6/05/18 I am at a boxing club, with my family; I am looking at some photos they have around the place and see a signed photo of Rocky Balboa - which underneath says 'you're the best - around' (apparently he trained at the boxing club) and then that same song comes on the radio (from the karate kid) as everyone trains and it is super cheesy. I then hang out with Mike Tyson for a while because apparantly we are friends 2 Watching a tv show about a sci themed thing, a virus has escaped or something. Some guy is supposed to be a donor, and everyone is super impressed, but then he runs away in a dark tunnel because he is scared. 7/05/18 1 Titus dream fragment of hanging out with titus andronicus, from that tv show, and he is dressed in a black sheet, and looks like a character from Howls moving castle, like a ghost or something so I tell him perhaps he should change 2 Step dad I'm with my step dad, driving around , and he is causing issues, he's drunk, and flays around making me swerve and crash the car. I get out, and I need to fix these gifts I got for everyone, but they are broken, and I dont have a ride home and my step dad is just sitting there in his own drool totally drunk 3 Lucy - again I'm walking around a shopping centre, and my hair is long again, but its also twice as large in volume and seems a bit silly, but I try to straighten it by flattening it with my hands. I see Lucy, but I want to act cool, I dont hate her this time, but I feel I need to talk to her, but dont know how to approach her. So I kind of, drag behind her, the plan was to pretend that I was just walking right past her and bump into her, forcing us to speak, but she sees me following her and tells me to get lost, stop being a creep
3/05/18 Angel Head - Today at 8:00 PM I'm trying to work, I'm in an office, but there seems to be an issue with the woman that work at the office with me, and the argument is getting more and more heated. I sigh, lift my head out of my work and walk next door, the first woman is saying what a stupid cow the second woman is, because she just went and dumped that actor, David boreanaz, and he seemed to be perfect in every way, but apparently he told her he kissed a guy before and she became disgusted, turns out she is a giant homophobe. I tell the first lady to cool off, and try to talk some reason to this second lady, but turns out she is a moron ! She cannot be reasoned with 2 I'm speaking to #stranger through this messaging system, and he is at an airport going somewhere, I send an image to him as a joke , a meme, and my Grandma suddenly appears and asks what it is, so I have to explain to her all about Memes 4/5/18 End of the world There are zombies everywhere, and they have us corned in a small warehouse, then only way to get out of this is to launch the nuclear missiles and destroy everything, we are convinced that we will be spared for some reason. SO we launch the missiles and in slow motion everything is obliterated , but the 5 of us survive , somehow. But then we turn to the camera (all wearing hood for some reason) in where our face should be is nothing, we have been killed. But then, suddenly, we are bought back to life. I then get up and switch off the tv because this is really a bad story for a film lol Dreaming talk I am around my friends house talking to him about Dreaming, his mom is there, and pops her head around the corner to make sure she is making a sandwich for me . As he's making the Sandwich he is talking about having come to a point in dreaming, where now he lives day and night the same, he is lucid all of the time, and that is how he cracked being lucid all of the time at night. Transparent boobs A man is in a nightclub, I think is a game show host, and he is poking this girls transparent dress, but she pushes him away, and it turns out she had transparent boob implants Dreamt about eating a Crepe that had honey and nuts in them - mmmm - another dream that my wife started smoking again
2/5/18 old friends part 2 I am talking with ELoise, another old friend, and catching up. But she then turns into a guy I hardly know, but in the dream I seem to know him very well, and I have had a relationship with him (although in real life it was actually with Eloise) I tell him thank you, for going through all of that (now becoming semi lucid) and that strange awkward relationship, because it made be become who I am today, but then I get a pang of something else, like there was a way I am now that isnt right, but it is too late to turn back and change things. I do an RC and check again the weight of my arm (thanks #hukif ) and go searching for my daughter, I call out her name and find her. Then I tell her to do an RC, and she pinches her nose, and I fly high with her, and drop down fast and finally put her back home, where she now has changed to my youngest daughter, she asks if we can dream together the next night, and I say sure thing. 2 Trap Door I am busy renovating the house, I knock out the bottom of the kitchen area to reveal the original real floor of the kitchen, which is about 20 inches deeper than the current floor. I can see all sorts of differences with this original floor, its like peeking back in time at the old kitchen. Suddenly a large rock is moving and it is a huge spider carrying a rock on its back. It creeps me out, and then something else is coming foreward, out of the ground, in this dark scary place - and creature with a swirling purple body. And I spot another that is following it. I say we need to block this part off of the kitchen again and not think about it!!
