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8/1/11

DILD (semi DEILD)

The detail is fuzzy because I was not able to write it down for a few days.

I was looking at a VCR. I had to say something, and I could feel that the dream was about to fade if I responded. I became lucid right as my environment faded to black. I focused really hard on the last image. It was the front of a VCR with a lighted circle on it. Suddenly, the image came back to me. I dont think I ever really left the dream. I walk outside of my house intro the street. It is night time and I see a car speeding towards me. I want to jump and kick through the windshield as the car tried to hit me, like in Sin City. However, as I readied my stance, the car stopped. I jump into a minivan that is to my right and prepare for a car battle.

The enemy car is after Biggie Smalls too. I let Biggie in my car and we try to ram the other car without getting hit ourselves. Something happened and it looked like we were going to lose. Biggie asks me what we should do. I said I know what Im going to do. I get out of the car and fly up to the sky; screw that whole situation. I end up on some platform with Biggie, out of danger. I lose the dream soon after.

I was with my mom and sisters and my son. We were all going to the pool, but it was an indoor pool, it might've been the YMCA. Me and my mom realize we didn't bring the little swimmers diapers, so she went to go get them. I took my son in the pool anyway and he was laughing and having a good time. I was trying to get to the other side of the pool and there were these strange bars, some kind of toy thing I assumed, but for some reason I thought I could walk across it. There was a little kid watching me like I was an idiot. I had a kid in my arms and was trying to steady myself, but realized it wasn't going to work. My mom came back and asked me if he knew he was just wearing a diaper? I just shrugged.

I start walking around the pool, trying to figure out where everything is. It was a strange pool. I noticed there was an outdoor pool too, with slides and I went up to the windows to look out. I was in an area that I was apparently not supposed to be. A dc lifeguard came up to me and asked me if I read the sign about "trolling" lol. I laughed and walked back to my mom and told her I got in trouble for trolling around. I started walking around again and walked up into an area where there was this tunnel thing going down, it took me a few times to figure out that it was a slide that ended somewhere below me. I almost went down with my son on accident.

After the pool scene, I ended up on a street in some busy town. My brain keeps thinking Chicago. It's nighttime and I have my son still and we're laying on a bench like homeless people. I have a blanket wrapped around me and I was wearing underwear, no pants. Across the street I could see three neon lights, I think one was a theatre and another one was decorated in red white and blue and it was some popular store. I just remember it starting with an H. Hilfiger also comes to mind. So I'm laying on this bench and I notice a bunch of mexican gangsters walking down the street. A few eyed me and one big guy started coming towards me. I was a little scared, but more so pissed off. He thought I was asleep and when he got closer I looked up at him and flipped him off. He got mad and started chasing me, still have my kid in my arms. I think I'm heading back to the "ymca" because I'm taking familiar turns, like I knew how I'd gotten there. I went up some stairs and in a door which led to more stairs and another door at the top. I stopped at the top to see how close he was. He was standing at the bottom but he wasn't looking at me, he looked like he decided to stop chasing me.

(what sucks is, the dream started to fade and I became lucid, but I woke up briefly.)

I can't remember much after this, except, a hot tub and some lady laughing at me telling me not to wear her panties... >.<

Okay so I had a lot of dreams and they were crazy.


- It was N's birthday so I drew him a picture and printed it on a bright blue t-shirt. The picture was weird and had like a hamburger and a dress on it and a bunch of other stuff. I took a picture of the shirt and sent it to him, then I realized I hadn't shown him the picture that was on the shirt yet, so I was like "oh I'll upload that now". He was collecting pictures of people's b-day presents for him and posting them on some forum, there were a lot. Later I was at the mall and thinking I should get a better shirt for the picture, and there was someone else there telling me I should.


