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I found myself in a dark scene full of bobbles of water and it immediately stroked that I was dreaming.
I noticed I could breathe under water and tried controlling the dream but could not. Fear was all around me, the darkness and the fact that I am under water scared me more.
I was hearing music in the background, an Indian sort which made it even more obvious that I was dream but the emotion of fear has already taken over my entire self that I could think of nothing else but how to wake up.
Trying to wake up was an experience I will never forget. I noticed that I could not move any part of my body. First of all I started to notice something that is not there (rat coming to where I was lying down) some kind of hallucination. All the efforts I made to move my body was to no avail. But alas I waked.
That was whew the meaning of sleep paralysis, which goes with REM sleep which is totally safe and normal. Ignorance is truly a disease I would have continued the.
Thank you, dear friends.
I THIRST FOR ESP

I was DJing in a club, playing Minimal Techno music with my friend and fellow DJ Bryn. It was pitch black, and there were lasers everywhere. The angle that I was looking at was very odd - it was as if someone had dropped a camera next to my equipment, and it happened to be in view of my hands twisting the knobs. I was 'Producing' the music whilst Bryn was 'Sending' the music. Apparently, this meant Bryn was creating the beats and synths, whilst I was adding effects, and what not.

I was playing the first Super Mario Galaxy game on the Nintendo Wii. I was playing it with a girl, however I have no idea who she was. I think she was a stranger. We were on a very simple, basic spherical planet, and she was showing me an 'easter egg' secret to the game. She did something which resulted in a purple ring being created around Mario, which allowed the player to play all other levels in a different mode. Much like my Minecraft dream, my dream was the monitor, therefore I didn't see myself actually playing the game.

Accidentally peed myself though not through being desperate to go to the toilet. In shame I went arround a town which was made up of chalet like woodrn huts lookind for a public loo and shower I could use. Came accross a young woman leaning occross her fence, she said shr'd just moved in, then braught out a very old and dusty bottle of Whiskey to share as a house warming. Had a glass each, then she burried the half full bottle in the sand. Made my way to another chalet/house, in the kitchen Diner, my parents were sat at the table with two other people, it was a very tight squeeze to move my way behing them to the hallway which was equally small, as I was passing them, I was aware of them saying that this had been my house and critisising me for choosing something so small.

12.02.2011

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

A friend of my youngest brother had come to my home and he had magic the gathering cards. He had a lot of them but they were joke cards, like from unhinged. I started playing against it and realised that he had a deck with normal cards mixed with joke cards. I got some red Chuck Norris related card and told him I won the game but he didn't believe me so I started googling for Chuck Norris cards but couldn't find it.

Then I think I bought some cards and hid them.

The dream skipped and I was out with some friends and I ate a sandwich at a restaurant. I saw some magic cards on a vending machine. Behind the newer ones were one from another set and I somehow stole some. I then gave some back but not all of them.

The dream began with my body vibrating, and at the same time pulsating. I felt completely weightless as if I was a cloud expanding and contracting. Immediately, I realized I was dreaming and became lucid. The dream became very unstable, so I sat down and began to look at my hands. The more I focused, the more stable the dream became. Then I started to take in as deep of breaths as I could through my nose. With each breath my vision along with the vividness of the dream increased tenfold. I yelled out, "I'm dreaming!" numerous times. The dream landscape slowly began to reconstruct itself around me and soon enough I was inside the basement of a large undecorated house. I've had the goal to reach outer space for a long time now, and I decided to make an attempt at the goal. As always some sort of dilemma constructs itself in my dreams and keeps me away from escaping earth's atmosphere. There were no doors in the basement, so I decided to fly up through the ceiling. I slid through the concrete with ease, and found myself in another room much like the last. I went through this process about another 4 times, and on the 6th try, I had great trouble penetrating the cement. I began to use my mind and pulled the concrete out with invisible force. Layer by layer began falling to the floor, but I never reached the other end. I tried imagining blue sky, and the ceiling flashed back and forth from sky to concrete surface. I gave up, and floated back to the ground, and spun around in a circle in attempt to change the scenery. It worked first try! I was now outside in a futuristic urban looking area with much of the architecture consisting of green moss and other various forms of nature. DC girls were walking around, and my hormones kicked in. I fooled around with many many girls Soon many of the girls became unattractive Chinese girls. They resembled many of the exchange students at my University. The dream began to fade..