1/5/18 I am back at school, for some reason I am retaking the final year, I am pretending that I am 16 again and for some reason nobody thinks this is weird, they totally buy that I am 16 and fit in this class. I am with a group of other guys, we have just been up to something , but we missed the bus to get to school so we are running late. When we get into the class the teacher is crazy angry at us, at me in particular. She shouts and puts me down, and even though I am an adult and shoudlnt take this shit, I need to keep my mouth closed because I know it would just cause trouble to answer her back. But she is being way out of line. I then try to catch up with the course work but the book I have in front of me is a cooking book and I have no idea what is going on 2 old friends I am visiting some friends from my town, and it is a social gathering , my friends introduce me to their friends - a couple of jolly chaps named Fred and George Weasley. They then introduce me to their brother - Milo - then I become partially lucid. It has been so long since I have seen him, and he tries to make light of it, that it is nothing, but damn I have missed him. I force him close and give him a big hug, and weep, because it hurts, something hurts, and I know I need to do this. 3 cancer My wife is panicking because my daughter has a problem and the doctor said there is a 50 percent chance, if tested, that it could be Cancer, I say 50 percent that it is NOT cancer, but she focuses on the 50 percent that it is
30/04/18 1 Troubled past I see Lucy in my dream again, I don't want to talk to her after she shot and killed my cat (a dream from a few weeks ago) but she is trying to find me, she says she has to tell me something. I am in a large library , searching for something else. Then she confronts me, and this time she is with my wife, and they are both having to, needing to tell me something. But I just block it out, I can't hear at the moment, I'm not strong enough, if I do then I may break and not come back from it. SO I run, and leave. But I do an RC and realise I am dreaming, and then I need to hear it, whatever it is, it's been going on for too long. So I try to head back and find her, even though she repulses me. But now I have found her she is beautiful Lucy again, and her eyes sparkle a light blue color, and she smiles and gives me a hug, but this is not who I was supposed to see, the time has past #hukif advice 2 I am sitting on a chair on a boat, and do a nose pinch RC, and I can kind of breath, so I double check by doing a gravity RC as recently read from #hukif 's journal and find my arm is much lighter - wow! so I go and find #hukif , but , I recall him talking about feeding his dream body , so I go to a nearby restaurant, which happens to be a kebab shop, and purchase , pita bread, because well they dont have anything else for vegetarians. I am surprised at the taste, I dont taste much in dreams so it is surprising and tastes quite nice. I then go and find #hukif but the teleportation seems to black me out, and this time I cant hold it so just wake up 3 Mattius A guy I don't like is coming to see me again, I panic and try to hide!
There was an event to take place in a huge event center, which appeared to me as a sort of pleasant hybrid of a baseball and football stadium. This event was to be the launching of a man from a cannon into a great trampoline, which subsequently would result in him flying off into oblivion (This is what we as spectators were to expect, anyway). I, simply just another innocent bystander among many, viewed this event from behind large glass windows. It was like we were in a private box, but it was on the same level as the ground level of the stadium. I stood there among what i suppose were executives, people in charge of the event. I was accompanied by a couple attractive girls, blondes, who bore a resemblance to several girls from two of my IRL college courses. We were all excitedly awaiting the launch... After the launch occurred, the old man bounced off the trampoline in a rather anticlimactic manner. He only managed to gain a few feet, and we all had expected him to fly much further than this. I felt disappointment, and a kind of sick recognition of an unfulfilled general aura. Then, much to my disturbance, the girls beside me went out onto the field and started fucking some of the executives who had been viewing the launch. It was a ludicrous and raucous display, and it gave me a sinking feeling. Afterwards, the girls came back inside; one of them was apologizing to me it seemed, and attempting to console me, though i did not outwardly express my disgust at the disturbing display. She was kind, though, and it was almost as if her consolation negated her previous sexual misconduct. We walked together, and i somehow gained a solace about the situation. There was much more to this dream, but this is what i remember.
5/4/18 (L)x2 At an unfamiliar house somewhere. It had an empty yard and a hardwood kitchen. I was briefly lucid a couple times, but didn't do anything about it either time. 5/6/18 Bear Grylls was placed on top of a mountain in British Columbia. I skipped ahead to near the end, where he found a paced trail with people on it. They noticed. Also, the weather was cloudy the whole time. I rewound the video to an earlier point. Later, I was in a cold cabin, where I had a snow machine setup. If it was cold enough, it would shoot out ice. The weather where was sunny clear, and the time of day was morning. There were multiple other people in this apparently single-room cabin. 5/7/18 -F-I was watching a Dreams video. -F-I was watching something about cops in LA. -F-The 12th Doctor was doing something involving a dark room and incorrect lighting. -F-I was near a wood cabin in eastern Washington, possibly in the cascades. 5/8/18 (L) -1-After a scene fell apart, things heated up, trees melted, and I became lucid. I jumped into a pool of lava and grabbed a red ball before messing around with electric floating objects above the lava pool. -2-At college, I got in the car and drove to a southeast corner of the campus to find a building, but it didn't exist. Later, I had a device that displayed and recorded my dreams on a monitor. Later still, some guy made illustrations for high-profile MLP fanfics. Finally, back at college again, it was approaching night, so I drove ther car through the snow to the far parking lot, where nothing of interest was. There was a random moment where I passed Hbox at an intersection.