- I was talking to N on facebook and he had posted a slightly annoyed status, and I posted a comment and added '<33' at the end even though it didn't fit at all. I was hoping it wouldn't annoy him but I was the 4th comment and all the others had hearts at the end too. When it posted though, facebook changed the <33 to a symbol of a heart with another half-heart attached lol, like this:

- Some evil guy had kidnapped N and me and a bunch of people and was trying to kill us. We were in this huge dark room and there was this big screen at the end that was like a portal we had to get to in order to escape. There were lots of obstacles and dangerous/painful things on the way to the portal.

At one point we were crawling on our hands and knees across chunks of metal on a slight hill, and a girl who was also there said a word I didn't understand. I asked her what it meant and she told me it meant crawling, and was like "it hurts if you do it too long". There were other words like that too, like the other people we were with were using a bunch of slang terms I'd never heard and they'd have to explain.

Then I was able to pause the whole scenario and draw new outfits for N and myself and then we would get them when we went back in. So I drew us these weird kinda futuristic outfits, and then decided we needed flying bikes, so I gave myself a lime green one and him a hot pink one.

Then it went back and we were in the room again with our new outfits and bikes. N was flying way up at the very top of the room which was really tall. I was really close to the portal, so I leapt for it, and right as I was about to touch it, it suddenly went all white, then had white bars across it, then shut off, and a booming voice declared, "PORTAL DISABLED".

The screen was on the side of a rocky cliff, and everyone looked up to the top of the cliff to see this horrible blueish sea creature/demon thing with a human face and head. The evil guy, who we couldn't see, was telling us that this monster was going to send us all through 8 challenges to be able to escape. I looked right into its eyes, and its eyes bulged way out and it shrieked loudly, and I saw this vision of how we all might die. I snapped back and realized it hadn't been real, then told N, who was beside me again, that I'd just had a dream about what was going to happen to us.

I don't know if we did the challenges or not, because the next thing I knew, it was all over and I was talking with N [again?] in a very peaceful nice field next to a pond. It was like watching a movie at this point; I saw both of us from a third person POV, though not very clearly, and I knew everything had finished somewhat happily and it was like a nice ending scene. My hair was in a bun with a weird round clip/tie and he had some sort of nickname for me.

Also sometime after it was over, I told him I had added the bikes at the last minute, and he said something along the lines of "hmm yeah I could tell, you should really stick to a theme" lol.


- Then I had a false awakening and "woke up" on the couch in my cousins' house, where I was actually sleeping. I thought 'wow that dream was really intense, I should ask if he had the same one'. [I did ask later, he didn't remember his dreams.] But then there was this thing where I thought maybe he was actually one of my cousins and that freaked me out lol.

Then my aunt was talking about how she could lucid dream, and I was like "me too!" I started trying to WILD, still in the dream, and managed to get partly into another dream a couple times, but kept getting 'woken up' by my cousins (not sure if I was actually waking up irl but I don't think I was). Finally I made it into a dream within the dream and was lucid in the new one.

I was at a shopping centre in my city near a movie theatre, and my aunt was there as well in her pyjamas, and it was just sort of accepted that we could and were sharing dreams. She ran off, and I walked around the corner, touching walls and stuff and inspecting them and doing RCs.

Then I thought of what I read in the School of Out of Body Travel book, about how it was guaranteed that whenever you stared at something very closely for a long time in a dream, it would start to warp and change. I stared at my finger closely for a while but nothing happened, so I started to wonder if I was really dreaming for a moment, but another nose RC confirmed that I was. Then I saw N was there [again :| get out of my head dude lol] so I gave him a hug.


- I then "woke up" back into the FA at my cousins' house, and they asked about the dream I'd just had, so I told them what happened. My mom then said she was making pancakes [she actually kinda woke me up irl to say we were having waffles lol so it got incorporated] and asked if I wanted strawberry, blueberry or both. There was a plastic cup on the table with a few halved strawberries and three fresh blueberries. I ate a large blueberry and it was really good.

First online entry.

