I only remember fragments of my dream. It had something to do with pillows and a wedding... still don't know where this all came from and why I (my dream me) was so interested in this topic. And for those who care: Sorry for not posting something in the DJ but since my last post I somehow lost interest and I don't remember any special dream since then.
Dream I remember being in a really low paying job by the shore. There's a lot of people around doing various jobs, but fishing is the more risky and better paying job. I'm not a fisherman, I'm doing some other job which isn't enough to feed my family (I have a wife and child somewhere in the background). While I'm on the beach I hear someone nearby shout out that they're looking for a new fisherman, I jump at this opportunity.. I really needed it. No matter what the risk is. I've joined the fishermen out in the water, I can't remember if I'm on the boat at first, but at some point I make a small catch and I'm quite pleased. I hop out into the water, it's close enough to the shore to be belly-deep. The fish we catch have a mechanical part to them it seems, and we sell these to make good money. But they're usually quite dangerous which is why the job is so high risk :/. I see off to my side about 2 metres away this huge red crocodile-like beast. It must be 3-4 metres long and covered in thick red spiky skin. Shit... I hope it doesn't notice me, I'm walking in pace with it as it wades towards the shore. It doesn't seem to be hostile, odd. I wade out of the way behind a boat I think, then when I come out on the other side I spot a HUGE hagfish. Its mouth opening and closing, displaying multiple rings of teeth descending into its gullet. I backtrack as it swims slowly past. It also seems oddly non-hostile... I head towards the shore, the red crocodile beast has swam off in the direction of the hagfish. I then see another huge crocodile beast, this one with grey-silvery skin and much bigger. It seems like a more ferocious and dangerous breed, it heads off towards the other beast. They creatures duke it out, I can't remember clearly what happened but they all died and I swam over to reap the materials from their corpses. I'm amazed that I got such a good haul for a one-off fisherman job . I'm back on the shore now, I've got a few small pieces of mechanical bearing-like things in my hand. I'm fiddling around with them while sitting down, trying to get comfortable on the slope. I keep sliding down, how did I used to do this? I put my foot on a wooden wall and stop sliding, I think this is how I used to do it? Lucid I JUST remembered that I had this, I can't remember a lot though. I realized I was in a dream and decided to stabilize, I remembered talking to my dream buddy about advancing my abilities with stabilization and wish I had finished reading the article he'd sent. I started by pressing my finger through the palm of my hand, it briefly stabilized but it wasn't enough. I then span on my axis a bit and felt the world begin slipping away. Aw shit. I willed the world to stay materialized which worked in my favor for a bit, but it still wasn't enough. I felt the world around me zoom in and out as I wrestled with stability, until eventually it faded and I awoke. I think this is my 60th lucid
OK, so I Had this Disturbing Dream last week about a woman I knew. Basically, the woman, who I do not wish to name, was one of my old carers who I had a crush on, sort of. And basically in the dream, I went to one of my favourite shopping centres(or malls), and she was luring me to different shops, the GAME shop there had black walls instead, and I rung up her mother, who I also knew as one of my Teachers, and asked what year she was born, she said 1982, making her 34. The scary thing about this dream, was, even though I'm getting over this woman really well, was that I couldn't control my willpower, and it suddenly came out of nowhere, why I picked up the phone. It's so wierd, does this mean anything? I've barely got her in my head and I've been getting over her when suddenly this dream appeared. It's disturbing, I must admit.
Updated 05-29-2016 at 11:14 AM by 90720
I'll keep this short and sweet, but know that it was a beautiful dream, and my greatest failure as a lucid dreamer. As a guy trying to create RC triggers on only two things, beautiful girls and beautiful views it is a sad thing that I could not achieve this in a dream entirely composed of those two things. I was at a cottage that was mine, though I do not recognize it. Rachel was the cottage next door, and I had randomly reached out to her after years of no contact since high school. She admitted to me that she had a crush on me way back then, and I waltzed over to her place. Her Father emerged and immediately asked me if I work in sales as I was very well dressed for cottage country. I said yes, and he basically gave me a long speech on success and said I had what it takes and that he would take me on as his portege. He took me into their cottage and I was looking at the absolutely beautiful concept cars that he had in the house, one of which was actually a bath tub. At the end of the dream Rachel and I went down to the water and cuddled on a little island as the sun set. Why the fuck I am incapable of creating these triggers is beyond me, but it is my main goal as of now. Dream Signs Beautiful Girls Beuituful Views amazing cars
Had a couple of dreams but didn't log the first one. Both non-lucid. The second one I was in this beautiful mansion & this obviously rich older woman, who looked & talked like she had always had money was trying to understand the other people there who were supposed to be others who had married into this family. It was unclear of those details. But she was taking part in some sort of obstacle course which was set up outside her house to try and make them feel at home. It was really weird. She was showing me a room with lots of huge pots & pans & all kinds of stuff. I kept thinking omg I could only dream of having all of these that she deemed unfit. I was just reading about the room of requirement in Harry Potter so this all actually kind of makes sense, lol.
