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lil 15 minute lucid nap

I was drifting in out of the dream, it wasnt quite established so i was trying to really rub my hands. Jet lee was there, some guy was shootng me and i was screaming "i am conciousness"

then a thought of doubt would come and it would start to fade, i fought for a while like this


later i was on a play strucucure playing a game with my dad and shannon. not sure how it really went but i just no my dad was wearing like motorcycle gear trying to chase me or something. then irelaized it was a dream and like he would speed up when i thought he was gone or like what i believed thats wat he would do

4-24:Am walking on a street and someone i know is hiding,He is hiding from a leader from a gang,i find out that the gangster buried a little girl in a hole right by his house,i tell cops that the girl is buried right there,they dig her up to find her still alive,everyone gathers around her saying its a miracle and she starts touching everyone for good luck,i for some reason dont believe it to be a miracle.

Am at my house and i break my gameboy,so i go outside to play basketball to find very tall guys playing and i challenge them, i beat them and they leave.

Am on a date with a girl from school,we go to carnival,when date is over i take her home but she is locked out,she needs a very complex code to enter,she calls her mom but she will not give it to her.

4-26:My friend asks me to go to his party,i go, i drink and then leave,next day some little girl asks me to come back, i go back and little girl is lost,feeling like its my fault i go find her,when i do she gives me a coke.

4-27:I am going to the amusement park with my cousins,one my cousins friends likes me,while waiting to enter park i play arcade games,when we start to enter my youngest cousin says she lost my ticket.

4-28:Am in this world that resembles a video game,me and ally have to face this giant monster that resembles an alligator,the foe tries to explain that he is good but i kill him anyway,drive through an abandoned street and there are a ton of zombies on it, some chick points a gun at me believing me to be a zombie,i explain to her that i am not.

4-29:Am outside setting up for a party,as party is going on the apocalypse begins.

Am at school and have to attend after school classes,chick i know is there,when i show up teacher finds out i am forced to be here, when is taking attendance he says that he is glad that people are willing to Voluntarily show up here,clearly mocking me,after class ends i go with girl i know to circle k and by drinks,next day in school i have lunch with chick.

5-1:Go to local store to buy a drink, my uncles are there,owner is arab,i then eat lunch with them,then someone enters trying to rob it,it all goes ok.

5-3:am talking about someone how rudy gay is the ideal basketball athlete and has the potential to be a top 3 player in the NBA,my uncle starts talking about james hardens,hesitation move and i demonstrate it.

Date: May 13, 2013
Method: (MILD before bed) then WBTB & WILD
Total Sleep Time: 8 broken hours (bedtime 12:30am-4:30am) WBTB (4:30am-4:40am), then slept from about 4:50am-7:00am (son woke me up to tell me he is going to school) then 7:10am-10:00am
Category: Dream Fragment, & Non Lucid

Dream Fragment #1:
I was with someone selling several items like fish tanks, juke boxes, neon signs, snacks and drinks. My GOD son was their telling me that someone would not let him get something to drink and I got mad at them and mad them hand over the drinks.

Dream Fragment #2
I was at some sort of workshop or conference...it could have even been a church with several people and I was listening to a teacher that I know (LC). I started to walk home and started seeing my neighborhood. Walking down the street were several animals. First I saw dogs with long leashes pulling them, but no one was on the other end of the leash pulling the dogs. It was like the people were invisble with the leash hanging in the air and the dogs were being pulled (possible dream sign?). Then, cows and maybe a bull started coming down the same street...then I got distracted by a clothesline ...I felt like something was wrong, but instead of becoming lucid, I just woke up.

Note to self: 1) Not feeling well and I took some cold medicine, so I don't know if this had an effect on my dreams . 2) Don't give up, just be thankful that you're remembering something! .

I remember staring at a brown, wooden table with several small holes in it. I had to make a difficult decision, and I was really struggling. The room was pretty dim, everything was shadowy beyond the table. There was an empty pill bottle, and there were about 4-5 red and blue pills each in a pile beside the upturned bottle. There might have been green pills as well. I knew that my life would change in completely different ways with each pill, because I was only allowed to pick one color.

