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A Takarazuka production of Elisabeth with a new scene, in which Death is kneeling before young Elisabeth on the throne, kissing the underside of her wrist. Both of them are dressed in red; at the beginning of the scene, Death had been disguised in long red robes.

I can't remember most of this dream hardly

Dream Fragment: I'm watching this commercial, but not on a TV, like as if it's being performed for me in front of me. It's for anti bullying and when the adults talk to the kids the kids act concerned about bullying being a problem, but when the adults turn to each other and talk amongst themselves the children begin to bully and get evil looks on their faces with bad intent. They are manipulators, So I just fucking tune out and walk away and every one including the commercial adults get offended like I have no empathy. I just know better I tell them and look straight into the children's eyes, and they look back with surprise.

I'm lucid in my room, I go outside. I try to fly to use teleportation (TP)(float up in air and spinning very fast), but I can only jump, so I found door, write name and go in. I appeared in something like park for kids, I see some kids, they talking to me, but I ignore them. I keep walking and see buildings (like walt disney castle). I jumped on them, I think I'm in wrong place, so I think I should try TP, so I recall flying training from Dragon Ball Z, focus on my body and start flying. I start spinning with intent to TP to other person, but I wake up.

Next time after TP I will ask people where is person, which I looking for or screaming he's name.

Me my mom and sister are in my half sisters room. We are sitting on the floor, suddenly the light goes out. I complain about how all the light bulbs are going out, and how we should really stock up on light bulbs. My mom says I know that's why me and zoeanne are going shopping today. I feel relieved by that. Then I see my mom splitting all the wood on my incense sticks. I yell at her and ask her what the heck she's doing. She tells me she thought it would be better because that's how my sister likes it. I tell her know the wood is to weak to even hold up the incense. I grab them all from her and put them in a cup. And try to light one.

I'm with mt mom, she's driving my grandparents redish orange car. For some reason I can't go in any of the car seats, I just assume because they have too much stuff in there. So I have to lay/sit in the trunk with the trunk hood up, and I have to hang onto this hinge thing to keep balance. My mom drives us to this shopping center. She's driving by all the store super slow, and I hear this loud ass girl about 13 years old with her mom, she's being loud so people think she's interesting or some shit. I'm displeased by the rashness of her voice and pitch. My mom parks and we get out of the car, and the girl and her mom are just walking up and down the side walk of all the stores. Me and my mom quietly go into an Albertsons and come right back out. I guess we are done with whatever we went here for. Then we head back to the car, and I hear that loud ass little girl coming, now she's talking to a friend who is only slightly less loud then her. Me and my mom begin to run to the car, she hops in the driver seat and starts the car, and I hop in the trunk and lay down and grab the hinge and we drive off and I hear that girls blabbering the while time.

The most awkward thing happened to me a few days ago.

I was actually surprised at myself after this dream occured. I had the most obvious dream sign ever and I still didn't manage to become aware/lucid. I had more than 5 fingers on each of my hands and all I did was look at them and I have no idea what happened afterwards.

And then after a few days, something strange happened as well.

I was in a dream, I actually became aware, I was lucid and I didn't get excited but my dream was fading away slowly and I could hear myself breathe and I thought okay that was it. But I think that it was just a FA because I don't remember waking up tbh.

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The thing is that my dream recall is getting better. Getting lucid is apparently becoming easier and easier, but there's one thing I've noticed. It's easier for me to become lucid when I'm at my chalet on the mountains. I don't know why but nearly all of my lucid dreams have happened there.

