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03.24.2012

Lucky Streak, Parents and Store, 3-Pointer & Hallway, Alyzarin and another Female?, Kyoto Sushi, Wayne Brady Attack (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I slept for a good amount of time, and woke up after a few dreams, which helped with me remembering certain categories before I slept again, so it helped tremendously with dream recall.

Dream 1: Lucky Streak

I'm in some type of old temple, and I'm getting all sorts of rare items on Runescape ranging from Dragon Implings to getting Verac's helm.

When I was searching inside of this temple, I go to my right, and find all sorts of gold, actual gold, not game gold. I saw pieces of meat in this stash, and was moving it around, there was a lot in this stash.

Dream 2: Parents and Store

I'm with my mother and father again, and we're going inside this store that's fairly dark, and it seems that it's our first time in this store. There's this Asian teenager who is probably around my age, sitting down in the middle of the store, probably just waiting until we're ready to buy.

My father is telling my I need a Transcription folder, I ask him why, but I can't remember if he responded to me. I shows me a folder that I can start using from the store shelf, and I go ahead and just take it from him since I felt I shouldn't care much over arguing for a folder.

My mother is buying a purse that costs like $59.99, and it looks a lot like the purse she's holding in the dream, only this time, it's round. The purse has that light brownish straw time of structure where the base is composed of being layered, kind of like the top of an apple pie.

I look at the purse she's buying and the purse she has on her wrist, and I almost wanted to tell her to not buy it, but I just stay in the back and let my father pay everything. After the finalize the payment and all that, I think the dream shifts.

I'm in the same store, only this time, I'm by myself, and I go there to buy some gum. I head to the same section where I bought the folder in the previous even before this first dream shift, and find the pack of gum is right there.

It's one of those single packs, and I thought it would be cheap, but apparently, 5 small packs of gum costs $7.00??? (I wasn't concerned about the price in the dream, just when I was awake).

I got one pack of gum, go to the cashier, and said I'll go and get more, I keep doing this for a while, and then he gets annoyed. He said he'll drop the price to where I buy a certain amount of packs for a what seemed like a cheaper price.

But I keep going back and forth for a while, and now he's practically begging me to make a decision by trying to come up with random offers that tempt me to stop going back for more gum.

I can't remember what happens next, but I do now there's another dream shift in this same store.

Dream shifts, and I'm in the same store again, but this time, the guy is showing me some videos that he made apparently. I told him that I'll watch them, just to be nice because he already set me up in a situation where if I said "No," he'd probably be sad because no one wants to see his videos.

I believe I sit down, and I watch the videos, and you know how you pretend to laugh just to make the other person feel better to think that they're funny?

I did that, but to the extreme, after watching more scenes of the videos, my laughter started to augment to the point where I had to breath for air for a few seconds, and then laugh insanely, just to make the guy feel a little bit better.

He didn't seem like the person to enjoy the job he has as a cash register in what seems to not be a popular store at all. After the video is done, I go up to him, still retaining my cheerful and pretentious acts of laughter and shake his hand.

I told him, "Man that was funny!!!!" as I'm continuing to laugh. Then I told him, "See you later!" and he looked happy that I enjoyed the video.

After I turn my back on him, I'm shifted into a different dreaming environment, and now that he's out of my freaking sight, it took a while for me to alter my visage because my cheeks were still a bit elevated from those series of false smiles and laughter.

It felt weird suddenly being happy and having a demented demeanor, but I didn't care, I didn't find the videos funny at all. To the right of me, the Third Tsuchikage from Naruto Shippuden seems to be in a tight situation.

Some type of material, it looks like it's a clay material or something that traps his arms and parts of his thigh region from moving. (Now that I'm awake, I think this is an association where I was watching Naruto Shippuden Episode 255 yesterday, but.......

Spoiler for Spoiler:

instead of Yamato being the one taken hostage by Kabuto, it seems the Tsuchikage gets caught instead

I believe I'm in third person perspective, or in spectator mode, and I see Tobi in his new mask and outfit from the anime. I can't see his eyes, the mask makes them pitch black, and he's looking down at the Third Tsuchikage as if he's going to use his visual prowess to interrogate him.

There are also people or creatures in white that are holding spears maybe 1-2 feet away from the Tsuchikage's neck region, and they're all in a radial formation, probably to make sure that if he tries to escape, they can easily stab him and kill him.

I can't remember what happens next. (It would make sense that I don't know what happens next because in Episode 255, there's another cliffhanger on what Tobi is going to do to the hostage).

Dream 3: Insane 3-Pointer shot & Line created Hallway

Now that I'm awake, this dream was so random and just plain weird.

I believe I'm in first person perspective for this part. I think I'm part of a team in a Basketball match, but there isn't a crowd or anything, it seems to be just for fun or something. (I don't like Basketball nor have I played it as a sport, don't know why I wasn't aware of this in the dream....).

Apparently, everyone is so amazing in this dream that it's really hard for both the teams to actually make a decent shot to the basket. There were several moments where it looked like one team was going to make it, but there were so many insane rebounds that it started to get irritating.

There were a lot of mishaps as well, like the ball rolling down the court because one person lost control of the ball after the person try to do a steal, but it always ended up being one person getting it back really quick, and then another doing a another steal.

After this really really irritating process, finally someone makes a shot to the basket, but they had to be really close to it so that they wouldn't get rebounded.

Everyone starts to cheer for the team that the person who made the shot in, and I'm still not aware if I'm on that team or the other team. But while they're doing their little group together, a crowd suddenly manifests out of nowhere.

I have a basketball in my hand, and I decided to why not try to attempt to make an 3-pointer? I go beyond the line that is needed for the shot to be a 3-pointer, and I make it with ease. I tried to remember how to hold the ball and all, and I honestly thought I wouldn't have made the shot because it was just awkward holding the ball, but I did it.

I don't think the crows really cared much about the almost impossible shot I just made, maybe a couple of "OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHs," but they were focusing on the winning team. I wonder if I was just the half-time segment, but the game was over, so I don't think it could've been me being the half-time "entertainment."

Everyone starts lining up, and by this time, I forget about the basketball players completely. Everyone is forming a line from two sides to make a small hallway for random DCs to pass by them and touch their hands or something like they're celebrities.

There were a few familiar faces, but just by the outlines and some basic parts of their visage. I noticed that all the female DCs that pass through this line created hallway wore transparent white gloves.

And when I touched their hand, something felt wet, like they dabbed some hand sanitizer in advance before interacting with others.

I wondered why they would do this if they were wearing gloves, but I guess it was for the safety of the fans or people touching them, since there were a lot of people where it would be a concern about germs spreading.

Then things get even weirder, now the whole thing is like a miniature parade. I see glass containers passing by, and Stewie from Family guy is nearly in all of them in different positions.

I put my finger near the glass, and Stewie is extremely engrossed with the movement of my fingers because his eyes are moving around to find the finger's path like a hawk.

Then another glass container of Stewie appears, and the last one I believe is where he commits suicide by shooting a gun right at his face, but I didn't see the animation for it, he was just dead laying on the floor within the glass container.

I can't anything else from that dream.

Dream 4: Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide?

I'm in an environment that represents a section of Texas A&M at College Station. There are a lot of trees and most of the walking paths have the same composition with the gray pebbles and rocks plastered to make a smooth but slightly bumpy surface to it.

I believe I was sitting down with a female. I think she was blonde, bleached blonde hair to be precise. (Alyzarin told me how her DG looked like she was bleach blonde in her last DJ entry where the DC appeared really fast near her, and how she tried to kick the DC out of reflex).

I don't know what I was talking to the woman for, but I do remember her getting off the stone bench outside that we were sitting on, and she was about to walk over some weird looking puddle of water that made fairly long distance from one side to another.

I tried to motion my hand to inform the girl to not cross it over. To me, I could feel like the water was acidic to where it could damage the girl. I believe she catches my hand motion, and walks to the left, avoiding the water.

I couldn't tell her expression, and I basically watch her carefully, because I felt like she was a bit ditzy at the time, and I didn't want her to go over the acidic water. Even though she looked like she was confused (Alyzarin told me she does tend to do ditzy and random things in her non-lucids) she felt like an independent being rather than a DC that disappeared if I ignored them for a while. I couldn't really control her actions, or make her disappear

(This is the reason why I believe it could've been Alyzarin or her potential Dream Guide, because most of the time I meet a blonde in my dreams, they were more concerned about me rather than me being worried about them).

She goes somewhere safe, probably 10-20 feet of where I'm still sitting on the stone bench. It seems to be some stone structure that can be use as desk (to some extent) for writing notes or something.

We're still outside of course, and after awhile, I decided to get up come closer to this female.

I wanted to call out her name, but I felt that I shouldn't because for some odd reason, I felt like I was being watched by another person, or maybe I was just paranoid of the few DCs that were randomly going their own ways.

So what I did is take out a random blank college ruled paper, and I believe it was folded already, or I actually was folding it a few times to make it into a smaller rectangular shape.

I'm close to the female, a little bit too close, but that wasn't an issue with her. I took out a blue ink pen, and before I write anything down, I look around to make sure no one isn't near me, and I started to write down a message to her.

I think it was acknowledging why I did the hand motions to her because I was concerned that the stagnant water was bit too acidic for her to cross safely.

I believe the same female I'm near was wearing a green shirt (or some set of cool colors from blue to green), with a small dress jacket and wearing a dress bottom.

(Now that I'm awake typing this, I noticed another DC, but I didn't pay too much attention to the person, but now I'm getting collective events from this, this really is something worth noting).

The female (I'm sure it's a female because of the description I'm going to give right now) who is right next to this female I'm giving the note that could be Alyzarin's DG or her, she has short black hair.

(Alyzarin told me the girls she met in a recent DJ entry, she had short black hair, kind of like the lady on Melanieb's avatar when I asked for more description of the girl she met in a conversation I had with her).

The reason why I'm concerned about this, is because I know I was paranoid about other DCs near me, because I didn't want to them to see the message I was giving to the female that could've been Alyzarin or the bleached blonde she met in her dreams.

And if there was a DC near the female I was with, obviously, I wouldn't have continued finishing writing my message to her, but I didn't even mind the lady with the short black hair's presence at all.

In fact, I think I was mentioning this message to the BOTH of them. The short black haired female is looking down at the message I'm writing along with the bleached blonde.

After I finish writing it, I think I give it to the female close to me.

