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So I had a dream about me dying... actually I've had several in the past few months. Also, my mom always has dreams about me dying/getting hurt. This kind of freaks me out...




Something happened before this.. but I don't remember what. I looked out my bedroom window and saw my friend. Then, I appeared to be looking at myself through my bedroom door. I was standing by my bed, then I just collapsed and died. A second later, I was sitting in an old car, looking out the window. The car was on a grassy hill, with tons of trees in the background and a sunny blue sky. There were people surrounding the car, or atleast they looked like people. One of them came up to the window and said something like "Come on out, It's okay." I didn't know what to do or think. It finally sunk in that I had died. So I rolled down the window and began to fly out of the car and up towards the clouds. Soon after this the dream faded

I didn't get much sleep. Had this little ditty.

M's Car Accident (non-lucid)

I am following M in my car at a location near my house. Her car, out of nowhere, does 3 front flips and lands upside down. I jump out of my car and race towards her. I open the door but can't see much. “Are you OK?!” I yell. “Say something!” I continue. No response. I whip out my cellphone (I don't own a phone. TotM!) and call D and tell him what happens. He is on his way.

I run up to the video rental store and tell them to call an ambulance. I forgot I had a phone. I saw Hank from Breaking Bad.



I ran back down to the car and there were a few police officers. No cop cars. “Sorry we were so slow”. End.

abridged

I am riding a great white Arabian horse through European woods. I am a desert nomad, dressed all in white. I am leading a group of nomads. We are running at full speed, being chased by the goddamned Templars.

The dream explodes, and many dreams happen at once.

I summon an earth elemental to stand up behind us, and attack the Templars. It grabs them and tosses them around.

We ride toward a cliff. They toss a net over me and my horse. I shoot my astral tentacles through the net, set them aflame, then spin them around, burning the net off of me. I continue riding. They shoot drugged darts into me.

I fall off my horse. I shoot my tentacles into the ground, and use them to stand up. I collapse while trying to toss square rocks at the Templars.
I have a nightmare of them torturing me in a torture chamber in an underground dungeon. I spit in their faces. They rip my body apart and toss me into different dreams. I just laugh.

I make my core very very tiny. I morph into a bacteria-virus and attack their dream cells. They writhe in pain as their blood vessels swell, then burst within their bodies.

I laugh, and collect my body parts, then exit the dream. I go to the Biodome on the Moon, and smoke a joint to relax. I carve in stone a record of my adventure. Then, I bring it to a room under my Living House the Great Banyan Tree under The Tower, and stick it in a wall.

I then see walls full of Nomad Chronicles in bas-relief. How do I not remember this. GAH! I have a Templar nanomachine in me. I shoot nanobots out of my pineal gland to attack. They eat it up, and spit it out of my mouth.
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We ride to the edge of the cliff, and our horses sprout wings. Didn't I have this dream before?

Raven, Tigress, MoSh, Loaf, Walms, and mowglycdb come to aid me in battle. We kick ass, and have a party on the Moon to celebrate our victory.

abridged, non-lucid, frag

Playing a coin-op racer, this Scot challenges me. I start to kick his ass in the game. He grabs my arm and won't let go. I tell him let go, and play the damn game.

He squeezes my upper arm even harder.

I get behind him and put him in a full-naked choke and squeeze. He doesn't struggle for some weird reason.

I am completely enraged.

The alarm goes off.

I HATE DREAMS LIKE THIS.

Puts me in a bad mood.

Is it possible that dreams can show the future? From all the vivid dreams I've been having, im starting to think that maybe they are trying to tell me something... The future? Something about my life? Maybe it's because I don't understand enough about dreams, but the things I see scare me alot.... not as much as they did when i posted "Deadly Kiss" but still.... I just want answers. I don't know who to talk to in my home town. I guess im just hoping for someone to read this and help me out.

I was at some school trip with my class. Mrs. P. was there. We had several activities to do, and one of them was horseback riding.