I'm walking about in a walmart. I realize that the store seems to be getting ready to close, even though it's bright daylight outside. I get to close to the register line and it sucks me in, I panic because I have nothing to buy, all I can grab is a phone book from the free phone book rack that is right by the register line. It's my turn up at the register and I drop the phone book onto the belt, and the worker give me a weird look and then rings the book up, I expected it to be free, but he says that it'll cost three cents. I think thank goodness I have a five dollar bill in my pocket. I get it out and hand it to him. At first he takes it then gives it back. I thought he was gonna be nice and just let me keep my whole five, but then he grabs it back from me and puts it in his register and starts grabbing change out. I don't mind that either, and I didn't care if he was going to gyp me, I just wanted to get out of there but he is taking a long time. He tells me to put out my hand and drops one by one a dime, another dime, a nickel, a quarter, then just drops the rest. Him and his friend lady co-worker begin telling me that walmart now only pays them a quarter per hour. And I said that's a fallacy. But then he bagged my phone book and I went for the exit and mumble then why do you work here? And the worker the stands at the door heard me and gave me a glare, and I just hurried outside and then took my phone book around the parking lot.

I haven't really been able to remember my dreams lately even though I've been having them a lot.

I seem to be dreaming a lot of photography alot. I had a dream we we were at Galveston. I looked out to the ocean, and saw 3 water spout twisters. Well instead of going to take shelter, I grabbed my camera and attachment's and went out to find a great spot to capture this event.

Only 2 my disappointment when I tried to take the photo my power wasn't coming on or taking a shot the funnels eventually faded.

There was some weird man sitting down around the place I was I think he came up and talked to me at one point. I finally got my camera working and looked to my left to notice the whole ocean was suddenly covered in waterspouts. I defiantly took a shot and felt excited of this event I just captured. Yet frightened of the weather going on. (surprisingly it was like blue clouds, normal looking skies, calm looking water with no waves).

I then noticed they turned into a pod of dolphins, lot's of dolphins that were rushing up to the shore and making the fish rush to the shore so they can feast on it.

When I looked back down to get a possible picture of this to, I saw a pile of dead bodies. I have no idea where that came from but spooked me enough to wake up.

I counted down from 100 multiple times.
Got interrupted twice.
I saw white for a few seconds then it kind of fizzled out and my eyes weren't flickering much at all.

I feel I did better yesterday.

I was having trouble falling asleep after the last dream and was twisting and turning in bed for a while until I realized I had seen 2 dreamscapes form but not stabilize - one was a video game and the other I don’t recall. So this made me think that this is probably a good time to try to WILD and after a while I find myself in the dream although I don’t recall how I got there and I don’t remember actually entering the dream. I think more happened before the point from which I recall the dream but i just don’t remember it. Anyway I find myself walking through a house and exploring the rooms. I am going through some room where it’s kind of like a mini labyrinth and I have to make right turns like 3-4 times and as I get to the end I imagine findning and hot girl at the end but there is nothing there. I keep searching and I come to a room that is sort of split up in two parts and is also very much like a labyrinth and I hear a shower running. I go through one part of the room and come to a bathroom where the running shower sound was coming from and in there I find a tall black woman with light skin and she is turned away from me. She has a nice ass and then she turns around and her face is pretty ugly. I tell her "sorry, I am mistaken" and I leave. I feel my dream starting to destabilize but I want to get to the door leading out of here before restabilizing. I get in front of the door and I start spinning. Once I stop I open the door but it feels like I need to spin in the other direction a bit and I do like half a spin to stabilize and I’m good to go. I keep looking through the house and the next room I come to is empty and there is a black desk standing in this room that looks like an office. I decide I want to break this desk with just my bare hand. I slam my hand down on it but it does’t break...fortunately it doesn’t hurt me either. I then think that I should have no problems breaking this desk with my hand so I try again and in fact I don’t even hit it as hard and this time it breaks in half but my arm doesn’t go all the way through. So the desk is sort of broken but the two parts are still held together slightly. I think I just push my arm through it to break it. As I’m heading out of the room I see a lot of clatter and there is some object that’s close to the exit and I move it telekinetically...well it only moves a little and not as much as I wanted to...I intended to just shove it out of the way completely and it moved maybe a few inches. I walk out of this room and keep going through the house but now I’m starting to feel my breath being hot and heavy and it makes me think that my real body is in bed and I have the covers over my nose and mouth and in fact I start feeling the covers get wet with saliva and I have trouble breathing. I do my best to ignore it and I think I try breathing through my mouth and my nose gets congested. I’m able to keep going though, but thinking retroactively I should have just completely ignored these sensations of my real body. Anyway, next I get to a room that is sort of open and not surrounded by walls completely and in fact I can see way outside this room but I realize that what I’m seeing is not fully formed and my dream is destabilizing. I start spinning to stabilize the dream and I decide to actually just teleport out of here and go where there are a bunch of SOIs. As I continue spinning everything goes black and I’m in this void spinning and I feel my feet still going in the motion to make me spin. I continue spinning for maybe 5-10 seconds waiting for a dream to form but I wind up waking up. Interesting to note that my blanket was not covering my nose and mouth and I was lying on my belly with the side of my face on the pillow and nothing was obstructing my breathing.

