In this dream I was standing at the top of the stairs at my old home, and then my daughter came running up the stairs with a dark haired friend, whom I didn’t recognize. Can you say instantly lucid? We hugged for long time, and at one point we both cried, but I composed myself and asked her, “Who’s your friend?” She quickly said, “That’s D______ (I didn’t catch the name), my friend from Heaven!” I gently placed my daughter down and turned around and gave her friend a big hug too (I think I teleported a few feet towards her), but this poor little girl totally freaked out, and her eyes turned reddish with fear. Usually my hugs do wonders while lucid, but this little girl didn’t like that at all. My daughter firmly said, “Dad, don’t hug her, because you’re scaring her!” I felt upset because I scared her, and I woke up.
I was in a mall with mom. I was trying out the perfumes. I put one on on my wrist and tried to smell it but can't. I asked mom to smell it and tell me what she thinks. It was too strong. I asked the guy in the perfume area to let me try another one. I put it on the back of my hand and tried to smell it again: nothing. I let mom smell it, and she said it's "okay" but nothing special. Those were original perfumes, too. I told her for some reason, I can't smell them. Must be my cold. We left the area without buying anything. We passed by a table that lets people sign up for colleges abroad. I forgot which colleges, but I thought of signing up. I thought that mom might not allow me to study abroad. NOTE: - I very rarely dream about perfumes. - I tried focusing on my breathing as I fell asleep, hoping it will help me transition to lucid dreaming. - This dream happened as I was waking up already. I woke up a few times in the evening and failed to write my dreams.
Had a dream last night that I was in this theme park shop kind of center where everything was powered self sufficient, and I went around collecting toys like bike helmets and browsing around the shop for things. There was games to play and seemed generally like a magical land in outer space that I had found. I thought this is far away from earth where things are different even gravity worked a bit differently. I can't remember much of the dream but took the chance to note it here while I could.
02/01/15 I have been coming aware a lot during the long-term memory establishment phase lately. Normally being aware during this phase pisses me off and I then end up shutting it down (I wonder to what consiquence. This is where some mundane thing like a task at work plays out over and over endlessly. I normally refuse to dream about work, but these phases have been about tiling. I would think this would be just as nauseating, but I have kind of enjoyed it. Maybe I feel like I am getting ideas for the work still to be done. I know these phases are required, but it is usually the one part of a conscious sleep hat I dispise
I recommend reading my previous DJ entry first. Only 6 views and it is more eventful...(apparently DV only allows members to view DJ's now...unless it is a bug.) 1015-1030? 238am-320am? for wbtb. leftist rally in Germany? German accent: "... ...in the mother fu**ing ..." was the name of event or rally. Night time. Familiar train station? Fragment. Greece LD wake from LD ~4:50pm I'm with brother in law E and brother-in-law B in the dream but we're meeting the former at a coastal cliff side house in some town in Greece. We are walking along the beach and up a path and we see beautiful views of cliffs all around. After we get to the home and visit for a little bit we're heading back to where we came, this time along with brother in law E on this return leg. He seems to know a shortcut and he's going around the other side of the cliff and the footholds are not very wide and they're going pretty quick ahead of me and I'm cautiously taking my time. They stop at a bend in the cliffs and look at a swimming spot down below. It is absolutely beautiful down there and a beautiful sunny day. They continue on, but the path seems too narrow and not worth the risk when I can just go back the way I first came earlier in the day along the beach. When I think about the earlier path along the beach it seems like it was a dream memory maybe from a previous dream and I realize that this is a dream right now. I float up in the air just enough to confirm as an RC. I then start to fly back towards the beach going slow and not with a lot of directional control at the beginning which is a little unusual for me. I go back and forth left and right to correct my direction flying over a rugged rocky area. It is beautiful and exhilarating being up in the air reminding me of my simulated flying last night while a passenger in a car going over various overpasses (for day practices)...but so much better! I am unbounded drifting across the sky. I still have not seen any DC's so I decide to turn around and see if I can find my brother in laws and surprise them or something on their trek along that narrow path by the cliffs. As I fly down that way back towards the cliffs I feel myself abruptly return to bed and the way I woke up and my level of rest seems to indicate I was at the end of an REM cycle. Too short but back to lucidity after too many dry days! Found motivation for day work and also did a number of "I'm dreaming" mantras during the day. Corrected monkey brain during SSILD. No.274 Cafe epiphany NLD or semi: I'm modern me sitting outdoors at a cafe soaking in the moment. I see happy and sad faces on this beautiful day . "If you don't open yourself up to the world around you, you will miss out on so many experiences," I tell my companions. People who look sad look like they're walking around "in a bubble" with tunnel vision, seemingly oblivious to all the beauty around them.
