26/5/16 Dream 1: I was at university talking with a group of older students about how the workload changes as the years go on and stuff like that.
On one night: >Reading a book; >A big bird (not the one from Sesame Street) that could eat other birds. 26 May: A prayer showed up, but I changed it.
1. I hold my awareness through the 'sinking' feeling and stand up with my dream body once I feel I am ready. I find myself in a very dim room resembling my bedroom, yet with a longer extension to the left. I consider where to go, then decide to head through the window to the right and explore outside a bit. I find my way onto the wooden porch attached with a small set of stairs descending to the left. A small yard area with vivid green grass lays beyond. I walk a bit farther and notice that the area I'm in resembles a lodge of sorts. The building is mostly a darker red color, constructed of wood, with many rooms on various levels. I head toward the lawn then look to my left and see a large white square door. I continue on thinking about what I should do in this dream as I make a bit of progress toward the door. I feel the heavy feeling -similar to the last dream - holding me back; it feels like a strong resistance is hindering my movement. I remind myself that it's just a dream, and that everything is taking place in my mind in dream space - I can just will myself forward. I look to the left and notice a turning staircase connecting the various entrance ways to the bi-level lodge. I engage the five senses once again at this point. I continue my way floating up the staircase and head to go into one of the upper level rooms to explore. White light is spilling from under the doorway. I phase through the door and enter the room which is very dark. I quickly enter a void, but am determined to hold awareness through. I engage as many senses as I can, and maintain strong sense of hearing on many birds chirping. The scene begins to appear,and I make my way through a wall. 2. I wake up, hold completely still, recall the last dream, and feel I can enter another LD by relaxing my body once again. I relax and 'sink' until I feel that I have control of a dream body then stand up and walk to the foot of the bed. I do a jumping jack spontaneously to engage my sense of kinesthetics. I begin to head through the nearest wall, and try to imagine myself heading into a natural setting at this point. The dream is not taking me anywhere, and I reason that I don't have a dream incubated within my mind - I think back to Sageous's posts about having a dream 'on tap'. I continue to fall in this void state. 3. I wake up (yet am not fully sure if it was a real or false awakening). I continue the same sinking process from the previous dream, and once again stand up and begin to move around a room closely resembling the previous one. The dream quickly fades and I wake up.
Updated 05-31-2016 at 05:25 PM by 50425
I continue the 'sinking' of my body into the bed, feeling that I can transition to a lucid from this point. I soon find myself standing in a slightly lit bedroom resembling my parents' bedroom in my childhood home. I'm staring at the master bed with dark golden sheets - dim sunlight is coming through the window to the right. I see somebody sleeping, then see a DC which appears to be a younger version of my mom sit up in the bed slowly, eyes fixed on me. I decide not to approach, and instead back out of the room, thinking to myself 'well, that's creepy..'. I head out to the hallway and peer over the banister. The dream space feels very 'thick', almost as thoguh I am moving through glue. I think back to my dream goal and a convo with OneUp the night before, and immediately begin engaging my 5 senses. The dream begins to stabilize a great deal, and I feel I have some control over the length at this point. I stare ahead at the arched window on the 2nd floor wall as well as the door. It's light outside, but I decide not to take this route. Instead I decide to fall back through the wall, and imagine a forest scene as I fall. I continue in a void state for a bit waiting for a scene to emerge, yet nothing comes for a bit. I simply allow the dream to re-form instead of forcing a scene. I reappear in the hallway and decide to float through the wall with the door and window. I fly through and begin engaging my 5 senses again, and am happy with the time extension as I begin to make my way through the front yard, walking and flying low to the ground. I try to feel my breaths, pay attention to the tastes in my mouth, see the colors, and listen to the birds all at the same time. After doing this for a couple minutes, the dream quickly goes void and transition to a FA which only lasts 1-2 seconds before I regain lucidity.
