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I false awaken into my bed.
That's it. I don't move. I don't even open my eyes. It's time to DEILD. (Little did I realize that I was already in a dream.) I can feel where the blankets are on me. I am laying facing to the right on my bed, and there is a gap with cold air leaking through on my left hand side just below my ribcage.
I can sense that there are dream characters in the room. I don't know how, but I can feel there presences. 2 female and one male.
They talk for a few moments, then leave. One female and the male leave leaving only one female.
(Good, two of them are gone.)
I then can feel her leaning over onto the side of the bed. And by the title you can probably guess, she kisses me right on the lips. My eyes shoot open and I lose any sense of restfulness that I had while trying to lucid dream. I reel back to the far side of my bed and take a look at who kissed me.
She has long wavy brown hair and somewhat chubby cheeks, with huge green eyes and a large blemish under her right eye. Nope, don't recognize her.
"Who the-"
Then the false dream memories came. Apparently this was my girlfriend that I had met a few days ago. Also there was some party going on downstairs.
I don't have to be a part of the party, but apparently I do have to spend my time with this girl until the party is over, something her parents wanted me to do or something. So I get out of bed, and make my way over to the dresser. I'm already wearing a T-shirt and boxer shorts, and I find a pair of red&black sweatpants to finish the 'outfit'.
We start talking. She asks me about what I would like to do for fun. I tell her that I am building a rocket ship in the basement (False Memories talking here), and it is a black hole of my time and energy. I then ask her if she gets my joke, a "Black Hole" because a rocket goes to space. She doesn't laugh. I wake up.

Okay, lesson learned, dream girlfriends don't like bad jokes.

After a WBTB with only a vague fragment about work from before, I went back to bed.

I woke up and it appeared that while I was sleeping my husband set up this great wooden train track for the kids as a surprise, and it was well received only my younger son was there to ooh and ah. My husband had also used Christmas lights, awesome. He said to open the shutter to where my orchids were to see more lights there. I opened and there were no lights, but it was amazing how many critters had come out over night: there were slugs and millipedes among my orchids and I was fascinated not concerned. Then I saw the large fish swimming through the air among the orchids, and I thought in wonder. "I am dreaming!" I tried to put my finger through my palm to RC, and as I tried but did not complete the RC I watched and the fish then faded into thin air, but so did my dream.

I was awake, but I thought no problem, I can DEILD right back.

I thought it failed, and so I considered myself awake when I found myself outside a house I considered my own in this dream. It was a dark night. I was excited about having had a lucid, so I danced outside with joy. I think this is when I realized I was dreaming, but I may have it confused. I remember that sometime in this dream I transformed dark into light very bright light but I do not recall whether this was here or later. I reached the front door, and there was this woman there who wanted to talk to me. I knew she was not real, so I was not concerned when she held on to my arm and started talking. I said "Dream character, begone." and I held out a palm of my hand toward her face as I said it. But instead of being gone she started chirping like a bird and transformed into a young man still holding onto my arm. I did not want to stay with him though, so I started flying. As I flew the landscape transformed underneath me. I flew above an ocean, and then above a town (I now recall the town looked kind of like made out of blocks). First I flew myself, but then I discovered a flying carpet underneath me. I was fine with that. I know some of the flight was at high speed but then I slowed down to enjoy the sights.

I woke up and my husband wanted to talk to me, and I said not now I need to find my phone to record this awesome lucid dream. He was nice enough to leave the room, but my younger son came in and wanted something from me. I was searching for my phone in vain and getting more and more frustrated. Finally found the phone.

And that's when I actually woke up. I double checked this time with a reality check. Ah it was not another false awakening! My husband was asleep, and I found my phone without trouble in reality this time. I wrote the lucid down. It was an awesome lucid and very vivid. Part of me wonders whether I forgot anything that happened after the flying carpet - I think there may have been a bit more to this lucid. But I am not going to let that worry me. Yay, lucid!

I had 6 dreams last night that I can remember. I don't remember being lucid during any of them.

dream 1. I was on a plane, looking out the window and writing in the notebook

dream 2. This one was weird. I wasn't me. I was a man. I remember sitting on a couch and having an eye sewn onto my forehead. I lived in the house with a little girl. I wrote in the journal that "I was a genius" and that "I was the bad guy and I was planning something evil". I remember cooking bacon and getting the little girl to feed me ice. Also, there was another man who came to the door. I wrote that "he wanted something and thought he could outsmart me to get it".

dream 3. My brother saw that I had been looking at porn on my mobile phone.

dream 4. I was trying to ride a bike down the dirt road I live on, but I was worried about what the schoolchildren would think if a school bus drove by. Also it was rainy and wet, and the road was bad and I'd forgotten how to ride a bike.

dream 5. Was a question. I remember asking "Am I dreaming for my health?"


dream 6. My brother had a girlfriend who had been recently pregnant. It was a girl I used to know named Ashley (who is not his girlfriend irl). She told me that "your face changes after you give birth", like you get uglier or something.

8/1/14

Last night bed past 11 - 8:30am?

