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[I'm going abroad soon, so updates may be spottier than usual for a couple of months.]

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Island

[My notes say something about a grocery store at the beginning of this dream, but I don't remember what.]

The island is covered in stone buildings, like an old university. I decide to visit the island, so I start walking along the hiking trail to get there. Soon I'm walking over dry, dead grass, and soon the path becomes so steep that I have to crawl upwards. My head faces the grass and I can barely see anything else. I wish I had thought to wear kleats; it would have made this journey much safer.

Later, we are all summoned to the island for a meeting. I go there with a friend. Instead of going straight to the meeting, we wander down a side path, into a part of the island I've never seen before. My friend wants to keep going this way, but I need to go back to the mainland for something. I rise into the air, soon realizing that being in flight means I'm dreaming. I fly out past the island and down to the water. The dream starts fading and to my frustration I'm unable to stop myself from waking up. IRL, some of my family are having a noisy conversation right outside my bedroom door, and I suspect that's why I woke up so inexorably.

Lunchbox

I, a high school senior, am walking to lunch. I pull out my lunchbox, which my mom packed for me this morning. Then I remember that I'm on an unlimited meal plan (in college), so there's no need for Mom to be sending food with me anymore. I tell this to her, but a couple of days later, she's still packing my lunchbox for me.

Frags:

• There's a pit in the middle of the hallway with a small stepping stone in the middle. He crosses the gap by doing a handspring off of the stepping stone.

03.01.2013

Perfect Tooth Cleaner (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was in a small hotel room. It appeared to be in a skyscraper, since the window had very big views, but the quality was not perfect.

My wife was getting ready to go somewhere, and while she did it, I went ahead and brushed my teeth. Suddenly, my mouth starred filling with a lot of toothpaste and bubbles... more and more as seconds passed. I needed to clear my mouth before I could keep going, it was too much.

When I did, I noticed that my left side of the mouth was perfectly flawless. My teeth were extremely white and without any flaws. Amazed, I told my wife about it and she mentioned she just bought it because it was amazing.

I was excited since it was going to put my mouth into perfect. I was about to use it again (now it looked like a floss cord, but very thick) When I started to do it, one of my cats woke me up.

I had probably the most realistic lucid dream I've ever had, it was just unreal, all of it was. I had 5-HTP before going to bed and did a WBTB+4hrs and stayed awake for 5m, with 8mg galantamine and 400mg choline before going back to bed.

[COLOR="#FF0000"]I became lucid at some random point, I remember it was not something that I even needed to do a reality check for I just knew. This was a very intense DEILD (atleast I think it was a DEILD) where I spent most of my dreams putting my fantasies aside and just going with the flow of the dream. The first dream I remember I was with a big group of people who seemed like they could all be my friends but they were not nor have I ever seen any of them. I drove some strange white car that was VERY fast, I remember a Ferrari pulling up next to me and then I slammed the gas and cut it off. After I got out of the car and I wanted to see what I was driving, it was a car where the whole body was a music stage... Their was a band playing on the car the whole time I was driving, weird part is they make no sound but all the actions of singing and playing on the instruments. I eventually left them and went up some stairs in an ally into a big apartment full of 15-20 people who knew me but I didn't know them. One guy called me smoker for some reason I have no idea why (I don't smoke).

I hung around and basically just mingled with all of these DC's as I would in real life, surprisingly enough they were all very convincing in being real people. I announced to all the DC's that I was dreaming and proved it by flying around the apartment, I tried to convince them that they were dreaming too and that we could all be real people sharing a conscious dream simultaneously (I don't really believe in shared dreaming but I wanted to humour my self). I don't why but some times all of a sudden my dream would become very blurry and then just become blackness, and then I would have to refocus a recent event that happened in that dream and then suddenly it would come back, this happened probably 20 times the entire night. Sometimes when my dream would fade to black and I would try to bring it back but I would be thrown into a new dream with completely different people in a totally different environment. But all the dreams were essentially the same, me on some balcony or in some apartment with a bunch of people I don't know.

Eventually after switching landscapes and people for the third time, I found my self hanging out with some people on a street at night, my brother was inside the dream though! I approached my brother first and said we are dreaming and none of this is real, and after that I don't remember the conversation, but my dream went blurry and I came back into a new dream at some balcony, this time my brother was their also, and he remembered whatever we discussed in the previous dream. On top of that we both saw my cousin wandering around and I remember saying "Holy shit! its Eyad!" my brother started to laugh. We both walked up to him, he looked either high or drunk. I of course started to explain to him none of this is real that we are in a dream, he doesn't believe me, so I prove it to him by flying around a bit. I told him that we might be all dreaming at the same time and sharing a conscious state and here was our chance to test the validity of shared dreaming, I told my cousin that after he wakes up he would text me the keyword 'DOG' as proof that we shared the dream, he said this is scary but he would do it.

