.2012 04:37:20] GerSHAK: but she had already gone
[26.02.2012 04:37:34] GerSHAK: and there was only one more train I could catch
[26.02.2012 04:37:41] GerSHAK: so I went to the bus station
[26.02.2012 04:38:09] GerSHAK: I can't recall the next part clearly but I think when the bus arrived, I asked the driver a question and for some reason the answer made me not get on the bus
[26.02.2012 04:38:29] GerSHAK: then I crossed the road, to the bus station on the other side
[26.02.2012 04:38:44] GerSHAK: I think some other bus came and I got on
[26.02.2012 04:38:52] GerSHAK: hmm or not
[26.02.2012 04:38:58] GerSHAK: anyway I phoned my mom
[26.02.2012 04:40:12] GerSHAK: saying that there was only one last train going home and that it was uncertain that I was going to catch it, and that if she didn't ride here to fetch me, I'd only be home the next day, insinuating that I'd have to sleep in the cold at the train station if I missed the train
[26.02.2012 04:40:28] GerSHAK: in reality I didn't want to take the train for some reason (althought it WAS unlikely that I'd catch it)
[26.02.2012 04:40:43] GerSHAK: and I sort of talked to my mom angry to make her feel guilty and come fetch me
[26.02.2012 04:40:46] GerSHAK: which in turn made me feel guilty
[26.02.2012 04:41:27] GerSHAK: I don't recall exactly how we get from here to the next part of the dream
[26.02.2012 04:41:54] GerSHAK: In that part, I was on a trip with my school class and our teacher, although we were all already 18-ish
[26.02.2012 04:42:01] GerSHAK: and we were somewhere really really far away
[26.02.2012 04:42:10] GerSHAK: and it was really really beautiful there
[26.02.2012 04:42:27] GerSHAK: we were actually on a canoe trip
[26.02.2012 04:43:00] GerSHAK: I recall it from a part where I looked behind at an enormous waterfall from where we had come
[26.02.2012 04:43:08] GerSHAK: and there were mountains around us
[26.02.2012 04:43:26] GerSHAK: I had a camera with me but the quality of the pictures was as horrible as that of my webcam
[26.02.2012 04:43:38] GerSHAK: I still took dozens of pictures because everything was so breathtakingly beautiful
[26.02.2012 04:43:56] GerSHAK: at one point we got out of the canoe
[26.02.2012 04:44:08] GerSHAK: and there was some kind of dam
[26.02.2012 04:44:15] GerSHAK: but I and a few others didn't realize it was a dam
[26.02.2012 04:44:39] GerSHAK: it was just a really narrow way where you could walk next to a huge cliff
[26.02.2012 04:44:50] GerSHAK: so I and one or two other guys ran across it
[26.02.2012 04:45:10] GerSHAK: seconds later, the fucking thing opened and the entire water from the river poured out into the valley deep below
[26.02.2012 04:45:22] GerSHAK: and we were sort of really shocked because we could have died if we had done that a few seconds later
[26.02.2012 04:45:44] GerSHAK: then, music played somewhere
[26.02.2012 04:45:48] GerSHAK: America - You Can Do Magic
[26.02.2012 04:45:53] GerSHAK: I sang along to it
[26.02.2012 04:46:05] GerSHAK: I didn't catch the highest note very well
[26.02.2012 04:46:21] GerSHAK: And contemplated in my mind about how the highest note is a g-flat (it really is in real life!)
[26.02.2012 04:46:30] GerSHAK: and that on good days I sometimes catch a g but normally I only get to the f
[26.02.2012 04:46:36] GerSHAK: so I wasn't surprised but annoyed
[26.02.2012 04:46:49] GerSHAK: then I could sort of choose to have another America song from the same album playing
[26.02.2012 04:46:56] GerSHAK: and I didn't know that song
[26.02.2012 04:47:05] GerSHAK: and then we were in some huuuuuuuuuuge building
[26.02.2012 04:47:27] GerSHAK: it was sort of like Disneyland, the place where the building stood
[26.02.2012 04:47:37] GerSHAK: like it belonged to some sort of theme park
[26.02.2012 04:47:52] GerSHAK: not the building and the small town itself, that was a small town in front of the theme park
[26.02.2012 04:48:01] GerSHAK: and it was sort of like this insanely huge merchandise store
[26.02.2012 04:48:08] GerSHAK: and everyone got a number for a room
[26.02.2012 04:48:26] GerSHAK: and in my room, there would be a free CD of the America album
[26.02.2012 04:48:33] GerSHAK: I actually heard one more track from the album
[26.02.2012 04:48:41] GerSHAK: It was really beautiful but it doesn't exist in real life
[26.02.2012 04:48:55] GerSHAK: but I was sort of in a hurry because I recalled that I had to catch the train home
[26.02.2012 04:49:14] GerSHAK: although like, 30 hours had passed I had still not missed it and it was still evening
[26.02.2012 04:49:18] GerSHAK: so I hurried to find the room
[26.02.2012 04:49:22] GerSHAK: but didn't find it
[26.02.2012 04:49:28] GerSHAK: that took me 10 minutes
[26.02.2012 04:49:40] GerSHAK: then I got past some place that made me understand where I would find the room
[26.02.2012 04:49:54] GerSHAK: and I was really torn between going to the room or going outside to find the train station
[26.02.2012 04:50:10] GerSHAK: and that annoyed me greatly because I was almost sure that finding the room would make me miss the train
[26.02.2012 04:50:17] GerSHAK: but I went outside to find the train station
[26.02.2012 04:50:20] GerSHAK: then I woke up.

