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Well at one point in time I had an extensive journal but considering this is the first time I've been back since 2010, it's all gone so we'll just start with last night.

Teeth

I'm with my best friend Becca, and we're sort of in this inhabited desert area. Most of it is deserted; I know there's a wooden, crumbling shack behind me but I never turn around. In front of us is a store of some sorts, and Becca is with her new truck. She's on top of it, and I'm on the ground looking up at her. We're discussing something but I can't think of what. I remember we somehow materialize into the shack behind me. It's someone's house, and I'm up on the third floor in the bathroom. I'm staring at myself in the mirror, and I realize with a very paralyzed sense of panic that my front teeth are falling out. Nothing gory or painful, just casually dropping out of my mouth. I remember I was really freaked out, but I was just sort of passive and disinterested.

I recall turning and facing the bathtub. I end up with a mirror in my hand and I am staring at my last tooth. I wiggle my mouth and it just drops out into my hand I remember staring at my bare gums, and running my tongue over the gap in my mouth. Again I get this feeling of apathetic terror - this is revolting and alarming, but I just don't really care.

I remember I end up staying in the bathroom, and I'm holding my teeth in my hands.

Graphic Warning
I pick up one of my teeth and it's got the nerve ending sticking out of it. It's like a thin, hair like string with a little spiked ball at the end. I can liken it to the pollinating part of a verbena flower, but I doubt anyone else will get that. I actually just googled nerve ending and the images for it look close to exactly how my dream was. Anyway, I remember staring at it and being really afraid it would hurt if I touched it. But it didn't. I remember plucking them out of my teeth just for the heck of it. I got to a pair of my teeth stuck together. It was my broken tooth in the back of my mouth so I'm assuming more just fell out. I pull out the nerve ending from it and it fascinates me.


I remember waking up and being terrified it was real. I was very relieved to run my tongue over my still in tact teeth

Grossssssssssssssssssssssssssssss....... :hurl:

Ok here's what happened: I remember being in the car with my real dad, driving down the highway. It suddenly dawned on me that I shouldn't be in California, so I bet I'm dreaming. I had just enough doubt about it though, and didn't want to just open the car door. Plus even lucid accidents can hurt. So I tried to be subtle by just poking my finger through the roof of the car, and it went through as if it were made of jello. YES! My dad glanced over at me with a "wtf?!" look on his face. I said "No time to explain! I gotta take out my eyeball real quick." I took 3 fingers from my right hand, and curved them into a sort of scoop, then stuck them in the inner corner of my right eye. It felt loose and ready to easily scoop out. So I scooped it out, but it acted like it had some pressure built up behind it, like it's been meaning to come out for a while (which it HAS.. been attempting this task for a while). So when it came out, about a foot of optic nerve and optic muscles kinda hurled out with it, with my eyeball still attached. My dad and I both screamed "Ew GROSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!" and I got a flinch of panic. "What if I can't put my eyeball back in and can't wake myself up, and have to go through this whole dream with a gross dangling eyeball?" Because let's face it, it felt real, and I was no blind in that eye. So I oh so carefully shoved the whole mess back into my eyesocket, all the while telling myself "It'll be ok, it's going in fine, no problem." It went back in fine, and I blinked a couple times and could see again. My dad was looking at me peripherally with a mixed expression of disbelief and disgust. Then I just lost it. I bent forward and howled with laughter. I mean, it was a deep, jolly LOUD laugh at all the ridiculousness that just happened, and then I woke up.

From the snippets - still quite okay recall - no lucids - but this was nice:

I found an animated book on the evolution of the mumins - soo sweet - and it had sound, the book was explaining what you could see. At the end they became enlightened mumins, which started with shining symbols hovering over their heads and then being assimilated into them. To be honest - I stole this book in the dream, and a friend noticed and told me not to do that - I said I only want to make photocopies, but it wasn't so - I wanted it talking...
How would I love to still know, what it said, or could draw the symbols.




Edit: Reading "Why We Get Sick" by Randolph M. Nesse at the moment.

Last night was quiet amazing, even with the lack of a lucid dream it was easily one of the best dream-experiences I've ever had.

1. Living the life

I'm in Saudi Arabia and walking towards a plaza filled with chairs and tables of the nearby restaurant. I'm wearing a suit and headphones and just feeling very confident of myself. I take a seat and slowly take of my headphones off, laying them on the table. I order an ice-tea and just relax when a guy walks up to me and asks me to test the headphones. I tell him I could only trust him not stealing my headphones as soon as he took them by ordering a drink and testing them right infront of me. He accepts the deal and orders something to drink, quickly taking his Phone and putting on the headphones. Only he forgets to plug them in, as he starts his music it loudly plays across the whole area making everyone look at us. I try to make him aware of the fact everyone can hear the music but he's quiet drawn back in his own world of music. In the end he notices it and feels very awkward, I understand why.

