FRAGMENT | FULL NON-LUCID | LUCID If there's no entry for a particular day, either I wasn't able to recall anything or didn't write it in my journal. 1/1/15 - A pair of anime girls tried to screw me in a hotel O_O - Afternoon nap: A stroll in the city with some college acquaintances. 1/2/15 - A PowerPuff Girls video game where you control Mojo Jojo. 1/4/15 - LUCID #4: False awakening turned into a room defense against firebats trying to get in through the window (I ice-blasted them out of the sky!) and a pair of Walking Dead-like zombies that went in through the door. I summoned an energy blade and tried to Omnislash them to pieces, but they were unscathed and one of them reacted with an unenthusiastic "eh." 1/5/15 - Having sex with a girl in a bathroom in a boat, then later on escorting that girl home... 1/10/15 - Riding a tricycle from my elementary school to my home. A friend of mine was sleeping in my room, which looked like it was undergoing some sort of renovation. He woke up and he let me sleep in my bed. - Afternoon nap: My dad drives me and some relatives to our province home. I roam around the house for what felt like a few minutes. Didn't really see anything interesting. - Afternoon nap: In a resort, some of my younger cousins went to slide into a whirlpool of terror! I also went down the slide in hopes of catching up to them and save them from danger, but it was too late. My body was violently churned around the whirlpool, then I teleported to another pool where I was being drowned by one of my cousins! He was pushing me down with his foot to the bottom of the pool to prevent me from breathing (for a few moments I could actually breathe; should have noticed =P). Eventually he went away and I was able to catch my breath. 1/11/15 - Walking around inside a mall with no pants on... - Inside the same mall above, I've been invited to some secret 'all-boys room' which was full of cubicles occupied by guys using their laptops. There's also a table full of food. Then I had an argument with ppd (Dota 2 pro player) about membership cookies and keeping the room a secret. In another part of the dream, I teleport back to the room by sticking my foot in a urinal... - A Storage Wars-like show starring the Build Team from Mythbusters. At one point I 'jumped' into the dream and touched a red car. 1/12/15 - A PE class held in my elementary school. Another dreamlet where I am in some very small faculty room. 1/13/15 - LUCID #5: I was in my room with Merlini (Dota 2 caster) and I sensed something was up. We had a discussion about how I was possibly experiencing a dream, and he was saying it was all real. I was not convinced so I tried to jump out of the window to fly but Merlini stopped me. Then I became fully lucid as I gave a compelling argument to him how it was a dream. Then I walked around the house and observed my surroundings, but then I started to ask my family silly questions just for fun. 1/15/15 - A remix of Counting Stars and some church choir song playing on a local music channel. - A news reporter giving a speech about typhoons and how "things will happen whether we like it or not." - In my province house brushing a Fluttershy (MLP:FiM main character) doll with a red mane. - Playing Dota 2, wrecking face with Ember Spirit! 1/16/15 - Badminton with some people I've never met IWL. 1/17/15 - Sex. Yup. 1/18/15 - A guy called Sir M. giving me a lecture in a bedroom (not mine). - Two non-consecutive false awakenings... - An epic class session/field trip that felt like 6 hours in the dream. I was with a class of total strangers, and we went to all sorts of weird places in an urban setting. 1/19/15 - False awakening in my parents' bedroom. - Eating potato chips in college campus. - Another epic dream; this one felt like 2 hours. I was with a group of friends roaming around the city. We spent lots of time trying to find a place to eat. One of us suggested a fastfood restaurant (KFC/McDonalds?) but another one warned against it because he said the ingredients of the burgers are disgusting. - A sad Disney-like movie about letting go of your childhood and growing up. Steve from Blues Clues was there. I felt like crying during the dream... 1/20/15 - An argument with my mom... it ended with me saying "Do it better or don't say it at all!" 1/22/15 - Exiting some dome-shaped building after exams, then celebrating in the mall with some iced tea. 1/24/15 - A cartoon about some neurotic cats. The visuals looked very similar to Oggy and the Cockroaches. - Something about amusement parks and being irresponsible... - Processing a class cancellation for college. 1/25/15 - A grand resort festival held by my college! Part of the resort was a full-blown water party, but the other part was full of people using their laptops! (Aren't they worried their laptops might get wet? =P) 1/26/15 - LUCID #6: My parents drop me and my sister off at a sky castle. My sister runs off, while I just stay in the lobby of the castle to fix my laptop. I reset it several times, then I start resetting it in some bathroom. I become lucid, and wake up immediately but was able to chain using DEILD/FILD. I enter a lucid false awakening; nothing interesting except for a mini-Fluttershy that my sister insisted was a dog... 1/28/15 - I'm inside a house wearing only a towel. I roamed around looking for clothes, then I went outside, crossed the street and went inside another house and found a box with a jersey set and some stickers based on Starladder (Dota 2 tournament). I wore the jersey set and it was very tight. Later in the dream, in the tournament proper, I place one sticker on a bulletin board near the commentator panel. 