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And lost most of my dreams.

But last night, I dreamed I had a buzz cut again. I looked great
>> I had that dream because I saw a familiar face at the restaurant we went to last night. It was a woman who used to work in our Head Shop. She's always rocked a short buzz cut which made me recall mine

I also dreamed my brother was in a blue car and passed me. I worried that he had tried to find me at the house. I didn't want him running into my hubby and didn't want my hubby griping at me about it.
>> That dream came about because I frequently see people that reminds me of him. And that worry passes through my mind before I realize his showing up at my house is impossible now that he's in jail.

The night before last, I dreamed I was using my bandanna to glide through the air. I have those dreams almost as often as I dream of flying and I enjoy them. Sometimes my arms get tired though, so I'll construct a seat and attach it to the ends of the bandanna But the other night it was extremely windy in the dream. I was lifted too high and then the bandanna was ripped from my grasp and I started falling.
People at a nearby hotel were screaming in fear for me. But I was so high up that my decent was somewhat controlled.
I moved myself in the direction of some trees. The top layer branches and leaves slowed my fall and then I grabbed onto the branches before landing at the bottom.
I tried making my way a hill through some thick underbrush but then I noticed an access road. I was eager to show the people who worried that I was okay.

At some point over the last few nights, I dreamed of driving the Land Cruiser backward lol. And I still had the portable battery up front with me, powering the engine (as I had to do IRL years ago).

And that is all I recall.

So I have had the flu this whole weekend. It's disturbed my sleep quite a bit and so my recall has been pretty lame as a result.

One fragment:

Everything is black. There are rainbow coloured outlines of a 3 dimensional house in my field of vision. This house folds down and reassembles into a differently shaped structure. It is in a constant state of change, flipping in an organized yet kaleidoscopic sort of way. I have no body. I am just watching this sequence unfold. For a while I am mesmerized. I have no feelings about it at all. Then for a second I think to myself "Wow this is beautiful" (shocked that it has taken me so long to notice) but before I could hang on that emotion I suddenly feel extremely disturbed by this complete shift in my perspective of reality as I do not know where "I" fit in this equation..What is "I"?

Then I physically roll out of that dream, and right over into the next.

This dream is not particularly visual. It feels like sinking, sinking, sinking... floating floating floating...

Sinking forever...into my mattress. Never settling upon any stillness. Not being grounded, not having any point of physical reference. It makes me feel dizzy after a while. The materials of my bed have liquified around me. I transitioning through a portal. Still I cannot see but I can hear something: A repetitive, yet non consistent WHOOSHING sound. This sound indicates the speed at which I'm propelling through 'space'. It also alludes to the idea that I am coming in close contact with other physical things (or beings?) also in a state of projection. My body feels soooo heavy. The weight never lifts, it only presses on me harder as I sink deeper and deeper. I am powerless. I am at the mercy of something big.. Something my mortal mind will never comprehend.




It's funny, just the other day I was wondering why my dreams are so visually oriented. It would be nice if I could incorporate more (if not all) of my senses.

Dream one - The first part of the dream is like me playing a HoG. Then it turns into me leading a group of people against some ruler with a lot of men. We get to one point where we can go no further due to a ravine in the floor. And if someone tried to jump it they would be met by a ton of arrows and the ruler’s men rushing at them as there would be bridges that extended. A person of my team deiced to sacrifice themselves so I can get across. When the ruler’s men go after him I am right behind running. I leap onto the bridges and make my way to the men on the other side slashing away with a sword as I go. Thanks to the chaos created the other people with me are able to follow. When it is just the ruler and a few men I go head to head with him. He shoots some kind of arrow at me which I am able to deflect. While asking him what it does he takes it from me and stabs me with it. I fall to the ground while someone stabs him with a sword. I am now in intense pain all over. It feels like my whole body is going to tear apart. The ruler is laughing saying something I cannot remember. He is going through the same convolutions I am going through. Just before he dies he says something about me being the only one who can kill the American gods and how I am cursed to live until I do. Some other people rush in at this point.