Again the dream blurred up again and this time I was on an elevated platform outside with a train connected to it, everything was plain and I was alone this time. A train came by but it was a slow moving train with no walls just seating for the passengers, the passengers were all not moving and passed out, I looked closely and it was all of the people I was hanging out with in my previous dreams, I was thinking WTF is going on. I ran onto the train when it stopped and threw as many people on to the platform as I could before it left again, for some reason Master Chief was also on the train passed out and I threw him on the platform. He looked a little bit different though, as if he has been infected by the flood. The train started moving and I had no time to save anyone else, the people I saved woke up and one of them said "Smoker!!!!" in a stoners voice, he was the guy from the first dream that called me smoker. I asked him whats going on and he said he had no idea and just walked off with everyone else. Then all of a sudden Master Chief gets up, nods at me, then jumps on the train before it finishes passing by. He morphed into a giant flood monster and started eating the train till he ate all of it....After that the dream went blurry and I just passed out. [/COLOR]

It's becoming harder to remember. I'm walking through a room filled with friends and strangers. I have this feeling that I starring in a Lizzie Mcquire movie without the actual characters. There's a seat to my right, in front of a wall. I'm going to take a seat.

It's strange. I'm feeling sorrow for some reason. I need to cover my eyes so these other people won't see my tears. I don't want them to know why.

I should probably stop crying, but I can't. There's a man looking at me. "What's wrong?" he says. I shouldn't let anyone know why I'm feeling this type of sadness for no reason. I don't see too many of my friends here, I only see a girl I saw on Facebook from one of my friends' list. Here name is Alejandra. She looks pretty, and there's a lot of pretty girls in here right now, maybe they can make my day feel better.

I'm going to take off my shoes then sit back down. There's this blonde girl sitting next to me. She looks Asian too. She doesn't seem to be interested in me, so I probably should try a move on her.

Something is happening! The dream is changing scenes. Me and the rest of the people were now inside my garage back home. Now that they're here, I'm going to comfort them by turning on a laptop in the garage and playing one of my favorite Eminem songs from Youtube. I put on "My Darling" and waited to see their reactions after listening to some of the lyrics. "I always thought if you're gonna murder somebody you should face them, tell em why, look them in the eye then waste then."

After this, it was time to wake up.

01/03/13

Off With A Bang
I am in my Fire Valkyrie heading for the moon. I wander on the moon only briefly before I decide to go somewhere I am needed. I open a portal and go through from the moon to a fancy costume party of some kind. People are dancing all around, everyone is wearing a mask. I am thinking I should make an effort to fit in. I see everyone has a gaudy gold mask on… and that is when I realize where I am. I am in Assassin's Creed II. I look around wondering what my purpose there might be. I spot some of the courtesans and I remember Ezio moving among them to keep from being noticed. So I move over closer to a group of courtesans. There are several guards staring right at Ezio… but not seeing him… they're only seeing the courtesans' breasts about to fall from their dresses. I know where their minds are… I get over closer to Ezio. I hear him talking to the courtesans. The conversation pauses as he looks over at me but then they continue. They are trying to come up with a distraction to get the guards away from his target. A courtesan says they must all be homosexual… they don't even look at courtesans. Another says they are specially chosen and won't abandon their posts for anything less than something blowing up. I am right next to them now, I surprise them when I ask if some fireworks would do the trick. A courtesan says they have to disappear… they've been spotted. Ezio tells her it's ok, but what about the fireworks. One of them says the fireworks won't go off until after the target has left. I tell them that tonight the fireworks will start early then. I wonder how I can create some fireworks. This is a dream… it should be doable. I ask where the fireworks come from and a courtesan points. I head over there and find there is a man standing near what looks like a row of fireworks ready to go. He tells me I shouldn't be there. I decide to flirt with the guy instead of starting trouble… He isn't very attractive, my dream self is attractive… so I figure it would work well. I tell him I wanted to see how the magic happens, then we can watch the fireworks together. He pushes his luck and says he knows a private place we could go afterwards. I swallow my vomit and act like I like the idea. So I get closer to the fireworks. I hear the man who is Ezio's target talking, it sounds like quite a stream of bullshit. Apparently politicians have always been the same. So now it needs to go off. I ask when he sets them off. He says after the speech is done. I look closer at the fuses, and focus a little pyrokinesis to light them each. The fuses are all lit so I step away quickly. The man notices that the fuses are lit and asks what I have done, it's too soon! He says they were supposed to go off AFTER the speech! I tell him he said during the speech… he is frustrated… but it is too late now. The fireworks all go off at once, shooting up into the sky and exploding with quite a commotion.