I had a very long dream, probably in the 30-45 minutes before I woke up, about a zombie-like illness that originated from Antarctic chickens. (Well, a facility that was doing lab testing on chickens in the Antarctic). I remember being bunkered down at my post. If memory serves - it may not - I was at the base of a frozen, craggy mountain to my Southeast. Across the frozen expanse to my North was another mountain, much farther away. I may have felt responsible for the tragedy. Directly or indirectly. I don't really remember that for certain, but I do remember a feeling of dread, incompleteness, moral or emotional sickness. Quiet personal turmoil. Not that the idea of zombie apocalypse wouldn't haunt me, but it was more than that. Very psychological and very dark.

Towards the closing moments of the dream, there was a fragment involving my mother and I trying to contain the infestation/sickness. Mom was putting a disease-ridden chicken back into a coop after it had escaped. Wherever we were wasn't frozen, it was grassy, but sparsely and still cold - like a tundra. Mom was trying to maintain that trademark care-free zest of hers', and seeing her trying to maintain composure at the brink, or the midst of an apocalypse only troubled me further.

I was happy to wake up from this one. And happy that I was able to shrug it off, but oh shit did I have a sour taste in my mouth that morning. Figuratively.

Circumstance:
5.5 hours of sleep
Krill oil, 1 capsule
Chamomile tea (strong)
Watched Conspiracy Theory with Jessie Ventura right before bed, the Plum Island Animal Disease Research Facility episode - was the source of inspiration for the dream, beyond a doubt.

I had 3 WILDs after doing assort of WBTB when I had to get up to use the restroom in the middle of the night. Before going back to bed I remember thinking about the task I wanted to complete and I wanted to have a LD after a long dry spell.

Every time I woke up between these dreams I remember saying “And I am back” and wiggling my finger a little (as a sort of RC without too much movement) before falling into the next WILD


FIRST DREAM: Forgotten Tasks Mean Wanting Some Fun :
I could not remember what task I wanted to get done so since hubby was in bed next to me I tried to get him to have sex.

I stabilized the dream by rubbing my hands together and I also looked at my hands and arms. My I was surprised to find my scars were there and so was my tattoo with an added one on my left shoulder, but in the dream for some reason I thought it was completely normal to have and look for this second one. The black ink was faded blue color, however I remember thinking it looked cool like that.

SECOND DREAM: Putty Skin:
I was in bed with hubs again and he wanted to watch something with me but I thought about sex again. I could not do a proper nose pinch so I deiced to try the finger through hand thing, but I ended up twisting the skin between the thumb and first finger. My skin was like putty and I thought it was awesome and wanted to play with it a little more, but deiced not to get side tracked. I soon woke.

THIRD DREAM: Thinking Of A Way To Complete My Task:
I feel the wild come on get a little scared, but tell myself it is ok and not to try to force it. I try thinking about random stuff until I feel myself start to roll off the bed. At first I fight it, but then say I am moving into the dream so it is ok and if not this is going to hurt.

I roll off the bed and find myself in the dream floating a few inches off the ground. Once I realize I am in the dream however I make contact with the ground. I rub my hands together to try to stabilize and think to look at my arms again only to be wearing my pink hooded sweat shirt. I think about taking it off but I do not want to lose the dream so I settle for pulling up the sleeves as much as I can. This seems to work and I head for the front door. It is an all glass door with condensation on it (nothing like RL of course, but I like to document when and how things are different.) I also see lilD (my cat) in the living room where it looks like he is splitting into another cat.

When I open the door I hear mom cough, but I do not get side tracked and I leave the house. Once outside I see it has been raining and it feels like it is a mid fall night. I remember there was something I wanted to do but I forgot then it hit me and I said oh yah out loud. I take a moment to figure out how I will complete my task, I first think about walking and then think about flying, but I did not want to get side tracked with either of these ideas as I wanted to get to where I wanted as fast as I could without having to search it out. I come up with the idea to just announce to the dream world what I would like to do. So I cup my hands to my mouth and yell out I would like to visit the dreamworld dreamviews dream academy.