The dream shifts. I am in a boat with some other woman when this huge serpent like creature creates huge waves and then jumps out of the water landing its tail on the boat. The other woman is taken under the water and I am left to fight the serpent. Somehow I get the other woman back, but the serpent retreats.
The dream shifts again. I am not in a tent trying to relax for some reason. Then a male and two kids one girl one boy are in a tent by me. I get the feeling the dad likes me and somehow I like him too.
The dream shifts to where we are all playing around in the tents. They are not joined to make some tubes with rooms on the end. I get a feeling I really like the dad and kids. Then the girl starts screaming and wriggling in pain. At this point we are under the covers on a bed in a room. The dad picks her up and rushers her out of the room. Before I can get off the bed the dad comes back saying sorry once (I can’t remember the time frame) she does this. I get the feeling the mean the tom, but I know it is different. I tell the dad I know why she does that and would he like me to tell him. He gets all quite but says yes. I go into the detail of the start of the dream and how she was cursed and such and that is why she has such pain once whenever.

The dream shifts again. I am now the girl or at least the woman cursed to do away with the gods once more. I am minding my own business when I hear some guy talking about how he narrowly escaped being killed by some strange beasts which have taken over a town somewhere. I take interest in the conversation and ask the man what he is talking about. He tells me and tells me of a book which talks about something like this happening. I tell him what I know and how I am working with them or something like that to get things under control.

The dream shifts again to me in this town even though I have been warned to stay away. The whole town has a eerie blue glow to it and light mist clung to the ground. It is also night; the dream is also like a game. I am shown a move in which a pack of wild dogs or wolves or something run behind a bush. Something happens and the dogs disappear in a big hole with the bush and a bunch of little bugs comes crawling out of the hole. I turn and start to run only to be told I cannot escape the town without lifting the curse it is under and killing the beast there. I am now down a road with some flower bushes nearby. Some guy comes riding up in a golf cart type of car and explains to me the only thing that keeps the mist at bay and will keep me safe. I am then told there is maybe only one of these bushes which blooms and will maybe have a bud on it which I can plant in a special spot. When I get to the bush I see a few blooms and a few buds. When I pick a flower to put in my hair an item menu opens up and show a quantity needed to make a fragrance out of the flowers to wear like perfume. When I close this window I am then shown where I need to plant the bud and how. It is a hole in the ground surrounded by a brass closer with teeth which will hole the bud in place while it blooms and grows into a bush. Over the hole is a glass dome with brass overlay. I then wake.


Dream Two Lucid - The dream starts with hubs, mom and I at a game store. Mom is looking for something but I don’t remember. Hubs keeps on asking one guy for things as mom changes her mind on something. I deiced to ask this same man if they have any PSone memory cards. He saps at me saying he is busy and to go away. Something else happens but I do not remember.

I wake to a FA. Somehow I think to tell myself I am still dreaming and do RC. So I manage to make myself do a hand check RC. At first this does not work but then I think to myself I know I am dreaming. So I shake my hand and see all the extra fingers and smile. This stabilizes the dream. I open the door to the room and walk to the front door. When I exit I see it is day light outside and get happy I am lucid again. I think about my tasks I want to complete, but I cannot think of anything besides conversing with a DC. I think about where I can find a large collection of them and remember an underground bar party spot from a dream before. Only problem this requires an elevator.

I turn back to my door and think once I turn back around there will be a elevator in the same spot as last time between the two doors. Sure enough when I turn around there is an elevator. I do not get happy about this but merely marvel over me being able to make one appear. I push the down button the doors open and I get in. When they open at the end I do not see the bar I was looking for but there are a lot of DCs walking around. A male DC greats me and says something I cannot remember. I deiced this is as good as any DC so I follow him around asking him questions about the dream. I do not remember and of the conversation, and dream details from this point are a bit foggy, but I do remember something about merging and silver liquid in rooms and such. I wake to another FA where I am trying to make myself get up to write down this dream before forgetting.