DR
This was very intense. I'm on a shore of a wide river. Think Danube in northern Hungary. The water is very muddy. Some parts seem to be calm, but others have churning waves, small whirlpools and even tall waves going in direction from the shore. It's very fast flowing. Someone tells me that my brother is going to swim across, just because he wants to go to the other side. No serious reason. That makes me mad. Why would he risk his life for something like that.

So I'm running on the shore, yelling his name out. He can't hear me. I think I see him in the water. Somehow I am now on the other side, waiting for him to emerge. You can't really see him in the water, because of turbulent water.

I am really worried. Then I see him walking out of the river. He has some kind of a full body neoprene suit, including the hood, and something else over it.

Now I'm in some kind of a catle, or ruins rebuilt for turists, walking down a hallway built from large light - gray stones and I'm walking on sand.

DR
I'm walking with more adults and kids on some path in the outdoors. On a hill, no trees. We decide to split into 2 groups and I'm leading one group of kids into some summer camp.

DR
I'm standing on the city square in my hometown. It's in the past, maybe 50's. Communists rule the country. Everybody is dressed in period clothes and also eqipment is from that era. Some kind of commie action is going on. Parade or speech.

I look up and some confetti and propaganda flyers are raining down on us. My mom starts climbing on top of a bus or a van that's right behind us. There is a TV crew with camera on top, filming the event. My mom wants to look at the TV screen they have upthere.

DR
I'm with my best WL friend. In the dream, I can't remember her name, and after waking up it took me a while to recall it.

I'm giving her a single rose as a thank you. I gave some potted bluish plant to some other people, also as a thank you. She gets mad at me for giving it to her. I'm telling her that it's from some people that appreciate her's and mine work, and I'm just relaying the message from them to her.

Then I learn that she changed her name to Ophelia93. And I'm like "whoa, so you are Ophelia, and how about the other Ophelia, and is this just one person, or what is going oooooon?"

DR
I'm watching a canal in Venice from some higher vantage point, like a window maybe. I see a gondola with one gondolier. There is a large fish approaching his boat. It's like a giant goober. It's so big and fat and colorful.

8/1/14 restaurant with a spinning ride. Trying to cut through to restroom I plan to go through ride platform but end up riding with BrM from work and barely hanging on with just my hands. First try to go through exit door and I'm stopped by waitress. / pro baseball game. Great pitcher won it for other team. I'm on field afterwards. Baseball again..? / I feel like I was not that far off from forgetting this one too: I become lucid when I am at a party in a cafeteria setting that seems to be in (a particular foreign country I will leave out for now because of the tie in to FryingMan). I see "A", daughter of M who lives about 90 minutes north and I realize it would be very odd for her to be in this country at the same time as me and that it is a dream. Everyone is speaking the national language it seems and I try to think of a phrase that FryingMan said before so I could see what their reaction would be. I am also wondering if a DC of him might have been there. I just talk to the daughter that I know telling her that this is a dream and she looked on like she was listening but not surprised or anything. There are two long tables that I go to in this cafeteria like setting, probably residue from the party I attended few days ago. I walk up to this other table with about 6 people at it. The previous table had maybe 8 people. I was trying to think of some foreign phrase to say to the people sitting there but decided to move on and went out through the exit and into a hallway and got down to the end of the hallway and the dream went dark. I remained patient and focused stabilizing the dream and soon the visuals came back up and it seemed like I was in the same hall. I decide to go back the other way and I could hear a party going on in another door to my left and I decided to check it out and it was definitely a different party. They had disco lights going with some people dancing but mostly standing around and this time it was a very diverse crowd. People of all colors. I thought about going in there but decided to go continue down the hall and was just relishing the vividness of this dream. It started to fade again but this time I found myself fading back to bed. Probably the end of my REM cycle. 180


Some notes from Night 4 where I think I got lucid but I am not sure...ugh:

7/31 11pm, 5am violent shooting scene day residue from "Shoot'em Up" movie opening sequence before bed. Mole steps out of compound to save himself. Another guy is drawn out and blinded by bright spotlight. And shot with high powered machine gun in slow motion from midsection to head with bullet after bullet tearing through his head. I slowly peel my eyes away from this scene. Survivor going through multiple surgeries is tough as nails but also affected mentally - in one scene looks in shock. /Poor recall lately. As mentioned on the competition thread... I think I became lucid noticing that I was downtown just like I told myself to watch out for as a dream sign because of train sounds. Earlier I remember riding the train and getting on the wrong train just a minute early...just a minute before my actual train came. I was trying to look out the train window to see which destination I was heading to instead but the destination was illegible. There was at least one false awakening where my wife is getting ready and I can see her naked. I remember trying to go back into the dream (I think from the beginning of the (first?) false awakening) and having vibrations. I was so happy to see the vibrations back but I think it was all in dream (maybe it always is).

