6.1 I'm in some mad scientist's basement. He has made androids that look exactly like humans. The male android has short black hair and a fit body. He looks generic. But the other android looks like a girl I know from high school, Emilia. She sits quietly and looks unhappy. She is bound by the scientist's programming, but the male android is free. I believe I can save her. Her heart is on a small metallic cart next to her. On the outside the heart is pink and silver metal with red lights. One part of the heart is open and the insides are full of glowing, red yarn. A long bunch of yarn loops are hanging out. They are slowly being reeled into the heart. I realize that the heart has to be wound to keep it going. The loops are almost inside the heart. I grab and pull the yarn, but it's taking all my strength to keep it still. The mad scientist shows up, sees us and rushes to put on his battle suit. "We have to get out of here! Help!" , I ask, and the male android acts. He grabs both of us in his arms, looks up and flies through the building. He doesn't stop until we are in space. He flies to a space station and puts us down inside. Seems to be an empty station. Emilia is fine now too, somehow. We start talking about some plan, what to do next. I also tell them stories of my past. All of them are false memories. These flashbacks make it impossible to make any sense of what really happened next in the dream. I recall a concert hall and another female android that was injected with some techno drug that removed her compassion. Since she wasn't treated well by the rich people around her, she didn't mind killing them. I also recall doing mild drugs and feeling relaxed in the space station. At some point I visited my hometown.
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6-Jan-2017 - ND#2: CD duplicate for dad - WILD: Gangster, Massage, Draw a dove, Engine-less Ferrari - ND#3: V.completes puzzles ND#1: Forgotten ND#2: My dad listens to a CD very often, he fears he could ruin it. I tell him they are very resistant, they can last decades if well kept, but suggest him to make a duplicate and listen to the duplicate, we can do it on tape or, better, on another CD. He is not very convinced. Note: Upon reflection, the scene could have taken place at my Grandma's house, now sold (!!!), but I am not totally sure WBTB/WILD: (7AM, est. ~20-30min) I do many things while waiting for the dream to stabilize, can't recall most of them because I slept alot after the LD I am in a city with low buildings and no people around, on a large road, it's fairly dark. I look for a place to get a massage for TotM, in the far corner of this road I see a lighted sign, I walk towards it. Once I get closer, I see the sign has many chinese ideograms, and on the right the italian words for massage. I enter, find a small lobby with seatings and a reception. Behind the desk, a nice girl, to which I ask for a massage, but with strict conditions: it has to be an Asian girl, with beautiful face and a nice body, she has to practice the massage naked. She says no problem, they can provide I enter a small room, quickly remove all my clothes, lay prone, but my mind cannot easily reconcile it with my real body sleeping supine, so I lay supine in the dream, too The girl comes in, thy have really respected my wish, she's very beautiful, looking from Thailand with bronzed skin She massages my legs and I feel the touch on my real legs, it's nice. When she moves to my arms, I don't feel it After some massage, we take the chance of both being naked to, well, you can probably guess it <JUMP> I just exited the building, recall another TotM, stop a passer-by DC, ask him a pencil to draw something. He gives me a yellow pencil, I take a small notebook and draw a dove, with nice shading, its wings spread. After that, I kinda pick it up from the paper, it flies away. <JUMP> I am in a city, it's full day, I am dressed like a 30's gangster. I need an information, no one of the people around me knows, I think about asking to the shopkeeper on the opposite side of the street I launch a grenade inside one of the windows, the shop explodes, I wait a bit, the shopkeeper comes out crawling on the floor I ask him the question, he answers. I think about TotY, which I need to do again I turning right into an alley, there is a 30's car, I open the hood and see it has a big engine. I lift it, it's heavy. However, on second thought, I don't like this particular car <JUMP> I am in a parking lot. I wander around until I find an intersting car. It's an old Ferrari from the 90's, like the famous Testarossa) , again I open hood, remove its engine, this time I remember to remove wheels, too. I start from front left, I pull it towards me, removing it, the car front hits the ground. Then I remove all the other wheels, and each time the car hits the ground convincingly, until it lays flat on the road Then I enter it, sit at driving seat, turn the key, the car starts moving very slowly, like a crawl. I wish it to gain speed, and it happens I am now driving the car fairly fast in San Francisco streets, uphill, then I take a slow and cauotious right turn, then the road goes downhill, the car takes speed, until I find another right turn, I slow the car down, turn right, but the left side bumps the building ND#3: I am in the dining room, the Xmas tree is misplaced (!), there is my mother-in-law, looking at V, my daughter, playing She has completed some puzzles, which are laying on the floor close to the Xmas tree. I notice that two of the puzzles show the same image, in yellow and light blue colors, but have different sizes I move to the kitchen to discuss with my wife how good she is at completing puzzles (my daughter actually likes doing it)
I recall having a few dreams, but I can't quite recall what I dreamt about. In one fragment I was kissing someone and that person said that I'm great at kissing. In other fragment I was at a shooting range, holding some kind of improved pistol. There was a faceless Lovecraftian abomination behind me, I had to shoot to extremely small targets enough times or the beast would devour me.
