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A lassie I kent fae school walked up to me. She had beige/stone jeans on. Her face had what I presume was meant to be makeup but was a big greasy yellow mess. I greeted her and said I hadn't seen her for a while. She agreed. I said there was something?? she should go to, and she said she would.

I had just bought a wee loch. I was away to visit it. As I walked down a path I was thinking it would probably be flooded out coz I had just cleared out the burn that runs into it. Once there I met a vague friend I know IRL. He was either standing or in a boat, not sure. He said further down was a quagmire. I asked for another friend, she was 'further up' but wanted money for some new fishing gear! To my left,, there were big glass screens, I thought there should be water there, but instead there were some birds - Chestnut Mannikins. I thought to myself, wheres the water??? I took a wee walk back along the path with my friend who commented that the path was more hilly than he thought.

A fragment where a man I know was standing beside me with a bucket.

Another fragment where I was reading a two page spread about Duck Billed Platypus - it said under no circumstances should you touch their bills.

In a hall selling nothing but old books. they were stacked on huge tables. There were even more under the tables. I spied a heap of 'Broons books' (I collect them IRL) I picked them up, think there were six. I remember thinking I would have them all, but turned out I needed them all! The covers were bland and very shiny. There was also a 'Topper' annual from '73 which had the distinctive Broons spine. I called my wife over and asked if I could have them. I opned them up and in a big white circular sticker on the inside page it turned out they were £3 each. The wife said that would be ok but I would have no money left. I picke dthem all up with the intent to buy and carried them to a wee wifie who was sitting down. I think there was a queue. As I stood there I took another look at the Toper book and thought that I had the '73 edition. I then thought - ach well it must be another year I have.

Lots of thinking and near misses for lucidity there I think. However..

Earlier in the night I couldn't sleep so thought id be as well to practise a WILD - I know its borderline a waste of time when you first go to bed but I've been struggling to find a good position. I just lay there nice and still, no mantra because I wasn't bothered if I fell asleep. After a while I look at my eyelids and could discern blobby shapes. Suddenly

I handed a bokk to a woman, she opened it and inside were letters in my handwriting and also my mums. I reached for them and it all clicked 'Wait a minute this is a -'

and that was it. From what I gather from this forum, that's probably about the most substantial dream I was going to get at that time of night anyway! - Pretty chuffed with that though!

#359 - ?

I forgot most of this one as since FA got me. I need to make more effort doing an RC before I enter dream notes upon waking.

I am not sure how I got lucid but I recall being in my living room. I try to do the Patronus spell again. I shout the spell really loud. I am overly aware how loud I am and hear my foot steps on the hardwood. The floor boards creak loudly and for some reason I worry that I am actually making noise. I worry that I will wake up my wife and kids.

I have a FA and enter the dream into my DJ but I have difficulty seeing and typing.

#360 - DILD - 5:30AM

I have a feeling that I never really woke up from the last dream, but I am not sure of how much time had passed since. I go ahead and get out of bed like I had done a WILD.

I feel extremely weak and have to crawly my way out of the bedroom. I give the floor a good like to help stabilize and crawl some more. I pause and wait a moment. The view of the hardwood up close looks so real that I question if I am really dreaming or not, but at that moment I see my vision become wavy and slightly unfocused like trying to see underwater. I recognize that as typical dream vision and crawl some more. I have a moment when my face is on the floor that I can also feel the back of my head resting on a pillow. I try not to think about this. I have a thought that I need more "cosmic energy" and I focus on absorbing some from someplace above me. This seems helpful and I am able to stand up.

The room is really dark so I try light switches. No luck. I go ahead and head out the front door. I notice I have been chewing something like flavorless gum and my jaws feel a little tired from it. When I step outside, I take the gum out and examine it in the moonlight. It's just a wad of pink bubble gum. As I am looking at it, I notice that I am still chewing the same piece. Another dream glitch. I put the gum back in my mouth but stop chewing as I forget about it.

