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Thunderstorm

I left my house and stopped at the entrance stairs, staring at the grim and heavy clouded sky. The wind was blowing wildly, clouds were moving really quickly. I saw my sister walking around the backyard. I moved to the backyard, it was getting darker and darker. Then a powerful thunderstorm started! Lightnings shot all across the sky and hit buildings at my backyard several times. The lightnings were red and everything they stroke went instantly ablaze with strong and bright fires. I saw other sisters walking around a hill behind our barn, I tried to warn them. I ran back to entrance. My sister I saw earlier ran to a shed and sounded a siren to warn us, I called her to get back home. She ran to me and entered the house after warning everyone.

Sky observations, swimming pool

A green mist spread around some park in a city and disappeared. It teleported me and some other people to that city. It was a sunny day, the sky was clear. There were coconut palms in that park. I called for some horse and it appeared, then other people did the same and we drove on, watching as the sky changed from day to night, looking at the stars. We drove through desert, to some meadows which were disconnected with a cliff. Some rocks floating in the air were forming a path to the other side, but we had a better idea - fall down the cliff. Doing that teleported us to an aquapark. I entered it and changed my clothes, then jumped to swimming pools and just swam. I kinda learned swimming, but also enjoyed it. Starting with a safe pool with lesser depth and then going to a deeper one. I swam with some heavilly scarred and burnt man. He told about demon summoning and how resist demons saved his life. I lied on my back in the water, slowly submerging. I closed my eyes and submerged further.

I am by myself searching through a desolate city scape, very grey and cold. I see a woman going into some shops and think she must know where some food is, but also i am wary for her safety.
I follow after her down into the basement of a store. There are aisles of boxes stacked high and debris strewn everywhere. One section has a long greenhouse, abandoned, for some reason.
However as the woman disappears off I cannot follow her as a large wild cat is now between the two of us.
It's about the size of a large dog, with grey matted fur and its eyes are scarred out. Although it is blind I feel its gaze burning into me.
I move but as I do it moves closer still. I pick up a rock and through it, it has no effect. I am petrified. I throw another as hard as I can at its temple but it just bounces off. Now i'm a bit more scared.
Then I remember that I said I would go back to my practise of hugging DCs rather than killing them.
I make protective gloves and padding appear but I dont really think this will be enough. As the cat must be seriously pissed off and has wicked looking claws. I am lucid at this point.
I then materialise my titanium wings and go in for a big hug. I am eyeball to blind eyeball with the cat and it does try to claw me.
There are lots of pinging noises as its claws rake against my wings and some white sparks.
But I get a hug in there lol. I wake up.

WBTB
I go back into the dream but am not lucid. There is a guy cleaning up plants and weeds into a big bundle he puts in a wheel barrow, next to the old greenhouse. He is an old Jamaican guy with a cap who talks to me. My daughters phone has fallen into some water nearby and I go to rescue it but the water is toxic and it has melted the gold on the back of the phone. As when I wipe it clean it just comes apart. I go to a workshop to try and get it fixed, the workshop has loads of stuff in it, I have seen it in another dream I think.

4/1/17
Dream 1: I was serving food at a party, trying to make sure everyone was happy.

Dream 2: I was cooking food for Milo, maybe part of a tv show, I think I was in a competition with some other people

Dream 3: Playing Skyrim, involved in some big battle, end up breaking leg or something similar, am out of action.

Dream 4: Canada and Denmark getting together pre world war one, joint military parade, Hitler and Trudeau close personal friends. The Canadians deliberately self destruct a lot of heir plans but accidentally destroy some german ones as well.

Last night's (non-lucid) dream was pretty cool. I was in heaven, in a field, so apparently I had died or something. Two guys there were trying to move from heaven to hell. As to why they would want to do that, I have no idea! Then, there were two ladies there who wanted to move from heaven to Earth instead.

I suppose this particular heaven wasn't all that exciting.

Somehow, in their efforts to travel back to earth, they managed to take me with them. I felt like I was waking up into the land of the living, and suddenly we were in some restaurant located inside of a shopping mall. The two girls were really nice, and I talked to them a bit, but I honestly don't remember why they wanted to go back to Earth. I think they said they had "unfinished business" or something.

There was also a guy with a dog that was performing in a show or something. It's a bit fuzzy in my memory though.

Then, we all got on an elevator to go down to a lower floor. The guy with the dog was on it too. There were a lot of people in said elevator, but it was very large and roomy so it didn't feel crowded. It was a glass elevator, so you could see the lower floors of the mall. Anyway, there was a needle of some sort laying on the ground.

And get this: It moved of its own accord, and immediately began stabbing me. I actually felt the pain. My mind immediately jumped to the conclusion that some sort of organization had built this needle to...do something malicious. But I don't remember what! :')

That faded, and I was outside in a nice neighborhood with some large houses, some of which were under construction. There was a large crowd of people walking towards one of them -- I think the one that was being constructed -- and I remember a pretty girl with a pink strapless blouse, which had a pattern of diamond shapes on it in a variety of colors. She was pale and neither skinny nor overly heavy -- just perfect.