In a Mario Cart car not and it is not working, I get out. I realize that the dream has gone to full dream. I turn around expecting to see more cars, but I see blankness. the void. I imagine pavement on my feet and walk forward. There is a drag racing car there. the wheels and engine can be seen from the outside. I tear the front wheel off and tk the car into the air. I toss it at the other front wheel and they both go flying off. I then tear the back two off with TK and let it drop. I step on the engine and crush it then step into the drivers seat. I TK the whole engine out and toss it to the side. I realize that it is still in the void with just a bit of pavement around. i teleport me and the car onto a racetrack with the race about to start. It starts, my car skids forward. I go through the gears quickly, but am in dead last. I push myself forward and faster and catch up to most. the oval race track starts waving up and down and my car is following it. I pull the car out of gear and jam the gear stick down. It shoots me into first and i pass the finish line. I hit a bump and go careening into the air. hmmm... i create some wings and a tail. forming it into a small plane. Mountain Dew! that is what i want. A normal plane would have it. i close my eyes and open them and my small plane has turned into a big plane with me still in the cockpit. i open the door and fly out into the plane. sheol. I try to slide back in, but am not successful. The plane makes its way way past me. i catch back up. i touch one of the windows and have it suck me in. I put my hand out and expect a mountain dew to come to my hand. a coke, then diet coke, then dp, then dp, then diet md, then finally md comes to my hand. i open it and drink it. a little warm, but better than nothing. I keep drinking it and then banish all the people on the plane. i sit in a chair and look out across the world. What do i want to do next? battle an alien on an alien planet. I force the plane to go up and up and up and i jump out of the window i came in and grab the wing. small looking alien planet going by. I jump off of the plane and land on it. it seems really small. I look up and see zödra, it is pretty big, but i know it is 10 times bigger than earth, so. I am probably pretty far away from it. far enough to call this a planet. i check out the world and realize that it is completely covered in black soot. I need a way to get around without dream control. i step my foot down and imagine a carpet under. same color as aladdin's. i jump on and we fly around. the planet is barren. blarg. I use scan and check the whole planet. under the surface in the core there is a life form. i reroute my carpet and ram into the surface, everything goes black. then bright. I am standing on a metal surface, rounded in. I look up and there is a huge black ball and long strands of yellow electricity coming out. the core. I was standing in a ball looking at a ball. there was a metal ship like thing connected to the black ball and it was spinning and moving, always missing the electricity. I can feel gravity from the core as well as the centrifugal pulling me out. it seems like the force is stronger than it should be. i conclude that it must have sped up when i got here after i got the carpet, trying to throw the intruder off. due to the way the force up and down was, i could tell that i could jump really high, which was good, considering the core being more than 50 meters (my sword teleport range). i summon my sword, jump at the metal thing. i miss the first few times since it is moving erratically. The electricity at least is easy to maneuver since it is a pattern. When i cut through it, it falls to the metal floor and an alien jumps out. hard to tell what it is since it transforms immediately into a brontosaurus. it charges at me. I slam my sword into the ground and realize that it isn't hitting ground, but ceiling, or wall, so it stays there. i push it through all that past the metal and it hits ground. about a foot. i stand my ground and when the dino gets close, i stick my hand in the hole (hole now because of acid) and touch the dino. teleporting both of us. we hurdle toward the core and his giant body destroys the black ball. my hand is pretty badly destroyed, but I can use it to summon my sword. i grab it with my left this time and chop off the dino head. it dissipates and kind of regrows, more like the neck just morphs into a head. discarding the acid part. i land on it and we hit the metal. cf is much stronger now since the ball is gone. I stab my sword into the heart of the dino and can tell it does damage. it wails and flings me off. I watch and wait. alien transforms into a hooded mess on the floor. no fluid visible. i kick it and nothing happens. ill call it a win. i heal my hand and try to heal alien. i don't know his anatomy so nothing happens. i do a quick time skip back on his body and not head area and he gets up. He goes back into his metal ship that i mostly destroyed and starts leaving. he doesn't talk with his mouth, but the idea that he is watching our planet for way to fix his economy is given. I hand him a box that has 20 wishes, tell him to use it to fix the economy. a friend of his steps out of the spaceship and thanks me. they take off and i can feel the presence of one disappear as if killed. i teleport the box back to me and disable the ship. then i give it a boost and spin it around. they cant even have this without killing each other. they don't need the wishes inside. now i have a box with 20 wishes. hmmm...