My dream responds to show me a castle across the lake and I instantly know this is it. Again I think about how to get there. I think I could swim, but felt once more I could get sidetracked and then think about walking there only to say it is too far and I might wake before I get there. I then think since it is a lake why not a boat. After this thought, I see a rather run down dock with a boat sitting next to it. I get the dream knowledge this boat is waiting for me. While making my way to the boat I see another one coming in to dock. In this boat I see an owl and only think it was weird for a second then say well it is normal in a dream. I get to my boat to see another owl there (it looks like the owl in Mancon’s profile picture). I bow my head and say good sir or good mam owl will you please take me to the castle as I would like to see it. The owl bows its head and says yes in a kind of metallic whine. I move to get into the boat only to wake.

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Had this dream the night of August 4, 2011

I am in a warehouse. I am trying to get a job here. It is very large and under construction and there are plastic sheets over all of the machinery. I am afraid but realize I am here for a reason. I then see some scary looking men arrive in a vehicle. I try to hide and end up running outside where there are more machine parts. It is dusty and dry. I am hiding behind a grove of trees and they get out and are yelling at each other. M is there and he says we should just walk out. Why should we be afraid? But I am. I then hear a voice. I know this voice. Its my grandmother. She is HERE. I don't care about the men anymore, I creep back into the warehouse and see a woman that looks like my grandmother. I want to go talk to her, but she is talking to other people. I sit behind a cold machine and stare at her. I am sad. She is younger and youthful and I am happy. But at some point I realize that while it sounds like her, it isn't her. And I am sad.

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I am in a house. It is kind of like a house of horrors with many rooms and a long hallway. There are bodies around me. I know I must keep going- that I might get to the end. There are people chasing us and I am afraid. My family is there with me. We get to a dark room that has a couch (with blood and bodies) and a television on against the wall. It is small and fuzzy. I see my grandmother there. She is herself, as she was before the cancer. I am sad to see her face on the screen. I then realize my grandpa is there and I try to get his attention so he doesn't see her. I then realize its not my grandma at all but an actress and I am even more sad. I keep trying to get my grandpa to look at me so he won't look at the screen.

I then realize I need to keep going. There is a map and a plan. We need to get to the roundpen. There is a large circe on a map (drawn in red). We must get there! We all start scrambling and we break into a light area (no longer dark and full of death) and we are stampeding toward this round pen. I realize it is high off the ground, like a tower. It is white and there is grass below and trees. We are scurrying to get there. There is a large group now. We are all panicked and running to this round pen for safety. As we get up onto the round pen, I realize it is nothing more than a platform with two feeble, metal rails. We are at least a few hundred feet off the ground and I am nervous.

Suddenly everyone turns their attention to a 'bright red sparkle' in the sky. Everyone is saying how beautiful these 'sparkles' are. I realize they're balls of fire, exploding only a few feet from where we are cramped. I am panicking and I grab M. He doesn't understand, no one does. They think these balls of fire are beautiful but don't realize they're bombs going off.

I am panicking and everyone talks about a 'red ball' they have to push back. I am unsure what they're talking about and I'm trying to focus and trying to figure a way to get off of this platform. Suddenly, what appears to be a dodgeball drops down. The people on the platform (who now resemble human sized birds) push the ball around and I watch as it explodes when they throw it off the platform. I am gripping onto M and I feel my heart sink. Another ball drops onto the platform and the bird-people are tossing it around. But someone drops it and I immediately start screaming and turn to run. I am moving in slow motion as I see flames crawling toward me(slow motion) and the blast gushes out across the platform. I am running, panicking and knowing I am going to die. I feel the flames overwhelm my body as I try to leap over the platform bars, but I don't make it and I am engulfed. My charred remains fall down off the platform on those walking by.

