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14.02.2011

Night drive, day scape. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I wad driving in the freeway. My wife was next to me and we were talking about some psychic exercises I was doing. My wife recalled some psychic attack I did to someone in waking several months ago. My wife told me, "I love your dark energy." I do not know where the heck this comes from... I am a good guy and a spirit of light! I guess my darker ego showed up in the dream. I found funny what my wife told me.

It was very hard for me to drive. I could not drive straight in my lane and I would change lanes without wanting to. I also could not keep a constant speed while driving. My vision was very blurry and I felt extremely tired. We arrived to some sort of mall and I saw everything super blurry. I felt it was not normal for me to be so tired, having a big time driving and such a low vision. I checked my hands. My index finger was very thin and long. I knew I was dreaming, but I needed more proof. I asked my wife to please check her hand. She also had six fingers. I decided to take a flight to make my dream stable, however, my lucidity was not great. I followed the plot of the dream and lost lucidity.

We entered the mall and my wife was mad at me for some present I gave her or something I do not recall well. She suddenly told me, "Yeah right, go get one of those 75% discount sunglasses like you always do." Funny, I have never bought my wife sunglasses in waking, I wonder why I dreamed that. I told her I was not going to buy any sunglasses this time.

I wanted to leave the mall, however, it had no windows, no doors and the roof was made out of steel. All I wanted to do was to leave. I saw some sort of reception and saw an exit behind reception. I could see the sun coming from the outside. I turned lucid again, it was night a while ago, it was impossible to be day so fast. I walked towards the reception and said, "12th floor, please." The receptionist told me, "There is a private party there and you have no ID." I told her I just wanted to go through the door to be able to exit the mall, I did not plan to take the elevators. She informed me, "We are going to need an attorney to witness you are indeed just exiting the mall." I replied, "Oh, come on... This is a dream, I will wake up eventually!" I had no dream control on this particular dream. I saw some guys approaching the door. They were granted access. I got next to them and ran outside.

A guy asked me how much did I charged for a Tarot reading. I told him I was dreaming in that moment. The guy was surprised. Before I decided to take a flight, I lost imagery of the dream.

I had a FA in my room. I had a ton of e-mails from Amity, however, when I tried to read one, it would not open. I also started to write down the dream in my pillow and read some scripts about meditation when I woke up for real.

2/14/11: After being apart of the forum for a few days now I've decided to start off my dream journal, something that I have never really seen the importance of, but hope will help my reality checks and make clear my motives for my subconscious mind. Im about to go to sleep and I'm trying to practice deild method so that I can have multiple lucid dreams throughout the night. My first goal will be to exercise my five senses to gain and lengthen lucidity as demonstrated in Atkins513's tutorial.

My Notes
Non-lucid
Lucid
Awake

Tonight, I decided to try to WILD with the help of a free lucid dreaming Iso tone I got from iso-tones.com. I would listen to if after I woke from my alarm.

My first dream, and in fact all my dreams this night, were very long & vivid. The first dream wasn't very pleasant. I was standing outside my bedroom with my older brother. We were looking inside my bedroom. There were six spiders on the inside of my window. Six spiders. In the real world, I'm quite scared of spiders, but it's x10 worse if the spider is in my room. I express my disbelief to my brother.
The scene changes; I'm in my backyard with my younger brother. My bed is also out there. Since it's a dream, the extension has yet to be built. It's night-time, and we're spraying the bed with my insect & bug killer. i don't miss a spot.
I'm back in my room. I notice, in the cupboard, there is an old dirty hole. I franticly spray in there. I think to myself, it must be where they get it. I don't see any more spiders. I feel that since they're all gone, and that the holes have all been sprayed, no more should be in my room again. This gives me some peace of mind.

I'm back outside again. There is a big old-looking tree. It has a tarp, I think a green one, going over it. On the top of the tree (it's slightly taller than me) is a disturbing sight. It's a mouse, completely engulfed in spider webs. The tree is covered in spider webs, that look similar to beeswax. My little brother, who is now with me, doesn't realise what it is. I have to explain it's a mouse.

