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Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I asked my friend later on in the day if he wanted to drive. Maybe this dream was a vision? Maybe not xD.

I started off at my friends house, who lives opposite me in my street. I asked him if we could go driving in his new car and he said yes. We got in his car and teleported on to a busy road. It was tilted so we were going downhill and there was a huge puddle of water in the middle. We were speeding down the street and we saw a girl walking in the puddle in the road. We drove around her and splashed her with water then lost control of the car and I woke up.

Was not a long dream, but atleast I got something .

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This was a very vivid dream and I remember a fragment that happened before this dream, and then repeated during the dream, but a little different. If that makes sense. x3.

This dream started off with Oreoboy1996 playing minecraft, and I was watching. It was like I was watching a video of his screen as he played. He was walking through a cave underground and he found a dungeon. He ignored it and carried on going. he jumped on to platforms until he reached the top, then he found another dungeon, with a HUGE deep hole in the middle. This was the fragment I recalled later on in the day. I then said "I hope he saw the dungeon" but it was no longer oreo playing, it was my stepbrother and the thing I said was aimed at him, maybe this was non-lucid dream control? He then fell down the hole and landed on a platform, but this time, the dreamscape was realistic but there were still minecraft monsters in a garage. In the garage were about 6 spiders, I was in control of the 'game' at this point and decided to shoot the spiders off the end of the garage which was placed on a cliff. The spiders were all dead and there were only zombies and skeletons left, but they all just dissapeared randomly. I then lighted up the room and it was now just realistic light grey although there were some minecart rails and a chest. I got rid of 2 of them, then my step brother came and helped me, but the rails were gone already and it was just a plain light grey room. Out side, it was no longer a cliff, but a road leading to a town. I never went to the town, I stayed in and decorated the room with cars. Loads of real cars suddenly appeared and some little toy cars too. Me and my step brother were playig with these toy cars for a little while then a girl came along. She looked like the DV user called Dead. Soon, me, my step brother and Dead all went out of the garage and in to an empty field. The fieldwas a left turn and the town gate was a right turn from the garage. When we reached the field, there was a wrestling arena just randomly waiting in the middle and the sun was setting. It was almost dark, but still light enough to see. The field looked a lot like the field that we have at school. While in the arena, we were talking about pokemon and my step brother had dissapeared from the dream. Dead had a pokemon shirt on and we brought up Neopets elements in to the conversation. The dream the shifted.

This dream was vivid and very odd. I think minecraft is a dream sign for me . Skyrim, pokemon, school and the forest are too.

Trippy Dream of back and forth. moving around. leaving friends. leaving family. confrontation with my bro's ex-wife. people aren't where they are supposed to be - New Yorkers in Chicago. Me, back to Los Angeles. Then back to Chicago. Then to West Virginia. Told my brother I didn't understand anything happening and that I was suicidal. Miss my friends, miss my life, suicidal. And then I considered it. I wonder what it would be like to kill yourself in the dreamworld.

Not a lucid dream

I was in a huge stationery, it was the size of a super market. My brother was there riding on a Segway PT, we were playing Tag with him on the Segway and I running after him trying to catch him. One minute I realized that it was a dream, I did not have to do a RC and I forgot to stabilize. I started to test and train my dream control trying to slow my brother's Segway PT but I ended up not being able to do it. I started looking for a door to test the technique of teleportation in which you enter through the door thinking that the other side is the place you want, I thought about a food court that I visited in a dream a few weeks ago and went through the door.
I ended up on the inside of a mall that could very well have the food court, but the dream ended at that time.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This was the dream I had after the "Bugs in the forest" dream. I think the dream skipped in to this dream.

This dream first started off on a small boat, with my mother. We were both just walking around the boat, maybe having a few chats along the way. Not sure where we were heading but we were on a boat haha. The sky was really dark blue and it was cloudy. It was almost stormy but pretty warm. Very odd weather. I felt like I was on a cruise through an apocalypse at night, although it was light and warm. By this point we were looking out at the vast sea when surprisingly 6-8 killer whale type sharks swum around us. It started to rain but there wasn't any drops falling and the sea was shaking a little more. Not too violent but shakey . We were both scared shitless as the sharks leaped in and out of the water, then one shark jumped out and bit the back (or front?) of our boat off but we remained floating on the surface of the water. Soon, several other boats appeared randomly and were bitten exactly like our boat was. It almost seemed as if the same dream fragment happened again but in another view. The exact dream fragment happened to our ship again later on after we evaded the sharks. I grabbed a harpoon and shot a few of the sharks out. There were only about 4 left at this point but we had no harpoons left, so I think I may have punched the sharks as they leaped out at us. The sharks give up and swim away and I got a phone call, from the young girl in the previous dream. She phoned up to see what happened and the dream skipped.

