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- It's nighttime. I am at a window and see a figure knocking on it from outside. I lift up the window and see that it is (pop sensation and queen of numbered albums) Adele. She is dressed very plainly, in a white/grey shirt, and holding a lit candle. Now that I have the window open I wonder what she wants, but she doesn't say anything. Later, it is afternoon, and I am at one of her concerts, held in an outdoor arena; however, there is no one there but me. Then I see Adele run toward me from the direction of the stage, through the rows of seats, and to where I'm standing (a little ways away); she gives me a hug.
- I am trying to help my friend T. solve a math problem. Specifically, it's some sort of complicated fraction with several variables, and he wants to solve for one of those variables. It's hard to get a grip on it because his explanation is fuzzy, and the equation itself doesn't really stick in my mind no matter how much I look at it. I look at T. and think about how fond I am of him, and I realize that while he's been explaining this to me, I've put my hand on his shoulder a couple of times. I realize that I want--pretty badly--to do more, maybe even to give him a hug. But I refrain, reasoning that if I've already tried to be physical with him and I'm currently sitting apart, he must not want to reciprocate my affection. I feel vaguely frustrated.
- I am in the ending of some sort of japanese RPG. After finding a magical item, or perhaps a set of magical items, I find an object in the world that plays back a bunch of bloopers from the narrator, a deep-voiced man who sounds like a movie trailer announcer.
- A. and I are living in a very cramped apartment next to an even more crowded Korean restaurant (it seems to be set up in a space the size of our apartment). The restaurant serves gyoza.
- I'm in a store looking at dessert pastries. One package contains a bunch of miniature glazed rolls of dough with honey and sugar. They look delicious.

I had a nightmare this morning which doesn't happen very often. Usually when scary stuff happens in dreams I don't feel scared because somehow I percieve it as a movie or advenure. I have to admit though this one was pretty scary. It was almost as scary as the other dream I had this morning where I met Donald Trump!

08.10.2016
07:00 AM

Chop Chop Chop (Nightmare)

I am in Seoul Korea with my dad and sister for vacation and to visit some friends. The city is very modern and beautiful looking. We go on a feris wheel on an island in an artificial lake and get a great view of everything. My dad says it has changed a lot since he was stationed here in the army.

Somehow everything transitions to how it suposadly was in the 60s. The buildings and cars are much smaller and used looking. Everything is painted with lots of bright colors though. We go into an area that is abandoned except for a brick building that is a brothel. Women solicit us from the windows. We try to get back to the better areas and have to pass by a hospital that is right next to a slaughterhouse. I see people carrying pig parts and human body parts between the two buildings.

I find myself, despite the obvious red flags, going through the ally with my dad and sister. From around the corner a nurse with a face mask on is staring at me with a creepy face. I notice she has a cleaver in her hand as she takes a step forward. "Chop Chop Chop", she says. I run away but find the only way is into the slaughterhouse.

Inside there is another nurse with a cleaver. This one has blood on her dress. I trip and she runs toward me saying "chop chop chop" faster and faster. She is about to chop me with the cleaver but I find there is some butchery tool on the ground near me. I pick it up and cut her throat several times. She stumbles back but doesn't seem effected by the cuts. She slowly walks forward again saying chop with each step. Right when I know I'm done for I hear a voice say, "Chop this." And a fire axe slams into the side of her head from behind. It's my dad!

He helps me to my feet and we turn around to se the other nurse bent over backwards on all fores. Her head twists around 180 degrees to face us. She starts wattling toward us and I wake up.

D1- I'm at a gas station, and buy something. The clerk is talking to me,a Ned he says something important, but I can't remember. I walk outside around the back of the store, and head on to this trail. It's cloudy out and the airs a little dark. While walking there's this small black and brown dog with a sweater on. I bring it home to show my family. They're surprised, and I take the sweater off. Then I put it on myself. It grey with dull colored stripes on it. I like it, but it's a little big. After this the dream become very hazy,and I think I wake up soon.