I can't remember what happened next from the dream. But from what I'm interpreting from it, there's three possibilities:

1. I met Alyzarin in a non-lucid shared dream, who is probably blonde or bleached blonde in real life (or her dream body), and the black haired female is the person she met in a Dream Journal Entry of hers.

2. I met the bleached blonde that had super speed in another entry Alyzarin had, and the black haired female with short hair was probably Alyzarin's dream body or both her waking life body and the dream body.

3. I met both two women that Alyzarin met in her two entries, and not Alyzarin herself.

So maybe I was giving a message to whatever possibility it could've been to the two females I'm close to.

I can't wait to see Alyzarin's dreams now. But don't be suggestible to the things I experienced though.

To contradict what I said about being highly suggestible, the bleach blonde I met, I believe she had freckles, and that just augmented her pure state.

Everything about her was so....innocent and naive, and yet, I could tell that she could hold her own just fine. It's just...I don't know...that just made me attracted towards her.

Dream 5: Kyoto Sushi Restaurant

It's night time in this dream, and I'm at the intersection where there's several bars and other fast food mini stores in front of me.

It seems I'm heading back to my apartment, seeing as I can see the fast food areas in front of me. When the green light turns on, I immediately get a good speed from my bicycle.

I turned my face to the back to see if there were any vehicles behind me, and I wanted to signal that I wanted to go left to the area where people hanged out in bars and payed for parking.

There's this red ford vehicle I believe, but before I could signal my left hand that I'm going left, it seems the person knows I'm trying to move to the lane they're in rather than me staying on the bicycle lane.

But I was confused because they slowed down, but I also didn't want to advance forward even if I did acknowledge them slowing down for me to pass by.

I let the vehicle pass, and immediately went on the other lane to my left.

The lane to the left of me (which would be the right lane if I was going opposite) had some cars lined up, and normally when the "Walk" signal initiates , when it's almost close to 0, usually the lane to the left of me are able to go ahead and move.

I believe I still hear the timer making the beeping tick sounds, so I quickly steered left to the shortcut I take, just in time before the vehicles lined up started to move.

Then for a few seconds when I was steering to the left, probably a few seconds of slow motion, I see the Kyoto Sushi Restaurant that I go to sometimes. The lights inside the place are dim, as if they're closing, but I knew that they should still be open until 2 AM I believe.

I had the temptation to go go park my bicycle to the metal bars for it to the right of the mini-restaurant, but I decided I shouldn't waste my money when I could just use the food at my apartment.

But the dream shifts to where I'm suddenly teleported inside the Restaurant, and the blonde female waiter that I usually meet who knows what I want since I only come for Chicken or Beef Fried rice asked me if I wanted it To-Go.

I say yes, and I'm still puzzled on why I was here. It seemed the place wasn't getting a lot of business tonight, and the blonde waiter was excited that someone like me came inside.

I could see the look on her face that they finally got someone to place an order, and that sort of made me feel more sympathetic that when I got my meal (which I already ate even though it was supposed to be To-go), I told them I'll be back really soon.

So in response to that, another waiter was nice to me to open the backdoor to the restaurant for me to head to my apartment. She had to push the door and stay on the side to keep it open for me to head out.

I go outside, and now I'm walking to my apartment, and I tell them again that I'll be right back, and it seems they're really happy for this.

Then I noticed, they have my bicycle inside the store, but I ignore this because I'll be coming back anyway. The dream environment is completely different now.

Instead of going through Traditions at Northgate's parking garage (outside the entrance of them, not within them) and the bicycle racks set to the right like normal, the place is completely barren with just green grass.

There's a gray metal fence, and I tried to find an metal door to go through, and I see there's one to my right that is open. I go to it, and it starts to rain a little bit, the path that I'm taking is a diagonal dirt road.

I figured that since it's drizzling for a little bit, I can go ahead and run in this path without worrying about my shoes getting muddy. As I'm near the end of this off-road path, I see some people hanging around near a mini-apartment complex.

It should've been an abandoned house from waking life that was near my apartment complex, but I ignored this abnormality.

As I'm running towards the end, I hear some guy having a conversation with probably two females, but I didn't pay attention to their facades or body composition too much, just voices, and I knew people were outside.

The guy was talking about how it could run from her to Katy Mills in under an hour. I'm still running to my apartment, and I have his words lingering in my mind for a moment.

How could someone run from College Station to Katy Mills if getting to Katy takes at least a 90 minute drive with moderate traffic.

This was probably the moment that would've made me lucid because I was analyzing for a few seconds on that abnormality of how he could run that fast to Katy mills, but the thought disappears sadly.

I turn my attention to going inside my apartment, and I checked my wallet to see how much physical cash I had, since I didn't want to use the debit card for it to show up on the bank statement or whatever.

I believe I had three dollars, just like I did in waking life, but as I'm going through counting the money anyway, I see one five dollar bill.

Then another, and another, and another, and probably another one to where I think I have 30 bucks in cash. I was kind of surprised, seeing as I was searching for any dollar bills I had hanging around in my apartment.

I can't remember anything else that happened after that, but I assume I'm heading back to the Kyoto restaurant to make another order and get my bicycle back.

Dream 5: Wayne Brady Sneak Attack

It appears that I'm in third person perspective, and I don't realize that I'm playing a video game simulation until later on in the dream.

I'm balancing on a high ledge beam, and Wayne Brady seems to be patrolling around the area. I have to be careful of balancing on the beam I'm on, and the beams that I will be jumping off from, because if I hang on the ledges with my hands, Wayne Brady will figure me out.

He was wearing khaki jeans and a light blue sweater or light blue shirt. When he turns his back on me, I jump from one beam to another.

I continue this one or two times, until I find I can't jump from the last beam to drop down and attack him because there's a thin and long stone column separating me from jumping to it.

I was right in front of this, and I'm positioned to where I all of my feet are on the beam rather than only the middle section on the beam.

The only way I could get to the other beam is if I grabbed on the long and thin stone column, and make a radial rotation with my body to land on the other side.

I didn't want to do that because there was the risk of me falling from the beam and hanging from it with my hands.

So when Wayne Brady turned his back on me, I dropped down, slowly walked towards him, and found he was going to turn around, so I quickly move around so he wouldn't see me with peripheral vision.

Then when he's walking back to near one of his guarding areas, before he could turn, there's a split second moment of white streaks of light shining, kind of like how you do a Speed Kill in Prince of Persia: The Thrones. (the video below is what I mean by flashing streaks of light)



Then I realize I'm playing a video game, because my fingers are trying to tap on the game controller like crazy, but it's not working, so instead, I think my consciousness shifted back to actually being the character trying to attack Wayne Brady.

Wayne Brady turns around, and before he could respond, out of instinct, I tackled him, which made him fall off the ledge into a deep bit.

(Whoooooops seems I screwed up there, but I again, I'm assuming the objective was to attack and kill him.).

Then I hear a voice that's mentioning Jay-Z, and how if he forces you to take my vitamins or whatever, kill him as well.

I think I did, but I can't remember too much after accidentally pushing Wayne Brady towards his death into a deep pit.

03.22.2012

Parking Lot, Principal, Auron Passes Out? (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Parking Lot

I'm outside, and it's night time, and I'm just going around, but it seems all I'm doing is looking at all of the vehicles in this fairly wide parking lot.

Dream 2: Principal

I'm laying still in my bed, with my eyes closed. I notice that lights are on, and I hear some random song playing in the background.

I asked myself, "Am I Dreaming?" I do a nose plug reality check, and I am. I'm still worried about opening my eyes to quickly, so instead of opening them, I slowly get up by first starting to lifting the top region of my body from the bed.

And then I slowly moved my legs to the left off from the bed and as I'm getting up completely, my eyes open naturally.

I'm in a completely different dream environment, I'm not in my apartment at all. It seems I was resting at a room in some type of school building.

The first person I see to the right of me is a lady sitting on a small sofa chair. She looks like a ginger, with some orange to red hair, and I can tell she's fairly shorter than me.

I'm smiling that I'm lucid dreaming for once, without caring if I'll wake up, and she's smiling too.

I try to form words to talk to her, but things are a little bit difficult for me because I find that when I do speak, it's like I'm speaking through a fan, basically, my voice is distorted, and so is the lady sitting down.

She looks like she is around her 30s or 40s, and she looks like a fairly cheerful person because she's smiling at me most of the time.

I get closer to her a bit, and I go to the right side from my perspective, which would be her left side. I look down, and I try to talk to her again, and the words are sounding less twisted.

I asked her who she was, and before she starts to speak, things are going a little bit slow at the time. So in my mind, I was thinking to myself some negative things that she could be saying to me, like "Just randomly try to kill to me or something!"

I don't know why, it's just that I expected something bad to happen, but then I thought, "Nahhh, she's not going to do that to me," because she's obviously happy to see that I'm here.

The last time I met a ginger, she tried to suck my energy, but I could tell she was a cheerful person, despite her needing my help by letting her suck my energy. This one was a bit more stable.

I believe she tells me that she's the Principal or something like that, maybe "User Principal," but that's just pushing it a bit too much on presumptions.

She's walking with me down the hall, and before I pay attention to her (I'm still walking with her, just thinking about something in the meantime), there are glass walls, and you can see what's outside and everything.

To my left is a mini-pathway with a lot of plants, almost like a mini-garden, but I didn't pay too much attention to it.

The principal DC was telling me some things, but I can't remember all that she said, I think I had another dream scene split for a few seconds where she said she had sex, all forms of it, but I'm not too sure on that, because I was expecting her to say that.

I see we're headed for a dark corner in the path we're heading to, but I didn't mind, I'm just focused on the ginger short lady beside me. I see two people outside the glass wall to my left, and it's a boy and a girl.

The girl has black hair, and the boy, I can't really make out a decent image from him, I didn't pay attention to both of them, just for a few seconds, and then found myself getting closer and closer to the darkness in the hall way.

Suddenly, I can't freaking breath. Shit is getting crazy, what the fuck is going on!!?!? My chest is being pressed as well.

I almost fall on my back, but my leg supports me in time, and my hand is near my heart, and I feel liquid coming from my chest to my mouth. (Now that I'm awake recalling this, it could've been spit building up from resting on my backside lol, and I was probably choking in my own spit).

I'm still wondering what the fuck is going on, and while I'm busy trying to breath, I look to my right and see the short lady there by my side still, I thought she was luring me to the darkness to fuck me over or something, but it seems she's supporting my back to make sure I don't collapse.