2. The tale begins

I'm in some parrallel world with my family and we know some of our cats are there too, we need to resque them. I remember the dream starting somewhere in the middle of things, we're descending in the basement of a house. The stair ends up in a waterfilled corridor, although it's a basement and it's completely filled with water as soon as I go under visibility is good and I can see all the way to the end of the corridor. I find a cat along the way that I pick out of the water, a lot of water runs out of it's fur but she seems to be fine. I continue and sometimes have to swim up to breath in a small air-pocket created by the basement's irregular ceiling. After some time I can hear my mother telling me underwater that there's a decapitated bay-head in a large mug in one of the rooms. I look into a few but don't see anything, creepy music starts playing as I keep checking the rooms filled with water that each seem to have a table in the center of them. Then I see a large mug standing on one of those tables, I barely look over the edge of the mug but don't seem to find anything related to the baby. The we go up a stair again and walk straight through a wall like it wasn't even there. It teleports us to the garage of our house, I feel like the mission is complete but then we realize we might've not saved every cat yet.
The dream-plot continues in the next dream but it was simply too seperate to call it a single dream.

2. The tale continues

I make my way upstairs to the kitchen where I meet up with my sister who seems to be very stressed. I calm her down and ask her to make a list of every cat that we have right her right now. After some checking we found out there's still two cats missing, I begin making plans to go back into that world and gather a team that will assist me. I exit the house and go up the street to find members for the team but quickly realize I already have one waiting in the garage at the wall. Before I enter the house again I stop and look at the showcase of the new shop next to our house. I wonder if this thick glass panel could offer a way into the parrallel world. Although my instinct tells me not to walk into walls and glass windows I convinced myself I wouldn't break my nose but instead enter the other world. I march on and collide with the glass surface which seems to be slightly elastic and thus making my impact softer, it feels very hard though. I back of with a groan and check if my nose isn't bleeding. Then I instead shoulder-bash into it but it still doesn't give away. I go to the garage where the teams is waiting for me to walk into the wall first. I'm slightly worried walking into solid surfaces considering last attempt but do it anyway. I shoulder-bash into the wall which almost lets me through but it bounces me off. I try several times but fail each time. Then someone says you should hold a rubber object between you and the wall when going through it. I see how one of the members holds an inflatable mattress infront of him as he goes through the wall Harry Potter style, which he does without any problem. I wonder for a second where I can get my rubber object but I quickly realize I'm already holding a mattress in my left hand. I say "Wait, we don't know what's on the other side. What if there's water, I want something more serious.", I look back and see an inflatable boat laying on the ground. The moment I hold the boat infront of me and I'm standing several meters infront of the wall I feel confident again that I will teleport through it. I run as fast as I can and seem to go through the wall like it's air, I fall forward and land in the boat which now quickly slides down a snowy hill. After a quick check I see that I'm in an indoor ski slope. The boat rapidly descents and I can hear 'Charlie and the Chocolate factory' music playing which makes me laugh a bit. This laughing nearly made me lucid as I actually knew it was a dream at that point but it was more of a daydream that I couldn't stabilize so I woke up for a second and fell back in the dream non-lucid.

3. A dark world

I slip back in the dream but consider this a new chapter in this adventure. The boat comes to a stop and I appear to be in a completely different world. The sky is grey, large islands that lack trees and are just covered with vast planes of tall grass, inbetween these Island massive lakes extent beyond the horizon. At first I seem to be alone but quickly I find small people that seem friendly but somehow everything takes a dark turn and the little people become very hostile towards me. I'm suddenly driving a sportscar down a lone dirt road near the coast of an Island. As I spot another car heading towards me in the distance I hide the car and myself in a large pool of water. The car has no problem driving in or out of the pool and my vision is several meters above the pool as I see the other car driving past without noticing me. I drive out of the pool and think of a way to escape this world. It is also at this point that I consider the cats I wanted to find in this world to be secure and back in the 'real' world. The dream cuts of here but resumes in the next chapter.

