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Dreams today

Ghosthound

I dreamt about the ghost hound, and about a spear. It's a web novel series that I started reading recently.
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Girl +girlfriends

I am still recalling the dream. But I had an exact same dream note from yesterday so it could be the same thing. I wanted to recall the dream from yesterday and I guess thinking about it made me dream it.
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Shoes?
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Mom reno house

My mom was working on renovating a house for someone. I was inside a nicely decorated house with a modern feel. I explored around the house before leaving. I forgot to turn off the lights and heard the person's positive review on the job done as I was still in the house. I was worried about forgetting to turn off other lights abs tried my best to turn them all off.
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Touching knee

I was on bed and my thoughts reached out and touched or vibrated the edge of my knee. It was close to the onset of wild but needed one more push to wild.
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Level 30

Related to first dream, i was level 30 or so.
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Class girl math

I was inside a classroom trying to learn advanced algebra or so. I was honestly frustrated and thought about giving up and dropping the class. One of the girl there who had the cloth on her head, is it called burka? She calmed me down and stuff as I pushed our desks together to her group.

-had a memory about this girl earlier in the day, resulting in this dream likely.
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Alligator race

It was like a hotel room but a bit different. A resting spot for pro gamers in China apparently. There was a well known guy there and he wanted to play the slots beside the computer to the left. He put about 99 tokens in but it didn't work properly. The ppl there said they'll reimburse him later. I watched him load up the game client and he put about 4.75$ on his account. I was curious about how the interface worked here in China compared to here since it seemed to work much better. He explained something.

I take a look to the right and there was a TV on the wall. There was a live event going on and alligators were released on celebs. They were running away from the gators. It was an overhead view of somewhere outdoors, and there were partitions that separated the race tracks from outside. Perhaps not really a race but a survival thing,it merely looked like a race track.

The camera switches to look at another part of the event. It was a narrow hallways indoors and a girl who was a celeb was there. There was a gator approaching from far to the left and I was a bit worried about her as she appeared to be sort of stuck.

My consciousness was transferred to her body then and I realized that I had to act fast. I found a tiny storage closet right in front and barely enough to fit me. I closed the door behind me and felt the gators tackling against the solid wood door as I pressed back against it. Worried if the door would even last.

I remembered that I could do the impossible and decided to summon a chocolate gun - it would turn whatever I shot into chocolate. So I got out and shot the mouth of the gator to the right and its mouth turned chocolate.

-I remembered a memory about a lady who was feeding gators in a farm earlier in the day and I think this was the source of the dream.

Only some small fragments. Didn't make notes on getting up and the DJ wasn't the first priority after getting up.

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Dream Fragment:

I was helping or teaching a small boy. He was from a village called Fargoth? It was South-East from wherever I was, somewhere in the North of England. I remember seeing it on a map, a mix of an online map and a city-building game map. I remember we looked at maps together too, he talked about Spain for some reason and I remember zooming in on the deserts and seeing farmland.

Dream Fragment:

I was helping a North American general, he wanted to take me and a group to battle somewhere specific. In the dream I had already been in battle at that place before. The general must have been in his fifties but had white hair for the most part. I remember he had a typical US soldier's helmet from decades past, not a modern one.

We went to the place and we were under fire from pretty much all directions. I remember it was dark and atmospheric, the sky was a certain mix of red and black and smoke. The general wanted to go after a certain Zen-Chi and so I lead him up a hill where I knew he was firing from or something. This entire location had small houses and maybe was a small fort or old castle? I remember a little market thing, in ruins.

At the top of this climb, mostly stone steps, there was a wooden shed. There were loads of woodworking tools on the outside, and other sharp implements that had nothing to do with woodworking.

The general wanted to go head in, I stopped him physically. I told him he couldn't, that was exactly how I'd lost a friend to Zen-Chi myself and so I decided we'd taunt him a little first. We shouted at him from outside to try and unsettle him; then we opened the creaky wooden door. It was brighter inside, there were some tungsten bulbs lighting the place. There were physical separations or curtains all over the inside, but before I went in, from the tool rack, I grabbed a long and heavy metal rod that had a perfect point at one end. It was like a cast aluminium javelin, it was odd.

Despite it's length I managed to manoeuvre inside with it. I motioned for the general to stay back and I crouched, seeing under the separators inside the shed. I could see Zen-Chi's feet. I approached slowly and heard him taunt back at us now, I can't remember what he said.

Then, when I was close enough, I struck his foot with the sharp point of the javelin, quickly pulling it back and then I think I got up and opened the barrier, which was a curtain after all, and struck Zen-Chi in the head with the sharp point, then his chest.

In that moment it was somewhat unsettling to strike him on the head, which made me feel as though I'd hesitated, but I wanted to be sure he'd die, hence the second strike on the chest.

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Notes:
- The hesitation and unsettling feeling of striking someone in the head so brutally like I did against this dream character reflects well how I feel about certain situations in fighting. I feel it's somewhat foul to destroy someone's face and head, not to mention it paints a very gruesome picture in my imagination.

- The plot of that dream was pretty generic, as I have no special reason to have been on either side of the dream's conflict.

- In waking life, H pointed out that Zen-Chi seems like a pretty generic name, which may even not be a name at all, since it's just two oriental words relating to the spiritual and meditative worlds.

- When Zen-Chi was dying, he had an expression of surprise on his face. I'm remembering now that one of the taunts that me or the general shouted at him was that we'd take all his woodworking tools once we were done with him.

- The dream where I was helping the boy was much longer, but because I didn't make any notes and had it very early on in the morning, very few details were retained through sleeping again and having the second dream.

- The red, black and smoke of the second dream reminded me of Stratholme in World of Warcraft. It sort of seemed to imply that the atmosphere itself was practically on fire, but during that dream I remember seeing tracer bullets and shells flying above us, very similar to a tank game I've played recently.

So I was cautiously avoiding a flood when a mysterious girl confronted me saying I must have cheated. But that’s obviously not the case. Regardless she still claims she has all the answers. I ask and She basically responds, trivially p doesn’t equal np, Abby was a free spirit who had a different route from me, Fhanz is fueled by revenge and Virsieras is my perfect model.

The first could be an answer to real life. The second is obvious. For the third, it could be said that I’d given up on revenge for Abby and he resolves the conflict between my rational and emotional sides by connecting together and “avenge” instead by having better relations especially with family. And finally Virsieras could be modeled after my friend Liz who has only appeared in one dream herself. This means I should be more ambitious.