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WILD #1-I was trying to fall asleep when my peripheral vision seem to expand outwards and I felt some light vibrations. A scene of a room formed. I saw a DC with a camera. I realized I was on tv! I said hi to the camera. I could see myself being filmed on a screen. I looked like an elderly person. I woke up.

WILD #2-I was trying to fall asleep when my body lifted up off of my bed. I got back down and found an open area. I turned my hand back to summon an orca and felt a mouth. I turned around and a full size orca was floating there. I got on its back to ride it and told it to go outside. It was going slow for some reason so I told it to hurry up. It seemed frustrated. I woke up.

DILD #1-I woke up in bed and noticed that the numbers on my alarm clock didn't look right. I got out of out bed and found an open area. I turn my hand back to summon an orca and felt a mouth. I turned around and there was a large reptile of some sort, about 12 feet long. It was like half turtle and half crocodile. A turtledile! I told it go away it walked away. It went around the corner to go down a hallway. Happy I finally banished something, I jumped through the floor into a void to teleport. I kept falling in the void as I waited for a dream scene to form. I saw I was going to fall into the ocean, right next to an orca. I figured it was the same orca from my last LD, so I stopped myself midair to float above it. I sensed that it was not happy with me because of how I demanded it to hurry up. I asked the orca if it was mad and it aggressively blew air through its blowhole. I figured it was no use running away from it so continued towards it to let it eat me. It opened its mouth and I went through it. I phased through the back of its mouth. I was now underwater as I swam through past some sort of organs which looked like white kelp. As I continued, I was no longer underwater and instead was in a cavern. I heard some sort of Latin dance music playing. I woke up.

This guy from Chicago just showed up at a wedding he wasn't invited to, and he didn't know anybody there. He walked over to the dance floor and passed out. Suddenly, it turned into a YouTube video. One of the comments was, "Should have said Never giving up, Livin on a prayer"

Night of April 22, 2017. Saturday.



I am on a ship out at sea though unsure of the time (though there is daylight). It seems like an older wooden ship as from a movie, though there is also a large fishing net set up on a pulley, seemingly at the front of the ship. The men are dressed somewhat like pirates but do not seem rowdy or aggressive.

A giant mermaid, with the face of a young Zsuzsanna, and about fifteen feet in length, rises up from the ocean at the (I assume) front of the boat. For a moment, it seems that she may be partly entangled in the net. She has unusual fins around her shoulders which also seem somewhat like wings. There seems to be no threat to me, but many of the men are gathered up in the net by her and she just holds it up. (This seems to happen at least a couple times.) It does not seem she will hurt them. She is also at the side of the boat (port side) at one point. She does not seem angry at any point, just curious and amused. The men are let go and roll across the bow, some whose feet are still caught in the net.

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Morning of April 22, 2017. Saturday.



I am in one of the King Street apartments; one I rented in real life; the northeast one (on the second floor). However, it is also integrated with our present bedroom. As usual, this unique composite does not register as such with me. My wife Zsuzsanna is present but in another part of the room at first. An unfamiliar young black female is in our bed on her back with the sheet fully over her. There is a presumed backstory that she is staying with us, which has something to do with her husband, who is a dream journalist on the Internet, who is somehow “missing” (or to become missing?). (He has posted on that site since January of 2015 on a very regular basis, sometimes on a day to day basis, and now is not - therefore I must mark this dream thread as precognitive as there was no hint his posts would stop, even for a short time. All of my longer dreams have precognitive threads but I do not always document or update their status as such online.) We are having a conversation about what he has written and how he might be helped, though I do not recall all the details of the conversation.

Eventually, Zsuzsanna becomes annoyed (and I guess wants to go to sleep or just for us to have privacy) and tells her to leave.

Soon, there are several (unfamiliar) people in the room, almost as if it was some sort of reunion. The door remains open. A Tahitian girl (of about seventeen) and her white-haired mother enter the room, her mother on the right (from my viewpoint). They are dressed the same, in short bright floral dresses, and they are the same height. The girl has some of Zsuzsanna’s essence. I somehow recognize her and I feel almost like a child again. I go to hug her. When I hug her I look up and realize that she is about seven feet tall. It is extremely vivid, as other dream endings of this same nature are.