The last thing my dream journal says is "something else as part of dream." I don't remember what that something was, though. I was starting to get really tired and had less than an hour before waking up, so I just went back to sleep I think.

My recall was foggy but I managed to remember certain things so it's good now. :3

Parakeets Out Of Their Cage

I was having a non lucid dream than appeared in my old house where my old parakeet Marisol was out of her cage. Holding my finger near her she flew to it. I tried getting her in her cage after that but she flew away again. I held my finger out once more near the mirror dresser and she flew to it. I was than able to quickly put her in the cage. However, I noticed that my current green parakeet Rupert was out of his cage. There were two of him too. One had a black bar under him labeled illuma and the other Illumi. I assumed the one named Illumi was the right one so I caught him with my hand and put him back inside. There was a opening to the cage though and they were getting back out again.

Old Black Dream Cell Phone

After thinking about how I appear too many times in my old house I decided to try having a dream in my new current house.
I was non lucid, dreaming about something related to running off the streets when I noticed I was in my current house room now sitting up on the bed.I became lucid and thought about how I wanted to call Dawn, Eye and possibly Kiro. Finding a small old black cell on the blanket I looked at the screen for Eye first. I saw the text of his name on the screen than pressed the call button. Putting it on my ear I could hear it ringing but no one was answering and the leave a message after the beep thing came up.I tried again but it kept ringing and no one answered. Next I tried Dawn but no one answered either. Giving up a bit I called Kiro but than hanged up to call Eye again.

Eye ended up answering this time. I shouted at him to answer his cell from now on. He muttered something like it wasn't his problem than appeared in my room. The setting was changing a bit so I got up to stay close to Eye. But he started walking away till he encountered a girl dc and started making googly eyes at her. I shouted at Eye to not get distracted but than thought about it more. "If Eye is trying to make me annoyed I should ignore him". I than turned away from him and called Dawn but the setting was getting Darker. I feel like I reached Dawn but than something non lucid happened.

A scene of Ed, Edd and Eddy was happening where Jimmy had shown the funny Edd some kind of new found kindness. This made the neighborhood change the way they acted and they started to come together. Next thing I know I'm walking in a street filled with shops and market places. Its sunny and feels like its the afternoon. I'm also holding the old black cell that I used to call Eye, Dawn and Kiro.

I became lucid than thought about how it reminded me of the dream meet up place I wanted to go to. Everything was also vivid and felt sturdy enough to enjoy without any nuisances. However,hearing a voice coming out of the cell phone I put it close to my right ear to see who was talking. Hearing the voice I assumed it was Dawn's boss who was telling me to enjoy myself and that Dawn would pick me up later. I told him to tell Dawn to meet me now though. He said alright so I just clicked a random button with the thought of making the cell hang up on the call. It worked so I focused on which store I would want to go in. The one that caught my eye had a traditional old Japanese/Chinese style to it. It was a dark green building with green posts holding the roof up.The posts had a white swirly line on them and somewhere near the roof there was wooden carved dark green dragon heads.

I went inside thinking that they would probably have Chinese dream food in it. But to my surprise I was getting a ice skating vibe from the place. People were looking for their lockers to pick up their shoes while others were buying shoes. I didn't want to wait for Dawn where I was so I made a left instead of a right and entered what was a elegant restaurant with red carpet flooring. The lights were dim and made the room have a yellow tint to it too. The scenery, formal dressed people and food made me feel excited enough to take a seat at a long rectangular spiffy table with a red table cloth on it and candles. However, after taking a seat a man came up to me and shouted at me that I was a thief. I looked to the table seeing a golden necklace with small cross on it, a golden chain and silver jewelry.

The jewelry situation made me lose lucidity as I became distracted by the women walking up to me from behind. "I wasn't trying to steal anything" I told the man. The women than picked up the gold and started pointing out that it was theirs. Observing the Jewelry closely I noticed that there were pink jewels on the silver earrings and ring. I took the ring and told them that it was probably mine. The women taking most of the Jewelry said no, that I needed to look closer cause she was sure it belonged to her. Looking closer I saw the earring and ring change shape. One creating a unique heart shape and the ring adding a third row of pink to it. "Yeah...Its not mine even though it looks like mine" I said out loud than walked out the restaurant since Dawn was taking long.

I was now in what was the shoe area using the black cell to call Dawn. When he answered the phone I told him to hurry and what was making him take so long. He said that he had changed his mind about coming. I told him he shouldn't go back on his word and that I was still going to wait than hanged up. As I was waiting there was a tall black girl looking for her shoe. While she looked I thought about how I didn't need shoes but I still wanted to put them on.I picked up a black shoe wondering if it was mine than suddenly Dawn came in telling me that he was here. But when I turned to look I heard him scream and saw that a girl was chasing him with a shoe.