D2- I'm with my mom and brother at what seems to be an industrial warehouse of some sort. We're walking outside, and my mom sees a large truck of asha me dirt. My brother and I notice that theres a really large skeleton skull sticking out. My mom doesn't notice though, and goes over. She touches it, and the skeleton moves. My brother and I run back to the car. He yells at me to start it, and while doing so an old lady runs out of the warehouse towards us. She's really scary looking, and had a mouth that looks like it eats humans. I start the car, and drive forward. It feels weird driving the car, and I keep having to hit the breaks. I wake up.

D3- I'm in school at my Biology class. I'm not prepared, and there was a project we had to do on our phones. The teacher comes around to see, but I have nothing to show. I'm worried, and feel disappointed. I woke up feeling relived.

D4- my family and I are in our house. My mom has some sort of party going on, and there lots of people and food. There's some sort of competition where we have to eat a lot of food and then run around the house. I decide to try this, and sit at the table where I'm presented with a large sandwich with cheese and meat on it. I tasted good, and I finish it. I start running around, and it's really dark. I get back to the table. Everyone is crowding around me now, and my next food is a bagel with cream cheese. I get it and it's about the size of a basketball, and is more like a cream cheese sandwich. I take a bite, but wake up.

D5- I'm not sure wether or not to consider this as lucid, or even a dream at all. I remember noticing I'm in a dream, but it's very hazy and seems to be in pieces. When this happens the dream ends, and I'm lying in my bed. I feel like I'm about to enter a dream, so I try visualizing a car. I see it, but nothing seems to work. I also feel really heavy, but eventually fall back to sleep. I'm not sure if I was in a dream, or it was just a dream fragment that I became aware in. It also could have been the very beginning or end of a dream.

A a gold-tooled book created by the Henry T. London 1933 Just look at this beauty, I was so excited for this to come, and when it finally came I was so happy! What you guys think?

Woke up from a dream in dream. Did nose RC/ and hand RC. Faded a few time but maintained the dream.

I remember super strength task and smash into the wall in my room. The effect isn't as impressive and I thought.I give up on that and go out side and try to fly. But un fortunately I cant do it too well, only jumping a few hundred feet up. Eventually I get the hang of it and I was flying all over the place (flying).
Im In in a car going to down the road with AZ (friend), he is upset about something. I switch from the car to a apartment complex and start doing parkour better then real life. I find a little building with a note to LDers (forget what it says tho...
I'm at church and Meg (Ex) is there with her brother, avoiding me. The singers suck and my mom starts singing with them, but I tell her to stop. This guy insults AZ and I through him across the room and he breaks the door behind him (super strength).
I find my self on a train/movie scene where I am fighting someone martial arts style. I am able to fly and super strength with ease, but I start to have less controls over what I do, i eventually am woken up by my alarm.

Created Wednesday 10 August 2016

Spellbee's Summer Lucid Competition 2016 - Entry 12

Very bad sleep again for certain reasons. There's about four dreams I could identify today. However, I've forgotten the first one entirely, and the other non-LD is but a fragment at the moment.

Overly long WBTB preceded this. Eventually, I go through a successful WILD.

Dream 1 - Summer Lucid Competition - Day 12 - Part 1

The visuals were blurred. I was falsely awakening in an unknown bedroom. From the start, I had awareness.

I floated off the bed, and tried levitating through the ceiling. Once I got there, I awaken immediately. I DIELD back in within minutes.

Dream 2 - Summer Lucid Competition - Day 12 - Part 2


A familiar dizzying sensation signaled a successful transition.

Before anything, I repeated "deeper" to keep anchored. With that done, I floated around again. This movement was a bit difficult to control Next, I looked for any sign of my dream guide's presence, but found none.

For quick points, I dropped sideways to the floor with the intent of phasing through. Due to the aforementioned difficulty, it took a very long time to reach there. Furthermore, I couldn't pass through at all. Luckily, I remembered Sivason's technique for correcting this. I placed my hand flat on the floor, and waited patiently until it partially phased. Then, I continued with the rest of me. This felt much like if one plunged themselves within a vast field of static electricity.

Seems I got taken to a grey void. I realized my left eye was closing shut against my will. Even trying to pry it open with both hands did little good. Figured this had to do with my sleeping sideways this time.