Dream Fragment
I remember walking around my hometown. Something weird was going on, since there were no cars or people. I got a view of the four-way from above, as if I was perched on a lamppost or if I was on the balcony of that old antique store. I remember looking around with my hand on my brow, like I was blocking the sun from my eyes. I think that I was trying to solve a mystery.

My aunt Beth and Uncle Ray had sent me photos of this really nice place they were staying in in South East Asia. Somehow I was sucked through the images and found myself there. The place was fascinating, carpeted floors stretched around private pools and hot tubs. They had managed to bring their dog max who was hopping in and out of the pool playfully. My uncle was sitting at the edge of the hot tub, pouring champagne right from the bottle into his mouth. Beth was sliding down a slide the lead to the pool and giggling like a little girl. I felt such joy for them and wondered if it would be affordable if Allen and I stayed a month there. I asked the owner and he said that a month would be $6,500... Jk I thought to myself. We all went walking around and found a lady doing aerial performance tricks on a high set swing. She was asking people to try and they couldnt/ were to scared to. This seemed to make her feel superior. I told her that I was an aerial rope performance artist and she let me try. I did a sequence of tricks she shouted out at me and she was impressed. A group of people started to clap and I felt filled with joy and accomplishment.

Was driving through a city like Seattle trying to get to my yoga class. For some reason I had a suspended license and this made really nervous of getting caught. Made it to the class but was extremely late. Fucked around on the fabrics for a bit and then decided that it was time to go home. Felt extremely nervous about driving and asked Allen to come and get me.

Was driving with Carla and Riley in my car. We were supposed to o back to our old house and fallow Dad but we went a wrong way and decided to find an alternate route home. Riley was just a baby in this dream. We stopped by a mall and found a restaurant to order lunch from. For some reason I was extremely excited about the quesadilla I ordered. Riley was getting hungry and since Carla was absolutely useless, I decided to venture out into the mall to find a place that would carry baby formula. This part of the dream lasted forever and felt annoying. I just kept walking in what felt like circles looking for a place. Finally I found a Safeway kind of place right next to the restaurant we were at. I figured the food must be there by now and I could make Carla run next door to get it since I had spent what felt like an hour searching.
***Right before I get there my alarm wakes me up to make remind me to move to the couch to increase my chances of having a lucid. I was still all worked up about this quesadilla though and really was eager to fall back into the same dream. I lay down and start imagining the restaurant..***
I was back in that same mall with the same restaurant only this time Carla and Riley were gone and I was trying to set up a stripper pole at its entrance. Everyone working there were in their early twenties and were getting a kick out of the idea. I even had a robot stripper who would work the pole when “turned on” lol. It was all really funny until the boss came in. Then everyone stopped laughing and and hussled to look busy. The “boss” made me get ride of the pole so I gave it to a guy at the neighboring store. After the boss let a manager if his, a blonde haired girl around 25 told me that I could start bar tending there if I would like. I dont know how to make drinks, let alone drink myself, but I took the job anyways. Allen was now in the dream also working there as a waiter. I was nervous about working as a bartender .

I was playing some RTS game and my base was in the center of the map, there were two groups of enemies who had bases around the map, the weaker orange-colored mutants and more stronger white bases. I had made a group of units and was destroying orange bases with them easily, i was comparing those enemies to scavengers from warzone 2100. Then i had long battle versus white bases because they got some forces and defenses prepared while i was dealing with orange, but eventually i won.
Then the game switched to be an FPS and i was chasing some really overpowered enemy through various landscapes, he kept spawning waves of other enemies that i had to deal with and at one point i was going through some blue maze-ish area.
Later game switched to be an RTS again and i had limited time to construct a base in strategic area with one entrance. I had to build unit facilities in the specific places and also i did built alot of walls and defenses. I massed more units and then enemy forces came and there was an battle. I barely managed to keep the area but then that overpowered dude came and destroyed everything.
Game switched back to be FPS again and i was chasing the dude, at one point lots of enemies came from around one corner and i had a bit of problem with that, but i did defeated them eventually.