4. The exodus

I arrive at a large but mostly deserted airport with the sportscar, next to me is one of the team members who seems to be quiet stressed. We stop at a plane that is standing still on the runway and get out of the car, for some reason we start running towards the plane. During our sprint I can see I accidently dropped a box of cereal, however I ignore it and just make my way towards the plane. A stair goes up to an entrance near the front of the plane, it's a commercial plane. In the plane every seat is empty, we open the cockpit and find the pilot who seems to be very ill. The pilot himself knows his last hour is approaching and his last wish is to make sure I and the other team member get back in the 'real' world. I ask him what we have to do to escape this world. He tells me we need to go back to the car and use certain materials to turn the car into an airplane of some sort. While he's telling what materials we need I remember the cereal box that I dropped earlier. The material we need is in this box and I quickly run out to make sure we have it. Then the dream suddenly jerks forward to us sitting in the car and driving up a parking lot. We're very stressed and know that as long as we stay incognito between the people outside we'll be fine. I start emptying the box and looking at the material. I see some old bolts and screws but I feel like this is enough for us to start working.

I couldn't fall asleep early at night. Went to sleep at 4am I think. I don't recall what I dreamt at first but when I was trying to WILD I got close to being in a lucid dream but it was short so I decided I would just have a regular dream at first. When I woke up after the non lucid dream I tried to WILD. It was kind of annoying waiting for it to work though. When I first got into the dream I was in a huge place that seemed like it was cut into parts. There was a room and to the other side was a city like place. Anyways I wasnt lucid at first.I recall being told by someone that my cousin was trying to steal my boyfriend.(I don't have a BF) I got mad and we started fighting.(I think I fought her in a setting where there was a huge laser) But than a boy separated me from my cousin and said she couldn't touch me now. I think he gave me blueberry/cherry twizlers to eat to keep me quiet or something. I recall him saying to fix a scenery of a beach in my mind like some mind relaxation exercise...I tried and I think I passed the exercise. After that I saw a weird image of cartoon animals walking into a tree house though.But than it stopped and I noticed the guy telling a group of girls whoever sticks their head in the fence will win him as a boyfriend. I was lucid and put my head in the fence like a ghost than pulled it out. I thought the test wasn't worth it and stupid though so I just watched the girls do the test. That's when a Gothic girl with pale skin and almost bald walked to the fence but she said her head was too big to fit in it. I said its not bad that she doesn't have a small head. That her head was nice even though she was almost bald.(Didn't mean it in a mean way though) Than she sat down and told me how she really wants to win cause she always comes home to a mad house and maybe if she wins she'll be happy. She even told me she has had future telling dreams. I laughed in a friendly way and asked her if she knows the future lottery numbers. I think she said no than the dream faded slowly and I woke up. Tried to WILD again but failed and had a non lucid dream I don't remember..

Last night and peering into this morning, I have a series of nightmares. I don't obviously remember a great number of details since I don't care to remember nightmares. Well, I remember throughout the whole dream(s), I was constantly chased by someone wanting to kill me. I remember a group of girls who constantly would threaten me and i would fear them knowing that they had some sort of weapon under their girly dresses. I don't remember much of their facial features but I do remember them being quite angelic looking, popular? I also have forgotten the reason why they all wanted to kill me,too. But i remember walking through my high school but it was a new high school as I was transferred due to overpopulation or certain classes being unavailable. So, I remember feeling normal,no sign of a choking feeling from anxiety,walking through the hallways i remember in particular taking a seat next to a random group in that school. They were all rapping and while one of them went solo, i finished the last lyric. She was surprised at my rapping skills and wanted me to do my own verse. Afterwards, I remember constantly trying to just escape from where i was. I remember being in Texas with an unrecognizable grandmother. Everyone was on my side at one time then wanting to kill/butcher me the next minute. It was very terrifying remembering it now. I remember trying to get a phone to call police and I had the phone in one hand and a razor blade in the other as my hand was battling with my enemy. At this point, I was numb and couldn't feel any pain though I saw blood trickling down, clear as day. I was furious that they wouldn't stop chasing me now and the enemy, which was a man, started to feel the cutting and I felt pleasure now but it didn't last too long. I remember I also had one foot and leg out my a high window while doing this. Early in the dream, I also remember someone had a chopping knife and/or machete and I could feel the pain as they sliced through my leg. I still don't understand how I can incorporate these kind of feelings and levels of pain when in real life, I've never experienced anything similar. I even remember being threatened by my father and he also had a knife and knew i was trying to get a hold of the iPhone or iPod so i could call for help. Why do I feel real life pain in my dreams?

Another poor night. Tiny non lucid fragments again

1) TV screen with music blaring (like really blaring) and an image of a fat sweaty beardy man staring throught the telly. Dream cut out as sudden as a tv switching off.