I’m fishing at the small lake upstate near the bungalow colony we used to go to years ago. I first catch a little fish and then continue fishing with a regular fishing rod without a spinning. The line is very short and I can barely cast it into the water so I move down some rocks to get closer tp the water. The water looks really muddy but as I cast my line I’m able to see the fish in the water attacking the bait. First it’s small fish that swarm the worm on my hook and then a bigger fish comes and bites. But as I’m pulling it out it seems that my bait is now a fish and the other fish has it by it’s tail so I know I can’t get it out as it’s not on the hook yet. After a while of this I get a a fish on the hook and I try pulling it out but I can’t. I pull the fishing rod up as much as I can but the line now seems too long and I grab the line with my hands and start trying to pull it in. After a little while of struggling with the line I see the contour of the fish in the water and it is humongous...looks like a shark. There is someone behind me and I call them over to look at it. After a while the line is no longer in the water and now it’s above ground and I try follow it to my fish. I wind up going over some fence and up on the roof of some house and track the line down some pipe that goes down into the house. I open a part of the pipe but then this kind of freaks me out a little and I leave it alone and then I get off the roof and now I’m walking out of some room in the house and behind me there is a DC (probably the same one from before) and I say something like this is really weird and he says that this may be a dream (this is the first time a DC has ever told me this might be a dream). All of a sudden I realize that this is probably true and I look at my hands and on my right hand I think I have 6 fingers and I know I’m dreaming. I think I go to give the DC a high five and then I start rubbing my hands but after a few seconds I wake up.

Today i dreamt i was in my school with my brother, he was
assisting my class for 1 day, no one ever knew he was my brother, i keep
talking with him and playing with him while i was in the class, teacher was telling me
to stop, but i ignored. when the break came, my brother went to some place. he told me
to be near his bag and stuff so no one would robber him, then i was looking for him.
i was on the library, but there was some guy throwing needles to baloons that a girl was throwing as well.
even in my dream i got far away from that noise, and went to search for my brother around the school, i left
the library, came down the stairs, and went to the 1st corridor where all those 4 doors are, i saw my brother
entering on the 2nd door counting from right and when we enter the corridor. he seemed worried about something, so i followed him.
when i opened the door as well, i saw him stopped and looking on that sitting walls, his friends were sitting there, i just knew diogo.
he went near them, but when he got near, they disappeared, we looked above and then a long trade truck passed by.
it had like 3 truck carriages. my brother was sad, and then he asked me:
"Where is our stuff?"
i completely forgot and went running with him getting our stuff.


Dream elements:

-brother
-in school
-diogo (my brother friend)



Technique used: WBTB

hours slept: 6 hours

I cant remember the beginning of this dream but I recall being in a hotel waiting for a taxi. I was wearing a dress which was really confusing and made me feel really weird. I walked out of the hotel into the street where it was raining slightly. I saw a taxi and I wondered if it was mine but instead of asking the driver I went back into the hotel to ask. They said it was booked under Hunter so I knew it was mine. When I tried to enter the taxi I seemed to lose the ability to move my legs. I sort of slumped on the back seat with my left leg hanging out of the car. The driver began to drive off and I was trying to tell her to be careful because the car door was still open and my leg was still hanging out. I grabbed onto my leg and tried to lift it but I couldn't. I was also wearing my regular clothes now and no longer in a dress. It suddenly hit me how ridiculous this all was and so it must be a dream. It was no longer dark and rainy outside now.