The next part took place in a lab-looking place, like a robotic super market. I couldn't really remember what it was like but this old lady came up to us and I explained what happened with the shark attack. She started blabbering on about a war video game after I explained. But I just went along with it and we spoke about the game for a while.

That is all I can remember for now, but I know there was another dream afterwards (the 3rd that night) but I didn't get any notes down and I can only remember one little dream fragment about it. This dream was scary and weird . But I enjoyed it quite a bit, I like having dreams AND nightmares for some reason haha. I can't wait to see what other dreams I have tomorrow.

I also found that eating cheddar cheese may have increased the vividness in those dreams. It happened before and made my dreams vivid but the day after that I didn't dream because I woke up too early. I think I may carry out this test for the rest of the week . I eat about 3 small slices 30 minutes before I sleep, if you're wondering.

Hope you enjoyed reading this .

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

This dream started off in the forest outside my house. It seemed a little different, more empty and bright. Quite a great feeling actually.I felt very relaxed and calm. I was with my step brother playing with stick swords like we use to do when we were younger and all of a sudden this guy from my school creeps out of the bushes. He seemed like he either had something to hide ot he just shit himself, maybe he wanted to get away from something? I'm not sure, but he just walked past as I placed my stick in the bush. A few seconds later these two people walk out from another pathway, one male and one female. It looked like the the male one was maybe the older brother of the younger girl. The older brother lead his sister to where me and my step brother were and it seemed like the brother was keeping guard, maybe looking out for the guy in my school? The younger girl walked over to where my step brother was sat, against a fence I think, and spoke to him. She seemed nice to him...well, she seemed like a nice person in general. I think she was about 13 or 14 years old. The brother continued to guard, he was about 16 or 17 years old with longish blonde hair. Didn't see his face much though. After that short scene, they both walked up the path where the guy ran off too. By this point, my step brother had left the dream and I followed the two people. I asked them to stop while I grabbed my stick that I left in the bush earlier and went back to get it. It was only around the corner so it took me about 10 seconds to colect it. When I got back to them, I noticed a twig sticking out of it and decided to pull it off. Instantly after the twig snapped, hundreds, if not thousands of wood lice crawled out from the hole. In seconds the log was covered with insects, so I dropped the stick and the dream shifted.

I think this dream was pretty cool, but I just didn't see any story behind it LOL. I wish I knew where I was heading with these people, or who they actually were. Maybe the forest is a possible dream sign? I have had a few dreams that took place in the forest before. But this is my first worthy dream to write here. The other was my first short lucid. That's it for now, I will start my next dream later on, which I can't remember all of but I have notes.

I was in the pool in the backyard of my house and in a table was a menu where I could ask for a plane to take me to the sky and throw me into the pool, I had already gone several times. one time I asked for the plane but I forgot to enter, the pool was being prepared for the jump and saw that they put some product in the water to the fall dont hurt, I was embarrassed for losing the airplane trip ran home. At home I stop to think and see how the shadows are not right and I realized it's a dream, I made an RC and used all the techniques that I know of stabilization, the result is amazing.
I try to fly but I fail, then my father came and I asked him to teach me how to fly, he said ''I'm too tired to teach you how to fly'', I remember a technique of flying by imagining an invisible ladder and climb the stairs, I climbed to the seventh step and fell. Then my mother came and I asked her to teach me to fly, she said the same thing that my father said.
I went to the backyard and estabilized the dream screaming to get the dream lived and stable, I tought that someone will get angry and come out by the screams, I tried to use my expectation and I tought that will get out the window of the house next door Katniss Everdeen of The Hunger Games, but nothing happens.
I went back home and used the computer out of curiosity, was open to the facebook but with some unrecognized letters, I started thinking that I can not feel my body in real life, but unintentionally I felt and woke up.