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A standing and hugging event such as this, when it does occur, always occurs in the last moments of a dream or consciousness shift into an offset dream (only when lucid in the latter case). It symbolizes coalescence with the emergent consciousness in real time. What I find very interesting is how vivid in terms of proportions it is here. On one level, it seems probable that it is based on the memory of the size-orientation of being a child and hugging an adult. On another level, it is probably a reversal of Zsuzsanna and I in perspective, though exaggerated.

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In my dream, Scott was driving somewhere and almost ran off the road twice, the second time he almost ran us into a river. Then I looked around and there was a small office next to the river, and the river was part of the decoration in a larger room outside of the office. I spoke to a dream person and asked where we were and they remarked the river, and said that they love it and come down to swim at it all of the time. Then there were many dream people that almost seemed menacing. Excitedly I began to wake up in the dream and I realized that it would be fun to go and take a closer look at all of the textures, smells and tastes inside the dream. I turned to Scott and told him these people are just “Aspects of myself- watch!” I asked a younger girl what she represented and she refused to tell me, I became angry and told her “NO! I know what you are, tell me what you represent!” And grabbed her tightly and pulled her in so that I could get right into her face and yell it over and over again. She tried to turn evil and then fight me, but I kept the fear down and kept repeating that I knew she was representing something and to tell me what it was. Finally almost annoyed she said – "I am your younger self." Confused I said "what does that mean?" Exasperated she said – “ I am the aspect of You fighting your younger self!” Instead of being kind to her as I have been in the past to aspects I felt even angrier and told my husband to defile her since she was just a part of me that I did not like- at which point the aspect sense left her and she was only a container or projection and I woke up feeling sick and angry at myself for being such a horrible person. WTF is actually wrong with me? I have to go back in and call for her, we need to talk, I need to say I am sorry.

TYried a WILD somewhere near morning. Fairly quickly got to a relaxed state and let parts of my bodily awareness fade. Nice and numb, about 10% of normal conscious awareness hiding in the background. Got to that stae by allowing bodily inputs to fade and not thinking, but paying attention to what ever inputs would still be there. Sleep, dream state: I am in a black void. Not like that was part of a story, or mystical; simply no color, depth, or form existed aside from the object in front of me. I feel as though I am looking down at about a 30 degree slant and someone is kneeling in front of me. The rendering is poor, using simple animation and only giving color to the lines in that animation. There was a subtle static in the visual field that made an electric neon (but subtle) haze around the person. I have no body. I picture him as a dog. He transforms in a dog. I feel an interesting pulse of energy, but as I have no body, I feel the pulse move as a wave through open space. I think that is curious. I know it is a dream as I never lost consciousness. I have not felt this exact sensation tied to a dream control task like changing the guy to a dog. Picture how the woman in I Dream of Genie does the magic by a swift head motion; now picture if you could see the magic (like seeing genies aura or something) come off her each time she bobbed her head. So the wave started somewhere in my center although I am disembodied and traveled out in response to my wish. I can feel the energy as if I have sensory organs experiencing what ever that part of the "space" has happen to it. See, this kind of dream experience is hard enough for me to find words for, that is why I can not journal a lot of my recent dreams. I play with this experience/power. I make different people and dogs flash back and forth, the image changing as I feel the wave of energy hit that part of the visual field. Now I experience a spinning sensation while still having the image in front of me. After perhaps 12 times of changing the graphics back and forth, I experience having legs and the sensation of gravity. I feel the softness of my bed. I loose the dream and come back to about 50% bodily awareness.

Like Ice Skating On The Ocean

I forgot this dream but when I read Elements on SpellBee's competition thread I remembered. There was a small moment of lucidity at the end.

Anyways, in the dream I was with a dc that was telling me what story he wanted me to make. He apparently wanted a story where power would be the main theme and there would be a character that resembled him. I was animating for him too but after I sketched out a animated scene of a girl dancing in the ocean I felt myself be pulled into the scene.

I became aware it was a dream there and slid on the ocean top with my feet as if I was a graceful ice skating dancer. I did a twirl jump and continued but woke up after something else I can't recall happened


Just A Tad Bit Creepy

I was non lucid in my old house putting fresh peaches into a pot than mixing them together. As I slowly turned the spoon and fruit, it melted and turned into a smoothie like substance. I wondered if it was the same reaction you'd get by whisking an egg yolk than poured some oats and fresh berries inside. I wanted to make some sort of oatmeal with berries now. After putting some milk in I stopped though.

