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I had to big dream signs this morning and I'm finally beginning to catch the military one.

School. My old supervisor is teaching me math. I was trying to grasp it but she didn't really show me how to solve the problem. I kept asking her to show me a few examples but the just kept on talking nonsense. I can still remember It started off as a word problem and then we wrote out a mildly complex algebraic equation.

Military I am on my way to a military base. I think about how I was in high school again but it just didn't make sense to go through all that again. I know that I wanted to do because I feel robbed having to go to a crappy private school but if I'm going to take classes it may as well be college anyway. I arrive in some open air Jeep. When I get close I am pushing what looks like some sort of child's electric car. There's a long dirt road and a building sitting in the middle of a vast open field. I approach a man in a lawn chair and ask him were I'm supposed to go. I tell him that I am a new recruit. The man says something flippant and an older man in uniform points to a small pavilion back up the road. As I push my car in that direction I think about how I really don't want to be here and I ask myself why I am doing it. At that point I realize I am dreaming and tell myself that it doesn't matter so I may as well play it out. I still feel reluctant to continue but I do anyway.
I think I lose my low level lucidity now and the next thing I remember is I am trying to decide what branch of the military I am joining. For some reason I go with Air Force. I open a door and find a small bed in a large closet. I wake up.

I had another vivid dream this morning but it has slipped my mind and I didn't record anything on my GP. I don't even know where it is right now.

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was talking to someone about napping times and then was installing some mod for Dwarf Fortress that was called 'Dragon Expansion', which somehow also added tons of stuff to the browser like scripts that automatically added some dragon pics to the signature or something. I got curious and started checking installation code, which had different parts for different windows'es, for win8 in code it added something to start menu as well, according to code.
Then later i was on the bed, eating some meat, and soon everything stopped somehow, then i woke up.

Dream 2(fragment):

I was in my room and there was a sconce on the wall and i grabbed it and was ready to throw it somewhere but woke up.

Dream 3(fragments):

I had some list of anime to watch, stories to read and some games and there was some story that was made in RPG maker about farmer who fell in love with some girl, who was a ghost, and due to that she somehow became an actual girl.

Dream 4:

I was watching Yogscast playing some weird game, it was third person game about some explorer who was exploring some arabic-style place. Then there was some tomb/ruins place that had pyramid-like elevation inside where they had to fight boss using some kind of solar sniper rifle that apparently added 99 HP to wielder. The boss was using attacks that created shockwaves that knocked players back, then it went into second phase of the fight where it was sending homing grid of nine transparent eyes that were shooting some projectiles, the only way to destroy them was to shoot middle eye at the right moment, and boss was sending them quite quickly.

06.05 am I was in a kind of railway station, trying to go down stairs/an escalator? It was blocked by some sort of production company who were apparently promoting a product (I think it was for chocolate ...which I had consumed a fair amount of during the evening)

Being the Victor Meldrew character I am, I challenged them "Why are you blocking the stairs? Can't you see that you're alienating the very people you're trying to sell to?" The guy in charge didn't look happy and I took a straw poll of the commuters and a few put their hands up (but they're all only timid DC's of course)

I don't know if lucid dreams are as disjointed, but I noticed the queue had diminished and the "blockage" had disappeared They must have been stairs and I was suddenly out in the street and not knowing where to go ( maybe my brain had avoided an escalator because it was too difficult to create...although I might have found "Dream Sign" or "Reality Check" notices on the way down, as per my "cunning plan"...as if!)

I asked directions of what (vaguely) appeared to be a passing US soldier in mufti. He was apparently about to chat up 2 male DC's and seemed annoyed by my badly-timed question. He said something like "I could tell you but I won't and I hope you miss your train." (charming!) I said something like "Why, you bastard!" and he seemed to blossom into a fully-equipped soldier complete with weapon (although, thankfully, he moved away)

No lucidity then. But I questioned the contents of a dream within the dream...and I spoke to a DC who seemed quite articulate? Where else but trying for LD would I get to see some of the wonderful absurdities that occur to us all during the night-time? Wonderful stuff...

In this dream my 4-year old son was without his pants in the kitchen, and he pooped. This reminds me of a potty training method I read about but never implemented. Anyway my son of course is already past this age.

I know I recalled two other fragments upon waking up, and even stabilized them by not moving, but now they are gone.

Had a lucid dream. That was amazing ! But darn, i got too excited, i was all like "YEEEEH LET'S FLY TO THE MOON BABYYY" and then i woke up like a little baby. Yup, this moment will be in my top 10 best moments of my life.

1.

fragments:
Cant quite make them out.