I awaken between trying to correct these visuals.

Scrap Group 1
Adrian and I are discussing Duelyst. He feels the Mogwai's (incorrectly referred to as Wind Runner) card drawing ability is overpowered. I claim the Spelljammer is a superior choice, despite her drawing extra cards for both players.

At some social gathering im watching in third person.
All is happy and celebratory, they are outside in formal dress.
it has been a sunny day and now the light is waxing.
A stunningly beautiful woman in a white dress appears to be spinning slightly holding a wine glass. She is bare foot on the grass.
Everything up till now has been very deceptive making what comes next all the worse. The woman is unfortunately insane and has no idea whatsoever what is going on.
I feel horror then pity followed by great saddness.
It gets worse but I cant bare to write it down even in my journal at home.

It's August so it's back to school season here in the United States. It would only be appropriate to have a dream about a school I never attended in the last 10 years.

The lucidity part happened when I was told to dance in front of a security guard. I was thinking how humiliating it would be because I know I can't dance. However, during that thought line I told myself, "But this is all just a dream...there is nothing to be afraid of."

I knew I was dreaming so I had confidence to go with the flow of the dream.

Once again, SSILD proves fruitful.

Last night I went to bed around 11pm and had more vivid non lucids. Maybe its cause im not wanting lucids enough? No clue.

Weird how this happened. I guess it was a WILD, but I'm not sure where the stream of waking thoughts ends and the lucid begins. I don't think it would affect scores too much, so I'll do my best.

I was doing counts after waking up in the night. I don't even think I was very high, but I ended up making a jump by accident and went from 14 lucid dreams *deep breath* 44 lucid dreams *deep breath* 444 lucid dreams *deep breath* 445-wait, how did I get this high? I've had this kind of thing happen before when I count lucid dreams and usually its a sign that I'm about to drift off. I gave up on counting for a daydream-ish stream of thought.

I was supposed to be inside my own brain, but I was inside what looked like an office building with people sitting at computers controlling me. I think I thought of the movie inside out. I snuck away and took an elevator down to the lower levels. (The lower levels actually looked like they were made of brain material rather than an office building) I remember there being a gray door to the room with the 'lucid dream generators'.

There were these two guard bots that said that I had clearance to go in but wasn't allowed to touch anything. I went in. There was a large open room with four Tesla coil like apparatuses that I assumed were lucid dream generators. The entire back wall was a huge flat-screen TV with a blue screen crash on it. I tried to read it but it was blurry.

"I'm sure nobody will even notice if I turn a few of these generators on..."

I turned all four of them on and that triggered security robots to come in. I hid behind one of the generators but they were shooting lasers at me and I got shot in the chest several times. I was in third person view of myself and was able to convince me that the lasers did no damage to me since they were a part of my mind... or something. It didn't really work. My third-person dream self was acting wounded. I then thought of having an EMP device that disabled all the robots. It appeared in the form of a baseball-sized a white metal sphere with several buttons and panels on it.

I threw it down and it created this purple electricity arc between all the lucid generators that shorted all the robots. I went out of the room and saw there were many more gray doors labeled 'lucid generators' and figured I would turn them all on. But the hallway vanished into a reddish soup lacking clarity. I saw a purple and blue cat (kind of Cheshire cat vibe) float by and thought of berry blast pop-tarts. I then saw Steven from SU with a pop tart. I then saw my character Raiah driving a U-haul truck.

For some reason this was the moment that I properly recognized myself as entering the dream. I began getting sensations in my body as I climbed into the back center seat of the truck, feeling the texture of the seats and my foot on the step, thinking this is it, now I've actually gotten lucid and I'm in a dream. We were in the parking lot of a school. I don't know how I knew that, I just did.

I got into the back of the truck and sat on the hump seat in the middle. Fairly easy to pull in Manei from the soup on the right hand side back seat as I did. She started driving. I don't know where we were driving or why. I had my heart set on a beach location or some kind of adventure. She said she didn't like Raiah because she was a character I made up in waking life. I told her to please drop that nonsense, that I didn't intentionally bring her into the dream and was just kind of going with the flow.

