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[fragments scribbled down in the middle of the night]

Waiting for Joker

w/ rocket launcher in sewers
Inside the door he says: [nothing else written]

12-01-12. Last night was an intense night for me, in my dreams. It started out as me tied to a chair in a sort of vomit-green colored room and there was someone else tied to a chair next to me plus two men standing in front of me, one with a ski mask on and the other just a random person. The man with the ski mask was pointing a gun at my head and i was trying to reason with him but nothing was working. Then in the dream i thought to myself "i'd never be able to keep cool in a situation like this" and right after that the man with the ski mask shot me in the face. The first and second bullets i felt go into my face (it stung) and i was still seeing normally as i was getting shot. I could feel the bullets getting lodged into my brain. Then the blood came and got in my eyes making it so that i could not see. after the second bullet hit me i felt a separation from my body and i could see myself fall over dead and i fell to the ground still strapped to the chair. Then i started floating up away from my dead body and i jumped awake. The same dream happened later that night again i just dont remember it as well.

It's been a while since I've had a vivid dream like this one, but that's only part of the reason that this dream was so asonishing. Well, maybe astonishing is not the word, but it certainly surprised me to wake up and realize that it wasn't real.
I really can't remember the plot of this one that well, but there was one main point that really sticks out to me. A girl that I know from school, whom I don't that well, kept insisting on giving me a blowjob. Now, it being a dream, one would assume that I would take her up on her offer, but I wasn't lucid. Instead, I treated it very seriously, since I thought it was all real anyway.
So what did I do? I couldn't really decide what to do, so I kept dodging her, but I was always sure to never completely say 'no.' I was really torn. Part of me really wanted her to do it. Let's face it, I'm horny and that sounded great.
However, another part of me thought that it wasn't that great of an idea. I was surprisingly logical about the situation. I knew that I don't love her, and I didn't really want her to be the one I would lose my virginity to. I also wouldn't want anyone to find out, should we actually do the deed.
By the time I woke up, she never did blow me. Oh well, I guess it's nice to know that I have morals, even in the dream world. It really does make me wonder though. Had I been lucid, would I have taken her up on the offer?

By far, this is one of the strangest dreams I think I've had. I'm 16 and I've only had a playground crush here and there, and never been in a serious relationship with anyone.

I can remember riding on a bus or train or something. There were a bunch of people riding on the bus, all of them seeming like oddly familiar people, I couldn't put names to faces, but I felt like I had known them before.
Then notice that this girl is getting taunted by everyone else. I didn't really say anything to her, but eventually she sat down next to me, the only open seat. And I think we fell in love at this point. I can't really remember the details but we were talking very openly and kissing alot.

I am in a large room, like a warehouse or gym, with a busty Black lady in her late 50's. She's a friend of mine, and is telling me something about the event we are attending. I am led to sit at a table with a tablecloth and centerpiece. A Black man in his 40's with some white in his hair seems to be vaguely hitting on me.
[I]I am confused. What the hell is this? Some kind of speed dating? This guy is obviously deep in the closet, so why? WTF?
Maybe I can help him admit his gayness. Ah, fuck it. That's his own path[/I].

I awake

I made it snow in this LD, but much earlier in the dream than I'd intended! I'd like to try this one again.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #35: The Blizzard

My friend J is showing off the contents of a huge wall safe to me and a couple of other people. The safe is about 5 feet tall and features not only a combination lock but also the dual-key system you usually find in safe deposit boxes. Each shelf is stacked with interesting little boxes. There's something dreamlike about all of this to me and I become lucid.

I ask J, "Have you got anything really cool in there?" He motions for me to move closer. "Oh yeah. Check this out." He hands me a small piece of paper with cursive printing on it. The top of it reads: "Receipt for Money Laundering". This amuses me, but I decide not to get too stuck trying to read the rest of it. The Task of the Month (making it snow) is on my mind now and I head for some automatic doors.

Fortunately, the automatic doors work perfectly well this time (unlike a few dreams back), and I walk through a two sets of them, repeating over and over to myself, "I'm having a lucid dream and I'm going to make it snow."

The next room is a post office filled with dream characters waiting in line. Hell if I'm going to spend a lucid dream hanging around in the post office, so I start running. Still repeating my mantra, I go through another automatic door into a quiet, windowed reception area.

Through the window I see that it's night outside and a fierce blizzard is swirling outside. There's a road outside and the headlights of passing cars illuminate twisting snow eddies. An 18-wheeler roars by and blows its horn for no apparent reason. The snowfall is so thick that the truck disappears quickly after passing.

I try to head for the building's exit, but it's extremely hard to move. Even though I can't feel the cold winds outside, somehow they're affecting things inside the reception area. I lean into "wind" that I can't even feel, trying to push forward outside into the actual blizzard. It occurs to me that I'm trying to get better at flowing with adversity in lucid dreams, especially adversity in the form of wind. My brute force progress is slow, but I make it close to the exit. Before I make it out, though, I wake up.