I am now in the street. I see a car with one headlight make a left turn. This reminds me of my DeLorean goal. The dream darkens and I stop to focus for a seconds. I begin running and the dream comes back into focus with better lighting than before though it's still nighttime. I begin expectedly searching for a DeLorean and soon a silver car comes rolling up. It's not quite right. It looks sort of like the time machine but more like a Jeep Liberty with a Mr. Fusion on the back. I decide this will do and I walk around to the driver side. The car looks a lot more like the DeLorean now. I call out, "Doc?" as I slide up the driver side door. A light-skinned woman that looks like a plus size model in black underwear and bra steps out. She's very attractive with beautiful black hair. I find myself completely dumbfounded and aroused. She picks up a jean jacket and drapes it over her shoulders. She seems to be a little uncomfortable being so under-dressed. She's saying something about looking for her lost cat but I can't seem to follow.

I have sexual thoughts and the dream breaks down to something like an imaginary fantasy of having her bent over next to the car. I realize that is starting to happen and I pull away, trying to focus, but the dream quickly collapses.

I am now non-lucid and I find myself hovering over a small kitchen full of several DV members. I am looking for Dreamer. I feel that I need to tell her something urgent about her dream interpretation. I feel that she really needs to take a break from things. and I am really worried about her. ( I have no idea why)

I slightly wake and try to reach for my DJ but can't move. I decide to DEILD and enter vibrations. The sensation feels unpleasant compared to how I have been WILDing lately that I can't seem to get anywhere with it. I wake up after a few seconds.

So last night I drempt that I was in a sunken submarine with my friend. I don't know how long we were down there but our oxygen tank was running low. We were loosing all hope and we were accepting death as we released our last bit of oxygen in the sub. Up above us from the glass domed roof we saw a light shine and a loud horn, it was another ship at the top of the ocean. I looked at her and said we could not survive the swim up but it was our only chance. We opened the hatch and started swimming. Against all odds we made it to the top and alerted the crew of our presence, they threw down a ladder and we boarded their ship to explain the details. After a couple hours of watching the water crashing against the boat I realized something. Those sailors weren't who they said they were. Those sailors were vampire pirates and were going to bite our necks at any given time. I rushed to get my friend and tell her what was going on.

This is when I woke up, I wanted to try and go back because it was a nice detailed dream. I don't remember those too often.

I went back to sleep and I was on an island with my friend, we had somehow escaped the vampire pirates and made it to an island already with a house and her parents for whatever reason. We needed food quick it has been a long time since we or her parents had eaten anything and I knew I had to do something. I took my friend and her dog and we ventured off to climb a mountain to get the food on top. The dog and I had no problem getting up about halfway but my friend was lagging behind quite a bit. She was unable to climb it and I could not lend her a hand. She said she was going to go back down and get her climbing gear to help her ascend the mountain and meet us at the top. The dog and I continued to climb and we were nearing the top before we decided to take a break and wait for my friend so we could get to the top together. After much longer than it should have been, we realized something must have went wrong. She was taking so much longer than she should have. We rushed down the mountain through the forest to get to the house as quick as we could. We opened the door to a crying friend and room of blood and dismembered body parts. The house had been attacked my bounty skeleton sent by the vampire pirates while we were away. We spent the rest of the week keeping watch for any sort of new help while she fished and I defended the house from rouge skeletons. For the rest of my dream we survived on fish and I piled up skeleton skulls for her to pulverize.

I was obvserving a forest scenery thinking about how i would paint it on a canvas. My older brother was a bit impatient though and told me to hurry up. We were about to jump over the broken wooden platform before us. I let my brother go first but he ended up hurting his foot. I asked him if he was okay and he said he was but it hurt a lot. We kept moving on and we found people around our age on the island. They were getting things ready inside their modern cozy boat. I decided to help them out and we suddenly started to bond like room mates. Out of no where i heard a couple of things fall. The girl pointed out that a guy dropped the cups for the kitchen. I started to pick them up with him and told him I would wash them. I began washing them but he told me to go outside with him. I was going when suddenly a girl asked me if i want a necklace. I said yeah and she gave me a silver necklace with a small heart locket on it. I opened it and pulled out another necklace that had a small pink clam on it. It was like the necklace transformed itself. I put it on and saw the girl was going to play Merman 2 with a guy so i went out. I saw the boy and noticed the waves were getting harsh. I told him to wait for me to come back. I noticed he was also part merman so that was interesting. I went in and heard someone scream that a guy was swept away by the waves. I ran out and looked around but couldn't find him. Than woke up.

#358 - WILD - 4:44AM

I watch HI and soon notice that I have a PS3 controller in my hand. I am walking into a large garage. I feel like maybe the HI is now a full dream and I hesitantly take control. I drop the controller not really knowing why I had it. On the other side of the garage I exit and find myself in a wooded area a long a peaceful dirt road. The area looks a lot like Cyrodiil.