*~*

So I was at a large concert like gathering with my now girlfriend and another girl whom my brain perceived as her ex though I've never actually seen her before. I guess just how my mind imagined her to be. There was a group of people on stage and while they weren't singing they were talking to the crowd and getting us all excited. They were asking people random questions and just doing random things to engage everybody and often times they would single out audience members for one reason or another. I didn't think much of it at the time, but my girlfriend and her ex were sitting rather close to each other while I was at least three people away from both of them (significance maybe?), yet I didn't feel immediately jealous or left out in anyway.

Normally I'm a very shy person in large crowds and I mostly tried to keep to myself only interacting with the rest of the crowd when the performers singled me out for something. Yet as the night went on I became more and more open until I was shouting things out of turn. At one point they threw a large deflated thing that looked like a mini hot air balloon into the crowd. They tossed me something to blow it up with and rather then feeling anxious and nervous at being on the spot I was actually excited. I started to blow it up, but the thing slipped away from me and went zooming into the crowd. Rather then being embarrassed I made a witty remark about it and got the entire crowd laughing. I remember being so proud that I was breaking out of my shell and I turned to look at my girlfriend who was busy talking to her ex and the two of them were laughing. She had missed the entire thing and was completely ignoring me. This was the first point in the dream that I started to feel jealous. I closed the gap and tried to talk to her, but her and her ex just ignored me like I wasn't even there and continued their own conversation as they watched the group perform. I woke up feeling angry that she had completely ignored all the wonderful social progress I had made in favor of goofing around with her ex.

*~*

I was walking around then I ran into this Asian dude decked out in an all blue track suit with crazy red hair, listening to green day on some large headphones, I believe I mentioned how the only green day I dig is their older stuff.

Feb5- Played an intense scary game with alex pisano running through , a scary building that seemed run down and affected by the environment
FA: killed a spider above my bed by clapping in slow motion.

I was at Josh M's or Quinzios house, either way it wasnt exciting. It was really messy outside of his house like a grill being on a slant on a tree, I don't remember much else other than about to be entering the one level home in the marshy like environment.

Expendables characters shooting and moving all crazy like, then someone had a plan that tipped over all the sailboats within a mile of this one port, then the water drained from the large body of water. Me and my brother brett were with some special ed kids protecting them from any dangers. One special ed kid that had bowl haircut in the summer heights high uniform, decided he was no longer going to take shit from these navy d-bags, he ended up headbutting one of the guys into the ground and all you could see was his hair(will was in this dream along with some gay guys).
At home my brother recycled alcohol from our house to go somewhere with my mom, then I picked up one of the bottles, it said apple zinfadel and it was a wine bottle. The label was also a holograph and had green apples on it.

Tia's sister was in my advance biology class for some reason on the opposite wall of the door, i was leaning on the counter on that area sort of looking at the sink, tia's sister asked her to ask me if I was single and if I would give her my number, but she did it by writing it on a brown papertowel.