I was just about to type up my dream from two nights ago and I accidentally deleted it from my phone. XD

Damn.... I have no idea what it was about now. Anyway, I might as well put here that the last couple of days I've been getting some strong hypnagogia. Two nights ago I repeatedly, while trying to fall asleep, forgot that I was lying in bed and thought I was in various rooms around my house, and at one point a large, old-looking book appeared in front of my eyes and started quickly turning through all of its pages. There was more, but that's all I remember in detail. Last night the location-changing one happened a few more times, and at one point while typing a text in my phone I realized that it wasn't actually happening and just waved my hand around and stared at the screen for a few seconds, and then the whole scene melted back to me being in bed.

Strange stuff.

Night of April 25

3:44- Two men are ghost hunters, but one far more experienced than the other. The first had dark, short hair and was cleanly shaven. The other had longer, blonde hair with stubble. I saw him attract a ghost by laying on one side of the bed, but I can't recall what happened after that. There was something about a white pillar that was in a stadium of sorts. Or maybe it was the stadium. I can't recall. The darker haired tried to show off in this building, but the blonde put him down. In a new house, the darker hair decided to attract a female ghost. He passed the blonde resting in a white rocking chair. The darker laid down in a long room with a TV and a window in front of the TV a few feet in front of it. I think there was a couch too below the window. It led into black. To the other end of the room there was the bed against the wall with the door next to the bed. Anyway, the ghost appeared and he pretended to be asleep. I dont know what happened but suddenly the blonde was there and really close to the dark haired man. When he saw he was asleep, he left and that was it.

The dream switched to Shirley from Code Geass running through the woods. Apparently light came from chests the larger they were and she was running from people out to hurt her. There was a bright light and she spun around to see Lelouch with large breast smiling at her. It shone brightly and when asked "how?" he said he borrowed them from Madame President.
I woke in my dream sort of and wished it to be Friday.
Then I really woke up.

6:17- A young boy met me outside of school at the fence around the water tower. He talked to me. He had tan skin and dark hair. He talked to me, but Anastasia and Adrianna didn't want him to. So they took to some house. He talked to me tho through a video game, with a screen like PacMan or something. It was pretty big and couldn't move very much, but somehow Anastasia and Adrianna didn't see. The house was wooden with red velvet in some places.*

My family and I went on a camping trip. We were hiking when we reached a strange path littered with supplies. It was like a stone wall in a valley and we walked on the top of it. We spun around to see two people, who Dad didn't like very much. They didn't look nice. Anyway, at some point more of our family (altho I can't recall seeing any of them before) arrived at the house (similar to the house before). A son and daughter of the visiting family and the family of the house wanted to get married. The father didn't like this so he tried to talk to the other parents, but they were all for it.*

It switches to a scene of the same house but a different room. Louis Griffin was trying to calm Stewie but he only grew angry. He turned into a colorful dragon/serpent with many heads. One head went down Louis's throught. She begged him not too, but more soon followed. They ripped her apart from the inside out. Brian went up to the dragon, only to be picked up by it. It walked away after that and the scene changed.