Updated 02-03-2015 at 06:49 PM by 61674 (add color)
A woman is standing in my home - I'm not physically present at the moment - and looking into a mirror that's showing her various visions. Currently it's showing her the man she loves with a very beautiful young servant standing underneath a tree, carrying out an affair. This isn't a surprise - she was already aware of it. The scene in the mirror changes, showing her an image of herself in a shop. There's no sound but the shop owner seems to be repeatedly asking her something that she refuses to respond to. When he approaches her, she throws out a hand to tell him to back off, but her nails brush his throat and cut it open, covering her with his blood. She looks shocked, but quickly recovers and hurries out of the shop. This second vision reminds her of my instructions to her. She has to eat a human heart tonight if that young and beautiful body I gave her is going to become hers permanently. And regularly after that, but that's not important, that's just basic dietary needs - the important part is this first time, making a deliberate decision. She steps through a portal back into her world, the courtyard of her own home. But as she looks around things look strange to her - most notably, the sky is covered with grey clouds that seem unnatural to her. It's as if she's seeing both her world and mine at the same time, and she wonders if this is how I see her world all the time. I'm thinking, you're getting a bit mixed up about which world is yours now.
I was among a crowd of people (outside I think) and was walking around a conversing with them. Some of them stuck their fingers in my mouth and moved it around. At one point a bright light outside my vision appeared and the entire crowd (including myself) started running towards it. When we reached the light we turned around and started running away from it because the light was "life itself". At the time it seemed funny rather than scary, maybe there was some part of my mind realizing how absurd it was? I was in a carpark when a man started shooting at civilians. I curled up behind a pillar and began to shake. I knew my mother was in the carpark too and I kept looking around for her in fear. Eventually I saw her walking away in the distance and felt relieved. At this point the danger was gone but I knew (didn't see) that the man had shot and killed a young woman. There was a brief moment when I heard her friend crying. After the shooting I met a woman who was grateful to me (for some reason) and she invited me to her home to stay the night. (I got the impression I couldn't go to my own home) When I arrived at her home she forget about me and started wandering aimlessly around the room. Her daughter arrived home at this point and sat down on a couch. (I'm not sure but I think she was watching tv) The woman gave me some chicken nuggets (although the were more like chicken balls) and I ate them. (I don't remember what they tasted like but I was happy with them I think) I told her I'd sleep on the couch, I had a blanket in my hand. The couch was covered in dander and fur. After this something happened in a supermarket and the woman attempted to cast a spell on herself (I think, this part was super foggy) but accidentally caused her daughter to disappear. The woman was distraught and I watched her grow old. (I think some time passed) I was then with the woman outside when two swans appeared behind us, flying upwards in a circular motion. A young woman in a light coffee coloured dress stepped out from the circle. It was the daughter who had disappeared. (After I woke up I remembered her face incredibly vividly, although it's become hazier since then) She was wearing glasses and had her brown hair tied up in a bun. I think she looked a bit like a mousier Audrey Hepburn. She declared that she had become the Queen of Arendale (too much once upon a time) and I noted that she was probably the Queen of Swans too. ----------------------------------------------- I mentioned it already, but the most exciting thing about this dream was how clearly I remembered the daughters face when I first woke up. It was like seeing someone in real life, turning around and trying to visualise what they looked like.
NON LUCID *I observed this strange guy covered in tattoos which at the sight of him gave a sick feeling to my stomach, bad vibes you could say. I seemed to being attending some kind of a roof top party. Somebody struck up a consersation with him by saying, "You practice witch craft too?" I thought,"This is why I got that strange feeling from him!" The strange man began describing a protection ritual he called by the name of "The wednesday ritual". This reminded of the R&B artist the weekend, because he also has a song titled wednesday. I thought maybe is it possible The weekend is involved in witchcraft. LOL.