My alarm wakes me up. I remember to use the iso, combined with WILD. I listen to the entire 30 minute MP3. I'm still nowhere near entering SP, and my hair is beginning to itch, so I decide to just go for WBTB instead. I remind myself to become lucid, and to remember my goals and to stabilise the dream. This pays off.

I would rate the following lucid dream as a layer three, minor.

Spoiler for Layer Three:

Layer Three (Minor):
You'll realise you're dreaming and fully understand the implications of what dreaming really is. The dream will be stable and vivid. However, you'll not have full control over your actions and at points it may feel like you're watching a film. You understand that the dream characters are merely a facet of your imagination, although they still believe that they're real.

When you become lucid, you understand the full implications, but you're not in total control. Because you're watching it unfold without any real influence over it, you become so immersed in the dream you lose lucidity. Later on you regain lucidity and remember how earlier on in the dream you were also lucid.

I'm on a stretch of road, in a small town. I don't really how I become lucid; I think I was lucid from the beginning. I excitedly rub my hands to stabilise the dream. I yell "This is a dream" many times. As I do this I notice some buildings in the distance increasing in detail. I want to finally complete some of my dream goals. I consider finding my DG, but I realise that may take some time, so I just try to find my dream name instead. A friend of mine named Harry.B is in a black car near me. I get in the car as he starts to drive. I ask him my dream name. He think for a few moments. He says "Hansen Francis." I can tell by the look on his face, and the fact that a friend of mine is called Hansen, that he just made this up. I decide to disregard this. Whilst in the car I have to yell "This is a dream" a few more times.
By now, my lucidity is fading. I'm still lucid, just much less aware. I'm at school outside my lockers, and I'm still trying to find out my dream name. I ask a kid named Luke. He gives me a very intellectual speech on how one does not just find his dream name, he must earn it. I'm surprised at how much sense he's making. I remember for a few moments being in the canteen, but this doesn't last long.
Now I'm outside again. There is a big factory to my right. Nobody is near me. I decide to try and fly. Since my logic was still not working very well, this was very extremely easy. I just jumped up, and off I went. I was thinking to myself how badly I didn't want to forget this when I awoke. Then I woke up.

Only when I woke up, did I realise how un-lucid the end of that dream had become. I happily wrote the the dreams down.

I went back to sleep for a short while. I had a third very vivid but short dream. I was in my maths class, which was very dark and gloomy. Sitting next to me on my left was my school crush. I hear someone to my right on the other side of the room talking to her. I'm slightly embarrassed, and incredibly sick. I have a very runny nose and headache. I keep coughing and sneezing. I look to my left again to see that an old lady had sat between me and my crush.

I'm ticking the "task of the month" DJ category because I believe "find your dream name" was a previous one. I'm going to try my luck with the Iso tones again tonight. Hopefully I can use it to aid WILD.

Dream Lucid Partially lucid

Feb. 14, '11: Just a dream fragment today. I was running through the woods, on all four, like an animal. I turned around and went back because I forgot my Mountain Dew. I passed some guy who was peeing.
Later, the guy asked me why I ran on all four. I said it made me feel like I was running really fast.

14.02.2011

The Berzerk Idea (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 1:15 Monday February 13-14th, 2011
6:00
Hours: 4:45m Alarm: 5:30 Audio: None

This dream was very higher level thinking. I have no idea how in the world i came up with the concepts that were mentioned in the dream. I can only remember a few bits of the dream. The whole concept is that of a device, chemical, or something that contains a certain element that makes animals go especially crazy or berserk. I watched and informational video in which two gorillas were in a cage and as one stayed the same the other seemed to be freaking out and becoming violent and unruley. It was really quite scary. Then after seeing that information i saw more on that of an alligator. Underneath the mouth and jaw of the creature was some sort of machine twisting and resricting the animal. The reason it become this way, so violent and crazy, was because the animal reacted some way, but certain chemicals that it normally produced were simply blocked off, somehow causing these effects. I was peering into a display of some sort, and as i backed up, i realized i was in a museum. The walls covered in information and knowledge. I looked over and Curtis was leaving. I ran over to him, stopped him and told him that t wasn't quite time to leave yet and i pulled him back to a picture on the wall and showed him something. I pointed out that there was a hidden picture in it, and he was surprised. Then it ended.

