15.02.2011My car gets stolen! (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID I was going to ride a plane to go somewhere. The interior of the plan did not look normal. it was a pretty small and like very fat. It was something like: The interior of the airplane was also like fatty, round and with abnormal shapes. The plane started to reduce height and it was going to land. The plane started to do a lot of noise. I found it weird it did such big amont of noise and I felt the pilot was not a good one. The wheels of the airplane touched the ground and bounced back into the air. This happened exactly six times. When finally the plane was on the ground, the speed was too much for the remaining airport. The pilot stopped by a junkjard and told us, "This is where I can get you. You need to walk out on your own" I was with a friend and I told him I was surprised how fast we good out of the plane. My friend told me it was such a small so we did not have to wait for several minutes until all the passengers got out. I walked from the plane straight to a parking lot. I did not walk inside the airport or nothing. It was day and the parking lot was not very big. It had about 60 parking spots. I walked by several cars, but I could not find mine. I saw my being driven by someone else. The windows were broken and he jumped the car, so I knew it was mine. I pulled my droid phone, but its battery was very low. I called the police and hopped the battery lasted. The police told me I needed to visit the station and complete some paperwork to report the robbery. I told him I had no car to get there and I wanted them to come and pick me up. A short while, my friend drove a black Jeep. He told me it was a rental for only $65 a day. I was pissed because it was going to be such a big expense. I got to a odd hotel-casino. There was a slot machine that would help me to claim my vehicle. This machine, had 8 slots and very odd symbols on it. I put a coin and passed level 1 (what???) I needed to place another coin to hit the jackpot and be able to claim my stolen car. I had several attempts and the slot machine played odd songs. There was a guy asking for a quarter for his machine, but I told me I had my own problems too. I spotted on the floor a huge quarter... about 5 inches diameter. I appeared at a town I lived when I was a teenager. I decided to drive to my home, now in my car. I started to cross a brige (such bridge does not exists on waking) but I needed to turn around for something.
Just a random update, I did a guided relaxation about an hour and a half or so ago, and towards the end of it, I was very close to projecting, I could feel it, it felt just like the other night when I did project. However, my heart started to beat very rapidly and my breathing became very erratic, which brought me out of the meditative state I was in. After that, I decided to try to sleep, and all that kept happening is I kept falling into a meditative state, and I kept feeling my body start to fall asleep. I kept entering sleep paralysis, I got the crazy hypnogogia and the tingly feeling, but it only lasted a few seconds each time until I became fully awake again. This has happened like...4 times tonight already. o_o
2/14-15. 130. Something about a rotating part 607. At school. In a dark classroom. On the internet. I see someone opening lockers in the hall, dark as well. I try to scare someone. Then the room is huge and mom comes in. Saw me as I flew back to my table (run fast or actually fly, not sure) Watching House, but it’s like the ep is on fastforward. It’s part of the intro because you get to see everything first, and the whole ep is them figuring out how the person got sick. Get to see bits of their treatment before seeing them treat the patient 730. Wall-E meets Star Wars kind of thing. Small raid on something, inside a building/ ship? I’m Wall-E sometimes. 2 girls I’m with go up a dumbwaiter. I take the stairs and fight a bad guy. Then I’m pitching ideas to Peter Griffen and Seth MacFarlane. One is that soda is thrown to the ground (Like the Indian crying commercial) and there should be a sad Indian, but it’s a red herring(misleading). Other idea is something about recycling. Peter Griffen says, “What do you think this is, a syndicate?!” 9. At home. Go down alley to see friend (house front on alley side). Prostitutes at house across alley. Inside friend’s house. Dad there. I have a younger brother there. Talking to the guy, fireman. Smoke in alley and I ask, “What’s that?” Soon all gone. Decide to go out. Walk down alley. Kid with us is now a girl with crutches. We’re trying to save some prostitute. Sneak and get out of alley, but girl and I are too far ahead. She stops and asks about her mom. We go back and she’s not there and a UPS type truck is leaving (Guess she’s in there). Watch the truck drive away and go around the corner to our other neighbors
I was in bed lieing on my right side and immediatley could feel the numbness, tingly, heavy feeling. The vibrations immediatley followed so I decided to see if I can try and move them (because I seemed to be able to control them) but I couldn't this time. So I just waited it out and did the roll out I was already on the floor so I tried to float up to my ceiling but I couldn't. I just opened up my eyes and I did a nose pinch and I could breathe so I got out of my room and I knew that my body was asleep in bed. I went to where my hallway is and flew and it was better this time so I did a little bit of flying. Then I went outside to try and control things but to no avail I need to learn a bit more control. So I went up my driveway and there were like a thousand cars wizzing by my street. (My street is fairly quiet with the occasional car coming by) so I decided to see if I could control this traffic but I couldn't they were all going like speed bullets. Then my physical eyes were open and immediatley I was getting the numb, heavy feeling but had to postpone it because I had to go to work experience.
