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I am being driven around in a pink car by a woman I do not recognize from WL. She is an attractive MILF. There are hills around us, resembling the hills you see around Moreno Valley in southern California. There are distant houses nestled in the hills. I am cognizant of being married to my wife in the dream, but I work with this lady and this is the final time we will be together. We are headed to a party.

I feel uneasy, knowing my wife would not approve of me being alone in a car with this lady. In the dream, I imagine my wife pulling up beside us at a light in her minivan and looking over to see me with her (note: this didn't actually happen in the dream, it was visualized within the dream). I figure this would be extremely awkward, and I'd have some serious explaining to do! Or would I be able to slip down to hide on the floorboard before she saw me? These were the options I pondered within the visualization. After I snap back into the reality of the dream, I notice there is a child in the backseat of the car. And at that point I realize this woman does not respect me. Nor do I respect her. Most of all, I do not respect myself in this dream.

I begin to feel sad. There is lots of room to stretch my legs out in her car; it is very spacious for a convertible. As she drives me around, I grow more and more pensive. I experience a great withdrawal, and a sense of failure and doom. A betrayal of my marriage vows, even though the woman and I never touch. The most predominant emotion, however, is abject loneliness. I feel so utterly lonely in the dream. I think about my kids and how much I miss them. Dreamt 12/16/2016

I entered my barn and saw some hens with little chickens lying on they hay. Most of them were dead or very weak. There was some strange sickness spreading around.

My longest lucid dream yet! It was so long and stable that I tried meditating and it was weird to say the least. It made the dream a bit more vivid for some reason. So much happened but one of the highlights of the dream was me using telekinesis to fight and blow up two alien spaceship things. Gosh the dream was so stable I was repeatedly testing my ability to summon a dream character. Couldn't find her. Maybe next time.

Morning of January 5, 2017. Thursday.



My wife and family and I are living back on Gellibrand Street in Clayfield. When the mail goes, there are several items. I firstly focus on a large package.

The package turns out to contain a book we did not order or expect to get, possibly because of being members of a book-of-the-month club. It is a very large and thick book with shiny gilded pages with the title of “Return of the Fairy Tale”. It seemingly includes fairy tales as well as poems and folk tales. I read one poem as our youngest daughter listens (though I cannot recall its content). I am not sure if we should keep the book as I seem to remember that Zsuzsanna has an older edition of the same book. We look for it and it is found near the bottom of her wardrobe. I ask her if we should keep the new edition we just received and it seems that we will. The older edition has a slightly different cover but is about the same size.

After this, I go onto our porch to look at our other mail. There are two postcards from Margaret. In one, she starts off by talking about seeing her “pale face” looking back at her (from a mirror I assume). She writes that she is sorry to hear about my sister (Marilyn).

Apparently, I had also written to a man in India of whom I had not written to in over twenty years. I had asked him about his address (which makes no sense because if I did not know his address he likely would not have gotten my letter). On his postcard, in somewhat sloppy handwriting, he only writes:

“I do not remember my other address. I would like a comfy.”

I am not sure what he means by “comfy”; if he means a footrest or some sort of apparel. (In real life years ago he had asked me to send him auto repair books and I did not have any.)

I also notice a couple loose letters which are older love letters from Zsuzsanna though I am puzzled as to why they are with the recent mail. One letter includes a couple drawings. I had been sitting on the left end of the couch on the porch (liminal space) during this last segment.

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• The fifteen rupee tiger stamp is a sublimated coalescence prompt (as a tiger can swallow the dream self back into full consciousness) and additionally, mail usually symbolizes communication between the dream self and either the conscious self identity or the collective unconscious. Even so, and even containing the same dreaming and waking metaphors (and overall meaning) since earliest childhood, this dream’s rendering is unique.
• Regardless of the nature of the book, a book usually links to conscious self identity (and critical thinking skills that are not wholly feasible in non-lucid dreams). Gilded pages relate to dawning awareness and sentience (as sunbeams coming in through a bedroom window).
• The other book being in the wardrobe is a dream sign, as Zsuzsanna gets clothes from her wardrobe shortly after waking.
• Most dreams, when waking prompts are not more direct or jolting, are to subliminally inform the dreamer to wake as in this case. This same “call to waking” (waking transition with waking metaphors) can be seen in tens of thousands of my dreams documented and studied over fifty years, and in very specific layered (redundant) ways (and often “no-brainers” that I easily grasped as a child).
• Even “comfy” can be considered a dream sign, as it can refer to pillows and being in bed.
• Even the line about not remembering the other address is a direct reference to the amnesic nature of the personified subconscious (dream self).