I managed to move my leg and decided I wanted to leave the taxi. I was preparing to leap out but instead I stood up and stuck my head out the sunroof. The driver was really confused and didn't understand what I was doing. I enjoyed the feeling of the wind against my face. I leapt up and took to the sky. Flying around was so fun and it felt awesome to look down and see all the trees turn into one big blur as I soared through the sky. However after a while everything seemed to blur up and I was afraid I was waking up so I tried to rub my hands together but it didn't seem to work.

I can't remember exactly what happened next but I was now in my grandma's house. I was still fully lucid. I decided it would be a good idea to go to Eden. I slowly opened my grandmas front door and was hit by a wave of heat. I stepped out onto the beach. It was so warm and bright and vivid. I could hear birds singing in the trees above. Everything was so beautiful. I spotted an area I've never seen before. It was like a little seating area with a pool. I felt so at peace and I remember thinking how annoying it was that I couldn't take a photo and show people in waking life. I decided to head up to my house. I saw loads of people I've never seen before.

I decided I wanted to find Smith but before I got a chance someone stopped me and told me there was a book about lucid dreaming they wanted and it wasn't in the library. I didn't know there was a library but I told them I'd get on it straight away. Unfortunately I was then woken up by John being too loud downstairs.

1/25/14 saturday

Last night, bed 9:30pm - 3:40 am

DR 3:40am

I'm sitting in a small conference room. 3 people are next to me, 1 is sitting opposite to us. Simple, wooden chairs, brown. Like in some old pubs. Room is rectangular. I'm holding a clipboard, and a woman opposite to me is asking me something. I start to answer and I notice I'm kinda talking giberish. I realize I'm nervous. The woman is giving me an ncouraging smile and she is nodding her head.

I know I need to get my shit together. I have a feeling I was just named a new boss, to replace me old boss, that was transfered to new workplace. (IWL). This is a meeting of 4 top managers/leaders for the whole damn district. I'm not sure how or why I was named the boss, but I know I have to step up and prove them right.

After the meeting, we stand with more people, and I'm talking video games with one guy.

DR
There is a faint memory or another dream just before the one above. maybe it will come to me later

Soo happy!!
From Friday to yesterday I managed to happily sleep through my alarms - darting-party effect, I guess..
But last night - the second I heard worked exactly as it was supposed to.
I use this: Alarm Clock Bud Pro for IPhone
Caught me in a dream, I forgot now - heard the alarm - waited it out - and then:

It was weird - my face was directed to the bed - and I suddenly had the impression I can look through my eyelids a bit like through a camera-seeker - and saw the ground, which was covered in decorative pebbles.
And I made that clearer and bigger and suddenly wuusch - I was there!!
It was not a long one - and I also didn't have something prepared to think of - but it came to my mind, that theoretically I wanted to play darts some day lucidly.

But I stood there and decided to first of all just observe and walk about.
Which I did - and sat on a bench, next to a tree.
There were thousands of ants circling the trunk at the base and it got more and more - and I thought - naa - if I go on watching crawly things - that could turn out nasty (was starting to feel so).
So I got up.
Clarity and vividness could have been better all overall - but when I kept my attention somewhere - it got better - there.
I came to a big villa - found it looked interesting - and went in.
Very beautiful old fashioned house with a lot of wooden panelling and paintings and a huge wooden staircase.
I met a woman upstairs in one room, who first was one - and later changed into another person - both known to me/friends irl - and we talked for a while - intense.
In a way - my lucidity was a bit dampened through our exchange - I knew, it was a dream, still - but on the other hand I took the interactions pretty seriously.

Then I had a dream-urge to go to the toilet - at that moment, lucidity rose - and I thought - lets see if it helps when I go relieve myself on a dream-toilet.
Which I did - and it didn't help - so I gathered, I must be indeed needing a toilet irl.
And let it happen to wake up.
Only to find out - still having an urge - that I didn't need either toilet nor urge - and the urge went away..
Crazy!
Sorry guys and gals - but I find that sort of note-worthy..