Updated 05-27-2016 at 01:30 AM by 50425
D1 - F & E are using different methods to do some magic but it is silly as they are not in the right environment to practise it. D2 - Outside a workplace, it looks a bit like a tourist agency. The windows are floor to ceiling and there are lots of posters on the windows. I need to get inside to get hold of a box containing some sort of technology, heaven knows why, but it is urgent. Unfortunately I am ashamed at needing to and do not want to approach the manager there. I wait outside and when some office workers appear, I follow them, they are suited. They go to another entrance further along and I am disappointed as this won't enable me access. I secretly use my powers to teleport the box outside to where I am standing. I open the cardboard box and rumage through it. There is a big white main bit and lots of smaller components. I find to smallish cuboid bits wholed out, with some metal bits inside and start to make measurements that I need to aquire. I sense the manager is returning to the office and will notice it is missing. Not wanting to be found outside with the box, I embarressingly enter the office. The employees suspect nothing, as I have been there before, and I am able to wander through to a back room where the box should be. I continue to examine things. For some reason the box is now much larger as I worry about the bosses return, and is filled with clothing. It is women's clothing, lots of dresses. There is also a military uniform, looking very seargent pepperesque. I feel this last item will endear me to the boss, who is female and has military connections. The boss a lady with tussled greyish silver hair and glasses with thin frames, enters and makes her way towards where I am. I wake up Oo. [comment] The glass which is a dream sign, I think maybe relates to feeling fearful of exposing my true self to the world Also I am about to go on holiday, so maybe why the travel agents
D 1: I was getting a tour of my new place I was moving into. It was on the second floor with a bunch of young women. It was like I was younger. It was a huge layout. The rooms were close together. The theme was like New Orleans merged with tropical houses all pastel greens & such. There were were probably 20 plus bedrooms & a giant common area. I kept thinking that if I have sex people will hear me, lol. This kind of dream is reoccurring because I spent 2 yrs in a group home & in my 20's U spent many trips to a women's safe house & the other side for drug addiction. I had a meth addiction. But unlike most people it was because I with an abusive man & now I hate the idea of anything that makes me feel like I'm on any kind of upper because it reminds of my ex. D 2: I was in a car with an ex-boyfriend whom I only dated a while because we were better off as friends in real life. I lied to him & told him I wasn't married when he asked but then he saw my ring & knew I was lying. The ring was my now wedding ring & then my husband called in real life to wake me up for me to go shopping.
I started this all out at the hunt camp. I was there with Jake and Gramma, and we were having a lovely time. I realized that there was an invisible line stopping me from going too far across the river or anything. That pissed me off and made no sense wo when I looked down there was a plastic fence like at ski hills. I looked for the ideal place to cut the rope but found an opening. I went through and it lead me to a chalet area that was being seriously developed. There was a bridge with all sorts of people and vehicles crossing it, and I got on it. Mid way I checked instagram and saw a post about athletes, it was a skier at the top of a mountain with bloody feet, that said "Sipping coffee in your pajama's is nice" or something like that in a sarcastic way. I was inspired, and started looking closer and closer at that image until I was there. I was at the top of the mountain, and the skiier was not an athlete but an old woman with no idea where she was. My mom was with me and we were basically riding on her back. She started skiing down while carrying us and we were talking about the pilot brew system at work, and I said that if we brewed whatever beer was available at the chalet in our tanks that it would be 10 times better than the original. We hit the bottom and I got off. I went back to the hunt camp to get gramma and take her to the movies. We started walking up the bridge and I saw this weird animated diagram of how people on bikes could just ride on top of all the other vehicles and peoples heads on the bridge, and then I was in the theater. I was wasling around there alone after the animation finished when I saw Summer from elementary school. She ran up and hugged me and I should have RC'd right there. She wanted me to get her in to see Green Room underage, and I was not feeling that movie at all. I wandered around the theater with her for a while until I found my brother, and we all went to find a better flick. We cut through the star wars theater, and I was thinking how amazing it was it was still playing. In the theater was a Sikh couple. Jake accidentally bumped the wifes leg and she called him slutty. I said what the fuck did you call him, she said "clumsy" and I felt so bad, I apologized until they liked me. This was a surreal moment where I had to really think about what to say and I could have RC'd there though there were no triggers for it. After I left that star wars theater shit got weird. JJ showed up and asked me who my favourite actor is. I said John Goodman because of 10 CLoverfield Lane (not my fav but a great performance) and then suddenly he and a beautiful blonde were in the hall, and began acting out a scene from the film. The scene isn't really in the movie, but it fits the theme. He is having a shitty day or something and starts to break down on the corner. To console him, she puts on his favorite show tune and starts singing along. Soon enough he is there with her, and they are both singing. It's a love duet, and he gets more and more into it as she gets more uncomfortable. It ended with him cornering her at the end of the hall and grabbing her, and then it cut away to a crazy thing. It was the shadow on the wall of a woman riding a bicycle, and it looked very sexual, like a woman being taken in missionary by a man standing up, but the shadow was of a woman alone. I can't really explain the physics of it but I said out loud "that shot was not in the film, very interesting" we all agreed, and the other folks walked away as the scene ended and we all discussed how amazing the build up of it all was. I was so entranced that I went back and played that shadow part over a couple more times trying to figure out how they did it, but did not realize it was only so well done because of the impossibility of my dream reality. Soon after the fog rolled in and I awoke. Dream Signs Beautiful Girls Breathtaking views movie theater speed Hunt camp Jake Gramma