At a place that looked sort of like the same house, yet more like a bass pro shop checkout, Dad was buying something. Anastasia didn't get anything but I watched a women put the powder sugar on a funnel cake. I bought a donut because seeing that made me hungry. And again the scene switched.

Aang was meditating at the airbender contraption. Toph was scolding him for lack of action, but Aang merely breathed and sent the contraption spinning, cleanly cutting him off from Toph.Sokka was just there, maybe stuck in the ground.*They went to Jet for some reason. They were on a ledge above a section of ground lower than the rest, but only by seven or eight feet. Jet had to rescue some of his team from sections that wouldn't move. They were trapped. He rescued a kid- Duke maybe?- from a green tube. He didn't try to rescue Long-shot and Smellerbee because for some reason they couldn't be trusted. The sections could fly, but I didn't see this, only knew. And then I woke up.

1.
It was an NCIS dream. All I remember is Tony gripping the round window frame of a pale yellow submersible. Gibbs shoved him roughly inside and the submersible sank through the floor of the room in the mansion they were all in. Tony was now deep underwater. He had to get some kind of plant but was too unhappy about being in the submersible to do anything.

2.
I was on the small upper floor of a supermarket. I wanted to improve my image so I bought a pink and white striped Hello Kitty top. I had to go down some stone steps to the fitting room which was just one big room made of stone with no privacy. I managed to get changed and returned to my friend in the supermarket. My hair had turned long and black and was tied back in three ponytails. I wanted to buy another Hello Kitty product but the one I wanted was gone.

I was on a dusty street with Gibbs and Tony from NCIS and Grissom from CSI. I fancied the pants off of Tony and was thrilled when I got to ride a tandem with him. Gibbs and Grissom got on another one then we all set off for Texas. When we arrived we were at a ramshackle wooden house in the middle of a Western looking desert landscape.

Everyone around me vanished and suddenly I was a CSI. I entered the house and found Nick waiting for me. He handed me some gloves and told me to check the sink for evidence.

I managed to find something but the gloves had become tangled and I couldn't get them on. Nick helped me sort them out but before I could collect the evidence I woke up.

I had two dreams. The first was about a virtual reality game set in the 1880's where you just were in that time period. I was in the game and was still connected to ventrilo via my mind or something and I was walking in a old road bed and I looked to my left and saw a huge grizzly bear and when I walked a little further all of a sudden a sniper started shooting at me, and I was like, 'Ty did you leave that sniper mod on?!,' and he was like, 'Yeah! I told you that it was.'

My second dream was set in a post apocalyptic world. I had found an old abandoned school and was going to stay there but then I found out that a bandit couple lived there. I was going to leave but then I found out that a group of kids lived right near them...inside a computer or something. They were digital (don't know why) but I was like screw that and was gonna save them. When the day finally came to save them I was all of a sudden sitting in the bandit's living room (wtf?) and watching tv with them when a salesman opened the door and totally convinced the wife to buy something. Then the salesman noticed her husband was an old classmate and they commenced with the, 'oh I see you're way better off than me now,' and the, 'oh look how much better I turned out,' routine. After that I woke up.

I'm on a kind of glider thing, kinda like the one from "Avatar : The legend of Aang" (used to watch it years ago), but this one is metal, a shiny silver, with a red stripe at the front, I don't know why but the red stripe had significance. I'm flying over a new planet but I can't see anyone on it, or anything. The "wings" of the glider came out so that the were at 90 degrees with each side of my body, with my hands placed in container like things at the end of the wings, I'm holding on to a small pole inside. (Kinda like the fake Hulk gloves you get :L)

I arrive at this river, or what seems like a river which takes me over to this island, which is clearly inhabited by aliens. There is hundreds of them crowding a hole in the ground, looking at it for god knows what reason. They look almost exactly like the aliens from district 9, the kind of prawn looking things, but they were more crouched over and smaller. I fly in closer.