She wanted me to hold her hand. I could tell she was uncomfortable. She said something about the back of the truck being bad for tall people and the driver being part robot. I got annoyed and so I looked over into the front passenger seat and forcibly manifested another original character of mine. Several highly distorted swirls of mist in various colors and she manifested right before my eyes.

"There now the two can keep each other company and they won't bother us." I said to her. She seemed more comfortable now and wanted to hold hands. I felt her hand for some dream stabilization and looked down at it.

"Her fingers look like sausages. I should try and eat them and see what happens- what? Sausages? That was a weird thought."

I remember being reminded of stabilization. I did a nose pinch for a long time and pondered the dreaming state. I experimented with pinching and un-pinching my nose. It felt like my nose was a lot smaller.

"Man, dream-me has a small nose..."

It was a this point I realized we were driving down the median of an avenue. Raiah had been replaced with my friend J who was talking on the phone with his mom. His mom then appeared in the rear left seat and tried to give him a brown paper bag lunch, but he refused it. Six or seven cars crashed around us in a circle and we couldn't move. Some police started coming. My other character was then replaced with Aang. He said he would be happy to get us out of this one.

"U-haul, Yip Yip." The truck started flying with a jolt and I woke up.

I tried for reentry but no luck.

WILD: 10pt*1=10
Advanced Summon: 15pt*1=15
Interact with DC: 2pt*1=2
RC/Stabilize: 1pt*1=1

Night Total:23

Lucid
Dream
Semi-Lucid
Sidenotes/thoughts/Waking



First Dream
I had a lucid dream about me summoning a fireball but the memories are distant. It was lucid, I know that for sure but it was buried by the other lucid dreams I had. The only other thing I am certain about was that I managed to summon a fireball by grabbing a cup of fire from a nearby already started fire.

Second Dream

I was on a school field trip with my friend Ben. We were eating some pizza when I decided to do a nose pinch RC, but I was having trouble actually pinching my nose because it was so small. He asked me what I was doing and I responded “Doing a nose pinch reality check.” I then woke up angry at myself for not doing other reality checks. I tried DEILD, imaging the tactile sense of the grass and road near my house.
I managed to actually successfully do it and I looked down at my hands and had 6 fingers and 4 fingers. I did another nose RC and breathed through my pinched nose. I found a weird yellow object on the street so I thought it was a jellybean and ate it. It tasted quite a bit like a jellybean but the perfect amount of sweetness, the best jellybean I had ever had.

I walked down the street but instead of being in the place I expected to be there was this massive town instead. Tons of houses were lined up against this oddly smooth stone road (Which was poor for tactile sense) I wandered the streets occasionally feeling the grass to stabilize the dream instead. I talked to a few dream characters and even summoned a matchbox in my direct line of vision. I decided to teleport back to my house by imagining a door being a portal there and I managed to get back home. I found my two “dream” brothers (I don't have two brothers) and they both looked like weird anime characters who were super snobby. I walked outside into my yard and stripped off my clothing to see what it would be like. I ended up waking up though and a tiny part of myself panicked that I had stripped myself IWL, but I managed to do a DEILD to get back into the dream. I had my clothing back on again though

I walked back up to my house and imagined a dream character would be right behind a certain door I opened. Sure enough there was. I started changing how she looked and various aspects of her for a bit when I woke up again. I tried DEILD once again and managed to get back into the dream. I decided to stop messing around with that and teleported myself back to my street. I sort of wondered what being run over was like but any car swerved around me. I felt the grass once again to ground myself. I couldn’t keep myself in the dream though and woke up.

I did do a ton of just walking around in this dream, but I'm not upset with the results. It was a pain waking up twice but that couldn't be helped. It was also my longest lucid ever and I forgot quite a bit of it. I'm sorry that this is a bit all over the place, but my memories of it are so jumbled I can barely make a linear story out of it. On the bright side separate chains allow dream tasks to be done multiple times, so I earned quite a few points for it. At the rate of which I'm having lucid dreams maybe I shouldn't have signed up for beginner's league.

Competition points!