Last night's dream was... Weird.

I know that's a silly thing to say about a dream, since they're all weird in their own right, but I find something about this dream unsettling.

The dream was processed over the course of an hour from 6:30 to 7:30. I remember playing a pokemon game. It was like a cross between Mystery Dungeon and one of the regular games... For some reason there were conflicts about it, but I can't remember over what specifically.

At some point, the antagonist came to play. There was no name for him. He was a hulking creature that wore a ski mask and overalls, but the rest of his body was pretty much black as the night sky.

Then I met up with my significant other. Or maybe he had been with me all along. We argue about pokemon a lot so the conflict could've been there...

But then we reached a place that looked like a combination of Walmart and an abandoned house I had explored the night prior (in real life).... And the antagonist was hanging out of the entrance to the attic... Which really wasn't attached to the building.

Standing at the registers of this place were two strange little people. I believe both were female and part bear, yet so short. They wore miners caps and overalls much like the generic looming figure.

Here's where it gets strange. I claim to recognize them from a paranormal magazine or video of some sort, where they had claimed they could enter anyone's dream from any place in the world. In a way, I realized I was dreaming... But didn't at the same time. In the dream, I was aware that it was a dream, yet I wasn't conscious of the fact.

Anyways, my significant other immediately interrupts and says something to the effect that should such a thing be fact it would falsify the existence of humanity or some such nonsense. It sounded like something he would say.

When he finally shuts up, the two start explaining that they're in my dream for a reason. To help me conquer the antagonist in the background who scares the shit out of me. Eventually it leads us up to the attic. At first, we see nothing... But then roaches start coming out of every crevice. Collapsing on the floor, I take hold of my boyfriend and hold him tightly. The bugs start to whirl around us in a twister-like manner, while a few of them hit us across the face. I remember feeling his warmth... Which is strange since I slept alone. The two yell at me, tell me that this is it. I needed to survive this and then everything would be okay.

I screamed... And my scream turned into my alarm. At that point, I woke up... Feeling cheated.

One night i was getting ready for bed, and i came across something that said apple juice could make your dreams more vivid. Of course i was curious so i attempted it.Well as i layed back i started to think about my aunt who had justr recently died, so she was my last thought before i fell asleep.

I remember having two dreams that night, i only remember 1. The dream started out as me getting woken up in my grandmas house by my cousin, he was saying that he found something important and that i need to see it. So i got up and i walked all through the house with him to see what he was talking about. Everything in the house was extremely vivid. All of the furniture was in the exact place where it should be, it even smelled similar. So as i approach the room where my aunt and i would watch T.V. together, my cousin told me to close my eyes. I say okay. I hear him open the door, and as he sits me down on the floor he tells me to open my eyes... and there i see my dead aunt lying down with her eyes closed. I think she is dead but then she turns to me and says something under her breath that i cant recall. She gets up and runs towards me screaming, and then i wake up.

13.02.2011

Murderous Husband and KE$HA (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 12:30 Sunday, February 12-13th, 2011
09:00 am
Hours: 8:30m Alarm: None Audio: None


As a very short dream, it started out in a room in the house of my female, adult life. I was a wife in a marraige and something was going wrong. I did something or had something that my husband wanted or didn't like. So all of the sudden he got very violent. He pulled out a gun and started chasing me as i realized that i was fearful of my life. I ran upstairs as fast as i could. There i could make a plan as to where i would go depending on which direction he went. Finally, he went up and around a different way to get upstairs and i bolted down the stairs similar to the way i do when i get down the stairs in waking life. He had locked all the doors so i had no choice but to jump out the glass window that was downstairs that led directly out into the back yard. I was crawling for some reason and it occurred to me that he was catching up on me and i need to do something to get away, and FAST. SO i must have gotten up, because i don't think i could have done this while on the ground. I jumped onto the fence grabbing on with my hands and my feet, thrusting my body elegantly, but swiftly, over the fence with emmence power and grace. It saved me, for it made me just enough ahead to get to the back door of someones house and knock and yell as fast and as loud as i could. Then i knew i would be safe. But it was odd and interesting because my husband caught up with me and he still had the gun and still wanted to kill me but he didn't even htough i was right there open and helpless. So then the door opened and i kindly asked the person to call the police an they agreed and walked away as i sat there in the doorway. As i waited for the person to come back, i looked to my ipod, and heard playing in my headphones a KE$HA song. It was odd, but i specifically noticed that it was KE$HA. And then i think the perosn may have come back and that was the end.