I remember that want to produce a Patronus. I wave my imaginary want and shout, "Expecto Patronum". I think I start to see some blue energy but the dream become really unstable and dark. I rub my hands and focus.

I find myself in an uncontrollable flight over the forest. I try to direct myself but I am unable to. The scenery is so amazing that I surrender to the direction of the dream and just enjoy the experience. I zoom over a blanket of green trees as I dip down into valley's up alongside rolling hills. The area is a lot like what you would see in the Ozark Mountain Range. My flight soon becomes more sporadic and I experience some intense ups and downs at great speed. I feel my stomach rise into my chest as I fall into a shallow creek. I enjoy the feeling so I leap up into the air at let myself fall.

I wake slightly and lose lucidity. The was something about my boss and I needed to answer his text message. I realized that I left the Playstation 3 on and I need to go find the controller again so that I can respond to the text. I realize this makes no sense and I wake immediately.

Earliest dream I can remember was some sort of steam punk dream where I was on a platform by the ocean and this guy was working on a car. In the next dream I was hanging out with my parents and my dad said that I could NOT watch hockey because it would mess something up. What the hell do I care, I don't want to watch hockey. I went in another room and there was a deer/dog there. It was enormous and it made me feel a little uncomfortable. I think I ended up watching hockey anyways. Don't know why. After a minute or two I had a feeling it was a dream and I tried to move stuff with my mind, wasn't working at first but then a door flew open really fast. I remember trying to fly and use powers but they weren't working. The next part that I remember, I had just had a false awakening in a kitchen from a lucid dream. I went looking for some paper to write a couple words down when I realized I was still dreaming. The two words I wrote down about the lucid dream were "Balloon Fight". The pen didn't work so I just etched the words into paper to help me remember, but now I only remember the words and not the dream .

After that I went outside to look for something to do. I flew up a little bit then jumped in a river but the river had gone dry. There was nothing there but mud. So I pretended there was water flowing and I let it carry me for a while until water started to actually appear. I felt like I was on a water park ride. I was going around sharp turns and through tunnels and then I went off a waterfall cliff and the dream ended.

Another dream started back in the kitchen. There was some sexy girl standing near me, completely naked, and she had the most beautiful ass. I bent her over the counter and fucked her for a good several minutes before the creepy deer/dog from my previous NL dream came up beside me and stared at me. Made me really comfortable, I wonder what that was all about. We both stared back at the strange creature. I went outside and was determined to enjoy a calm and peaceful dream. I jumped into the same river, but there was water this time. The sun was a lot warmer as well (in color and sensation). The trees and grass around me also radiated light. Reminded me of an HD texture pack in minecraft. I floated down stream for awhile, feeling content. I had a warm, peaceful sensation in my chest. The river took me to the ocean where I sat on the water and stared off into the distance. The sky was painted with streaks of orange, red, yellow, and purple. Pretty sunset. I had one of those feelings that bring me out of meditation, a split second of doubt in myself. A giant water appeared on the horizon. I got excited and felt adventurous so I charged towards the wave and crashed into it just to teach it a lesson. Dream ended.

I waited for awhile and another dream started at a giant rec center. I was in an olympic sized pool area, sitting maybe 40 feet above the water on a platform. There was an obstacle course up there which I tried to complete for maybe 5 seconds before I fell into the water. Everything went dark but I could still feel the water around me. I swam to the surface and lept through the air like a dolphin, then back into the water. I was afraid I would get lost in the water since it was so dark. I found the bottom then pushed off and got out of the pool. There was a DC waiting for me that was clearly my dream GF. She had dark skin and beautiful brown eyes. She gave me head for what felt like 10 minutes. I can't control myself . Then I picked her up and held her against the wall while we fucked. Dream eventually ended.

Another dream started in a podcast room with Adam Levine and some other music people. I sat down on the couch across from his desk with all the sound equipment. This sexy punk looking girl was sitting next to Adam, I made her stand up and get naked with my mind powers. She had a penis. I said to her, "why must you have a penis my dear?" She just shrugged and walked over to the couch, still naked. She gave me and this other guy that I was sitting next to bags filled with..spray paint? I would never do such a thing while awake. But I thought, why the hell not it's just a dream. My bag's spraypaint was silver, the girl's was gold, and the other guy's was lime green. I put the bag up to my mouth and breathed deeply. I started to feel dizzy. We all made jokes and talked and laughed and enjoyed ourselves for awhile until I woke up.