Awake Non-lucid

I'm on a beach, sitting in the damp sand. The sun is low in the sky, a sunset. Skylar comes and sits beside me. The sun makes his hair look especially golden. It's been a long time since i've seen him. We sit in silence.

I find myself in a room covered in photos. A door opens and a few people walk in, guns out, looking hostile. They shoot at me, but I jump to the side, finding twin guns in my hands. I notice i'm wearing knee length boots, black shorts, and a black shirt. I'm also wearing a thick belt containing various knives and holders for my guns.

I shoot down one of the men quickly and jump off a wall. The woman runs from the room.

The other man's bullet catches me in the leg. I yell out and drop to one knee. Everything goes in slow motion. I'm frozen as I watch another bullet fly through the air and hit me in the stomach.

I wake up on a sky scraper. Skylar is hanging motionless on the edge of it, several feet in the air. The blonde woman, Katie, appears. "You can choose to save the city or you can choose to save him." then she disappears.

The city is getting blown up around me. But I see men take aim at Skylar. I shout out, and shoot down the men. A missile flies past and I try to catch it. I can't defend both of them at the same time.

Someone tackles me, and i'm knocked out again. "We've got her!" I hear, as I pass out.

I wake up in a dank, dark room made of metal. I press my ear to the door.

"We have her contained. There's no way she's getting out."

"You better keep her in there, because you know we won't get her back if she gets out. She's impossible to catch when she's on the move."

I notice a tiny hole in the wall. I guess they thought I couldn't get through it. They should think again.

I squeeze through the door and run.

Alarms sound, and I hear people shooting. "Grab her!"

But i'm too fast. When i'm running, no matter who tries to shoot or grab me, i'm too fast for them. I run down the metal halls, jumping over objects and swinging from poles to avoid being caught.

I glance over my shoulder to see a group of large, metal robots. They have big guns and are on motorbikes. I jump, kick off the wall next to me, and kick one off their bike, landing on it. I grab the guns and speed off. But if I don't stop them soon eventually they'll shoot me down.

I skid 180 degrees and drive backwards, hands free, firing my guns at them. But there's too many. I crash through a wall and hop off, again making a run for it.

It seems there's so much chaos behind me that they've lost me. I run down a very empty, silent hall and into what looks like a bedroom. I almost faint when I realise I've ran straight into Katie's room. She could turn up any second. I panic, looking about for a way out. I shoot out the window panel and leap through it.

I land over the other end of a metal fence, just scraping past it into long, overgrown grass. I look behind me to see a beautiful garden with a fountain. Feeling like something bad is going to happen, I sprint away as fast as possible.

[Dreamskip] I slam the door closed. An elder, strict looking woman looks up. "How was your stay?" she asked, looking calculating.

"It wasn't a "stay" you liar. It was a fucking mission and you almost got me killed."

Dream - Lucid

I was walking through the downstairs hallway of my house, heading to either the kitchen or the living room. There was someone walking in front of me. I said
"I just ate, I don't know why I'm so hungry!"
Then I remembered that I was pregnant with twins. I said
"Oh, I guess it's because I'm eating for three now."

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

After a month-long dry spell, I finally had another lucid dream and attempted to visit the Dream World Academy. But I didn't get much further than last time.

August 5, 2011: I am walking down a hallway, looking for something. I open a door and it slides open rather than swinging open. I think this is odd and I realize I am dreaming.

I remember my task and I say aloud that I am going to the Dreamworld Academy castle. I step outside and see a huge black cloud in the sky. I go back inside and try again. This time there is a giant castle that reaches up to the sky, like a single tower. I look straight up but I cannot see the top of the castle.
Then I remember that I had meant to go directly to the entrance hall. I see a fountain nearby that I am going to use as a button to transport me inside the castle.

But instead i just call out my intent, putting my hands up over my head. I begin to fly, then lose lucidity.

I have dropped a notebook. It is floating in water below me. I am floating in the air with an inflatable tube. I let some of the air out to go down closer to the ground. The notepad washes up on a beach.