I look back out at the guy giving the speech, he is now staring up at the fireworks looking quite annoyed. The man who was supposed to set off the fireworks seems more worried about himself, says they're going to kill him for this… no… they'll have to find him first… he disappears into the crowd, who are all looking up at the fireworks now. I don't notice when it happens, but when I look back over at the guy giving the speech, and he is on the ground, apparently dead. None of his guards have even noticed yet. I find their obliviousness amusing then I wake up.

02.01.2013

Shooting Foxes From The Window (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

My vividness is already showing signs of improvement from coming back to DV, and this dream was slightly more interesting than the last. As far as I can remember these are two parts of the same dream, though they seem pretty unrelated.


I'm in the garden of a random uni house with some guys that used to be in the school year above me, though I have no idea why. I immediately remember potentially having uni work to do for the next day, and start to panic.

I run inside, but head straight for the Xbox, on which I play some kind of RPG, under the impression I need to get a certain amount of story finished before I can do anything else with my day. I let me my dog join me on the sofa, which is normally strictly forbidden at home.

I unlock a bonus scene in the game, and people come in wanting to watch it. I finally decide I don't have the time, knowing watching it will only lead to more things to captivate me into playing longer.

Luckily, I realise tomorrow is Sunday and I wake up briefly.



I'm later defending the house from foxes, in a similar fashion to Call of Duty's zombie mode (which I recently played for the first time with my cousin).

I pick up a double-barrelled rifle and kill one instantly from a window, at a pretty respectable distance.

I head to the next window, slightly more complacent now, but miss a fair few times from not aiming properly.

The third window overlooks a darkened room, and before I have time to aim, the fox inside jumps up at me, forcing me to kill it with my knife.

took:
- 100mg 5-HTP before going to sleep
- 0 dose of galantamine + choline (continuing the 1 day on 1 day off cycle)
lucid dreaming: 2 lucid experiences
note:
- took 100mg 5-HTP (used to stack all the REM sleep towards the end of the night)
- got to sleep after 12 (bad)
- long WBTB (too much wake)
- 2 dreams recorded
- look at how little REM just 19% that's terrible on 6:29 of sleep

There are some references to Naruto in this entry that can be considered spoilers, so read with caution if you are watching or reading Naruto and are not caught up.

So In my dream I'm with my best friend at what appears to be a dorm room in a college of some kind. For some reason my brother is there. My friend pulls out weed and a pipe and hands it to me. I debate smoking it though because my brother is there. It doesn't really matter though because then someone walks in talking about how there are puppies in the other room and they want me to keep them from leaving. I go into the other room and start playing with the puppies. There are like ten of them and they each keep trying to escape but i won't let them.

A girl walks in about the age of ten. she had blonde hair and was wearing a red dress. Beside her was older dog in a wheel chair. It's face resembled a dog version of Jack Black. The dog was talking to the girl and i was highly confused. The girl was surprised i could hear the dog talk because apparently people thought she was crazy for talking to the dog because to everyone else it was just a normal dog.

I continue to watch the puppies and the girl and Jack Black dog leaves. Later she comes back crying and says her dog died. I feel bad and decide to take her to the park. While at the park we walk around and talk and i pushed her on the swings and that's about it. On our way back we pass a tree. In the tree I see a bird in a wheel chair who looks like Jack Black. I look at the girl and say " Look, your dog was re-born as a bird!" The bird and girl look at each other and recognized each other. The bird started crying and said how much he missed her. Then the bird flew out of the wheel chair and landed on the girls shoulder and they went off together.

About that time Kakashi from Naruto ran up to me and said he needed my help stopping Tobi from taking over the world. To do this he was going to send me back in time to kill Tobi before he was a threat.

I go back and time and end up at a camp of some kind. I meet young Kakashi. I ask him where Tobi is and some how he knows I'm there to kill him. At the time him and Tobi (Obito) are friends so Kakashi refuses to tell me. I walk around the ninja camp and find that no one knows where Obito is or they won't tell me.