Dream #1: I was helping my dad build a giant cross bow, i mean this thing was like 20 feet long. He wanted me to hold the entire bottom part up by myself while he connected the string. I couldn't hold it for more than a second because it was heavy. My dad got pissed and started yelling at me and I said he was being a dick and to f**k off. That got him more pissed and he chased after me so I ran into the garage and got a ladder and climbed to the top. I was bouncing on it like a pogo stick and hoped away into the woods.

Dream #2: Me and my friends Tim and Jake were in Walmart just screwing around. I had a bottle of vodka and was hiding it inside the snuggie I was wearing. We were going to someones house to drink it. While we were at the cash register I gave to bottle to Jake for him to look at and he just held it up in the air and was looking at it, but so was everyone else (we're all underage). So I put the shot glass down and took it from him and poured myself a drink. I didn't feel any on the burning sensation like you normally would. So i set the shot glass on the ground and we went outside. Tim and Jake came together And I drove by myself. We didn't have cars but they were like these big wheel wooden things. I remember just bursting out laughing when I saw them. They got in theres' and I got mine, but I remembered I left the Shot glass in Walmart and I wanted to get it so I ran Back in. When I got back outside I got in my car and we were getting ready to leave. They were in front of me so I floored it and slammed into them while making a maniacal laugh. So While the dream was ending we were just slamming into each other with these big ass wooden cars. When I woke up I was literally laughing. That dream was so funny to me.

Dream #3: I haven't played Runescape in years but I dreamed I was playing it, that's all i remember......

I am in a car lot of some sort. All of a sudden the cars come on and head right to me! A big white car comes to me, I jump on it's hood then up and over the car. Then after awhile the scene changes to a reddish, dark, gigantic room. These square stone slabs come alive and float above our heads There were other people in this dream with me.

When they are directly on top of us they then slam down to try and crush us. I make sure this didn't happen. I jumped very high and smash those stone slabs before they get the chance to land on my friends. Once this was over we had to go to space to retrieve the yellow pearl. So somehow we teleport to space but I am the only one there. I am following some sort of path, that looks like its the great wall of china..but in space. As go along this path I am attacked by many enemies. I shoot these bright orbs of light from my hands at them, Certain hand movements I make change how powerful the orbs of light can become. If I tighten my hand into a fist the orb of light starts to glow brightly, then when I quickly expand my hand it becomes even brighter and more powerful than before.

Using my energy manipulation skills, I destroy many enemies at once as I go along this path. I finally make it to the end and I become an observer. The character that I was got the yellow orb. Then a space ship attacks and destroys our ship, now we cannot go back on board. I see a bunch of people on this staircase in the middle of space and they seem stranded.

-DEILD

Only like the second or third lucid where I didnt WILD/ go through vibrations. Just randomly became aware I was dreaming while in my bedroom. (possibly during a false awakening.) I did a nose plug reality check. And grabbed a metal shelf to try to anchor myself in the dream. I walked straight to my front door and hovered down to my lawn. It was very late night, and pouring rain. I started flapping my wings as I usually do to start flying but something awesome happened. I kind of imagined my arms as owl wings. And with each flap I could feel my arms becoming bigger and bigger and more wing like. I then had huge owl wings and I could fly soooo good. I couldnt believe how real it felt to give myself a birds wings. I could feel every raindrop on my feathers and feel all the weird wing muscles contracting and pulling myself up against gravity. It was absolute magic. I landed infront of a neighbors house. Now my wings were gone, and instead I was holding a piece of paper in each hand. The pieces of paper were now my wings haha. they didnt work very good but I managed flap my arms and take off even though I would only be able to go a couple stories high, then I would glide down because the paper didnt make strong enough wings. There was an old asian lady across the street sitting on her balcony. She kept screaming at me in a really bad chinese accent. She was like " how are you flying like that?? thats impossible!!!" And she kept yelling stuff like that at me the whole time I was flying away. Then I came to a random street in the middle of a big city. It was completely deserted and empty. Out of nowhere a whole bunch of people came flying down from the sky/ from behind buildings. They were all holding pieces of paper like me. They were also wearing white and black striped clothes like they just escaped from jail or something. I started flying away from them up to the roof of a nearby building but I woke up.

I wake up in a comfortable position to DEILD so I roll out to enter the dream. I land on my feet. I purposely fall back and close my eyes because I heard this increases lucidity. I reappear in the same dream scape.
I go to the bathroom and I look into the mirror. I see myself as a normal person. I put my hand up to the mirror and try to go through it. I don't go through it but it did felt strange. I push it and it bends a little, like it is made out of some cheap plastic. I then get a pointy object and poke a hole into the mirror. A strange multi colored substance oozes out of the mirror. I dip my finger on it. The substance then started to spread over my finger slowly. I thought it might take over my body or something but didn't get scared.

