dream fragment

Well, now it's my turn to have a stomach bug. Thankfully my daughter's sickness only lasted a day, so I'm hoping mine will be gone by tonight as well On the downside, I was up until 3 am sick, then I got to bed, but woke back up around 7 and couldn't go back to sleep yet. On the bright side, the belly ache is sort of helping with getting lucid. I think the pain was waking me up enough to get lucid but not enough to actually wake me up, if that makes sense. I'm typing up my lonely fragment from those three hours, and when my husband gets home in half an hour or so I'm going back to bed. Hopefully I'll have more to add to this entry when I wake up. I'm feeling like I'm on a real roll right now. After going over a month with no lucidity, I've suddenly been lucid to some degree for three nights in a row. I don't want it to ever end! lol

Dream One (Fragment): Through out the whole dream I hover between lucid and non lucid. I can't remember what happened during the non lucid parts because it's my first dream of the night. I can remember realizing, I'm dreaming. I'm lucid! Then I see a puppet version of an old man. It looks like a cross between that ventriloquist dummy on tv and the old men from the Muppet movie I watched last night. He starts talking about neighbors like Mr. Rogers and I feel lucidity slipping. I literally feel like I'm fighting to stay lucid, but I end up drifting off anyways. I get another wave of lucidity as someone offers me his hand. I realize I'm dreaming. I look first at the room, it's a ball room similar to the one in beauty and the beast. It feels very romantic, and I can recall being lucid earlier in the dream so I wonder if I'm with K. I turn to look at the man holding my hand. I see my own blue dress like Cinderella and my hand in his, then I look up to see his face (I'm 5 feet tall, I always have to look up to everyone, lol) But just as I try to look at his face my head feels heavy like I'm falling. I reach up with my empty hand to touch my head as if to catch myself and step forwards to maintain my balance, but the dream goes black and fades away to the sound of the neighbors car alarm going off at 5:30 am.

Dream Two (Fragment): I realize I'm dreaming. I don't know why I realized, I just did. I see a white cloth flapping in the wind. It looks like a bed sheet. I wonder why that's all I can see, and guess it's because it's an early dream. I'm startled awake by my daughter crying that she's falling. Thankfully, she's not really falling, she's in her bed, right in the center. I find myself wondering what kind of dream she was having, because I've been getting that falling sensation after a lucid ends lately. My husband got home at 9:30, so I went back to bed.

My husband got home at 9:30, so I took a three hour nap (had to be up at 12:30 so I could write this and hopefully find my way into the chat for the dream view academy class.) I slept hard because the stomach ache is gone, not much to report on dreams, just more fragments.

Dream Three: At some point I'm in a library, looking something up. At another point I'm looking at a house. It looks like a rendering n a computer or something because there's no ground around it. All I can see if the house (like a little fairy tail cottage of some sort) and two water walls. One water fall is to the back right of the house, and it forms a pool under that corner of the house that flows out through a tiny creek from the front of the house. The second waterfall is at the front left of the house, also forming a little pool under the house, and this time running out the back. The water falls are so identical, it looks like someone copy pasted them and just rotated them differently.

Took another nap:

Dream Four (fragment): I dreamed I was trying to fall asleep, but it was storming and there was a buffalo outside. Every time I'd start to drift off, the buffalo would ram into either the front or back door making a huge ruckus. My kids were terrified of the storm, so its not like I was nodding off very often. I had to LOL when I woke up, because sometimes real life feels like this, only instead of a buffalo ramming the doors, it's thoughts in my head refusing to be quiet and instead of my kids being afraid of a storm they just don't want to go to bed.

I was at an anime convention, walking through a hotel

I'm out in a forest, walking with a group of people. I think my irl sister is with me. We're trying to find a place to hide because a storm is coming. There is this old guy traveling with us, and he knows what to do. We find a sort of nature-house (out of like branches and stuff) that a lady is living in. She has a sign to repel cats on the door, but our cat ignores it and walks in anyway.

I'm at my grandmother's old house, and she's out in the pasture working. I'm looking for her, but my sister lets me know where she is.

So I have had the flu this whole weekend. It's disturbed my sleep quite a bit and so my recall has been pretty lame as a result.

One fragment:

Everything is black. There are rainbow coloured outlines of a 3 dimensional house in my field of vision. This house folds down and reassembles into a differently shaped structure. It is in a constant state of change, flipping in an organized yet kaleidoscopic sort of way. I have no body. I am just watching this sequence unfold. For a while I am mesmerized. I have no feelings about it at all. Then for a second I think to myself "Wow this is beautiful" (shocked that it has taken me so long to notice) but before I could hang on that emotion I suddenly feel extremely disturbed by this complete shift in my perspective of reality as I do not know where "I" fit in this equation..What is "I"?

Then I physically roll out of that dream, and right over into the next.

This dream is not particularly visual. It feels like sinking, sinking, sinking... floating floating floating...

Sinking forever...into my mattress. Never settling upon any stillness. Not being grounded, not having any point of physical reference. It makes me feel dizzy after a while. The materials of my bed have liquified around me. I transitioning through a portal. Still I cannot see but I can hear something: A repetitive, yet non consistent WHOOSHING sound. This sound indicates the speed at which I'm propelling through 'space'. It also alludes to the idea that I am coming in close contact with other physical things (or beings?) also in a state of projection. My body feels soooo heavy. The weight never lifts, it only presses on me harder as I sink deeper and deeper. I am powerless. I am at the mercy of something big.. Something my mortal mind will never comprehend.




It's funny, just the other day I was wondering why my dreams are so visually oriented. It would be nice if I could incorporate more (if not all) of my senses.