2) Round at my friends house and my wee 3 year old showing off a bit - My pals said 'He's gone totally mad!'

3) Lining up all my nice hardback 'Torchwood' books and being cheesed off because the latest one (which had Ianto on the cover) was a soft back and looked rubbish.

4) Another bird in my garden (I really need to get oot birding again IRL), quite big, with a rosy red breast - I Identified it as a Stonechat (which it wasnae!)

5) Still in the garden tidying up, my wife pointed out a tall bit that was needing cut away.

Not very exciting!

00:00 Saturday 2014-08-09

01:46 quite tired, drove to the country in traffic, took about 3 hours.
3mg melatonin, alarm set for 3.5 hours (05:15)
to sleep kind of slow but not terribly.

05:15 alarm, take 2 x Galamtamind 4mg, 300mg Alpha GPC
Not too hard getting back to sleep for once!

07:30

fascinating long nld: "Dreamviews European adventure" featuring: fogelbise, StephL, and "golden lion". Ordering is a bit unclear, but there was a number of scenes:

Trip to Europe with fogelbise, giving a presentation at a conference on the subject of brain-operated devices. We're staying at StephL's place. I was confused throughout most of the dream about what I was doing there and what was going on.

I'm in the kitchen of a large 1-story home with open floor plan. There is a group of people sitting away from me they're being a bit stand-offish, there is a woman there and I ask someone "is that StephL?" I decide it is. She has thick long dark blonde hair.

I return to bed, where fogelbise already is lying under the blankets, and move to get in (we're sharing the bed), but he blocks me and gestures across the room, I see that he's made a bed for me on the floor across the room. I'm a bit confused by this since I had woken up earlier in the same bed with him previously, after all it's not a gay thing we're just sharing the bed, that's all. I see him begin his night-time dream preparations: he's mouthing some mantra and beating his chest rhythmically with one hand.

I'm telling fogelbise how I had taken some galantamine, I was confused about the time, wondering if I have time to sleep for it to take effect.

I see my cat in the living room, but I didn't bring her kitty toilet, where is she going to go to the bathroom? There's another cat here, are they going to fight?

I can't tell what time it is, am I in a different time zone? The (analog) clock on the wall seems to indicate a different time each time I look.

The conference is about brain-activated control devices. That's why they invited lucid dreamers. I introduced myself once as "Luke", I couldn't remember my dreamviews handle, then I remembered it and said "FryingMan," and I make jokes about heroes and Hiro saying "FlyingMan" with a bad Japanese accent so it comes out "FryingMan." A middle-aged man introduced himself as "GoldenLion" from dreamviews.

Two presenters are using a fascinating electronic multi-layered easel to make a presentation, they built this easel themselves. There is a bright orange 3-d display on the front made up of thousands of little orange plastic rods that can move forwards and backwards to form a display (like the kind of monochrome 3d- graphics the Kryptonians use in "Man of Steel"). The easel is many layers thick I get a view of its operation. At the back of the easel is a place where a large drawing can be stored, one of the two presenters repeatedly pulls out the drawing from the easel so it's visible, and then pushing it back in, then pulling it out again, and putting it back.

I'm in a car driving to the conference, it's dark. I'm entering the front seat from the right hand door, I'm confused by the dashboard, where's the steering wheel? I think I find a mini steering wheel very low below the dashboard.

Back in StephL's kitchen, talking to fogelbise. There are two strange microwave-oven-like devices: a two-sided mini-refrigerator, that's very handy because you can get at the food on the shelves from either the front or the back. Next to it there is a two-sided refridgerator that turns out is a wine refrigerator with a transparent front door. I see about 6 bottles of white wine lying on their sides within on several shelves . StephL is standing in the kitchen.

A guy in the flat is playing a fascinating odd recorder with strange tubes protruding from the main playing tube.

I'm looking for a shower and there are large piles of towels and blankets all through the house.

09:10

I"m outdoors across from a large science museum (with dinosaurs and things) there's a large open square between us and the big building, which doesn't have many windows and is really tall and made from concrete and brick. My sons and I are running and jumping, racing across the square, I'm running in a straight line and that means having to jump high (20+ feet) up running over the corners of some structures that lie in my way. We borrow some wheelbarrows/carts from a guy, he's carrying cardboard in them, S2 finds a pair of headphones, S1 wins the race and finds something like a car that he'll be able to sell for a lot of money.