DG

I'm at Toys R Us with my Grandma, she's watering our plants that are at Toys R Us for some reason. I leave to go play in the stores water fountain. It's at least a ten foot pool , with small wooden platforms inside, decreasing in size every two or three feet, and the water flows down them like a water fall. I play in the water for a bit, then I see a sand box, and think I'm going to go play in the sand too. I don't think I ever grew up While digging in the sand, I realize that a guy walks by carrying a tote of plants that look like ours. I flip, worried that he's taking our garden! I run back to where our plants are, and at first I can only see the tomato plants, but then a clerk tells me the cucumbers are "over there" and shows me my cucumber plants. Relieved, I notice they need watering! So I hop off the platform, and go to get the bucket from the sand area to fill it with water from the fountain. Some kids are already playing with the bucket, but when I explain my problem and promise to give it back, they give it to me no problem. I start trying to get water from the fountain, but every time I dip in my bucket, I get tadpoles in it! I don't want to pour the little tadpoles in the plants and kill the taddies, so I pour the water our and move to a different part of the pool. This time I keep getting goldfish in the bucket! It takes me pouring it out and trying to strain the water in without the fish four times before I get a bucket sans fish, but I manage. I carry the bucket to the plants, and water the cucumbers, but there's not enough to get the tomatos in that tiny bucket, so I go back for more. I notice I am SOAKED, and my pink shirt is now see through. I'm oddly not bothered by this, and just go back for more water. The sky's looking dark though, and someone says the sky is so grey, the grey is palpable (I have no clue how to spell that, so if Firefox gave me the wrong word for a spelling correction, sorry!). When I think about being able to touch the grey with my hands, I realize it's the color of clay and I suddenly have clay in my hands and I'm in my room from the old house in Holly Springs, laying on the bed, thinking about what it'd take to make my own Ball jointed doll out of clay and make a mold of it to pour with porcelain. I hear someone talking about a man planning to cattle prod everyone, and this is supposed to put them to sleep for a year, and only one person will be left awake and everyone will starve to death. I'm like, What? No way, I can't let that happen! and I run outside where I see a female Centaur and a regular human male dressed in leather armor.