11.02.2011

Finding Nemo, Death, and Fall (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: Unknown February 10-11th, 2011

Hours: Unknown Alarm: 5:00 Audio: None

This very interesting dream started out underwater. It was the ending climax scene of Finding Nemo where all the fish are stuck in the net and they have to get them back into the ocean. All in all, it went fast, something went wrong and between me (female as if i was Dori) and the other fish (Marlin). I accidentally made it so he was going to get stuck or something. So he reacted harshly, now turning into a squid or octopus of some sort. I knew that if i was touched by one of the tenticles i would be poisoned and killed. I knew he was going to do it, and I gave up. He did it and it hit me right in the neck. Now i was in the hallway of the school and i knew i was dying. I had some really odd thought in my mind that if i was dying anyway, it would be funny, since i was wet, if i ran down the hallway as fast as i could. So i took off running and i came to the bridge but the staff was doing construction. I was in the way and they told me i couldn't be there, so i turned to the left and kept running as fast as ever. A feeling of complete magic came over my mind. I can still feel it recalling the dream a few days later, and it is overwhelming and so enjoyable. The reason this feeling came over me is becauseof the immense fear i felt as i went over the edge of the bridge and fell. I could see below me was a giant trampoline, a rectangular one. As i got closer to the ground i realized that i wasn't going to hit the trampoline, but rather the ground right next to it. I hit as if nothing happened and i stood up. There were a few men standing there and one of them was supposedly my father ( I am still a girl). They then informed me that not only was i ok, but that the fish that was Marlin in the Finding Nemo scene was merely getting me out of a computer, that of which i was apparently trapped in, hence the fact that i was a fish. So i was in complete surprise and awe as i slowly but surely recovered from the whole experience. Then it ended.

09.02.2011

Marbles, Pretzel, and Allison (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: Unknown February 9-10th, 2011

Hours: Unknown Alarm: 5:00 am Audio: None

This set of dreams was amzing, mind blowing, but in a very simple and naive way.

The first dream in the series starts out at Lakewood Highschool, well atleast my subconscious opinion of it. I was at a table right near the balcony thing in the corner by the tree. Straight across was the school store and all of the sudden i was in the mood for a pretzel. So i went up and someone was with me, it seemed like Brandon, but i cannot be sure. But there were two kind of older guys working in the store, and as i was looking at the menu, t Brandon was tapping a marble on the ground and bouncing it back up. Repeatedly. It was very annoying, and the staff of the store thought so also. They told him to stop many times and he wouldn't. So finally i thought i was going to lose my chance at good food so i snapped and hit the marbles violently out of his hands. They almost hit some people. So i got the pretzel and after the guy handed me a reciept and two dollar bills, i promptly went over and picked upthe 3 or 4 marbles. As i was walking back into the direction of the lower atrium, i passed Mr. Wright, who told me some smart remark that was funny, that i cannot remember. The whole school seemed super dark for some reason and it was almost a good feeling of darkness and somewhat comforting. I was going to a table i wanted but as i went someone sat down in it.That happened with three tables until i came to some of my friends and i was talkig to them about what had just happened to me. They couldnt belive. I then sat down at a random table with a girl i didn't know and she wasstaring at me as i tried to be inconspicuous and not notice her. Then from behind me, Allison passed by and i tried to grab her, reminding me of Riley (I thought of that in my dream). But she got away so i politely said goodbye,addressig the random girl as "Random girl i don't know." Then i followed Allsion to the table that had all my friends at it and we talked for a moment. And then it ended.