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1. It's nighttime and I am standing in a field of grass. In front of me there is a group of small houses, and in 3 of these houses all of the lights are on. It's so dark that I can barely see anything else, and the moon is absent. After a few more moments of just standing in place I start to feel a creepy vibe, like I'm being watched. I feel as though someone or something will be coming after me soon. I turn around and am about to get on my motorcycle, but I can't find my helmet. After feeling around for a few seconds I finally feel my helmet. As I look at it I realize that it is literally so dark that I can only see the outline of it. I put my helmet on and get on my bike.
My gut instinct is getting stronger regarding the feeling that someone is coming after me. I start up my bike and start going forward. Just then a red truck comes from behind me and is now coming at me at full speed. The headlights on this truck are blinding, and I instantly turn back around and pull the throttle. My bike is now speeding up and reaching full speed, but ahead of me I see dangerous obstacles. All around in the field in front of me I can see large pieces of elongated metal, and I realize that if I fuck up it's going to be bad. With no other choice I keep going, now weaving through the field of metal. The truck is still close behind me, but it's getting closer. Suddenly I notice a really large piece of metal only feet in front of me. "There's no way I'm going to get over that" I think to myself. Seconds later I hit the metal and fly off of my bike and into the air.
Now I am in 3rd person perspective. I see myself faceplant into the ground, followed by the truck flying over me and getting completely totaled as it rolls and slams into more metal that I had somehow avoided. A brief period of confusion overcomes me, and I suddenly find myself on the road next to where I had just crashed. There's a loud noise in the distance, and it's growing even louder every second I stand still. I look up into the sky and see 3 or so fighter jets approaching my area. A random male voice tells me "Get out of the area now!". The ground suddenly becomes lit up with red circular lights and I quickly realize that this is the targets of the jets.
The noise of the jets is now incredibly loud and still growing. I start running away. In front of me the road ends and gives way to a cliff. Past this cliff is an enormous city. Bigger than any city I have ever seen before. On top of that the city is the 2nd most futuristic of its kind that I have ever seen; but still more futuristic than the city in Total Recall. I look up once more and see the jets fire missiles towards the area which I still have not fully evaded. I am now fully sprinting. Moments later, just as I jump off the edge, the missiles hit. I successfully escape the present danger, but now am faced with a new one. Now I am free falling, with nothing to save me. As I look at the city I realize how far I must be falling. I have now been falling for 30 or so seconds and still am no where near the ground. If I were to take a guess on how much longer I would be falling, I would guess it would be another 10 minutes at least.
At the bottom, on the ground, I could see extremely busy roads filled with technology I could have never even imagined before. Even now, I cannot explain it as there was endless amounts of detail. Looking forward I saw what looked to be the main area of the city. I see many skyscrapers that make waking life skyscrapers look like ants. These buildings were so enormous in size, unlike anything I have ever seen before. Meanwhile, I am still falling. I hear a voice in my ear, "Activate gliding sequence" and suddenly, large black wings are ejected out of my sides. I am now no longer falling, but rather gliding. I go towards the heart of the city and am now flying past robotic things and flying ships as well as much much more. It was all so much to take in.

This dream is interesting because it came sometime after the last dream in this journal. I was prowling through the darkness and felt primitive, like Tarzan. I was not lucid, but there was a depth and reality to the dream beyond normal. Across a field I can sense people coming and I am afraid of being caught. I go across a small ditch and climb over a fence. A small girl is pursuing me. She is wearing a school girl outfit with the skirt. She is not running, just clearly following me. I hide between a building and a fence and hold the gate I just went through closed. A man comes out on the other side of the gate and talks to the girl. I sense that he is telling her he did not see me. I can see through gaps in the fence. The little girl comes up to the gate (she looks very much like the girl in the last dream, but non-lucid I do not know what this means.) She laughs and says she can see me. I am afraid. She says I am not hidden at all. Her hand comes through the fence and rests on my neck. I panic and attack her. I am now on her side of the fence. I grab her ankles and cause her to fall in the mud. I am now holding her down in anger. the shocking unreality of me ever harming a child is like a lucid bringing RC. This cannot be real. It is a dream. I am lucid. Oh shit! I am attacking the girl from the last dream. Bad Eric! OMG! No! I wake up.