I started off in my car where I realized I was dreaming. I got out and immediately felt the sun's warmth on my skin. I then stabilized by touching the road and looked at my hands only to see a ton of little indents from the pavement. I noticed I only had 2 fingers so I looked at my other hand and it had 4 I believe. I started at my hands until they look normal (In the dream I thought that when my hands looked normal that I was fully stabilized).

A guy then pulls a gun on me but doesn't shoot, he puts it away then pulls it back out again. I do some Dragonball Z hand shit and make him fly about 30 ft away from me. I then tried to set the grass on fire, and it worked. It was awesome. The dream ended shortly after since I always seem to become aware when my dreams are becoming close to ending.

Time fell asleep : 11pm - 12am
Time awoken from lucid : 7am
Before bed : Had tv on until asleep, fell asleep on my right side, 40-50mg diphenhydramine (Benadryl)
2 day LD streak now.

As I adjust to the college schedule, things should start coming in. So here is a very cool NLD, a step up from the frags from yesterday.

I am on a beach, and there these are red, rope like vines everywhere. The vines are about the thickness of a grown man's finger and have can vary from a bright red color to almost black. They have yellowish strings fraying off of the main stem that appear to dead. They seem to be actively spreading and sometimes even wrapping around people and but not necessarily injuring them. The vines have small thorns and are slightly painful to the touch, but the thorns won't even break the skin.
Everyone assumes that the beach is under attack. People begin leaving, but there is no terrible panic as the vines do spread rather slowly. Me and a group of unrecognizable friends meet up by a surf shop on the beach. The only one I could sort of make out was S.
We talk about strategies we could use to stop the vines. S recommends cutting them with a machete, and that they have a whole bunch of them at the surf shop (because dream logic). I recommenced that we get (some girl) who I 'remembered' has a magical power to stop the vines from spreading.
Just then she appeared. She was very overweight, but still looked beautiful, she had long black hair and a teal-colored bathing suit. She said she had a theory for how to stop the vines. That there was a central hub that they were all spreading from.
She led us down onto the beach. My friends cut a few of the vines along the way but for the most part, they would just grow back as soon as we cut them. Eventually we arrived at a big hole in the beach, near the shore. The hole was filled with quicksand. She dove in.
About ten seconds passed and she resurfaced. She asked for a machete. S gave her his. She dove back under.
About a minute passed. We began to wonder if she would resurface. Then a massive bundle of red vines shot out of the hole with the girl hanging on. I grabbed on right behind her, despite the fact that they were a bit thorny. I didn't mind.
All of the vines lifted off of the beach about a hundred feet into the cloudy sky, into a massive network. And, in the shallow waters just offshore a massive black stone golem stood up, emerging from completely underwater. It had glowing orange eyes and a glowing orange mouth in the shape of a smile. It was made out of stone cubes, that were very dark grey, almost black.
Seven additional identical golem heads appeared around us and then faded in poofs of black smoke.
So me and the girl were hanging there on the vine bundle.
"Why you come to Golem Orgon?" the golem spoke in a deep rumbling voice.
"You need to leave the beach! People are being hurt by your vines." The girl shouted.
"Ok. Golem Orgon Leave. Golem Orgon sorry he hurt people."
The massive black golem turned walked back into the sea godzilla-style. The vines slowly dropped me and the other girl onto the beach. The vines then withered away into nothing. As he walked into the sea, I couldn't help but feel sorry for the creature. He was so nice, and certainly didn't mean to hurt people.

Morning of September 1, 2014. Monday.



I am living with my family in a larger version of the King Street area in America. At first it seems related to a typical scenario where I have not given the owners enough money over time and do not wish to see them if possible. Apparently, though, they are not there and are actually mostly moved out, leaving the house in disrepair. Still, I am not sure of the circumstances regarding my continuing to live there. I am downstairs just outside the much larger living area. The door is open from the foyer and I decide to go in and look around.