Dream 1:
First DILD of the Night - 10 points
Element Manipulation - 10 points

Dream 2:

Chain 1 :
Eat Something - 5 points
Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points
Reality Check / Stabilization - 1 point
First WILD of the Night - 10 points Note: DEILD after a non-lucid dream counts as a WILD
Advanced Unsummoning/Banishing - 10 points (Match box)
Teleport - 10 points


Chain 2 :
Chain a Lucid Dream - 2 points
Basic Summoning - 5 points
Object/DC Changing - 5 points
Reality Check / Stabilization - 1 point
Interact with a Dream Character - 2 points

Chain 3 :
Reality Check / Stabilization - 1 point
Chain a Lucid Dream - 2 points
Teleport - 10 points

Total : 86 points!
Correct me on points if I'm wrong.

First dream

I was a doom marine, wandering around the dark UAC station. With double barrelled shotgun I cleared my way through corridors, tearing through demons. The corridors seemed endless and empty, but I haven't felt lonely. I was full of energy and rapidly cleared my way.

Attempted WBTB, failed

Second dream

It was a western, wild west. Known outlaw Bumble Jack was terrorising a few bigger cities, in most of which he had his dark business running. He corrupted sheriffs of these cities to have no troubles, except for sheriff of city in which he had main base, as that man was no threat to anyone. I was a dozen of years older. With my wife and son we were just going to move into the city of Bumble Jack, unaware of that. As we approached town gates, we were ambushed by his thugs. They wounded me and killed my wife and son, I escaped to city's sewers and lived there for a dozen of years. One day when I was sitting and reading a book in my hut, which I made in a small cavern joining with city's sewers, a vice sheriff of the city appeared. She was a tall blonde woman, quite pretty. She asked me what I've been doing there for all these years. I replied that I was dealing with rats. She asked how many I've killed, and I said that none.

At the same time, the sheriff of the city climbed up a neon on a bar, in which Bumble Jack had his base. All townspeople have gathered to see this. Sheriff shouted to them to climb up the roof, help him get upper and that they'd deal with bandits next. But nobody wanted to deal with them, people went back to their houses to watch tv.

Then I appeared in front of the bar with vice sheriff. With strong kicks we busted doors to bar open. A huge group of thugs appeared to deal with us. No one used gun, it was a fistfight. Together we kicked their asses, not getting hurt even slightly. We entered one of side rooms and found women and children tied up. Bumble Jack was about to sell them at the black market and get really big money. We freed them and showe them the way out, but then I noticed that someone was taking some tied women for himself. The vice kept freeing people while I ran after that man - it was my friend's sworn enemy. I chased him into the bar room, barkeep haven't cared about him. The man said something to me, but I was angry and didn't listened. I grabbed his head and smashed it against a bar counter, then still holding his head, I gave him a strong kick in teeth. He have fallen on the floor, unconscious.

Then the barkeep seemed suspicious, so I kept an eye on him. He weirdly leaned over a wall. I asked him what he's doing, and he said "I inform". I shouted "Informant!" then Steven Seagall appeared behind the counter and said "Calm down, everything would be fine."

Third dream

I was in my house, it was a dark night. We had visitors who have just left, the house was tidied so that nobody could find anything. I wanted to brush my teeth, but couldn't find my toothbrush. I asked mother and she said that grandma have hidden all teethbrushes. I searched around the bathroom and house, then I asked grandma and she showed me where the teethbrushes are. I took mine and went to bathroom.

Tonight was the first night since last Friday where i could sleep in and i knew i could make some points. normally i would try to be more aware during the day and incubate now and then what i want to do with my lucid and maybe get of the computer some hours earlier and read a little or meditate but yesterday i just couldnt motivate myself...
nevertheless i got some lucids but they where very short with bad quality and my overall awareness of the night was not to good too..