phase 2:At a Motel with my good friends scott, jordan and pat. We were in the back of the building. There was a hot tub, another building for workers, and an electrical area encased within fence, there was also a field. I started off in the hot tub, and chilled in it for a bit. The Hot tub was wooden, and circular in shape. Pat was mocking scott at times; they were playing frisbee with a strange frisbee that had the circular shape and a hole in the middle, then another grapple. Jordan stood next to scott. I then took a path that went under the workers building pat was ontop of, then I took a right and went down a gravel path, the electrical area was to my right and then there was a field to my left, straight ahead was a bend that went right in the gravel like path. Jordan and scott ran over to me and told me how scott tossed the frisbee into the electrical area on accident. Then they asked me to go and get it, I said no, why won't jordan do it? He responded because he wouldn't want to risk it over a frisbee. We started walking further down the path and there was an opening in the tall field like grass, there was a large stone on the ground then I looked further and up a little; there were 5 girls in panties and short sleeve t-shirts putting their asses out a friend taking a picture of them. I then told scott and jordan, I'd rather see my chances at getting with one of them instead of getting f-ed up by an electrical field. as we walked around the bend one of them shouted "BRIAN!" I got confused and looked back because no one is named brian, then I woke up.

I leap out of bed. Enemies are surrounding me in a circle. Cyborg astral demons. “I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR, SHIT, FUCKERS!”

We all attack simultaneously. I stop time. I shoot astral tentacles at them, and rip their evil cyborg hearts out, and pull their armor and weapons on to me. I let go of time. The lasers bounce off my new cyborg armor. I look out the window. It’s a lush jungle. Where the fuck am I?

Holy shit. I am on the Moon, in the City of Nowhere. Fuck this mayor shit. Here I am King and God. I fly though the roof of the pyramid I am in, and hover above the city.

Citizens and denizens of Nowhere, I now proclaim myself King of Nowhere, as I am God of Nothing, makes sense right... haha.

Something tackles me into a portal. I battle with this creature, a croc-man. Soulgawn? Father? NO! He slams his fist into my jaw, breaking it. Your uncle, his evil twin, nephew. He bites down on my neck in face. I scream in terror, then I transform into a swarm of flesh eating beetles and crawl into his gut, eating him from the inside out. He roars in pain, and rips me from his stomach, flinging me into another portal.

****

I heal myself, and Pixy heals me in the strange dark wormhole, before I land at MoSh’s house. No, it’s my house. MoSh is crying uncontrollably. I am stunned.

He looks up at me. “It’s Asuka, she’s dead.”

He looks so real. Suddenly, the dream is torn. I see Xaphor’s face. ‘NONE OF THIS IS REAL!”
We are in a war zone in a city. Xaphor grabs my wrist and teleports us to a high bell tower. We have to keep going up and out, he says. He lines up about fifteen portals.

“Now, keep track of my energy. Summon Jo. It’s going to be a wild ride.”

I summon my astral pet, Jo. He becomes a giant war pig with armor, and machine guns on his tusks, and rockets on his side. “Hold on,” Jo growls.

Xaphor turns quickly and blasts green goo at the oncoming enemies. We fly through many portals, and many dreams. We land on the Moon... no we are on the Moon? I am blind! Images?

I can see! Xaphor rips off a virtual reality helmet and smashes it. “Interesting invention, but it got infected. I told you not to fuck around with VR in a dream, Nomad. It’s too confusing. Let’s go find MoSh.

We go to BanyanLand. MoSh and Asuka are there, but wait he’s with Selene? No. None of them are real. Xaphor scans me. “Dammit, you have bugs infesting your dream body projecting illusions in front of you. Hold on. Xaphor turns into a ladybug like creature, and runs around in my dream body, eating all the bugs.”

Now I can really see!

I teleport to MoSh. We are in BanYanLand high up in a tree room. He is cooking breakfast. Selene and Asuka are sitting there. There are two children playing. Raven is outside talking to Basara and Link.

“Everything okay?” I ask.

‘Yeah,” MoSh says, “I think so.” He serves us breakfast. I see everyone in the room as different flaws in their auras. We eat. Everyone’s energy improves. Asuka gives everyone cookies and ice cream.

I suggest relaxing and enjoying the view instead of going to the healing glen. I trust the ambient energy of the nature will heal us. Raven starts humming quietly. We all hum and sing. It’s sounds beautiful. I realize Basara is somehow leading us.