28/04/18 - 1 #hukif land I am at a restaurant with my wife and friends, looks to be pretty fancy. My wife has her hair like Gamora from Guardians of the Galaxy. We are all at a table chatting away and the waiter comes to take out orders, everyone says what they want but I have forgotten to look at the menu!! I try to look quickly before they go but cannot find anything vegetarian, so I look around the restaurant and try to speak to a waiter but they are all ignoring me now, and now it looks like a college cafeteria and I see a lancashire hotpot and think I will get that - but see they have bacon strips in it! ahh! I do an RC and realise I am dreaming, so I look at the large wall of the cafeteria and think about trying to locate Hukif, I call out his name several times, searching for him. I listen, and feel for his direction, but instead of flying there - I sort of fade out. It's different, like teleportation , but unless I stay asleep I'm gonna wake up! so I pinch myself, scratch myself, lick my arm and punch my stomach in order to stay in the dream. Gradually everything begins to fade back in, the place I find myself is light , happy. There is a house in the middle of a large street, it's unassuming, not too large but something of a good size. It has a large area around it and I don't pay attention to what else is in this neighborhood - this is Hukif's house I am sure of it. This place, it reminds me of a children's tv program, or how a memory appears to be nostalgic: it's so innocent and fresh. I walk into the house , which has a nice interior, light colors, and there is a fish tank in front of me, and in front of the fishtank a door that goes down a set of stairs, and down the stairs is Hukif. I know this because I have seen this all before - in a previous dream? I don't know how I know it , but I do. And I go into the fish tank and find a key, and go to open the door but suddenly I hear some booming steps, and Hukif is coming up - I suddenly become a little scared, I know of the powers he has in dreams and I dont want to get on his bad side. He throws open the door and has an angry look on his face. I see him as a big guy (not fat) with short cropped hair (possibly buzz cut) and for some reason is dressed as a sailor or captain of a ship. I back away a little and I say 'Hukif?' and he suddenly smiles, putting on this show - he wasn't really angry and then I say 'HUKIF!' with a big grin on my face and we give each other a hug. I fade out at this point and dont think I get to tell him the target 2 Skater Hawking I am watching Einstein and Nikola Tesla discuss something together in a basement, and Stephen Hawkin comes rolling in on his wheelchair, he has a baseball bap on and bright skater style clothes on. They both welcome him in and he is a little shy, they tell him how impressed they are of his work and he lightens up, saying how he didnt think he was in the same league as them 3 #stranger land(edited) I am watching a Documentary about something and I start to lose interest, I do an RC by pinching my nose, but am not sure if it works or not, so I try to read something instead, and finally I become lucid. So I decide to find #stranger and start calling his name out, I call it again and again and then the same thing happens as did with Hukif, I fade out, teleport and then my surroundings fade back in. I am in a cold dark place, it is snowing heavily, everything is covered in snow, I think I am in a field and a silhouette of a bare tree is all I can see against the dark blue sky, I wake before I get a chance to find him though 4 Superman I become semi lucid and decide that I am superman, I need to get out of this place, this warehouse that I am in . I fly out of the building to see myself surrounded by more tall walls. A small church lays in the corner so I fly down and head into the church, I see a false library area that I have just thought up in the corner of the church, and then I think up a secret passage so I pull out a book and a false door opens up that I walk through. Can't recall what happened after that 5 Party Karaoke I am at a party, in a room and with friends, there is a karaoke machine and I put it on and start singing to what I think is a song from Grease 2, with Michelle Pfeiffer doing the main vocals on the old video screen , I try to sing along but have no idea what the words are. I then get talking to someone, become semi lucid again and start talking about dreams. This person is telling me about a dream they always have every night, being stuck inside this dark house - and I realise that this person has depression, that the feeling of being stuck in the same place, dreaming of the same thing is a sign of depression
27/04/18 - Pre Sleep - focused on target, was able to keep focus a little longer this time. 1 I am at some kind of a party, inside a large building going up some stairs, lights are flashing in time with the music, and I am going up to the top room. (the Actress) Jennifer Lawrence is with me for some reason, and we are hanging out, then (the actor) Antonio Banderas starts to talk to me, he's actually flirting with me which makes me feel uncomfortable, then approaches me and kisses me! Jennifer Lawrence, who apparently had other ideas thinks I swing that way and excuses herself. I manage to escape the clutches of Mr Banderas and start to mingle with other people in the party. Now I am at a bar, and talking to a french Actor. And I get a long shot now of where I am sitting, the camera zooms out - the whole party is taking place inside a small caravan, and on the outside it is rocking back and fourth, the neighbours in the area are not impressed! Inside I am talking to this actor (who usually plays a good ball) and actually is a great guy 2 I remember that I have a dentist appointment (which I really did have first thing