early: + I'm dating my son's (S2) ex-girlfriend, L. We're very flirty and giggly together and very touchy. She's very petite and I pick her up and carry her (I think like S2 used to), I feel her weight but I can carry her easily, she laughs at this. We lie down in bed and kiss lightly. She needs to do her homework. She's lying on her back (we both are) and she sprawls her left leg over me, and I touch it with my left hand. My right arm is around her neck/head/shoulders, we're lying closely together. I ask her in a foreign language if my arm is bothering her. She answers in (English?) that yes it is because she has to read. + I have the job of completely cleaning out my ex-JrHs "girlfriend" KS's old house. I'm assembling a team to do it. We need to totally clean it and get it ready (for sale?). I have a plan in front of me on a piece of paper of multiple neighborhood houses that need to be cleaned, and how I'm going to rotate the cleaning women from house to house so that they do not encounter each other when they transition houses. Each woman will need to work on each house, doing their own phase's job. I'm wondering how I'm possibly going to get KS's house cleaned out (in one day?) when it takes 3 women working in phases to clean the other houses. + (3rd dream forgotten) DEILD alarm @ 5 hrs. Too loud. Fully woken. Massive insomnia, almost back to sleep several times but just couldn't make it. Too hungry/worried about stuff perhaps. Didn't make it back to sleep until about 9 hrs, slept until about 10:30 hours. + almost WILD. I see an image form and I realize that I'm seeing through my closed eyelids. I think I see something blue on the bed. Then son comes into our room IWL and I wake up, grr. + Walking past a group of girls that is gathering with a teacher, I'm looking at them but I walk on by to an area next to them. There is a climbing rope there and I wonder with my strength increases and weight loss if I can climb it now, I probably should be able to climb it easily I think. I imagine climbing it using my feet to hold and my arms to pull up. I reach for the rope and see that it is shortened, the base of the rope is about 6-7 feet above the ground. I reach up for the rope and start to pull myself up with my arms. I don't make it very far, it's pretty hard to make any progress at all, I feel in my arms and shoulders how hard it is to pull myself up. I see a basketball hoop with a net near my face to the side. + I'm swinging on a set of olympic rings. I'm holding an "L" position with ease. But the problem is that I'm drifting/swinging from left to right. I see I have a flat/athletic torso/abdomen with a bit of an "out-ye" belly button, I poke a finger in there briefly. I think if I drop and reform the L that I'll get a better score, I do that but now I start drifting/swinging too much from front to back as I hold the L position. +(f) view of a busy road during the Olympic games, cars are driving down some mountainous road to the athletic events. I see a river far below and I think that the water in the river is probably polluted. + recalled from a previous day (2-3 days ago): I'm playing on a tennis court, with a (female?) tennis player, I'm holding a racquetball racquet. Try as I might I can not get a ball past her, she always hits it back. I'm thinking about how I serve the ball.
I was in a dark, cold cavern. It somewhat looked like an old computer game, there was an altar with some small chest on it. I touched it and found myself in a strange city. A twist of mixed architectural designs. It was still dark, only street lights were shining. I walked up to a rooftop of a building using an outside staircase. I realized that it's a dream. I thought "What about warming this place up a bit?" I summoned an atomic bomb which stroke the city. It didn't changed much. I put my hand in a gesture trying to grab something, and I dragged a small, yellow glowing ball of energy to me. "I'll use this to power the city." Then I wandered the town some more. Going through alleys I was powering up whole districts by using the orb - basically pointing my fingers at wires. There were some dark figures wandering around, I pointed fingers at them and they disappeared. I entered a secret complex of "keepers"from thief games. There was an enforcer patrolling the area. I pointed finger at him and he fell dead. I thought "I should restart and let him live. I lost lucidity and found myself at the first cave, escaping from enormous, deadly spiders.