I think I turn around to the left to see the couple outside again, then back to the lady, and then I wake up.

It was another false awakening, but I slept it off to even care. I remember the alarm saying it was 6 AM or so.

Woke up seeing it was around 5 AM. God, that freaking dream, Kaomea, I swear, that better not have been a demon by my side trying to make me choke indirectly, but but....she was helping me not fall down though. Ugh...I don't know anymore...

Then again, it's easy for me to presume that it's just spit building up and me choking from it.

Dream 3: Auron Passes Out?

I'm riding my bike down a road hill near where I live. I decided to steer left to stop and think about something. I get a flashing news video clip that Auron was a college student who passed out, apparently he used a hammer or something like that.

I think he even made his own book, and is most likely selling it through the news promotion while admitting he lucid dreams.

03.18.2012

Stay Right Here, One shot, Blonde & Kitty, Killing Spree, Bacon and Anderj101, Starbucks, Steve Jobs (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Spoiler for Extra information:

It seems that I'm getting way better categorizing my dreams now. In fact, after these two dreams, when I woke up again, I focused on what I seemed to be key points in each dream.

And to make sure it wasn't just pure luck that I remembered these dreams after sleeping 7+ hours overall, I distracted myself by doing other things like fiddling around with my wireless connection settings and all that fun stuff.

I went back to my DJ, and remembered things like Kitty, Starbucks, Bacon, Tennis, etc. And I was able to remember all of them pretty well. But I did have some gaps, but they weren't really that interesting in the first place.

Dream 1: Stay Right Here....

I'm in a classroom, and Lucille Ball from "I Love Lucy" is the teacher. At first I am not taking notice of this, I'm mainly focusing on the fact that there's a bunch of random people here.

After a while, it seems that students start to head out of class one by one, then it feels like they're getting even more scared every time one leaves. After a while, there's only a few people left, and I can't really remember the girl to boy ratio, but I saw Lucille roll her eyes a little bit.

She said something about us staying right here, and she's declaring this as if we're her possessions. I try not to worry too much, but I remember a flash before this where one student that I thought was tough freaked out.

I pretended as if I was afraid of him by purposefully sucking up to him and asking that a tough guy like him should be able to handle this type of situation. I felt kind of bad being sadistic in my own way because his response was that he wants to get the hell out of here basically.

Poor guy, guess he was just being tough on the outside. Then the dream is back to where I'm in the classroom with the Lucille look a like. She's being a little quiet, but she's making sure that no one else leaves the classroom.

I'm still assuming she's a crazy fuck who wants to make us her play things, but the women in this dream seemed to be perfectly okay with that, or maybe I was paranoid in this dream. I couldn't pick off any kind of fear from these women, if there would be one, it would just be a small expression of being bored.

I think Lucille started to write on the chalkboard "QJ" or "JQ," and it was in red writing I believe with a thin yellow outline or some kind of bright color. Then Lucille said something that sparked an interest to the women in this classroom.

She said something about a workout plan that we're going to do, and one of girls were filled with joy, and I think they even said that feel like things are going to get better or something like that.

I think this whole time, I'm pretty much the only guy in the classroom, at least from my perspective.

I'll just stop there, because I feel I'm just assuming the women's feelings if I continue.

Dream 2: One shot Kills

I'm in a Call of Duty type of simulation dream again, and apparently the mode that's set is all weapons have a one shot kill. I become aware of this because I see the menu and an option hovering over what seems to be one hit kills, or something related to it.

I'm in this weird place that is mostly water, so there's a lot of mini wooden bridges, with some mini-huts that help link to other bridges. It feels like I'm in a jungle, and I'm actually in the water looking up so I can do a sneak attack to random people in the battle field.

I see one person crouching wearing camouflage, and I'm literally just a few inches of him noticing I'm right below him. So I take out a weapon, and I'm not paying attention to what it is, but I shoot him.

It fails the first shot, so I try shooting again, again, nothing works. Then I start spamming the shit out of the weapon. Nothing works, I KNOW I AM SHOOTING HIM, I mean, I'm THIS close from him, missing a shot from this distance would either mean I'm have the competence of shit, or I'm having problems with weapons actually killing people in my dream.

Then the dream shifts to where I pick other victims, but this time, I think they realize I'm there, and this time, the water that I thought I was using as a means to do a sneak attack is completely gone. At first things seem to be going at normal time, and by that, I mean seeing things in a logical smooth transition.

Then when I lose grip on holding on to the edge of the mini wooden bridges, everything goes in slow-motion. Even though I'm basically falling, I'm still shooting this person who is also shooting me in slow-motion.

Things get even slower, and I see a bullet that's slowly coming towards me, and then the first person perspective changes to third person perspective where I see my arms spread out and my legs out. Basically, my body is in a "U" shape formation, probably just conforming to the gravity occurring.

The bullet is getting closer and closer, and I try to do something about it, and the bullet has a light gold tint to it, but that wasn't my main concern.

The dream either fades or I'm just too afraid of the bullet actually making lethal contact with my body.

Spoiler for Extra information on what I did for a failed WILD:

To be honest, things were so slow that I had many chances to try and destroy the bullet by warping it to some other dimension, or even avoid it by just doing some kind of teleportation.

I woke up after 4-4.5 hours of sleep to recall the two dreams above, and then stayed up for an hour for a WBTB. I tried my best to relax myself, and I felt myself yawning a lot, so I finally prepared to hopefully do a successful WILD.

I laid still for a while paying attention to my breathing, letting go of being aware of my breathing, and then coming back to it. I even rolled around a few times, trying not to be too anxious or worried about the time that's passing by.

I find that my body was getting even more tired after I rolled over to my right after being on my left side. I should've stayed on the left side, since I could've pulled off a WILD there. But again, I failed and ended up being unconscious and just remembering non-lucids.

Dream 3: Blonde & Kitty

I'm in this random neighborhood, and the sky sort of gray, it almost feels like it's going to rain or something. It has that mystical feel to it, the weather just felt like it was perfect, and the gray clouds were soothing in some way to me.

I'm walking on a sidewalk, and to the left of me is a long white fence I believe, maybe it was another color, but my first assumption is that it was coated with white paint.

As I'm going forward in this random neighborhood, in fact, everything is in third-person perspective for a while, and then I notice a cat resting on the edge of the window outside of a house.

It was on a pretty high window, and the cat looked like it passed out or something, because it really looks like it's having a good time sleeping to not be concerned about possibly falling down in its sleep.

I look at it for a while, and then I turn around and I see a female in front of me? I know it was a female, and maybe she was a Brunette, or even a Redhead, or blonde, I'm not too sure on this.

Then I hear a cat meow for a few seconds, and it seems it's the same cat that took a nap high above the edge of the window of a two-story house. It got closer to me, and I heard it purring for a while.

I thought it was going to rub itself on my leg and purr, but it came closer to the female in front of me who is standing on the edge of the sidewalk. The cat is trying to get her attention, and it eve pokes her near her ankles for a while.

Then it starts touching near her waist by extending its body a little bit, and I realized this cat is a little bit longer than your average cat.

I believe the girl turns around to see the cat is interested in her, but I didn't see her face immediately, despite her turning around to see what was all the commotion with the cat touching her and everything.

Then I turn my face to the right, and I see a blonde. She's wearing a small white hoodie jacket most likely, light blue jeans, and I believe a blue shirt underneath the white hoodie.

She comes closer and closer to me, and I believe she's mentioning the content on my Zune HD, and how I have promiscuous videos in it, but when I look at it, I only see a small random clip of an Episode of Danny Phantom.

(I don't even have Danny Phantom on my Zune HD, nor was a I huge fan of it anyway. I mean, I watched it whenever I had the chance a LONG time ago, but that's just it).

I didn't really see anything bad on the Zune HD, but for some reason, I agreed with her because I still felt ashamed of what was in it. She started to mention other things, but I forgot most of them.

Dream 4: Killing Spree

I'm in a building that's fairly dark, I believe me and three random DCs have to kill a group of people. There were 4 windows, and each of us were assigned to a specific window, and I had the one to the right that was south of the other one.

I don't know what weapon I'm using, but I'm assuming it has an explosive attachment, since I'm trying to blow up a huge vehicle that is slightly left of my perspective. I try to kill the person inside the vehicle first with regular gun ammo.

He finds me and looks at me like he's scared, and starts running, but I end up shooting him after missing for a while. The thing is, I don't really recall him actually dying or at least seeing his corpse.

After I presumably killed him, I started to shoot the vehicle he was in, and hopefully see that it would blow up or something, but it doesn't work.

Dream 5: Bacon Fast Food & Anderj101 in an Adult Scene???????

It's bright outside and I believe I'm with my father, we're going to some fast food that seems that it uses a lot of bacon. We go inside, and I look up at the menu above and see that there isn't a lot of options other than bacon, bacon with eggs, more bacon, and some other stuff I couldn't remember.

My father is trying to ask one of the employees a question, and I'm trying to nudge at him to make him stop, but it seems he's just ignoring me. I look at one of the employees who is a female. She's kind of overweight, and she's wearing Khaki pants or light brown pants, and she's wearing your typical fast food uniform.

The uniform mostly consisted of light yellow and dark gold colors, and it seems like she's a new employee, since I see her reading the instructions on how to make something. It looks like she's using a glass container to store some things like a huge block of cheese to fit its rectangular shape.

She adds some rice on top of it along with a few extra small blocks of cheese while reading the instructions in front of her. She starts to mix if up a little, and then something random came up in my mind.

The store seems to sell custom made photos of people who come to the restaurant often, and apparently, Anderj101 is their #1 customer!

As I'm scrolling down this list, I see nothing but Anderj101 pictures, like him wearing a party hat, or with a small dog, and many things. It was funny seeing all these pictures of him, until a video clip came up of him engaging in sex scene with a lady and some other guy.

He was in a double penetration porn video shoot, and I just can't process my expression after seeing this. I think he even says one point in the video, "Look what I can do!"

Dream fades and he starts to abuse this woman along with the guy doing the same to the lady as well.

Dream 6: Starbucks Conversation?

I'm at Starbucks, and they're keeping the place fairly dark with small lighting. I'm waiting in line, and after it's my turn, there's this girl who skips me, but I let her skip me for some reason because I didn't want to start some type of petty conflict.

The employee near the cash register saw this and didn't let the girl choose her order, and I think she says that she can after I get to pick what I wanted, so in a way, my silence was rewarded.