in the morning) and I rush out of the house, in reality the dentist is just down my road, but in this dream reality this street is made up of many places I have visited in dreams before, and places that I lived close to in real life - its all mingled together. SO I walk past the cinema (which I recall from a few dreams years ago) and think I have gone too far - I am SURE the dentist was around here somewhere! Then my friend from childhood is walking along with me, trying to help me find the dentist, I am now semi lucid, even though I still feel I need to get to the dentist. My friend is telling me about his marriage, his life, and how happy he is - but its not about his waking life, but about his dream life, he s been married since '82 (he would have been 4 years old) and has kids and just prefers this reality better, where in real life he is single, has an on again off again relationship with a woman who has a kid from a previous marriage. I feel for him, its good to see him happy but isn't it all an illusion? Or maybe it isnt, thinking about Hukif's dream life, maybe it isn't. 3 I am walking back home on a dark road through a forested area, my dad and my family are with me. Suddenly we come across a whole herd of animals crossing the road from out of the forest, it is a beautiful sight, animals of all shapes and sizes, of all colors. My dad stands there as some huge white fluffy squirrel things climbs up his arms and perch on him for a while. And as I continue to walk I come across a strange fox, he has short stubby legs and a grumpy face. He has the proportions and size more similar to a crocodile. He is blocking my path, at first I am a bit hesitant, but then I realise he is not dangerous and so I gently pick him up, his grumpy face still not changing - and I set him down carefully on the other side of the road
Morning of May 8, 2018. Tuesday. I allow the awareness of my physical body to become autosymbolic in the rendering of a silver van. I recognize the essence of water as dream state induction, the gentle beautiful rain splashing lightly on me at times from my left through the open window of the van. The van is driving itself without incident even though I am behind the steering wheel. Zsuzsanna is to my right in this dream (and I am sleeping more down on my stomach, so she is to my right side in reality, though I most often sleep on my left side). The van was meant to move through rain, which is the essence of well-being and healing factors, the brain and heart about 73% water at that. We go through a sparse forest of young trees; the trees on each side pass by in both directions. I do not reflect much upon such impossibility. We phase through a chain-link fence. I enjoy going down the escalator of Hinkler in the van, with brief puzzlement of what may or may not be a car wash as we go elsewhere. Other people are walking around, shopping. Miniature cars drive above me, on the ceiling, upside-down, their headlights creating a harmonious awareness. The van drives itself through a hall in an unknown building that is just big enough for it to move through. Then in a more augmented vestibular awareness, we fly far above a lake near early evening. Rain upon me in the dream state is so pleasing. Whatever vehicle my body becomes auto symbolically, car, van, airplane, boat, there is still flight potential.
26/04/18 - target (me) Pre-sleep - focused on target to project, but fell to sleep pretty fast as my mind was groggy with toothache! 1 My dad had a new camera, and he was taking crazy zoomed up photographs of everyone, did one of my face and it was all distorted, and then another of my chicken's face, who was looking pretty surprised about it. Then my cat started playing with my rabbit, and my dad got worried because he thought the cat would eat the rabbit, but I said it was cool, and as we looked over they were dancing around with each other in between sleep, tried focusing on the target 2 I am back on my own street where I grew up, cromer rd, a woman I used to work with is inviting me and my wife to her wedding, but we notice my car has been broken into, I think by one of my family (in this scenario my family, my kids are rough, like I was when I was a kid) and she helps us pick out the broken glass from inside the car. Strange dream - it felt like my present wife and family put in the place of my family when I was growing up 3 I am walking from school with a group of people, we've missed the bus so we have a few miles in the countryside to walk back. After walking some it starts to get really cold, snow is coming down and I realise I forgot my coat back at school (which is now an older building) I tell the group this and they just shrug, so I tell them I need to head back and they just nod to say ok and continue walking forward - so I head back alone. I'm cold, I can't see the school, just miles and miles of fields in front of me. Then I realise I am dreaming and for some reason have the urge to search for HUKIF (even though now I am naked ha ha) so I call out for him - and my voice is just so huge and sharp here 'HUKIF.... HUKIF' I shout, trying to locate the direction he is in, but then I start to fade, my dream is ending already? I try to hold on, and then after a few seconds everything goes black, and and fades in again and I am in this beautiful house, either a entrance or front room - is Hukif here? does he live here? there is some real nice old wooden furniture around, the general color of the this room is pretty light. In front of me are some stairs, that lead up, and I shout 'Hukif! Hukif!' but my voice is softer here, even though everything around me is so crystal clear. But I can't find him, can't feel him around and then I wake
2018-05-08.pdf my dreams are in the above pdf please click to view them I really maxed out on pictures today.