This dream started in classic DILD fashion. I entered aroom and saw objects there that did not make sense. They should have been in another room and looked as if they were sort of disassembled. I don't remember any RC, I just knew it made no sense, so I must be dreaming. I spent perhaps 10 minutes doing various fun things like practicing levitation skills. I decided to practice summoning DCs and then causing them to act as I wanted. I decided to look for pretty girls who would appear as I changed scenes by flying. After I found a pretty girl I would exert will to cause the DC to take her shirt off. Then I would see how quickly I could repeat this task chain. I was actually not being a pervert, but this task just seemed a fun challenge.
I was doing great, very rapidly completing the challenge and repeating, each time a new setting and DC. On about the 3rd or 4th time something weird happened. I approached a small group of people. I saw a younger girl in a school girl outfit. Nope. No way. I caused her to age in front of me until she was adult. I tried to use will to cause her to remove her shirt. She reacted like I was attacking her and shied away. I got a weird feeling as if I was suddenly in an astral type setting rather then alone in my mind. I said something like "please don't worry. I would not make you do anything you don't want to. I will leave you alone." I then flew up into the air to demonstrate that I meant what I said. The whole group flew up into the air in pursuit of me.
They started taunting me. I could tell (if you want to believe in such stuff) that these where not DCs but more like what ever my Dream Guides are. Perhaps this is now an astral world? They said things like how does it feel to have things you don't want done, done to you? After each comment like this I would get hit with something like a petronis from Harry Potter that they were projecting at me. One of them said something like, "that doesn't feel good, does it?" I responded, "No, it is definitely unpleasant, but this is stupid and I will not run from you any more." I then landed on a roof top. They were no where in sight.
I was feeling defiant because I have a long history with astral entities pushing me around when ever my actions turn sexual. Can you really blame them? Assume that somehow I have achieved a level of dreaming that allows me to go to astral realms (or laugh it off if such things are to far out there) and sometimes I go there with out realizing it. I then act out as if I own the world. However, this time I got mad. I addressed no in particular, sort of like screaming at God from a mountain top. I said something like this. "I want yo all to understand this! To me much of this is confusing because I a dreaming from a physical body somewhere else. I am subject to the drives associated with being a form of ape. I often think I am alone dreaming of things when suddenly I am hear and you are all offended. In my dreams I have almost ultimate power. In this hand I may want a drink," I flourished my left hand and a swirling cloud forms above my palm and becomes a glass. "While in this hand I may want breasts." I flourish the right hand and the torso of a woman floats above the palm.
"I do not ever mean any of you harm, so try to forgive me!" I then take off up in to the air with a great deal of showmanship, copying the way Magneto does this. Chest out, arms back and all. I feel good and powerful.
As soon as I start to gain height an image forms in front of me, like I am floating up to a sky scraper or cliff. There is an open area inside the structure. Picture if you took all the glass off part of one floor on a sky scraper. Inside this area are about 12 entities all looking at me as if in judgement. They seem relaxed and look a bit as you would picture Nero and his court deciding the fate of a gladiator. Some of these beings radiate large amounts of power and are very intimidating with out trying to look tough.
They do not say anything, so I do. "I am an honest man who is involved with a very confusing thing. I want to be part of this but sometimes I do not realize what is happening and can not always control my behavior when I am dreaming. I will even meet each of your eyes to show I mean well." In my travels I have found that direct eye contact in this place opens you up to psychic attacks or contentedness. It is a very rude thing to force on anyone and has deep meaning here, far beyond what we would make of it in waking life. It somehow is like plugging two computers together with a usb cord. This gets their attention! A few of them shift forward right away. A voice in my head asks, "you will meet or eyes?" I affirm that I will. Three men approach. The first stares into my eyes. He then smiles and says, "I am Beelzibub." I am a bit taken aback as this name is something I have heard before as a lord of hell from gaming books. I assume at the time this is said to shock me (basically a lie to mess with me.) I interacted with the second on, but can not remember what happened. I know he made the contact and also introduced himself. The next one seems friendly. He quickly makes eye contact then breaks it and introduces himself as "Midas or Minos." I think to myself that Midas is a mythological name. He sees my thought and smiles. A frost covers his skin, but it is metallic and gold in color. At this point my memory is completely gone. If the dream kept going I can not recall any of it.
***Important note afterwards*** I wondered at the name the 1st being gave me.My thought was that it was a joke. I have been addressed by a being claiming to be Horus and on claiming to be Siva in the past, however these are figures from Egyptian and Hindu stories. I had thought this seemed a bit like something from Star Gate the tv series. Like maybe these are old special beings, but not really Gods, maybe beings that started being worshiped but are more like just seriously powerful forces. However, the name Beelzibub struck me as a Christian demon. My thought had been that he was messing with me. I look up the name and like so many other things this was a pagan god who the Christians demonized. It is actually the name for Ba'al a popular god in Canon the land the Hebrews invaded. Of course any of this could be made up in my head and mean nothing, but if we are open to my belief that this stuff is real, then this now makes sense. That name would certainly go right along side names like Horus or Siva in a list of important gods of ancient races.