1.
I was inside some sort of building, I guess it was a school. I had been walking with my classmates who were all wearing red shirts. I'm not sure what I was wearing but I knew I was getting tired of standing around like everyone else. I left the line I was in to go to the restroom up ahead. It was REALLY small and the stalls were all red. As I was walking to get into one of the stalls, some guy inside peed on my arm. "Dude what the hell are you doing?" I asked. He didn't reply, so I just tried to ignore the fact that there was a dangerous guy in the restroom who couldn't aim, and by the way, he also peed all over the floor.
I finally got into my stall and took a pee. After I did so I left the stall and I think I washed my hands(oops). As I exited the restroom, I noticed my entire class now walking towards the stalls. "What did I do wrong now?", I thought, thinking that they were all coming towards me because of something I had done. Next to me I saw a friend I knew from Drivers Ed. a while back, his name was Wesley and he looked almost exactly like drake, but a little lighter on the skin. For some reason I started dancing right in the middle of the floor.
I was doing the kind of dancing you would see in clubs, like how people dance to House music. Wesley commented on my dancing and said that I looked funny doing it. I told him I was a pro and kept dancing. Soon my entire class passed through us and interrupted the show I was putting on. I remember Sgt. Twine telling me to "get in formation, cadet", and by the way he was in charge of the class I was with. I didn't want to get my vibes totally murdered so listened to him.
As I came outside, I left my class once more and sat down and talked to my friend Rory from Sophomore year. We were about to play a game of chess and he was setting it up. While he was doing so, a pretty girl came over to me. She was dressed in almost all black, but not in a gothic way. She was in despair about something, and I knew it. I asked her, "Whats wrong?". As I did so I felt a strong sense of attraction towards her, and after I finished my sentence, she said something short and came in to me for a kiss.
"Wow this is going somewhere fast,", I thought. As she gave me a kiss, I kissed her back. "Dont you have a boyfriend?", I asked. She said, "Its difficult". I suddenly felt really in love(lol). She was coming in for another kiss, but then I "remembered" something: that my friend Rory, who was right next to me, had a crush on this girl. I told the girl that we could take this over next to the wall. She agreed, I told my friend Rory to continue setting up the game, and that I wouldn't be gone for much longer.
As we got away from Rory and sat down against the wall face to face, I asked her, "So whats wrong?". She started telling me a long story about her boyfriend and how he wasn't being nice. Here is basically what she said summed up: "He doesn't let me come to his grandmas party, or any of his families birthday parties. He doesn't even let me come to his birthday party. Whenever I invite him to come to my birthday parties, he always gets mad and doesn't come."
I zoned out for a minute after she said all of that and looked at the parking lot in front of me. A small smart car was going into a parking spot a few spots away from us. It didn't get into its parking spot right, so it moved a few parking spaces to the right to fix that. I noticed that It could have parked closer to the truck next to it, but hey, the guy can park where he wants. After that I thought to myself, "My entire mission in life right now, is to stay self aware and have countless lucid dreams, but yet I'm not getting them." This really saddened me and I felt like I was getting no where with Lucid Dreaming(Lol I said all of this to myself while inside of a dream, I'm definitely getting somewhere. I'm almost lucid at least once every night.)
I looked around but didn't really pay attention to what was going on. I then saw my old friend Zach, back from Junior High, and because I saw him, I thought that I wasn't dreaming. After I looked back at the girl I was talking to, after looking around for a while, I saw that she had turned into another girl I knew from class in school. Her name is Tara. I looked at her and she was just kind of paralyzed in the position she was sitting in. Her arms were in the air in front of her, and she wouldn't move them. I asked her, "What are you doing? Are you ok?", but I got no reply from Tara, and she stayed in the same position. After this, the dream ended.