The castle looked something like this (quickly drawn in MS Paint):

non-lucid
lucid
notes

I was leaving a convenience store with a drink, and I got into a truck with a few old friends. I was in the back (extended cab) with another guy, and there were two in the front seats also. As we pulled out of the parking lot, I saw that the 'road' ahead of us was not much of a road at all, but a mountainside with sheer drop-offs into water and extremely rocky terrain. My friend Joe, who was driving, decided to take us straight down into the worst of it.. prompting us all to grab on tightly to the handholds on the ceiling of the truck. What ensued was a crazy ride that had us all yelling and cussing- partly from excitement and partly from fear.

Then, rather suddenly, I was sitting in the truck- alone- out back behind my house. My close friends Luke and Jake (who are brothers) were outside, and a train was coming through my backyard. Now, there are train tracks very close to my house, but this was a separate set that was coming right through where the swimming pool should have been. They both pointed it out to me and asked "Isn't that odd?" At first, I rationalized it in the dream and told them that the railroad had recently added those tracks.. Then I realized that NONE of the old pool stuff was there, the deck, etc, like it was back to the way it was before the pool even went in. The thought occurred to me that "surely they weren't able to make it look like that stuff had never been here.. and so quickly.." That's when it hit me.. lucid!

I didn't even do my normal immediate RC, I just told them all that I was dreaming. I started to summon myself a flying mount (thanks to my cool experience with one in my last lucid). I spent a good bit of time experimenting with different mounts, and practiced resizing them (and resizing myself some too) to make them fit. I summoned a small dog, then made him big enough for me to ride. I also tried summoning a zebra, but it kept having a dog's head. I was having a hard time envisioning a zebra head, then I looked to the ground and saw little zebra-head plants everywhere (lol), which allowed me to shape the head properly.

During this time I also remembered to try eye drops, so I fished some out of my pocket (I always carry eye drops in my pocket anyway, so this was no dream magic or anything) and put them in. I didn't notice any immediate effect, but after a few minutes, the dream world did become much clearer and more vivid. I think this was probably all in my expectation. I have lamented the fact before that it takes eye drops a few minutes to actually clear my eyes in real life, so that's no doubt why it took awhile in the dream (I was acting on KingYoshi's suggestion to try eye drops in his dream control class).

Anyway, I finally crafted myself a gryphon (of sorts) to fly on, and I headed out to find the Dream World Academy (for real this time, not just get close to it like I have done twice before). I reached the canyon in which the Academy lay rather quickly, but as I got close, I felt myself being pulled down- as if I were having trouble maintaining my flight. I have had some issues with flying in my last couple of lucids (which is unusual for me), and I feared I was having trouble again. However, I looked back and noticed that there was actually *something* hanging onto my foot and pulling me down. I couldn't get a good look at it (I was riding a gryphon after all), but I kicked it loose and suddenly was flying smoothly again.

Almost immediately the forest canopy on the canyon floor (which had harbored the academy before) disappeared and the Academy was in full view! The architecture did not appear to be normal human construction. I was directly over the 'castle,' and was unable to see how tall it was or how the sides looked. It had 6 sides, but was not a regular hexagon. Instead, it was shaped like a triangle except that the 3 'points' of the triangle were actually straight lines, as if the 'points' had been flattened out. There were towers at each of these points, and the walls of the Academy were wide enough for several people to walk abreast freely between the towers.

The top of the Academy inside the walls was covered in a giant pool of sparkling blue water. I couldn't tell how deep the water was, but it covered the entire area inside the triangular walls. There were octagonal platforms scattered throughout the water, connected by a network of small footpaths. These platforms were COVERED with people, conversing with each other in some alien tongue (I say alien because it did not sound like any human language that I have ever heard), and generally busying about, conducting their work. The 'people' were also alien-looking.. light-blue skinned with intense and brightly colored eyes. Several seemed alarmed at my descent onto the Castle-top, and began speaking loudly and excitedly at me in that strange language. With their intense eyes and crazy words, they were a bit intimidating.