i got to bed at 23:15 and woke up for the first time at 3:45. wrote down a dream and go to toilet.
i lay on my back, do progressive body relaxation and start with SSILD-Cycles my concentration is not too good again and i feel restless. after some cycles i lay an my side but dont fall asleep. i continue doing cycles but turn atleast two more times... not too good but i try to stay calm. after some time i feel drifting away. i see some HI and get an interesting bodyfeeling. suddenly i feel light vibrations and my body starts to spinn in my bed. i try to promote the feeling but suddenly it stops and i lay in bed again a little dissapointed.
i stand up and sit on my desk [which is at a different corner in my room] i pick up a small container and notice that there is more inside as i thought and the screw cap is broken at one side. i think about put it into another container and while standing up i wounder and do a nosepinch. i am already dreaming! the feeling i had was indeed transition! just like that i try to push my thumb thru my palm and it works after some seconds. i am happy and jump right thru the wall outside. i hang in midair and for some reason i dont fall down... the quality is not too good... i try to get down, i look up and around and suddenly i start falling. i look down and there are some people going on the pavement. i crash next to them into the street and say "hi!" but they ignore me. i step onto the pavement and shout STOP to freeze time but everyone is moving on. i repeat my command and one guy seems to be a little confused and stops moving but more because i am shouting than because i freezed time okay so thats not working. i now shout REWIND! and after a second shout suddenly everything runs in fast rewind. good finally i get any reaction... i pick up a girl next to me and lay her down. i inspect her body from head to toe and make her stand again. the people go past me and i think about my next three step task. mass TK... i start with a traffic road sign. i try to lift it and it starts to shake. i think 'this sign is not heavier than a feather' and the pole rips out of the ground. i throw it aside and now i want to do it with a tree. it seems to be windy because the tree is moving. i concentrate again but wake up trying.

now its 5:15 and i drink something and go again to the toilet and again repeat my procedure

i am in a room that has similarities to a doctors room. there is a girl with very long hair. the hair gets stuck somewhere and i help her. a woman enters the room and she is harsh [this is some Harry Potter residue i think]. she says my hair and or my beard has to go. i sit in the chair and the girl starts to cut my hair. i trust her. then while still the woman is there she shave my beard with a razor but without water or soap. it hurts and i tell her. i stand up and leave the room. i move some stairs up, pass some people and enter a toilet where i look into a mirror. my beard is only shaved half and it looks terrible. my hair is short and has no shape. i am a little pissed and ask her if i done something to her or it was just random... we move down the stairs again and i slide on the handrail. we go to a party and i meet an old classmate C. she tells me she had some funny feeling in her mouth after eating some food half an hour ago. i tell her i know the feeling and i had it too some days ago as i take some drugs so i didnt know if it was the drugs or the food... [for some reason i feel like i talked to her about it already] we stand in line and there is another friend Y. some people are pushing and he pushes strongly back so that we nearly fall down from the terrace. i look angry to him because one could get hurt but he just smiles. i ignore him. he seems to know the security? because a guy next to me tell him he wants to buy a package of cigarettes for 2€ too... i see there is a desk with some prices/gifts. i conclude that the entrance costs 10 € but when you pay more you get a gift? i talk to the guy at the counter about a festival and that it was pretty big and all. that i like smaller ones and if he organizes another smaller one. he tells me that this party here goes also two or three days. while talking he changes into an attractive girl i start to flirt a little. i remember my beard and my hear and hope it looks not too bad but she seems not reluctant. suddenly i see a video of her doing some flicflac in the woods? and landscape changes and i am in the woods on a swing. i swing around and look at the horizon. there i see some lightnings and just like that i lift my arm and try to manipulate the lightnings. now i see a transformer station and i see some lightning coming out of my hand. i do a nosepinch and i am lucid. i notice that the quality is pretty bad and try to rub my hands on the swing but its not enough. so i let myself fall down from the swing to the ground and crash down with my whole body. this stabilizes enough and i stand up. behind me the sun goes down and it looks pretty nice. i move up the hill where i saw the lightnings and want to do some TK again. some stones are already levitating and i lift a handful more. there are some runes with blue glowing signs and i pick up one or two and activate them so they disappear but i wake up before i see an effect.

Liam and Jack are recurring dream characters of mine. Liam always leaves me in a state of awe, like seeing a deceased loved one. When Jack appears, it's like...seeing a friend you haven't seen in a long time. Sometimes he's an ass. With Liam I'm always vividly aware, I can hear his voice. Feel textures. It's like becoming lucid. Jack is always more about emotions or situations.
Saja is a facet of my personality. Sometimes I become her when I dream. She belongs to Liam.