I dreamed that I was in this intense ultra hi-tech theater/museum/jewelry store thing. It was all royal blue, white, and black, and everything was shiny. I don't remember much of the actual dream, but I do remember my drama teacher was sitting at a table. I was talking to her, and she randomly burst out into loud, blubbering tears while flailing her arms above her head. T'was rather strange.
3 Nights ago: I was in my old bedroom, at my parents house, with my wife. I was trying to get "Jiggy-with-it" when i was attacked by hundreds of baby mice. I tried to pull them off but they just kept coming i ran out into the hall trying to scream but they surged into my mouth. I could still breath, and i realized I was dream. I woke up, and sat up in bed. 2 nights ago: There was something before this part but i cant recall it any more. I just remember there was something before I was enslaved, but it's fuzzy. All i can recall is that there was a group of us "slaves" being marched though a cold canyon passage. I broke from the chains and ran. I was wearing an old medieval style two part tunic/dress with bare feet. I managed to make it out of the canyon before one of our horse back captors realized i was gone. As soon as i left the canyon there was snow everywhere but it was not cold. I could hear the horse behind me, and i ran for a pond in the distance. It was no use. As the horseback man surpassed me he slid from his horse to knock me down. I fell into the snow, but immediately got back up, and tried to get away. He would not touch my flesh, or rather could not. I got the feeling that if my skin were to be bruised he would be punished harshly. It dawned on me that I was not going to be sold as a slave who did house work. I was reclaimed by my captors. I remember fuzzy, and then a dark room with a male. There was candles velvet, and silk after that, but i couldn't seem to focus on the dream. I woke. Last night: i cannot recall. All i remember is that it was similar to the above, but none of the people were the same, and there was no interest in my body. There was the need to walk down hallways though..
Last night i had a dream. It started of by some freinds and a tennis coach i had a while ago on a bus. It seemed like were going to a fitness lesson of some sort. Anyways we arrived at a long bridge over an ocean near the view of downtown Miami (were i live). We were told to run back and forth. Soon i saw a billboard in the middle of no were. The Wierd part was that the billboard said: Learn how to Lucid Dream! Be Aware of your Dreams and control them! I remember that very vividly. Haha it ended with me falling into the ocean and swiming away. Im not sure if it was supposed to be a dream sign or not
My dream recall from last night is terrible, but I'm just trying to keep in the habit of journaling. I remember being on a beach somewhere. It was very hot and sunny, and I noticed that I was becoming sunburnt. At one point, I remember floating above the sand and talking to others at the beach. I was indoors somewhere, in front of a large mirror. I was getting dressed up for something (can't remember what). My hair was thick and curly, in contrast to my regular smooth and straight. I was fastening a large ornate clip to my hair which had several long colorful feathers hanging down from it. Unfortunately this is all I can remember.