I lose control of the glider and the next thing I remember is that I have crashed in the middle of all these aliens, just next to the hole in the ground. It feels like dirt, like dry dirt you would get. I keep slipping in and out of conscientiousness, looking side to side when my eyes were open, I'm all sweaty and dirty and things. I look over to see 3 of the aliens putting my glider down the hole.

I am now getting guided through a crowd, but the crowd has separated giving 2 parallel lines for me to be dragged along, with two aliens holding one of my hands each and my feet tied up in chains with a weight in the middle weighing me down. They are pulling me up stairs made of very clean stone, totally different from before, getting to the top of the stairs, I then wake up

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in a car, passenger seat. There's a guy driving but I never took a good look at him. He's talking about a demon he's slain, or going to slay. I'm uneasy and scared of this demon slaying, worried things will go bad. The guy talks like he's done it time and time again and will have no problem doing it again and again. He's not worried at all.

Dream Two: I'm in a bathroom looking in a mirror. There's a guy behind me, and I am pretty sure he's got long blond hair in the beginning like K. He's got his arms over my shoulders, not hugging me so much as just keeping me close. I'm not sure why I'm looking into the mirror like a zombie or something, but I feel really zoned out and spacy and can't remember much of this beginning part. There's a door to our right, the guy sighs loudly and annoyed, like he doesn't want to leave but he knows he has to. He walks through the door, and turns left. I follow him, though I'm not sure why. (I never got lucid, but most of the dream I was very aware that I felt only half able to make decisions... usually in dreams I'm so sucked in I don't realize that I'm foggy brained or anything. This one, I felt like I was only half there watching a dream, and just never connected that, Yeah, I AM watching a dream) we walk down a short hallway lines with white cork board and the kind of board you see in shops and such with the little metal pegs holding up merchandise. The hallway opens up to a rather large (for a small business) room, with shelves and aisles. The other end of the room is nothing but windows and two glass doors. I realize we're inside some sort of shop. There are probably five other guys in the room already, they're taking merchandise off of pallets and stocking the shelves with it. I want to help, but I feel like I'd be more in the way since I have no clue where anything goes. A middle aged man with short graying hair walks up behind me, and asks me how I'm doing. I tell him I am well, and ask how he is in return. He tells me he'll be doing a lot better when we get this stock on the shelves, then he barks at the guys that School shopping season is starting soon, and we need to get this stuff on the shelves faster! He mentions that this is a paper goods store (I guess that means papers, notebooks, etc?) and that "we won't make any money if we don't have anything out!" I stand in an aisle and watch a bit longer, then I notice a commotion outside. A few guys are already out there, and there's this woman who's come up to them and though I can't hear through the windows and door, I can see she's like falling all over them and pushing them and stuff. They look like they're trying to be polite, but the woman is just falling all over like she's drunk or something and its evident they're getting no work done with her around. Suddenly she just goes limp and crumples to the ground. One of the guys goes over to her to help her, and someone opens the door and I can suddenly hear what's going on. The guy is offering her some water and asking her if he can take her back to her house or family. The woman refuses the water, and starts talking about the sun but it's the middle of the night in the dream. She stands back up and smacks the poor guy who tried to help help her, telling him she's fine and then babbling on about the sun again. It's apparent to me that something is wrong with her, maybe she's on drugs or something. I turn away because I feel uncomfortable watching her, like I'm invading her privacy or embarrassing her by seeing her like that, and that in turn makes me feel embarrassed. But then I hear her yelling like she's hurt or something, so I turn back around just in time to see her stumbling backwards off the curb and hitting the ground. For a moment, I'm stunned and don't know what to do, then I think to myself we have to help her and call 911. But before I can get out the door, my mom is walking up from the parking lot and starts ordering people around. She tells one guy to get a glass of water, and another to call an ambulance, then lady is waking up and my mom is helping her stand. I turn and walk back to the back room. I'm glad someone's there to help the lady, but I don't want to be around my mom, for some reason I know that she's a bad omen even though I don't realize I'm dreaming. (Mom always turns my dreams into nightmares. It's