I have a vague non-lucid about being blind. A woman restores my eyesight, and she asks me to interpret her dream. It is displayed with pink text upon a black screen. It is nonsense. I try to translate with google translate many times till I wake up.

INT. CHILDHOOD HOME - DAY

I'm reading an old ufo book that has been reprinted in a nice, leather-bound edition. But suddenly the front cover comes off and I see the broken binding. I plan to glue it back together.

Thunderstorm

I left my house and stopped at the entrance stairs, staring at the grim and heavy clouded sky. The wind was blowing wildly, clouds were moving really quickly. I saw my sister walking around the backyard. I moved to the backyard, it was getting darker and darker. Then a powerful thunderstorm started! Lightnings shot all across the sky and hit buildings at my backyard several times. The lightnings were red and everything they stroke went instantly ablaze with strong and bright fires. I saw other sisters walking around a hill behind our barn, I tried to warn them. I ran back to entrance. My sister I saw earlier ran to a shed and sounded a siren to warn us, I called her to get back home. She ran to me and entered the house after warning everyone.

Sky observations, swimming pool

A green mist spread around some park in a city and disappeared. It teleported me and some other people to that city. It was a sunny day, the sky was clear. There were coconut palms in that park. I called for some horse and it appeared, then other people did the same and we drove on, watching as the sky changed from day to night, looking at the stars. We drove through desert, to some meadows which were disconnected with a cliff. Some rocks floating in the air were forming a path to the other side, but we had a better idea - fall down the cliff. Doing that teleported us to an aquapark. I entered it and changed my clothes, then jumped to swimming pools and just swam. I kinda learned swimming, but also enjoyed it. Starting with a safe pool with lesser depth and then going to a deeper one. I swam with some heavilly scarred and burnt man. He told about demon summoning and how resist demons saved his life. I lied on my back in the water, slowly submerging. I closed my eyes and submerged further.

I am by myself searching through a desolate city scape, very grey and cold. I see a woman going into some shops and think she must know where some food is, but also i am wary for her safety.
I follow after her down into the basement of a store. There are aisles of boxes stacked high and debris strewn everywhere. One section has a long greenhouse, abandoned, for some reason.
However as the woman disappears off I cannot follow her as a large wild cat is now between the two of us.
It's about the size of a large dog, with grey matted fur and its eyes are scarred out. Although it is blind I feel its gaze burning into me.
I move but as I do it moves closer still. I pick up a rock and through it, it has no effect. I am petrified. I throw another as hard as I can at its temple but it just bounces off. Now i'm a bit more scared.
Then I remember that I said I would go back to my practise of hugging DCs rather than killing them.
I make protective gloves and padding appear but I dont really think this will be enough. As the cat must be seriously pissed off and has wicked looking claws. I am lucid at this point.
I then materialise my titanium wings and go in for a big hug. I am eyeball to blind eyeball with the cat and it does try to claw me.
There are lots of pinging noises as its claws rake against my wings and some white sparks.
But I get a hug in there lol. I wake up.