1/29/15 - Playing Christmas-themed 1stGen-style Pokemon and Arteezy (another Dota 2 player) giving me game tips. - Talking with my family about the tragic nature of the circle of life; I was even telling them a metaphor about a rabbit and some predator animal... then I notice Dendi (yet another Dota 2 player...) is in the room with us. - A fragment about the Altador Cup, an event on a browser game site (Neopets) that I used to play as a kid. 1/30/15 - Sheldon from the Big Bang Theory getting insulted by someone who feels like his boss. 1/31/15 - A crazy sitcom set in Heaven, with me, my dad, some male angels, and God (who is apparently actually a girl angel in disguise) as characters. - A crazy food fight in a restaurant, where food from thrown bowls explode violently. Afterthoughts: Haha, I went overboard with some of those entries... I'll make sure to be more concise for the next monthly summaries. 3 lucids this month! If my memory serves me correct, I had one lucid last November, and two last December. LD mastery, here I come! Also, I should watch less Dota games...
There was a long and particularly drab space travel dream. I was landed on the moon with two other astronauts. One of them was dumping liquid fuel onto the surface of the moon so that our capsule would be lightweight enough to fly home. When I got on the capsule (That was huge on the inside despite being tiny on the inside.) my parents were there, along with many a familiar member of my family. They told me 'Happy 19th birthday' (IWL that isn't for another couple weeks. And they gave me this weird cake. It was like a small loaf of bread and filled with this thick buttery like cream. I didn't really like it and told them when my real party came, I wanted a chocolate cake. I got distracted from the birthday party scene because I had to dock the caupsle with a space station. I got the strangest sense of Deja-vu, as though I had done this in a previous dream or a long time ago. Why does docking with the space station feel farmiliar...? I was watching the superbowl, live from the stadium. The game had just started and the football froze in midair. All of the players started dog-piling and jumping to get at it. "Uh-Oh, looks like that's an illegal anti-gravity ball. Minus 20 points! And *some player* to the time-out square for you!" I realized how absurd this was. (Now IWL, I don't watch sports, and TBH I don't even know the rules of football all that well.) But this was just so strange that I had to be dreaming. I woke up though. I took a leak and then it was WBTB time. I found myself on my bed. (False awakening.) Though my bed was replaced with this odd powder, like finely-ground flour. I realized right away that I was not fully awake. I began to mess with it. I thought that the reason I was in my bed was because I was still partially awake and I shouldn't move too much because I might start to move my waking life body and wake up. At one point, I decided to smell it. It did have a smell, though faint it did smell a bit chalky, sort of like baking soda or flour. I can't say so exactly, but yay for finally smelling something in a dream. ... I was by a lake. My friend pointed out that there were squidfish in the water. I asked him what a squidfish was and he showed me. They were these fish, perhaps a foot long with all of these tentacles on the front of their face. They were carnivorous and ate other smaller fish whole. I then noticed that there were large fat fish swimming around in the air, a few feet above me. I became lucid, but the dream promptly faded. ... There was one other lucid fragment from this morning, but I can't recall what it was, just that there were three frags involving lucidity after my WBTB. I had the number on my mind all morning.
Wed, 28 Jan 2015 I don't remember the dream before this one, but it is connected to the one I am posting. So I'm in a university. The front of the university has a big panorama. I am walking from the right wing to the left wing on the university. There was a car outside which was following my every move. If I moved right it would move right, if I moved left it moved left. I got scared and started running towards the left wing. I told my self that if the car doesn't see me, then it can't follow me, so I fell on the ground on my knees. I looked trough one of the windows and I saw that there was nobody around the car. I slowly moved towards the door. At that moment in which I was going to open the door so I can exit, I saw 2 men coming towards it. I got scared again and I started running. I think he heard me and followed me. I ran to a laboratory of some sort and hide behind a char in the corner. The 2 men entered the room. One of them was touching the desk with the chemicals. They were talking to each other. The one that was right next to me ( I don't know how he didn't see me ) decided to clean the blood out of his knife on my shirt. Aproximatly 5 seconds later the desk with the chemicals started burning and burned the face of the one next to it. I got up pushed him aside and I ran. Now this part of the dream I don't remember very well. I know that I hit one of them with a broken bottle and found him under the shower taking a bath I hit him and I started running towards a shelf filled with cosmetic products. I got a cream and started spraying them with it. I wanted to find a spray so I can spray them in the eyes, but I couldn't there were only perfumes. Right when they were about to catch me the police came and chained them. Some of my friends from another dream were there. There was a police oficer which wanted to ask me some question. I went to him and started explaining and I woke up.