That wasn't the only thing that caught me by surprise though. He was a small white hamster with a big light brown spot and a smaller black spot on him. I hurried to grab him as this sparked me into full lucidity but he kept running around screaming. "I'm not gonna hurt you! Come to me!" I repeated but I guess he was afraid I would squish him with my hands. I eventually caught him with my right hand before he got between a pair of shoe boxes. He was still scared so I came up with the idea to sing since years back i use to sing to them a lot in my lucid dreams and that it would help him recognize me as not a threat even if it came out bad. I quickly started singing to him so he would calm down. He stopped trying to get away and calmed down closing his eyes as he lay in my hand. I felt good with this and stopped singing.Turning around though he jumped off my hand and ran out through the entrance. The girl dc followed him so I decided to run after them but than I thought about how he probably didn't want to be here anyways. I stared at the people and shoes a bit losing lucidity again. The people moving to and fro made me feel like there was a drill going on and that I should hurry out. I picked up a black shoe and put it on even though it didn't match with the gray shoes.I than hurried out but after exiting and seeing people gathered in a crowd I got a feeling that something was off. I asked a boy and he pointed to the sky. A large yellow ball of light floated onto the ground. It was supposedly the sun that lost its fire and was now harmless but needed to be repaired.

Provide It With Knowledge

Something non lucid related to school happened than were taken to a classroom where a entity from outer space is shining down a bright light upon the person that brings it the knowledge it desires through a circular window on the roof.

I become semi lucid because the situation is too exciting and scifi to be truly happening. But I'm still fairly not there as I think of something to provide it knowledge with.I eventually shout at everyone to quickly provide it with something before it leaves. Quickly getting into the light of the entity I decide to stall it with my determination. It shines on me for a prolonged time as I'm randomly thinking of things but than it stops and turns off its light. No one can come up with anything at all. Suddenly a guy who gives off Dawn's presence walks up to me and we start thinking of something we could do. But than someone gets an idea and the entity shines it's light on him but it is not enough to receive the true prize. We do get a little something for reaching the next stage but I forgot what it was.

As I'm thinking I start to recall things and become fully lucid. However, I'm still interested in seeing the end result of this dream, especially with Dawn beside me even though he had a different appearance. He was light skin, wearing a white shirt, navy shorts,with medium spiky black hair and glasses. Kind of like how Eye should look in realism form but he did not give off Eye's presence or personality. Anyways I couldn't come up with much and the entity was about to leave so I shouted "Wait! I know 3 languages! English, Spanish and Japanese! ". Even though I know as much Japanese as a 3 year old probably would. The light shone on me than I ended up blurting out random nonsense desperately. "Hi in English. Hola in Spanish. Konnichiwa in Japanese. Goodbye, Adios, Sayonara!". As I was shouting whatever came up I took note that everyone had a surprise look on their faces but they also knew I was blurting out something mostly people knew.

"Say something not much people would know now"I thought than started saying different words in Japanese that most English people wouldn't know. I can't remember some words I said but I'm pretty sure I said "Mou ii!" and " Kimochi ii na!" randomly. As I was shouting random words the light stood on me for a while than turned away. It seemed satisfied with what it got but it wasn't enough for us to receive the true prize. After it left I sat with Dawn on the floor and the setting began to change into a anime classroom. There were cute young girl anime characters talking to each other. Kind of like how lucky star characters look like but with alien skin. One of them asked how they would get the entity to stay longer. The others said they weren't sure in English but with a Japanese accent. I than looked to Dawn who was in front of me as we sat on the floor. In the corner of my eye I could see a screen with a circular ancient calendar that had a golden outline and blue color inside it. I assumed it was suppose to be a calendar for when the entity came back.

Dawn than caught my attention fully when he asked me if I wanted to go to a restaurant with him to eat waffles. "Yeah okay"I said content. But than I thought about how I wasn't in the mood for something sweet like waffles. Before I knew it I was putting a waffle drenched with syrup into my mouth. "What the?". There was a white plate with cut waffle pieces in front of where I sat now. "What's wrong?" Dawn asked. "How did I start eating waffles without knowing I was eating waffles? I honestly was thinking about how I didn't want to eat waffles but now I'm eating waffles" I replied still baffled. "It's okay. Your senses were just focused elsewhere is all" he said calmly. I could feel a slight numbness of my legs when he said that but I felt it was slightly true. I continued to eat the waffles even though I didn't want to at first though since they weren't as bad as I thought it would be.Woke up after that.

Notes: After I woke up I had the urge to eat waffles. O w o) But just as I turned the knob on the toaster it broke in half. Its funny how the one moment where I choose to eat it I can't.


(I do not own the pic)

I had a very successful lucid dream night. And I even took a nap and was lucid. Here's what I put in my journal on my phone...

I'm in a bed looking out the window. I see someone snowboarding down a hill trying to go down. Also someone is sleeping on the floor near me in the room I'm in.

I must have had 3 or 4 lucid dreams last night. Went back to bed and remembered part of another dream.

I see a girl I know the dream is about her.