There is a video game I'm playing. It might appear in a couple of different dreams. I don't really remember the game itself. I'm in a rather large house with a lot of rooms. Most of my family are there and they all have their own rooms. I'm in the kitchen making an evening snack. I look around and everybody is sleeping in their rooms. I sit down in the living room. Someone comments on how sleepy they all are. I'm a little sleepy but not enough to go to bed early. So I do some channel surfing, but there's nothing interesting.

[This is a catch-up entry. This dream is from the night of February 11-12, 2012.]

[I'm writing this down so long after the fact that I'm not 100% sure that I have the date right. It's within 1 day of the actual date, though. This is the only dream I remember having while on my first-ever cruise. I thought it was pretty cool, funny, and interesting.]

I'm at my old high school, with my mom. [I went to the high school where my mom was a teacher, by the way.] The fire alarm goes off, emitting a continuous stream of high-pitched tones. We try to turn it off ourselves, but we can't. We go to the school administrative office and ask the principal to turn it off, because it's driving us crazy. He tells us that he can't turn it off, either.

I wake up, and can still hear the high-pitched tones. I realize the following, in this order: That's not a fire alarm. That's the ventilation system whistling. Hey, that was a real sound that was occurring in the real world, and it came through into my dream! Awesome! Also, the speed and durations of the tones was exactly the same when I heard it in the dream as it is now, further demonstrating that time passes at the same rate in dreams as it does in reality.

- I was standing in the bathroom in my house, and something weird happened, so I did a nose plug RC. It failed and I became lucid. I tried to walk through the wall to get into the hallway, but it didn't work, so I opened the door and walked out. My house looked a bit different. I threw myself at the stairs, trying to fly down for fun, but ended up just falling and slamming into the door at the bottom in slow motion. I stood up and saw my mom and my aunt sitting in the living room, then went in the kitchen and saw my cousin sitting on the floor in a pink outfit, except she was younger, maybe 3 or 4. I...wasn't very lucid yet at this point, and I just sort of kicked her out of the way lol, and she started crying. I went into the living room and guiltily said, "I accidentally hurt her..." and my mom was just like, "oh yeah don't worry, it happens, I do it all the time". I RCed again to be sure, then continued on.

I went into my back yard, but suddenly got self-conscious because for some reason I thought the people I saw outside were there IWL and would see me. I imagined myself going outside when I woke up and asking them if they'd just seen me. A girl in my class who lives near me, LM, was in the yard next door.

The dream suddenly faded and I woke up; I don't know whether I was really awake or not, but I think I was. I moved my arm, then realized that was a bad idea and moved it back. I tried to re-enter the dream, and succeeded after a few seconds. I sat up in bed, did an RC, and stood up. My vision suddenly disappeared, but I forced my eyes open with my hands and it came back. I counted the fingers on one of my hands a few times, and got six each time. Then I went back out into the yard, more lucid this time. I actually managed to walk right through the wall this time, and felt kind of proud when I got through.

Once I was out there, I decided to try some verbal commands. I yelled for the dream to stabilize, and it did make a slight difference. It felt pretty stable. I recalled a post I'd read on DV and yelled, "show me something amazing!" After a few seconds, the colours of the dream started to flicker, then everything was suddenly a rose pink, with a soft round black border at the edges of my vision. I said out loud, "okay, turn it off now, I don't want to see the world through an Instagram filter." xD The colours returned to normal.

I noticed there were a bunch of big, cool birds around the yard. They were probably about 3 or 4 times the size of a pigeon, but with a small pigeon's head and face. Their feathers were really fluffy, some of them were black, and some were blue. I went up to a group of them and said "Oh my god hi, can I touch you?" I reached out towards one of them, but it just made a really pretty cooing noise and shied away from my hand, so I didn't touch it.

I wanted to try and meet someone in my dream, and decided I'd try and go find N. Without even really thinking about how to fly, I started flapping my hands a bit to rise into the air, then started swimming in the air to move. I tried different strokes and stuff to see if I could go faster. It wasn't super fast, but I was okay with it. I started trying to convince myself that N had moved into a house down the street. I flew into the street, but got tangled in the telephone wires, and had to go higher. I reached a house less than a minute away from mine (which really exists) and went inside.

Inside, to the right of the entrance, there was a blueish porch with someone in it. Straight ahead, the rest of the house was very warm looking, with dark reddish wood and yellow-orange walls. Most of the house was risen maybe 1.5 feet above the small area I was standing in, with a tall step to get to it. The main room was pretty empty, and I saw a doorway to what looked like the kitchen in the far right corner. Two very old women came out of it who looked like twins, both dressed in yellow and with long fluffy white hair. I thought to myself that I 'wouldn't be able to find N in here because I knew in my heart it wasn't true', so I left.