2. I was driving my dad's truck( which I have never driven before) around a parking lot. The parking lot was crowded and I was supposed to park somewhere. At one point, a truck got in the way of my path, so I got out of my truck. I grabbed onto the back end of this other truck and pushed it into its parking spot. "It rolled out of its spot dad, this isn't our truck", I told my father. With that I got back in the truck and continued driving. Later I remember hitting the back of someones car. It was a brown van and I hit it as I was backing up.
My dad really didn't notice half of the stuff I was doing, and by just saying, "Dont worry dad I didn't really do that" he really believed that nothing had just happened and that everything was just fine. But it was not. Not to longer after I hit the back of that brown car, I crashed into the side of a building(or a pole I think, not sure). This accident had totally messed up the entire grill on my dads Silverado. With this I started to cry, because I knew I was in big trouble( just for the records, I have no idea why I always cry in dreams. I almost never cry in real life.) My dad let out a big sigh and we got out of the truck.
I also noticed my sister get out the truck as well, I never knew she was in the back seat. Somehow, a cop car arrived and when he got to the scene, he got out of his car and approached us. I told him what had happened, but he didn't seem to care. Instead, he just put me, my dad, and my sister all in a pair of handcuffs. The officer told me that everything would be ok. With that, he left the area we were standing in and went somewhere else. When I noticed he was gone, I tried getting out of my handcuffs, and to my surprise, they weren't even tight enough. I could slip my hands out of them with ease. I only slipped one hand out however, just so I could get it back in if the cop came back out.
Looking at my handcuffs, they looked like thick strands of twisted metal. Their design was pretty sloppy. When the cop put them on me, he didn't even make them tight enough. I could move my arms from out behind my back and put them in front of me. I told my dad that I was really sorry and that I didn't mean for any of this to happen. He said it was okay. I put my hands into my pocket and felt my phone. As I pulled it out, I saw that it was broken in half. "This must have happened when we crashed. I tried putting it back together, but I knew it wouldn't work again. I decided that because of the fact that I already crashed dad's truck that I wasn't going to show him my phone right now.
(BTW, I am not that bad at driving in real life, Im actually really good).

3. I was outside of my school, getting on my bus at the bus ramp. I get on my bus and prepare for the ride home. Before we even leave the bus ramp, we are stopped by the bus driver behind us. My bus driver tells everyone to get out of the bus immediately. I get off along with everyone else and we are put against the bus by the other bus driver I do not know. She has a gun, and that gun is a pistol, except for it has 2 barrels instead of one. She tells us to stay there and if we move or do something she tells us not to, she is going to shoot us.
There was alot more to it than that, but I don't remember the main reason for this entire "hostage hold up". I moved to try to stop the woman from killing us, but she shot me and I died. Somehow, everything starts over and Im alive again, like I just restarted the dream from a certain point. I try stopping the lady again, and again, she shoots me and I die. The dream restarts again and I try just escaping this time. The lady shoots me once more and I die. This continued on, and the dream restarted itself somewhere around 10 times. I don't remember anything more.

I was flying to South America to meet up some friends. When I got there, people were panicking because a storm was coming and I had a vision of me standing in the middle of a storm and a giant wave engulfing the city and people were holding on to anything that was sturdy so they won't wash away and hit things. After the vision was over, I looked through the window and the news anchor were talking about the dangers of the upcoming storm. I was not in Cancun at this time but I had to meet my friends there. It wasn't far away because I was there in no time. I got to a cave thing and I saw all the girls that I was and still are friends with. They were sitting in what looked like a roller coaster cart shaped like a booth with a wooden table in the middle that was rectangular. I got in, and the ride began. We were going through the cave and when we exit the cave there was a beautiful view. Eventually, we got back to where we started and then we got out. I had booked a room with four beds, so I asked if anyone wanted to stay with me. We met up with the others to go to the store to get a few things for the hotel room before the storm hits. Upon leaving, I was with Johnathan and Robert. I looked up as I always would to look at the stars but instead what captured my attention was a strange circular light that was a multitude of colors. It was a large circle with slices through it like a pizza and each triangle had a different color. I realized what I was seeing and I got Johnathan's attention to look at the sky. He told me he didn't see it at first and I slapped him saying, "How can you not see that its right there look at the sky!" He finally saw what I was talking about and he blurted out, "Oh shit." By then all three of us were watching the bright light. Two more appeared forming a triangular shape and it almost looked like a bright hologram. It was purple and pink and transparent. Whatever this thing was, it was huge. We couldn't believe what we were seeing. The thing turned into an oblong shape and flew into the sky at an astronomical speed. We looked at each other like, "Holy shit, what the fuck did I just see?" The others came over and we were telling them about what we saw. They didn't know what to think about it, but as we were walking the elongated shape appeared from a distance and flew in our direction. A box dropped from the thing and landed in front of us. It was made out to Robert and inside the box was an envelope with also Robert's name on it. We gave it to him and he opened the envelope. Enclosed was a letter and A LOT of money. He read the letter and it was basically a thank you letter for his company and for being such a good friend. He was confused. Enclosed was an image of a dark skinned man that he did not know. We started heading to the next store where he had another envelope with more money and this time a card with a name and number. Johnathan called the number for him and a woman with an accent answered the call. He explained to her about the packages that Robert received and she explained that she was an attorney and that she was an old friend of Robert's. Steven answered the call and they discussed something. He ended up crying and told her it would be best to cease all contact with Robert then hung up. We were all like, "What the hell what happen? Why did you do that for?" He told Robert that she was his invisible friend when he was younger and reincarnated into a new body and wanted to thank him for all his company all those years. She also said that before she reincarnated she was a part of an Indian tribe. Robert didn't know what to say. We were in disbelief at what just happened and we walked to the hotel quietly. I woke up.