I'm in my grandparents room upstairs in California. I'm really tired. I think I didn't leave the van where it was suppose to be for work. I even thought I took someone's backpack. I try to call my boss from a tablet but it's not the right person.

Finally had good conditions to WILD.

Took a nap in the afternoon, so went to bed later.
Last night bed 11:30pm - 2:30am
2:30 am - 2x300 Alpha GPC
2:30am - 3:30 am one more hour of sleep for 4 hrs total
3:30 - 4am - WBTB
3:50 - 2x4 galantamine
4am sofa

Estimated length - 45-60 min

5 am still heard the chime on my watch, after I already turned to both sides than back to my back and finally fell asleep shortly after when I felt first signs of falling asleep.

Woke up 6:27, after last part of the dream was already non-lucid - FA of me writing down my TOTM.

Preparation:
(I wanted to do the opening of a forgotten christmas present, massage, tell pencil to draw. I realized I have not used a pencil in a long time, so before bed I was visualizing how I will pull out a pencil from my back pocket and I thought about if it will be regular one or a mechanical one. I also visualized pulling out my box cutter, cutting the tape on a present and opening it. And how I will open my door and there will be Pandora.)

LUCIDS:

1.
As soon as I realized I'm asleep, I got up and went to my front door, as I visualized it before bed. Opened it but there was nothing. So I went to the window to get out that way.

I flew to the neighbors window and I felt naughty, because I knew it's at night, he is asleep and I will be intruding. I looked in both of his beds which looked like someone slept in them recently, but they were empty. I looked again, and there he was, under a sheet, on his back. I giggled and went down on him. I wish there was a nice way to describe this in detail, but there isn't, so this is all I can say. I was wondering if he will notice and wake up. Another girl joined us. I was like "I didn't need help, but ok."

2.
I'm standing on a street, looking around what to do. There is an area to my left with lots of people, between some trashcans. They are watching something going on and I know I was part of it before. Not as a spectator, but as a performer. From my previous dream you can guess what it was about.

I remember I wanted to do some of the Beginner tasks just for fun. So I kneel down and my hands touch beech sand. It's so soft, like the softest flour, cool to the touch because it's nighttime. I play with it, take it in my hands and let it run through my fingers. I smooth it with my hand and watch the pattern my hands make. (It's so simple but very cool detail and I will do this from now on often.) I decide to look for some seashells and I find a huge mollusk with some seaweed, but it opens and I can tell it's dead. I wonder how come It doesn't smell.

3.
Throughout the whole even, at least 3 times I realized that I can't see well. I brought my hands in front of me and forced myself to see them. They were slowly appearing in better detail, until I was satisfied and moved on.

Somewhere in the middle I realized this is quite a long dream and it's nice and stable, almost no fadeouts, only dream scene changes. I was not worried about it ending or me waking up at all.

4.
I remembered the "Tell pencil to draw something" TOTM.
I sat at a desk, pulled out a pencil from my back pocket (just as I visualized before bed. It was logical, because I carry a pen there at work, but have not seen a pencil in a long time.)

I looked at it as I pulled it out. It was a regular pencil, with forest green shaft, white band at the top and black top. No eraser. I put it down and say "draw something". I look at the desk and there are some marks as if someone draw with an eraser. That's not good, so I ask it again. I lose the scene here.

I end up at the similar table again after something else, pull the pencil out again and this time it's shorter, as if it was drawing a lot in the meantime. Some female is sitting opposite of me and we are talking and watching the pencil. I ask it to draw. It does some calligraphy ribbon on the desk itself, but it doesn't look like a drawing. I look at it and when I look back, surprise! There is a beautiful, technical drawing, like from a blue print, of an airport. 2 runways, 2 passenger buildings with boarding attachments and some perimeter buildings. It's clean, no shading or anything else. Only blueprint, except it's on white paper and with the lead tip.

I pick up the pencil to examine it. I want to read what kind of pencil it is, the manufacturer and anything you can usually see on a pencil.

There is a lot of writing on it, lot more than it should fit. There is something in faded golden letters on every side of this many sided pencil. Left and right side of lettering is faded, the middle is more readable. I look at the lead and it's loose, ready to fall out. Great details.

4.
I am hover flying over the street. I am sooo happy about this. The feeling is incredibly good.

I want to turn but realize I have low control. I decide that it's my dream and I can do whatever I want. So I slow down in nice and controlled way, turn around and fly where I wanted to.


5.
Hrm, the inevitable sex. With others, by myself, came to happy ending 2 or 3 times.

6. FA
I'm at my moms. I rush to the desk ans start writing down my dreams. I draw the airport picture too. If I didn't, I would have not remembered how it looked after I woke up for real.

My brother is in some radio program and so am I. I'm some "performer" and the tell me they will need me to do it now, and also say some commercial. I tell them no way, I'm writing this down first, nobody talk to me till I'm done.

