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The last dream of the night.

I am in beautiful mountains with some other people (at least initially). We are on a freshly mown meadow, it’s sloping and we are going uphill, there is a forest. It is morning and it is still slightly dark and it is also very cold, I can feel the cold. We consider making a fire but we want to find a more sheltered place, closer to the forest.
I go uphill, I think I am on my own now and there is a road and a crossroad, on the edge of the forest. I can see light through the gap in the forest created by one of the roads. There is a city. But it gets very foggy (as in real foggy weather) and I can’t see much, the trees around disappear in the fog. Then I see a car and I am worried how they can safely drive in this fog. The fog clears a bit and I can see a modern city with skyscrapers and there are houses where the forest was before.
That annoys me a lot. I was in a beautiful forest, I want my forest back.
I am not having this. I feel like fuck this, let’s go lucid and I say “nope, this is a dream”.
I hear whoosh and it’s like going under water. Everything gets dark and shaking. I want to stabilize but how? I can’t see anything. Suddenly I find myself squatting or sitting instead of standing and I can feel something solid in my hands, which is good, but I am confused. Is this my real body in this position? If it is, I mustn’t move. But I move my legs anyway and I can see them and they are trembling.
It starts feeling almost like vibrations and I start to feel my real body, noticing it is relaxed and in a normal position. I try to calm myself and DEILD but I am not successful, I am too awake.

I was in a salon either doing hair or hanging out- pretty sure I was doing hair.
There was a small group of women. I was talking to one about the Chiefs. For some reason The Chiefs and college football was both playing on Saturday. The woman started talking about college football and how she lives in Kansas so people assume she's for their team they have there but really she likes Missouri's she said to me "people will see me and say: how about the KU... But they don't know I'm a MU fan, I need to move back in Missouri"

Later in the dream my son was there and he was older but I can't remember anything about the dream after that.



Kinda funny.

25.12.2016

(MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I woke up 5 hours into my sleep and stayed up for 30 minutes, went back to sleep. Kept repeating "I will realize I'm dreaming".

At some point I notice I'm sitting in bed. I decide to do a RC. I'm dreaming. I get out of bed and walk downstairs. I go outside and stabilize by sitting on the ground and touching the grass. It is night time. There's a weird, skinny, white cat in my front yard. I decide I want to see Tonka. I look away and look back to where the cat was, and Tonka is lying there. I lie down with him and hug him. He kisses me. His fur and smell are so real. I tell him we miss him and he just wags his tail at me. There's an acoustic guitar playing in the background, it's really soothing.

I have a FA, I do a RC and stabilize. I go outside and start walking around. It's night time still. I think of making it day time using the Ocarina but decide not to afraid it might de-stabilize the dream. I grab a car and start driving somewhere, my mom is in the car and she's scared we just stole a car. I tell her it is all happening in my mind, it's ok.

This dream happened within a short 15~20 minute nap, strangely enough. It was a pretty neat dream too, for what little time I spent in it.

In this dream, I am not a character at all, and it instead follows two sword fighting brothers in the third person, focusing mainly on the older one. They are both big guys. The older brother wields a shoe, one-handed, and enchanted, sword, while the younger brother has a giant sword. It almost exactly looks like the executioner's blade(the one Zabuza used) from Naruto.

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The two brothers are fighting five strange people with weird abilities. Three of them have already been defeated. A man with a body made of a clay-like substance and a woman who traces magic symbols on her body are the ones remaining. The younger brother attacks the clay man, and his sword gets stuck. He is promptly punched in the gut, and falls to his knees, the sword still stuck.

The older brother lunges to grab the sword, and plants his feet into the clay man's body, struggling to pull it out. I remember him saying something along the lines of "Sike! You know what it takes to wield the sword!"(this dialogue is unimportant, as 'Sike' isn't in the dream after this, and neither is the sword.) A thin, red aura envelopes the sword, killing the clay man.