I chose the Vanilla bean milkshake Frappuncino thing, and I ordered it in Venti. I wait a while for it, but I can't remember actually getting it. The dream shifts to where I am holding it most likely, and I go to a random seat, and I see a few familiar faces.

I saw a girl that looked like Jasmine that I know in waking life, and I believe another person who looked like Kevin. Let's call him Kevin G.

They're asking me some random questions and are smiling, and they usually are people that smile at me a lot when talking to me, and usually had small conversations while they were working when I went grocery shopping.

I don't remember what they were asking me, but I sit there for a while and forgot everything after that.

Dream 7: Meeting Steve Jobs??

It's afternoon, and I believe I'm calling a person named James that was ranked #2 in a High School I went to in academics.

I asked him if he knew about the event for the tennis team, and he confirms that he knows about this and says that he's going. I tell him all right and told him goodbye.

Then I started to walk funny. You usually take a step to balance yourself for the other step, but I stretched my legs a bit further reach step, as if I was trying to rush to get somewhere. I could feel my legs going faster than normal, and I was worried that I might start sweating near the bottom region of my body.

The environment feels like I'm at A&M at College Station, along with other structures that were probably contained in my unconscious from other large areas. I continue walking funny by stretching my legs far away from my body than usual, and I see two males riding a bicycle.

They looked like twins, and they were wearing dark sports clothing. They took a break to stop and drink some water or whatever it is they're drinking, and they're doing it simultaneously!

So before they're almost done with their drinks, I decided to move up a little bit to pass them so that I wouldn't have to wait for them to ride their bikes perpendicular from the direction I was going.

I move up a large set of steps, and as I'm heading towards the left to go down to another set of wide steps, I see Steve Jobs just walking by with long gray business pants and a black shirt.

I believe as I'm passing by him, and even before I saw him, I heard voices on people saying that others shouldn't have some kind of new interest in Steve Jobs accomplishments this late in time of his death.

That's all I remember sadly. I'm not really trying to attempt MILDs, DILDs, or anything like that for now because WILDs are going to be the only thing that will increase my chance in finding Kaomea and Alyzarin.

The other methods just don't cut it anymore, so I guess I'll be going through a lot of moments being pissed that I missed a lot of opportunities to go into the dream state directly after WBTBs.

03.16.2012

Northgate Fight, Blackout at Parking Garage? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Northgate Fight

Some guy in a jacket I believe is facing some random DC that I can't remember. He grabs the person and literally throws them down on the ground.

He starts moving around a bit, waiting for the person to get back up again, and he is watching the person like a hawk. Then I see a flashing image of Elder Toguro, where he's going to extend his fingers and has a cutlass just like in the DJ entry a few days before where I posted a picture of him.

Then the same person that throws the person on the ground, for some reason, I'm suddenly on the ground, and I have my arms up to try and defend myself because I think he might attack us next.

He isn't even paying attention to us, but he turns to us, and I think he tries to attack us, but he was just faking it just to make us flinch.

Dream 2: Blackout at Parking Garage?

I am walking with someone, it feels like I'm walking with Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, but I'm not too sure on that, I remember him walking somewhere, I saw him in a perspective where you see his bottom region up close while he walks slowly towards my view.

I only remember something causing a blackout, and a few lights going on and off of what seems to be me inside a parking garage.

This dream probably is related to the first one because Traditions at Northgate in College Station has a parking garage for people who rent rooms there.

Oh, and apparently, Kaomea had some guys help me when I barely remembered much about being in the parking garage, so I might as well add a tag for Kaomea.

Here's her entry: http://www.dreamviews.org/blogs/kaom...tsunami-30878/

03.15.2012

Laundromat & Coin Machine, Girl in a Pure White Dress, Tutor, Lizard (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Laundromat & Coin Machine

I'm inside some random laundromat, and I'm waiting for a vacant washing machine to put my clothes in. After waiting for a few minutes, I see one machine is almost done, and the person next to it, I'm assuming it's their clothes.

What made me assume it was almost done was hearing it do a Final Rinse, and everything sounded light, so once it stopped, I immediately opened it and then moved back quickly. The person was looking at me in a "okaaaaaaay?" face.

It was as if I was trying to portray to them that I was pissed that they're taking so bloody long to realize their clothes are finished, but it ended with me just holding it back when I quickly moved back; it was sort of a non-violent aggressive attempt that ended with a few seconds of feeling ashamed.

Since it would take some time for this person to take OUT their clothes, I decided that I should going ahead and convert the cash in my hand into quarters for the machines. I walk through this aisle of machines, ignoring all the people's facial structures, and I go towards the coin machine in the aisle right of me.

From here, I'm not sure the order of what happened, but I'll just mention what I think went on at first.

I try to put some cash (paper money) inside the machine, and it ends up printing out this paper of useless information that I can't remember. I'm wondering what the hell is this crap is, and so in response to this random printing, I chew on the paper and form it into a ball.

Then when it's finally formed into a ball, I get a pair of scissors, I don't know where they came from, but they appear in my hand. I believe it was purple with some white inside the holes to put your finger in, which would make sense since I have a purple one in my apartment. (I guess it was easier for my mind to use that association for it to manifest a scissors without me knowing of it).

It felt kind of funny trying to cut up the balled up paper saturated with my spit and everything, but I don't blame myself for doing it, it was my fear of certain information that could've been about me that I wanted to cut up into pieces, since I have a slight fear with receipts or papers that go to the trash, but could contain information about my debit card or something like that.

I continue cutting up the balled up and wet paper, and I really try to cut this thing into small little pieces, then after a while, I just give up and throw the rest of it in the trash that is conveniently placed next to the coin machine.

I put in $5 in the machine, and I have a cup in my hand that resembles the same small and transparent rice measuring cup that I use for storing the coins in waking lief. (don't worry I clean the cup when I'm going to make rice in real life )

I hear the machine jingling and moving stuff inside a little, and the coins come out through the small semi-circular dome that's upside down to contain the coins. I get the coins with my left hand, and then I realize I have the rice measuring cup in my hand, and I put them in there.

Then I put another $5 in the machine, but it doesn't accept it, and it comes back out. I look at the money, and I didn't really pay attention too much in this non-lucid, but the face on the dollar was Benjamin Franklin instead of Andrew Jackson.

I was so irritated by the machine not accepting this cash that I didn't bother to check that I'm really trying to put $100 or a $5 bill with the wrong face on it. I also realized that the paper money came out with the face facing towards me.

So I decide to flip it around to where the face is a away from me, and the machine finally accepts it. I don't know if I got the coins out of the machine, but I think I shift my attention towards a random DC that has their top region naked.

The person looked like they came out of an Anime or something, then they turn around to me, and I see that it's Tobi from Naruto Shippuden. I don't know what I'm asking of him, but the conversation was pretty quick, maybe just me trying to know something and moving on with my path in this dream.

Dream 2: Girl in a Pure White Dress

I'm in an environment that feels like it's near my apartment complex. It's daytime, and the weather seems calm, the clouds seem just fine, perfect weather in fact. I don't know what I'm riding, it feels like I'm riding a car, but at the same time I feel like I'm riding my bicycle since it's my primary mode of transportation to get somewhere in College Station.

I come up to the end of the road that I'm on, I look left and right for any incoming cars, and I have to move a little bit more since there were a few cars left and right that were blocking even my peripheral vision and direct vision as well.

I move up, and I look on left side again, without looking at the right side again, and I continue to move forward to where I go into this somewhat run down area. I try to find somewhere to park the bicycle I'm on. (I know it's my bicycle now because I remember I'm not really steering any kind of wheels)

The reason why it takes a while for me to find a place to park because in my mind, I feel lik I'm driving a car, but I know I'm riding a bicycle, so I should've looked for bicycle racks to lock my bike near to.

I try to pay attention to these empty parking spaces, because some look like they're reserved only for the people who live around this area, and I didn't want to get the bicycle towed (LOL bicycle being towed...LOL).

I go a little bit further and see there's some spot that says "Medium-sized Vehicles," and these vehicles really were medium sized, in fact, if I were to get close to them, they would only reach up to near the top level of my crotch region.

I go to this area, and I get ready to lock my bike. I get the key out, and then I realize where the heck is the actual locking mechanism for the key to lock the bike.

I search my backpack, and I move around my hand like I'm picking a random piece of paper in a magician's hat or something instead of actually using my eyes to see what's inside. I feel the bicycle lock (it's one of those with a small locking container with thick wires covered in black and flexible plastic material to wrap around the wheel of your bike) and lock my bicycle.

Paying attention to my peripheral vision, I see three random guys sitting down near where I am, and they're just chilling. They're talking about something, and I'm looking over at one dude for a while for some odd reason, but then I noticed he had a Zune HD in his hand.

I was going to get into a conversation about how he has a Zune HD, and mention that I have one as well. In fact, I was just about to engage in this predictable conversation with this DC, but immediately, a girl in a pure white dress comes in out of nowhere.

She obviously needs help, and she's asking me where some place is, I believe she asked where is room 208 located at.

Because she came in at a time where I was just developing a thought process, I told her in a rushed voice, "Don't worry, I'll show you where it is."

She pauses, and I can feel her shy and surprised state of mind, because it seemed she was asking the guys instead of me. I was going to start my conversation with the guy with the Zune HD, but I stopped and decided to walk along with this female in this elegant white dress.

My image of her dress wasn't too vivid, but I know it was a white dress, and everything else was vivid to me. I continue walking with her, and I asked her again if it was Room 206 or 208.

Then I realized she was talking about my Political Science Class 206, but she said she's looking for 208 since she already took 206. After that, I showed her to the room 208, and it just so happens that this is the room that I'm going to apparently.

As we're walking down the steps to find our seats in the somewhat large lecture room, I could feel her trying to develop something to say to me as a means to thank me for helping her.

So she started out by putting her hand in front of me to shake. I believe she said her name was Rosie (I didn't ask for her to spell it out unfortunately), and she's really happy for me helping her.

I responded by shaking her hand and telling her, "I'm Brandon, it's nice to meet you." I thought she was going to go further to the front seats with me, seeing as it's probably her first time in this room.

But a friend calls her by the name of "Angie," and she hears her and goes near her. I was going to go further to the front row, but I decided to try and sit one seat below her row by sitting at seat at the edge of the row.

There was a person one seat to the right of where I was going to sit, so I asked him if anyone is going to sit here.