I retreat to my room to continue. My mom barges in telling me stuff, and I yell at her to not talk to me. My dad comes in with vacuum turned on, I yell at him too. Mom tells me through the door that they are leaving to some fun place and to go with them. I don't even reply. I don't want to lose the memory of my dreams.

THANK YOU! I LOVE my higher self, my subC and my mind. My partners and friends. : D

So it all starded with a hole in the wall in a never seen before room, not really a hole but a large piece of top layer wall missing. Anyway someone was with me, almost seemed like a father, and me and him started digging through the wall tearing out pieces for some reason. on the other side there was a huge space inbetween the two walls, it was lit by sunlight and was filled with concrete rubble like 30 feet below the wall hole (which wasn't that big), I didn't go in but the guy did by climbing down a chain on the wall. After that my inexistent little brother came behind me and said something horribly strange, he seemed to be like 5. I ran out of the room into another never seen before room. I told my never seen before mom and she took him to the middle of the never seen before living room and did somekind of excersism with milk, but before she could say anything I threw myself down and let satan use my mouth, words came out I don't understand. My sister in real life after the dream said i was yelling strange things. next thing I know i wake up from that dream super frightened but oddly at peace in another dream, but I could see through the walls and I saw my real big brother close the door to his old room which is mine now. the door was only hanging by the bottom hinge and this was very evident. He then walked into the never seen before bedroom I was in (where the bathroom should be) and said mom wanted me. He then left and I was in the dark again, I called my dog Ruger (who is extremely important to me and ALWAYS at my side) and didn't come, I got up and felt around with my feet, I found him but there was two of him! I went downstairs and asked my mom about it and she said it was a gift. I woke up to that dream calling Ruger's name. I got up and found my sister who doesn't live here sleeping on the couch. I went to the car for soda but couldn't find one, so i got a glass of water instead. shortly after the door I came out of slammed OPEN and the dogs went crazy, right after that I sat down and began writing this article on an unfamiliar site. Please, please explain this, my dogs are still growling and barking. Also may I add i've been getting extra freaked out of the thought of demons in my house, just typing that word makes me scared. I live in an old house built in the 1800s that was owned by the church for a long time. I'm really, truly freaked the fuck out. It also felt like it was a lucid dream but wasn't, like I was making concious decisions unwillingly...
PLEASE HELP

4.1

LD 87 - Mind controlling monsters

I'm in middle school. There's a stand-off between me and two other students. I have a knife, the guy closes to me has a knife too, but the third guy pulls out an M4 rifle.
There is absolutely no way for me to win now. I drop my knife in the hopes that he calms down. He isn't calming down. The other knife holding guy moves between me and the rifle man.
BANG! Knife guy takes a bullet for me. Looks like it went straight through his lower torso and thus hit the spine. He's dead af. As he falls down, the rifle man fires again. I'm hit. A large piece of flesh is hanging out under my right arm. Is that a muscle? People are screaming. I also feel a stinging pain in my arm and back of my head. I try to find a nurse, but even school staff seems uninterested in helping me.

I wake up and journal this, but the dream continues when I fall back to sleep.

I'm home. The house is unfamiliar and has two floors. I remember being shot and check under my shirt. There's no wound or scar. My family is acting weird. Another school day goes by and I get back home.
I check for the wound again and now there's a scar. "Someone made me forget?" My sister's oldest kids are visiting. The second oldest realized something is wrong too. He had a new game he had been playing
and had forgotten his progress, which was still visible as a game save. Dad got home, but he wasn't my dad, instead he looked like the actor Ray Liotta. He was behind this and instantly knew that I saw through it.
He runs into my room looking very angry. I'm so scared that I become lucid to save myself from further stress. I stop time. Ray just stands right in front of me. I'm not lucid enough to free myself from this particular scene. I try to tell myself that I can make the world fade away and do what I want, but I appear to be stuck. Suddenly everyone is sitting in the living room. I try to make Ray's head blow up. I visualize his head exploding and blood covering the walls, but nothing happens. I grab his legs and easily swing him against the wall and through the table. Nothing seems to be harming him.

Scene changes and the dream continues non-lucid. To summarize: I figure out that someone is mind controlling my family and a lot of other people. I find an organization in the city that have alien tentacle monsters in a large tank that have this mind controlling power. Dream ends before I get to do anything about it.

I guess this was low level lucidity. I didn't recall my tasks or anything. I tried to free myself from the narrative, but failed.

Before 5.15
The dream is of a game world in tiny 8-bit style. The monsters are tiny and pixellated. It is not always clear exactly what they are due to the bad quality graphics! While exploring a set of underground tunnels in the game, I find a wall made of glass. It has green dotted lines in irregular patterns drawn on it. Using some kind of sticky hands (D&D spider climb??) spell, I climb the wall like an insect.

The glass wall reveals secret chambers filled with monsters and loot. I phase through the glass (hadn't become lucid, just somehow gained that ability) and start attacking the monsters. After fighting for a while more monsters appear. I am playing a wizard character and cast spells to keep them back. A door appears but it is locked. More monsters appear, filling up the room, getting tougher to kill as they keep spawning.