After a short time, an Aboriginal girl comes in but she also reminds me vaguely of an older version of Sheila M from high school. I pretend that I am there (in case I am thought to be just idly trespassing) to talk to Elmer W about work, either maintenance or landscaping. In reality, he had died over twenty years ago (from long-term exposure to paint fumes and pesticide apparently) and yet in my dream I feel a bit strange asking if he is okay, because the girl seems to think that my question is odd as he is actually supposedly doing quite well and doing much of the work in moving stuff out. I do not find the scenario (not remembering he had died) that strange at all. It looks like I may even be doing some work a bit later.

However, my family and I, and a few unknown friendly people, are mostly just standing around outside the house later. An unknown dark-haired female of no more than thirty approaches in a newer car. She seems to be some sort of problematic presence regarding our being there and possibly has a weapon. I approach the vehicle and smash the closed window with a long barbell bar and am also soon holding an old flintlock in my right hand. I know it will not fire or be efficient if needed, but I am able to stop her from saying or doing anything to annoy us.

Meanwhile, I notice the youngest daughter and a couple other people walking near an area that the unknown female says is unsafe, being one of the reasons the owners have been moving out and why she is officially here to check things. I then notice Elmer driving out with a large potted shrub (away from my view), which is nearly the size of a tree, on a small trailer. My wife Zsuzsanna’s brother’s wife Bonnie also makes an appearance and is supposedly pregnant (which is extremely unlikely as she does not like children - as well as being quite “off” and somewhat of a conspiracy theorist, once claiming there was a fake train station in Brisbane that kidnaps people, including entire soccer teams). Apparently the other unknown female is also pregnant, which was seemingly not the case just moments before. I accidentally bump into her stomach and immediately apologize.

At any rate, I tell everyone to get out from under the extended roof section (which goes over the driveway) and especially make sure that the baby moves out of the danger zone as it starts to fall, yet I mentally hold it up with a movement of my right hand (using a type of typical in-dream telekinesis) and it does not fall.

Somehow, many broken pieces of the front windshield of the car (I had only smashed the front left-side door) are now on the ground near an outdoor table near which an unknown male sits. He is possibly drunk. I focus my intent on the numerous small pieces of glass and they “magically” come together with a glassy tinkling sound. However, there are still pieces that are not joining. I tell the other male to leave, and once he does, the windshield is whole by my focused intent. Not much happens after this, although it looks like everyone is going into the building for some reason. However, I get the impression that my family and I will be traveling while on a larger motorboat that is on a trailer (not sure of the driver of the car) for a time.

Notes and associations: The extended roof sagging and almost falling is related to past real-life events - I once missed an entire shed falling on me by seconds. The broken glass and toddler connection relates to my own experience when my left wrist was severely slashed from broken glass as a toddler (from a fall) and “impossibly” (according to doctors) completely healed over time though in my dream, the glass was “healing” instead of my wrist. The drunk was out of place (in a personal sense) as I have rarely been around anyone who drinks in my lifetime. The unknown Aboriginal girl seems possibly the same fictional character who was in a dream over twenty years ago.

Dream - Lucid

I was at the house I grew up in. We were in the living room. Others were there, but I can't remember who. I giant Miss Piggy walked by the window. I knew we were in trouble.

I then went upstairs. There was a little boy sitting in the bonus room in the dark playing video games. He had been up there for hours. I noticed he was playing Star Fox. I said something to him about it.

Then, we were in some alternate universe, a futuristic world. Honestly, my recall here is a little jumbled because I kept waking up and going back to sleep, but I'll do my best.

We were way in the future, past the year 3000. We were in some house that was built in the sky, kind of like a city in Star Wars. We were in a city. I was an observer, not a participant in what was going on. I don't remember who all was there except for a very fat, very tall Yoshi. He did not really look like Yoshi, though, because he was so fucking huge. It's like he had let himself go over the years. He also was bad news, apparently. He then was showing off his dick. It kept contracting and then poking out into the foreskin. At this point, it was more like I was watching a movie, and I couldn't believe they were showing that. It then was all the way out and looked nothing like a dick at all. It had these two weird bulbs on it that changed from red to white when he was about to splooge. It happened, but the splooge was a clear, slimy liquid. I then saw an above view of some people that lived in the house in their beds. Their beds were full of the slimey splooge. They were disgusted. And I don't blame them.