I woke very exhilarated from this dream and had motivation to do an online DJ entry with pictures once again. Thu, 05 Jan 2017: Start in packed restaurant or similar, commotion outside, peek out blinds, 2 cars stopped yelling at each other, one with several Latinos and one several African Americans. They speed off down the street dangerously. I pull out my phone and have the description of one car: a turquoise Subaru hatch/wagon. Friend tells me I should text the info to (telephone #) instead of 911. I start to punch in the telephone number but then I realize I may be forgetting part of the description for the vehicles. Seems to be a campus security text #. Makes sense since 911 will be not go to local police directly. Shortly after we walk to a campus eating place with windows and all eating outside, safe? One of the guys says it is safe and that he actually works here sometimes , a campus job I guess. Girl Friday arrives. Transition to us walking in a dream neighborhood that definitely feels familiar from dreams, with neighbor house to the right. Also becomes (Current neighborhood)-like then dorm-like. Inside big house at some point. Girl Friday flirting, sweet, takes me in another room to show me some lime green clothing-something. She removes her outer shirt, should I turn around. I feel a little boldness to keep looking on and do so. Did she want to show me those socks that seem to be lime green? "A" arrives and shows me his T-shirt with a print on it and I notice my Spoiler for sexual content: penis peeking out of my pants from prior erection with Girl Friday situation and I get a little cum on his T-shirt or sweatshirt while I was looking at it and I try to wipe it off on my shirt before he notices. Mr CL comes in and seems to greet us with a hug as we're in kind of a lounging position perhaps in bed or on a couch. Up and moving around the house, I can see clearly through neighbor's windows, a sexy neighbor lady. Maybe I can see something sexy as I see her across the way, walking around several different times during the dream, through their windows. We also have many windows looking out. 3 neighbor ladies wearing outfits that are a cross between lingerie and maid costumes. I have an FA: I think to myself, I'll go back to sleep and be bold and lucid. Yep! Several different Asian college couples are having sex in different rooms. I warn my son who is walking in the direction of the couples having sex and say something like "they're doing what I guess you college kids do" and he laughed it off and keeps walking. Those 3 ladies from earlier are having some kind of sexy costume time interacting in flirty poses. I see a door between the two houses and I feel strong boldness and realize I'm dreaming and go through the door and when I get to the room the three ladies are lounging in bed, two of them sitting up near the front of the bed and before I go any further I do look at my hand for a little bit to make sure I am actually dreaming and not breaking into my neighbor's house. My hand looks normal at first so I look again and sure enough 6 fingers. I have the first lady on the left Spoiler for sexual content: give me a bj (schema edit; nice mental control achieved) and then Spoiler for sexual content: intercourse. She is not excited enough so I switch to sex with the one to her right and straight to intercourse. Part way through I realize her Spoiler for sexual content: panties are still partially in the way, then I take off her panties after considering just magically swiping them away and then continue Spoiler for sexual content: sex some more. Walking around house with my penis in hand and in a rectangular device. The 2nd lady I was having sex with transitioned to this rectangular device. Many people and family are around and I think that this is a good chance to show how lucid I am but then I have second thoughts and want to be sure and do my hand RC again before doing anything cray in front of everyone. I don't recall much more after the RC before waking.