The woman begins to trace some symbols. The older brother leaps back there, and draws on her a symbol I recognize to mean "explode"

Before anything happens, the dream ends. I really wanted to know if it worked too...

it was dark. The dream clearly was in its infancy stages yet i was concious of this being the case. I heard a high pitched frequency sound progressively getting louder and louder. I stayed calm. I couldn't really move and felt like i was stuck inside a body. So i tried to hover out of my body. I experienced the sensation of levitating above my body (it was still dark so i'm not sure if my body was below me or not) then i heard a strange grindy sort of voice singing in the most horrifying manner "I fell on something dark.....I fell on something dark...." and so on. This voice, much like the high pitched ringing, crescendoed, yet this time I got scared and forced myself to wake up.

Would have been interesting to let that dream form. Wish i would have started imaginging some scenery. I'm sure if i had just chilled that voice would have soon gone away.

a short one:
(first person)

flying/hovering above the highway, going fairly fast until i fall forward on my face and wake up. this one was cool because flying is something i like doing in dreams and i think is also a dream sign of mine. i think the highway was based on the highway 99 in reality because i got a sense of the mountains and ocean around me. this dream was more like a fragment that i had near to the end of my sleep cycle.

This was a very short but frightening Dream....
When my Dream started I had woken up (In my Dream) in a large cage made up of what looked like bamboo and rope. I wasn't hand cuffed or tied to anything. I was really scared and didn't know what to do, It looked like it was getting really dark outside and i heard a bunch of people arguing and screaming at each other. They were speaking a language I could not recognize. I wanted to scream for help to see if anyone would help me but I would probably grab the attention of my attacker.
All around me were other large bamboo cages, I was surrounded by what looked like a Jungle. I looked closely at the other cages and noticed that every other cage had a man/women from the U.S. Navy/marine corps. They were all tied to the sides of the cages except me, I didn't understand what was going on and tried to get their attention but they all looked dead or unconscious.
A few Minutes after walking back in fourth in the cage panicking I finally woke up from my Phone Alarm.

This morning I tried to use a lucid dreaming app on phone , with earphones on.
It worked like this: I set the time, and after 30 minutes It will start to play a soundtrack that reminds me that I'm dreaming , I supposed to be dreaming when this soundtrack start.
It was harder to fall asleep with earphones. So I was toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and toss and turn and ...
Then I lost my lucidity , had some hypnagogic imagnary , and then paralysis started to kick in slowly , the noise became louder , and louder , and my body became numb and more numb.
Then When the noise achieved its highest point , I felt like if gravity turned off
And that my body became nothing, I was floating in my room.
I tried to AP, but I knew it failed and that its just a dream.
I moved out of bed and falled off from bed.
I face facing the ground with some pieces of clothes.
I stuck here like that , my legs were broken weirdly, buit I didnt felt it .
Then I used my imagination to roll out and so I did now I'm standing , all normal.
I done a hand rc My hands just dissapeared so I was sure.
I was going outside , my mom told me that she's going so I said "me too".
Then Just before I leaved the dream falled apart and I woke up
just a minute before the app started the soundtrack
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Not a big success, but after months I finally had one.

I was walking up my street on what looked like a particularly bright and sunny day when a group of people i used to hang out with invited me to chill. I agreed, went home and washed up. When I returned outside they were partying in my driveway, making noise and quite a mess which I, of course, got into trouble for.

8:15am
Time Lucid - 10 seconds
Non lucid - grey text
Semi Lucid - red text
Lucid - blue text

I woke up and tried to focus on the scene in front of me. The scene was as if I was only peaking through to the seen. I felt as if I needed to force it open. I tried to force it open but I'm not sure if this bought more imagery on. I willed my dream body to get up, and I got half way up from the bed, then flouted back down. I tried again, and this time I completely got out of bed. I did a RC (Checked Hands) and knew I was dreaming.

I was now lucid. The scene felt hazzy/not vivid enough. I did not stabilise the dream, instead rushed over to the bed room light switch and tried to turn it on, which failed. I saw a shadowy figure get up off of my bed and ran towards me. I flung my hand out and felt a a bit of a thud sensation. It definitely didn't feel normal. I felt no pain. I woke up.

The shadowy figure surprised/scared me which ended my lucid dream and woke me up.

Note:
I need to focus myself on stabilising the dream. Both DEILD's have ended with me getting up out of bed in my bed room. I will attempt to imagine another location as I walk through a door next time.