Wed, 29 Oct 2014 I exit my mothers hair saloon and I see my friend, who is a girl which I will call J. She was on the other side of the street so I decided to say hi so I teleported next to her. It seemed like she was talking on the phone, because she told somebody that I teleported next to her. We started walking so I can get back home. She had a purple spray with which she started spraying on stuff. I told her not to and she painted something and put it away. So we said goodbye to eachother with J and I continued back home to my block. I went to unlock the front door when I saw another 2 of my friends sitting around the table, which is right beside our block. They were talking about something. They finished their talk and S. went away. I woke up.
Backing up some dreams that did not make it here on time Mon, 27 Oct 2014 Non lucid So I dreamed that I am in a city that looked like the Vatican. I was wit a woman. She showed me around. She brought me to a very big and beautiful house. The house was black and white. It had a magnificient panorama and in it I saw a gigantic chandelier. I wanted to stay and go in the house, because I was already in the yard of the house. The woman asked me whats wrong. It looked like that we were in a hurry. We went to a street where the buildings were very big. We entered one of them. We went to a very big room. There was another person sitting on the table. We went to him to say hi. The woman then said "Here's your father" and he entered the room. Then the man and my father started talking about some towns here in Bulgaria and I woke up.
02.02.2015Tiny lucid saves the night - Just a flight (DILD) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Morning sex saves the day... could have been the worst night ever, but mornng sex lead to a tiny little falling alseep and triggering a tiny DILD. First DILD(+10 pts) Full Dream (+1 pts) Basic Flying (+4 pts) Stabilize Dream (+1 pts) I was hearing the voice of my wife, or something, not sure, when I realize that we were supposed to wake up, but I might have felt alseep after sex. I laughed because I had done nothing this night (other than having a very good sleep without even waking up once) So I decided to take a flight to make my dream stable. I enjoyed the blueness of the sky when the dream went blurry abruptly and I woke up.
02.02.20152-2-15 Fragments - Truck broke (Non-lucid) NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID Dream Fragment (+0.5) There was some track racing and the trucks also had consciousness. Suddenly, one truck lifted on just the back tires, as was vertically pointing to the sky. One of them had an oil problem due the weird position and broke down.
Morning of February 2, 2015. Monday. At first, I am in a privately owned store that sells primarily older collectable Matchbox cars. The counter is a rectangular area in the center of the large main room with an additional internal area for the owner/cashier who is an older male. I look at the various merchandise, some of which is in square shallow wells in the outer area (over a slightly slanted section) and some of which is more carefully arranged behind glassed-in shelves in lower areas; some of the Matchbox cars with the original box as sold. Many of the die-cast toy cars in the wells are missing smaller areas of paint. In one section, I look at a few different yellow bulldozers, Ground Grinders, and cranes. I pick up one that looks just like a Taylor Jumbo Crane number 11 from the 1960s. (There are also Dodge Crane Trucks and several others.) I get a false memory of it being from the 1970s, but the man mentions something about “optical illusions” when I talk about it and the invalid associated time period (but using a different term, I believe) and I look underneath to see the date 1989 appearing three times in close proximity, including the copyright symbol. There are other people in the store including two unknown girls that seem to be shopping together. I eventually notice that there is a large flat screen television near the front of the store. It is showing an adult movie but of which is supposedly only a television show (of which I do not know the name of). A lovemaking scene is apparently beginning, but the man’s erection is actually an artificial device but which is otherwise somewhat realistic (and seems to “operate” somewhat like a miniature crane) - this being done relative to some sort of television standard where certain things cannot be shown. This still does not make much sense to me and is apparently a violation of the broadcasting law even as it is. The girls laugh, though more in shock and surprise at the show even though there is no actual nudity. From here, there is an attempt to rob the store, it seems. The door is then actually locked from the inside with the present customers still in the store - which implies that the store owner must have known that the criminal was already on his way. Being somewhat concerned about this seemingly powerful burglar eventually breaking down the door as he pounds and pushes upon it (apparently with superhuman strength), I use some sort of ability to turn everything into steel including the door and doorway being one solid section. There is a slight shift and I am outside in the same part of town and a man (perhaps the same robber) makes an announcement, shouting “not everyone here is human” (as if trying to divulge a conspiracy to all the members of the public in the area). “You got that right,” I say (emphasis on “that”) as I immediately effortlessly fly upwards into the sky (seemingly being the only one in the region who is “not human”), doing this too quickly for anyone else to pose a threat. After flying around for awhile and enjoying the scenery, I land back near the same area. For some reason, I am aware of the robber being a part of a street gang and there being some sort of turf war. I decide to damage “his” area of the street, which is across the street from the store from the first part of my dream. I lift my hand and cause machine gun fire to spray the entire length of buildings on that side of the street. There is no