I find myself walking down the hall in my new apartment. I see a man kneeling at the foot of my bed, he's strikingly familiar. Dark-haired, wearing a plaid shirt and black jeans. This should immediately make me think of Jack, but I can't seem to think of his name. I go into my room, which is larger. The closet doors are open and there's a large alcove at the foot of the bed. I regard him with some fascination, as I always do. There's a random person hanging out by one of the windows, and also a man laying before him. My ex? This is important, my time to explain. Because when I step up beside him I am not myself. I am Saja. I want to tell my ex, and Jack about how there's this whole other person hiding in my subconscious, that takes over when I'm dreaming. When I step up beside him he addresses me, though he continues to stare forward into the alcove.
"I've...come a long way to find you." He sounds strained and a little hesitant, "Do you...know who I am?"
I never get a clear look at his face, only his mouth. Everything feels slow and perfect as I drop to my knees in front of him, uncertain. He is familiar, for sure. No one could have come further than Liam, though. And because I am so firmly Saja right now, and not myself. I breathe Liam's name with a sad kind of reverence.
Jack hesitates. His stark, angry disbelief ripples through the air, striking me like a slap. My mistake leaves me cold and a little ashamed.
Jack's mouth twists into a slight sneer. "Liam. Always Liam. He isn't even real. Just a fantasy you've built into a man." He's trying to shame me because I've hurt him. I'm embarrassed and I want to counter his statement. Liam is just as real to me as he is. What about all the times of I've seen him? With his fire-like hair and crooked smile?
I don't speak, just convey my recognition. I KNOW him, but I'm afraid to call him Jack, just in case I am wrong.
A moment later Jack gives lie to his pronouncement of Liam being a fabrication.
His voice is low and intense, "Do you think he would have done the things I've done for you?" He wants to show me what he's done, and rips his shirt off. Because of the drama behind the action I expect to see some sort of scar to represent his sacrifice. There is nothing, though. His skin is pale and smooth. That doesn't mean it isn't there, only that I can't see it. I regard him silently and give him a small smile, pressing my mouth to his by way of apology.
There's a confusing sequence, in which I am doing things but also not doing them at the same time. My sister arrives to make fun of me for my actions. I make excuses for my behavior but my shame sharp. I leave the room instead, hoping she will forget. I go out into the living room, I suddenly have a grey cat. I've had him for a week, I realize. I frown...realizing there isn't a litter box. How could I have forgotten? I find my sister in my room, except now it's her son's room. She's cuddling with her own cat, a long haired grey female.
I tell her I somehow forgot she had a cat. I initially felt like a jerk for forgetting a litter box for my cat, then relieved that there was one in the house.


There was also some weird thing about being in a bar, and the drunken masses choosing sober people to 'ride the wave'. They would pick us at random, swinging us into the air with wild abandon, like crowd surfing. Then buy us a drink afterward.
I meet a man who looks a little like Neil Patrick Harris, who endured the swinging, just for the drunken people to offer him a drink. Just like they did for me moments before. He introduces himself as Jack. I smile a little, knowing he isn't my jack but wishing he was.

1 pt for 2 non lucids
= 1 pt

No points for chaining because it was not a lucid. I'm sorry to disappoint with my lousy 1 pt.

Three Step Goals:
1.Advanced Flying
2.Element Manipulation
3.Mass Telekinesis

New Dream goal: Go to the Moon
Old Dream goal: Go back to Venice



Had 2 Non-lucids. Both contained basically the same content. My ex-girlfriend (And by ex-girlfriend, I mean in the literal sense. And yes I am married to a man now.) It was 2 chained dreams. She & I were fighting really badly in both. Including me reminding her of why I will never allow myself to every be involved w/ her in anyway. She started out as my best friend & the relationship changed obviously into something else. Eventually I realized she was a person who was toxic to me.

Non-Lucid-Green
Lucid-Red
Side Notes-Purple
Competition Notes-Teal