My dream slows down there and I woke up

And greatest recall as well, i don't remember myself recalling so many events from single dream ever till now.

I was in the small room with some sort of passage in the ceiling, and i was playing some RPG-like game on my comp(which apparently was there), i had some problems, so i guessed it's time to get the book that describes monsters attack patterns, behaviors and weaknesses. I walked through the door, apparently that room was somehow part of the house i live in(and it appears that it replaced my room), i go to the bathroom(it's quite large) and start waiting.

The dealer comes into bathroom soon, he dressed into black sort of robes with hood. He has the book, the book that contains the information i need, the book looks special, it's dark and it feels alive. Then two monstrous creatures come right after him, i react to them like "meh, whatever" and ask the dealer what would be the price, he lists bunch of random stuff, the creatures look surprised. Speaking about creatures, one of them looked as dark and strong humanoid thing, the other was giant spider-like. I go out of the bathroom, monsters are trying to talk me out of going for the deal, but i respond with "no". So i collect this random stuff from the rooms, parents are getting annoyed by me taking a few things but i ignore them. I get back to the bathroom, the dealer is not there, but the book is, as well as the monsters. I dump the random stuff i collected into the bathtub and go for the book. Monsters are not trying for stop me for some reason.

As soon as i pick the book up, big demonic dog-like head and 5 skeletal clawed arms grows up from the back of it and pins me down to the ground(seems to be some sort of protection). It asks if i am permitted to read it, i say "ofcourse" while trying to point towards the stuff in the bathtub. It says "fine" and allows me to read itself, but still keeps me pinned down. After a while of reading number of pages(I have not much of recall of what was in the book other than so called information about monsters i mentioned earlier), the book starts to doubt that deal went fine and prevents me from reading further. I manage to free my hand and i somewhat break one of book's skeletal arms, it reacts with "ow", i explain that i would not have done that if it let me read. The dealer appears to be back, says that the deal is fine and vanishes somewhere again. I fix book's arm and continue reading.

After a while monsters start panicking and saying that i should not see SPIDER's weaknesses(SPIDER(yes in caps) is one of my RP characters, apparently i did not know that in dream), i tell them that i am going to only look through non-bosses, they continue panicking anyway. I read a few more pages, but then they attack me and take away the book, i start fist-fighting them and during the fight, the book gets dropped into the water, it transforms into normal book. I am like: "Nooo, i haven't read what i needed yet", but everyone seems to be left already, i am like: "meh", still trying to check pages of transformed book, but they are all empty. I go back to room.
In the hallway i think that all this what happened can't be real(but i forget to do an RC), then i think: "nope, this is waaaaaay too vivid to be not real" ( ).
I get back to the room and play some more of that game, with the information i got for now it gets a bit more possible to do. After a while i get stuck in game progress again and i decide to go do some other things. Soon some girl appears out of nowhere and teleports both of us to some sort of medieval castle. It seems like i am now in some different RPG-like game. The girl explains that i have information and they need my help apparently. I equip weapons and armor and go fight stuff and complete quests(My recall gets very blurry at this point for some reason).

Days pass, i am somewhere outside, looking at the cool landscapes and thinking: "this can't be just a game", the party gathers and we go to final boss dungeon. It appears that final boss is one of monsters i was reading about from that book, it looks spider-like, but not like spider-like monster from earlier, also it's huge and brown. I was using my scarlet magical bow, which was made from pure energy, to shoot magic arrows at it, but for some reason i was failing epically and only was able to create smallish arrows. Then people from the party cheered me up and i was able to shoot giant arrows from bow, eventually killing the boss. Everything fades out.

I appear to be back at my room(the changed version of it), for some reason i decide to go outside. I reach some sort of subway area, on the way i see some scammers trying to trick people into giving them stuff in various ways, and failing at that. Then i see that dealer and begin chasing him, but he vanishes behind the corner. Then i see a girl similar to the one which teleported me earlier, i kinda start following her, but then i get interrupted by scammers, which apparently know about the book somehow and want to exchange it for some item, which obviously looks fake. Some other person interrupts that and i talk with that person about "the other dimensions", we go away from scammers but they follow us and they get some melee weapons as well, preparing to attack us.