gun; the bullets are just materializing from the motions of my right hand and putting large holes in all the buildings, with a lot of noise. Later, my wife and another (unknown) female get out of a convertible and have a meal in one of the bullet-ridden restaurants. As I was the one who had done this, I do not feel wary in joining them at a small round wooden table (we are the only ones there other than the owner). The scene shifts again and I am flying northwards over La Crosse. I fly into the back area of the King Street boarding house, up and over the back stairs, flying through the hallway. Now flying somewhat slowly, I see my wife in the hallway, as she had been looking for me. “Pardon me, just passing through,” I say to the other tenants. She smiles up at me and we leave through the front entrance, her walking down the steps though I am still flying slowly until we leave the building. Finally we are all sitting in a convertible. My wife (the implied driver) is in the front seat with the other female and I have transformed into the Silver Surfer, sitting in the back seat behind my wife. However, we are all now sleeping until some sort of (scheduled?) event begins in a week or so, which seems related to a new Marvel movie. I soon look at myself (seeing my face as the Silver Surfer’s from semi-disembodiment perspective) and think about waking up and do, even though I was not lucid at any point throughout my dream.
Saturday Night: I became lucid at the end of a nightmare and tried to change what happened by restarting the dream, but I woke up instead. Sunday Night: DILD #1 I was in a fancy restaurant with Dreamer. We were lying down on a secret upper platform that was covered in a silky, pink blanket and plush pillows. Spoiler for Slightly Sexy Scene: She was lying in a particularly sexy position, revealing her red knickers under her short, black dress. I slowly reached my hand up her thigh until my hand was caressing her bum. I was concerned that everybody in the restaurant could see what we were doing but we were in a somewhat secluded spot. I reached inside her knickers and some sexy stuff ensued. She said to me, "We have the best seat in the house." I nodded my head in agreement, then she clumsily fell off the side of our platform and onto a table where a nice elderly couple were eating their dinner. I looked down and saw two Dreamers. I looked back and forth between them with my mouth agape in shock and excitement. I then did a noseplug RC and air went through. I grabbed the hand of the real Dreamer and we took off flying. I woke up, DEILD'd back in. I was still flying with her except we were outside of an epic sized shopping mall. She remarked to me that my dreams were quite short compared to hers. I sadly agreed that they had been very short lately. We landed and I used my super leg muscles to jump super long distances, all over the top of the cementlike shopping centre structure. I was like a human grasshopper. Woke up into a false awakening. DILD #2 I had been talking with dreamer for a while about, I don't know what. But eventually I remembered that I needed to do an RC after waking up to make sure it was real. I did a nose plug RC and air went through again. I then took her hand and we went flying again and I moved some stuff around with my mind powers for fun before waking up. WILD I had been trying to WILD for what felt like ages when I finally got into a dream, I did a closed mouth RC to make sure and air went through. I got really excited then woke up immediately. DILD #3 I had become lucid while talking to Joffrey, he was telling me that he was a master at dream control and I challenged him to show me something. He refused though and then I woke up pretty quickly. DILD #4 I was talking to an old friend from high school when I realized that I was in a dream again. Dreamer was with me. I took her hand and we went flying towards these ancient ruins of an industrial city. Woke up before we got there. DILD #5 I was in another dream with Joffrey. He was the same character except we were in another room that was brightly lit with warm light pouring through a few windows. I remember how pretty it was to see the light illuminating the red wood floor. I was watching some show with Joffrey when I decided that I wanted to change the channel. I tried to change it with telekinesis but it wouldn't work, I became frustrated and realized that I was being ridiculous and I should do some cool dream control stuff for fun and to farm points. I looked at these playing cards that were scattered across the floor and made them all fly up into the air. I made the cards fly in a circular pattern above me before making them fly off in all different directions. I then looked at B-Dog, who was lying on a bed, and tried to make time slow down for him. Wasn't working. I then tried to make time speed up. B-Dog began to lick himself and move very quickly. I returned time to the normal speed and I could hear the ticking of a clock slowing down while I was doing it. I then walked over to Joffrey, turned off the TV from his keyboard by pressing the space bar, and then told him to stab me with a pen because I was invincible!! He did it and I laughed at him. I then told him to give me some of the chocolate and raspberries that he was eating. He refused. I tried to make him with mind control, but it didn't work. I got frustrated and then grabbed the chocolate and raspberries and shoved them in my mouth, YUMMMMm. His drone/slave DC walked in and started talking to him. I could feel the dream starting to end so I made fireballs appear in my hands and I juggled them in the air then threw them at the walls. Note: Before this night I had tried something different from my usual mantra. Instead of trying to feel as though I was in a dream while repeating words, I instead repeated the phrase, "I am dreaming" about 30 times while trying very hard to remember it. I felt like I was trying to memorize something, I was trying really hard not to forget. I also combined that with Dreamer's awesome daytime method for having super long lucid dreams, but I didn't do it right.