My older brother was at the dining table and coughing as if he was about to choke on his food. He ended up being okay but I noticed his stomach was puffy and had a huge inner gap where his belly button was supposed to be.I was confused by how he got that way but than realized it was a dream.

Walking away from him I thought of Eye and how in the past he would have what seemed like territory or a hang out downstairs. It's like all my guides had a room they appeared in often. Dawn and Eye were downstairs and kiro usually upstairs or outside on random streets. Well, after thinking of Eye he appeared and began hovering around me than towards the stairs. I found him to be somewhat creepy at the time. After noticing a white board in the kitchen with a french sentence "Elle Sapelle Charlotte or Chattate" I ran and watched as he jumped downstairs and began gesturing for me to follow him.I told him no but he just kept gesturing. Eventually I thought I would end up with eye downstairs and suddenly we appeared in a room downstairs. As I watched him, I heard a knock on the door and thought it was Dawn. "I know you two are in there" he replied. Wondering what to do I eventually decided to leave the room and gently pushed Eye out of the way and ran out.

I ended up in an unfamiliar house where Eye also appeared flying towards me. "You can't run from me" he replied. My brother who also happened to be there got in the way and told Eye to stop.But Eye wouldn't back down so they started wrestling. Feeling unsure of what to do I put my hand on the ground and lifted it in front of me to shield myself from eye as I flew backwards. But Eye just flew closer to me when he pushed my brother out of the way. The setting also became wonky as this unfolded. What caught my attention is when a portal opened showing the statue of liberty in the ocean, covered all the way up to her shoulders. "Is this a symbolism of how freedom is going down the drain"I thought when it appeared. But anyways my brother jumped to Eye again so I used the opportunity to run and push myself through a wall and into a room.

Eye managed to stop my brother from fighting though and went up to me telling me something about his authority.I didn't bother disagreeing with him though and let him say whatever he wanted.After that something I can't recall happened than I woke up.

WBTB at 2:45 am.


Trains (Lucid)

Started off... I'm sitting on a couch and Asuka is showing me a comic book. Inside I see a dream story about my friend Xereniak. She mentions the dream is happening now but I don't understand. In the comic strip Xereniak is pursuing Spider Man inside of a train with passengers on it. Xer Morphs into Venom and shoots black stuff at Spider Man which traps him a bit and they both tumble past the page. The whole effect looks like the moving photographs from Harry Potter, but in comic form.

I wanted to find out what happened to them. My vision zooms into the page. I become lucid outside a train station now when I'm walking and my walk feels light. I almost fly in that air a bit with a bit of extra bounce in my step. I go through a train door and enter a populated train, but the seating is more like a jumbo jet. I walk down and aisle a bit and then think of my goals. I remembered Asuka was with me earlier, so i look back. I see her as a Filipino girl who's sheepishly hanging by the door poking her head around the half wall. I'm surprised she's actually behind me in a lucid! I nod to her and say "Come on." She nods and silently starts walking up to me, she looks as if she's trying to find a seat. I then remember i wanted to try and dilate time. I wanted to find a clock so I looked at my wrists to see if a watch was on them but there weren't any. I then wanted to try Walm's time dilation method of counting your hand against the dream. I placed my hand on the other end of the car. I started counting but fell into SP right away. I saw some swirling energy and a scene formed around me but i lost my memory.

Brother (Frag)

Had a dream about visiting my brother. Forget exactly where, but Two people came from a rip in the dream and somehow convinced me to go with them. We went through and I was outside a big japanese palace at sunset. forget wht happened after.

Weakling (lucid)

I was in a hallway with some people and we were in the middle of raiding some place. some guy got the crap kicked out of him for some reason. I entered a room with a wooden floor and rice paper walls, some young and very short asian guy was sitting on a mat but he got up. I became semi lucid here because I was pointing a sword at him and he was telling me, "Just kill me quick, I deserve it" I didn't know why he was asking me to kill him or the context of the rest of the dream. I didn't even know why I was pointing a sword at him or even who the people I was with were because they were still in the hallway watching me no doubt. I looked down at my sword... It looked bent and rusted. I didn't wanna stab a guy helplessly who seemed to have already surrendered. Fully lucid now I told him I would just knock him out to keep from causing trouble. He didn't say anything. I did a Gracie Jiu jitsu takedown on him I remember from junior high when I took martial arts. I put him in an elaborate choke hold. His dream body was kind of rubbery so I couldn't get my arms around his neck just right. It must have looked kind of gay to my onlookers but I knew this would work. I somehow found the right hold and then let go after a minute. He was out cold. I went to join my friends in the hallway but forget what happened after.