Suddenly scene changes to some sort of grassy field, scammers and person are still there, but apparently both me and person got pistols out of nowhere. As we aim at scammers, some sort of guards appear out of nowhere to protect scammers apparently, they aim pistols at us. Suddenly the whole lot of warcraft 3 peasants appear out of nearby farm, guards start shooting at them, killing them with single shot each. Then some other warcraft 3 units appear as well, both me and the person retreat towards the farm.

Viewpoint switches towards the farm, it seems like two minecraft characters are there, which do look like minecraft characters of Lewis and Simon from the Yogscast. Simon sings his "diggy diggy hole" song while digging dirt using a boat from minecraft and there's a pig from minecraft jumping around as well. Dream ends.

As i wake up i check the clock, to my surprise only 2 hours have been passed since i went to sleep *cue myself doing bunch of RC's to be perfectly sure*.
Note: i wish i could select 'memorable' option twice.

[want to emphasize all the things that should have triggered lucidity if i were on my game, so ill be underlining some stuff that wouldnt normally happen circumstantially ie. emotions, settings, people]

As I walk out of school, I notice a familiar face looking pretty tired, probably after the long day we all had considering it was just after Winter Break. I can't quite remember his name, but he comes up to me and asks me questions about my own future, like "Do you ever plan on learning an instrument?" or "Why are you quitting many of your clubs?" I couldn't give him a straight answer - I don't know him all that well so I figured he didn't deserve one. Instead, we walked away together to a nearby strip mall, where we basically began talking about nothing.



Surprisingly, for being well into twilight, there are tons of people there. In fact, some of the restaurants had to use outside patio chairs just because the indoors were packed with customers. I thought it was pretty cool, then two short strangers got up from their seats and stopped me.

"Heyyyyy Michael! It's been so long!"
"No it hasn't. What are you doing here anyway?"

They are my parents. I'm not usually embarrassed, but I'm definitely pissed at them now. They begin walking with me and my friend, and my friend and I discuss nothing more seriously than before. When we get to a stairway somewhere in the city, my dad notices someone and gets infuriated by the sight of them. Next thing I know, he has a gun, and has shoved the man up against the wall where he emptied half a magazine into his chest. Dear God, I know that guy.. That's Alex's dad!

"What in the fuck is the matter with you, dad?!"
"This man is an awful person, and he doesn't deserve to live."
"He served in the service, WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS!?"

"WHY!?"

i drempt about going to see django. i was in some big as movie theater where the screen was kind of small. it did not matter cause i went to sit closer eventually. i was originally with jajeh and merigan but we got seperated so i instively mooved with jery and that crowd. anyway.i was also with damien and he was trying to teach me how to sell stuff to some lady, it was like one of those squishy little balls. when i brought it to the ground this baby kept following me around

I was at this place that at first I thought was Disneyland because of the Tiki decorations. I wanted to take pictures of the different statues. But then I noticed this lady. I saw that she had bird seed and was putting it in feeders. I looked at this little box-cage that was attached to a pole. Inside was the tiniest little owl I had ever seen. I took some pictures, hoping they would turn out. (I remembered my last dream whare I had had some camera trouble.) I asked her what they fed that little owl. I knew mice would be too big. She pulled out an eye dropper full of this mushy stuff and squirted it in the owls mouth. She explained becasue the owl had hair near it's behind that this was the least messy way to feed it. (It made sense to me in the dream). Then I looked and saw all these other miniature animals. The one that really caught my eye was the tiny gorilla. It was in a box-like cage and was only about 4 inches tall. Again, I started taking pictures. Then I started taking pictures of these transparent blue lizards.

At some point I noticed that one of the lizards was loose. I scooped it up and put it back in what I thought was it's cage. But then I noticed other lizards in the cage. The one I put in there suddenly grabbed another lizard in its mouth and started to swallow it. I grabbed at the lizard to stop it. The shock from this woke me up.

Dream 1:

I was flying over a lake at night. Everything was so beautiful. I was skimming right over the surface of the water occasionally barely touching the water. I had my camera. I was trying to take pictures. I was trying to get the perfect shot of the moon peeking out behind a cliff...then this truck that was sitting in the shallow part of the water. But I was wearing gloves and I later found out that I was pushing the wrong place. My camera looked more like my mp3 player. I was frustrated because I had wanted all those cool shots. And then I was having trouble manuvering and was almost bumping in to rocks and other things poking out from the water. I also started getting more wet.

This is the kind of dream I would have while lucid. But in this case, there was never any lucidity.

The truck in this dream looked just like the one we hiked by two days ago.