My character dies and the game resets right back to the beginning. I am irritated. Where were the save points? It is a difficult game as there is no indication of where to go or what to do.

Giving up on the game I find myself outside where there are three row boats waiting on a river. Three floating platforms are infront of the boats. I stand on a platform, but then other people join me and the platform sinks under our combined weight. I climb onto the boat. There is someone already in the central boat who speaks in Italian and then German.

An ex-work-colleage joins me in the boat: KF. She is holding a bunch of flowers and dips them in the water. They shrivel up and die. From the boat we somehow end up inside a building where a group of other co-workers are sitting around a table eating chocolate cake. CW demolishes a large slice, stuffing it in his face getting it all over the place. I take a chocolate chip biscuit and take a bite of it.

Then I try to leave the house, finding a mudstained floor that leads into a garden. Steps made from ivy and plants have covered the exit. I climb them, ending up around the height of a normal house. Then after shimmying along one of the steps I manage to drop down into a shaded part of the garden. At this point, I become lucid.

The garden has a couple of bicycles lying in the grass. I think about stealing one of them while climbing a slope that leads out to a street. There are three cars parked in the road. I remember the TOTY and walk over. Pulling up the bonnet (hood) I sweep the engine compartment. It has a bunch of small junk items inside but no engine. Good. Then I walk around the car and rip off all the wheels, leaving it resting on the axles.

Now prepared, the car has also become a convertible. So I lean into the car and try to start it. At first it will not work, but a few more attempts and it roars into life. Hopping into the driving seat, I drive the car down the road. The axles are grinding into the tarmac. Sounds terrible!

At the side of the road I spot a group of bikers and a really gorgeous Ducati - unusually in a burnt orange colour like a Lamborghini Aventador. I try to get through the group and attempt to steal the bike, but the rider block me from getting near it. I give up and walk further down the street past some nice cars but nothing compared to that Ducati motorbike.

While walking into a building I remember the massage task. There is a family sitting here - mother, father, child. I ask for a massage. The man walks behind me and starts rubbing my shoulders. It is not very strong but it is noticable. The man then asks something about the child, indicating that it is mine. That's not my kid?? I wake up.

January 1st.
I lie awake in bed after having been woken by the storm. I usually start having a panic attack from storms but tonight was different. There was no panic. I check my phone for the time and it reads about 3am. No unusual. I usually awake from my "nightmares" around 2-3am anyways. I then check the weather and see its supposed to rain for a few more hours.
`Here is the fun part. I set my phone down and rub my tired eyes. The next thing i know i'm in my living room clutching my pillow as the storm goes on. It took me a while to notice the enivorement change but i was shocked. I haven't been one for sleep walking, maybe once in my entire life. I sleep talk and have conversations with people but never sleepwalk. Ever since my "nightmares" started i have started spacing out more. My body goes into auto pilot. But never like this. i usually stay in bed and try and fall back asleep.
Looking around i notice nothing different. I basically said "whyyyy?!?!?" along with some curses and was like "I'm too tired for this sh*t" and i went back to bed. I still remember it very detailed and now as i sit in my room typing i keep thinking i see the figure from my dreams. Yay for nightmares and insomnia at the same time!!!

1/2/2017
Dream One
"Hallway to Haven"

I was walking through a tile and concrete hallway, metal doors and drawers lining the walls, with the feeling that someone(s) was following behind, searching for me. Eventually, while searching for somewhere to hide, I realized that I was dreaming. (Upon going to work, this afternoon, I recognized the hallway in my dream to be the parking garage hallway I normally do my reality checks in, when I'm entering or leaving the office.)

The first thing I could think of to do, with my lucidity, was touch one of the concrete structures and ground myself into the dream. Then, I decided to try and change the scenery. Since I've had pretty good luck with creating and utilizing doorways, I turned to the wall and pulled open one of the panels, imagining that there would be some other, random scene within. I don't believe I waited to see if anything showed up, visually. I just moved my head in and 'dove' into the opening, focusing on the intention to simply 'be somewhere else.'

My forward momentum turned into a headlong dive, and I immediately found myself flying over dark blue ocean in midday. I was moving at a high speed trying to keep myself above the surface of the water. I could sense the feeling of being over the ocean becoming more and more overwhelming, and the water, itself - already a strange and almost 'fake-looking' hue of opaque, navy blue - began to form long strands or tendrils, that rose up from the surface like tentacles as I flew just over it. The entire ocean looked a bit like ferrofluid, writhing and undulating beneath me, and it was starting to freak me out.

I turned to find land, and saw a large landmass in the distance, completely surrounded by water. I flew closer and saw that it was a sort of plateau, with a raised center. The entirety of the surface was covered with lush, green jungle, leading up at a gentle incline - over what seemed like a few dozen square miles - to a central point in the center that housed some sort of large castle or fortress. The closer I got to the raised structure at the middle of the landmass, the more I could see that there was something flying about it, circling over the top of the building. A dragon.