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It was the first day back at school. I was laying down on the warm carpet floor with my back against the wall inside an office-like building. I stood right next to the classroom door, which was only a few inches away. Me and the other 15 or so individual students were waiting near the entrance waiting for our teacher to open up the door. I stood there observing the environment around me, absorbing the same depressing, atmospheric feeling of the first day of school. One of the students walked up to me, a girl. She stand down right next to me and, if I remember correctly, she asked me if there was anything wrong. I don't remember what I said to her. When the time finally came, a moment difficult for me to recall, the door opened and we were all able to walk in to the class. I got back up on my feet and slowly walked through the doorway. The crowd of the students followed. As I was walking in to the classroom, I noticed a similarity of what I had seen in one of my previous dreams. The same classroom layout. Every single object within the room looked exactly like it did the last time I was here. Everything was in order. The desks, walls, carpet, and window were all recycled elements of my past. I never questioned whether I was dreaming or not. As everyone was deciding where going to sit for the rest of the year, I quickly walked over to one of the tables laid out just right next to the front podium of the teacher's work area. I sat down facing her right side. I waited there for a few seconds and then a few other students decided to sit at the table. I stared at the front of the class and waited for the teacher's introduction. When the whole class was set and everyone placed in their seats, the instructor begun teaching. I looked up at her and realized the person teaching us was going to be Mrs. Kelly, an old science teacher back at high school. I wasn't sure whether I was die of boredom or see something in class I probably have never seen before. As soon as she started talking to the class, she already started pointing out the different meanings of each term that was laid out on the overhead projected just behind her podium. I sat there in my seat wondering when she was going to be done teaching. My eyes began drowsing off to sleep. That's when I questioned whether or not the subject material she was teaching us was boring or not. I spent a couple of seconds trying to focus on what she was actually talking about. After a few more seconds of listening to her, I begun understanding what she was actually talking about, making learning a little bit better for me.
a girl was dreaming of meeting somthing she couldnt understand so she laugh at it she didnt understand why she was laughing and as the evil consume her heart her most eternal fears and horror will laugh at her for eternity
1. I was at the neighborhood park with my friends Dylan, Alex, and Andrew. The sky was overcast and also quite dark; I could tell that it was about to rain. Dylan parked his car in a parking spot and we all got out. Alex brought a huge paper plane with him, and he was going to throw it. I looked to where the park normally is, but this time it wasn't there. Instead, in its place was a white 3 story building. Alex tells us that he is going to throw it to the top of this building. We all watch him as he does so, and as it flies out of his hands, it soars up into the air and goes to the top of the building. Once it gets to the top of the building it goes down into a cylinder and into the building. "Great job Alex. Now we have to go get it" I say. We all walk to the building only to find that there is no entrance into it. Since the plane went in through the roof of the building, I knew that there had to be a way in up top. I start climbing the building, and my friends follow. Since the building doesn't just go straight up, and has more of a block style type of architecture, climbing it is fairly easy. After a minute or two we all get to the top and we see where the plane went in. We also find a door, so we go in this way. As we walk inside, I notice that the entire building is completely abandoned. All in the interior of this building were offices. Everything was a mess though. Some lights were blown out, papers were everywhere, and the floor was covered in broken items. We start walking around, and as we do we discover where the cylinder comes into the building. I go directly under it and look up into the cylinder. In it I can see a red circle that has some sort of symbol on it, and it covers the entire circumference of the cylinder perfectly. Somehow the plane must have had enough force to push through it. I pick up the paper plane that is lying on the ground right next to me, and I inspect it to see why it flew the way it did. Immediately I see that Alex had folded the wings wrong. He folded them to where they curved down a bit, and it looked weird. "This is why it flew like crap Alex; you folded the wings the wrong way" I told him. "No dude, that's how it's supposed to be" he replies. I don't really care anymore either way; it's no big deal. I drop the plane. As it hits the ground I look to my right and see Andrew sitting on the ground next to alot of broken stuff. After this, me and Dylan leave the building, and Alex and Andrew