The first ride took place in some field. It was sort of video game like, just by the atmosphere. I was with VI and AL and a few other people. We had to get somewhere, and we were galloping across these green fields. It was much fun.

Then I was briefly outside with everyone from the class. Mrs. P. said to KA that she could go on another ride later on. "Can I go too?" I asked. She said something insincerely, then said that she wasn't sure that I should go since she didn't know how good I was with horses. I was greatly confused by this, and made an inquisitive face, saying, "Um, you do realize I have ridden longer than KA has and have had more experience?" She seemed so surprised at that, and I couldn't get why. I though most people knew that I rode for quite a while.

I was then at school. Mrs. P. was in some random room; it was like a bathroom, but absolutely huge, and I guess I was allowed in there. The sink was more like a mini bathtub. The room had a dark blue scheme.

I asked her about going riding. She said something like, "Well you're definitely not after what you did!" I was completely confused by this. What had I done wrong? I then went outside to the schoolyard to tell KA.

Then I was back in some old wooden house; likely our cabins, but it was more like a bunch of rooms in one building. Each room had a few bunk beds. I remember for some reason that I was putting all of the pop in a certain place. For some reason the bottle of Sprite was at the doorstep and was open. I decided I would not drink it at all in the future. When I looked at the stuff, I saw a little dead fly floating around in it.

Then I was in some random sort of changeroom or something with everyone else. We were getting dressed for some expedition that I can't even remember. But I remember taking out some dirty socks that were grey and pink, but they were wet. For some reason I was holding another dirty pair in my mouth. A rancid taste spread in my mouth until I realized this; I had a hard time getting rid of it. Meanwhile, I put the pink and grey socks on. To my surprise, after wearing them for a few minutes, they didnt feel that wet or dirty at all. I was then briefly in a sort of assembly room, sitting on the floor with all of my classmates. The room had navy blue carpeting and wooden walls. I think it was on the second floor. The dream ended there.

I was in the kitchen at my parents place. It was day and raining outside. Gradually the rain went over to be a thunderstorm. It wasn't very powerful at all though. After a while I think it subsided some and the clouds were pretty white.

Suddenly I noticed two tornadoes that had formed. They were much darker than the rest of the sky. I got excited and decided to photograph it fast! I ran to my jacket and pulled out my cam from a pocket and hurried back to the window. They had decreased some, but there was still time to photo it. Much to my dismay I realised that I had my mums cam! Unacceptable! I ran back to my jacket (who walks around with several cameras in a jacket?), pulled out my own camera and rushed back. The tornadoes was over... xD I got disappointed. Left on the sky was only smoke that looked like tornadoes. The smoke came from peoples houses that were burning for some reason.

Kim and Tistou appeared in the kitchen somehow and I told them about the tornadoes. Then we just random talked, I cannot recall about what. :/ I do recall though that Kim said some swedish phrases without any apparent accent, lol.

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I had another dream as well and it is very possible that that one passed over into this one. I don't remember much but it was something about me being at konsum (a food store) with some friends. I think Tistou was there. We were going to eat sushi. Somehow my old japanese teacher from gymnasium was dragged into it and she was there with some kids that was hers. We all was going to go home to her and make sushi because that was much cheaper than going to a restaurant.

I don't know how this transcended into the thunderstorm dream, but I just have a feeling that it did.

I am settling into my new hotel room right on the beach with some friends. the hotel has a big atrium where you can see all levels of the hotel from each level, going from the bottom of the hotel all the way up to the top.

Me and a friends are hanging out on our level when all of a sudden we see a horse walking right next to us. For some reason I decide to egg it on and start to play with it a bit. Next thing I know the horse starts running as fast as it could down the one side of the building. Then, it jumps from our level to off of a balcony that goes to the outside. I watch it as it plummets down to the Earth, but I couldn't bare to watch it hit the ground. Then, the friend I was talking to followed the horse, and did the same thing.