I was walking with a cute guy along the streets of Bacolod/Katipunan at night. He was talking a lot. I didn't mind. We went to a store. A temple with Chinese designs. A Chinese dragon statue. Orange and white designs. It reminded me of the MWSS area in Katipunan. He bought a crystal and linen there. At first, I thought the clerk will deny selling stuff there, because my sis tried buying there before and they didn't sell. But the clerk removed the covers above a dusty cabinet and drew out some stuff.

He put two crystals with rainbow colors on a container and poured something on it that's supposed to clean it but also made it hot. I thought sulfur, but I might be referring to sulfuric acid. The cute guy touched it and said it's hot, and I also tried touching it. It is but not very. The clerk took out linen (actually, gauze) from behind some stuff. I thought, THIS is linen?

The cute guy finally chose one of the crystals and we left. We went to a place with seats and talked face to face. He was telling me about Nimz and the strange position he had with his gf. I pulled the cute guy closer to me, but I'm starting to wonder if he's also interested in me or he's just plain too talkative and has no one else to talk to.

Scene changed to some dormitory with a lot of people.

Type: Lucid dreaming.
Time: about 2PM

I had an interesting dream. I was in ancient ages in arabistan desert. I was with my friend and another man in front of us and a girl in arabic dress was near moutain in right hand side. looked like the front man was enemy and decided to kill us and the girl was with him too.
The dream became like western film. (lookes like we were dueling). He attacked my friend and killed him. When he wanted to kill me I defended my self and I won the battle. I feeled that the girl became friend to me.

First had a couple of regular dreams, after that I dreamed about falling asleep in the backseat of a car and waking up again. I knew I was dreaming because I was suddenly in my car.

I was seating on the backseat of my car and knew I was dreaming. I held the door shut, so it was locked, because outside the car was a guy wearing a gasmask whom I didn't trust. I looked again and saw it was my friend S. without a gasmask. He wanted to come in, but I was still holding the door shut. I double checked if I were really dreaming by reading the backside of a bottle or something. It didn't have any real text, just random letters as words such as "ADL". Now I knew for sure I was dreaming and got out of the car. I greeted S. and walked to the car parked in front of me. There was a little girl there. I helped here putting stuffed animals from one box into another. Then I picked her up and took er with me, but she turned into grass straws. I examined the ground in my dream. I was standing on a regular sidewalk covered by a very thin layer of sand. I kneeled down to feel it and I thought: "Wow, this is so real".

DEILD - I was in my backyard and wanted to try a kamehameha. I focused on my hands and screamed: KA-ME-HA-ME-HA. I was slightly afraid that I was shouting in real life as well. A little ball of light the size of a tennis ball left my hands and landed on the ground a couple of meters in front of me. It didn't even explode or anything.

DEILD - I was at a park with D. and O. and I told them that I would do a kamehameha. D. said: "Wait, go stand over there". I went to stand underneath a sort of Arc d'Triomph and asked: "Here?". I spotted a bipedal battle robot in front of me, black, and slightly larger than a human. I did a kamehameha and I could feel the ball of energy being twice as large as on the first try. It flew towards the battle bot and erupted in a small explosion. The battle bot was destroyed. D. and O. reacted realistically after the kameha attack, but less excited. Profound quote from D.: "You see... Everything is nothing man." I responded with: "No, this is just a dream". Nobody was even listening to eachother so I got no response.

DEILD - I was with D. and O. near a nice houseboat decorated with blue porcelain pots and large wooden dolls. I told O. to call someone (the dream was devoid of DCs). Then we were inside some room. I decided to throw a distructo disc. The disc cut through some curtains but got stuck and was making a very cool electric buzzing sound. O. said jokingly: "Let's play catch with it".

I'm sitting at the front of my bed, already lucid.. while i'm excited as ever I remember what I've learned and kept my cool.

I did my reality check I'd been practicing and stuck my finger through my palm, watching it go through with extreme excitement.

I get up off my bed and walk up to my door, thinking "Hey, I'm in a dream who needs doors", I jump through my door... without seeing what was on the other side, I woke up.

I slept in and then decided to do a very late sleep cycle WBTB WILD. I used the "I am Dreaming" mantra and had success.
I suddenly was walking into a house from an earlier non lucid. My grandma and sister where in the house. I knew it was a dream. I lifted my legs off the ground into a floating lotus position, and darted around the room and out the door. I floated over to the road and played with floating just above the traffic. Then I saw a large canal going under a bridge. It was obvious that it represented a place I know IRL. I floated over and then stopped levitating about 7 feet above the water. I fell in on purpose to go swimming. At first it did not feel real, but a quick adjustment and it became perhaps 30% realistic. I let the flow carry me under the bridge and then floated out on to the bank when I came out on the other side.
I footing on the bank was giving way a tiny bit, like a real bank would. Unfortunately this drew my attention away and the visuals shrank down to just my feet on the bank. the bank was covered in a tan weed barrier. I thought I should stabilize and go work on a task, but I woke up. Dur~3 minutes

Dreams were pretty interesting as i recall and there was some story, but i seem to barely recall any specifics and content today...