The moment I recognized this dragon for what it was, I got the feeling that there was something large coming up behind me - possibly flying, but that could have been moving through the water but standing tall enough to feel like it was breathing down my neck as I flew. Still flying to the island, now trying to escape what was behind me more than what was in front, I saw that all of the color from the jungle trees and tropical landscape was beginning to 'drain' down off of the mountainous incline upon which the building sat. All of the greens and purples, browns and reds that made up the jungle beneath me now began to run like dyed water, down to the ocean that surrounded the island. (It reminded me very much of the painted field from What Dreams May Come, but after someone would have thrown a glass of water on it.)

I don't remember ever touching down on the island or making it to the building.


Dream Fragment Two
I was at someone's house, cooking. Standing in the kitchen, I spontaneously remembered that I was just lucid dreaming, a moment ago. I became lucid, again, and felt kind of stupid that I'd gone from lucid dreaming to spending a dream cooking. Before I could really think of anything else to do with my lucidity, I woke up.

12/21/2016
Fragment One
"Snake Among Dragons"
I was with a fairly close-knit group of martial artists, meeting with each other about something or other. There was a cop within the group, sitting there in street clothes and trying to blend in with us, but it was becoming more and more apparent that he was there to dig up dirt on our group.


Fragment Two
I just remember a cat diving into a pool and being able to sort of freedive and hold its breath for an impressive amount of time.



12/22/2016
"Diva Scorned"

I was being chased by some psychotic, pistol-packing diva - with her expansive group of henchmen - through a big, fancy hotel setting. I have no idea why they were chasing me, or who my companion was, but I know the orders were to shoot on sight. During the chase, someone was able to take us into their apartment and hide us in a small space at the side of a bed, just as the woman showed up. They ended up torturing the person that was hiding us, and who had absolutely refused to give us up. I can't remember what all they did to him, but at one point, I do remember them taking high-pressure heat to his face - like a modified blowtorch with no flame - and literally burning and blistering all over his face and head.

Next thing I knew, they were gone and we were back on the run, through the hotel hallways and out onto the scaffolding outside, goons firing a few pot shots at us along the way. Making it down to the parking lot, we looked for crowded areas and tried to stay hidden.



12/25/2016
Fragment
There was a bright green viper loose in Shaun's house - pretty much just slithering around, wherever it pleased. I did a fairly good job of avoiding it, in the beginning but eventually it struck out at locked onto my calf. The last thing I remember was wondering if I was going to make it to the hospital in time to not die.



12/26/2016
Fragment One
This one was something about the Tree of the Dead, from the movie Sleepy Hollow. I don't remember much from the dream, except chopping away at the center of the tree, as if more trying to destroy it than investigate it. Just like in the movie, though, I was getting sprayed and saturated with the human blood and gore that made up the tree's insides. I don't remember any encounter with the Headless Horseman, or anything like that - just the tree, itself - though I do know that I had someone with me.


Dream Two
"The Thin Lucid Line"

I was out for some good times with friends, and there was an attractive woman that just kind of fell into our group, after a while, along with some of her male and female friends. The woman and I had been getting along really well, and one of her friends was continuously trying to hook her up, but we all knew that there was going to be nothing going on between us. Throughout the day, I had been driving, and I vaguely remember stopping into a grocery store, before we all went to an apartment complex.

The sun had just gone down, when a group of maybe 8 of us were walking through the parking lot, and two of the guys - one white, one black - decided to play, what they referred to as "a prank". They, then disappeared behind one of the buildings. A few seconds later, a woman comes running out from one of the hallways, screaming for the police, just as a patrol car 'happened' to be pulling into the complex.

Naturally, we all scattered and attempted to evade the police. While running through the parking lot, I'd begun to suspect that I was dreaming. Taking one huge leap, I launched myself into the air, and nearly touched the roof of one of the tall apartment buildings, slowly descending back toward the ground. Trying to keep myself calm and get my bearings within the dream state, I took another jump, just a bit more focused, and touched-down to the rooftop. I, then, flew across the parking lot, to the rooftop across from the building I was once on. (I had originally wanted to do the 'Lucid Task of the Month' but I had completely forgotten, by this point.) Now, assured that I was dreaming, I went back down to find my group.

The cops had everyone rounded up. There were two black cops and one white one - the two black cops acting nonchalant and, ridiculously enough, carrying basketballs as if they were trying to appeal to us level (while being racial stereotypes, obviously). They started putting us in their cruiser and the white cop turned to me and started making bigoted remarks. Still lucid, I just laughed at him and said something smart, in return. Becoming instantly defensive, the cop pulled out his gun and shot me in one leg. It felt like a light punch, and ultimately didn't faze me at all, in terms of pain. The act was, though, irritating, and it caused me to laugh directly in his face, at his futility.

