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LD 31: Contains shape shifting, flight, element manipulation, teleport, summon object to hand. I had been awakened form my last LD by the alarm clock. I was pissed, but I decided to hit snooze and try a last ditch DEILD before a long work day. I got lucky and had a fabulous 10 minute LD. I looked at the time, hit the snooze, and tried to picture the last dream. I had been transformed into a horse, so I tried to picture that. It only took about 30 seconds to drift off back to sleep.
I felt like I had a giant head. I became lucid and was more or less in the shape of a horse. I turned back in a person. Why the heck was I a horse? Oh yeah, it had something to do with a challenge thread on Dreamviews. I know there was more than to become a horse, but maybe I will figure it out after I become a horse again. I like to really feel a transformation and experiance the body of the animal. I took my time and became a solid horse. The scenery at this point is just me and a field of bluish gray, like the white area in The Matrix.
I stablize by stamping my hooves and trying to feel the impact of the hooves against a hard surface. The ground appears, and I play around as a horse. I remeber I was wanting to be a flying teleporting horse. I started to levitate and drift forward. No, that seems dumb, I should have wings. I grow wings and flex them. I start flying and it feels awesome. I fly up and up way into the sky. I start a dive and start going real fast like a hawk. I remember that I wanted to challenge my self and teleport while in flight. Ok, how will I know if I teleport or not. I decide the entire landscape should suddenly be completely and radically different. As I am getting closer to the ground in a crazy dive, I can see that I am above The Grand Canyon. Ok, I will teleport to the California coast. I focus on the canyon and make the image blur, it comes back into focus as the coast.
I fly down to the beach and walk as a horse through the shallow waves. Suddenly a wave over takes me and I am having to swim. I fly back up out of the waves, and climb back up into the clouds. I want to try it one more time. I get a few thousand feet up above the coast and start another power dive. As I am getting closer to the ground, I blur out the scene and intend on going to a forest. The picture comes back as a forest. I land amongst the trees.
Well, what now? I remember my next goal was elemental manipulation. I think being a fire breathing horse would be cool. I try it, but all I can manage is a small cute little tongue of flame. I decide to turn human again and try other manipulations. I want a torch so I look into the palm of my hand and materialize one. I focus and cause flames to erupt from the torch. I set the torch down and make it become a bon fire. I make rain pour just on the fire, and it goes up in steam. I focus the steam into a ball and take it into my hands. I lift my hands to the sky and cause the ball of steam to become lightning and blast up into the sky, causing it to start raining. I don't know why but I decided to do my RC which is levetation, and it worked. I stablized again by patting my hands all over my body.
I turn back into the horse and start to fly again, but a wall of vines catches me like a spider web. I transform into a monkey. I stabelize again by trying to feel and move my new prehensile tail. I start climbing the vines and make sure to use the tail. What now? How about something silly. I decide that there is a lake somewhere below and it would be so odd to jump and become a fish while flying trough the air! I fling my monkey body off of the vines and then become a big carp. I am flying towards the ground and hope it is water. No wait!!! I know it is a lake! I splash into a pond and am under water. I look around and try to get the feel for being a fish. I am looking up from below and see little bugs on the surface. Hmmm, I think it is neat to eat things and see how well I can taste them. Bugs? Yeah sure, why not. At first I just gobbled them from the surface. I could taste something, but it was bland and generic tasting. I decided to catch bugs that flew by. I launched out of the water and snatched one. I tried a second time and when I was in mid air,,, the alarm went off and I had to start my day.

LD30: Had 1.5 hours to attempt my last WILD for the night. It had almost failed, and I got very floaty and almost lossing awareness. I finally started see exotic swirling patterns and I tried to move a dream body, in case I actually was on the threashold of an LD. I could feel myself move. I could bend each joint and feel myself dance and stuff, but the visuals took a couple minutes to become dream like rather than pshycodelic. I spent some time working on transforming into a horse. I like to feel as if I am the animal rather than just appear as it. I spent a few minutes and got into the shape of a horse. Other than me there was no imagery, like The Matrix training room. I stablized by stamping my hooves and trying to hear the noise it made. I couldn't really hear it well, but it did the trick. I was trying to remember why I had wanted to become a horse. The alarm rang and woke me. The dream may have been less than 10 minutes, so that short WILD took 80 minutes to work. Dur~8-10 min.