Then, it turned into some story. Fat Yoshi was still there, but he was someone else now. He also didn't look as fat and tall but he looked more human. I also didn't think he was nearly as bad now as he had seemed before. It was like a Star Trek thing now. It's so hard to explain. The story was that everyone was very far into the future still, even further into the future than Star Trek is IWL. There was a man, either Spock or Kirk, though they didn't look the same, who was in love with this woman. They had loved her very much in the past, but something happened and either he died or the woman thought they died. He was trying to get her to love him again. This was all taking place inside the house in the sky.

Then, someone went back in time to get a car that drove on wheels. They had to go back 1000 years, which was still way in the future, probably around the year 2110-2200 or later. I saw a scene of a city on a rather dreary, smoggy looking day. There were cars driving around. I was surprised they were still using cars on wheels at this point in the future. There was a big, reddish-pink neon sign that said FUTURE, but only the F and E were lit up.

The car was then acquired and taken back into the future. Kirk I believe wanted to ride in it in the city with the woman. I thought that was a bad idea, but then saw the car from a behind view like you would in a driving video game. He was driving against the hover car traffic.

~

I was playing some game that is similar to a recording of a stream I've been watching IWL of a game called "Nintendo Nightmare", though with better graphics. I kept seeing scenes of Mario and others and the weird sound effects that the game has. I then saw a speech block at the bottom of the screen for Mario talking, and I thought he wouldn't actually say what was in the block, instead making the Mario sound effects from Mario 64, but he did in a weird voice.

I stopped playing. I was in my brother's room. I had a box of orange I guess they were large cartridges that were labeled for the chapters of the game. I was playing the game on a DS-type system. I was about done playing for the day. I put in one more cart, and it was the beginning of the game again. I had one option against the black screen to watch a trial, and I clicked it. It started, but then I decided I didn't wanna watch it, and turned it off.

Dream 1

I'm at Jamie Smiths house, in the garage. I hear Kayley outside. I peak out the door I see her son running, with Kayley not too far behind him. She comes inside the garage, followed by Daniel. I shake Daniel hand a greet him, and have a bit of a yarn. Kayley's son gives me a hug and Kayley mentions that he wanted to see me.

I go inside Jamie's house and do something. I think Daniel has Indian or Pakistan in his blood. I begin to think he's the Indian guy off X Factor.

I'm now laying down on a bed or couch at my house, in Dads lounge room. Kayley comes up to me and she tells me she's fat.
Me "you have lost weight. Are you still doing your diet program?",
Kayley "I haven't been sticking to it"
Me "Keep trying, that's the main thing. Doesn't matter how much you fail, keep persisting."
I can see Daryl and Daniel now.
I continue talking, giving an inspirational speech "eating the wrong food is just a withdrawal thing at first.
Kayley butts in and talks about detoxing, trying to discredit what I was saying but I agree with her and tell her something about it. I continue "it's like smoking, you quit for several years but still have that urge for a smoke now and then, but can easily be fixed by keeping your hands busy.
Daryl "that's a great example"
Me "yes it is"

I begin thinking about a distiller. Wondering how I'm going to pack it, as myself and Kayley are going back to my house for some reason. I start thinking about other items i need to take.

Dream 2

Im at Tunza Fun in fountain gate shopping centre. I'm trying to win a price from a game. The point of the game is to move the sharp object and line it up with the small opening, hoping to pop a balloon which is holding the prize. I have a few shots. To my surprise I pop the balloon. My friends and I are ecstatic, but soon realise we popped the balloon that had no prize hanging from it.
(I actually played this game with friends today IRL. Didn't win any prizes)

Dream 3

At Phillip Island with Josh and Daryl. We walk up a hill passing a few shops. Daryl yells out "Hello Ladies" to some ladies in the distance.
I walk into a Fish & Chip shop and order some food. The chicken schnitzel burger looks good and ask for that, as it's gluten free. Policemen are inside the shop for some reason. Maybe due to Daryl being loud mouth?
The owner of the shop tells one of customers not to go outside due to Daryl and Josh being out there. They think they're trouble. I insist that they wouldn't hurt a fly and are just different to the locals here, they're from Melbourne I say.
I can see two chicken wraps which look to be flattened down. I start eating one, making it half way through it before realising that it may not be mine. I say something to the person serving me that I accidentally ate this without knowing. He cut my chicken schnitzel focaccia in half and said "there u go, we're even".
I remember that I don't have money on me, and that I was going to wait for them to make my order then run down and get the money. Guy behind counter tells me that it has sauce on it and will be extra. I find this cunning as I didn't ask for it.
I'm leave the shop and make my way back down the street. A bus is coming passed me and I can hear the music that's getting played inside the bus. There's a bus in the distance where the boys are. I reach the boys and tell them what had happened. They tell me that they are going for a surf and that they waited for me. I told them that they should have just left without me and I would find them. Josh tells me they are thinking of taking the bus. I ask them why and it was due to going to a secret surfing spot.