4/21/2017

I was laying on my stomach behind a truck. Those things couldn't see me like this, correct?
There was shattered glass on the ground, glistering on the ground by the street lights.
To the right of me is a box, the top of the box opens. A guy is mangled inside it and tells me: "You idiot you're supposed to be in a box, it's safe in there." The top of the box closes.
I now go into a "Safe" room, it's a libary of somesorts; three other guys are in the room with me.
This 'Skater' like dude looked me dead in the eyes - "You only have 10 hours to live." but isn't that only if I go outside where the zombies are?

-Timeskip-

The room is now covered in cardboard because, the guy in the box said 'it's safe inside a box.' Not the whole room is covered in cardboard however...some bookshelves and the shower in the bathroom are not covered. In the bathroom I look at the shower thinking that for somereason Zombies could teleport to the shower.
I dismissed that thought.
I looked at the bookshelves, "Maybe the bookshelve is a secret door to someplace?"
I was right! A entry did show up!
I start to walk down the steps and I said: "I don't believe in DLC 5 anyways..." the skater dude held me back by grabbing the back of my shirt.
The room started filling up with water. I saw two guys jump down and swim. I can't swim but I had no choice, the water kept filling up the room. I dived down into the water and floated up to the other side...
What happened next...? I don't know I forgot - but I think it involved an AI similar to the one in Resident Evil...

I am walking down a street, there are several fast food joints along the street. I fly and phase through the wall to see the inside. The inside of the restaurant is filled with office buildings. I eventually get board and decide to test what happens in the transition between sleep and reality, I wanted to see what point you stop experiencing dream and start experiencing reality. I am barefoot on a very cold floor when I tell myself to wake up.

My vision goes black as focus on my feet and the sensation on cold stone. Over 10 seconds as I wake up, my body has a sensation of pins and needles, like when you cut of blood flow to your arm by lying on it, but with both legs. After a few seconds, the sensation fades and I can feel the warm fluffy texture of my covers.

First Dild-10
Fly-5
Phase through solid object-10
--New night--

This one was very long but I'll summarize. The dream started with an event that caused the school I was in to be detached from the rest of reality. People showed up telling me that they were going to test my character and that I had to use every skill I could to survive. The test was that I had to prevent the death of the 2 people with me. Over the course of the dream, I needed to fly, phase through walls, use a spell to drain a room full of water and reset time. After a while, I turned to the two that I was tasked with protecting and said "I feel like there is something you're not telling me", they laughed and revealed themselves as the ones giving me the test. They also said that they were my subconscious.

First dild-10
Interact with a DC-2
Fly-5
Un Summoning-5
Phase through solid object-10
Time control-10

--New night--

I find myself on some sort of school trip with some people I don't know. There is snow on all of the roofs and we are walking on a board walk. The water is frozen and the visibility is great. There is a beautiful sunset behind me and we are walking back to our cabins after a long day. I turn to look back at all the people I'm walking with but I can't see them that well because the sun is in my eyes. Even though there is snow and ice everywhere, I still feel the warmth of the sun on the back of my neck. I look around at all the buildings and they are all bright colours, mostly red. At this moment, I try to explain how I feel to the DC beside me. I say that I'm happy yet sad, nostalgic yet I've never been here before. They respond with "It's unlike you to get so emotional *my name*". I take a few moments to just stand there and enjoy the dreamscape around me. I later fly up into the sky, open up a portal, fly into it and lose lucidity.

Later in the night, I find myself in a sort of castle courtyard, officials are pestering me to grant them more funding so they can hire more knights.

First Dild-10
Interact with a DC-2
Fly-5

I become lucid as someone else's workshop looks exactly like my bedroom. Some text is a bit shifty (a 14 changes to 15). I open a window, fasten it, and fly out. I at first fall, but I swing back up just in time. I float over a road. I feel lonely, so I summon Don(my Dream Guide). He trails along. Eventually, I reach a rural area. We reach a T intersection, and he asks me to turn left. I remember this place... I see a windmill, and then... The sea! It was unbelievably beautiful. I stood there watching the sun set slowly. At this point I hold some water in my hand and heal my body. Serenity. Calm.