*~* Two dreams during my nap. The first involved a co-worker that I get along with really well. The zombie apocalypse had happened and my co-worker and I were part of a small group of people that large companies who had started to rebuild themselves after the apocalypse would hire to go into heavily infested buildings and clear out the zombies so they could use the facilities again. Along the way we would pick up food, medicine, scrap, and anything that we could find of value and sell it as part of our fee for doing the job. My co-worker had her teenage son and daughter with her (she has no children in real life), and there were I think three or maybe four other older gentleman that was part of the group. In my dream we had several new stops for where we could go and one of the places on the list was a pet facility that I had worked at before starting the new job I had now (I hated this job and was miserable though none of my past grudges came up in the dream. It was just another building to me). It was an especially bad job because it was filled with turned animals which, at least as far as the dream was concerned, were one of the more difficult problems you could deal with. So we got into the main lobby and were talking about how we were going to handle this. I was told that I needed to stay back along with the two teenagers. Suddenly the lobby was overrun with zombies. I tried to help fight, but even though I was firing my gun and hitting them nothing was happening. Like if you were playing duck hunt and your little controller gun was broken. My co-worker finally convinced us to run and we went to the arena (the building was originally a warehouse and he had made the middle part this huge open area where dogs could play and such). I remember the structure of the building was all wrong. We were able to go straight into the arena area from the lobby where in the real building there is a long hall with two other sectioned off parts on either side before you reach the arena ramp. My co-worker told us to get into the arena where we would be safe, but as we were going down the ramp we saw where the arena was flooded with zombies, most of them dogs. We rushed back up the ramp and along this pathway towards the hotel section (that didn't actually exist in the real building) and into the hotel (he had built a giant wall that made it look like a building within a building). Instead of there being the dog kennels like I remember we were greeted with a series of rooms that didn't seem to make any sense. They lead into each other haphazardly and there didn't seem to be any hallways that you could go down. We all got kind of split up until I finally found my co-worker again. Everyone had decided that this work was just far to dangerous and not worth the time and effort so they were going to scavange what they could and just drop it. Her two teens had found some medications in the vet clinic part of the building (one of them being an anti-itch med that I bought for my Bella just today actually). After we met up with them we started to run out of the building and that's about when I kind of woke myself up. During the whole thing I don't remember seeing any zombies that looked like anyone I knew who worked there. They were all just either animals or nameless faces. *~* My second dream was a rather abrupt one that happened after I feel back asleep. I was in this building with someone else. I can't remember who they were or what they looked like. We were in a building that was supposed to be haunted. I ran upstairs for some reason and realized suddenly that something bad was about to happen and started furiously trying to get back downstairs again. There was a sense of urgency like I had to get out immediately. I ended up running into the person again as we both fled. We managed to get free of the place and hopped into a car and started to drive off as fast as we could around the parking lot. Then it ended. I know there was a lot more to it I just can't remember any of it. It left me almost as soon as I woke up. *~*
I only recall bits and pieces from last nights dreams because I was woken up several times this morning and quickly the final time. I remember dreaming about shopping and one of my sons throwing a fit because I forgot to buy hotdogs. In another dream, I was flying. In yet another, I was very sad about something. I was in a house and my pdoc was sitting on a couch. I had to sit on the couch too because there was nowhere else. I was also sleepy lol Our shoulders were touching and he didn't react to it, so I eventually laid my head on his shoulder and went to sleep. Being in his presence was very comforting. I've been having more dreams about my pdoc,, which is making me slightly depressed. I'm an independent hermit. I've never felt the need to be close to anyone before. In fact, being physically close to people usually makes me antsy. These dreams show that I'm liar to myself. I DO crave contact. My shrink is my confidant. I have no friends. I rarely see my hubby and we haven't had sex for at least 6 months. I'm forming an unhealthy connection with my pdoc... BUT I wont see anyone else. The dreams depress me because they show me what I'm missing out on, which makes me want things more. I need to find a way to make the dreams stop...
15 feb 11 This is all one incoherent dream (as nearly all of mine are, unfortunately). Firstly, i seem to remember something about mine and Am's dvds being nicked. Not that we witnessed this, we came back to find it. Then, i don't know if it's as a concequence, we were watching Coronation st. online. Which had an endless list of episodes, dating back years. We watched parts of a few, leading up to the tram accident. Which is where Am loses interest and i watch with some degree of interest. Sometime later, Am rings us up and asks us to come over. And i was in Gatley for some reason. Maybe visiting my gran. ?? So then i put my dog in my bed with the covers over her in MY bed (which would imply i was at home, but nevermind). I walk out the house in Gatley, and was going to walk it, but then decided to get the train from the station. When i get to the station i spray myself with deoderant for some reason. The train comes and i get on. Its full of teenagers with earphones in, listening to music. Everyone starts shouting out what there listening to. I shout out "nothing!" because i wasn't listening to anything at the time because i didn't have anything to listen WITH. Then i realise it's at my stop just as it starts to go. And i press a button like on a bus to get off, and get up. And then i wake up. So i don't know if i made it off or not. I guess now i will never know. Oh no.