I usually post in my DILD class workbook but will be posting here for Spellbee2's dream competition.
Escaped from my IRL home onto my IRL street and went lucid when I crossed that boundary line. Started flying, admired some views of Christmas lights, getting less and less realistic as I went on, culminating in a castle with turrets completely covered in white lights. Memory gap, crossed a lake by a natural rock bridge and entered a cavern on the other side, memory gap again, and then I'm semi-lucid again in a room with three sleeping people I recognize, including Julia. I try to leave without disturbing any of them, fail in this. Mary Jane wakes up, the closest to the exit, and we speak for a while; although we seem to know each other, I'm aware that Mary Jane is wholly imaginary, and that's the point of her in this scene, that she's imaginary. Julia is in the bed across from hers, and eventually wakes up - that's what I wanted to avoid most. I can feel the sensation of pressure from her hand, which stands out - it's the first time I've used that sense in tonight's dreams. Her face has started to resemble Mary Jane's, which is sad but not a surprise; but I think "her name is still her own," which is a surprise and a relief. (This whole scene is about mental associations.)
Im at somebodys house, near the kitchen. There are two women, one of whom I recognize. I have an idea who the other might be, but I cant be sure. The one I know begins to get close to me, and she cranes her neck to kiss me in a friendly way, but I feel that she wants to convey something else. She kisses my cheek, then again, nearer to my mouth. I come close to her, and ask her if shed like to go out with me. She is ecstatic and responds so enthusiastically, which is satisfying to me. This is special; this girl was my friend in high school, shes extremely beautiful, we did a play together once and interacted on some kind of emotionally significant level, given the grave and serious nature of the performance. I would have gone out with her in a heartbeat, if only I had the confidence back then. The other girl in the dream seems upset, but I take little notice of this. Im soon at a restaurant with a friend, and I run into a family for whom I had played piano a couple of weeks ago at a party. We find our table, and I notice a table on the other side of the restaurant where there is another family I know. Only Im overcome with anxiety when I realize who they are. I imagine that I had asked out the daughter in this family, only this is not actually the case. But in the dream, I am convinced of this. I dont understand this dream, but I have ideas as to simple meanings behind some of the particular circumstances of it. Overall though, I cannot interpret it.
5/1/16 Dream 1: My brother was playing some sort of lord of the rings game, finding all sorts of easter eggs, floating up in the sky to a library with paintings on the walls as well. Dream 2: I was playing basketball in the NBA against an all star team, I caused a stalemate with their best player, who looked like kevin love but with longer hair.
I'm finally back. My daughter had to have her baby early due to her gestational diabetes which occurs in some women during pregnancy but goes away afterwards & the baby had a low amount of fluid around her. Both are doing just fine but this did cause me to be off of here for the first time ever. I had not missed one day of logging but oh well. I continued my time off because my husband had to take all 3 weeks of his vacation that was left which meant I needed to take time off to spend it w/ him. I also had to deal w/ parents who came into town after I had to host Christmas. I'm actually exhausted after the holidays & am glad it's over. I now have a hole where my pinky finger meets my hand that you could put a pencil eraser in. I got a cut & it got infected & it finally started to drain which is gross, painful & annoying. But I'm back anyway. I'll log an actual dream tomorrow, lol.
I had a bunch of humdrum dreams last night. I told myself I wasn't even going to attempt the ToTM because I didn't get to sleep until 6AM and I had to be awake by noon. LD disrupts my sleep way too much so I've not even bothered trying for years. The only dream that stands out from last night was yelling at my husband. We were in a hotel room with an adjoining room that some other family was using. A little kid was being extremely disruptive. He was banging on the walls and floor, screaming, crying etc. Hubby had enough. He stormed into the room and I could hear him whooping the kids butt. When hubby returned, I laid into him saying he assaulted someone's kid and it wasn't his place to lay a hand on the boy no matter how bad the boy was. I was furious. And then I practically jumped out of bed because I thought it was 5:30PM It was only 1:30. I still slept through my alarm but not by too much I also had my standard zombie and base buildings dreams (inspired by 7 Days 2 Die which I play wayyy too friggin much).