not that we don't get along, we generally do, but she's like a leech at times. Always asking for money and expecting us to put ourselves in a hard place to help her. This translates into a negative force in my dreams) I go back to the back room, and my guy and a girl are already back there. I don't feel jealous though, I feel like she's a sister or something. They're arguing about something, but when I walk in they stop so I don't know what. My guy looks at me and smiles sadly, then tells me that he has some work left to do in the back room, and I should go rest. I nod, but I just can't muster the awareness to find words to speak. Then I notice that I'm wearing a super short night gown (chemise I think is the word?) and feel embarrassed that I was wandering around in that showing my butt to the world, lol. I go through a different door than the one I came in, and my dresser is in that room. I open a drawer and take out my Tinkerbell pajama pants. I pull them on as I walk back into the back room. My guy has the cabinets under the sink open and he's bent over looking in the sink. I don't know what he's doing, but I'm too fuzzy to care. I walk into the hall, and notice that instead of the store being there, it's a living room now, with a view of a grassy yard and tree. The girl from the back room is standing watching out the windows. Outside three boys from the store are doing various things in the yard. I think the shady spot under the tree looks like a good place to rest. I walk out and start to lay down, but no sooner do I close my head than a pair of boots steps up next to me. They're very nice looking boots, like something someone in a horse show in an English saddle might wear. I'm suddenly excited, these must be my guys boots, he's not busy after all! But when I sit up and look up, it's one of the neighbors kids. He's trying to talk to me about something, but I tell him I can't talk right now, I'm too tired and I just need to rest. I stand up and walk back inside. I lay down in the middle of the floor of this living room. I notice my boobs are practically falling out of my chemise, but I just don't care I'm sleepy. I briefly wonder if my guy's going to be mad if they spill out when I fall asleep, but then decide he'd probably enjoy the view I close my heavy eyes, and shift my feet, they feel heavy and there's a thump sound. I open my eyes again to see I have on jeans and mary jane style shoes. I click my feet once more, thinking it's funny that I have shoes on, but I can't figure out why it's funny (because I'm dreaming! Awake I get the irony, lol) Then I close my eyes again. I hear someone enter the room, and open my eyes. There's a guy there who I recognize as the guy from before, but he looks completely different. Suddenly he looks like that Ray guy who does =3 (my husband watches that, and the dude always seems to find his way into my dreams after he's watched an episode. I don't even watch it! I just hear it over my music, and I'm cursed, lol) He comes over and sits down on the floor next to me. He jokes, telling me if I was so sleepy I had to sleep on the floor he could have found a bed for me. I shrug and say the floor is fine, then my eye lids are falling and I'm drifting back into sleep. He gently lifts my shoulders to put my head in his lap. My daughter walks up to us a moment later carrying a Hidden Pictures book. She wants to do the puzzles, but I can't get my eyes open. The guy strokes my hair with one hand and tells me to rest, then pulls my daughter into his lap beside my head and tells her, "Mommy is really tired right now, can I play with you until she wakes up?" My daughter must have said yes because after some time in blackness, I hear them talking about the book and what they're looking for. Then I wake up for real, 3 hours early and with a migraine.

I was going out with Allyce but all of a sudden she started to give off really bad vibes. She told me she loved me and then cheated on in the same night. I thought how could someone do this and be like this. I could I trust anyone.

Montre was acting really professional and I wondered why.

It starts out with some DC recruiting me for a job to do dealing with computers and electronics. At first I was reluctant to do it, but then I noticed this was no ordinary place. I was actually on board the starship Enterprise, TNG. It seems my job was to re-calibrate the medical computer and re-program it so that it would work better and faster. It was so cool, it looked just like the blue backlit computer computer boards in an episode of the show. As I kept working on the computer, I actually became a medical/computer technician with a blue uniform. I had to re-route the computer resources for the enterprise, somehow the main computer was over-using the medical computer for its own purposes, and causing the medical computer to slow down for the tasks we needed to run on it. It was complicated but somehow I knew what I was doing and suceeded at my task. Once I was finished with the computer, it seemed there were some medical tasks that I was able to assist with. Experimentation related though, not treating patients.