I go to sleep.

I've put off writing this down for a long time for some reason. I'm not going to right down everything I remember, just one particular interesting scene.

I'm in a car with a man. We know each other, we went on a mission previously in the dream and have become quite close, though I cannot necessarily agree with his methods or notions. He's just said goodbye to his son, Fang (he's from the book Maximum Ride).

"Poor boy, lost his mother when he was just little." He tells me.

"Too bad, I'm sure she was a nice lady." I reply.

He turns to me.

"I think I'm going to have to kill you." He tell me.

I slightly freak out at this statement, but calm myself down by reassuring myself that I'm armed (I have two holsters on my ankles, one on each, carrying 9 mm pistols).

"Really now, why is that?" I ask him.

"He thinks I like you more than him."

"Really? The kid is only twelve."

"I know, and he looks a lot older doesn't he?"

"Yeah, he does." (even though he was only 12 he looked as though he were 17).

"Do you really think this is necessary?" I ask him.

"Completely." He replies.

I have my eyes on the guns on my ankles, even though we've been through some times together, I'm ready to put a bullet in his chest to defend myself.

"Alright then," I tell him.

"go ahead."

As I begin to reach for my gun, I wake up.

I decide I want to see what happens next so I DEILD.

I'm in a street. It looks as if it's raining or it just rained. I see a car that crashed into a lamp post. There is an electrical wire hanging from it and it looks dangerous. I continue to wonder. I find myself in a field. I start losing lucidity and just aimlessly try to walk across it. A couple of college kids with large cases of beer in their hands bump into me. It seems as if they're in a competition, and are trying to make it to a certain destination before another team. The spill some of their beer on my shirt. Apparently the name of the brand is "Frito". Their objective is to get this slab of meat (which is placed on top of the beer cases) across the field before the other team. Since carrying all those beer cases slow them down, I'm easily able to jog next to them. By the end they figure out that the other team has already made it. They set down their beer and meet and slouch down in defeat.

Suddenly I find myself back in the car. Were at a different destination. We continue our conversation.

"Wait, there's gotta be another way." I tell him.

"Alright maybe not you but for sure your mother has to go."

I start to contemplate the idea.

"I can have a couple of men in there and they can put her down in under a minute, but you would have to cut the phone lines, so they wont be able to call for help."

My conscious is telling me no, but the anger that I have built up against her over the years is telling me another thing. I decide there's no way.

"I'll think about it." I tell him.

He give me another option. He wants me to go inside this dinner party. Were already parked outside.

"Let's go." He tells me.

I point to my ankle pistols.

"Do you want to hang on to these?"

"Hold on to them, your gonna need 'em." He tells me.

I turn off the safeties on my pistols remembering that it might be the reason guns haven't worked for me in past dreams. We get out of the car. I begin contemplating whether I should just shoot him while he isn't looking, but decide not too for what ever reason. We walk inside. I notice for some reason I'm carrying a revolver in my hand. I walk in and no one seems to notice or care. The man (let's call him Jack) tells me to walk into this area. I go by the door and immediately get shot by what appears in hind sight to be a silenced sniper rifle. Jack starts to freak out. I guess they shot me because I was carrying the gun. I kind of just brush it off after a while (it was kind of like when you get shot in call of duty). As jack continues to yell at me in a whisper a man who looks as if he has great importance bum in to us. Jack says that he knows him and quickly ducks behind me. I try to conceal the gun.

"Hi there." I say to him with a smile on my face.

"Enjoying the party I presume?" He asks me.

"Oh it's lovely." I tell him.

"Why thank you very much he tell me." He then walks away.

Jack and I sneak out the front door.

"Well wasn't that a disaster?" He tells me.

"Here get rid of this." I tell him as I hand him the revolver.

He throws it into a bush outside.

"Here get this jacket off."

He takes off my jacket and hangs on to it.