The impression of lots of dreams, recall spotty though + ChrBen is not playing right, I follow him calling out "might as well call it "glinklesplort" <some nonsense>" He's playing the game wrong, he's making multiple hits and following the (ball?) and keeps presenting this as one turn, it's obviously cheating so that we may as well call it a different game. + billiards: I give the shaft conditioner to the girl who uses it and I use the tip sandpaper myself, up-close view I bring out the shaft conditioner (basically a hollow cylinder made of a mildly abrasive material), mention you need to blow on it to get out the old dust. Then I take out my tip rougher (small plastic doohicky with sandpaper glued to it) and start roughing up the edges of my tip. I watch while the girl runs the conditioner up and down her cue stick, and then she really starts grinding it a lot near the tip. I think she probably will like how smooth it is. + crazy billiards: lots of obstacles on the table: vases, pieces of paper, etc. +(f) oral sex? + taking the girl out to lie in the last rays of the run for the day on yellow towels, two-finger-kiss salute to girl in house, is the house locked?, walking looking for sun, raised cement/pebble platform, dilapidated wooden bench, "if you're happy and you know it" I'm in a small house and am taking a girl out to sit in the sun. We need two large yellow bathtowels. We have one but need one more, there is (my other girlfriend?) lying down on a couch/lounger on top of just such a towel. I reach under her and pull it out. I wonder if she'll mind that I'm going out with this other girl. I bring my index/middle fingers together, kiss them, blow he the kiss then point the fingers at her, she makes the same gesture back to me so I guess she's OK with out. Going out, I try to remember if I've locked the door. We're walking around a university campus (my old one) and see that the patches of sunlight are really starting to shrink. At one point she walks on the other side of a building from me but we soon rejoin. She's walking in front of me slightly and another group of students walk close to her, startling her, making her jump a little bit and look suddenly to the right at them. I see her face in profile clearly, she is Asian (I don't think she was at the house). We're walking through a small area between buildings with stairways going up, some students are sitting on the stairs, few spots of sun around but just on the bare ground, not really acceptable. We're walking and she points out a place ahead, but it's just on the concrete, not grass, she indicates she doesn't like it. I say "well that's what you get (for going out at the end of the day when the sun is disappearing)". On a sort of raised patio I see a higher patio with some grasses growing to the right, I make for it. Some other students are heading there, too. I want to get there first. I'm looking at the pebbly/concrete "steps" making up this raised area and thinking about jumping up there. I look across the patio we're on and see a long, dilapidated wooden bench running along the entire edge of the patio. It looks to be in pretty bad shape, but I offer that as a possibility. I'm standing there with a guy, some children are singing a song ("let the sunshine in"?), and he's upset about this, saying, "Are you *CRAZY*?!" (he thinks the singing will bother the wildcats who will go nuts and (attack us?)).
As I was falling asleep, I decided to pretend I was already lucid dreaming. I pretended I had to call my boss over the radio phone when it was time to get up from bed. I could hear the buttons on the phone and hear my boss at the other end. He gave me the go-ahead to get up. I got up and looked around. I could see some digital clocks that had numbers missing. Then I tried to levitate, which I did. I jumped up and imagined I would fall though a hole in the ground to teleport. The ground felt bubbly though so it felt more like I was sinking than falling. I passed though a duplicate room before arriving at an industrial yard. I floated up and imagined what it would feel like to be a dolphin. I quickly and fully transformed into one, but without flukes and half my tail. An angry dog approached me so I bit it with my beak, showing it who's boss. I woke up.
I was watching a scene where a bunch of guys (don't know why but I'm pretty sure they were the German football team) were in a platform in the middle of the ocean in their speedos jumping to the sea. I'm guessing they were training. One of them was really afraid. I was afraid too. He started to swim really fast (I saw a commercial yesterday where a shark ate a girl. I kinda hate sharks. Thanks Spielberg). My vision shifted to first person. I was swimming and was dragged by a wave to the shore. It was a beautiful beach. It was sunny, hot and very real. I stood there watching for a second and i realized I was dreaming. I'm starting to realize that I tend to get Lucid every time the dream is more real or every time I just stop doing what I'm doing and just calm down a bit to look at things. A guy comes running and I go talk to him. I realize I haven't stabilize the dream yet. Everything seems stable but I stop and look at my hands anyway. They're normal size but glowing like that faggy vampires from twilight glow in the sunlight. There was a recent joke in a thread in another forum (non LD, music related) where someone posted this picture. I'm pretty sure this was the guy Anyway... I ask him if he knows anything about my dream guide. He kinda mumbles something and I completely ignore him. I turn around to the sea and when I turn again the guy was on his way running and another one exactly like him comes running towards me. It's too weird and I ignore both. I look towards the sea again and there is a lot of people there. I totally forgot the tasks I'm supposed to do. So I try to fly. There's no place were I can jump from so I try and levitate from the ground. I feel like a turtle stretching it's neck. I look around and there's a couple standing 1 meter above the ground completely still levitating. Don't know if they're mocking or trying to teach me. I levitate just a bit but fall immediately. I start walking. I recognize the beach as one near my hometown (SR). I look to my hands once more to stabilize even though I don't think I need it. I should do this more often. I literally don't know what to do. I recognize two sisters I've met before. We engage in stuff I'm not proud of... I know realize I'm starting to lose lucidity. I deserve it. I wake up soon after. I should have known better than to behave like a horny teen.
