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12/17/2016
Fragment One
"Screamulator"
I was on a virtual reality / roller coaster hybrid-thing with Cierra. It was supposed to be scary, but it really wasn't all that impressive...at first. At some points, along the ride, I would lift up my VR visor and look at the inner-workings of the ride. It was some bizarre marriage of industrial-grade, metallic structures, electronics, and live, supernatural-looking creatures - as if many of the virtual creatures we were seeing in the visors had actual, real-world counterparts, which were being manipulated (practically-tortured) for the purpose of making this ride work.

It was very strange and surreal, and I don't think Cierra ever took off her visor and saw what was going on.

Fragment Two
"Snowy Trail with JJ"
My girlfriend and I were walking down a snowy mountain, at night. At some time during our walk, we were approached and followed by a white wolf. At first, it made my girlfriend nervous, but I squatted down a little, as it came close, and put out my hand. The wolf moved into it and allowed me to pet it without incident. It then continued to follow us on our walk, until being deterred by a large, tan/orange scorpion that cross our path. It wandered off in one direction, following the scorpion.



12/19/2016
"Reality Killavision"

This started as some sort of mix of a haunted house and a TV show. There was a group of about a dozen people, all moving through this "haunted" set. During the course of the show, people would be disappearing from the group, one by one, and sometimes completely new people would take their place. It felt very Saw/Hostel-inspired. Later, though, the 'fantasy' nature of the show disappeared, and we found that we were all in very real danger - not so much from anything supernatural, but from actual murderers lurking within the set, including a sniper who was waiting in one very large room with a high wall on the far side.

1. I am inside of a car, in the backseat. There is a girl sitting to the right of me, as well as a girl in the passenger seat up front, and another girl driving. We are on the freeway going pretty fast and I am just chilling enjoying the ride. Up ahead there is an exit that leads to a town that is very will lit. As we continue driving, we see not far in the distance, a shootout taking place. It seems to be a huge gang versus a whole squad of police cars. This is all taking place in the middle of the road a little bit ahead of us, but surprisingly enough there isn't much traffic considering there's barely any cars on the road. Nevertheless, the cars that are ahead of us are at a complete stop for the most part, and a few cars are driving around the scene to avoid it.
"This has to be a dream" I think to myself without a doubt. I am now lucid, but still in the car. The girls in the car now start freaking out heavily and are in panic mode. "Just veer off to the right and drive through the grass" I tell the girl who is driving. She doesn't listen. I repeat myself, this time in a more urgent tone, "Just drive into the grass and go towards the town" I say with a loud voice. She then finally gets it and listens, but she doesn't go to the town, instead she drives past the town and we are now on some road that is completely dead with no other cars in sight. I decide that its about time for me to get out of the car, so I tell the girl driving, "Just pull over I'm getting out."
Once again, she doesn't listen and just completely ignores me. We are now headed towards a dark alley that has a long bridge going over it. I can clearly see that this alley is pretty dark, and it strikes me as very sketchy. Seconds later, in the middle of the alley that we are about to enter, I see an extremely huge dude wearing some sort of creepy ski mask, and a matching creepy all black outfit. Normally I wouldn't be too intimidated by this as I am lucid, but this guy looks about 9 feet tall and looks like he weighs about 500 pounds of pure muscle. At this point I have decided that I am no longer going to wait for the girl to stop the car, I am just going to get out. The other two girls that were in the car with us are now gone and it's just me and her.
As I open the back right door to get out, the girl suddenly stops on a dime. I get out of the car and look down the alley which starts just about 20 feet in front of where I am standing. The huge 9 foot tall guy is now sprinting full speed towards me. I glance at the car and the girl is now gone. It's just me. "Fuck this shit I'm not staying to find out what happens" I say out loud. With that, I look to my right and see a huge building that, as usual, is an architectural masterpiece. I jump about 10 feet into the air in order to climb onto the ledge of the building, and am successful. Just then as I am about to continue climbing, I see two men wearing red bomber jackets flying towards me. I then hear an extremely deep inhuman voice say "Block his awareness".
The instant this is said, I lose lucidity and am now just trying to escape the area. One of the men wearing the red bomber jackets has now landed 5 feet away from me and is walking towards me as though he were on some sort of mission.

Took a nap this afternoon. Longish dream about me being in some kind of a building, lots of corridors, stairs and rooms. The feeling was a mix of some retreat, hospital and work.