Monday, 5/13/13

Not much of a recall last few days. But I know why. Couldn't sleep well, if I slept at all. Was very excited about my new discovery of relation between WILD and OBEs.

I'm happy, can't wait for a free morning to WILD.

Lucid Parts in blue
Non-lucid in red
Before I went to sleep, I chanted "I will become lucid" again. This time with more enthusiasm. I then got a feeling in my chest. My friend, Jayden told me if you get that feeling, you will have a lucid dream.
I don't remember a lot of my dream, but I do remember the lucid part.
I was in some grocery store and there was some other random girl there. She was being a jerk I wanted to insult her. That's when I remembered "Oh, this is a dream. I can insult her!"
As usual, the dream started to fade right as I said that. I tried rubbing my hands together. Jayden also said that will make the dream last longer. Thanks a lot, Jayden.
I remember nothing of my dream, or when I woke up. But I do remember the lucid part First one in almost a month!

Although I didn't get my goals accomplished in this lucid dream, I did meet my first supposed "dream guide". Not as... competent as I might have expected.

Color legend: Non-dream Dream Lucid

Lucid #94: The "Dream Guide"

I'm walking down a sidewalk past a construction zone. One of the construction workers is crouched down low to measure something. I notice that he's using our diaper bag to make the measurement. I wonder what on Earth is going on but I'm in a hurry. You know what? I don't even want to know. I wait until the worker isn't looking and then just swipe the bag, throw it over my shoulder, and forget about it.

A little further on, I pass a couple walking with their daughter, a blonde girl of about 7 or 8. The girl glances at me as I pass. I think nothing of this at first, but after a few steps, I'm overcome by this feeling of being watched. I turn around to look behind me and the little girl is following me now, floating a couple of inches off of the ground. She has an unsettling, dead-eyed expression, and I hurry to get away. She's faster than I am, though, and as she seizes my hand, a horror movie "dun DUUNNNN!!" soundtrack plays. At first I'm spooked, but the effect is so ham-handed that I become lucid.

"This is just a dream," I tell her.

She smiles happily, no longer the fright figure of just moments ago. "It is!" she exclaims, dropping my hand and raising her arms over head triumphantly. "And I'm going to help guide you through it!"

Cool, I could use some help... "So that means you're a Dream Guide?"

"Oh, okay!" she says, not inspiring my confidence.

"Can you help me out with teleportation?" I ask, walking down the street with her. The road soon turns to cobblestone as we move away from the construction site. There are fewer people around now.

She shakes her head. "I haven't learned that kind of stuff yet..."

"Okay," I say. "Well, my goal for this dream was..."

She interrupts and speaks really rapidly: "You're going to summon NewArtemis and have her turn into a werewolf!" She grins, proud to show off her ability to read my mind. (She refers to Art by her DV handle.)

I smile, amused. "That's right... [NewArtemis]. The plan is to use a handshake summon. Can you help me do that?"

"Oh no," she says. "I haven't learned how to do summoning yet."

The street seems to be ending so I hop casually over the buildings at the end of the street, float over them, and land on another cobblestoned street just beyond. The little girl follows, floating just slightly behind. We're at a T-intersection and to my left is the mouth of a dark tunnel. I say, "How about I show you how to do that handshake summon?"

She nods eagerly and I extend my hand off to my right, out of sight, and repeatedly imagine NewArtemis performing the handshake. After a while, I feel the beginnings of a handshake. The little girl gasps and claps her hands. "What's it look like?" I ask. The girl doesn't answer and as I look at her now, I realize that she looks like a teenager and that her hair has lengthened and changed color. "Am I changing you?" I ask, starting to feel confused. It occurs to me how confusing it is to look at the girl while trying to imagine NewArtemis. It's like trying to remember how a song goes when something else is blaring on the radio. I feel like I might be morphing the girl into NewArtemis but I'm unsure whether I should switch to trying that. I'm becoming distracted.