Not Lucid, but pretty vivid. Starts out with me and a friend jogging through a park late at night, and the path ends at a big hotel in the middle of a forest. There is a parking lot, but no one is here. We decided to go peek into the hotel windows. The outside "porch lights" are on, and there's a dim glow of a light behind the counter in the lobby. After I'm done peeking I turn around to find my friend has run away into the darkness of the night, and left me alone with a creepy Bell Hop. This guy has the strangest smile on his face, and tries to get me to go inside the hotel, but I'm trying to get away from him. And the moment he grabs my arm everything morphs into another scene... Now I'm running through the hotel in my Dress White uniform (navy attire) after another guy in the same clothes. We both have guns of some kind, but I can't make them out. My target runs into a crowd of similar looking people, who are all acting like mindless drones, and the crowd enters into some big meeting room. As I try to tell someone that seems to be in charge that there's danger nearby I hear the cocking of a rifle, and a bang... My target shot me, and now I'm dead. But I'm a ghost. 3 people can have contact with me: 2 guys that have tried to kill me, and the one that just did. Then I wake up.
Dream - Lucid I was looking at the ocean. There was a big boat with my friend Tara on it. I needed to breastfeed my baby, and she did it for me? Not with her own milk but with mine? I then saw a note in front of my eyes saying "breastfed this cycle". I then saw myself in the ocean, topless, with relieved, unengorged breasts. I made a joke with Tara saying it couldn't have been the baby who relieved my breasts, so it must have been her. She was not at all amused by this joke; she got super pissed. ~ I was at an amusement part, Disney World I believe. I wanted to go on all the rides, but knew I couldn't go on any crazy roller coasters since I'm pregnant. I thought maybe I could go on some milder coasters or simulators instead. Dream skip. I was outside with this GIANT ladder. It was super tall and had a platform to stand on and look out on the top. I was carrying this ladder. I put it down. Something about my dad and me climbing it. I had gotten to the top at some point. I then remember being at the bottom and feeling a little bruise on my butt. I pulled my pants down to look, and I had a HUGE dark bruise between my right buttcheek and leg. I "remembered" it was from falling from the ladder at some point. I then remember seeing it snow. It had stopped earlier after a dusting, but started again; I saw it sticking to the roads. The sky was grey. I then was alone in the snow with the ladder. I was putting it down to climb it. I was afraid I wouldn't be able to put it down and have it stay steady for me to climb. I was sinking it into the snow-covered ground, hoping I could sink it in enough to hold it in place. I kept feeling like it wasn't steady enough, and couldn't tell if I just had it sunk into the snow, or if it was sunk in the ground. The bottom rung was covered in snow, and some guy made a comment about it, like I wasn't supposed to skip that rung. There wasn't much I could do though, as it was snowing. I started to climb. I was terrified, but I did it anyway (IWL not a fan of heights). It felt steady enough. I kept going higher and higher. At some point, I remember starting to climb down.
Updated 05-26-2016 at 01:32 PM by 32059
early: +(f) train/crossing buildings approaching anticipating the train coming by +(f) sitting on bench outside (with wife?), hear sounds, get up, see rat walking behind wife, gross, it walks forwards, I grab something around its front and toss it over a the fence, it goes sailing spinning around, but is heavier than anticipated. Turns out it was a rabbit, and there is another rabbit in a patch of grass/bush at my feet and I think I should throw this one over the fence too since they are probably a pair. middle: +(f, impression) in an apartment building hallway, see someone up ahead? +(f) outside running with Sensei and his kids (near a swimming pool?) + witch vs. (witch + fighter), each is waiting for the other to attack first. If one prepares its magic for attack then the other witch will drain that magic power and use it against the first witch. Want to tell Sensei about this fight. I'm gathering invisible glowing green crystals under the tables, pencils and stationary store items all over the place, scribbling something out on a pen long BTS later: + girls in group walking around inside/outside house + team combat on a bridge. Funny rifles maneuvers (loading, cocking, firing, tossing the weapons over the side of the bridge for later retrieval?). The bullets we fire are tiny like BBs. We're storming the bridge but then a HUGE monster appears up ahead and the BBs are entirely ineffective and I bolt in retreat for the door. I go through it and we're faced with a giant orangutan at the bridge entrance. We're stuck! + more about these fighting teams. We need an organized plan for attacks. We're being broken into groups and given assignments, I'm not mentioned in the initial phase and assume I will be in the later stages of the attacks, I want to be put with my friend in a group. Internal strife in the group? Someone is going around and gathering up the magic attacks and storing them to show how dangerous they area?