I am flying a small spacecraft down to the surface of Mars, near the polar ice caps. I notice that in some places trees seem to be poking out of the polar ice. I land in a clearing as to not damage the trees or my spacecraft.
I get out, along with a couple researchers. We are all wearing space suits. They are really excited having discovered (dead) alien life on another planet. Some of the one of the researchers begins taking samples from the tree trunks. Another begins photographing and surveying measurements of the trees. Another begins exploring a cave beneath an ice shelf. I follow him.
We get underground and turn on the lights on our helmets. We see that the cave is supported by the trunks of the dead trees. We continue deeper to find that there is in fact a winding passage that runs very deep under the ice cap.
After having journeyed about a quarter mile. The researcher begins urging me to turn back, telling me that we can undergo a more thorough exploration of these caves at a later date, but we should turn back now.
Then, I noticed that liquid water was dripping onto us. I decided to do something stupid. I started to take off my space helmet.
"NO! Don't do that!"
I do it anyway. It comes off. I take a deep breath of cold, wet air.
The researcher is freaking out, and trying to radio his friends that I have just broken regulation and taken my helmet off. But we're too deep in the cave for his radio to connect. I feel like I can hear some kind of rumbling noise.
I 'sssh' him wanting to hear the noise.
"Do you hear that?"
"What is it?"
I wake up.

Didn't I dream about a mission to mars two days ago? CONGRUENCY!


I was visiting this pizza place. It feels like I am very far away from my home, Like I might be in another state or something. The pizza place is near this freeway overpass. I go in and ask for a small peperoni pizza. The manager comes to the counter and asks if rather than pay, I would be willing to preform a small task because he is understaffed.
He walks me outside and says that what makes this pizza joint special is how fast their deliveries are. They actually specially deliver pizzas using these tiny rockets, about the size of a small garbage can. He wants me to put the pizzas in these rockets and fly them to the correct destinations. He gives me a pizza to practice with, then goes inside.
I put the pizza in the hatch on top of the rocket, and launch it. It takes me a few minutes to figure out how to do so. I have no idea how to control it so the rocket just flies straight up. When it starts to come down, the hatch opens and the pizza comes out and falls onto the manager's head, who had come back out to check on my progress. The rocket falls back onto the launch pad and breaks.

Key= Light Blue: Non-Lucid Dark Blue: Lucid Real Life:BOLD
Me, my friend Adnan as Well one of my Old friends Sinai were going for a walk in Streets, Freeways, a Forest. At that point Sinai turned back saying "We will be truent, I forgot to talk to Kasie today." I nodded at this. We then walked through a Jungle and a Savvanah we met many dangers that we ran from like Wolves, Elephants, Lions, and I remember it was really hot. Eventually we turned around going back to our High School. I suposse Me, Sinai, and Adnan we were 9th Graders. School ended 30 Minutes later then the orignal time and some people were mad some people were happy for me and Adnan. I thought 'Hmm maybe Adnan can walk to my House and I can walk to his?' I then thought 'What the Heck how could that walk be 7 Hours? Am I Dreaming?' I thought. My vision became blurry and I woke up.
Anyways after that I remembered Lucid Dreaming I started to do Reality checks often...I notice my dreams start to become clearier. On my hand I wrote Awake :3 and Reality Check? I got really Interested in lucid dreaming, again. I almost did Lucid Dreaming 8-11-14 but my dad Woke me up....I could start to feel my lower body become Parylized. I almost fell asleep I hope I can accomplish it tonight. I use Light Switches, Hands, Mirror, Reading, Plug nose and shut mouth to see if you can breathe good and, another method which is writing. In the Comments below help me with my Journey of epicness and lucidness.
BTW for future Dream Posts there will be different Color keys.

Dream - Lucid

I was thinking about my old friend, Daniel, and how we don't talk anymore. I "remembered" him being at my wedding, which, in the dream, took place somewhere different than it did IWL, a smaller room lit with a dim, mood lighting, but then taking me off Facebook and not speaking to me anymore. I was thinking about this at work, which also looked much different, more like Wal-Mart than a grocery store.

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No sleep. Like almost none. Long night was long. :/

Tuesday 8/12/4

Last night bed at 11:15pm - 5:45 am

Alarm woke me up right when my brother was explaining to me how he broke my phone...