I stopped doing DJ entries on this site about six months ago now. I came back to a DJ so horribly Disorganized and poorly written that the only real option seems to be to just clean this out and start a new account. I will replace all of the DJ entries with "deleted" But don't worry I'm copying them into a folder on my hard drive.

Some might say it's good to have a messy dream journal, but I personally don't like how any of these dreams were worded or came out. I categorized this as "side notes" because it mostly has to do more with my movement to another account than lucid dreaming at all.

DV site itself only does a soft delete. I really want these off the web completely.

So I will be coming back to this site very soon on a new account. I really like this DJ system. ;)

3/18/12
I dream I am driving home from some sort of event. I can't recall the event, I just remember being in a large warehouse-like place. I left, and then entered my Dad's car, who was apparently home already. My brother sits in the passenger seat, and I take the driver's seat. I start the car, and drive off. As I drive, I dream like a total numbskull. I drive through yards, off road, on sidewalks, and I recall running over a wooden fence. When we get home, my brother is tattling to my Dad about my terrible driving. The two of them leave now. I become lucid. However it's very very vivid. A friend of mine came over, and that's all I remember.*

BiscuitHappyz's Dream

I tried some traditional self hypnotism this time, which seemed to work. I didn't manage to find anybody though.


I was in a city I didn't recognize, pacing in and out of a building's single door. The city was small in diameter, but had very tall buildings. I was in a shorter building, and, as I said, pacing in between doors for no good reason. The setting changed a few times as I came out of the door, but it tended to go back to the city once I came back.

Hey, I thought. This is a dream, isn't it? I became fully lucid. The dream wasn't very stable, but it did not occur to me to do anything about it. Instead, I kept pacing calmly, now manipulating the setting purposefully, just for fun. Eventually, I switched it back to the city, and decided to go on a walk.

As I was walking, I tried to remember various things from waking life that I wanted to do while lucid. DTOMs and all that. Oh yeah, I thought, getting excited. There's the IOSDP thingy toni-

At this point, I had begun rapidly exiting the dream, rather dramatically. I felt like I had disappeared and left a shock wave behind. I was awake and a little hole in the curtains on my window managed to let a bit of light through exactly align with my eyes, which was thoroughly annoying.

I saw a big sign advertising short babysitting jobs late at night. The text was really big, neon and jumbled. I went to see about them. When I got to the job building, it was PACKED with people around my age hoping to get the same jobs. I talked to a woman at the counter a bit. She was telling me about one girl there who owned a La Senza. That girl was about my age and had long blonde hair. I had met her before, and thought she seemed a bit stuck up, but thought I would give her a chance anyway.

Then I was walking to school in the rain. I realized I'd completely forgotten to go to English, so I just went to my next class. Some guy asked me if I could write a short summary of a certain book, and K, who was also there, agreed that I should. I found out it was a book we got in the class I missed, and everyone had to do a book report on it, which included writing a summary. I said okay, they could use mine when I did it. Then K asked if I would write a prologue to the book as well, which was also part of the project, but I said I didn't want to. Writing the summary was also somehow connected to me having to get a jug of orange juice and put it on the floor at work, replacing it whenever it got dirty, and I couldn't remember if I'd done that.

Then I was with some people at the top of a grassy hill, watching this large bearded guy who had a spider. We suspected he was secretly Santa Claus or something, and the spider had something to do with it as well. The spider was a very rare species, with a long thin body that was mostly white with some black markings, including a silhouette of a spider on its back. It could also fly. The man put it down in the grass, but it flew away, and we chased after it, yelling.

Partly from the downtime of DV, and partly from my own neglect, my dream journal has been largely untouched recently. Now that I'm back from uni for a while, and away from its many dream-inhibiting substances, I think I'll try and get this up and running again.

My lack of dream journalling has noticeably affected my dream recall, unfortunately, so I feel as if I'm back to the start, but here goes: a retrospective view of some of the more interesting dream fragments.

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5/3/12

My friend gets stung by a wasp, so I take out a lawsuit against the wasp.

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7/3/12

I'm in a cruise ship hotel with my sister and cousin, and we steal my own dog (god knows who from). We escape to the top floor, which happens to be a posh restaurant, in which I'm pretty sure we're not allowed. My mum assures me it's fine, as my sister and cousin leave. She later plays some liquid drum & bass on some fat speakers, 'Memoirs' by Rameses B.