I stop dead in my tracks, and say, "wait.. this isn't real... I'm dreaming!" I don't need to reality check, I mean, there's a freaking CENTAUR in my DRIVEWAY, the only explanation is I'm dreaming! lol So I tell the centaur and the man as much when they try to tell me that I'm about to get cattle prodded. The female centaur rears back and pulls out a sword to fight me, and I start talking out my ass, "You can't hurt me, this is my dream! I'm in control!" Even though all my attempts at control have failed since my first lucid. I imagine myself growing wings, and though I can't see them, I can "feel" them and I see wings sprout out in my shadow. Yes! So then I try to take it another step and form a scythe in my hands... but since I'm looking at it, the best I manage is some sort of swirly white solid plastic ribbons. Oh well. I jump in the air and the wind whistles around me, practically blowing the man and centaur over. I ride the gust a few feet back and land in a fighting stance, though just barely keeping my balance because I am so not used to it, lol. Then the man yells at this guy in actual like, shiny metal armor who's stumbling along the yard like he doesn't know how to walk in his armor. I see a metal pole in the shiny knight's hand, so I go after him. I think the guy in leather armor called the knight guy "Jay". Anyways, Knight guy tries to poke me with the pole, and I grab it and start trying to wrestle it from him. I try to use the wind from earlier to blow his helmet off, but it doesn't work. The I just grab it and rip it off, and all the rest of his armor falls off with it. He tells me I can't win, he's going to kill me and everyone else. Then comes at me again. I consider for a moment not fighting back, but taking him by surprise and kissing him to see if he'll turn into K like in Catching up the last several days! - Dream Journals - Lucid Dreaming - Dream Views (2-23, dream two) but then I decide against it because he's got this huge bushy medieval style beard going on, lol. I tell him this is my dream, and no one can have as much power in my dream as me. and while I totally know I'm talking out my ass, it's WORKING! I am able to use the plastic strings to block an attack, and then twist the cattle prod out of the guys hands and snap it in two. He demands it back, and I laugh and tell him it's broken anyways, his plans are a lost cause. But then he says it's not broken, and I look at it, and it's made to be collapsible, so even though I "broke" it, all I did was take the pieces apart and if I put them back together I can use the weapon. So of course I put them together and then I start to cattle prod the man and push him back into my house. I tell the dream the door is going to be sealed and he can't come out, but the door is shaking and he's pushing his way out... but then the pushing stops. I can see someone through the cracks around the door moving around though, so I open the door and look inside. Instead of medieval guy, there's an old lady in there. I step in cautiously, and she's in the closet hanging up clothes or something, which is what my real grandma would be doing, lol. I'm wondering if she's going to turn back into the knight guy, so I keep my distance. She turns to me, and says something like, "there you are dear! Are you having a good birthday?" I nod, and tell her, "thanks dream grandma." She smiles, and says she'll be right back with my birthday present. I start to tell her that while she's in the kitchen she should tell K to come see me. Then I wonder if dream grandma can even use the phone or even wonder if I can use dream logic to place him in the kitchen for her to tell. I change my mind, and instead decide that since the neighbors kid is always coming over to hang out with my real grandma, I'm going to tell dream grandma to go into the kitchen and tell the neighbors kid to call K and tell him to come see me. She smiles and says of course, and then tells me my mom left a present for me in the dresser drawer. After she leaves the room I move to the drawers. I think for a moment, I should look at my hands. I've never done that in a lucid and I wonder if that ring I got in a dream forever ago is still there. There's a ring on my finger, and it's pretty and definitely not my wedding ring, but not the one from that dream ages ago either. I try to change it into the ring from the previous dream, but while it changes and smooths out getting closer to the image of that other ring, it never looks right. I give up when it stops changing, and start opening the drawers. Nothing in the top, nothing in the second, in the third though I find a moon stone poison necklace (like the kind they would hide poison in if it were fairy tail) that I had years ago. I still have it actually, but it's broken, lol. In the dream it's not broken, so apparently mom had it fixed for my birthday... but I'm cautious about opening it. So I shove it back in the drawer and close the drawer on it. My mom causes night mares, I don't want something from her to fuck this one up for me. I hear the door opening behind me, and I jump, afraid it's my mom or something nightmare-ish. But it's just the little old lady, and she hands me a package of lotion and lip gloss from bath and body works. I can't help but giggle a bit about it because it's the same set my BFF gave me last month, it's even opened and used as much as I've already used it! I wonder if dream grandma just grabbed it out of the bathroom because she didn't really have anything for my birthday, so I just smile and say, "thanks grandma!" and she looks like she's beaming and happy that I like it. Then she starts to leave, and says, "one more thing dear," and she's stepping into the hallway, "You have a visitor." K steps into the room from the hallway. He's dressed in a black trench coat and has on HUGE sunglasses that cover his whole face. I tilt my head confused for a minute, and ask, "K?" he laughs and takes off the sunglasses while shrugging out of the coat, then says, "of course, I heard you were asking for me." I drop the previous gift and start to run towards him and he steps forwards, and I literally jump into his arms and wrap my legs around him... much like my kids when they don't want us to put them down, lol. He hold me close, and I excitedly tell him, "Guess what? I'm dreaming! And I'm lucid!" he turns his face so he's talking right into my ear and says, "baby you can't get lucid." like he's in total disbelief. I laugh and tell him, "I can! and I am!" He hugs me again and says while laughing excitedly, "Then I am glad I lied!" I guess he lied saying I can't get lucid, lol? Then he pulls back and kisses me, and it causes me to feel like I'm falling backwards,and wake up just like when I woke from yesterday's lucid.

Well I can check off my goal of growing wings in a lucid now and I found K in a lucid too! I'm so proud of myself for not running off to find him first thing. I realize that in the dream I didn't have much chance to run off, but I still feel like I accomplished something big by not looking for him right away like in all my other lucids. Next goal to work on, not getting so excited when I see him in a lucid so the dream doesn't crash around me and I have a chance to ask actual questions. Asking a dream character worked so surprisingly well. I will definitely be employing that in the future! Geeze, my first long lucid in over a month, I'm on cloud nine and so happy I took that nap!

I'm down on the West Side of town and I walk into a two story house. once I walk in the door I notice I am in a basement and not sure how I got there I turn around and the door is gone. I hook my dog up to the bottom of the stairs. I then walk up the stairs to see a bunch of my family and friends down the hallway to my right and a bathroom to my left. I then feel some of my teeth are falling out....

I am staring In a mirror and the top front half of my teeth are missing, and I kind of look like a snake...

Now I am in the basement again and my dog has became rabid...

I'm skipping school and I'm in some woods across from the school. I find a clearing and sit down. I make a homemade bong out of a waterbottle. I start to take a couple bong rips until some kids from my school come to where I am. They say I've missed almost half the class. I get up and start to go to class. I see a trailer. They told me it is mine and some aliens gave it to my family. Inside of it was my eighth grade american history class. It was smaller and weirder. There was barely any room between the desks.