The dream began with normal stuff at work that I can't quite remember. Obviously it was not all that exciting. Later that night, my father took my brother an I to Sonic (the fast food restaurant) to get some chocolate malts. During this visit, he insists on blaring some music; Though I can't quite remember what the song was. It was not too long before i woke up and got ready for another day...

=Stats=
Month: Phoenix
Goal: Fix Recall
Dreams remembered: 1 (+1)
Time: Late REM, last dream before waking
Length: Short/Fragment
Clarity: Below Normal
=End Stats=

I'm laying in bed as one of my cats come (let's call her Blacky) and starts talking to me, I can't remember the specific words, but she was asking for help in finding something. I hear someone talking outside, I think it was my mom and my sis. Blacky says they can't help, one of my other cats appears (let's call her Fatty), Fatty starts talking with Blacky, saying she wants to help, but is unsure how, Blacky and Fatty leave the room.
Woke up.

I lay in my bed slumbering beneath the covers as the surface I lay on begins to slide beneath me. I enjoy the sensation of being dragged across the the enjoyable texture that is my bed. Wait, being dragged!? I attempt to move but find my self limp. I struggle free of my paralysis an break out of my covers. I now stand at the top landing of my staircase. Strange how would I have been dragged out off my bead and through the hall, not to mention the 4 steps to the landing. But whats this, the covers have been pulled down the stairs. A trail to my dragger! Yes, at the end of the trail tugging on a sheet is a.... shoe? It looks like its trying to pull on the sheet anyway. Wait no, its a motorized wheelchair!!! Yes, their at the bottom of the steps. Pulling the covers even now! I make my way to the now fleeing chair and put it in its proper place. Upside down! Wont be rolling anywhere now! How strange that it was a motorized wheelchair that pulled me. Maybe its haunted. I'll test this by putting my hand close to the wheel. Hay, it rolls its tire at me! I'll try the other tire. Yep, rolling at me again. Must be haunted, wait no that doesn't make since. None of that made any since. I must be dreaming. Cool, time to have some fun. Hay I'm next to the kitchen. Theirs all kinds of things I can test and see how they work here in dream world. Damn!!! My dream is already begging to dissolve. I see some grand marnier (Orange liquor). I wonder if some nice booze would help stabilize my dream . Damn!!! I've gone all 3rd person! How can I get to the booze if I'm just a spectator. Wait, theirs some Indian guy. Maybe he can drink the grand marnier for me? Yes go for it random Indian guy! Nooooooooooo! It's to late!

And then I wake up.

I find my self at a convince store. Its small with a check out desk in the center and a bit of room in the back. Inside there is me walking by the back of the counter, my best friend looking at something in the back of the store along side a random customer who is doing the same, and lastly there is a cute blond girl behind the counter. I for a moment walk to the corner of the counter just randomly walking about and then turn around. My best friend has vanished and the random customer as well! I turn to the clerk girl and she has dreary look on her face. She says to me " You know, early today I saw a whole school of kids disappear." Ats at this moment I remember/know (its always weird how u just know about things in ur dreams.) that my friend had thought he had seen two people just disappear in front of him, even had the same look of dread but lessened by doubt. Its at this point I start to wig out a bit. People are just disappearing and my best friend is gone! I grab the clerk girl by the shoulders looking down straight into her eyes. I begin to blubber out in a panic. O no my best friend is gone! We have to stick together! We cant leave each others site! Shes scared by my panic and the grip I have on her. During all this her eyes shift color for a moment to red. I suddenly feel that she must be the one responsible for this! Its people around her that are disappearing. A take a step back wondering if this is true? If it is are we still the only ones around? If not who else is left? It at this point my dream begins to break down as like to put it. The setting of the convince store simply becomes blackness with a light source somewhere far away and the clerk girl has become, well she became something very similar to alien. Its at this point that I'm not so much dreaming but just thinking about the dream. It a shame that clerk girl had to go all alien on me, she was quite cute.

So there it is, my first DJ here. Hope some of you enjoy it.

12/21/11

Went to bed late and didn't really get a good nights/morning sleep. oops.

I'm eating hummus and pita bread outside at a restaurant with my family. The waitress is loud and over friendly. She is sitting at our table and eating our food. Back at home I smoke a joint with my brothers and watch Family Guy. That is pretty much it.