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14/3/12

I'm on a bed in a public place with my ex-girlfriend from about 3 years ago. I haven't seen her in a while and she tells me about implants she got recently, all 3 of them. She tells me to feel them, then to help her lose her virginity [despite previously being my girlfriend]. Though I nobly oblige, she leaves before we can do the deed, much to the disappointment of my entourage, who had recently formed in the room.

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17/3/12

I'm back from uni and my mum tells me she's seen my tattoo [though in real life, she still hasn't] and thinks it's disgusting [in the dream, it does actually look pretty vile]. However, she says she's over it because she's already cried about it and gotten it out of her system. [I really hope this isn't a true representation of how it actually goes down!]

#1 - Interrupted [Non-Lucid]

This girl A (who I haven't seen since first semester of college) is over at my house during a family party and we're in my room messing around in the dark. And by messing around I mean just playing, but in an overly affectionate way.... I could sense feelings for her and I'm pretty sure she had some for me, too. After a while it was starting to look like it might become a little more than playing, so I got up to lock the door to make sure we had privacy, but then tons of people, including this guy J I used to hang out with, just started waltzing on in and making themselves at home and playing some video game on my TV. >.< We tried to make the most out of it still () but it didn't work out, and A very randomly told me that my room looks like a spaceship. I got up to go into the bathroom to "do my medicine" but when I got in there I was distracted because I was wearing some really bizarre white top and a black jean skirt, and it was definitely something I've never seen before, I'm not even sure it followed the laws of physics.... After that I went to pee, and after I started I woke up.

#2 - Shown The Power Of RCs [DILD]

I was in a high school class with this girl S with whom I've had an extremely embarrassing moment, which I will not go into, and in the waking world I apologized over and over again, and in this dream I felt like it was finally totally in the past. (Even though in the waking world I barely saw her before and will probably never see her again, so it's really not that big of an issue anyway.) We're waiting for class to end, as it's apparently the last class of the school year. There's a video constantly malfunctioning on the projector and we're all just getting fed up with it, and I think to myself that class ends at 8pm (what a shitty high school!) and that it should already be around 7:40, but I check my phone and it says 7:10. I checked again shortly afterward and it said 4:00. Instant lucid. Holy crap, reality checks work! I got up and told everyone "It's already 11:00, school's over, let's go." (11:00? I still don't trust my lucid mind, it comes up with too many non-lucid things still. Like this....) There were objections but I just repeated "Nope, nope, let's go." and walked out the door. Some random DC girl was walking with me in the hallway and said something to me about how "It sucks for people who had plans.", or something like that, and my response was "Yeah, especially the ones of us who are melting!" Immediately afterward I proceeded to rapidly melt, which I felt completely realistically, all the way down into a puddle, and then the dream ended. Damn you dreaming mind!

Side Notes - I had been forgetting to do my mantras lately, and I wondered if that's why my lucids haven't been happening as frequently. After this dream I started doing them again every time I woke up for the rest of the night.

#3 - Odd Discovery [Non-Lucid]

I got drunk with my old friend D (who doesn't drink) and spent the night at his house, though it was actually some fancy Asian-style house and not even remotely similar to his real one. His mom then woke us up in the middle of the night to smoke weed with her. (D doesn't smoke weed either, nor do I imagine does his mom. ) We smoke a lot of corn (medium quality weed) and chat for a bit and I'm just in awe at this discovery that they smoke weed, and the main effect I'm getting is EXTREME cottonmouth. I take a drink of water, then go back to fiddling around with this lighter that never works, and this two-carb pipe (I can't remember if it actually had two chambers, but it was a really cool swirly, spiked design with a mix of yellow and blue) that kept randomly getting replaced with a tiny plastic bowl. We hear a noise and it turns out to be D's dad, and his mom gets scared so I look at the weed and say "Should we hide it!?" and she tells me to do it, so I grab it and shove it in my jean pockets and get up and follow D out of the room. We hear them getting into a HUGE fight and their voices start fading into the distance as we get further away. D stops in this dark room full of random people and I'm freaked out, and he looks almost catatonically depressed and I really want to help him but I also want to get the hell out of there, and I ask him if it's okay for me to leave because I'm scared (his dad is a pretty big guy). He doesn't respond at first, but then shakes his head yes. I give him a sad look of thanks and then run out the front door and hear his dad say "Oh, you better hurry!" I'm frightened and jump into my car and try to start it but I'm shaking and messing up. But I woke up while I was trying to work it.