My friend Abby was over at my house and she was holding my bird Cheeto. She asked if she could take it outside and she could. so when she brought it out she had to go so i took the bird and then i went inside with it outside and then i come back out to see my dog Sylvia eating the bird... then i freaked out then i woke up.

All I can remember is something about spaghetti.

This had to be low level. I remember I was playing Mass Effect 3 multiplayer, and instead of a controller I was using toy guns instead. I spent a while crafting an ak47 and pulling several guns out of my dirty clothes hamper. Some needed batteries so I made some of those as well.

I went to bed late and must have hit a REM cycle, because I went immediately into a dream (you know that feeling of almost falling into one? That.) In it, two of my 3-year-old's teeth were loose, and I realized they were rotting. I was really upset, and I woke up for a second. I told myself, "If his teeth are loose again, it's a dream." And did a reality check just in case. My daughter came in at that point and told me about a bad dream she had, and when I fell back asleep, it was a new dream.

There was a war going on in our country, and there were tanks and soldiers in this neighborhood that I believed was mine in my dream, but it's not the actual neighborhood I live in. Anyway, somehow four soldiers had gotten sick inside a tank and were so dehydrated they couldn't move off the top of the tank under their own power, so some other soldiers and civilians were passing them down to people on the ground to get them to treatment.

I took one soldier to the med tent, got him all set up with a nurse. They gave him some kind of IV and he had fallen asleep, so I headed back. I started to worry that I'd taken too long with the one soldier and maybe they needed me to help with the others, so I should hurry.

On my way back, I became distracted by an elementary school doing some kind of field day activity. Among them was a little blonde boy, about 8, named Stuart. Stuart was the kid who won everything, who was good at everything, and who charmed everyone. His dad forced him to be really competitive, and I apparently had heard rumors that his dad made him go days without eating, practice for hours and hours, and had even slapped him around on occasion to make him keep going. So basically, I hated Stuart's dad.

Somehow, I ended up at the church Stuart and his dad attended. It was nothing like my church. It was a huge building and the people were all very snooty-acting. They all also adored Stuart and his dad, which made me pretty ill. At some point, one woman pulled out an agenda and started talking about how wonderful they are, and I stood up in the middle of the meeting and said, "I'm going to excuse myself, since I can't stand that man."

The lady met me in the bathroom afterwards, and I felt bad for making a scene (not bad for thinking Stuart's dad was awful, just for making a stink about it when all I had was rumors), so I apologized to her. "Hey, sorry for making a scene back there," I said. She put on her most haughty tone and replied something to the effect of, "Well, we all have to learn manners sometime, I guess." I'm pretty sure I considered slapping her, but I woke up then.

Dream One (Fragments): I'm driving home on the interstate, watching the trees fly past me, marveling at how pretty and twisted they are. Then, the scene shifts completely and I'm watching this guy mowing lawns, he's on his cell phone calling other clients at the same time. Someone doesn't want him to come mow this week, so he starts raving about how if they don't cut their grass the rabid squirrels will invade their yard and they will be doomed! Then the scene changed again, and I', watching my friend T, who's gay, talk about working in a porn shop. I find it really odd that he's working in a place full of naked women. He's so smart he could do better, and being gay, it's not like the naked chic's perk is doing him any good.

Dream Two (Fragments): The earliest point I can remember of this dream, I'm pulling my shirt up and looking at these nasty red lines on my sides that are going up from my hips to right below my rib cage. At first I assume they are stretch marks, but then I remember I don't have stretchmarks that look like this. Stretch marks are thin silver lines, and mine are all horizontal wrapping around my belly, these are vertical and at least a half inch thick. They look more like popped blisters, pink in the center and redder and redder as you get to the edge. They don't hurt at least. Felling like this is odd, I turn to the closest person, my husband, and ask what they are and what happened to me to get them. He refuses to tell me. I wander off in search of someone who will, and I walk into a room with a bed. Rini from Sailor Moon (Chibi Usa if you watch the subs I guess) is on the bed, and there's a man trying to inject her with something. I stop him, and I can't remember if I killed him or just wounded him badly and scared him off. I turn back to the bd, and Rini is acting really mean and evil. She sets a doll on the bed, and walks out of the room. I turn to look at the doll, and it looks like it moved! I get closer, and the doll isn't a doll, it's a baby with red pig tails. I wonder if it's Chibi Chibi from the episodes of sailor moon that didn't get dubbed, but I don't know because I've never seen them. How I failed to become lucid during this weird dream I don't know. I clearly knew something wasn't right with the lines, and I knew that Rini and Chibi Chibi were characters from Sailor Moon. I was aware of so much wrong, and yet didn't think to reality check. At least I can pinpoint what caused the second half of this dream. My daughter <3 s Sailor Moon, and we were watching the episodes where Rini was kidnapped and turned into Wicked Lady yesterday.