Okay so for those of you who do not know - I'm pansexual, so this dream did not come as a shock to me. If you wanna know what pansexual means, google it, I CBA to explain. Okay, so I dreamed I was 'in' Glee. My friends where there aswell. So we were just hanging out by the beach, palm trees, nice golden sun. The cheerleaders from the show were there, Santana and Britney. In the show, they make out, so it again was not shocking to see it happen in my dream. Only this time, I got in it. It was kinda awesome... I feel like a perv. :') I went into the science labs in the school and they were growing all sorts of weird vegetables... I remember staring at them and thinking 'weeeeeird'. I got a tomato type thing thrown at me... not cool. Anyways, the last thing I can remember about this dream is talking to my friend Katy. I have no idea what we were saying, but it seemed important enough. Least to say, I woke up a bit confused, as I do most mornings. My sleep is always kinda broken.
About a week into my journal keeping and reality checks I've had my first lucid dream. It happened during a 15 minute nap between classes today. Was sleeping in my dorm room and I had a dream about sitting on the other side of my room and talking to my roommates. They leave the room and suddenly I realize (with no apparant cause) that I'm actually in a dream. I say to myself the phrase I learned reading here recently, "I am lucid, the world is vivid" and crack my knuckles (my reality check) just to make sure. Since it's my first real lucid dream in a LONG time, I simply walk around my dorm room and observe the dream world. It seems much more like I'm floating than actually walking. I go into the next room and play with the door behind me via telekinesis. Works like a charm. I keep walking and when I look into the bathroom I begin to lose lucidity. I try spinning and turn the bathroom into a totally different room with brick walls. I explore around there a little bit and decide to look at my hands and feet. They do definitely look distorted. I walk back to where the dream started. I hear my roommates talking in the background and begin to wake up. I try to hang onto the dream but accidentally move my leg and become fully awake. Very proud of myself, going to try and have some more fun with it next time.
a while ago, i was killed. next to me lay a co-worker and a rodent, both dead. i couldn't open my eyes, but i could see everything in 360 degrees, i think. as i started rising up, i was slowly spinning and it would appear that time was speeding up really fast. i noticed the rodent twitch back to life and scurry off before all the plants and shit died, that freaked me the fuck out. it was dead as shit. it felt as if the higher i floated the faster i was spinning and the faster time was going. i felt i was reaching the end of the earth, i was far past the end of civilization for sure. Then i started smashing into my ceiling, but i couldn't see it, i could only feel it. This is when i realized i was dreaming and woke up. That's been lingering in my mind ever since. It;s been a few days and it's still quite clear. note; the co-worker, i think, was probably Dwight Shrute. It was another sort of The Office spliced with Fallout 3 kind of dream, but we were in the office instead of the wastelands most of the dream. The paper work made sense at first, then it just all went to shit and i was all stressed. I think we stepped outside for some air when we were shot down or grenaded. i didn't see it coming, i just felt it and dropped.
So I've been on a little bit of a dry spell with LD's. Haven't had one in several months.. But last night I decided to set my alarm for 6am and take a vitamin B tablet and go back to bed to see what happened. I had 2 LD's before 7am. They were awesome! They kind of blended together, as they were back to back with a false awakening in between. The first one I was laying with my ex girlfriend in a tent, and realized, why is it that I'm sleeping with you? I became lucid and somehow got to my dorm building at college fully lucid. I was really excited and sprinted around to try and find someone to talk to. After about 20 seconds or so I found a group of people I recognized and struck up conversation. They were talkative until I brought up the subject of dreaming and the fact they were in my dream. They ignored what I was saying so I tried to prove it to them. I saw a group of girls and told them to get naked and sure enough they did, and my DC's were still quiet. *False awakening* Then I was back in the same dorm, and looked for this girl I was seeing in the past and found her. We started kissing and i made the mistake of shutting my dream eyes. When I opened them again I lost my lucidity and was shocked that the blonde hair blue eyed girl was now black, but I wasn't in control anymore so I didn't think anything of it. It didn't strike me as odd that she had a tail either.. It was GREAT to finally break my dry spell, it's been too long. In the meantime, I'm going to keep doing the 6am and vitamin B routine. Dream on.
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