decide to stay. Me and Dylan both get in his car and we leave. "Lets get out of here man and go chill at your house" I say. We pull out of the parking lot and as we stop at the stop sign Dylan asks me, "Crap, which way is my house dude?". "To the left" I tell him. I don't realize how odd this is at the time. Dylan turns left and starts driving home. On the way home, I spot ahead of us a guy in a black suit holding a gun. He starts aiming at us as we get closer to him. "Holy crap Dylan, that guy has a gun. Speed up and pass him so he can't shoot us" I tell him. "Holy shit dude, he does" Dylan says as he speeds up and passes the guy. I realize that we could get a ticket for speeding, but my life is more important to me so I don't care. I feel at ease once we pass him, until I spot another guy also wearing suit and holding a gun. He too starts to aim at us as we get closer. "Dylan" I say, but I don't have to say anything else because he already sees him and speeds up to 80 miles an hour. We pass the 2nd guy safely and continue on our way home. 2. I was in some sort of hallway, and it was kind of dark. The lights that were in this hallway were a dirty yellow, and that's the only light that shined. I was sitting down leaning against the wall. A small boy and his mother were sitting to my right. I pull out my phone and get on this app called "Hot or Not" and start playing it. Instantly, a really attractive girl pops up on the app. She has a picture of her ass in short white shorts. In the picture she is also wearing a purple and white striped long-sleeved t-shirt. Being aroused by her picture, I give her a heart(a heart signifies that I rated her hot). Just then, the little boy sitting to my right sees her on the screen and tells me, "That girl is right around the corner if you want to see her". I get up and walk down the curved hallway. A little ways down I see the girl, and she is in the exact same position as she is in her picture from the app. I go up behind her, and knowing that she also found me mutually attractive, I grab her ass with both of my hands. As I do so she lets out a soft moan. Immediately things get hot and sweaty and we both get on the ground. I pull off her shorts and panties and start fingering her. About 5 seconds into fingering her I realize that her vagina was pretty dry. I pull my fingers out and get them wet with my own saliva. After that, I take the same two fingers that I had put in her before, my middle finger and my index finger, and start fingering her again. Her moans signify that she is indeed feeling intense pleasure. This is where things gets saucy. Suddenly the girl pulls out a sauce packet of brown sauce. She opens the packet and pours it all over her vagina. Now there is a mysterious brown sauce all over my fingers, and quite frankly, its making me wonder if I made a mistake by hooking up with this girl. Out of no where the girl pulls out 4 hot dogs sausages, and starts inserting them into her vagina, and my fingers are still in her. Now I feel sauce running through my fingers, and hot dogs wieners. Eventually I decide that she has had enough fingering and I bring out my "sausage" for the real deal. I insert it into and things get going. She starts moaning louder and stuff. After a while of this, I tell her that I am about to release it, and she says that she is going to give me a blow job now. I pull myself out of her and she gets off of the ground to come and do her job. As she does so, she sucks on one of my feet for a second, and I have no idea why. A fetish of hers I guess? As she gets on her knees in front of me I tell her, "This should go pretty fast. I am already about to -you know-". "I know" she says. I try grabbing her ass while she starts sucking me, but I realize that that isn't going to work because of the position we are in. Suddenly my vision sort of "zooms out" in a sense, and everything goes into a sort of "movie watching" mode. I am now watching the girl giving me a bj, but it's like I'm watching a porno or something. This really pisses me off. Now I find myself inside of my room on my laptop. Suddenly the video stops and I am now navigating through a website. I scroll down the page past the video, and there is nothing else on the page besides the default website background which is a gray brick wall that is sitting in a huge warehouse that is quite dark. What am I supposed to do now? Suddenly the websites background comes to life and I find myself in a huge warehouse standing in front of a gray brick wall and its relatively dark. I look at the wall more closely and see that there are shadows on the wall. The shadows are all along the entire length of the wall, and each shadow is different. I look around and notice that there are other people standing to my right and left and all along the wall, also looking at these shadows. I feel something in my hands, so I open them up and see a small Pokemon looking action figure in my hand. "You're supposed to match them up with the right shadow and place them against the shadow, and it will make that shadow glow and create the image of the creature" a guy next to me says. The action figure that I have in my hand at the moment is a green turtle. I go up to the shadow that matches it, place it against the wall. and the shadow starts glowing green and an image of the turtle fills the entire shadow. "Why is mine not working?" a nerdy guy to the left of me says. I look at him and as he places his creature against the wall, nothing happens. He goes up to me and repeats his question. "I don't know dude, that sucks" I say to him. I get more action figures and match them to their shadow and look at the images they create and the glow they create. 