Dream Fragment - I see my dead grandpa (but he's still alive in the dream), lots of other family members, my dad's close friend J, and a couple random DC kids who are both named Alex. I perceive that I'm in Las Vegas, though this is all actually taking place at my house. All I really remember other than that was J asking me if I'd found him any MDA, to which I responded no because it's hard to come across.

False Awakening - I wake up and text O about how sake is even better in Las Vegas.

#4 - The Last School Of Magic [Non-Lucid]

A lot of this dream is hazy and hard to remember, but I do recall that I was trapped in some place called "The Last School of Magic", or something like that. It's basically this big evil school in the sky that my friends and I can all see from this big open field that seems to have a castle waaaaay off in the distance at the end of a long path, and I end up going through some weird third-person control bouncing shapes and people and traveling through gravity-defying obstacle courses.... It was really bizarre. I just know that is was VERY intense, and at the end I kicked the ass of the evil teacher who had originally invited me to to the school, using some magic I learned along the way. We were outside on the path again by the big field and looked over at the dark stormy clouds in the sky and saw the house where the school was glowing red and vaporizing, and we laughed at it. Despite the fact that I don't remember very much of it, this dream was pretty realistic and vivid. But it probably doesn't help with my memory that I had a....

False Awakening - I got up out of bed thinking to myself what a crazy dream that was, and I found this little book of ancient mysteries or something like that sitting on my desk. I apparently had had it before but never really read it, so I started flipping through it, until I found a story called "The Last School of the Occult". I started looking at it and some of it looked familiar to the areas I had gone through, and I was totally blown away. I started thinking something insane was going on, but then I had another....

False Awakening - I tried writing down everything that had happened and got most of it out. Only to wake up and realize I would have to type it all over again, which is why I forgot so much of it. :T

#5 - Caught In The Wind [MILD]

I was on vacation with O and we got a bong and some weed and took it to a corn field to play where on the way we became Peanuts characters, I was Lucy and he was Charlie Brown. Some girls starting making fun of me saying "You like corn! You like corn!" and I felt it had a strange connection to Francine from American Dad! for some reason. Wind started blowing me back and up through the air continuously at least 20 feet and it made me realize that I was dreaming, but I wasn't really able to hold on to it. I just kept getting pushed back until I had a....

False Awakening - I wrote most of the dream down (there was more to the beginning that I forgot because of this), but then my dad walked in and asked me if I had used mom's wind, and the second I saw him I thought "Damn it!!" and woke up for real.

Tuesday, March 8, 2012

Trying to burn down a car to make room for an alien starship to land. The alien inside was feminine, blue, and remdind me of the zora that healed me in a dream so long ago.
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#206

My consciousness flys over a place above the cloudline. I land on a platform with a woman taking the form of Mitsuru (Persona 3) She is standing next to a trap door. I jump down and fall several hundred feet.

-The following is re-lived several times with slight variations each time-

I catch myself and glide, following a dragon as it talks to me. I take the form of a dragon(?) the place below the cloudy layer is a sea of lava and islands composed of red rock, the word hell comes to mind. the dragon and I land on an island during our discussion. I notice several types of mushrooms from oblivion.

I was stuck between my dream and waking life. I became fully conscious at some point in the middle of the night and I could feel strong vibrations. My room was fully dark with a glimmer of moon light. I was focusing on relaxing my limbs and remembering to stay lucid. I felt a shift and I recognized that I was now in a dream. I excitedly and childishly began to crawl out of bed. In the dream I was in my room and it looked exactly as it did in waking life. The DC Allen grabbed my ankle and told me to come back. I looked back at him and he had this suggestive look in his eyes that made it clear it was my subconscious wanting to turn this into a sex dream. I quickly rejected him with a smile and said that there are far better things to do in a dream than THAT. I turned back around and started to crawl out again when I felt a pull in my body. I experienced the sensation of being sucked back into my body. I laid there for a while with the strangest awareness of both my dream body and my waking life body. Since both bodies had the exact same surrounding it was hard to determine which one I was in. After a while of drifting between the two I opened my eyes and THOUGHT that I was in my waking life body. I closed them again and they instantly reopened but NOW I was in my actual body. The sensation in my body was different now and I was certain that I was awake. I tried to get that same falling feeling and the vibrations back but I was too alert. I have this incredible ability to fall asleep on command if I please but it requires me to instantly lose consciousness. After attempting to go back into the dream for a bit, I resorted to giving up and getting some sleep. I was out immediately.