Dream Three: I'm on the beach with my husband and two kids. My aunt is there too, playing with the kids. It's time to go home, so my husband and I gather up all our stuff. Our arms are full, and the kids are dragging their feet, so my aunt tells us to take our stuff to the car and not to wait up, she can handle the kids fine on her own. I'm cool with this because she wrangled me and my cousins pretty well when I was a kid! When I load up everything in the car, which turns out to be a blue SUV, I climb inside to wait in the shade. my husband starts the car and starts to leave. I fuss at him to wait, but he insists he's just moving the SUV closer so they don't have to walk as far. He ends up moving it farther away, and I'm mad because there's no way they're going to find the car here! I get out and start wandering around trying to find them, but the parking lot and beach are way different now. The parking lot is HUGE and there's a hotel between it and the beach, and the hotel is HUGE. I spend a great deal of time wandering, making this dream drag out but giving me little to write about. I see a lot of cosplayers around, and realize that this must be some sort of anime convention too. I wander to a point where they're doing construction. I can see the beach on the other side, but I can't get past the construction stuff, so I go inside the hotel beside it. I trip a few times. I try to push through crowds. At some point I wander into an indoor pool area. A creepy redneck guy in a red plaid shirt is looking at me funny and I'm alone. I turn around and leave that room as fast as I can. I get a text message from an ex-boyfriend from like 7 years ago, and he's telling me there's an anime convention in his hotel at the beach. I tell him I already know about the con, I'm there now. Finally I make it out of the hotel and see my kids on the beach with my aunt. There's a guy dressed as a clown there too, and he's got my daughter in his lap making silly face at her. My aunt is glad I'm there, she says the kids were terrified when they couldn't find us! I explain to her what happened, and that I have no idea where my husband and the car are. The last couple minutes of the dream, we're wandering as a group through the hotel trying to find our way back to the car.

I was awake late last night, unable to fall asleep. When I finally did fall asleep, I slept really hard. Waking up only twice when I normally wake up at least 4 times a night. I'm definitely taking a nap today!

Claymation Game

All I remember from this dream was that there was a game with a cartoon of a claymation dinosaur / dragon. It appeared to be about 6" tall. There was a goal to do something with a ball which was about 2" in diameter--I forgot what. It looked like a beach ball with different colors.

Once the goal was complete, there was like an extra point to be gotten. The dinosaur had to just touch the ball, and the ball would disappear, or be absorbed by the dinosaur or something.

I didn't see the game play, but it was time for the dragon to touch the ball. He touched it with the base of his tail, but the ball didn't disappear. The dinosaur looked at the ball a little confused. He leaned into the ball more--nothing. Then he fell on the ball to make stronger contact with it, but it didn't go away.

Not so Vacation

I was at a beach with my first girlfriend. She was with her new man. I was thinking it was time to pack and go home, so I started to pack.

It was really difficult getting all my clothes together in the suitcase, but I wanted to get it done so I didn't have to do it later.

I saw my old girlfriends cloths and noticed a black, corduroy Nike shirt that I liked, and a shirt with a seagull that I used to like a lot. I wished I had them. Her clothes were perfectly folded.

She told me we were going to stay at the beach until Friday which was a few days away, although it was Thursday. I had a lot of trouble figuring out how much time we could stay at the beach because of this discrepancy, but I tried to enjoy the fact that we had a few days of vacation left.

I wanted to go to the beach, but the bathroom was dirty. There were holes in the bathtub and other places. There was trash stuffed in all the holes, and it wasn't easy to get out, but I couldn't take a shower with trash everywhere.

I didn't want to go to the beach knowing I couldn't take a shower later, but I didn't want to spend my whole vacation cleaning the bathroom.