There were dead bodies wheeled out on gurneys under white sheets, I spoke to the "retreat leader" and thanked him, I looked and found some food, rested in one of the rooms that made me feel like I maybe work there.

Review: I dream about coworkers. I wake up and logically deduce I'm dreaming. But then I fall into the dreams abstract plot.

Lucid Logic
I'm in a generic building, my friend Al is there. The lights are dim and the dream is obscure looking. I remember talking to Al and then leaving for another room. Then I wake up.

Everything looked normal, nothing weird about the room. It wasn't my room, but I am staying at a friend's place. My eyes hurt and vision is normal. Wait a minute, I fell asleep with my contacts on? But I remember very clearly taking them off before I went to bed.

I get up and notice some people at my friend's place, who I know were not here last night. I logically conclude, I must be dreaming. But this conclusion worries me, because the dream felt so realistic. I need to confirm this! So I go to a mirror, I recognize my reflection. I tell myself, if I'm dreaming, I can change colors.

My skin changes to purple, then green, then orange, then pink. Yep! I'm dreaming.

Instead of going on an awesome lucid adventure, I fall into the dreams synopsis. The house is a video game dungeon. In a room behind me they're fighting the dungeon boss. I don't want to deal with it. So I put on a weird mask, the left side of the mask looks like zuko. And I jump outside and fly. I watch the house game from a safe distance. Then I wake up for real.

First remembered dream of the new year (so two nights ago, Dec. 31-Jan. 1): I was at an art store, possibly Michael's or something similar, buying supplies. My calculus teacher was there, working as a cashier for some reason. In the dream, I had a memory of recently receiving a math lesson from him, like the day before or something. I asked him for some clarification on a concept, and he explained it. So essentially he was doing two jobs at the same time.

I also saw lots of girls in the shop wearing DeviantArt T-shirts and some guys as well.

Then, it faded into watching some sailors load stuff into a ship. My dream journal reads this, exactly: "Apparently, people who wear jeans are more depressed because sailor boys had a depressing job, despite appearing happy, and they wore Levis and black jackets." This was apparently a thought that occurred to me during the dream which seemed perfectly rational at the time. :p

Then Jafar from Aladdin appeared, cackling evilly. It freaked me out so much that I woke up. Silly, as in waking life he's just a fun Disney villain. But I think the cackle was what did it. Or the spontaneity.

Last night, I have the following note on my phone at 6:06 AM: "New traveling companion who exists neither in space nor in time." I was excited to meet this individual, but then my alarm went off. -_-

Ah. I really don't want to start college again in a week. Not that I dislike it or anything, but the stress and lack of sleep....aaaaugh!

3/1/17
Dream 1: I was setting up a family party, pouring out drinks and setting tables etc. Some people were giving out presents and the kids were misbehaving but everything was alright.

My recall had been pretty bad lately. I remembered something about being back at my home in Thailand, and our dog, White, was no longer white like his namesake. Half of him now has soft brown fur.

If I felt Like it

I was in a room drawing with my brother sitting next to me. What I created was a monster that looked like a mutant crocodile. My brother flipped the monster after it came out of the paper and I asked if I put the nose in the right spot. He told me if I felt it was a just reason to go with it but that if I put it there he wouldn't be able to breathe. I than changed the monster again and asked him. He repeated that if I felt it was a just reason.

Control Through Fear

I was walking on a street holding a long black bazooka than turned around to look at my mom. "Why am I holding this bazooka?" I thought, fearing that the worst had yet to come. Suddenly as I was walking,what looked like bowling bowls shot out of the gun and some rose into the air. I panicked while holding it and ran to the other side of the street telling people to be careful.But just as I fell onto the ground I thought they were bombs and that I wouldn't be able to save the kids playing on the street. However, the dc began playing with the balls and as I looked to one in the sky it formed to a soccer ball. A girl helped me up after that and asked if I wanted to play volleyball with them and a group of old actors from Disney. I said sure and followed them to what looked like a wave pool set up as a volleyball court. The wave pool sparked some lucidity in me when it reminded me of wolf lodge water park but i was still not fully lucid.After getting in the water I splashed a bit, feeling the wave on my legs than started thinking about sharks. I thought that if I thought there would be a shark there would be one but it was more likely because sharks populate florida water even though I don't live in Florida. I ended up running to than jumping on a talking floating orange air boat out of fear. He seemed like he was about to play though so I jumped onto the sand until I walked and ended up randomly in a dirty public bathroom in a building.