"What in the hell was going on?", I thought to myself. I walked over to where the balcony was to the outside of the building and found two massive water filled pools in the hotel parking lot outside. As I looked at the two massive pools, I then witnessed a different horse and a different person jump from the same balcony into the two pools. They sunk to the bottom, and exited out of a door at the bottom of the pools. Then they proceeded back into the hotel.

The rest of the dream consisted of watching the two horses I saw jump off the balcony running around the hotel. One was blonde colored, and one was brown. The blonde one kept jumping from one level to like 5 levels down through the atrium, neighing while doing it. Eventually the two horses disappeared for a while and I walked down to the bottom floor where the lobby was.

I found the two horses laying on top of one another, and the first thing I assumed is that the two horses were blackout drunk. I said something about it and the DCs around me starting agreeing and laughing really hard.

I run into my girlfriend and my family, who was apparently moving in my girlfriend into one of the rooms. I asked them if they needed any help, but they replied the only thing that would be tough is the bed, and they had already moved it in. All of us then got in the car and were driving somewhere.

We ended up at a garden, where a bunch of plants were being grown in pots. There were roped of sections of them. I remember reading the sign of one section saying "Horses," and immediately started contemplating whether the sign meant that horses had grown the plants, or that the plants were used to feed the horses.

Then the dream became fuzzy, and I woke up.

1. My family and I are visiting my paternal-side grandparents. In our car, there's a weird bottle with the Joker's eyes, hair, and mouth on it, the idea being that you hold the empty bottle up in front of your face and it makes you look like said Clown Prince of Crime. For the lulz, I end up singing "no, he can't read-a my Joker face~" (despite how much I can't stand the actual song in waking life)

When we get to the grandparents' house, I get a call from my friend that she's not going to pick me up for our vacation until a day later. I get remarkably upset.

2. Something about a machine that weaves incredibly soft T-shirts out of only a handful of cotton fluff. Threading the machine is a bit of a challenge, and you have to hold on to the end of the cotton throughout the entire process, but the results are cool.

3. Something about sneaking into a building through an air vent.

Damn, I remember much less of this dream than I thought I would in the middle of the night...

It was at the end of a school term. For some reason everyone was either dressed as pirates or they actually WAS pirates, I don't remember. There was a lot of events involving me and people from the school that are very very faded now. I vaguely remember some form of staircase or something.

Since it was at the end of the term everybody had done their game projects and there was something about them too.

The following keywords I have forgotten about so much that I can't make out much of them:

Stopped fight (I think I stopped some fight)
Purple pirates (A pair of the pirates had purple shirts)
Cup noodles (totally blank on this one, lol)
affä (swedish word affär which means store, but it is lacking an r... I think I must have been tired xD)

This is my first entry in the Journal, so bare with me.

I am standing in front of my boyfriend Randy looking up at him telling him its our 5 year anniversary today. Im not really sure where we are but I know we are outside. He then looked down at me and said "ive been with 4 other women over the course of 5 years". At first I didn't understand what he had told me. I was confused. Then a sudden rush of emotion came over me. I started screaming at him. Screaming so hard in my dream that in real life i can feel all the muscles in my body tense up. My heart is beating fast and im breathing heavily. I dont wake up yet. Im screaming at him with tears in my eyes asking him why he would do this to me. Randy shows no emotion. Just staring at me. Then says "didn't think you would mind". I then repeated his sentence as a question. "I cant believe you would do this to me". I then wake up. Not being able to breath. My chest hurts. My body feels stiff. I quickly fall right back asleep into the same dream. This time I'm inside a building where it seems we are having a party for me and Randys Anniversary. My immediate family is there. I sit down at a table next to my mom. She is very happy. Smiling at me she talks about the food thats being served at the party. She got up from the table to get more food and comes back with a boiled egg. I remember staring at the egg as she ate it. And she said " I just had to have an egg". She then turns into Randy. My mom is now behind me standing over me. She hands Randy a gift. Wrapped in blue and red wrapping paper with a musical card attached. She opens the card. A song starts to play but he quickly shuts it like he is embarrassed that it plays a song. I cant remember the song now but I did recognize it in the dream. He then hands it to me. I open the card and say "you might as well let it play". I read the card, though i cant remember what it said now but I do remember it was addressed from my dad. I started to cry and handed the gift back to Randy. Which he then turned back into my mom. Mom kept smiling at me even though I was crying. I then woke up with sadness. I rolled over in bed to see Randy in deep sleep next to me. A feeling came over me of great anger towards him. I almost felt like I couldn't tell if this was reality or a dream again. I didn't know if what he told me in my dream was real or not. Did he really do that or was that in my dream. I got up and went into the kitchen to get a drink of water. Came back and went to bed.