5-Jan-2017 - FLD:fight + WILD: Alice Pt I FLD: I know it's a dream. I am punching people, throwing them against walls, it's a group that has / was going to do something bad; poor recall WILD#1: (6:15 AM, ~20 min) I start at the tower. Going to the trophy wall, I notice a painting I have never seen before. I understand the dream is already stable enough. I look at the details of the picture, it shows a river on the right, meandering through some lushy green hills, disappearing in the distance. On the left side, more hills and mountains. When I am satisfied, I move to the portal. The portal shows a dark forest; I look at it a bit, then enter it. I am inside a forest; it's night and everything is very dark, though I can still see something. I walk around it a bit, nothing special happens. The forest ends on a big sunflowers field; it's day now. I walk among the sunflowers. Then I think it would be nice walking in the painting I completed two days ago (Olanda - Netherlands) I summon the colored fields, I am in there. However, when I try to move around, the environment is bi-dimensional only. I can reach with my arm the far end of the painting. I can reach the windmill in the background. I attempt imagining myself in a normal 3D environment, but it just doesn't work (as an afterthough, this was totally interesting, and I should have explore more thoroughly), so I summon the sunflowers field again. I walk among the yellow flowers again. I reach a small empty house; I enter; it's got white walls. However, roof is destroyed, and some walls are charred, like from a fire. I would like to go on with the Alice theme, so I imagine finding the rabbit hole I walk around a wall, and there is a black hole in the wall. I slide down it, everything becomes pitch black After some sliding down sensation and more black, I see some brown light in front of me, then I am inside a small room with dirt walls In front of me, a big wooden door with a cartoonish looking knob. It looks very much like Disney version of it. I chat with it, asking what's behind it, it won't tell me. Its way of talking is a bit arrogant. When I try to peek through the keyhole, I only see black. The doorknob insults me, telling me it's obvious, I was looking inside its stomach ! (LOL ) I ask the door if it will accept payment to let me through, it answers yes, but know I don't know what to give it I end up summoning a dollar bill, rolling it cylinder-like, and showing it to the doorknob, which says it will do. I put it inside its keyhole / mouth. The door opens. Beyond the door, a wonderful environment, with many colored flowers, plants, and giant mushrooms. A path in the middle, disappearing behind some plants Looking back, the door is closing, and I notice the back of the door has the "twin" of the knob I walk the pathway, the scenery is fantastic, very dream-like - which could seem obvious, but it's not: in my dreams this is absolutely uncommon, as they invariably feature mundane environments I know I don't have much time till 6:45 alarm, so I jump on one of the big mushrooms, recalling this was a required task From its top, I look further at this beautiful place, then I wake up
3-Jan-2017 - WILD: Almost-tea with the Mad Hatter WILD#1: From the portal I reach a long table, covered with candlesticks and a lot of kitchen-ware Dream is not stable, scenery keeps changing, and I need to take the dream back at this place many times At one point, the Mad Hatter appears, looking very much like the cartoon, with a tall and skewed hat, showing a big smile and looking crazy enough I pick up the tea cup, want to drink but cannot manage to do it __________________________ 4-Jan-2017 - 3 ND + 1 DILD - ND#1: PPP - ND#2: Ugly video -> DILD: Dragon hero - ND#3: Comics about race car driver ND#1: A mix of stuff that has to do with PPP: Painting (doing it these days), swimming Pool (took my son there), Pilot (race car, playing DRIFT these days), my kids want me to go faster ND#2: I am at PC, looking at an ugly video, my wife comes in, I try to close by X, it doesn't work (!) Note: happened in another ND few days ago This time I push it further, shutting the monitor off, video stays on (!!) I power off the PC, then unplug it, but the video stays on (!!!) I realize this does not make any sense, the only possibility is that I am dreaming. I become lucid without the need for an RC DILD: est. duration 15 min First thing I do is going to the dining room and phasing through the door, then on the balcony I jump up, fly and transform into a dragon. Transformation does not bring special physical sensations, but I look at my arms and they are dragon wings I think about dv TotY / Dragon (I make a mistake here, as task is about riding a dragon, not being one) I fly above a town, then reach a castle. I become human again, talk with people, learn there is a war going on