I feel an insistent tap in the palm of my hand, as if the middle finger of the person I'm shaking hands with was repeatedly poking me and trying to get my attention. My mind races between the summoning effort, the tapping in my hand, the girl's shifting appearance, and my own indecision as to whether the summoning is ready for me to turn and look. Soon, the dream collapses.

there was chukee dream and i was going to steal that damn n64. i was going to steal a game boy coolor as awell and then try and play it cool. didnt happen that wawy cudnt find a freaking ghame boy.

so i moved on and seteled for the ocean. i was on a clas field trip in freezing cold waters. the water didnt seem to scare anyone not even me. strange as i was on top of a huge berg of ice and yet it all seened okay

I had gotten some dvd's that had to do with bigfoot. I started watching them. It was very interesting, yet creepy at the same time. It started off talking about the bigfoot conspiracy. There was a story about how a country in the middle east had tried to make a deal with the US that if we gave them a bigfoot body they would stop fighting with us. But our country didn't comply even though it could have. But most of the stories were about bigfoot encounters where the bigfoot was acting aggressively and/or chasing people. What made it worse was that as I watched the dvd I seemed to be right there experiencing the encounter first hand. I finally decided I needed company. I got my mom and had her start watching the dvd with me. After watching for a short time she told me that she wanted me to go around and lock all the doors. It was now nighttime and I could see dark trees outside the house. There suddenly seemed to be a whole lot of doors to lock. I finally got to the front door. It was suddenly double glass sliding doors like you have in grocery stores. I locked it, but then saw a man that needed to get through. I felt embarrassed and opened it back up so he could get in to the store that our house had now become.

Dream recall from today's nap.

I was talking on skype and doing some other stuff on PC, then i was distracted and was taking a break listening to binaural beats, then mom came to the room saying that some sound is too loud, i could not hear any loud sounds and only sound i could hear were binaural beats, then i was like 'wait a second' and i took off headphones, and could still hear binaural beats, i tried to rub hands but dream faded out.

I scarely remember what i dreamt about, as i was not lucid or totally aware that i dreamt.
I remember a guy Steven, as we had to go to a festival, he said "Hello" and i said "Vi skal lige fundet ud af det med maden".
Else i dont really remember that much.

Been awhile since I have had a lucid dream. The past four nights I have forgotten to repeat my mantras, but last night I remembered. I awoke around 7:30 am with no success, so I dozed back off.

I had a dream, but I wasn't lucid. I was in my house and my siblings were there. We were all eating at the table. Someone mentioned dreaming but it didn't trigger. Some stuff happened and right when it was getting good I woke up.

I thought the dream had been lucid, but after thinking about it I realized it was just peculiar. It was around 8:30 now, so I dozed off to sleep once again.

I was standing in an apartment. The walls were either white or light blue. The sun was shining through the windows behind me, but I never looked. I was looking at wall, not straight on, but at more of a 45 degree angle. There was a queen sized bed up against the middle of the wall with a door that led to a bathroom to the right. I was standing at the bottom left of the bed and a women was standing at the bottom right. There was also a man but I don't remember where he was standing.

They were talking about stuff. Neither looked at me. It was like I was ghost, silently observing them. Then the man walked into the bathroom and closed the door. Then as casually as possible he said to the women, "Baby, the man in the apartment is dreaming."

I became lucid when I heard that. It was like the other two times when it had happened (*explained later). Something strange happened though. It was as if the people were starring at me with their cold, empty eyes. Rejecting my presence. Then it was like a hole burst in the fabric of the dream. Like explosive decompression I was sucked out of the dream into blackness. I'm going assume the dream ended there.

When I got sucked out into the void, something even stranger happened. It felt like I got shoved back into my eyes, having previously been looking through my minds eye. There was this loud booming sound like blood pumping in my ears, and this violent rattling/shacking in my head. It died down after a few seconds, then I opened my eyes. It was about 9:45, and having been a little shaken from the dream, decide to get up.

*All three of my lucid dreams have started the same way. It's how I ruled out the first dream as being non-lucid because it didn't occur. Something triggered awareness in the three dreams, an odd thought, random occurrence, or spoken word, respectively. Once I become aware I get a sickening, panic like twisting cringe in my stomach. Then it's as if I get hit in the back by an invisible force. Lastly, everything becomes intensely vivid and sharp. It can feel a little violent, but it is rather quick. I makes for a good indicator of lucidity, but I think it has thrown me out of two of my three dreams.