I'm not sure how the dream transitioned to this exactly, but next I was in the sky flying on the back of a dragon. There were actually hundreds of dragons flying in the sky. There were different color dragons of various sizes, but the one I rode was very large and iridescencant. The dragon I was on had scales that looked a different color depending on how the angle of light reflected off the scales. I had a telepathic link with my dragon and willed it to go where I wished. We were zooming through the clouds and playing with the other dragons by doing ariel acrobatics with them. I sensed my dragon wanted to show me something, so I told him to go ahead with my mind. He became invisible! The only bad thing is the effect didn't transfer to me. After a while of flying, he turned back visible again and I suggested we fly closer to the ground. My dragon "told" me that he didn't like flying that low since he was so big, and suggested I transfer to on of the "baby" dragons if I wanted to fly lower. So I did, when we passed a small dragon I jumped off and managed to land on him. He was a black dragon, but showed me he could go invisible as well. As we flew closer to the ground, I noticed some people in the back of a truck. With my invisible dragon, we flew over their heads and matched speed with the truck. Some idiot kid picked up an apple and threw it at me, but it hit the underside of my invisible dragon. That took him off guard, and he seemed to be frightened. My dragon didn't care, he probably didn't even feel it hit him.

My dream transitions again and I'm in my grandparents' house trying to find some breakfast. There aren't any clean bowls, but I grab one and start scrubing it under hot running water in the sink with a washcloth. I start imagining foods and they start appearing around me. There is chocolate cake and white cake nearby. I leave the bowl sit under the running water and almost eat the cake, it looks so yummy. I just want to grab a handfull and cram it into my mouth but I don't yet. I will more exotic foods into existance around the corner in a pantry area. I go into the pantry, and to the side is a refrigerated display case with unusual meats and fruits. I sample a varitey of stuff and it all has very different tastes. Some of the fruit looks like papaya or kuiwi, but it has a taste so unusual that my brain doesn't even know how to process what it tastes like.

My dream reminds me of a book I seen before in the image below.

I was attempting to WILD this morning after a nights sleep. I kept getting short dreams or interesting hallucinations I wrote down.

Some audios: "why aren't we hitting Edward Mann up?"
"religion was foiled in supplication for fake vigilance."
"went to Aztec, California. I was planning on buying a kilophone."
"atomic resonance of silver is the distance squared."
"Brokinski epitome of the human condition."

A short dream poem that I saw on a plaque and heard myself reading it out loud:
forgive me when I'm hurt,
for I am crying in the dirt.
soothe me when I'm at home,
for I am sad and so alone.

Fragment: A helicopter was flying nearby and I seen a naked woman either fall out or perhaps pushed out. She tried to flap her arms as if she was trying to fly, but that didn't help. She was flailing her arms so fast it looked like she had six arms. Once she gained six arms, she suddenly had six breasts as well to match. She fell into some trees which helped break her fall, but then I lost sight of her. As she was falling from the helicopter I heard a narrative "Ryan Seacrest went crazy about it because she never returned his call."

Fragment: Americans made a mad rush on stores because there was a crisis in Europe. Kids (teens) were attacking other kids, throwing bricks through cars, and setting other kids on fire.

I also had a short dream how the shadow people could come through walls as an invisible black mist then appear to solidify into a denser black mist/shadow. Then they could re-form themselves into the figure of a person's shadow, a black being.

Another dream: I was lucidly masturbating in my dream, it became so long and hard I didn't even have to bend down to suck it. I seemed to be in my car at the time. After that I got out of the car, still half naked and was walking around not caring if my DCs saw me naked or not. I had keys to go into a brick house, it felt like I owned it in the dream, but it looked nothing like my house. Then I went back outside, crossed a double road, 2 lanes going each way, and walked down the far sidewalk still not wearing pants.