I've been getting lucid at times but I'm not really motivated to write them honestly. But I'll write it now. In last night's dream I was watching adventure time with my family and it was pretty creepy. After my cousins left words appeared saying ingredients to a dream. I remember one ingredient was Biley. Which I thought of billy from the bucket list episode. After reading it I left the room and appeared in a huge place outside with seats outside and a fence and lots of teens and college kids. I flew to where I thought was the entrance for the college fresh men's or w/e. I heard a kid behind me say or in front of me say" I want her". I was nervous at that point and without control bumped into the kid and grabbed him cause I couldn't control my flying. Then all of sudden we flew really high. We screamed as we went up. I apologized and screamed for someone to save us. But than I landed back on the ground with the guy safely and let go of him. I apologized and he shouted if I was crazy or something. I said no I just couldn't control my flying but if he still wanted to date me. XD He shouted no and got the paper from the guy in the front booth or w/e it was. I was dissapointed, took my paper and looked at the guy to see him looking back at me smiling. I was sort of happy at that moment and looked at my paper. It looked like a Christmas holiday paper and said 25$ to the side of it. I was like "dang it!I only have 20$ in my pocket so I can't pay it off now. " I also doubted my mom would give me the money. I walked wanting to sit with the boy I bumped into but was too nervous so I walked way up to see old friends sitting at a table. I asked if I could sit down and the boy said yes. I than waved to another old friend who was a girl sitting across a table.Out of no where China Ann McClain from Disney channel came up to me and showed me a special paper she got where they offered her free pork,potatoes and ribs but her friend said she would choke if she ate it. I was excited for her at first but than said "well..."Than a huge guy landed on the ground holding a huge girl from behind. I said "Look" to point out the guy who I thought saved the girl from choking than woke up.

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Old dreams

I was in my house hanging out with someone. Than my sister and family went outside and told me to dance with them in the front. I said OK and tried to dance on the stairs like a idiot. Than my sister out of no where said my dad broke my mom's hand. I looked at my mom's hand to see it bleeding and in bandages. I got mad and was lucid at that point."I'm going to have to fight you Dad." I said and got into a fighting position. Suddenly my dad did a bunch of fighting moves and I was like "OK.OK. I give up. I can't fight you,your too good."Than I saw a crowd of kids and followed them through a door on a line.I was sort of scared and saw sodgers with hammers giving kids instructions. I knew I wasn't one of them and tried going down the escalators. I was afraid of all the people hammering around me. When I got down I saw a lady sodger shouting at my dad saying my dad did not have the acceptable blood in him to be apart of them. My dad ran and my mom shouted that she was after my dad. I ran and jumped trying to find them. Than flew in the air to see a huge statue of a girl and saw people talking below. I was mad I couldn't find my dad that I landed on the ground and used ice power. I was going to freeze all the sodgers when I realized there was a picture of Mozart under me. I summoned him as a giant wanting to crush the sodgers but the dream broke apart. Than a character gave me a sticky note saying The End and I woke up,

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I was in my kitchen with my family and my cousin brought a alien from TMNT to the counter. I shouted at her not to put the alien on the table. My mom shouted back at me after that and I was lucid at that point. I used my powers to blast them away and ran outside. My mom tried chasing me and when I tried running off the porch I was sooooo slow. So I rubbed my hands than let myself sink through the ground. After that I ran and saw a crowd I thought was tourists. I walked with a guy up the hill and he asked me if I was in my RPG avatar. I asked him what he meant but suddenly he told me to run cause a group of dangerous guys were coming. We ran up the hill but when I got up I was so slow and the bad guys were already catching up to me. I stood there ready to fight. The good guy came back though and started fighting them but than the bad guy grabbed the good guy. I shouted for him to stop and punched many times but it was no good. The man said it was my fault the guy's teeth were going to get pulled out. He tried pulling and I kept punching. The good guy dissapeared after that and I ran. A group of girls grabbed me and tried giving me a needle shot. I shouted and tried punching until I broke free. Than suddenly two Spanish lady's cornered me and were talking like nothing. I kept punching them till I broke free. I was happy and ran. A guy with shorts screamed No! and ran after me. I was like "Cya later sucker!" than woke up.

I will not say more old dreams because two others I recall were about a scary little girl that I had to defeat. I was so scared cause she seemed so scary and evil in the first dream.But I destroyed her in my other dreams and the dreams of her stopped. Haven't had her in my dreams for weeks. She came in my dream in only 2 days but those dreams had so many false awakenings its crazy. But the more FA I had, the more chances I had to conquer my fear. :3

Dream
8:30am

I give an old lady a DVD player to keep. She sets it up herself and must of had a few problems with it. I try it out and notice that everything is working fine for a moment until it starts playing up. I check behind the DVD player to see if she has connected it up properly. I notice that she has only connected one cable up. I grab the box that all the cords are in and tell her she forgot to connected the rest of them. I see a cord which is only used for a car, I tell her about that cord and what it's use is for. I remember that I needed a HDMI cable which wasn't in the box, I must have left it at home. Instead I use the other cables instead.

Dream Fragments:

1. Im waiting to get a haircut. There's people waiting also, about 3-4. The barbers call out names when they're ready for a haircut.

2. I'm looking into the mirror and see that I have an eyebrow ring. I start to clean it and I see layers of scabs come off of it.