and agree to help them by becoming a dragon and attacking their enemies. The people call a sort of city council, many people crowd the palace, I am presented like the hero that will help them win this war. At the apex of the presentation, I approach a balcony of the tower, jump off and transform into a dragon again. After some fun flying, I am approached by two more smaller dragons, and engage in some training with them. I try different fire breath abilities: first, I use a normal fire breath. Second, I shoot some quick fireballs. Third, I breath hot air out of my nostrils, then set this air up in flames through a fire breath, making a huge fire cloud in the air. (thinking about it now, it's awesome !) Then I focus on the task again and head to the enemy castle. However, when I reach it, dream quickly fades. ND#3: I am with R, my son, my dad and my wife's dad; we're under a vault (english?) with columns. There is a modern, low shelf with square sections, housing several numbers / editions of a comic book about a local race car driver. I am able to pick one, and look at the cover, which is totally stable. I can read his name very clearly, look at the drawings, without anything changing or acting strange. I put the comic book back, some more discussion about this guy, then no more recall
1-Jan-2017 - No recall __________________________ 2-Jan-2017 - ND: 3D chart - WILD#1: Engine-less car race - WILD#2/OBE - FLD: The morphing beast ND#1: I am at office (!!!), helping LS (!) to build a 3D chart. It's actually 3D, not on the monitor (!!) Suggestions I provide include: reinforcing sheet's edges with some pleated folds, or changing the chart to a 2D one, he doesn't take any of the suggestions. Then I discuss with V / more people, about re-layouts WILD#1: I reach a racing track, with many cars at their starting positions. Thinking about dv TotY, I approach one car, open the hood, take the engine with both hands, pick it up and throw it away. For good meeasure, I also remove the exhaust pipe, and throw it away, too I sit in the car, turn the key, it makes no sound, but using the pedals make it move anyway. I pass a car on its right, and I hear the other car's engine at my left, moving from front to back; it's very convincing. I go on with the car race, follow some curves, pass more cars, but I don't recall completing the race WILD#2: I try focusing LC57 Alice tasks, but I cannot. I recall many short, overlapping scenes, I do many things, even though very poor recall, but cannot materialize a proper LD. At one time, my hands catch my attention. I feel them pulsing rythmically, left, right, left, right. I focus and observe this sensation with curiosity. Then this pulsation is spread throughout all my body, which shakes. I understand I can try to exit OBE: I get up, reach a corridor with yellow walls. However, I am pushed back into my body, on the bed, and I cannot exit again <JUMP> FLD: I am on a cruise ship, which stops in high sea. We disembark the ship, and swim in the sea I am staying together with two more guys I know (I don't recognize them), one of them, let's call him Joe, swims away a bit, and reach a small island with a dirt / stone structure. We tell him it can be dangerous, he doesn't care and enter it. We partially see what he does inside, then disappears behind a wall, but he keeps telling us what he founds. Then he shows us from the window a leather belt with an old knife and an old axe Suddenly, iron bars lock all windows, and he's trapped inside. He manage to find an opening on top of one of the windows, and exits the structure Joe has taken with him a strange ugly beast, which looks partially like a huge crustacean. We alert him that thing could be dangerous, he says he's sure this is not the case We observe the beast closely, monitor it, then measure it with the help of a chalk, it keeps growing, shrinking, changing shape We reach a residential road, we still want to get rid of this beast, Joe wants to keep it. It now looks like a monkey, but with big yellow front teeth, and stays on his shoulder I marked this as FLD because I partially know this is a dream. I even think this could be valid for some LC57 task, but this is not the case
31-Dec-2016 - WILD - Walk in the enchanted forest WILD: From a portal I reach a forest. The trees are very tall, they have very few leaves, all packed at the top. The trunks are smooth-ish, wide, slightly conic (akin baobabs) and show with many light-blue specks, which glow in the dark (it's night) After walking some time in there, a tall humanoid alien walks by to my right. It's got blue skin, black hair braids (Avatar-like) I stop it, it's a female, her name is Athala. I ask her to ride me on her shoulders, which she does without any problem. The sight is nice from up there. We walk some more, we perform some kind of "activity", then no more recall.