Eventually I joined the party. I asked if the beach had shells I could look for. R said, "Yes." I looked out the window. The beach was above us, which I thought was odd. I saw nice waves and lots of shells. There were so many shells, it didn't even look nice to walk on the beach.

04.29.2012

Hiding (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm in the darkness, I don't know where I am honestly. I start to move a little bit, and I see some light somewhere.

I realize that I'm obviously hiding from someone, be it guards or something. I'm following somebody, but I can't remember who. I'm on the left side of this dark room, and I look outside because a door is open and portrays that it's afternoon or so in this dream.

It feels like we're somewhere tropical......

And Hawaii seems fitting for that, right Kaomea? I'll even throw out the possibility that it was some kind of Calypso related environment.

I try to follow the person, who is wearing a dark green shirt and jeans, but there's this random person using some kind of detection machine where if it feels the slightest human contact, it will inform the person holding it. Think of it as a metal detector that finds humans.

I think it was a female that I was following

I assume it's for that function because I'm trying to back away from it getting closer to me. I thought the person would give up, but since they're in the dark, they have to rely on this machinery.

I slowly get up, trying to avoid the machine from touching me. When I see it stop, I relax a little bit and wait, and the person continues to go a little bit further, which forces me to stand up completely.

I feel my left hand touching a bicycle, which then forces me to be even more silent until the person gives up. They finally do so, and they head out to the door in front of me.


Then........



The bicycle falls over to the left, and the pedals were moving a little bit.

....................................

But the person looking for me and the other girl didn't hear this some weird reason, despite being at least 5-8 feet away from me. I wait for the person to finally get out, or at least be halfway out to where their peripheral vision wouldn't see me moving.

Then a light to the left of me turns on.....and it's glowing a dim orange color...




Are. You. Kidding. Me................................................ ......





I decided to just remain still instead of making more noise to attract the person trying to find me. The guy looks pretty ugly to be honest with you, not to be narcissistic or anything.

He finally passes to where his peripheral vision is going to help him realize that I was there the entire time, it's just that the light wasn't on for him to find me. I see no one outside, but I still stay inside the room for a while, doing some kind of abstract counting in my head to measure how far the guy went.

But I had a weird feeling that he may have had one of those, "Wait a second....." moments.

Either way, I wasn't going to risk him coming back to trace his steps over again. I quickly run towards the left wall near the exit to go outside. I have a gun in my hand, it's silver, and maybe it's Desert Eagle, since this thing was pretty huge for a handgun, but not too big.

My back is facing against the wall, so now looking on my new left, I see a person on the other side. I quickly point my gun to him, he notices me, but remains pretty calm for some reason.

"Shhhh....Is he coming back?"


........."Yeah"



"How close is he.......?"

I hear someone laughing outside, and I think I even hear a few gunshots?


The dream bloody fades........

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04.29.2012

My Dream Guide is Brian? (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'm calling bull on the guy who claims to be my dream guide, but I'll post it anyway.

I'm not being stubborn, it's just my own mental conflict with the debate over one dream guide showing in many forms vs several individual dream guides.

I believe this is a continuation of the other dream in its own and unique way, because I'm still hiding from someone or something....

I decided that I should crouch down somewhere, a small crevice, anything that would keep me hidden.

The dream shifts again to where I'm looking down somewhere. I see someone downstairs headed for the exit somewhere, and I have a feeling it's that same guy that tried to find me and the other girl who was wearing a dark green shirt and jeans...

Then I look to the right of the exit, and I see a person with their back against the wall, who is fairly muscular. He's wearing a dark blue shirt with some black jeans or something.

For some reason, I said,

"Thanks for helping me...."

He looks like he's surprised or something, probably didn't expect me to say something like that.

"You're welcome." he says.

Then I think for a moment,

"What's your name?"


.................."Brian."


"Are you my dream guide?"

.....................I can't remember what he said in response EXACTLY, but he said it in words like,

"Yeah," "Bingo," "Finally....."

I honestly stopped for a moment, but before I can say something else, my eyes go into shut down mode.

You have to be kidding me right??

And what's worse, I woke up with my eyes closed, giving me the opportunity to do a DEILD, but nope, I decided to open them up, even though I know I could've went into another dream and asked this guy more questions.

I'm too lazy to sleep now, I can't spend the whole day bloody dreaming anyway.