Had another dream soon after I closed my eyes.

I was floating above my parents house. I could see that the roof needed repair. The shingles where half missing and there is a huge hole in the roof where the kitchen is. I could see all the installation inside. Now im back on the ground walking up the steps into the house. I tell my mother there is a hole in the roof. She says she already knows. She then takes me outside. I follow behind her to the back of the house. She takes a few pieces of siding off the house to reveal a hole. She climbs in first. I climb in after her. It was wet and moldy. I remember smelling the mold. I see installation and wood from the frame of the house. I see the sun coming thru the whole in the roof. My mother then fades away and its just me. I see a pond that was formed from rain water coming in through the roof. I see a dark shadow past by me. It was fast. I felt afraid. I look back at the pond and see a white and orange calico cat walk up to the pond and drink out of it. I pointed and said "here kitty kitty" The cat ignored me. I then crawled back out of the spot to see my mom waiting for me. I then wake up from the dream.

My dreams where a jumbled mess of images until I remembered the mantra that I was saying all day yesterday, "I am dreaming, I am dreaming"

I was outside, there was a beach behind me and a car in front of me. I started to get into the car when I heard my mantra, "I am dreaming."

I paused and realized that I was dreaming, then I got into the car. I thought of my goals for the night, I only had one that I could think of. The goal was to meet Raven Knight at the volcanic planet that I had painted, but how to get there? All of the scenarios that I had visualized before going to bed involved me already being at the planet.

I attempted to visualize the planet, but nothing happened. No matter what I tried, I couldn't get myself to move. It reminded me of the last time I was lucid, I had no control over my dreams.

I looked out the car window, I expected the moon to shoot up over the mountains in the distance any second now. Sure enough, It did, but with more force than I had anticipated. I willed it to slow down and stop, and it did.

then I woke up.

I had a nice dream last night involving TW and computers, lol. I'm not sure exactly what we were doing, but I was asleeep in bed and TW came into the room and he was like "hey I've figured out why it's not working! The guy that I am living with in student housing showed me. And it was something to do with the fact that it was html v1.0".
He was trying to show me where "html v1.0" was written on a pencil, which was connected to a firelighter through a keychain. I was barely awake and was at that stage when I couldn't really focus on anything, and he was trying to show me the text which was really small so I was like "okay, wait a sec, my eyes are still adjusting to the light and I can't focus properly".
I was also thinking "WTH this is kind of a cool surprise visit but this is kinda funny that he is showing me this at this time. Surely he'd show me once I've already woken up?" But I wasn't annoyed or anything, just slightly amused.

There was more to the computery side of things than this. I have a feeling that it involved being connected to Pallkars using SSH, and stuff like that haha.

Then there was another bit relevant to the fact that TW had lighters on his keychain; mum was asking for my advice about lighters because we were in Philippines, and asked if the one she was getting was expensive. It was $20.50, I think, and I was like "hell yeah that's really expensive!". She was like "oh, okay" lol.