Dream 4

I'm in back seat of car with my brother, along with a female. Daryl was in passenger seat and another female in drivers seat. The girl in back seat was HOT. I think she was young, maybe 16-17, but looked a bit older. She takes some kind of tablet which has a mysterious effect on the person who takes it. It's an experience which can't really be explained. It's a similar experience to the ball in guardians of the galaxy. Her experience only lasts a moment and she starts reacting a little odd, as if she knows a secret and doesn't want anyone to know.
She comes over to me and lays on my lap. I begin to stroke her hands softly, trying to relax her.

Spoiler for Mature Content :

I have sexual feeling for her and slowly move my hands down towards her pussy. I can see her vagina and I touch it.. Taking my sexual feeling to a new level. She comes in for a kiss and be begin to make out. I don't seem to use any tongue. She whispers that she will fuck me if I let her give me a blow job, or I give her one??.

My brother seems a bit cut up. I think he liked her, but I didn't care. She comes back to me.
Dream fragment

Body on fire? Distilled water

I remember game of thrones. Joffrey Lannister was being a dick, as usual. That's all I remember.

Friday,29th August 2012

Moon Cycle: 14% illuminated waxing crescent in Libra

Tarot Card: 2 of wands

Mayan Calender: Blue Self- Existing Night
Dream:

I found myself in the red rocky mountains that had a resemblance to places in the grand canyon.
An old Apache Indian chief lead us toward a huge orangy red mesa-like mountain.On the cliff face of the mountain many abstract colourful art paterrns where painted.
Two scientists followed closely, although they where more of a pain than anything else.They continuously complained about the heat and how much further we had to go. I prefered staying close to the Apache shaman that lead us, listening to his stories and wisdom of the solar system and our planets, namely Pluto.

At the top of the mountain was where we where to do a shamanic vision quest ceremony,the first night consuming blessed tobacco and then moving onto other psychedelic medicines.
The walk soon turned into a climb, when we where faced with the shear cliff face with practically vertical stairs upon it.When we reached the top there was a small hatch to climb through.Once through a small concrete covered room lay,with the view of the azure sky.
I felt rather guilty as i forgot to tell the scientists to bring blankets and warm clothing,the nights where going to get cold.

I find myself in a location where I usually vacation with family and friends called the Widerness.
My Father and I walk back to the communal house I which we have rented.He shows me his Gold Credit card which seems to be in bad condition.Wax and dirt coat the plastic.
I tell my Dad not to leave the credit card in the communal house in fear that the domestic worker, and elderly Indian man might capitalize and steal it.
"Don't worry, I can sense he's a good chap" my Dad replies.
I'm surprised by my Dads positivety.

We enter the long grey room in the house and find the Indian man washing dishes and making tea in the far corner.
He offers us the bright yellow tea in mugs and we accept.
My Dad blatantly tells him its horrible tasting and returns the mug.
I feel sorry for the man, and embarrassed at my Dads words although i soon reflected and realize he was being honest..the tea did have a foul taste.
The Indian man leaves seemingly nonreactive to the statement looking fresher than when he arrived.
My Dad and i then begin to clean the dbris and wax off of his credit card.

23:46 pre-bedtime: memory review, set intention to LD in night

00:00 Monday 2014-09-01

00:03 bedtime

broken sleep night: 5 hours, then 2 hours insomnia, and early alarm + unexpected breakfast duty = 5 hours "WBTB" (late morning sleep deprived nap, really)

05:32

+ I'm DO flying over a beach fast, the water is to my left, hills are up ahead, I wonder about the weather and (activate a pop-up control menu like SOA) to check it.

I'm DO up in the air my view is down to the street below me, moving up the game, I'm gesturing in the air like on a tablet screen to direct the path of "my" vehicle to change lanes repeatedly to swerve around obstacles like pedestrians in the road and bicyclists. I do these gestures several times (I think accompanied by quickly fading graphics arrows showing my path modifications). At the top of the hill (Cdr street in B) some bicyclists are turning left, I direct the path of one of them to get into the lead around another bicyclist. Then the race is over, there is discussion that the referees (I was one of them apparently) were unexperienced and allowed a player to cheat and win by exploiting a loophole, something about being 7 seconds behind.