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04.29.2012

Naked Women (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I'll make this dream simple.

Two naked women, cartoon versions, one blonde, and the other a brunette or with Auburn dyed hair are running from guards in what seems to be an airport.

Their asses were pretty big, but not fat big, like just, damn............... for crying out loud, how could they possibly run so fast?

The blonde is talking to the other girl who is ahead of her, and the girl says in a loud whisper to the blonde as they're close to going down an escalator,

"Come on, the guards are starting to get more suspicious!"

So I guess they try to escape.

I don't remember anything else though.

In a previous dream, I was with my sister and we were looking for something. We were outside walking around and at one point she is hugging me, I'm hugging her back of course. Somehow I become sexually attracted to my sister here, but I want to stay in denial about it and resist that sexual attraction throughout the rest of the dream. We came across a old house that is half fallen apart from weathering. The roof is mostly gone and a good portion of the one upstairs wall also. This is where I start to go a little lucid and have some fun. I peel back the walls of the house with telekenisis as if they were layers of an onion, until only the stairs leading to the basement remain. Doing this seems to shorten our search, I just can't remember what we are looking for. It must have been something good though, as if it were gold or something I feel. I know I head down into the basement with my sister still searching and someone else shows up to help, but then my dream transitions to the next one.


The next dream still has the same thing, though this time it is my female cousin who is actually flirting with me. This time I just go along with it and I'm flirting back with her. It seems she gets out of some of her clothes and as we are walking around outside I'm play teasing her with her black panties. I keep following her and she has headed into this tent. She is lying down inside the tent and I start play teasing with her black panties again and looking at her good stuff.

From there I just remember walking up some steps in a park with plenty of DCs around. There is a girl there handing out stuff, but everyone is ignoring her for some reason. As I near her, out of curiousity I stop and she hands me some stuff. I take it not wanting to be rude. I'm still following the flow of the crowd up into this building in the park, and as I go I notice that among the stuff she gave me is a joint of pot. I'm a little concerned I'm carrying this thing, so I start looking for a place to ditch it. I'm in the building now, decending a spiral staircase that hugs the outer wall. When I think no one is looking, I chuck the joint over the railing and let it fall wherever. About halfway down I start noticing it is smoky in here, and when I get to the bottom I see a bunch of people smoking pot all over the place. Guess I really didn't have to worry about the one I was carrying. I was down there, amused by the goings on for a few minutes, but then I had enough of it and left. I headed back up to the main floor. It turns out that some DCs actually live in this odd shaped building and it is their home. They were telling me that they own this and land in the park, even though it is a public park as well. Something like grandfather rights or something. Seems unusual, but I try not to think about it too much. As I was leaving I cross this neat little outdoor garden area kept in a greko-roman style, complete with statues and a little walkway. After I went through this area I woke up.

I was in a department store with my mom. We got separated a bit so I walked around. I saw someone cosplaying as SeeU, and she gave me a hug. I walked around the corner and saw my mom again. We went to a salad bar thing inside the store, and sat down to eat. There was a booth behind ours, and I kept seeing someone's shadow appear next to us. There was a note sticking up over the booth behind us that read: "the ghost strikes tonight; your gelato isn't safe."

--

I was on a soccer team of only 3 people. We were going to verse the best team in the state, and I was very nervous. We started to play, but the soccer ball was huge, about twice the size of a regular soccer ball. Either way, our team somehow managed to win.

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I was in a secret underwater base. There were several long hallways, and I walked through them carefully, trying to to get caught. By the end of the path I was on, I realized I was back at the beginning. There was a guy standing there, asleep. I walked right past him and up the stairs. There was some kind of escape vehicle, a boat/submarine thing. I got on it and there was a few people on it, a guy and a few young kids. We sailed on the boat thing for a few days. The guy showed us some survival things, like knot tying. I found a radio, but it only had enough battery for a few minutes.

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There was a competition of sorts where you had to choose a person from your group to die. I don't remember too much about this dream, just that I was not the first or last to die. I think we were on a trampoline of some kind, and the center was a hole with lava in it. I saw a woman jump in, then after I was voted out. It took me a while to accept my fate, I even tried to escape at one point. But I got over it and did a cannonball into the lava. My bony got really hot for a minute, but it didn't really hurt. I think I revived somewhere else later.