And thern there was another part where I was in the Philippines with Shaun and it was early morning, around 7.30 so I took the train to this random place and stayed there because it was slightly exciting. It was also raining pretty hard, and I had my umbrealla.

I missed the first train there, and the people watching me as I missed it were like "oh.." and had that expression of half-sympathy half-amusement on their face as you do when someone JUST missses a train. One of them was an indian woman in traditional dress.

The destination was at the top of a hill or something. I think it was some sort of campus and there was lots of student housing there. It may have led to the place where I was sleeping when TW came and saw me.

08.07.2010

Ideals: The Hunt (Non-lucid)

★★★☆☆

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

RAT-AT-AT-AT-AT-AT

Gorrammit. There's too many.

Countless mechs surround me from all sides, as I flee ever deeper into the cave. Capable of taking me out at any time, they seem to be making a sport out of chasing me. If they knew who I was. . . If they knew I was the Head Imperial General in charge of the war effort. . . I'd be dead right now.

I consider using Geass to take them all out at once, but I'm not confident I can imprint that many at a time, and if I fail, then my power and identity would no longer be a secret. Everything I had struggled and fought for all these years would be for naught. I have to keep moving.

Off to my right, on a raised rock ledge, their Ace Pilot comes into view. He fires a burst from his gun that glances off my armor as I veer to the side to avoid the brunt of the attack.

Hmm. . . I've got an idea.

I focus on the Pilot and activate Geass, feeling his mind wipe clean as my will overtakes him. Just like that, he turns his fire onto his former allies, in an attempt to protect me. He does pretty well, allowing me to make quite a bit of headway into the cave. Almost home free, I exit the narrow passageway into a huge, open cavern.

Frak me.

Lining the tiered walls are hundreds of mechs, waiting to to open fire. Their ambush sprung, there's only one thing I can do to defend myself. . .

My Geass explodes outward in a shock-wave originating from my glowing eyes. I see every mind it wipes, all the desires, all the fears, all the intricacies that made that mind unique. It's too much; there're too many; I'm losing my grip. . .

I awaken.

11.07.2010

The camping, the pigs and the World Cup (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Two dreams tonight (plus one fragmented).
Third one:

I was going to a camping.







We were in some groups and we would enjoy some outdoors and indoors activities with other people. I can recall that one of the activities was having sex with someone of the opposite sex. It had to be a different partner every night. Having sex was a must.
There were a few females in my group, however, they were moved to another group. My group was only my wife and me.
Other of the activities were outdoors, some sports under a lot of sunshine.
I was talking with a friend about the sex activity while we were going somewhere. He told me he was very bugged because his girlfriend was having sex with another guy as it was required, but she was enjoying it a lot. He was afraid he would be dumped.
I was wondering why did they forced to have sex with other people. I also wondered if they knew I was married with my wife so they avoided forcing us to have sex with other people.
The scenery changed and I was talking with my wife. There was a farm that was going bankrupt and they were going to slay all the animals they had.
They had two pigs (pretty big pigs)







Both my wife and I were in love with the pigs. We wanted to save them so we planned to adopt them. We wondered how our bed would look if both pigs, our two cats and the both of us would fit in our bed.

The scenery changed and we were at home. We found out on the news that the World Cup match was going to be played at 10:00 am instead of 11:30 am as usual. We were annoyed because I had to enter at Pata Negra at 10:00 AM and I would miss the beginning of the match. My wife said, "I hope from now they do not screw the times for the next matches."

Missed Dream Signs:

- The sex thing at the camp. It has no sense.
- A pair of pigs. The number two is a MAJOR dream sign. In most of my dreams, I dream with two "something" I always RC when I see a pair of something, as I dream in pairs a lot.
- When my wife talked about the following matches. It was the final match, so that made no sense.

What I would have done if lucid:

- At the camping, talk and find out stuff with other DC.
- At the farm and at home, probably leave and try to teleport to other age to complete a ToTY