He says "Yes," and I swore he was irritated by me asking, but I won't bother remembering his demeanor, I just know he was wearing a black shirt. (Now that I think about it, it was funny have the guy in the black dress shirt, and the girl I helped in the pure white dress just a few feet from each other....it was like seeing light and dark).

So because he said "Yes," instead of me feeling awkward from this, I decided to move up to where Rosie/Angie was sitting by, and I asked if anyone was sitting next to her.

Then her friend, that looked somewhat familiar, but I couldn't get a good facial pattern from her said something about me being left-handed, and that I should sit in between the two of them since the seats next to them where for right handed people. I didn't mind this at all, and was surprised she mentioned this about me.

I can't remember much after that other than sitting between Rosie/Angie to my right and her cheerful friend to the left of me.

Dream 3: Tutor

I am inside a review session for something, because when I see a student up front, I immediately assume it's just for review on an exam. They were talking about something, and I'm just in that passive mode of just taking information in without actually synthesizing it into tangible information like I usually do during lecture classes.

Then I realize I should move to another room because another tutor is having a review session for something else. And the person in the room tutoring was a girl that looked like Erica.

This Erica look a like was wearing a sweater with black tights that covered basically her thighs and part of her knees, and I'm not really paying attention to the things she's saying. After a while, I decided to leave, and I head for a few double doors, only to find that we can't go through because of some maintenance going on.

I decided to go to the far left double doors, same thing, I can't go there because of the same issue. I see someone who looks like a security guard, so I decided to tap his arm a little bit, and then I found some people walking up from some other set of double door, so I told the guy "Never mind," and proceeded to go downstairs.

Dream 4: Lizard

I'm outside, and I'm sitting near some bench with other students, and the teacher or whoever was in charge of some event that I'm not too keen of remembering well.

We were doing a bunch of random things, and I swore I saw a lizard come out of a guy's pocket, but that's all I remember.

03.14.2012

Biology Professor Office Hours, Chemistry Professor & Chalkboard, Riding a Motorcycle on Snaky Sidewalk, Someone posts IRL image of themselves (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Most of these were really vivid, I remember waking up for a WBTB, and I know I recalled a dream during that time, but I didn't spend long on the WBTB anyway. These dreams are not in chronological order, and I still have lingering images in my head about what happened, which is good.

Dream 1: Biology Professor Office Hours

I go inside a room where a man that looks an awful lot like the professor I had for Biology 111. It seems he's just sitting there casually waiting for someone to come in, so I'm assuming this is what he does during his office hours.

(Since the real one doesn't do as much research anymore, he has a lot of free time to play Solitaire, and some students found that he really does this).

I go up to him to talk about an Exam, and he still has a passive demeanor, and I don't remember too much on what I asked of him, but I know it was related to Scantrons and an Exam.

I think the dream shifts a little where I'm in the same room, but he's standing up and holding a blue version of a test, and he's looking directly at me waiting for me to ask him a question.

Dream 2: Chemistry Professor & Chalkboard

I'm sitting inside a lecture room for Chemistry apparently because I see an Asian woman who looks like the Chemistry 112 teacher I'm taking right now as a second semester freshmen at my University.

I believe she has a projector screen up, but she decides to use the green chalkboards behind it to erase a few things, probably from previous classes where the other professor forgot to erase.

At first, it seems she's using a weird object to erase the chalkboard, and I think a few students where bothered by this, but she finally realizes she should use an actual chalkboard eraser. It's fairly big, and she's doing a horrible job erasing things.

(In the real class, people didn't like her at first because she had a hard time configuring the projection screen and writing too small on the white board, but now I think they like her a lot. Just mentioning that to remember the mood of everyone in this room).

She's swiping in an up and down motion with the eraser, and you can still see the streaks of what she erased on the board. It bothered me a little, but I tried not to worry about a small thing like that, but the way she did it so quickly and horribly was just irritating.

She turns back to the class to probably start the lecture, and I think a few students in the large lecture room are talking to each other about something, most likely complaining about her exams or something of the sort.

Dream 3: Riding a Motorcycle on Snaky Sidewalk

The environment is either afternoon or close to it. It feels like I'm at my University, since I see some small stone hedges containing plants, seeing the green grass that is pure and clean (they have a strict policy in students keeping off on certain areas of grass, which makes the whole University even more beautiful, just don't go to Bryan, TX though lol).

I believe this motorcycle was black, and apparently I have to catch up with a few people, but I can't remember who. I get on the motorcycle, trying to shift my rear in the right place since this feels like one of those where you have to bend your back forward a lot.

I didn't even need to start the motorcycle, I slowly ride it, and I have some trouble riding it on a sidewalk that seems to be formed like a snake's body structure (the sidewalk has a lot of curves where you have to shift left and right a few times).

I didn't think about this when I recalled this dream, but I believe this same sidewalk's path could've led me to Alyzarin! Since the last dream I had about a snake-related even was a fairly huge snake crawling next to me, and I didn't feel afraid at all).

I finally get the hang of this motorcycle, and it seems that it's actually developed, and by that, I mean I all the parts seem to be in thier proper place compared to how I normally see vehicles having some parts blurred out until I decide to make a conscious effort in making their more clear and vivid.

I continue riding most likely, and that's all I remember for that one.

Dream 4: Someone posts IRL image of themselves

I think I'm on DV, and I'm looking at the "Post Pictures of yourself here, without discussion" thread, and I see a female post a photo of her.

It was fairly small compared to the other big photos most people post, but I could see it was a blonde, and she was wearing a white shirt that had pink to it on her shoulders and the top section of her arms.

She looked really beautiful, I couldn't see the Username of the person though, she just looked so amazing! I couldn't get my eyes off of her, and I sense a REALLY familiar vibe from this person's photo.

There was also a small glow behind the person who took the photo, and it seemed they wanted to have a dark background (it was mostly a dark orange setting to it) so that their image can be portrayed more.

EDIT: I remembered one more dream. That's weird, usually I don't have this type of recall after being awake for some time now. Oh well, guess my mind is getting better and better without relying too much on the half-awake half-asleep state I try to practice to remember more dreams.

Dream 4: Restaurant To-Go

This dream is vivid like the ones before, and I believe I'm walking to take a seat to a Restaurant. The environment is fairly dark, with some lighting to it. The overall colors in the background would be brown, yellow, and orange.

As I'm sitting down, a lady comes up to me and asks what I would like. I look at this lady, and she looks like the Teacher's Assistant in my Sociohoritculture class, no doubt about that.

I forget what I tell her what I wanted to order, but I say whatever it was, and said that I would like it To-Go and she goes on her way. The seat I'm sitting on are one of those long, fluffy, and comfortable leather seats meant to occupy several people.

The Restaurant was pretty fancy, with flooring that looked like marble type of material. Then I think I head out because I felt I forgot something, and I completely forget the idea that I should wait for my meal to come for me to eat.

I go outside to this mini-store, and I go up to this guy who I can't really get a good facial expression off, but he's signing something for me on some paper. It could've been yellow paper or just ordinary paper, and I think I'm in this store for him to help me with regulating something that I can't remember about.

I then realize I should go back to the restaurant to make sure the lady didn't think I didn't want the food. But here's the weird part, as I'm going back to sit in the same location that I was in, she comes to me again.

She asks me what I would like, and I thought she knew I was here already, but I guess she was just trying to sustain a habit of doing that to people coming in and out of the Restaurant. She asked me if I wanted the Sweet and Sour Chicken again? Or something like that, and I nod to her.

Then after I get the meal the second time, I think I head out and had a bunch of random events happen in front of me. I think I had trouble trying to ride something, and people in traffic were being a bit ditzy and slow in response. It was at an intersection, so basically, everyone is trying to move, but they want to wait because they'll think one person should be able to go their way before they move.

03.12.2012

Construction Site, DDR Word Guessing Game, Alyzarin in Snake Form? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Lol, I just realize to edit the image's size, all I had to do was scroll over to the pencil logo and pick a few settings, I think I'm going to put most of my images in the center, or if I just feel like doing it. It just feels a little better having the images in the center.

Also, Alyzarin, the snake form dream, I would be pissing in my pants if I saw a snake that big, but I wasn't. I'm still open to the possibility that it was you since you talked about snakes in a certain something something, remember?

Dream 1: Construction Site

I'm outside, and I'm most likely in college right now. There's a construction site that I'm in the middle off, and I can't really get out because they're doing work, and if I don't have goggles, I have to stay in the safe zone until they're done.

I basically look around this construction site most of the time, waiting and waiting. After a while, I think when it gets to noon time or something like that, the construction workers stop, probably to take a break.

I move forward finally to go to a lecture. Dream shifts and I'm in the room already. The lecturer is doing some graphs on the screen, and I think I'm in row 6 or something because I've heard I'll be sitting on row 6.

The dream shifts to where I'm on the top section of the lecture room, and it seems that the professor was almost done with his teaching of these random graphs. Apparently, he was showing us how to find the "Realist" by two lines from opposite sides of the Y axis coming together and forming shapes along the X axis.

I start to see the several shapes I could make, and outlined them with some dark pen or something. When I was about to head out, the professor literally says, "Stay right there Brandon."

I'm shocked, but I didn't do a reality check, and the whole area was filled with students, so I wonder why I still believed it was me he was calling. After he explains more, the screen goes blank, and makes this projection of the image of white noise.

He then tells that people in certain rows have to turn in a specific color before they leave to class. I think Row 6 has to bring Green paper or something, but even though I knew this, I still left the lecture room.

Dream 2: DDR Word Guessing Game

I'm inside some room, probably one of those huge fancy apartment complexes confined in those tall buildings. There are a few DCs, one is an Asian guy that I saw in waking life in High School at the time. Let's call him "Vu."

Vu was playing some game on some screen, either a TV or some chalkboard, and to make certain actions in the game, they had to stand on some panels, like the ones you use for Dance Dance Revolution.

They start doing this for a while, and the game is kind of like where you have to find what phrase is on the screen, and you have to pick random letters and hope it's the right one.

(But it wasn't Hangman, just that you used the dancing panels on the floor to guess).

The dream shifts to more crap I can't even bother to remember, and even if I did, it would be too random and boring.

Dream 3: Alyzarin in Snake Form?

I'm in this garden (and the only reason why I would be in a backyard or garden is because of the original shared dream spot me and Alyzarin wanted to go to before attempting the beach in Alaska Kaomea suggested for the three of us) and the clouds are kind of gray, almost feels like it's going to rain outside.