WBTB
I go back into the dream but am not lucid. There is a guy cleaning up plants and weeds into a big bundle he puts in a wheel barrow, next to the old greenhouse. He is an old Jamaican guy with a cap who talks to me. My daughters phone has fallen into some water nearby and I go to rescue it but the water is toxic and it has melted the gold on the back of the phone. As when I wipe it clean it just comes apart. I go to a workshop to try and get it fixed, the workshop has loads of stuff in it, I have seen it in another dream I think.

4/1/17
Dream 1: I was serving food at a party, trying to make sure everyone was happy.

Dream 2: I was cooking food for Milo, maybe part of a tv show, I think I was in a competition with some other people

Dream 3: Playing Skyrim, involved in some big battle, end up breaking leg or something similar, am out of action.

Dream 4: Canada and Denmark getting together pre world war one, joint military parade, Hitler and Trudeau close personal friends. The Canadians deliberately self destruct a lot of heir plans but accidentally destroy some german ones as well.

Last night's (non-lucid) dream was pretty cool. I was in heaven, in a field, so apparently I had died or something. Two guys there were trying to move from heaven to hell. As to why they would want to do that, I have no idea! Then, there were two ladies there who wanted to move from heaven to Earth instead.

I suppose this particular heaven wasn't all that exciting.

Somehow, in their efforts to travel back to earth, they managed to take me with them. I felt like I was waking up into the land of the living, and suddenly we were in some restaurant located inside of a shopping mall. The two girls were really nice, and I talked to them a bit, but I honestly don't remember why they wanted to go back to Earth. I think they said they had "unfinished business" or something.

There was also a guy with a dog that was performing in a show or something. It's a bit fuzzy in my memory though.

Then, we all got on an elevator to go down to a lower floor. The guy with the dog was on it too. There were a lot of people in said elevator, but it was very large and roomy so it didn't feel crowded. It was a glass elevator, so you could see the lower floors of the mall. Anyway, there was a needle of some sort laying on the ground.

And get this: It moved of its own accord, and immediately began stabbing me. I actually felt the pain. My mind immediately jumped to the conclusion that some sort of organization had built this needle to...do something malicious. But I don't remember what! :')

That faded, and I was outside in a nice neighborhood with some large houses, some of which were under construction. There was a large crowd of people walking towards one of them -- I think the one that was being constructed -- and I remember a pretty girl with a pink strapless blouse, which had a pattern of diamond shapes on it in a variety of colors. She was pale and neither skinny nor overly heavy -- just perfect.

The last thing my dream journal says is "something else as part of dream." I don't remember what that something was, though. I was starting to get really tired and had less than an hour before waking up, so I just went back to sleep I think.

My recall was foggy but I managed to remember certain things so it's good now. :3

Parakeets Out Of Their Cage

I was having a non lucid dream than appeared in my old house where my old parakeet Marisol was out of her cage. Holding my finger near her she flew to it. I tried getting her in her cage after that but she flew away again. I held my finger out once more near the mirror dresser and she flew to it. I was than able to quickly put her in the cage. However, I noticed that my current green parakeet Rupert was out of his cage. There were two of him too. One had a black bar under him labeled illuma and the other Illumi. I assumed the one named Illumi was the right one so I caught him with my hand and put him back inside. There was a opening to the cage though and they were getting back out again.

Old Black Dream Cell Phone

After thinking about how I appear too many times in my old house I decided to try having a dream in my new current house.
I was non lucid, dreaming about something related to running off the streets when I noticed I was in my current house room now sitting up on the bed.I became lucid and thought about how I wanted to call Dawn, Eye and possibly Kiro. Finding a small old black cell on the blanket I looked at the screen for Eye first. I saw the text of his name on the screen than pressed the call button. Putting it on my ear I could hear it ringing but no one was answering and the leave a message after the beep thing came up.I tried again but it kept ringing and no one answered. Next I tried Dawn but no one answered either. Giving up a bit I called Kiro but than hanged up to call Eye again.