05/11/13

Search for Nomad
I am on a long driveway in front of a nice house. I am thinking it's mine even though I've never seen it before. There is a huge yard around the house. I see rolling fields of grass and wild flowers with a forested area in the distance. I look around a bit more, the grass is tall and blowing in the wind. There is a tree with a wooden swing hanging from it. I can hear the birds singing all around though I can't see any of them. I entered this place through a hypnosis program so I am already lucid. I think I have plans to continue healing Winter since I don't yet know if she is feeling better or not. I focus on opening a portal to the healing glen. I go through the portal into the healing glen. I see the crystal golem in the glen seeming to be tending to something. I don't see Winter or Nomad. I ask him if Nomad and Winter are around. He says no, but if I need healing... I say I'll be back after I find Nomad and Winter. I focus on a portal to the healing springs on the moon. The portal opens and I go through. I am alone again. No one is there. The pools look very inviting. But where are Nomad and Winter? I wonder where they might be. Has something happened to them? I focus on a portal and on finding them. I will open a portal to wherever they are. I focus, but nothing happens. I wonder what could be wrong... I decide to try to bring them to me. I focus on my altered lyrics of Dream On by Aerosmith. The song plays through, but still nothing happens. I try again, focused on Nomad. Still nothing. I wonder what could be wrong. I wonder if they are sure ok. I am trying to think of another way to find them when the dream slips away and I wake up.

Dark Tower: Defenders
I am near a small camp just near a rundown looking town. It is night time and the stars shine brightly above. I am not alone there, I am there with Roland, Eddie, and Susanna. One of the first things I notice is wrong is Susanna has her legs. I think that is really odd, as in the Dark Tower books she is missing the lower part of her legs. In spite of that difference I still recognize these people from the Dark Tower series. They apparently realize I am there because Roland motions me over. He says the people of the town are too scared, and they believe there is nothing that can be done about the attacks that come. He says they are also too afraid of being infected, which is actually a valid fear. He asks if I, an assassin, will stand beside them until the end if needed. I hesitate, wondering how he knows I am an assassin, but then I tell them I will stay with them. He asks if I would happen to know any other assassins I could call on, we will be seriously outnumbered. I think of several. My first thought is MoSh. I use Dream On by Aerosmith and focus on MoSh. MoSh appears out of nowhere, much to Roland's surprise. Eddie and Susanna are talking to each other off to the side. I focus on the song and this time I try to summon Nomad. Nothing happens. I focus harder but nothing happens. I focus on summoning Spike. He appears, then asks where the bloody hell is he. He asks if I just teleported him. He says he's always glad to see me, but next time give him some warning before pulling him in. I think about that and decide he is right, it is kind of rude to just grab someone… Now I am hesitant to summon anyone else, and Roland takes my pause to mean I am done. He says the only direction the enemy can approach from is west, so we need to guard the narrow approach from the west and not let any of them pass. Everyone spreads out, the area is mostly desert so vegetation is sparse and I can see the others take up positions. There is some light coming from the east and I can now see that we are in a narrow canyon, and there is indeed no way around us. Things are approaching. They look like big trolls. And there are a lot of them. The silence of the morning is broken by gunfire. I check and realize I have a gun. That's a first… so I start shooting at the trolls as they charge through the desert. They seem heedless of the fact they are dropping as fast as they can come. I shoot one as it is about to reach me and it practically falls at my feet. In the brightening day I can see worms wiggling around in the head wound… YUCK! Its whole body is covered with those worms. I can see why the people in the town were worried about infection. The trolls just keep coming, it almost seems unfair to be using guns on them when they don't even seem to have the intelligence to realize they're dying. Finally they seem to get the picture and the ones farther away are retreating. I wonder what will keep them from coming back, or if they will actually remember this canyon as a bad place to be. I am thinking about asking Roland when I wake.