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I pass through a small secondhand fair. One lady is annoyingly wanting me to buy a book collection from her. I get away and enter a war game simulation area. But it turns real pretty quickly, as soon as I realize the bullets shot are real ammunition. I pick a gun from a guy on the ground, presumably dead and I go upstream along a river. End up in a garden with people dancing. No war here. But I was followed by a guy that threatens everybody with a grenade. He arms it and throws it at me. I try that trick from the movies, of kicking it away. But then Rinpoche comes out of nowhere once again, catches it and after throwing me a defying look, throws it back at me. I feel like "Whaaaat?" and panic a little bit. But almost immediately realize, with my absolute trust in my guru, that this grenade represents no danger and that I can do whatever with it. So I hold it in my hands and try to turn it into a lotus flower. Unfortunately all I succeed in doing is turning it into sort of a flower made of rags. I feel disappointed, but then Rinpoche approaches me and turns these rags into a tent and invites me to step inside it with him.

With my parents having vacations in Brazil. We go to some festival which is in a semi rural and forested area in the outskirts of a little town. Soon after we arrived, we start seeing smoke from distant fires in the forest. We discuss how it might get dark sooner because of it. But we think we're safe. It seems very distant.
I see banners from locals supporting Bolsonaro and I feel angry. I make a nasty comment and some man hears and he's not happy. I tell him that I love Brazil and its people, but I just can't accept that man they chose for president. Later we're walking through a street with restaurants and I spot some curtains of a place, on fire. Then look around and also see some vegetation on fire. As I raise the alarm, we notice there are fires spreading a bit everywhere, from sparks coming through the air from far away. We decide to grab our things and leave this area before it gets serious. But general panic ensues and to make things worse, as we head to the car in the parking lot at the entrance of the venue, there are landslides and large boulders falling onto the road we're taking and people are getting blocked. For a while I lose my parents in the crowd, but soon after my mom appears. As we find a safe way out, she complains about the things I chose to bring on our backpack and I don't get why she is commenting that until I realize we can't go back to our tent to get most of our stuff that we left behind and I feel awful for that.

I'm back guys!

Dream 1:
This dream is based in a universe on a certain book I read. A universe that is so big it's incalculable.
It wasn't a huge dream I just had knew I had to get back to earth and save it from something.

I had these shape shifting powers. I could be part human part bird and other things I dont remember. I am in some type of ship. I'm bolting to earth in this extremely dark area.

When I got close to earth it looked very weird. It was unround. Almost like there's pimples all over it.

I crash into earth a second later. I'm completley fine, in fact the ship doesn't exsist anymore. I jump to somewhere and land. But I hurt my feet because of the height. Sadly the dream ends there because I got woken up. I wonder what would of happen.

Dream 2:
I see a great friend of mine we were speaking about a rp

Today i had a non-lucid dream, the first dream i remember in three days. It started with me and my sister's friend watching youtube videos in the bathroom, specifically EU4 gameplays. I told him what happens in the video is very rare, and that he must be a pro that has at least 1800 h. He was amazed people could play that much time a single game.

And then i think there's another dream about mechas, i don't really remember

LDs or attempts during august, before polyphasic experiment

Aug 2

Failed AP, was on bed, felt vibrations.


Aug 06 WILD
I was in a brightly lit house. Theme was white. It was open concept, more modern. Very clear. I explored the house a bit and found myself in an office. I explored a bit more and ended up in a terrace or balcony. It connected it to another part of the house. Where the '==' was the terrace.

(house) == (house)

I remember it was sunny probably, brightly lit. I think I've visited this house before in LDs. I recalled a dream goal about trying to be omnilucid but I think I had some murky feelings or fear about the dream ending soon so it did end before I could go across it.


Aug 10 DILD/DEILD
I had a FA earlier before the LD. . It was an LD chain, 3 times I think. I was at home but it was very dark. I was on the bed in bdrm and was afraid of something. Afraid of the darkness or robbers or animals. I have an FA again, and this time I recognize that I'm still in the dream and become lucid.

I leave the bedroom and find myself in a pool. Where I am just doing some acrobatic stuff on the pole atop of the pool. I FA into this scene 2-3 times. I eventually leave the pool and find myself in a small old wooden store. Something about eyes... Do not recall atm.

July

Tuesday LD DILD
I was in a bedroom of a university campus. Was in sort of an orgy on the bed.

Thurs
Failed AP. I heard the sound outside the window, recognized that I was in the perfect mix or awake/sleep and tried to do something. a bit anxcious and failed.

Sunday FLYING

I was on bed, heard sounds from outside the window. I thought about moving and turning around while drowsy feeling and trying to go back to sleep. I did this about 2 times. But on the second time while I was listening to the sound coming form the window I recognized that the source of the sound and where it I had moved to wasn't consistent. As in the noise came from the same direction even though I had moved. So I recognized something was amiss and just got out of the bed. I Wanted to fly outside so I went out the window and flew. I buzzed the wings on my back or something kind of a fairy or bee or something. Just enjoyed the blue skies and ended back on bed.

Repeat above and decided to fly again. I was flying like before but eventually the winds became very strong and I decided to switch my flying style. More like a bird thsi time so I just rode along the winds with my wings. It was cold winter outside now, ground was pale white painted by the snow. The wind was getting stronger. I recall seeing a kind of a medieval castle like place with a moat around it. It was grey and very tall and robust. I flew by and landed on one of the towers. Then I kept flying

Ended up in a very dry landscape, unlike a desert but more like a plain that's been struck by drought recently. I found a couple of knights just standing around. I dive-kick from above to one of them. They were allies though. So we just group up on ground and enter a cave or a dungeon. 3-4 of are beginning to prepare for 3 some or something for some reason and wake.

I believe that I couldn't recall a dream goal. It's almost as if the basal part of human nature drives you towards procreation as a default activity and this is pretty deeply ingrained within; well we're physically alive thanks to this however. But it stops you from experiencing more profound and interesting stuff.


CITY, Teleport LD

I was in an underground gymnasium or podium. There was a someone who was a friend long time ago, X, he signed me up for the Singing audition without telling me. I was then pressured to sing in front of the judges or ppl. I did not do too well. I scored myself 6/10. I was trying to get away from the place from the shame of singing so horribly. I tried to walk away from it all but I felt like I was followed. I went outside and tried to get away.

The walls of the gymnasium were brown bricks. The getaway scenery was outdoors, just regular asphalt but maybe more grey rather than black.The reason I was so embarrassed was because it was televised or something, just was rusty with singing.