Eye ended up answering this time. I shouted at him to answer his cell from now on. He muttered something like it wasn't his problem than appeared in my room. The setting was changing a bit so I got up to stay close to Eye. But he started walking away till he encountered a girl dc and started making googly eyes at her. I shouted at Eye to not get distracted but than thought about it more. "If Eye is trying to make me annoyed I should ignore him". I than turned away from him and called Dawn but the setting was getting Darker. I feel like I reached Dawn but than something non lucid happened.

A scene of Ed, Edd and Eddy was happening where Jimmy had shown the funny Edd some kind of new found kindness. This made the neighborhood change the way they acted and they started to come together. Next thing I know I'm walking in a street filled with shops and market places. Its sunny and feels like its the afternoon. I'm also holding the old black cell that I used to call Eye, Dawn and Kiro.

I became lucid than thought about how it reminded me of the dream meet up place I wanted to go to. Everything was also vivid and felt sturdy enough to enjoy without any nuisances. However,hearing a voice coming out of the cell phone I put it close to my right ear to see who was talking. Hearing the voice I assumed it was Dawn's boss who was telling me to enjoy myself and that Dawn would pick me up later. I told him to tell Dawn to meet me now though. He said alright so I just clicked a random button with the thought of making the cell hang up on the call. It worked so I focused on which store I would want to go in. The one that caught my eye had a traditional old Japanese/Chinese style to it. It was a dark green building with green posts holding the roof up.The posts had a white swirly line on them and somewhere near the roof there was wooden carved dark green dragon heads.

I went inside thinking that they would probably have Chinese dream food in it. But to my surprise I was getting a ice skating vibe from the place. People were looking for their lockers to pick up their shoes while others were buying shoes. I didn't want to wait for Dawn where I was so I made a left instead of a right and entered what was a elegant restaurant with red carpet flooring. The lights were dim and made the room have a yellow tint to it too. The scenery, formal dressed people and food made me feel excited enough to take a seat at a long rectangular spiffy table with a red table cloth on it and candles. However, after taking a seat a man came up to me and shouted at me that I was a thief. I looked to the table seeing a golden necklace with small cross on it, a golden chain and silver jewelry.

The jewelry situation made me lose lucidity as I became distracted by the women walking up to me from behind. "I wasn't trying to steal anything" I told the man. The women than picked up the gold and started pointing out that it was theirs. Observing the Jewelry closely I noticed that there were pink jewels on the silver earrings and ring. I took the ring and told them that it was probably mine. The women taking most of the Jewelry said no, that I needed to look closer cause she was sure it belonged to her. Looking closer I saw the earring and ring change shape. One creating a unique heart shape and the ring adding a third row of pink to it. "Yeah...Its not mine even though it looks like mine" I said out loud than walked out the restaurant since Dawn was taking long.

I was now in what was the shoe area using the black cell to call Dawn. When he answered the phone I told him to hurry and what was making him take so long. He said that he had changed his mind about coming. I told him he shouldn't go back on his word and that I was still going to wait than hanged up. As I was waiting there was a tall black girl looking for her shoe. While she looked I thought about how I didn't need shoes but I still wanted to put them on.I picked up a black shoe wondering if it was mine than suddenly Dawn came in telling me that he was here. But when I turned to look I heard him scream and saw that a girl was chasing him with a shoe.

That wasn't the only thing that caught me by surprise though. He was a small white hamster with a big light brown spot and a smaller black spot on him. I hurried to grab him as this sparked me into full lucidity but he kept running around screaming. "I'm not gonna hurt you! Come to me!" I repeated but I guess he was afraid I would squish him with my hands. I eventually caught him with my right hand before he got between a pair of shoe boxes. He was still scared so I came up with the idea to sing since years back i use to sing to them a lot in my lucid dreams and that it would help him recognize me as not a threat even if it came out bad. I quickly started singing to him so he would calm down. He stopped trying to get away and calmed down closing his eyes as he lay in my hand. I felt good with this and stopped singing.Turning around though he jumped off my hand and ran out through the entrance. The girl dc followed him so I decided to run after them but than I thought about how he probably didn't want to be here anyways. I stared at the people and shoes a bit losing lucidity again. The people moving to and fro made me feel like there was a drill going on and that I should hurry out. I picked up a black shoe and put it on even though it didn't match with the gray shoes.I than hurried out but after exiting and seeing people gathered in a crowd I got a feeling that something was off. I asked a boy and he pointed to the sky. A large yellow ball of light floated onto the ground. It was supposedly the sun that lost its fire and was now harmless but needed to be repaired.