Updated 02-02-2015 at 07:07 PM by 64282
I had two recent dreams that were almost lucid. Or maybe semi lucid. They were early on in the night so my memory about them is not as vivid. I remember acting like I was lucid but there was no 'Aha...I'm dreaming!" moment. Maybe I will write them up as lucid, but with the explanation here that I'm not entirely sure. I do know that I wasn't lucid enough to decide to do whatever I wanted. I pretty much went along with the existing dream. Dream 1: I was out in the snow with Jeff. I somehow knew that things weren't real (not sure if I knew I was dreaming or I had control over things). But I suddenly knew that the coldness of the snow wouldn't affect me. I took off my clothes and rolled around in the snow and made snow angels and enjoyed the feeling of the non-cold snow on my skin. Dream 2: I don't remember the beginning. At some point I knew I had control and could fly (again, not sure if I was completely lucid or not). I was with this guy. I don't remember who he was but we were supposed to be doing something together and he was not happy with me running off. I ran to this tall wall and started climbing it. It was several stories high. When I got to the top I stood there and just let myself fall backwards. When I hit the ground I got up and proceeded to climb the wall again and do the same thing. It seemed that the guy and other people were watching me in disbelief. I found that exciting and wanted to keep doing it.
goal was 45 dreams recalled and 5 lucids. Start date was 1/2, end date was 2/2. results: 31 dreams recalled 3 lucid dreams I need to scale back my recall goal. Things were going really well at the outset of this tracking period, but really came off the rails for the last week or so. I think I have been too uptight and pushy with my practice. I will update goals in the next day or two.
SO in thew dream it starts out in the normal cafeteria scene and i sit down with my luch and i see Ayo whos taking a shot of rum in school. i just wave it off. then im not really sure what happens next but everyone sits down and my eyes start throbbing and it comes to my realization that it has to pop out and looking at all tese fools in my table i have to make a descision on who i trust to hold my eye. needless to say it couldnt have been drunk ayo and everyone else was bugging out in the dream so i chose my bestg friend hakeem. i just held his hands to my eyes and then lunch ended. idk if the eye poped out or not but i realized my brother was sitting next to u the whole time. as were all filing to class i ask hakeem what roro was doing there and apperently he was copying homework.
FRAGMENT | FULL NON-LUCID | LUCID If there's no entry for a particular day, either I wasn't able to recall anything or didn't write it in my journal. 1/1/15 - A pair of anime girls tried to screw me in a hotel O_O - Afternoon nap: A stroll in the city with some college acquaintances. 1/2/15 - A PowerPuff Girls video game where you control Mojo Jojo. 1/4/15 - LUCID #4: False awakening turned into a room defense against firebats trying to get in through the window (I ice-blasted them out of the sky!) and a pair of Walking Dead-like zombies that went in through the door. I summoned an energy blade and tried to Omnislash them to pieces, but they were unscathed and one of them reacted with an unenthusiastic "eh." 1/5/15 - Having sex with a girl in a bathroom in a boat, then later on escorting that girl home... 1/10/15 - Riding a tricycle from my elementary school to my home. A friend of mine was sleeping in my room, which looked like it was undergoing some sort of renovation. He woke up and he let me sleep in my bed. - Afternoon nap: My dad drives me and some relatives to our province home. I roam around the house for what felt like a few minutes. Didn't really see anything interesting. - Afternoon nap: In a resort, some of my younger cousins went to slide into a whirlpool of terror! I also went down the slide in hopes of catching up to them and save them from danger, but it was too late. My body was violently churned around the whirlpool, then I teleported to another pool where I was being drowned by one of my cousins! He was pushing me down with his foot to the bottom of the pool to prevent me from breathing (for a few moments I could actually breathe; should have noticed =P). Eventually he went away and I was able to catch my breath. 