The vividness is incredible, and I see some long object that's buried in the ground, and it's from the far right corner of this garden I'm seeing this thing. I go to it, and then it looks like some snake is buried in it!

I'm not panicking as I should've been in this dream, but it starts to move a little bit more. I'm not sure what I do, but I think I sit near a wooden table that you would see in parks.

I think the snake was black, and probably yellow as well, and as it came to me, as I see it move its tongue in and out, I didn't feel afraid. I looked into its eyes, and as it gets closer and closer to me, I just feel....I don't know, I feel relaxed.

I feel like this was Alyzarin in snake form, I think it slides along my body, and I swear, that despite typing this moment after I recall it, I really think it was soothing having this snake around me. (but this is the feeling I have after I remembered the dream, she will know what I mean by this snake form).

Dream 4: Sitting against the wall

I can't remember much about this, but I remember sitting against the wall in some building.

I was sitting fairly close to a female on the left of me, and then a blonde shows up on my right side sitting next to me as well.

I glance at her, but just as a reflex of anyone near you, and I just sit there.

#1 - Ikenkokku Palace [Non-Lucid]

There were a couple different plots going on in this dream, but I only remember one of them. Though I do remember that C was in the other one.... I was in high school, and D and I were in some fight but I wasn't sure what about. He was being really mean though, and I spent the whole dream mad at him but also sad and confused. In the end I learned that he had messed up while playing some game called "Ikenkokku Palace" at my house and that made him mad, but he wasn't actually mad at me or anything and he was just kidding around. I felt so relieved and apologized for being so emotional. In the end it switched to me being on a computer and listening to some playlist that Erii made online and thinking that it was really cool. (I sure have been dreaming about Erii a lot. )

#2 - Whale Support Group [Non-Lucid]

I'm in some marine biology class and I join a small group of students starting a secret organization with some ridiculously long name that's some womens' whale support group, though guys can join too. (In fact one of the founders was a guy, and I pretty sure long name it had ended with "and we play with our penises". ) I'm pretty sure the stated purpose of the group was to support "women, African Americans, and whales." Eventually the group is revealed to the teacher as a way of taking her off guard because they thought she'd be against it, but she actually loved the idea and wanted to join. We were all happy, and I remember jotting down a sentence or two in a book about Dr. Who (which I don't even watch) thinking that I was going to write my own book, but I don't remember about what.... Class ended and I got up to walk out, but then I woke up.

#3 - In-Class RPG [Non-Lucid]

I remember forming a bond with some girl in a class and I felt like maybe there was something deeper there, but that part of the dream is very blurry. I went to my next class after that, and I'm taking classes with D and C (but C eventually turns into M) and we're playing some confusing role-playing game as an assignment and they're super into it. I don't really remember how the game works, but D is close to winning but then M activates some instant win thing no one knew about (not even him) and claims leadership of whatever their RP was about. I watch them go through some REALLY long and totally ridiculous in-character dialogue (they're so into it ) and it skips forward to us in a bedroom with D's little brother S also there. I say "You guys are INSANE. >w<" and grab some clothes I happen to have there - green velour pants, a white undershirt, and something else I can't quite remember - and start walking around the school which is gigantic. I'm looking for my dorm room and starting to feel really tripped out and scared for some reason until I wake up.... I walked into someone's room and there was some stoner guy on the bed who was clearly high, and I was embarrassed and apologized saying I was high too and just lost, and walked out. I heard him saying as I was walking through the halls that he was afraid I was some undercover FBI agent or something. >.>;;

#4 - Renovations [Non-Lucid]

I found some anime DVDs to watch in my room, and a garbage truck parked right out in front of my house as part of renovating it. (??) My dad was painting the outside wall of the house by the deck, and my mom was swimming in the pool. That's all there really was to that.

A lot of my memories for the night are really splotchy, my recall was pretty bad. Plus, I got really distracted for a while after waking up and didn't take the time to read over my dreams until now. As a result, some of this probably won't make much sense. :T Anything in quotation marks is just a direct quote from my notes, and something I couldn't really figure out.

#1 - New College Dorm [Non-Lucid]

"Looking for a new college dorm and seeing a lot of people in the process, getting ready to make an offer but afraid someone else might get out. While looking for someone to get out, somehow I accidentally set up a coke deal through O and he even has it for me by the time I wake up. Apparently I lived under some housing label before and never knew and the employees are shocked because normally everyone who does is close as family and I just never noticed before since I was such a loner, and they were gonna play hard ball but now it seems like they really want to give it to me."



#2 - Easy Money [Non-Lucid]

We opened a restaurant at my house, and I spent pretty much the entire dream taking peoples' money and credit card numbers but never actually brought any orders out.

#3 - Dream Journal [Non-Lucid]

I'm visiting some high school class and we're having some mid-day recess, and apparently I go there day after day because the days keep skipping while I'm outside. On the last day I actually go back inside and see the classroom for once, and the teacher puts on a movie. I pull out a yellow paper pad to doodle or something, and notice on it the words "Dream Journal". Obviously, I remain non-lucid.

Dream Fragment - "Something about Linkzelda41 and eating an orange?? So faint...."

#4 - Joking About Celebrities [Non-Lucid]

"Wandering around school, make friends with some of the girls in that class. D's there, and O. Something about celebrities, we joke about one of them going crazy and attacking the others in a story or movie or something. Then I head through the hallways with D (other D) thinking about what to do, I have class but I end up getting game guides to read instead."

False Awakening - "I think I must have went home, laid down in bed to read the game guides, and passed out early."

Terrible recall. >_< Maybe I should try drinking apple juice before bed or something!

03.09.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: WILD talk

Something weird went on with DCs talking about WILDing.

Dream 2: Exam

I'm taking an exam an its crowded in the lecture room. It's mostly flat flooring compared to the sloped flooring I'm used to at my University to cover more surface area.

There are long tables and seats to occupy many people horizontally. I don't do so well on the exam because I leave some areas blank.



So I decide to go up to the proctors and staff to turn in the exam, and then some person gives me the second part to the test. I go back to sit down to take it.

Then the dream shifts to where I'm a replica of where my Political 206 class is, and it's most likely a tutoring session for it, and I see a blonde to the left of me talking about something useful to study for the exam.

She shows some items she uses, and I hear some black guy trying to talk to the girl with accent like, "Hey girl.." or something like that, but the girl seems to be ignorning him.

The girl looks cute, but I'm not sure what happened after.

Dream 3: Lucid and calling out my Subconscious but failing...(DILD)

I feel as if I'm being pulled and transferred to the dreaming plane, and I question if I'm dreaming or not.

I finally know I am without doing a reality check, I just know because the surroundings around me is related to a house I've been to during breaks in college, and I haven't been for some time now.

I'm inside the garage of the house, and I see the vehicle in front of me with random things in it. The doors are open I believe, with the light inside shining a bit probably.

For some odd reason, I decided to call out my subconscious a few times, but nothing happens.

I open the garage and its fairly dark outside, either early morning or late night. I call out for my subconscious to appear again, and still nothing.

I felt nothing, I even turned around with anticipation to see if an entity would be formed, and nothing happens...just emptiness. The whole environment was quiet, peaceful, but this was irritating because I really wanted for my subconscious to appear as a DG or something!



I have a decent stabilized dreaming mind at the moment, but when that happens, my mind tends to be stupid and want to destroy that because I keep thinking that I could mess it up.

Anyway, I give up and try to find Alyzarin and Kaomea, since the sky looks almost the same as our planned sharing dream location, but I wake up.

03.08.2012

Prof & Google Earth, Speaking to my Half-Sister, Mall Show (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Prof & Google Earth

I believe a professor was giving some lecture on how the maps on Google Earth were interesting. She started to state that a certain part of some random area that looked like the shape of a lizard would be the same shape, even if it rotated.



Then she started spinning some other piece of land on Google, and it would change some rock formation and set what some floor switches near that area. The switches were designed for High, Medium, and Low.

She started to mention other random facts of this land, and from that, I think the lecture ends.

Dream 2: Speaking to my Half-Sister

I believe my father is in this dream, I'm inside a random vehicle with him, and the book on my lap is apparently that I would buy for my half-sister.

In this dream, it seems like she's a college professor, and I call her. I wait for a while, and she doing the usual conversation starter with the "Hello?" and everything.

I tell her something, but I can't remember, but it must have been related to the book I have on my lap that I was going to send to her.

After a while, even though this phone call was short, I could tell she was either busy with something, or had didn't want to talk to me in the first place and just put up a facade that she was interested in what I was going to tell her (even thought she wasn't).

After I tell her goodbye, she hangs up at the speed of light, I'm slightly bothered and sad by this, but the dream fades.

But thinking about it now, I wouldn't be surprised if she were to be like that to me. I have two more half-sisters, but this one is the one I haven't talked to in years. The last interaction I had with her was 4th grade.

Dream 3: Mall Show

It seems this mall is also the airing spot for some T.V. show that looks to be males competing in something. What they do to distinguish which people are actors is giving the males some thin and fancy transparent cloth, and people part of the show are actually come up to them and giving it to them.



I end up getting these cloths for several competitions, the show was like a male version of the beauty pageant.

There were the common things to compete for, and the dream ends.

I know I had more dreams, but they faded away faster than usual for some reason, too "fragmenty"

EDIT: Remembered one more.

Dream 4: Fast Race

I'm having a race with some random DC, and I'm going really really fast. It's basically an A to B race, and we're going back and worth for a while, then when we make the final stretch, for some reason, I wanted to use the Fly Thunder God Jutsu to win the race.

Suddenly I see Minato in third person view, and he's getting his kunai ready to throw at the wall, but he throws it too late, and the DC managed to get to the wall and win the race.



That was weird, I was sure that as soon as the kunai hit the wall, I would be able to teleport in the blink of an eye.

03.01.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Finding Alyzarin's Garden, False Awakenings, School with setting of a Mall(WILD)
I woke up after 3-4 hours of sleep, went on Dream Views to see some things for a while, convinced myself that I will meet the location for me and Alyzarin to interact with one another in our shared dreaming.

I intended to just do a MILD with a visualization of our location that we picked, but I ended up doing a WILD instead. I was laying in bed for a while, counting in my head, thinking that everything was taking too long, but it all happened within an hour.