"Go in there, meet someone, then come back to the car."

I do my best to conceal my ankle pistols and walk in with a whole new attitude. Soon after I wake up.

Dragon Chronicles

I am meditating in my meditation room. I am sitting in front of a mirror. There are wooden speakers growing out of the tree which is my home in the tree city of BanyanLand in the Biodome on Planet Moon.

Pyramid Song is playing by Radiohead. Xaphor appears in the mirror... no... he looks strange, it’s someone different. A dragon looks at me, and claws at the mirror in terror or anger. For some reason, he can’t break it. The mirror just bends. He has bright yellow eyes with dark black slits.

It’s Hyu.

Something grabs his dragon-man ankle and yanks him back. “Don’t try to escape now, it’s time for your training!” A woman’s voice yells.

I jump at the mirror, but something pushes me back. I activate my energy belt and witchblade. I slice through the mirror into a wormhole. There is a huge battle going on. Fuck, this wormhole goes right into my meditation room. I don’t have time to join in, But, I exude some cyborg astral parasite bombs, and toss them to the sides of the wormhole. They find the enemies, steal their energy, then use it to self-destruct.

Fuckers.

I see there is a mass of clear energy blocking the other side. I grow Maxx claws and shred the pane of energy.

***

I am on Teraluna again. A slimy tentacles snake woman creature has Hyu in her giant grasp, choking him. I see his dream body inside his dragon body. I hear him saying, “I can’t be choked, I can breathe.”

I see the Teraluna Selene and Yuya aiding Hyu. The other Selene looks almost the same, but with more blue, and less silver. I see the Catman bounter hunter from space, another version of me, attacking the creature. I realize this person is Selene’s lover here. How odd.

A tentacle slaps me in the head. I roar, and turn into a virus before her slap breaks contact. Her tentacle gets infested and rots. I travel up into her entire dream body. She roars in anger and morphs into ants. I turn in a fungus in her gut, and make her sick. Then, I make a tiny dwarf star appear in my hand, and she is stuck in its pull. I open up a black hole portal, and stick an astral tentacle on her, downloading information. Tracked through time, space, dimensions... quest to kill the dragon who killed my daughter... revenge is sweet... food is beyond living...

Um... okay. Into the portal you go.

The others turn to me. Hyu turns into his normal self. He has pale skin, dark wavy hair, one violet eye, one green eye. His eyes are slightly slanted, like Bjork’s.
“WakingNomad, WakingNomad? Is it you. This is a shared dream, isn’t it?”

“It’s always a shared dream.”

“But you’re not a DC? Are you? No.”

“DC’s are all around us.” I spawn a bunch of DC’s and they have a cocktail party around us.

“Why did you do that?”

“For my ego. These people like me.”

Women come to me and kiss me, and men congratulate me and give me money. I make them all disappear with a wave of my hand.

Hyu falls over laughing. I see Catman wink at me, and little bug DC’s pop out of his fur and wave at me.

“Cool man!”

“For defense,” he grins. “DC body armor.”

“What are we supposed to do?” says Hyu. “Oh my god! I can’t think of anything.”

I feel the dream fading. I grab his hand. “This isn’t gay.” Hyu laughs again.

“To the MOON!” I shout and fly up, Hyu in tow... for about 8 feet, then get slammed on the ground. Everyone else laughs at us. Teraluna-Selene says, ‘You are on the Moon, silly!”

“Oh... To the DRAGONS!’

“No, wait!” Hyu says. “I am going to wake up. I have to write this down. kicking ass in battle, good job, dude bro dragon whatever man!” Hyu fades away. I fall asleep on the grass, tired from the battle.

everything's falling in an atmospheric fuse
i can see the fog forming fumes on the raintop

fragmentary.

i remember being on a train to altona
Sirius Black invading an evil castle
fighting these slave things that would grab with hands
and every minute they would replicate from a guy hooked up to a machine
so he saved the guy
and went to a party.