+ I'm arriving via winding road to some location, I see up ahead is a dump truck (several?) filled with boxes of miniature game pieces. A strategic combat game using miniature models begins against other kids. Lots of scenes of deployments of tanks, infantry, warplanes. My turn begins and I place a plane into an attack position against an enemy plane, another player lifts up the "flaps(?)" of my plane otherwise my guns will not fire correctly, I see the enemy gun is in place to hit my plane as well using a rear gun. My plane vs. the other plane is a "260 vs. a 270" I'm looking up the result in the combat tables the result is not in the main tables but in the game add-on tables, I find the entry and there are up and down arrows to indicate the results, the add-on game table is made from separate small plastic pieces. My view if focused on the combat scene, and moves as I step around the models to get a good view of each battle situation, someone talks to me and I say "I'm busy" and I try to avoid stepping on the battle scene, I knick some pieces with my foot. At the end the pieces have changed into lego models. I'm thinking that using bomber planes is very powerful. I think I should win. Someone (Darth Vader?) is talking about fighting the (eog golum?) at the gate.

07:30 alarm, up for breakfast duty

10:00? late morning nap

14:00 it's probably late (IT IS!) out of bed, feel like I could sleep more, but must get up

+ choosing best seats for the football game, we're walking down near the field, we actually pass the goal posts ("aren't we on the field now?" I think), I think at this low seats we should see the players faces as the play approaches the goal line. At some point start actually playing the game as a player on the field.

+ on an airplane sitting in the aisle chatting with friends. At first I'm sitting on the armrest of someone else's chair who's not there, but then returns, and I move to sit in the aisle to continue the conversation. It's fairly dark/low lighting.

+ with a tour group on a minibus, getting off to visit a spot, someone makes a comment about something and I say "<wife's father's waking full name> used to love <that subject>". Conversation shifts to where's our destination, our exit, I say I know I feel that the destination is a bit beyond/before(?) the exit, we'll get there.

+ (long) Sex club gone wrong. In a group of young people, some of us move through a fence to an area where we'll have the sex club. Somehow the group is only dudes, and I think this is not right, we approach a cot set up on the ground, I move some folded towels/blankets around and think "how will we do this?". The activity is for everybody to sit around the perimeter of the cot and watch (help?) each other get off by pulling down one's pants, then shooting a stream of water from a hose at one's (ahem). I'm bothered by several points: 1) our pants will get soaking wet, so I say this and say we should take off our paints entirely in order to avoid getting wet. 2) There are only dudes here, that's wrong, at least there should be some girls here showing their stuff to get the guys aroused. MH and some others join the group and I think there are too many people. I leave, this is not right.

"Next day", I'm approaching the people waiting for the trip to continue, I see a girl and I pump myself up and say "let's get excited!" I go up some bleachers and MH walks by and I say "get excited! Are you excited?" MH starts going off on me about how I ruined the sex club, how I didn't know anything about it. I'm really angry, and say, "M, two things: 1) I invited you in the first place to the club, 2) (forgot)". I walk up to his bicycle which is chained to a fence nearby, pick it up and toss it over to the other side of the fence, crumpling it and destroying it. MH says "you're gonna pay for that." I'm walking back to the minibus thinking about how much it's going to cost, and when the police will be arriving.

I don't want to get caught like a sitting duck so I keep walking off the front/back door of the bus. Another ("bad?") girl is leaving the bus too. I know she's running away. I ask her if she has enough money to get to <some city>. She starts crying and falls into my arms, she has long black hair, and begs me "Help me! Help me!" At this point I'm another character in the show with a girlfriend, who's away, I hope my GF doesn't see this situation and misinterpret it. I'm going with the bad girl?

Quick scene of "my girlfriend" riding in a car in front passenger seat, perspective is from the driver's, she's doing a back stretch using the car seat as leverage, she's on her right side, with her head/arms bent back around the right side of the seat, and her legs bent around the left side of the seat (like a "bridge" but on her side), she successfully cracks her back says "ah that's much better" and I think that flexible people really have to go to extremes to crack their backs.