I contribute this dream to a meteorology test I had to take online before bed. =) I was staying at some tropical resort with a DC family. I had parents and a younger sister. A hurricane inclosing on the island and it was raining buckets and the wind was blowing rapidly. I happen to be a HUGE fan of storms and was not frightened by this but actually excited. I stood on an outdoor staircase and attempted to take a picture of palm trees that were nearly bent to the ground due to the high wind speeds. I can remember feeling the wind nearly take my breath away. I should have realized right then that this was a dream since taking pictures with my phone of nature is one of my very biggest dream signs. I stood in the stair way for a while before a DC yelled for me to come down from there and get inside the main lodge. I did I was told. People were panicked in the lodge. They said that a storm surge would be hitting and that the sea levels would rise an estimated 15 meters in a few hours. My mother and father escorted me and my sister to a hill and had us climb to the top. We were alone on the hill. I looked down and saw several families stuck in the center of the bridge. Huge waves were rising 20 feet over their heads and then crashing down on top of them. I said out loud that I hope that the bridge doesn’t break under those waves and just as I said it the center of the bridge split into two and everyone feel into the rushing water below. Normally I would feel panicked and frightened for the drowning DC’s but for some reason I disassociated myself with what was happening. It was almost comical to me that these people were being swallowed by the sea as I stood safe on top of a hill. (Really should have known by now it was a dream). The storm started to die down and the sea levels lowered. Survivors were making their way back to the lodge to look for their loved ones. I saw my DC father and asked him were my DC mother was. He looked weary and told me that she didn’t make it. Suddenly I had this flash back to how my DC sister and I made it to the top of the hill. My mother had transformed into a gigantic green lizard (resembling the loc-ness monster) and pushed us to the top with her head. She had gone to save those who were drowning in the water and ended up drowning herself. For the first time in the dream I was a little sad. My poor lizard mama I thought to myself. I wake. …….WTF?

In waking life I have ordered a new contact spinning staff from Australia and I am waiting for it to come in the mail. In my dream it had come and I was really excited. I tore open the packaging with such delight and began to adjust the colors how I wanted. I was going to go to some rave/festival thing that night in a HUGGGEEEE warehouse with concrete floors. Allen was with me helping me adjust my color settings. When I got done we first had to do some grocery shopping before I could spin it. I brought it inside with me and held it in my arms, smiling as we walked. We encountered a man who was dressed in all wind breaker type clothing who was yelling into his cell phone. It was clear he was a coach of some sort and Allen and I made small jokes about his anger problems to each other. We grabbed what we needed from the store and left. Now we were outside and it was time to try out the new staff. Allen is better than I am but I am not to horrible in my waking life. But for some reason here in my dream state I couldn’t spin it for the life of me. I kept dropping it on the hard pavement over and over again. I couldn’t even spin it once on my back without it falling off behind me. Allen kept making comments about how shitty I was doing and he kept making comments about how I didn’t deserve to have such a nice staff. Eventually I was in tears and he took it from me and said that it was going to be his staff now. He started to spin it beautifully and I felt such shame and embarrassment. I woke. =(

I'm in my old middle schools library. My friends Ryan, and Jacqueline are there too along with some kid i don't know. There is some class going on. Me, Jacqueline and her friend pulled our chairs into a circle so we could talk. Ryan comes out of the bathroom and says "Dude, I just smoked some nine in there!" (Nine is some drug that resembles marijuana in my dream) I tell him I haven't smelled any smoke.