Even thought the bathroom door is closed a part of it is made out of glass. I see a shadowy figure quickly moved past the bathroom door. I then look out and I see some random guy just staring at me so I come out. I asked "who are you and what do you represent" And I couldn't remember.

He vanishes. Ahead of the bathroom is the living room and I see the window. It was a cloudy morning in this world. I then remembered my goal to practice psi in the dream world. My intention manifested in a book about psi appearing on a nearby table. I am impatient and didn't want to read a book, instead I wanted to summon some sort of master to teach me instead. There was another book on the table about programming in C# but I didn't even pick that up. I tried to summon the master of psi but pretending he's there but I wake up soon after.

It was a very short dream and i only remember this 4 hours after i wake up

We were talking with someone for how i should do my haircut i suggested that i make it short mohawk and he
always said "no man", "nah"

DJ Log: December 2, 2012 – 6:15AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am standing in a garage talking with a couple other guys about car stuff. Suddenly, a couple strikes of lightning flash nearby. A brief moment later, lightning strikes the church steeple across a field behind the garage a few times. After a short pause, the lightning strikes repeatedly for about 10 seconds. It sounds like a machine gun firing as it is striking repeatedly and rapidly. Then, it stops just as quick as it started.

The other guys in the garage don't seem impressed, but I'm a bit wired because that was the some of the wildest lightning I have ever seen. They are just acting like it happens every day. I just roll my eyes and go back to talking about car stuff. One of the guys asks me to help him put on a seat cover. I get in the back seat and he gets in the front. He takes off the head rest and starts to slide a cover over the back of the seat. I pull it down from the back and fasten Velcro straps at the bottom.

Suddenly, lightning begins another rapid sequence of striking. It strikes the smoke coming from a smoke stack on a factory to the side of the garage. I quickly retrieve a small Flip camera, then I turn it on and begin recording. I hold the camera slightly out the window and can see the lightning arc travel from the sky and strike the smoke coming out of the stack. The lightning is striking repeatedly and so fast that it is nearly a constant arc. I can see the name Bondhaus on one of the stacks.

As I hold the camera, some of the lightning strikes closer and hits the power lines beside the garage. I ask the guy in the front seat to wind up the window. He just gives me a funny look then continues to adjust the seat cover, ignoring me and the lightning. Suddenly, lightning strikes the camera. I look at the screen and it is still recording. There is another really bright flash, and I suddenly wake up.

DJ Log: October 15, 2012 – 5:00AM (USA Eastern)
• NON-DREAM • NOTES • DREAM • LUCID •

I am eating in a restaurant with a friend of mine, talking about random whatever. Once we finish eating, I walk toward the order counter to pick up something to go. As I approach the counter, I see the really hot blonde who I saw IRL just a day ago in the grocery store. As we pass, he looks into my eyes and gives me an irresistibly cute come-get-me grin. I pick up something at the counter and go back to the table. When I sit down, I see that the cute guy is sitting just a couple of tables away. I tell my friend about what happened yesterday in the grocery store.

When we're getting ready to leave, I walk out to the car first to roll up a cigarette. Once I roll up the cigarette, I get out of the car and see that my friend is talking to the blonde guy a couple of parking spaces away. When I look over, he looks directly at me and starts walking toward me. Not sure of what's happening, I freeze in place. The blonde guy walks up to me and says, "Hi, I'm Josh." I reply, "Hi, I'm Jim." We stare into each other's eyes for a moment, then he says, "I'll break the ice." He wraps his arms around me and gives me a really nice hug, then kisses me on the cheek. I suddenly wake up.

(Note: The guy I saw in the store IRL gave me the same cute grin twice as we were shopping. I should have said "Hi" or something. Curse me and my shyness.)

Yes, you read that right. I have successfully managed to WILD.

At about 12:30pm I decided I'd try and WILD again, I had a few bad experiences the last times I'd attempted this but my room was very light and it's been over 24 hours since my last medication so I decided nothing could go wrong. I put some pink noise and 10 minute restless to learning binaural beats through my headphones, set my alarm to go off 10 minutes later and lay back to try and fully relax my body until it were asleep. I kept reminding myself in my head that I would be dreaming when the next thing came into my mind and soon enough I could feel my limbs beginning to have a slight twitch in them and images forming in my mind.

I saw a coffee cup in my mind which then transformed to being on a desk that I was sat behind. I don't drink tea or coffee but I picked the cup up and took a sip. Looking down at myself I realized I had a smart business suit style dress and high heels on, neither of which do I normally wear. I had already convinced myself I would have been dreaming and by this point I had confirmed it to my brain. Looking up again the background of my position had formed itself into a typical office with a few plants in it. Laughing to myself I got up and started to walk out of the office, leaving the door and reaching a corridor.