3. I was in an auto parts shop. The floor was gray and the walls were red. Everything that was being sold looked kind of rusty and old. I went up to the counter where a employee was standing and asked what he had that was new. "Oh, let me show you something. Follow me back here" he said. The employee I was talking too was fully Asian and was wearing glasses. I follow him back behind the counter and he leads me to a bucket full of rusty screws. "These are the most advanced things on the market right now. They are top secret and nobody knows how powerful they are. I look at the screws trying to figure out what is so special about them. Just then, two guys walk into the store and come behind the counter, and I know both of them. One of the guys is Addison, and the other one is Chris. I don't like either of them. They see the secret screws and each of them asks for one for free. The Asian guy pulls out one screw for each of them and hands it to them. Now I knew that these had something special about them, but I didn't know what it was. Since the two guys behind me asked for one and seemed really anxious to get one so I told the Asian guy, "You know what, give me on of those screws too". He pulls out a screw and hands it to me. I look at the screw closely and then put it in my pocket. After that, the Asian guy gets up and walks back to the counter. I stay kneeling on the ground, just looking at the rest of the secret screws. I stared at the orange bucket full of rusty screws for a good minute or so, and then I finally got up and walked back behind the counter. I started talking to the Asian guy again, just chilling, when suddenly alot of guys start coming into the store. ALOT of guys started coming in. I thought that some kind of party was being held here, so I stayed to see what was going on. As I leaned over against the counter, I kept an eye on who came in through the door. Up until now, everybody inside the store was a guy, and they were just talking to each other. Suddenly I spot two girls that walk in through the door. "Oh God, they're going to think this is some kind of sausage fest" I think to myself. A huge group of about 15-20 guys are surrounding the girls, and they aren't attractive so I can't figure out why. Suddenly, that entire group goes outside through another door to the right of the entrance, where the patio of the store is located. I notice that some high-beat music has started to play. I look outside at the group with two girls, and the girls, along with the 20 guys with them, start dancing in sync. The music that's playing in the store isn't even that loud, so I wonder how they can hear the music from outside. What music are they listening too? They were all in perfect sync, like they were some sort of dance crew. It was odd. On top of that, all of the people dancing were also looking at me. 4. I was with my friends Dylan and Patrick, and Dylan had just parked his car in some random person's driveway, and it's also night time. We all get out of the car and just chill. Suddenly an alarm starts sounding that sounds like its filling the entire sky. I told Dylan and Pat that we needed to get out of here, and they agreed. We all got in Dylan's car and drove off. 5. I was in my car and my dad was in my mom's car with my mom. We were driving like a convoy to McDonald's. Nobody was in my car with me. As I drove, I saw the McDonald's sign not far ahead. I keep driving towards it. I hit a red light at an intersection, and as I stop, my parents stop right next to me in the lane next to me. The light turns green and I floor the accelerator and take off. I smash into a brown van in front of me as I do so. I remember thinking, "Wow we missed our turn for McDonald's".
2/1/2015 Non-lucid 2:00PM Sunday nap I'm talking to Ivy via Facebook. "I really want to meet you. " I tell her. She says, "Yes, I know. Do you know Robbie?" "Yes." "Good. I'll be coming to his newest show." "You will?! I'm going to be there!" "Then, we'll be able to meet. When you see me, please call me Jeneane." "I can't wait to meet you, Jeneane!" Then, I'm in a dark room, with a window on the closed door. Two people are talking on the other side. The room looks like it's outside, but I know it's inside. There's a campfire burning on the floor. Trees are growing out of the ground. Some stumps serve as benches. This is where Robbie's play will be! I decide to walk through the trees to get out. I only walk a few steps before noticing how dark it is ahead of me. I get scared. I get a feeling that if I walk any further, something will happen to me. I yell "Hey guys!" The two outside look in through the window. "Open the door! Let me out!" They shake their heads. The scene changes. I'm at the beach, on a dock. Below me, someone is projecting 'Finding Nemo' into the water, so it looks like they're swimming right in front of me. I walk off the dock and see a woman in a lounge chair. Then, I wake up.