We are sitting on a bus, still parked outside of our place. Portugese police came to arrest us. Me, my brother, mom and dad, and I think others. It's not a police for criminals, but more like political police, for opposition and stuff.

We are in large upstairs room, when we hear an explosion. Someone grabbs binoculars to look at the perimeter of the city. Some soldiers were there protecting the town from rebels, or vice versa. We are wondering if this is a sign that they are coming for us. A military jeep full of people drives by quickly and we think they will pass us, but they stop and then few more military vehicles stop in front of us and they turn sideways to block the road.

So we know they would be coming and when I hear many footsteps coming upstairs, I take off my black work uniform pants and start looking for my jeans I had on earlier. Many people walk in and they tell us we have to go with them. I ask if I can get dressed and feed the cats and stuff and they say yes. They are keeping an eye on us while they let us finish up. I can't find the jeans I had on recently, but find another pair.

I fill the food bowl with cat food and have my brother give them more water.

They are taking our computers and we are half-jokingly taking with them. Telling them what cables they will need for them, and how I'm not gonna remember the password for my old computer. We are joking with them, but I know it's serious, and the gonna make me remember the password one way or the other.

I'm still looking for more things to take with me, but they finally usher us outside. There are two buses. Outside of the one on the left are dozens of cardboard boxes with our things in them. I joke that next time we move, we should hire them, because they did it so fast.

We get on the bus on the right side. Bus is full of us and agents. We are still not going anywhere. Not sure what we waiting for. A huge moth flies in and starts fluttering on my brothers shirt. It's so big, we all think it's a small bird. I pick it up and marvel about it. I show it to the agents and I'm so upset that I don't have my camera. I ask them I could get it, but they are amuzed that I still don't get how much trouble I'm in and what they gonna do to me.

So I ask them to take my picture with this moth. I tell them a friend of mine found a 5 inch long caterpillar called Hook Worm and these moth are from it. (Ophelia talked about these and linked pic to it, she has them oh=n her tomatoes).

I ask two young agents for a pic, but they don't do it. I tell them I love takeing pictures in other countries on bus rides, but they are thinking "well, you not exactly on a tour bus, are you".

A woman agent gets on and starts checking me with handheld metal detector. My teeth beep slightly and I tell her I have screws there, so they don't try and find out what it is : (. I have a feeling they will maybe anyway, but now they don't worry about it too much.

I tell them I have a friend in Portugal on the forum, but I don't remember his name. And also in Spain, but don't remember name as well.

My brother hands me my red phone and I ask him why is the back part of the case peeling off and he starts explaining whey alarm wakes me up.

of course I don't remember how it all started... I remember running through Richmond for exercise, and I'm following a girl who's ahead of me. I'm yelling to her to stop at someplace to eat. We end up at a place that's selling breakfast food. I remember it was pretty dark out; it felt like it was around midnight. We go in to order food, and I get a breakfast bagel, and she gets a bagel as well. They put butter on her bagel and she's unhappy about this, so she leaves. Meanwhile, my bagel is in a toaster along with several other bagels. I go get myself a fountain drink. I come back to the counter and all the bagels are out of the machine, but there is scrambled egg stuck in the toaster now. I can't concern myself with that, so I pay for my food and leave. I walk outside to find the girl. She was sitting (laying?) on the sidewalk and there are no other people around. We're having a conversation about something, and then she looks deeply into my eyes, and everything became clear like when I get lucid. But that didn't last for but a split second. Her eyes were such a gorgeous grey/blue/green. They were amazing. She tells me her (last?) name is "Moss." I look down and I think it might be a menu, or a flyer or something, but I see that it says Sausage - the Polish. I wonder if that's somehow related to this girl. I don't even know how we met each other. Then a ton of ladies with baby carriages come by like they're in a parade and a bunch of them are sorority sisters. Some of them are pushing each other in these carriages. None of them seem to notice Moss and I.

Alarm goes off. I fall back asleep.

I'm in a house with another girl and her mom is there in the kitchen. Everything seems normal. The mom asks me if we're ready to go swimming. I lift my shirt up and show her my bikini top. "It's a good thing I wore this!" The girl goes to get ready and I go downstairs into the trophy room? There is a giant display case with all of this girl's awards form all sorts of sports including "Circus." Her name is everywhere "Molly Beech." I guess she's ready to go swimming now, so we head out the door to go to the car. I get in the back seat and she gets into the front passenger side. Then the car starts moving. I guess she's driving? Her brother parks his car and I think he was trying to get in the driver's seat of our car, but the alarm went off, so I"ll never know.