Have you ever had a dream in ur dream? I had a dream like that u know, I love divergent insurgent movies. Been waiting for the third part Allegiant I say that caused me to dream in my dream. I was competing with the red team in my dream. The last part of the competition was someone would inject competitors serums that would make them go to sleep lucidly to score points by defeating what that serum threw at them A dc faced a pack of wolves and didn know how to defeat them so he simply turned into a giant monster and killed them all. Got A + ( these are my imaginations turned into someone else's ) It was my turn. I got injected more serums so I'd see myself more beautifully for my duty. I had to defend my village against smugglers. So I did all the stuff I dun wanna mention. Like fighting ... Then when I wanted to reach the higher grounds I remembered to do a RC. Wow I knew I was dreaming !!! But my RC failed. I knew I was dreaming but since my RC failed I was convinced that I can't fly. I didn expect to fly so I didn I was going to b conscious bcz the serum in my body( That liquid in my body ) was about to end. I saw my reflections in geometric shapes yet I still thought I wouldn b able to do fly ( the worst part was that ). I became conscious got a good score. Got A but I really thought I was awake as soon as I woke up in my dream. I didn do RC and when I got up for REAL I was badly confused. Why didn u believe u were dreaming ? Why why?
I made out with a beautiful Asian girl that I met a couple weeks ago. We were laying down together. I was in some kind of a art museum when I entered a huge theater. Each seat had a set of virtual reality goggles. Which created a realistic experience of some kind of artistic tour. I remember flying it over a vast field. then I encountered what seemed like millions of mosquitoes and flew in the middle of them.
This lucid was pretty short, but weird in its own way. I remember getting up to some balcony on the 4rd floor or so, and there was an alien girl resting there. I just curled up close to her, and it first she became super cautious of my presence, then she went to cuddle me. After a while I got up and jumped down because of some police patrol. I ran around a corner to a spot that had many trees, potentially connected to a forest. I grabbed a large stick and used it to move without touching the ground, it was night and slightly foggy, a nice atmosphere. Eventually I looked upon a sinister road and also heard a sinister voice, I briefly became lucid but quickly woke up.
24/5/16 Dream 1: I was solving some really difficult mechanics question, maybe with Reza Dream 2: I was playing some sort of Skyrim-like game. There was some 'boss of the month' or something like that, I was fighting it. It was a giant floating dragon priest who shot at me with bolts of ice. I was hiding in a stone tower deciding what my next move would be. Fragment: I was at university, going up escalators. Dream 3: I was mowing the lawn with my dad, I think he was giving me advice on how to do it. Dream 4: My brother was introducing me to a new girlfriend.
Dental fuckups I'm somewhere inside, though I don't remember where exactly. The interns from my physical therapist are there. They are acting as my dentists. They've decided to solve an issue by sawing through several parts of my gum areas in a horizontal way, so that parts of my teeth can be moved a bit. I don't like it for one bit, but it's happening. I don't remember the pain. I do remember that after the fact, it didn't feel comfortable at all. I ended up being able to just remove sections of my teeth and gum out of my mouth. It feels as if I'm wearing dentures. The sense of touch is strong in this dream. In the end they want to do some more stuff to me, but I refuse. I get angry instead and tell them that they have no clue what they are doing and that I wasn't experiencing any problems until they came along. I walk away, feeling some satisfaction from having said no. Seduced I'm in a room. My friend Mo enters it and asks me a question that I can't recall too well. It's something about wanting to know how she looks because she is planning on seducing someone. She takes off her shirt, showing me that she has written something on her body. There are 3 texts made up of a couple of words. I don't remember what was written on her body. I start to realise that the person she is trying to seduce is me. I let it happen. At one point I'm holding a breast with my left hand and I think, though I'm not sure, one with my right hand. At the same time I have what seems like a nipple in my mouth. I remember thinking of this as odd. Three breasts? I don't stop to think about it.