Finally, I noticed a large floor lift near one of the corner towers (it had a weird, angular shape. sort of octagonal but not exactly). I hopped on it, and it lowered me down into the bowels of the Academy. I walked off the lift, through a short sloping hallway with a semi-arched ceiling into what appeared to be some type of "control room," though I can't really say what the room was for. It was here that I finally saw humans, including a woman who appeared to be 'Mariel,' whom I had encountered on my previous search for the Academy.

At this point, I got so into the dream and what was around me that I began to lose lucidity. I felt woozy and laid down on a bench along the wall. Mariel began to stroke my back and reassure me that everything was OK. I lost all lucidity at this point, then quickly remembered myself and closed my eyes, relaxed, and opened them expecting to find myself in the same room. I did, but all the people there had changed from DCs that I had not recognized into people very familiar to me. Then.. WAAH WAHH WAAHH, my alarm went off and woke me up! d'oh!

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After waking, I used the bathroom and went back to bed (the alarm was an early one that I intentionally set a few hours before I actually have to get up). I went back to sleep with the intention/expectation of having another lucid dream..

I found myself riding in a car with some younger kids that I didn't know. I got out my cell phone and one of them warned me about a new law that made it illegal to text in a car, even if you weren't driving. I said that was complete BS, but they insisted it was true. I am an attorney, so I asked them where they heard that and exactly what the law said. They handed me a flier, and I was reading it as I got out of the car and walked with them to a swimming pool where a party was going on.

I was looking around at the people at the party, and I noticed that Miley Cyrus was one of them.. I thought to myself.. "I don't know Miley Cyrus.. this is a dream!"

I was already at the pool, so I decided to try some crazy dives using my dream powers. I lept WAY up in the air and did at least 3 somersaults, planning on squeezing in at least 5 before splashdown.. Problem is.. I closed my eyes during the jump and the spinning motion caused me to lose the dream AND my lucidity. This seems strange now since dream spinning has worked to PROLONG LDs for me in the past, but that is what happened.

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Next thing I knew, I was in a new (non-lucid) dream walking down some stairs, but I was holding the same pamphlet about the cell phone law that I was given earlier. I thought 'I was just having a lucid dream a few minutes ago, I wonder if I am dreaming now..' but that didn't stick and I kept walking- remaining in a non-lucid dream.

My phone rang, and the name said Andy Bargo.. I thought 'I don't know an Andy Bargo.. Oh, it must be one of the kids I met earlier in the car." I answered, and it was a different person- an older man that I knew was having some medical issues. He told me a story about insurance companies dicking him around, and asked if we had grounds to sue them. I was thinking that his story seemed pretty ridiculous, and then I remembered (for the second time) that I had been having an LD just a few minutes ago. This time, it DID hit me that I must be in another dream.

I told him he was crazy and I was dreaming, hung up the phone, and starting a convo with the nearest DC about how I was dreaming. He said that was cool, but seemed uninterested. I looked out and saw a pink and purple bicycle laying on it's side on the grass and levitated it. I asked him "Is that bike levitating for you?" He said "No, it's just sitting on the grass..." I started to run some other similar tests to see how he would react to my dream control, but alas, I woke up.

All in all, interesting night. First time I can remember that I had 3 distinct LDs in one night, although the 2nd two were much shorter than the first. I'm glad I finally found the Academy, but I definitely still have some work to do with stabilizing and allowing myself to get into the dream (i.e. play a role and use passive control) without losing lucidity. I can see how people chain LDs from this experience, as my memory of an earlier LD was instrumental in causing me to become lucid again.