Once outside, I rose into the air again and concentrated as hard as I possibly could on the fact that he would be just around the corner a couple blocks down. I started off slowly flying down the street, but sped up as I got to the corner. The thought actually took a lot of energy, but as I rounded the corner, I saw N approaching on a black skateboard. He was wearing a black jacket with red designs on the front and black pants. His eyes widened and he smiled at me, but didn't say anything. I touched down and walked over, then started saying something about how I was pretty sure I was dreaming. I counted the fingers on one hand and there were eight. I gave him a hug, and tried to concentrate on keeping the dream as well, but I felt like my eyes were closing. I could still feel it, but everything faded to black. This lasted for a few seconds.

I 'woke up' into a short FA where I took a notepad and pencil out of my purse and was about to write the dream down, but then woke up for real.


- I also had a short dream earlier, after being awakened by the phone ringing and someone leaving a weird message. I dreamt that I checked the phone to see who it was, and saw a bunch of calls from 'DEBT COLLECTOR' or something similar. I asked my mom about it, and she said, "oh yeah, that's the money I still owe from when I went on a scuba diving trip to make friends with the oysters."

So I head out of my house and I see my car and there's someone sleeping in it. I open it up and I see my nieces. The younger one wakes up and says hi, and I tell them they should come to Neverland with me. She says something about being tired and I'm about to leave, and then she says "well give me a hug first dang". I gave her one and headed out. I went the same direction as last time but ended up some place different. It was like a school, but it had no sidewalks, and the ground was covered in brown leaves. I saw this one girl I knew from jr high, and I asked her if she wanted to go. I took her in the air and flew with he, and she said no. I put her back down and continued on. I met a group of kids working on arts and crafts and asked them if they knew how to get there and they didn't.

For some reason I couldn't fly anymore. I just laid there on my stomach, thinking about how it feels to fly, and suddenly the wind picked me up and I was back in the air, but i was kinda out of controll...:the. The phone rang and woke me the fuck up.

Next time I'm trying a door to darkness, she lives me not, or a good old fashioned scene change.

I remember my irl little cousin being in my dream, and I had a motorcycle. There was a zigzag trolley rail in the middle of the road. There was a girl at the house I was going to, and I had Yordle Snap Traps set out in the yard. I knew where they were, though, cause I could see them on the minimap.

I also had a FA where my sister was telling me to take the stuff out of the hallway (that she piled up out there)

My family and I are in transition, we are moving into a new house.

(IRL: We all live separately, until recently, my sister moved in with my mom to save money and find a job closer to mom)

My mom is showing me around, we enter what she intends to be my room.. It’s small and resembles the room I once had as a child. The walls are primarily blue in color and painted with an intricate zig zag design. I express resistance (without words) because I associate it with a room I had when I was a kid.. I feel like I should be moving forward in life rather than moving back. Mom left the room, a little deflated as if to say “I give up”. I walk up to the wall and see up close just how much effort had gone into the elaborate paint job. Suddenly, I understand that it was my mom who painted it for me. I feel bad for hurting her feelings. The colours up close are light blue, and silver, and yellow, and dark blue. Within the lines are intricate patterns and textures and I feel appreciation for my mom. I see there is a nicely made bed in the room and a dresser. On the outside wall there is a mid sized window, which looked out onto the back yard. The backyard is small but has a beautiful tree and a little garden with a red wheel barrow next to it. This room is actually quite lovely.

I leave and go to see what is meant to be my parents’ room across the hall. It is huge, and has wooden beams on the ceiling. It’s empty and extremely dirty. The floors are wooden and unfinished. There are dry leaves in the corners of the room. I look to the windows which are at the top of the wall touching the ceiling, and realized that this part of the house was under ground. I imagine the house is built into a hill. The windows look into wells, which are dirty metal, and full of leaves. As I walk further into the room I see the glass is no longer there, and so this explains where all the leaves came from. The closet doors are missing, and inside they are empty. I feel like there is door to an attic in there but never actually see it myself. This room has a lot of potential to be really beautiful but it has not been cared for in a long time. I wonder where my sister’s room is so I leave to go find it.