I discover I was in another building, I notice the front door to this place and open it to find myself outside next to a yellow lamppost. It appeared to be night, next to it I manage to see another building and my mother returning at the beginning of the road. This house lock was already open, I decided to enter inside and close the door. There was no lights except for a little lamp on a black desk. I then heard a lot of loud banging on the door that I had just lock. I peek through the blinds to see who it was but could not see properly. I then open the door suspecting it to be my mother. However I discover it was no one and quickly after I have a FA. I woke up and realize what has happen before. I observe the room to see if there was anything wrong. I notice that the tv was hook up highly against the wall. I then began thinking that the chances this is a dream are great, suddenly I could feel myself waking up. Lucidity Time: 5 seconds
I'm giving a woman a ride somewhere in a carriage, and when she's gotten settled I knock on the wall twice and we start moving. I go to lower the curtains on the windows, and as I do I catch sight of her fiance out on the street, obviously looking for her. She's already made it clear she doesn't want to be found at this moment. As I'm looking at him I'm struck again by how incredibly dull he seems. I say to her, "On God's green earth, what do you see in him?" I gave up my chance with her so I have no right to judge the man she chose, but still - him? She says, "On God's green earth, I won't let you steal my plan. I can't." Either she has drastically changed the subject or else I've drastically misunderstood their relationship - either way, I have no idea what she's talking about. Just then, her fiance spots us - I should have lowered that curtain - and he shouts her name, Ephigenia. He is being ridiculously overdramatic, people will think I'm kidnapping her. (Woke up. Back to sleep.) Disembodied, I'm watching my son be interrogated by a pair of policemen. We don't have any legal ties under my present identity, at his insistence - he's old enough now that we look the same age, so adopting him again wouldn't have been practical, but I'd wanted to arrange something, and he'd refused. I'm particularly annoyed about that now, when a legal connection would come in handy. They've accused him and his sister - his biological sister, I didn't raise her, hadn't known she was alive until just now - of murder, and he's been repeatedly telling them he's innocent, but they've just produced an audio recording of what is clearly his voice stating that "we" - he and his sister - have been waiting for this since he was nine years old. As I hear the recording, I see a mental image of him at the moment he spoke those words, with a man tied up in front of them. Up until this moment I'd believed he was innocent. Back in the interrogation room, he's insisting that the voice on the recorder isn't his, but he's clearly fooling no one. They've been letting him tell his story, knowing he was lying the entire time. I've heard enough. I remove my awareness from the interrogation room. Back in my body, I'm standing in my son's apartment - a tiny studio with a mattress on the floor, cluttered with random piles of clothes and other things. He wasn't doing well. I'm extremely annoyed about this situation - he'd betrayed me, he'd made it clear he was going to cause trouble for me, but for him to simply be removed from the situation like this by unrelated people, that doesn't sit right with me. (Woke up. Back to sleep.) I'm running - as fast as I can manage, which isn't very - along a snow-covered mountain path, trying to hold my throat closed as much as possible. I'm wearing black leather gloves, the blood blends in very well. This isn't the first time I've had my throat slit, so at least this time I know my voice will come back eventually - just the memory of how frightening it had been the first time I had my throat slit still makes me uncomfortable. It's still incredibly inconvenient until it heals. One of my least favorite ways to 'die.' I'm thinking about the man who 'killed' me - a soldier on the same side I am. I don't know why he did this - he enjoys violence in general, so I'm hoping it was just something personal and not something larger I'd have to worry about. Thinking about that man's possible motivations prompts a scene change. I'm peeling an orange as a visitor goes upstairs to meet with that man who'll slit my throat. I can hear the sound of an opera recording on the phonograph, and I warned the visitor that it's best not to interrupt while he's listening to his music - I didn't say this, but I'm pretty sure opera is the only thing that man loves aside from violence - but the visitor ignored me. Shortly later I hear the visitor scream. I'm looking at a painting with the artist beside me. St. George and the dragon - I recognize that the dragon is meant to be myself. After noticing that, I recognize who St. George is meant to represent too. I say to her, very slowly and deliberately, "George can't save you." Whether I can do anything for her either isn't certain, but "George" definitely can't, despite what he believes.
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