I am now at my neighborhood area. I leave a walmartish skateboard on this road. I come back with my friends Ryan and Trevor and notice two kids broke my board into pieces. I tell them they owe me a new board. Then I remember there is another board down the road near the woods. The road is very hilly. The kid who broke my board is trying to get to the board before i get to it. The whole way there I'm threatening this kid. I remember walking into some garage following him saying to my friends I'm gonna beat the shit out of this kid. He says to me Your parents must have never loved you! Your family is not loving. I told him my family is loving and then proceded to hug him. He beat me to the board and then i grabbed the board too. We were pulling it back and forth. Parents came out of their houses and notice this happening so I can't take the board or else they'll think I'm stealing it. I let go. We walk up the hill, I'm chasing him about to punch him in the face and then we enter a police state. Helicopters are flying around. It is dark. There is a siren tower and cars are flying down the road that is down the street. I follow my friend ryan into my friend Joshs house. He has a slide in the back of his house that weighs you. The kid goes down and weighs 75 pounds. Me and my brother do it and my sister appears here. I go down. I try not to hate the kid anymore but he kept giving me an attitude.

It was lunchtime at this school camp place and my entire class was herded into a room where there was a trolley with a bit of food on it, and a few tables. Then after lunch we had to have a shower but it was really complicated to work. I pushed several of the buttons in quick succession and got it to the right temperature before taking my clothes off. Then there was a very loud humming sound and an adult rushed in asking what I'd done. I rushed to cover myself from my nud… I was wearing my swimming shorts, strange. Anyway I told her what buttons I had pressed and she told me that I couldn't do that because it would overload the computer. I was then told to go back into the other room. The dream ended here.

I was stood outside the front of somebody's flat. With me there was me J and K this girl who was constantly on her phone. Then J told me that to have a WILD I needed to stare at the screen of the phone. The girl held it up and I stared. On the screen I could see a butterfly of light getting closer and closer. I started to feel light headed and the lift doors opened behind me. Then the butterfly cam so close to the screen that I actually blacked out. I woke up inside the lift laying down. I told them I wanted to try again so they said ok but nothing happened that time. When we exited the lift we found an empty room and just laid down in it all trying to WILD. The dream ended here, why I did not RC is a mystery to me.

Girl in town, fall in love with me
I was walking in town with a large group of about 20-30 people. Me and this random girl in the group started getting close and before long we were holding hands.

This didn't occur to me in the dream but she had long black hair, she is te girl that often pops up in my dreams. She must be my dream guide, or even another lucid dreamer? Anyway on with the dream.

As we walked hand in hand we came to a bus stop where everybody stopped. I sat down on a bench because I was tired and the girl not missing a beat immediately straddled me. I was taken by surprise but it was only so she could hug me really close. This carried on for a few minutes until a small bus arrived. The driver stepped off the bus and shouted "The winners are...!" I didn't catch the name he said but I knew by the way she reacted that it was the girl on top of me. She went and got her prize and came back. But this time she said she had to go, ruffled/stroked my hair and kissed me on the forehead before walking off into the crowded streets. I ran after her, but it was too late because she'd already disappeared. I then had a Skype chat with another friend and the dream ended and I woke up.

I need to find out who this girl is!

Last night I fell asleep unconscious fairly fast. But when I woke up in the morning again I started meditating immediately.
And I ended up dreaming unaware, but I remembered when I woke up that it was only withing seconds after starting meditating. I did one more attempt and after each mantra I counted a number. I reached the number 100 which means that I lay there for approximately 10 minutes before I gave up. I am always obsessed by timing my attempts. But it only makes me bored and makes me stressed. So I am going to stop doing that.

I have read about 60 pages of Thomas Campbell's "My Big TOE" and I just read about the time he learned to meditate.

He went to a Transcendental Meditation lesson for 20 $ and was told to repeat a "secret" mantra to occupy the mind.
He was skeptical but he wanted it to reduce stress, so he tried it out. In his first attempt he was supposed to sit for 20 minutes, but when the teacher yelled that the time was up, he had actually been sitting there for 40 minutes.
He practiced regularly with two 20 minute attempts per day, and he sometimes found himself being thoughtless in a dark void of nothingness and he was jolt awake. When he tried to move he had trouble moving.

Now I am going to read about his first meeting with Bob Monroe. (He talks about shared non-physical experience! Not so weird since the non-physical world is as real as this one. But I have to experience it myself to believe it though.)

So now I am going to start my journey and start meditating regularly as well.

I will write here if I experience something special, but not necessarily each day.

Take care and good luck to you!

I'll be back :D