I keep laying down, saying that I will become lucid, and decided to lose consciousness like in Spyguy's guide on retaining consciousness and losing it, while knowing that you already have the awareness, and that you are willing to give it up. So thanks a lot on the tip Spyguy! This really helped! I actually told myself silent that I would lose consciousness for a while, and go back to remembering to do a MILD that ended up being a WILD

This dream mostly consisted of False Awakenenings, and the last one, I thought was real because I felt I couldn't breathe through my nose when I did an RC, and the ones before, I had to double check.

Again, I was fooled by my mind because I really thought it was the end lol when I opened my apartment door to check outside. But damn, this thing is getting REALLY easy to do now. After rolling back and forth on the bed for a while to find a good position, I finally got that "pull" sensation in a WILD combined with random images.

Anyway, I lay down and toss and turn for a while, and after doing that, I leaned my head to the left sleeping, and I started to see random images flash, and I see a speedometer that has a green aura to it, and it is rapidly increase, I remain calm and let the images come to me while seeing this speedometer.



Then the vibrations started to stop, and I'm still laying in bed.Then I asked if I am dreaming while keeping my eyes closed.

I do a nose plug RC to check if I can still breathe, and become lucid. I am being very careful at this point, keeping my eyes closed and just feeling myself walk. Then I'm convinced that I'm really dreaming, but I still keep my eyes closed a little bit.

I tried to put my hands out, in hopes that I could see Alyzarin's energy in front of me. From what I remembered before opening my eyes, I saw a red and orange type of energy, I felt like something was forming, but my eyes opened.

I do a few nose plug RCs, and then I go near this door in my altered apartment complex. I tell myself that before I open this door, I believe I said that I will meet at the garden that me and Alyzarin planned to meet. I really convince myself that this will happen because of personal reasons that me and Alyzarin have.


I open the door quickly without hesitation, and I put my feet on some blue painted ground I believe. It looks like it's probably around 10 AM or close to noon in this dream, even though I had this dream around 4AM-5:15 AM or so.

There's this huge backyard, it is mostly just grass. There are brown fences that border it, and a few plots of plants on the sides of the backyard.



I'm still quite in a rush here, and then I see someone on the other side of the long and brown picket fence, and it looks like it's an older lady.

I forgot what exactly I asked her, but she said something related to Alyzarin most likely since my mentality in this dream is shifted towards her, so I just let the feelings operate without question. The words that I could pick up from this older female DC on the other side was talking about Alyzarin's mother and father.

I believe she said that Alyzarin's father wouldn't mind if me and her met, but her mother would be concerned.

To me, this was funny, since I usually think that the father would be more overprotective of their daughters and mothers would be overprotective of their sons, but I didn't let the thought linger in my mind for too long, it was just something natural in me that occurred less than a nanosecond.

I turn my back to the door again, and I swore I saw a black and white cat somewhere looking at me passively, it was just sitting very comfortably with it's legs spread open while leaning on its side somewhere, probably on a table or eye-level since I didn't really look down much in this dream.



It also looked like it was going to sleep, or maybe it was just being aware of my presence. I think it was just being chilled and everything, and looking at me just to make sure I wouldn't make a sudden move at it. (I find that behavior a lot in cats, can't really describe it, it's like they try to look chilled and relax, but are ready to get the heck out when something rapid happens that scares them).

I'm still barely inside this room when I turn back to the open door again. I think I saw some Rice Krispies on a table somewhere for a while before having the dream fade out on me.



I'm somewhere, I don't know where the hell I am, but I think I woke up again somewhere, so another false awakening. I do another nose plug RC (lol I'm actually doing RCs frequently for once).

I knew I was dreaming, but RCing just verified that I can still be free to do what I can do.

I decided that since I'm lucid again, and that I encountered being in her garden, I figured I used a technique to instantly flash there. (I'm not sure if it really was her garden/backyard, but I guess it's up to her to see this and verify if the details I saw relates to her place).

I'm outside somewhere, it looks like my college, but it's so mixed with so many other things that it feels almost like one of those malls that have that city feel to it.

I tried doing the Flying Thunder God Technique, since I already made a mental mark of how Alyzarin's Garden might look like. (though I should've used a physical object and place it in a certain spot to actually stay true to the technique...eh oh well).

This is what I mean by Flying Thunder God Technique:

http://naruto.wikia.com/wiki/Flying_..._God_Technique

Or you could watch this video of it :



I running really really fast, and I barely feel any kind burden or pain on my legs, and I was glad that I could finally run fast without worrying about stabilizing before I do so.

I look at the location in front of me, and I try to prepare to do the transport technique by opening and widening my eyes, trying to feel how it would feel like to pop into the garden again.

But I failed, so instead of worrying about it, I keep up my momentum and run around this compact city that had a mix of my University's brick wall setting along with some elements I wasn't too sure of.

I believe I did another stabilization technique by rubbing my hands, and telling myself that I am dreaming to prevent becoming non-lucid.

I see all sorts of DCs, some where familiar, some were not, but I didn't really care since I wanted to find Alyzarin. (I remember in a dream she had where she was in a school that had the setting of a mall I believe, and this environment looked almost like that, at least what my perception of what she thinks of it would be).

I don't know why, but I feel like I'm rushing myself in this dream, but I am having amazing control in stabilizing it despite my abnormal speed and sporadic nature. I was jumping from one point to another, and I believe I jumped on the side of a bus that looks like the ones at my University.

I think where it was headed, being on the side of it was not a good thing since it was close to the walls of the building, and I didn't want to come in contact and get my body grazed with the brick layering of this environment.

I think I also saw some random meeting of DCs, and one Caucasian guy told another Black guy a joke on something that had a hint of racism, but not enough to be concerned about since the guy was really just joking. I think I heard the number '89' or something like that.

I quickly ignore that event, and I forget what I did after that.

I phased out most likely in the dream.

I wake up again and find myself near the door to leave my apartment. I check outside to see how the weather would feel like. I did another Nose plug RC, but it didn't work for me, but that was because I didn't try to breath hard enough.

And instead of doing other RCs, I just assume I'm back in waking life and was disappointed.

It's morning time outside the area, with the sky still being a little gray. I close the door and after a while, I wake up.

GOD DANG IT LOL!!! I could've had another lucid if I just breath hard enough with the nose plug RC.

I hope Alyzarin will see this (she probably will), and I hope that the details I described about your place might be accurate, especially with the cat and the Rice Krispies, and an old lady that lives to the right or left of you (depending on where the backdoor is to your house).

Now I sound like a creeper, but whatever, we agreed to find each other, so no worries.

02.28.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Person giving a Speech in College Class

This dream probably repeated itself two times. I am hungry in this dream, and I'm going to some class in college, and I see this DC that looks like the cook of a Sushi Restaurant I go to sometimes. He asks me if I'm ready because we're doing some kind of speech in class.

We go up the stairs of this random building we're in and give our speech. The dream resets and I meet the guy again. We were doing the same thing.

Then the third time he said we needed a microphone, and was the type you hooked somewhere on your chest for convenience and to talk to a larger audience, but I didn't worry about getting one, he did most of the talking.



And I was skipping up probably 2-3 steps at a time going up the stairs.

Dream 2 : Biology Lab Practical Review

I was in my Biology 112 Laboratory, and apparently we are doing a review for the practical coming soon. I think that this is reviewing the day before the actual practical exam, but it never hit me that I only go to the lab once a week.



The TA that I have starts going over a few questions, so I immediately get my notebook out and try to remember the first question she asked, because someone already answered it. I managed to do so, and I wait for the next review question.

I'm worried that the practical is going to be hard, and then someone tells me that it's actually occurring on Sunday instead of this Thursday (I still don't do a RC because I am completely gullible).

When I heard the practical exam was shifted to Sunday, it was one of the moments where you start to get pissed at yourself for worrying so much over something you thought was going to happen tomorrow.

I almost wanted to cry, and my face was making weird expressions of being shocked. I stretched my mouth to the back a little bit and squint my eyes, and then I move my mouth a bit as if I'm going to stutter because I'm still in shock that the practical is only a few days ahead instead of starting tomorrow.

I believe the dream probably resets again, and this time, I think I'm a little early to class this time, I'm not sure.

The same TA like the one I have for Biology 112, she was bragging on how she made all of the review for us to study, and I could see how childish she looked saying it.

She was happy like she solved the cure for cancer for something, then some random female comes in with a gray hoodie and your typical blue jeans to tell the class that the TA needed help.

The TA turned to her and had the face that said "SHUT UP!!" I think the random female just goes somewhere else, I can't remember if she was laughing back or not.

I'm still sitting down at a lab table, and a DC that I can't remember asks me if I want to hear something funny. I say sure, and they go on to how this person is going out with this girl. They start going on and on, and then a familiar face pops up of what they were talking about.

It was this girl in my Comm App class in High School named Melissa, apparently she's going out with some guy who also looks familar to me. I believe his name was Josh, but I only saw him in Middle School, and I was never friends nor did I talk to him.

The person goes on how this DC that looked like Josh in an over-sized black shirt (he was one of those guys who liked wearing big shirts I believe) wanted to touch Melissa's breast by slowly hugging her.

I get this image of him behind Melissa, getting closer to her, and having his head rested on her shoulder looking down at her breasts, and he hugs her while cupping her breasts.

She realizes this, and pushes him off and asks "What the hell are you doing?" But she looks like she enjoyed it, but just wanted to tease him a little bit or something.

Now that I look back at this dream, I'm annoyed that the person is Melissa/Marissa/Marisa rather than potentially being Alyzarin. It's like my mind just completely teased me with Melissa rather than Alyssa.

Dream 3: Girl in Black Jacket and Pants?

I'm at my University somewhere around Heldenfels I bet, and I just got out of some class since I'm heading towards getting my bicycle.

The setting is afternoon, and the dream is vivid (probably occurred around 6AM-8AM in waking life). I go to my bicycle, and I'm not paying too much attention to the bicycle, I'm just busy putting in the key to unlock the lock.

Then I notice a girl in a black outfit, wearing a small black jacket that is opened, and she looks Hispanic. Her face is slightly radiant, she looked like the person who would have a positive energy.



Her hair was smooth and black, and she was walking with some random dude in a black outfit as well. The dude had a lot of gel applied on his head, and he looked familiar to me as well. The DC reminded me of a guy I knew in Middle School as well named Jordan.

(Again, I never was friends with him, he was just a person I saw in Middle School).