26/5/16 Dream 1: I was at university talking with a group of older students about how the workload changes as the years go on and stuff like that.
On one night: >Reading a book; >A big bird (not the one from Sesame Street) that could eat other birds. 26 May: A prayer showed up, but I changed it.
1. I hold my awareness through the 'sinking' feeling and stand up with my dream body once I feel I am ready. I find myself in a very dim room resembling my bedroom, yet with a longer extension to the left. I consider where to go, then decide to head through the window to the right and explore outside a bit. I find my way onto the wooden porch attached with a small set of stairs descending to the left. A small yard area with vivid green grass lays beyond. I walk a bit farther and notice that the area I'm in resembles a lodge of sorts. The building is mostly a darker red color, constructed of wood, with many rooms on various levels. I head toward the lawn then look to my left and see a large white square door. I continue on thinking about what I should do in this dream as I make a bit of progress toward the door. I feel the heavy feeling -similar to the last dream - holding me back; it feels like a strong resistance is hindering my movement. I remind myself that it's just a dream, and that everything is taking place in my mind in dream space - I can just will myself forward. I look to the left and notice a turning staircase connecting the various entrance ways to the bi-level lodge. I engage the five senses once again at this point. I continue my way floating up the staircase and head to go into one of the upper level rooms to explore. White light is spilling from under the doorway. I phase through the door and enter the room which is very dark. I quickly enter a void, but am determined to hold awareness through. I engage as many senses as I can, and maintain strong sense of hearing on many birds chirping. The scene begins to appear,and I make my way through a wall. 2. I wake up, hold completely still, recall the last dream, and feel I can enter another LD by relaxing my body once again. I relax and 'sink' until I feel that I have control of a dream body then stand up and walk to the foot of the bed. I do a jumping jack spontaneously to engage my sense of kinesthetics. I begin to head through the nearest wall, and try to imagine myself heading into a natural setting at this point. The dream is not taking me anywhere, and I reason that I don't have a dream incubated within my mind - I think back to Sageous's posts about having a dream 'on tap'. I continue to fall in this void state. 3. I wake up (yet am not fully sure if it was a real or false awakening). I continue the same sinking process from the previous dream, and once again stand up and begin to move around a room closely resembling the previous one. The dream quickly fades and I wake up.
Updated 05-31-2016 at 05:25 PM by 50425
I continue the 'sinking' of my body into the bed, feeling that I can transition to a lucid from this point. I soon find myself standing in a slightly lit bedroom resembling my parents' bedroom in my childhood home. I'm staring at the master bed with dark golden sheets - dim sunlight is coming through the window to the right. I see somebody sleeping, then see a DC which appears to be a younger version of my mom sit up in the bed slowly, eyes fixed on me. I decide not to approach, and instead back out of the room, thinking to myself 'well, that's creepy..'. I head out to the hallway and peer over the banister. The dream space feels very 'thick', almost as thoguh I am moving through glue. I think back to my dream goal and a convo with OneUp the night before, and immediately begin engaging my 5 senses. The dream begins to stabilize a great deal, and I feel I have some control over the length at this point. I stare ahead at the arched window on the 2nd floor wall as well as the door. It's light outside, but I decide not to take this route. Instead I decide to fall back through the wall, and imagine a forest scene as I fall. I continue in a void state for a bit waiting for a scene to emerge, yet nothing comes for a bit. I simply allow the dream to re-form instead of forcing a scene. I reappear in the hallway and decide to float through the wall with the door and window. I fly through and begin engaging my 5 senses again, and am happy with the time extension as I begin to make my way through the front yard, walking and flying low to the ground. I try to feel my breaths, pay attention to the tastes in my mouth, see the colors, and listen to the birds all at the same time. After doing this for a couple minutes, the dream quickly goes void and transition to a FA which only lasts 1-2 seconds before I regain lucidity.
Updated 05-27-2016 at 01:30 AM by 50425
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