At some point i was on some big airship with huge propellers , and i was talking with someone, then there was some choice i had to make and also there was something about dragons.

Date: July 26, 2013
Method: MILD & WBTB
Total Sleep Time: 7-8 'broken hours'

Fragment

An elderly couple eating spaghetti.

That's it.

Note to self: Not a good night, couldn't focus on my WILD attempt due to being stressed out about my day today. Stress and lucid dreaming does not mix!

[Ugh . . . another Sims dream. This is pathetic. I didn't even play that game yesterday!]

I was a Sim, and not the only one. There was a whole busful of us when it came to the afternoon when the sun was setting. I'm not sure where we stopped at but it was a mildly abandoned scene somewhere alongside a wood where the road was gravel. We were all allowed to step outside of the vehicle and socialize for a bit and I found myself talking to some blonde with a rather large nose.

"I heard that they're changing the game," she said to me as we watched someone rode by on a bicycle by us. "Making it better. Thank God--I hate these noses."

Along the way I found a computer (or something akin to it) and on the screen was "Slut Barbie." I wasn't sure why the company would entitle a toy that and was curious. The main menu was pink and sparkly and reminds me now of something like Stardoll, but in the dream I was more interested in S. Barbie's background and main story. I don't remember her background, but as for the main thing. . . .

She and the main character of Naruto: Shippuden (which is Naruto Uzumaki) were like tiny people living on top of a tortious, which may or may not have had a turquoise shell. On the tortious was what looked like a box that was attached at the bottom but not with the corners, and did not have a top so that viewers could watch what was going on. As time went on, the four corners of the box slowly fell backwards so that they would eventually land on the shell, but that was unnoticed by me. I remember that the outside of the box--as in its color--was white, but on the inside S. Barbie and Naruto were stuck in a swamp-like area.

A romance story, it looked like. I recall that Naruto just "wanted to know the 'real' her," and so, true to that sort of plot line, S. Barbie was mostly closed-off and introverted, slowly opening up to him. The box's walls were like an alarm clock, though, and by the time they fell to the shell Naruto was gone--whether he had chosen to go was not known--and S. Barbie was left heart-broken. She became bitter and unhappy and she may or may not have developed a thirst for power.

By now S. Barbie is outside of her box--and I'm seeing the world through her eyes. She's in my trailer and while there is a part of her mind that refers to my dad as "her father" she doesn't seem to have any emotional attachment to him, either positive or negative. She has found a little brown pill--an "Ox Pill"--and has gone to the room that my family keeps all of its junk in. She is using a cardboard box as a table and before she consumes the Ox pill she's complaining about all of the roaches she sees.

Of course they're scared of him ("him" being my father), he's their leader. S. Barbie swiped at a few of them in hopes that they would eventually become afraid of her and would make her their leader.

Who I assume would be Watari of Death Note came in at this point, dressed in either a tuxedo or suit (though I know he was wearing a bow tie). I recall that he referred to S. Barbie (who, remember, is still sorta/kinda/not really me at this point) as some popular English name, or at the very least one that I've heard of before. "Miss Bueronot," perhaps. Watari noticed the pill but I don't believe he made a comment on it.



dream fragment - I am walking on a dirt trail that is surrounded by both tall and short blades of grass. It's sunset and the sky above me is a darkening combination of red and orange, and the ocean below me--for I am on top of a cliff--is calm. I'm fairly sure that I've been in this area in a lucid dream before--perhaps the last one that I can remember. Someone has either jumped off of the cliff or is simply hovering in the air because I surely didn't see any strings attached and yet they were clearly spread-eagle off of the ground and above the water below, as if they were wanting to dive.

There were probably huts and other signs of civilization to my right, but I didn't look.

My sister and I are in dimly lit caves, and we're talking about my Uncle, the caves are also like living social media to the people in the different parts of the cave. My sister tells me that she will talk to my uncle about this problem, I tell her that's fine, then she tells me she wants me to unfollow the two posts she wants to speak to him about. I figure she doesn't want me to see the conversation they will have so I do so because I don't care, the posts are two big white squares floating in the sky. She goes off somewhere I guess to have a conversation, then I'm in someone house I've never seen before, and some blond girl walks up to me and says she needs my advice, and she's holding two things and asks me which disease should she cure from herself, I tell her I don't know and I walk off because the girl is stuck up to me. Then I'm suddenly in my bathroom looking out the window, trying out two of my old binoculars, and this new pair which aren't really strong, and they're ugly cow print for some reason, I test them on the old lady across the street tending to her garden.