I said something like "you fool! This is a dream. This is My dream! You think you can hurt me, here??" I then held up one hand and challenged him to shoot me in the hand, just to prove to him (read as: myself) that I could override the pain. He looked at my hand, and back at me...and then he shot me multiple times in the Legs, again. It caught me a little off-guard, but I focused on ignoring the pain and what little discomfort came about had immediately disappeared.

Again, his defiance irritated me, but caused me to laugh at him through grit teeth. I was just just about to go completely OP'd on him, when I felt the dream beginning to fade away. I didn't even try to fight waking up, though, even though I would have enjoyed tormenting this DC, and I just let the dream slip away while I awoke.

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I've noticed some recurring themes of racism and fascism in my dreams, lately. Makes sense, really. I've been taking in a lot of politics, and playing games like Tomb Raider and The Last of Us, which contain a lot of such situations. No question as to whether waking world media is seeping into my dreams. Lol.

12/17/2016
Fragment One
"Screamulator"
I was on a virtual reality / roller coaster hybrid-thing with Cierra. It was supposed to be scary, but it really wasn't all that impressive...at first. At some points, along the ride, I would lift up my VR visor and look at the inner-workings of the ride. It was some bizarre marriage of industrial-grade, metallic structures, electronics, and live, supernatural-looking creatures - as if many of the virtual creatures we were seeing in the visors had actual, real-world counterparts, which were being manipulated (practically-tortured) for the purpose of making this ride work.

It was very strange and surreal, and I don't think Cierra ever took off her visor and saw what was going on.

Fragment Two
"Snowy Trail with JJ"
My girlfriend and I were walking down a snowy mountain, at night. At some time during our walk, we were approached and followed by a white wolf. At first, it made my girlfriend nervous, but I squatted down a little, as it came close, and put out my hand. The wolf moved into it and allowed me to pet it without incident. It then continued to follow us on our walk, until being deterred by a large, tan/orange scorpion that cross our path. It wandered off in one direction, following the scorpion.



12/19/2016
"Reality Killavision"

This started as some sort of mix of a haunted house and a TV show. There was a group of about a dozen people, all moving through this "haunted" set. During the course of the show, people would be disappearing from the group, one by one, and sometimes completely new people would take their place. It felt very Saw/Hostel-inspired. Later, though, the 'fantasy' nature of the show disappeared, and we found that we were all in very real danger - not so much from anything supernatural, but from actual murderers lurking within the set, including a sniper who was waiting in one very large room with a high wall on the far side.

1. I am inside of a car, in the backseat. There is a girl sitting to the right of me, as well as a girl in the passenger seat up front, and another girl driving. We are on the freeway going pretty fast and I am just chilling enjoying the ride. Up ahead there is an exit that leads to a town that is very will lit. As we continue driving, we see not far in the distance, a shootout taking place. It seems to be a huge gang versus a whole squad of police cars. This is all taking place in the middle of the road a little bit ahead of us, but surprisingly enough there isn't much traffic considering there's barely any cars on the road. Nevertheless, the cars that are ahead of us are at a complete stop for the most part, and a few cars are driving around the scene to avoid it.
"This has to be a dream" I think to myself without a doubt. I am now lucid, but still in the car. The girls in the car now start freaking out heavily and are in panic mode. "Just veer off to the right and drive through the grass" I tell the girl who is driving. She doesn't listen. I repeat myself, this time in a more urgent tone, "Just drive into the grass and go towards the town" I say with a loud voice. She then finally gets it and listens, but she doesn't go to the town, instead she drives past the town and we are now on some road that is completely dead with no other cars in sight. I decide that its about time for me to get out of the car, so I tell the girl driving, "Just pull over I'm getting out."
Once again, she doesn't listen and just completely ignores me. We are now headed towards a dark alley that has a long bridge going over it. I can clearly see that this alley is pretty dark, and it strikes me as very sketchy. Seconds later, in the middle of the alley that we are about to enter, I see an extremely huge dude wearing some sort of creepy ski mask, and a matching creepy all black outfit. Normally I wouldn't be too intimidated by this as I am lucid, but this guy looks about 9 feet tall and looks like he weighs about 500 pounds of pure muscle. At this point I have decided that I am no longer going to wait for the girl to stop the car, I am just going to get out. The other two girls that were in the car with us are now gone and it's just me and her.
As I open the back right door to get out, the girl suddenly stops on a dime. I get out of the car and look down the alley which starts just about 20 feet in front of where I am standing. The huge 9 foot tall guy is now sprinting full speed towards me. I glance at the car and the girl is now gone. It's just me. "Fuck this shit I'm not staying to find out what happens" I say out loud. With that, I look to my right and see a huge building that, as usual, is an architectural masterpiece. I jump about 10 feet into the air in order to climb onto the ledge of the building, and am successful. Just then as I am about to continue climbing, I see two men wearing red bomber jackets flying towards me. I then hear an extremely deep inhuman voice say "Block his awareness".
The instant this is said, I lose lucidity and am now just trying to escape the area. One of the men wearing the red bomber jackets has now landed 5 feet away from me and is walking towards me as though he were on some sort of mission.