Provide It With Knowledge

Something non lucid related to school happened than were taken to a classroom where a entity from outer space is shining down a bright light upon the person that brings it the knowledge it desires through a circular window on the roof.

I become semi lucid because the situation is too exciting and scifi to be truly happening. But I'm still fairly not there as I think of something to provide it knowledge with.I eventually shout at everyone to quickly provide it with something before it leaves. Quickly getting into the light of the entity I decide to stall it with my determination. It shines on me for a prolonged time as I'm randomly thinking of things but than it stops and turns off its light. No one can come up with anything at all. Suddenly a guy who gives off Dawn's presence walks up to me and we start thinking of something we could do. But than someone gets an idea and the entity shines it's light on him but it is not enough to receive the true prize. We do get a little something for reaching the next stage but I forgot what it was.

As I'm thinking I start to recall things and become fully lucid. However, I'm still interested in seeing the end result of this dream, especially with Dawn beside me even though he had a different appearance. He was light skin, wearing a white shirt, navy shorts,with medium spiky black hair and glasses. Kind of like how Eye should look in realism form but he did not give off Eye's presence or personality. Anyways I couldn't come up with much and the entity was about to leave so I shouted "Wait! I know 3 languages! English, Spanish and Japanese! ". Even though I know as much Japanese as a 3 year old probably would. The light shone on me than I ended up blurting out random nonsense desperately. "Hi in English. Hola in Spanish. Konnichiwa in Japanese. Goodbye, Adios, Sayonara!". As I was shouting whatever came up I took note that everyone had a surprise look on their faces but they also knew I was blurting out something mostly people knew.

"Say something not much people would know now"I thought than started saying different words in Japanese that most English people wouldn't know. I can't remember some words I said but I'm pretty sure I said "Mou ii!" and " Kimochi ii na!" randomly. As I was shouting random words the light stood on me for a while than turned away. It seemed satisfied with what it got but it wasn't enough for us to receive the true prize. After it left I sat with Dawn on the floor and the setting began to change into a anime classroom. There were cute young girl anime characters talking to each other. Kind of like how lucky star characters look like but with alien skin. One of them asked how they would get the entity to stay longer. The others said they weren't sure in English but with a Japanese accent. I than looked to Dawn who was in front of me as we sat on the floor. In the corner of my eye I could see a screen with a circular ancient calendar that had a golden outline and blue color inside it. I assumed it was suppose to be a calendar for when the entity came back.

Dawn than caught my attention fully when he asked me if I wanted to go to a restaurant with him to eat waffles. "Yeah okay"I said content. But than I thought about how I wasn't in the mood for something sweet like waffles. Before I knew it I was putting a waffle drenched with syrup into my mouth. "What the?". There was a white plate with cut waffle pieces in front of where I sat now. "What's wrong?" Dawn asked. "How did I start eating waffles without knowing I was eating waffles? I honestly was thinking about how I didn't want to eat waffles but now I'm eating waffles" I replied still baffled. "It's okay. Your senses were just focused elsewhere is all" he said calmly. I could feel a slight numbness of my legs when he said that but I felt it was slightly true. I continued to eat the waffles even though I didn't want to at first though since they weren't as bad as I thought it would be.Woke up after that.

Notes: After I woke up I had the urge to eat waffles. O w o) But just as I turned the knob on the toaster it broke in half. Its funny how the one moment where I choose to eat it I can't.


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I had a very successful lucid dream night. And I even took a nap and was lucid. Here's what I put in my journal on my phone...

I'm in a bed looking out the window. I see someone snowboarding down a hill trying to go down. Also someone is sleeping on the floor near me in the room I'm in.

I must have had 3 or 4 lucid dreams last night. Went back to bed and remembered part of another dream.

I see a girl I know the dream is about her.


I'm in my grandparents room upstairs in California. I'm really tired. I think I didn't leave the van where it was suppose to be for work. I even thought I took someone's backpack. I try to call my boss from a tablet but it's not the right person.