Currently working on this technique where I do a WBTB and fall asleep as I observe my thoughts as if they were on a huge cinema screen.
The dream started at J's house. He was being a bit of a jerk, so I left and went to my house. I then turned the entire street into meat to get rid of him after entering through the front gate. There was a gathering in the kitchen. The whole time I knew I was dreaming. I was anxious that he would try to come for me, so I was pacing. At one point, I looked in the mirror, and since dream mirrors have strange properties, My face distorted, with my mouth shifting to the left. I also explained to some people why I turned our entire street into meat and my intention for it. I then heard a slam on the front screen door. Me and someone else went to investigate. The guy said, "It's probably J," and looked through the screen door. "No, it's a few dogs." I replied. I opened the door and one tried to bite at my arm. It was this big black dog, but it's lips and jowels were so large that it's teeth couldn't reach my arm, so I helped it by moving my arm further into it's mouth. When it bit me, it didn't hurt; I just woke up.
Date of Dream: TUE 8 MAY - 2018 Dream No. 325 - Separated Sections Dream 325 A - The Cooper Games I don't remember much of this dream. From what I can remember, I was at this completely unknown outdoor area. I actually wasn't in this dream but was rather watching the events take place. There was game board set up in a frame of sticks, sort of like a match-3 board. There was a small bolted piece of wood nearby where players went to do something. There were three players in this game. The first player was Sly. His holographic marker appeared on top of the bolt and this meant that it was his turn. Next was Bentley's and last was Murray's. Their appearances as well as their logo design was that of Sly 2 and 3. They kept taking turns for a while, but eventually, the dream threw Carmelita into the mix as well. That's all I can remember. Dream 325 B - No Beach For You I can't remember how the dream started. From where I can remember, I was in an unknown outdoor area. I then went into the holiday house to see my brother talking to my mum. He promised me that he would finish talking at 7:15 PM so he and my dad could take to me the beach when there was still sun. I checked the time at 7:25 PM and I was getting nervous as he still wasn't finished. He only finished his conversation at 7:50 PM but by then it was too late. The sun had well and truly gone down and I wasn't happy. I said to him, “You were originally going to finish with mum at 7:15 PM. I wanted to go to the beach and you took that opportunity away from me”. That's all I can remember about this dream. Dream 325 C - No One To Save Me From Grandpa I don't remember much of this dream. From what I can remember, I was around the suburbs of my house. I went inside my house and there I saw both my grandparents from my mum's side but I forgot what they were doing. My grandfather then shifted his attention to me and what he did was scaring me. I didn't feel safe around alone, let alone feel safe in any part of the house now. I went outside onto the streets to try and find Dreamy WB but she was nowhere. I said to myself, something like “Not even Dreamy WB's here, I'm not safe at all”. That's all I can remember about this dream. Dream Tasks - Get Murray back as a regular DC/DG (Achieved? No) - Have Logan receive harsh penalties from Dreamy WB due to reckless social behaviours (Achieved? No) - Investigate where my SML postage has gone (Achieved? No) Dream 325: Results (Competition #3) 325 A Competition Night: 7 Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid Dream Guide: None Emergency Team: None Eligible For Competition Points: Yes 325 B Competition Night: 7 Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid Dream Guide: None Emergency Team: None Eligible For Competition Points: Yes 325 C Competition Night: 7 Lucid or Non-Lucid?: Non-Lucid Dream Guide: None Emergency Team: None Eligible For Competition Points: Yes Points For This Entry: 8.5 Calculation Details: - Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5) - Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5) - Non-Lucid Fragment (0.5) - 7-Day Recall Chain (7.0) + Previous Total: 40.5 Total Accumulated Points: 49.0 You may think that by the Cooper gang being in this dream, I have gotten Murray back but that does not match the criteria of my task. For the task to be achieved, I must be the one interacting with him.
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