03.02.2011

4:30, Jacob, and Mud (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Log: 11:15 February 2-3rd, 2011
6:20
Hours: 7:05 m Alarm: yes 5:00 Audio: None

This was a really vivid dream, seeing as i had it between the time i woke up for my alarm and the time i woke back up so i could get ready for school.

I woke up and looked at my ipod. I had alreayd had previous knowledge of looking at it in waking life and seeing that it was about 5:45. After looking at the ipod for a while I finally realized that the time read 4:30! I was ecstatic as i realized i didn't actually miss out on time in the morning for getting ready. I jumped out of bed after promptly Skyping Jacob to confirm the time with a source other than mine, although later in the dream that doesn't make sense. I was now running around in my house trying to get ready and taking in everything around me. The lighting seemed a little bit off for it being 4:30 in the morning, but i didn't realize. All of the sudden, a weird change in the dreamscape occurred and we were in a familiar mountain area. We were on the bed of a truck. Daniel was on the outside of the car and he left to go on this dock-like protrusion in the landscape. He ran out and Sadie followed. I immediately knew in my gut that that was a bad idea and i wish i would have prevented it form hapenning in the first place. So the truck drove closer to the water, which as i got closer, seemed to be swamp-like and muddy rather than fresh mountain water. The dog was now frantically running about and beginning to get stuck, and in the background, i could clearly make out about 3 or 4 fire fighters rescueing OTHER dogs as well. So, after looking around, i instinctively jumped into the swamp. As i flailed around trying to grap the frantic dog, she gradually reversed in age and in size, it was odd but interesting. I finally got to her, and saved her successfully, except for the fact that i was now the one that was stuck in the mud. I yelled for some men that were standing there to get me out as soon as possible, it was almost rude in a way, but now too much. They successfully pulled me out of the hellhole, but i seemed to be back in a pool-like mud bath as the scene changed into a small room with a pool in it. It was filled with mud and i was surrounded by friends. The mud slowly went away and was replaced by water. Then as i was talking to my friends, mostly about the fact that the rest of them woke up late also because of the power outage, the water was gone and i started getting up and walking around. I remember specifically talking to Patrick. Then i hopped down into the pool, which was bigger and suddenly moss-filled allof the sudden. I climbed out and as i did, apparently earlier i was shirtless and Hannah Fitzgerald pointed out that her dad didn't want me to get skin cancer, as he must have seen me. So i climbed out, failing at my fisrt attempt, noting that that wasn't like me at all, then succeeding the second time. When i got out, a parking lot spread out in front of me. I saw Jaocb but something was different... He was all weird and younger looking. His hair was greasy and longer, and i suddenly knew it was the evil younger Jaocb. He ran off into the lot, and he got closer and closer to her, as heyelled out Beky Winkler's name. She was carrying groceries or soemthing to her car, and he was being a psychopath. So i shooed him off and ran him away from her. It was all very weird. As i walked back in the direction of the pool area, i saw many girls, and at the point I become slightly lucid for a minute as i told myself, this is a dream i can get any of these girls that i wasnt. Then i saw Daniel, and he needed help setting up a toy car set or something like that, and i told him i would have to help him later, because the dream was almost over. Then it ended.

I dreamed at first I was at my old elementary school it was and wasn't the same school (It doesn't existed anymore in RLF). My class (made up of my previous classmates from elementary school) went into the "Classroom" but there were too many people and not enough desks. So I got stuck sitting in a chair with no desk. We all had to turn our seats to watch a show on the TV that hanged from the ceiling.

I disliked that so I left and went into washroom (yes the stalls had doors but I didn't use one!!) and when I exited out of there the school turned into something like my church yet wasn't my church at the same time.

I was in the basement (technically we call it the basement but it has a nursery, gym and youth room besides a youth minister's office) and the church's basement looked normal except for shoes outside of the gym and in the middle of the gym I saw this group of people a cult I believe but not everyone who was there was in the cult off to the side was a young brunette woman who was playing with a 2-5year old child (there were kid toys everywhere stuff I seen as a child). The next thing I saw was person (I assume he was a person-he technically had no head I just assume it was hiding underneath the shirt).