As I got to this corridor I wondered if I could run in heels, normally I can't even walk in them so I gave it a go and sure enough, normal running, in heels that were at least 6 inches high. This time I laughed aloud, "Brilliant!" I exclaimed, reaching down to take them off as I stood in the middle of this grey concrete corridor. "Absolutely brilliant! ... I really don't like this dress..." After I'd thrown my shoes to the floor I started to unzip the dress, sliding it off my shoulders to find myself dressed in my favourite jeans and t-shirt. I looked up again and found the glass wall that was at the end of the corridor to now be right in front of me. For no other reason than because I could, I decided to jump out of this window thing.

As I started to fall to the ground, no glass impaled in me at all I realized I was in the centre of London. I hit the ground in a classic crouch with one hand on the floor, my first thought being 'Ow, my shoulder hurts.' As soon as this thought had entered my mind I realized that in actual fact, none of my body hurt. My conscious mind was aware that my limbs were twitching again, in correspondence to my dream actions so I stood up and began to look around me. "I have absolutely no idea where I am" I laughed, being completely useless at Geography. "Well this is great, I finally realize I'm dreaming and don't know where I am, typical Katie" I hit myself in the face with my hand, laughing at my own stupidity for both my lostness and the thought that had just crossed my mind. "Oh you are stupid sometimes. You're dreaming, you can do whatever you want to do!" I cried, grinning as I went to kick-off into the sky, intending to fly to where I wanted to be. As I got about 10 feet off the ground I had another brain revelation. "Wait, why fly, when you can teleport if you want?" As soon as this thought had crossed my mind I was no longer in the middle of London, a couple of feet off the ground but right in front of my boyfriend, who looked at me in relief.

As I threw my arms around him in a tight hug I smiled slightly. "I missed you" I sighed.
"You've missed me?!" he cried, hugging me tightly, "Katie, you've been missing for 20 days!" he exclaimed, pulling away to look at me properly. "I was beginning to think I'd never see you again!" I looked at him with anguish and confusion on my face.
"But, I was at work... in an office in London... I can't have been missing..." His expression instantly turned to one of pity as he studied me.
"Katie... you work in the RAF, you're a doctor, remember? You were taken from your office 20 days ago, you've never worked in London..."

At this point I lost my grip on the dream and it faded because my mind decided it had to remind me about the coursework I have due in tomorrow! But I'm quite proud I managed to get that far! This whole process lasted 7 minutes as when I removed my headphones after loosing the dreams I had 3 minutes until my alarm went off.

8:05 am

I saw an old man with a long beard teaching something.

I am playing a first-person game/movie. Someone was following me in that scene. I parkoured my way up a building, so I can catch the person. I also grabbed a hidden bow and some arrows with various effects: fire, poison, and acid. This game replayed a few times before. The person following me is an ally, so I don't want to hurt him. I just used a plain arrow to shoot the floor in front of him as he walks in, and ask him what his business was. The name "Gale."

We were fighting vampires. We were stuck in some sort of house or castle. I knew that a metal with a shape like a cross defeated them, but I can't find it. I kept looking around the place, and tried a few that looked like a cross, but not enough to be one. The vampires weren't affected. One was a spatula, I think. They're more like zombies, hanging outside the house/castle, trying to get in. If I shout "toad" or another animal (hound?), the vampires will flee. But like in any game, it has to be difficult. I see around four words in front of my 'screen' and they change rapidly. I accidentally chose 'tood' so it didn't work. I kept looking for the weapon.

An illusionist ally was trying to scare the vampires away. She uses a technique instead to summon toads. She uses an enchantment to transform the written word into toads (illusions?) to chase away the vampires. She burned the paper with the words into ashes, then enchanted the ashes so they transform into toads. Then I found the scissors! Shaped like a cross, perfect! Some of the vampires were already inside, and for some reason we called their 'parents' to tell them we have them. It sounded like they were our hostages. But we have to hurry, because they'll be here soon. I stabbed some vampires who were inside with the scissors, and they looked shocked and started running out. I chased them a bit, then returned. The ally who was 'chasing' me earlier was there, and he helped get everyone out of the area.

I was in a different area. There's a horse. A woman arrives riding the horse. She brought the werewolf guy's pet dog (looks like a smaller version of 'Lucky,' RS's pet dog). He carried him and ran really fast to bring him home. Then he ran really fast back. The woman was surprised. She thought that he'll bring him home using the carriage.

I saw them cross a stone bridge. There are a lot of trash on that bridge. People are cleaning it. It seems that it's their area. The place is used as a 'school' and when the school is out, the area is used by those homeless people to sleep or do business in (selling stuff). All proceeds go to tax, but at least they get to use the area for free when school's out.