I was unable to get out because the exit was blocked by Urine and parts from a toilet but I could see a small opening in which I wouldn't mind crawling through so I pushed a part away and forced myself out. I ended up outside near the roof of the building. It was night and there was a character that reminded me of the show " Star and The Forces of Evil" even though I don't watch it. I made the peace out sign to her than leaped off the roof and back to the place I was before. However, the wave pool was gone and a strange couple and their son walked up to me and pulled me into a corner. I had a feeling they were demons even though that is highly unlikely. They showed me a plate and asked me if I hid anything under the plates.
I said yeah, that I hid stuff all the time under the plates. (I don't though. It just proved that I was not lucid enough) They than showed me to a counter where they wanted me to do a task for them that involved setting up cups first. I shook my head and walked behind the son and father, holding onto their shirts. They looked at me snickering than the father pulled out a table with a blade hesitant to hit me with it.

The dream than shifted and I was now in a anime rpg style where the boy was showing me his decaying garden that he had locked up inside his house. (I felt more lucid here and remember looking at the ground and taking note that the ground was pink with green grass and the house was pink and reddish pink. The boy had a light blue robe with white hair and a slight purple tint to him.)He said that the plant's hearts belonged to him as they cried out that they were in need of something. I didn't let it bother me though and went outside with him. It was raining in the rpg world and before stepping back in the boy paused and said that it rained like that because of his sorrow and that not even the plate could stop his tears. I thought about it and told him that I would be the plate that holds all his tears in. He acknowledged my kindness and than I turned into a white cat in a basket while he turned into a white bunny and kissed me. A text saying 5 points than came out. I assumed it was 5/10 compatibility.

Blood

I was in a classroom but stepped out to use the bathroom but when I arrived in the bathroom it was dirty and I could see blood in the sink. I became lucid but still felt a bit scared by the sight of the bloody sink. Once I entered the classroom I said goodbye and took off flying after going through the walls. A girl ended up following me with a knife in her hand though. I kicked than grabbed her as we flew thinking if I could somehow do a DHL mission with the girl but nothing came to mind.After landing on a high platform I saw a few interesting dcs but I forgot what we did. I think I fought with them for fun and lost lucidity but I can't recall.

Notes: I've noticed that my actions and reasoning can easily be manipulated through fear in dreams. I plan on trying to get it under control so it does not.

I had this dream a long time ago but it was so meaningful that i couldn't help myself but to post it.

Iam in my classroom and i keep thinking about the exams and how iam gonna prepare for it. I start studying and set myself a target to complete a chapter that day. I almost completed it. With only 10 minutes or so remaining to finish it, the bell rang and everybody started leaving but i decided to sit back and complete it. Suddenly i see X coming through the door. We were dating since a month or so. It was strange because she wasn't even our college student. She comes in and closes the door. I ask her how and why did she come in here. She puts her finger on my lips to sssh...me and starts to seduce me by dancing in an erotic manner. Later we start kissing and slowly start undressing each other. We wanted to have sex then and there. So i start penetrating her but her vagina was too tight. The moment i maket the first stroke the class-room door opens with a bang. It's my principal,class-teacher and my parents. I was caught red-handed having sex in class-room with a girl who didn't even belong to our college.

The next thing i remember is being in principal's office with my parents.

Iam not listening to what they are talking.
I decide to stop dating her till my exams were finished and that i have to take precaution before getting intimate with anybody.

NOTE: I was dating her in real life. My mother knew that i was with some girl and she didn't like it because i was ignoring my academics. So this dream kinda made sense to me.

I had a very long dream about me going around a city with other guys, presumably on vacation. At a certain point a guy convinces me to go in a house with prostitutes inside, where I can see people having sex and this kind of things. In the dream I was feeling awful and thought that if my girlfriend knew that she was going to dump me.

At a certain point I watch out of the windows, and I discover that the house is located in the square of the village where my parents live. That is not possible! Hey, but... You are trying to say that... Of course! It's a dream!

I can leave that depressing place. I do it by passing through the windows as I am used to do with the mirrors. I'm now outside in the square. The square is full of people and when I start to float in the air all the people turn and watch me full of surprise. Everyone is staring at me and commenting how incredible it is! I then say "Hi everyone, for who didn't know me, my name is X and yes, I can fly! But I have also a surprising news for you: you all can fly too!". At those words all the people try to fly, but without success, lol. I fly away and look for a bike. I open a door and no bike. I close it, I open it again saying "now there is a bike!", But instead the room is now very dirty but no bike. I give up and find a small sport car. I invite my friends to come with me for a ride and start to drive like a crazy, knowing that nothing bad can happen in a dream. I then wake up.