One of the members of the cult looked like another ex-class mate of mine and for some reason she had to a floor-low bow. I don't remember what they talked about but I wrote whatever they did talk about into a notebook. I hastily put the notebook away when I sense someone coming up on me (I was hidden in a corner outside the room) and the person pushed me onto a slide which was hidden in the wall I was standing next too. The end of the slide ended up in the gym itself and the "headless" person wheeled around and saw me and said "The guards only use that slide when there's an eavesdropper." "What did you hear?" he/she asked me. I refused to answer. and she/he also insisted I bow (but I think I said "No matter how hard the wind howls the mountain will not bow") "I will deal with you latter and had the "guards" take me to a hidden room. I woke up just after this.

Weird OBE thing

I was outside some sort of bar at night time trying to make my way in. I was in an empty parking lot outside and I had to take an empty bowl into the bar for some reason. I went near the front and heard the Buzz from some power lines. i was afraid of that for some reason and tried to go in the back. There were buzzing power lines there too so I went back to the front of the bar,

I made a run for it past the power lines and I heard a magnificent buzz. I felt myself getting pulled into the power lines and was snapped back into my body. Upon waking up I have 3 distinct memories of snapping back into my body of the one event. One was falling directly into my body from above, second was floating as a point of consciousness into the back of my head. and third was simply floating into the body from the side. note: apparently power lines are a hazard to other people who practice Astral Travel.

Other floors

I was on the main floor of my dream home, and someone suggested that I try to inhabit the other floors of my house that I don't usually dream in, as it might spark some recall. I was like "oh yeah the upstairs and downstairs are massive!"

later on I was going into another part of my house.

In another segment I am upstairs in a living room watching TV with a few people.

Strange money

I was walking in a town that was a lot like calgary. Up ahead were Asuka and Sam dressed as Muslim women. There was a brick pillar that we were walking by and Asuka smashed it with her hand. Inside the pillars were stacks of what appeared to be money. They grabbed some and ran off ahead of me.

I reached in and pulled out a few stacks of cash and stuffed them in my pocket. I walked home and entered the basement area where some other people seemed to live. I pulled out my stacks of cash and examined them. They were really pre paid credit card that were real flimsy. One was a thousand dollars, but they all read "void if bent" and my whole stack was bent... dammit.

Nomad

I was in third person perspective behind Saltyseedog's house. I realized I had dreamed there many times before and had seen a large grey entity planting a garden in the backyard. Nomad pulled into the back in some car. I could hear in his head "Salty wants me to check out this entity," Nomad looked over the house and I saw his face clearly, his mannerisms reminded me of Kramer from Seinfeld. I heard his thoughts again, "fuck it... i'm not going in there" and he pulled out with his car and drove away.

The next thing I remember is reading a reply to my DJ from saltyseedog saying that he was going to put in order the list of my most important lovers from 11 lifetimes. It was a long list and Asuka was last on the list. I was like, "Fuck this, I don't agree with this at all."

Hypnagogic

I was asking the question, "When Am i going to remember Asuka more?" I saw the words flash, "One day," meaning tonight???? I hope so.

(Nonlucid) I was this afterschool program call Action Center(In real life action center is over). And we need to get home so instead of taking a place or something. We decided to walk on water. It was really fun.

I'm in the army. My squadrons task is to herd sheep every day. We do this for a bit, then suddenly one day we come out and there is another group of sheep at the end. Immediately i start moving down the side to get a head start to herd them back, but my squadron commander blows his whistle and everybody sits down and all the sheep turn into kids. One of the kids raises his hand and asks "Does anybody ever try to invade your fort?". For the first time I notice a fort off to the left of us. Our leader says "Yes, but we have to shoot them". Suddenly, I flash To a scene of somebody running towards the fort and being shot down. I view that scene like it was in a movie, with the perspective being on the ground and to the left. Suddenly I'm back to the field. The same kid raises his hands and asks "How old are they?". "usually about 70-75, guess they just can't resist the treasure" says my squadron leader.