As she's walking down the path that is going downhill, she glances at me for a while. The other guy isn't doing the same, nor are the DCs around me, just her.

For that moment, I looked in her eyes, and felt like she was luring me to just come up to her, but I didn't want to because I thought the guy resting his hands on her shoulder would be her boyfriend. I believe I see the girl again somewhere else in the dream, but I can't remember where.

I honestly think that she was trying to get my attention by making me jealous or something since she was with a guy, but the guy wasn't really that much of a competition for me overall. (sorry, that may be conceited, but I rarely have this type of self-confidence anyway).

I may be paranoid, or maybe I'm over-analyzing the dream, but I sure did feel something from this girl, because if she was able to stop me from trying to unlock my bicycle, and unwinding the loops I made to a bar to keep the bicycle in place, I guess she had something I liked.

Anyway...next dream.

Dream 4: Going to Random House

I'm walking somewhere probably to a random house, because the environment was completely different than the apartment complex I live in near Texas A&M University.The sky is beautiful, at least to me, it was mostly light blue, but it looked like it was going to rain or just going to be windy.



I'm walking down the street, and some DCs are going the same direction as I am as well. I see a Cop car near a stop sign, waiting for us to pass through so he could go along his way. I tried to look beyond the window, but I couldn't see clearly.

I don't know where I'm going at this point, but I reach a random house and go inside, Something I'm holding drops in front of me, and I could tell there were a few DCs behind me. I pick up the items in front of me since they were blocking my way, and I apologized to the DCs behind me.

I look back to see who they were, but all I could recall was a blonde female. She looks as me for a while with her mouth slightly opened, but it was just a reflex of her to look back at me since I looked back at her, so I didn't pay too much attention to why she glanced back.

Dream 5: Secret Facebook link leads to Adult video

I'm in my apartment, it's still slightly dark inside, and I'm only in my underwear, completely ignoring to do reality checks (I don't know what's wrong with me, I think I should just spam RCs now in waking life because if I'm remembering more dreams from keeping a steady dream journal, obviously, there's obviously something I'm doing wrong, or maybe I'm just a freaking incompetent who doesn't do RCs in his dreams).

Anyway, I have my hands on the wall, and apparently, I see an image of a computer screen in front of me. It's like the perspective shifted to where I was on my laptop, but I wasn't doing anything on it. I think the screen was on the wall, and I'm watching the URL box being typed.



It's going to Facebook, but it included some extension that went like this: "-____-" or something like that. The link is completed and it links to some time of XXX Russian anal video subbed in English or something.

The link dissapears, and the video is gone as well. I start worrying because I wanted to see the video, especially since it's on Facebook, it would've been a laugh for others to know about this.

I still have my hands on the wall, looking for another screen to show up for some odd reason. Another screen finally shows up, but the video is now in German, and I get dissapointed.

That dream was somewhat funny, but I feel kind of sad that I was desperate to see the film in the dream.

02.27.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Dream 1: Zhaylin???

I was riding my bicycle randomly within my University, and I saw Zhaylin or someone who looked like her inside some huge vehicle, probably a Hummer or something of the sort. She was smiling at me, and I don't know what I did after that.

However, the dream shifts to where I asked Zhaylin if she wanted to mix Dragon Bones with something. I think she didn't want to do anything else with me anymore, but I don't know the things we did exactly.



The last thing I remember was thinking to myself that it would help get her Prayer up in Runescape if she did want to use Dragon Bones.

I think she giggles and wants to get out of the area that we're in.

Dream 2: Someone Tricks me

Apparently, I'm choosing things on some screen, and apparently they were being saved, and at the end of the little test I had to do, I've been given a horrible score on one part of the exam.

I've been given a 1, but I forgot what part it was, maybe it was on Morale or something of the sort. Then a DC that looks a lot like my father's friend. Let's call him "Rupe."

He was explaining how what I entered would affect my performance somewhere, but I can't remember what exactly, all I know is that I was panicking like mad.

But to make sure that the DC didn't pick up on me being paranoid to potentially saturate my mind with more worries, I immediately shifted to being neutral in my demeanor and asked him a random question.

At first I wanted to say how long it would take for me to obtain a Bachelor's Degree, but I immediately pause before saying Bachelor, and asked him how long it would take to get another degree (I forgot what type I asked him about).



He said that it would take me 7 years to get the degree that I forgot I asked him about. (Of course, this is assuming with undergraduate studying (4 years), I'll get it in 3 years after).

I guess that might be a good thing since I'll be getting whatever it is early? But I'm also concerned about the validity of this random test that I took on the screen.

I saw components like dream recall, which led me to assume that this was probably just how I remember my dreams and how I apply them to certain fields of writing/typing them down I guess.

Dream 3: Science Review Game

I'm sitting on the top level of a large lecture room with some random DCs. I see a blue screen in front of me, and the teacher that I can't recall their facial features, was about to start a review game for something.



Some random questions came up and the teacher had a horrible method of verifying if a certain team got something right or not, people simply raised their hands, and I guess he took that as a right answer or something when he asked "Who had this?"" etc.

I asked the DC to the right,

"What team are we on?"

He replies, "Blue."

After that, I look at the environment a little bit before waking up.

I was pretty glad the second dream was just a dream, because it felt like it was related to college, and I was this close from going insane for some reason, even though I tried to fake my calmness towards this DC.

I checked the definition of Morale again just to make sure the dream wasn't too random:

mo·rale/məˈral/

Noun:The confidence, enthusiasm, and discipline of a person or group at a particular time

Well that explains things, I guess this dream was basically telling me that I'm not motivated to do great things now.

Maybe it's a sign or not, I'm not too sure, but I have been thinking about giving up a lot lately. I just don't see myself anywhere good in the near future.

02.26.2012

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I decided to sleep earlier than usual. I probably slept for like 10-12 hours. I had so many chances to become lucid, and some of the dreams felt like days.

Dream 1: Blood Tube Gagging

I'm watching a soap opera that looks like the The Bold and The Beautiful. Nick Marone is in tears, telling a killer why they murdered a woman. The "killer" revives the woman by getting blood from a random tube.



The lady wakes up and is gagging while the tube is down her throat. I think I end up having my private parts being sucked by her to help keep the blood in her mouth. (WTF?!?!?)

Some person tells me to hump 2 times, and I do so because I'm worried that this woman might die, and things were just too chaotic for me to rationalize this random dream. I have no clue what I did would do to the women, I just do it.

Dream 2: Chibi cartoon

I think I'm doing some voice acting for some flash animation or a cartoon show. I end up doing something random, all I see is a random clip of me and some other dudes as Chibi cartoons. We're rotating in a square formation in the cartoon.



Dream 3: Computer Lab & Random Tennis Teammates

I'm inside a computer lab, and this feels like a High School type of dream. I believe I'm with some random tennis team. The coach tells us that we should make our opponents feel welcomed, and then things get weird.



We started to say "Howdy" to each person coming in from the other school (just another word for "Hi" at Texas A&M). We keep this up until all of them come in, and most of them responded with "Howdy" as well, but there was this one guy who just ignores us completely and heads for somewhere to sit.

The dream shifts to where I'm with more DCs that look like tennis teammates. Some were familiar, but I didn't pay too much attention to them. I think my pants were coming off, and some people were laughing at me. I quickly pull up my shorts before more people saw my underwear.

I knew some of them snickered, but I just look at them and they stopped giggling.

Dream 4: Asian restaurant and Starbucks clone

It was probably 1 AM in this dream, and I wanted to get something to eat. I go to this place that looks like it sells Asian food. Then the setting shifts to where it seems to be early morning. It's still gray and misty outside, but wasn't too bothered by this abrupt change.

I think I met an Asian girl. She was a little chubby, but that didn't bothered me at all. I think we were talking, but I couldn't remember what, so I assumed we had small talk. Then I find myself in another retail fast food that looked like a Starbucks clone. I go up to the cash register and asked what stuff they sell.



The person showed me the meal prices and drinks as well. I asked him what type of drink/coffee he liked (because this place was new to me), and he pointed to the one he prefers.

I think I ordered sausage biscuit with it as well. The drink tasted minty, which kind of bothered me because I'm not really much of a mint lover, but I just bear with it because I already paid for it.

Dream 5: Code Lyoko and Grocery Store/Supermarket

I see Sissy from Code Lyoko going somewhere, and it seemed she was sneaking around. I get closer to her because I see a small portal near some icy spike in the Ice Sector.



(It didn't hit me that if Sissy was in the Ice Sector with me, obviously she would've found out about the Supercomputer and Lyoko itself...I'm just oblivious throughout this part of the dream).

I use my body to conceal the small purple portal and I see Yumi in her original Lyoko warrior outfit playing along with my plan to prevent Sissy from finding the portal (at least that's what I thought Yumi was doing). We just act quiet, and I see Yumi look up somewhere, her body was at a side angle, and I didn't pay attention to look up to where she was looking.



The dream shifts to where I'm probably at HEB (grocery store/supermarket). I near the Produce section, and I still feel like I'm trying to hide something from someone. Eventually, I stop doing that and keep walking.



I try to find some meat, and I eventually see bacon that isn't wrapped in a package. It looked like it was thawed out, and I didn't pick it up, but I just touch it to feel its smooth and wet texture.

Then I go to the Baked Goods section, and saw these delicious pine tarts that were big and really soft and warm. I wanted a piece, but I didn't see paper holders to wrap it and buy it.

It was so tempting, I could just imagine how it would taste if I took a small bite.

Dream Fragment:

I don't know where this part started, but some female was giving me a white paper to copy stuff. I believe I had a red sheet turned in, but I didn't know for what exactly.

I just copy it down quickly, and that's all I remember for that.

Dream 6: Abnormal change to Northgate Traditions area

I wake up (FA), and I'm wearing a maroon polo shirt and black pants. I get out of my apartment, and I head towards a dirt road that saves some time walking since it cuts through the normal route diagonally.

This dream was really vivid, and was almost perfect in replicating the area I live at Texas A&M University. I was walking awkwardly, trying to balance myself. I keep going up, and there was something wrong with the area in Northgate.



It seemed the parking lot that had many levels was gone, and was replaced with another entrance to get into the rooms. I go in and find a bathroom, and apparently there's this secret entrance on the wall in the Men's bathroom.

I think I had to duck my head a little and then press on the rotatable part of the wall to go somewhere.

I know I had more dreams, but it's because I slept so long that made them too hazy.