I was packing my dorm getting ready to check out, and I started packing my Magic cards. I realized my Yawgmoth's Will was missing, and I was flipping out, trying to remain calm. I was pressed for time, because we had to put all my stuff on Dad's truck, and he was in a hurry. Then we put all my stuff on Brian's boat, and I was very sad because I had to leave my Yawgmoth's Will behind

26-7-11:
Non-Lucid Lucid False Awakening
It was the last day of school and there was this parent interview going on. I was crying into my old blue Billabong rucksack and Mrs Clegg was saying "Bye" and all that stuff. We was at my old school hall which had a new skate park in it. Me and my mum walked into the storage cupboard where an old woman was sitting. She wore a black/red cloak and looked slightly like a fortune teller! She was talking about stuff like there is evil outside and only I can save the world from it. She gave me some piano notes then told me to play this tune as soon as possible. I didn't believe her and stuffed the notes in my pocket. My mum and brother go home safely while I stay at school for about half an hour. I then go outside and start walking down the hill then weird looking creatures come up to me. About halfway down the hill, a monster asked me if I would like to come to a carnival! I said "No Thanks." and carried on. A creature hissed at me then at the bottom of the hill, 2 creatures said they like eating bearded dragons. "We have only managed to find 2." They said. I say to them "Go to Australia!" So they go. I suddenly get scared and rush back to the old woman. She has a massive queue of people for her so there is no point and I head home again. There is lots of monsters everywhere so I realize I am dreaming. I quickly forget this and suddenly poof home! I enter my flat and go to the piano. I looked at the notes but had no idea what they were. I had never heard this tune in my life but I managed to play it excellent! There is a massive bright blue light and I go to the beginning of the dream again. This is weird so I once again realize I am dreaming then forget. As I already know how the dream ends, I agree to go to the carnival and I say I will be there in 5-10 minutes. I then come cross the hisser and the two lizard eaters. Before they can even speak, I say "Go to Australia." They are amazed. I then realize and forget I am dreaming again! They say "Ok thanks for the tip, we only found 2 so far." I didn't think it would be my beardie so I relaxed and poofed home again! I then got seriously freaked out as my dad was lying on the doorstep injured. I dashed inside (Realize then forget AGAIN) and told my mum. She didn't care so I got annoyed at her. "A life is a life." I say. I then see that the piano was not in the living room so I looked everywhere and it turned out to be in my mums room! My grandma was staying there though so I told her to shut up for a sec. She is Polish but in the dream she could understand and speak fluent English! She was listening to the radio through the lid of this washing up stuff: I know it sounds weird. Anyway, I took the stuff and put it on the kitchen table away which is the furthest room from my mums room. I go back but my grandma is now listening to music through headphones which is blaring out because she was not wearing the headphones the right way. They were behind her ears not in them and facing outward! I pointed this out and explained my dad was injured on the doorstep. She ignored me so I kept repeating it louder each time till I screamed and asked her how I could save dad without playing the piano. She reminded me in a calm voice (that wasnt hers ) that it was a dream and I said "Oh Yeah." "Try and wake yourself up!" She said. So I closed my eyes tight and lifted my head up quickly while opening them. I had an FA without realizing but luckily it wasn't the monster dream again. Suddenly a little message popped up in the corner of the dream like a facebook notification (?) so I clicked it with a mouse. I then transported to a massive audience with a photo of my teddy, Little Vampy. (He's On Facebook ) At least 10,000 people! Everyone was discussing whether it was real or not and I assured everyone that he is not real. BAM "Im Dreaming" BAM Forget. There was then a big food fight but only one person at a time was allowed to throw food. Zachary came up to me and was about to throw an egg in my face when my dad said "NOT THE FACE NOT THE FACE!!!!" When I saw dad alive lets just say I knew I was dreaming then I forgot. Zachary threw the egg at my leg. I looked at someone's facebook profile picture which was them merged with a shark. I was bored of the dream then I realized im dreaming but this time I DID NOT FORGET! I tried the FA thing again but woke up for real! I luckily had a brief awakening with another dream about my crush.


for reading this incredibly long dream! x