1/11/15 - Walking around inside a mall with no pants on... - Inside the same mall above, I've been invited to some secret 'all-boys room' which was full of cubicles occupied by guys using their laptops. There's also a table full of food. Then I had an argument with ppd (Dota 2 pro player) about membership cookies and keeping the room a secret. In another part of the dream, I teleport back to the room by sticking my foot in a urinal... - A Storage Wars-like show starring the Build Team from Mythbusters. At one point I 'jumped' into the dream and touched a red car. 1/12/15 - A PE class held in my elementary school. Another dreamlet where I am in some very small faculty room. 1/13/15 - LUCID #5: I was in my room with Merlini (Dota 2 caster) and I sensed something was up. We had a discussion about how I was possibly experiencing a dream, and he was saying it was all real. I was not convinced so I tried to jump out of the window to fly but Merlini stopped me. Then I became fully lucid as I gave a compelling argument to him how it was a dream. Then I walked around the house and observed my surroundings, but then I started to ask my family silly questions just for fun. 1/15/15 - A remix of Counting Stars and some church choir song playing on a local music channel. - A news reporter giving a speech about typhoons and how "things will happen whether we like it or not." - In my province house brushing a Fluttershy (MLP:FiM main character) doll with a red mane. - Playing Dota 2, wrecking face with Ember Spirit! 1/16/15 - Badminton with some people I've never met IWL. 1/17/15 - Sex. Yup. 1/18/15 - A guy called Sir M. giving me a lecture in a bedroom (not mine). - Two non-consecutive false awakenings... - An epic class session/field trip that felt like 6 hours in the dream. I was with a class of total strangers, and we went to all sorts of weird places in an urban setting. 1/19/15 - False awakening in my parents' bedroom. - Eating potato chips in college campus. - Another epic dream; this one felt like 2 hours. I was with a group of friends roaming around the city. We spent lots of time trying to find a place to eat. One of us suggested a fastfood restaurant (KFC/McDonalds?) but another one warned against it because he said the ingredients of the burgers are disgusting. - A sad Disney-like movie about letting go of your childhood and growing up. Steve from Blues Clues was there. I felt like crying during the dream... 1/20/15 - An argument with my mom... it ended with me saying "Do it better or don't say it at all!" 1/22/15 - Exiting some dome-shaped building after exams, then celebrating in the mall with some iced tea. 1/24/15 - A cartoon about some neurotic cats. The visuals looked very similar to Oggy and the Cockroaches. - Something about amusement parks and being irresponsible... - Processing a class cancellation for college. 1/25/15 - A grand resort festival held by my college! Part of the resort was a full-blown water party, but the other part was full of people using their laptops! (Aren't they worried their laptops might get wet? =P) 1/26/15 - LUCID #6: My parents drop me and my sister off at a sky castle. My sister runs off, while I just stay in the lobby of the castle to fix my laptop. I reset it several times, then I start resetting it in some bathroom. I become lucid, and wake up immediately but was able to chain using DEILD/FILD. I enter a lucid false awakening; nothing interesting except for a mini-Fluttershy that my sister insisted was a dog... 1/28/15 - I'm inside a house wearing only a towel. I roamed around looking for clothes, then I went outside, crossed the street and went inside another house and found a box with a jersey set and some stickers based on Starladder (Dota 2 tournament). I wore the jersey set and it was very tight. Later in the dream, in the tournament proper, I place one sticker on a bulletin board near the commentator panel. 1/29/15 - Playing Christmas-themed 1stGen-style Pokemon and Arteezy (another Dota 2 player) giving me game tips. - Talking with my family about the tragic nature of the circle of life; I was even telling them a metaphor about a rabbit and some predator animal... then I notice Dendi (yet another Dota 2 player...) is in the room with us. - A fragment about the Altador Cup, an event on a browser game site (Neopets) that I used to play as a kid. 1/30/15 - Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory getting insulted by someone who feels like his boss. 1/31/15 - A crazy sitcom set in Heaven, with me, my dad, some male angels, and God (who is apparently actually a girl angel in disguise) as characters. - A crazy food fight in a restaurant, where food from thrown bowls explode violently. Afterthoughts: Haha, I went overboard with some of those entries... I'll make sure to be more concise for the next monthly summaries. 3 lucids this month! If my memory serves me correct, I had one lucid last November, and two last December. LD mastery, here I come! Also, I should watch less Dota games...
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