Vague dream about being in Star Wars.

I think my SubC is still recovering from Carrie Fisher's death.

Dream at 12:35am

1. There is some kind of a huge building construction. I fly up and there is something about stamps wrapped up in wrapping paper.

2. Now I'm going to a river and I'm pulling out people that escaped from a fire that I see burning on the other side of the river. When i say I see smoke, the smoke starts rising and it's getting stronger.

3. I'm showing someone how I practice making fire. How it's easy. I put a hand on some piece of wood and I make it char. There is no fire or smoke smell when I sniff it. Then I focus some more and I make flames come out and smoke that changes color based on what I want it to look like.

4. I'm in a kitchen, my store director is cooking there too. I ask what else I can help with. She says I was suppose to start the tamales, but I didn't. I tell her yes I did and I show her a pot of stuff with green sauce and bag of corn tortillas. I wash my hands in the pot of green sauce and I'm mortified that she saw me and why in the world would I do that. I think of an excuse: If I'm to work tomales with my hands, I better have them coated with that sauce.

2/1/2017
Dream 1: I was at a shoe shop, trying to get shoes, learn from an email someone dies or something, I do reality check in hands, discover I am dreaming, get transported to a sort of open city. I shoot some stuff out of my hands for a bit, then decide to fly. I fly like superman, one hand, but am a bit wobbly and fall down. I try again, then start zooming up into space. I shoot out a planet or two with lasers, then I see a giant black hole which I zoom towards and get swallowed up, back to the shoe shop and no lucidity. Something is also happening about my computer breaking.

Fragment: Some sort of exam at uni.

Dream 2: Emily badly hurts herself, I go dee her in hospital then help out where she is working. She is very appreciative.

Dream 3: I am driving with dad and brother, talking about music and Jorn Lande, going to a games shop

Dream 4: At a christmas party with family, everyone getting presents, some people got a 3d printing pen, had a competition of making stuff, I got some cards.

some nights ago:

i run up the street. i see my sweater on a junction box. i wonder because i remember to already wear it. i continue to walk but my lucidity peaks. i am lucid and remember instantly to do the Advanced Task ii - Get on an alien spaceship. Describe what you see. (Spaceline). i turn around and walk down the street. i tell myself that i know that somewhere here should be some spaceshuttles. i turn left into a building and walk down a long narrow floor. it looks like a office building i notice some DC´s. some look like advanced robots. i pass them and turn left again. i am in a hangar and see big spaceships. some look more like helicopters. on one is writen "havoc" i feel happy but i notice that they look like human airships. "ah there has to be another hangar around with the onces from aliens" i go thru a door and see around 5 or 6 big ships that look unhuman. they are made completely out of metal in a silverish bluish color. one of them has a similar form like a big whale or fish. i choose which one i want to enter. i pick the third one and move behind it. but now the perspective switches to third person and i know i am in the ship but i only see the ship form behind. seconds later a map appears and i can choose continents to which i want to fly. i pick one and i think the dream continues non lucid?

... i sit on a couch and arguing with my girlfriend. i get lucid thinking "ah this is still a dream..." [maybe continuation from last dream?]. i ask her if she can massage me. i sit in front of her but she barely touches me. its a very soft and short massage...no further recall..

i am lucid again but i cant remember how. i want to do the massage task again and i am in company of some female friends of mine. i ask one if she can massage me and she agrees. we enter a shop and look for a comfy place to stay. there is a meadow where we lay down but the dream destabilizes after that.


last night:
i am on a street. it seem i have to play WOW in the back of a small bus. they call me out. i approach the bus and notice i still have my bite guard inside my mouth and i put it out. my saliva is pulling strings. i look up and am ready but notice the bite guard is still inside. i put it out a second time and my awareness rises. i enter the car and some people are talking to me but something feels off and i get lucid. i run to the front and jump and phase thru the front window. i fly some meters approaching some flats. i want to do the massage task. i approach the first floor window and look inside. i decide to be polite and to ask first and not to just take what i want to with demand. i phase my head thru the window and ask her if i might come in. she agrees and smiles. i phase in completely and she shows me something. i see that she has a husband and a kid sitting in the living room. she tells me that he is the boys dad but not her husband anymore. i say something like "hey i bet you are a physiotherapist right?" and nod to her so she agrees. and she indeed is " so hey maybe you could massage my back? i have there a tension. she agrees and she starts massaging me. i tell her the place where i have problems IWL too and she pushes. after a short time we go to the bedroom and there starts a little sexual tension but i dont feel like it. i lay on my stomach on the bed hoping to continue the massage. she lays on me and because of me laying passively around the dream destabilizes a little. i work shortly against it but then wake up.