I see that there are only 2 bedrooms and my sisters bed is made up in the middle of the living room (not touching any walls, literally in the middle) It is a double sized mattress on top of planks of wood. On top lays fresh bed linens with yellow and orange blankets. And a fluffy pillow.

Mom really loves us. She gives us so much more than we realize. Even now she still puts us before herself.

Suddenly I become really tired. I want to go to sleep now but I can’t, I have to go to school. Wait a second? What school? Highschool? Ahhhg I have to go back to high school?! FUCK! I thought I was finished with that? I can’t believe this, I’m 27 years old, living with my parents and I haven’t even finished highschool. Negative self talk commences and I start asking myself stuff like "when did I become such a loser. Why have I let so much time pass?! It’s my fault that my life sucks. It’s my own carelessness that has gotten me into this mess. What am I going to do now?"

I decide not to go to class that day. I know I cant afford to lose any more time, but I don’t care. I've decided I’m going to spend the day sleeping.



Ok so this “forgetting to finish highschool” has become a repeating theme in my dreams. As soon as my dream takes this sort of turn I become overwhelmed with feelings of panic, worry, fear…Like I’m in a nightmare. I assume it has a lot to do with my birthday coming up. I tend to get life path related anxiety when my birthday grows near. “What am I doing with my life, why am I so far behind, why didn’t my past self give a crap about where I’d be in the future?” can very much be applied to me in my waking life. (Although I did graduate highschool and completed some college)

When I woke up I looked at the clock and it had only been 3 minutes since my alarm went off. Confirming my suspicion that my inner clock moves WAAAAAAAAY faster when I sleep.

I wake up my mum, something that I don't think I have ever done personally. And she starts to tell me key words about her dream when she gets out of bed, she is speaking very quickly and she is moving quite fast around her bed and out of the bedroom door, she then comes back in seconds later fully dressed.

Next thing I remember is that we are walking up the high street in my town (Kilmarnock) at the top end headed out. But the ground we are walking on is the ground from outside of Glasgow Central Station, where it's kind of like stone rounded bricks, spaced quite close together joined with concrete. We are talking about why my mum looks upset, I ask her "Why?" she refuses to answer.

After a while of asking her she eventually gives in and decides to tell me what was up. At this point I somehow manage to get a piece of chalk in my hand. She tells me in detailed length what was up and I managed to summarise it into a word/ short phrase per reason. I note each of these reasons on a stone that I'm walking on, I stop mid conversation and write on the stone the reason then continue walking until the next reason appears. The 3 reasons I remember are "fishing" "Sum 41" and "Toy Beer Keg" I have no idea why these were the reasons.

But I write them down none of the less, where eventually we end up at the studio my band uses to practise, (which is in Glasgow). This is confusing cause my mum probably doesn't even know the name or location of the studio. But yeah we're there anyway :L, and I think it is for a normal session that you would normally pay for, but I wasn't wanting to do it cause my band weren't with me. So I text my singer telling him that I'm at the studio and that I don't know what's happening, I don't remember if he replied or not.

I go in and I find out that it's a half an hour session on writing poetry and practising poetry, I have never wanted to learn poetry in my life, but I still go along with it. The man behind the desk has a blue tattoo on his neck, it looks like it comes up from his shoulder, and it is rounded, at the top, it was a light blue centre that gradually got darker as it got closer to the outlines. He also has his phone on a display infront or the shelf next to him.

It's the same phone as mine, and I reach my arm out to grab it, when I release that this isn't a phone shop, and that he isn't advertising it. He looks at me like I'm an idiot, and stares at me as if I'm a criminal, until my mum interrupts with something. I look at him and he starts talking about lucid dreaming.

He tells me that if I want to learn to do it I should look out for an American Football team called "The Swellers" or "The Sellers" I can't remember, But the Swellers is the name of one my favourite bands, so I think it might have been that :L. But he tells me that's how he becomes lucid, and that he has been doing it for just over 5 years, I then wake up

01.05.2012

Defending The Locals (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID


I'm in a foreign country, on top of a massively high bridge with my family and other tourists. Below us on a beach are several locals, mainly children.

Suddenly, men emerge from the various rock pools scattered over the beach and begin chasing and attacking the children.

Unfortunately, from so high up, we are all helpless to stop them. All we can do is watch in horror.

I then see a couple of small sharks chase a boy (somehow on land) and I jump all the way down from the bridge just as they begin to bite his arm. I grab one and punch it repeatedly, until it no longer poses a threat.