i am near a busstation talking to a girl. she moves away and i follow her feeling we are not done yet. after some meters the thought "hey i can fly" strikes my head. i instantly jump up front aaaand fall down on the ground. i am confused and first do a nosepinch where only very little air runs through and then count my fingers. yep more than 5. i dont even finish counting and start my adventure. i think hey i did the massage task good enough now. so lets try the bonus one. i remember the name of the avatar planet: Pandora. i smile. while i was falling asleep i just couldnt remember the name but now i know instantly. okay so how do i get there? i walk by an old woman and ask her: "hey can you tell me where pandora is?" she looks confused and shakes her head. i continue my way and ask a couple. they talk to me but dont know it either. i move further up the street and enter a building. okay so i will spin around and try to change location that way. i enter the building and i feel like in dragonballs time chamber that one could see in the picture of previous TOTM month. i falsely remember to be here several times already. just the background changes every time. this time i see some trees but nothing special. i start spinning around and tell myself pandora. the glowing trees" and when i stop a see some scenery change. there are some buildings that look unusual. but nothing like woods or pandora. i start spinning again but the dream destabilizes and i get blind. i dont want to go yet so i stubbornly rub my hands. dont help. i kneel down and start rubbing the ground. i feel gras in between my fingers. after some seconds i see a peace of candypaper on the ground. i need some time to understand that i can see already. i stand up and now the scenery has changed more significantly. still dont look like pandora. i move my way thru a street and i see big trees with very thick chains with a big padlock. i fly up the three and want to free it by opening the padlock. i unwind the tree from the chain and a couple is approaching me. i think now there is going to be trouble. they dont seem to amused with unchaining the tree but they dont accuse me. they just speak to each other. saying something about "thank god the pliers is still holding the tree on the top. i feel like continue my way and i suddenly remember basic one: finding a christmas present under a tree. i feel sure that it has to be right around the corner and fair enough i find a tree with a present and a little decoration. but it dont look like the typical christmas tree. i approach it and see even 3 or 4 presents. hm which one to choose? i pick the biggest and heaviest. i open it and i find a bag full of loafs of bread. i pick one and taste it. it tastes good. its a light and bright kind of bread. i open the next big present and i find 3 more loafs. hm boring presents i think and continue my way.I enter big field. i push myself up in the sky flying up and up. i feel pretty high and the sky slowly turns dark. but now i get a little unsecure about my flying and it wont work too good anymore. i decide to land on the top of a building. i enter a room and notice two friends? guys? i know. soon after i wake up

I didn't describe these dreams very good but thats fine.

First Lucid

I became lucid after being non lucid for a considerable amount of time. I had been inside a school where it felt like I was suppose to relive being in middle school or a highschool freshmen again. I ended up leaving though and became lucid after I somehow ended up playing super mario at my house. When the super mario thing finished I flew out into the yard covered in greenery than flew over the fence ready to tackle whatever came ahead. But after walking on the ground I noticed it was now covered in snow and there was a yellow spot I had stepped it. I touched it and fell on my knees. I also lost lucidity and was disgusted as I thought about how I could have touched the urine like that so carelessly.

Second Lucid

I was inside my old house and became lucid after stepping into the yard. Again it was covered in greenery but even more so now. There was even a huge tent like cloth hanging over a tree and attached to the ground. I went inside thinking of looking for Dawn but than bees surrounded me and I felt my pants being pulled up by a dc. I turned around to look for the dc but couldn't see them. The dream than shifted and I saw my yahoo email. I felt semi lucid now and was looking through the emails for something. A scene of Dawn than showed up in the corner of my eye where he asked someone how I was and that he had recieved my message but was ignoring it on purpose. Woke up after that.

Third Lucid

I became lucid on a street after being non lucid but woke myself up because I was tired of seeing the litte girl dc that follows me.


(I did not draw the pic)