I'm down on the West Side of town and I walk into a two story house. once I walk in the door I notice I am in a basement and not sure how I got there I turn around and the door is gone. I hook my dog up to the bottom of the stairs. I then walk up the stairs to see a bunch of my family and friends down the hallway to my right and a bathroom to my left. I then feel some of my teeth are falling out....

I am staring In a mirror and the top front half of my teeth are missing, and I kind of look like a snake...

Now I am in the basement again and my dog has became rabid...

All I can remember is something about spaghetti.

Dream One (Fragments): I'm driving home on the interstate, watching the trees fly past me, marveling at how pretty and twisted they are. Then, the scene shifts completely and I'm watching this guy mowing lawns, he's on his cell phone calling other clients at the same time. Someone doesn't want him to come mow this week, so he starts raving about how if they don't cut their grass the rabid squirrels will invade their yard and they will be doomed! Then the scene changed again, and I', watching my friend T, who's gay, talk about working in a porn shop. I find it really odd that he's working in a place full of naked women. He's so smart he could do better, and being gay, it's not like the naked chic's perk is doing him any good.

Dream Two (Fragments): The earliest point I can remember of this dream, I'm pulling my shirt up and looking at these nasty red lines on my sides that are going up from my hips to right below my rib cage. At first I assume they are stretch marks, but then I remember I don't have stretchmarks that look like this. Stretch marks are thin silver lines, and mine are all horizontal wrapping around my belly, these are vertical and at least a half inch thick. They look more like popped blisters, pink in the center and redder and redder as you get to the edge. They don't hurt at least. Felling like this is odd, I turn to the closest person, my husband, and ask what they are and what happened to me to get them. He refuses to tell me. I wander off in search of someone who will, and I walk into a room with a bed. Rini from Sailor Moon (Chibi Usa if you watch the subs I guess) is on the bed, and there's a man trying to inject her with something. I stop him, and I can't remember if I killed him or just wounded him badly and scared him off. I turn back to the bd, and Rini is acting really mean and evil. She sets a doll on the bed, and walks out of the room. I turn to look at the doll, and it looks like it moved! I get closer, and the doll isn't a doll, it's a baby with red pig tails. I wonder if it's Chibi Chibi from the episodes of sailor moon that didn't get dubbed, but I don't know because I've never seen them. How I failed to become lucid during this weird dream I don't know. I clearly knew something wasn't right with the lines, and I knew that Rini and Chibi Chibi were characters from Sailor Moon. I was aware of so much wrong, and yet didn't think to reality check. At least I can pinpoint what caused the second half of this dream. My daughter <3 s Sailor Moon, and we were watching the episodes where Rini was kidnapped and turned into Wicked Lady yesterday.

Dream Three: I'm on the beach with my husband and two kids. My aunt is there too, playing with the kids. It's time to go home, so my husband and I gather up all our stuff. Our arms are full, and the kids are dragging their feet, so my aunt tells us to take our stuff to the car and not to wait up, she can handle the kids fine on her own. I'm cool with this because she wrangled me and my cousins pretty well when I was a kid! When I load up everything in the car, which turns out to be a blue SUV, I climb inside to wait in the shade. my husband starts the car and starts to leave. I fuss at him to wait, but he insists he's just moving the SUV closer so they don't have to walk as far. He ends up moving it farther away, and I'm mad because there's no way they're going to find the car here! I get out and start wandering around trying to find them, but the parking lot and beach are way different now. The parking lot is HUGE and there's a hotel between it and the beach, and the hotel is HUGE. I spend a great deal of time wandering, making this dream drag out but giving me little to write about. I see a lot of cosplayers around, and realize that this must be some sort of anime convention too. I wander to a point where they're doing construction. I can see the beach on the other side, but I can't get past the construction stuff, so I go inside the hotel beside it. I trip a few times. I try to push through crowds. At some point I wander into an indoor pool area. A creepy redneck guy in a red plaid shirt is looking at me funny and I'm alone. I turn around and leave that room as fast as I can. I get a text message from an ex-boyfriend from like 7 years ago, and he's telling me there's an anime convention in his hotel at the beach. I tell him I already know about the con, I'm there now. Finally I make it out of the hotel and see my kids on the beach with my aunt. There's a guy dressed as a clown there too, and he's got my daughter in his lap making silly face at her. My aunt is glad I'm there, she says the kids were terrified when they couldn't find us! I explain to her what happened, and that I have no idea where my husband and the car are. The last couple minutes of the dream, we're wandering as a group through the hotel trying to find our way back to the car.

I was awake late last night, unable to fall asleep. When I finally did fall asleep, I slept really hard. Waking up only twice when I normally wake up at least 4 times a night. I'm definitely taking a nap today!

Night of the 28

3:13- I was scared. I was running around with Dustin and Johnothan. I was scared and I kept thinking of random things to keep me from being so, but nothing helped. Pictures flashes before my eyes of things green with slime or rot. It was far from pleasant. Not much beyond this comes to mind.

7:31- There was a dark room like in a haunted house. Slenderman kissed someone- Jay maybe? Anyway, I was there but I can't recall much.

*So yeah not much to say today. I was too scared to think straight mostly. But I'll keep watching the Marble Hornet entries. I say this now when it's light, but I won't sleep well at night. Oh well.*

I'm a pirate I think, and I'm on a pirate ship. At the edge of the deck of the ship are three sets of pirate clothing lying on the floor. Every now and then three human sized snakes or salamanders would pop up in them. They appeared to come from below deck or something and when they came up, they'd be wearing these clothes that were on the floor. They were saying something very important that I don't remember.

I remember opening one of the barrels, taking a scooper, and scooping up a cup of rum. One of the guys said "don't you know how old those barrels of rum are?" It tasted ok to me, lol. Our job was to find and collect these small white spheres that could fit in your hand. They can be used to make stuff via alchemy. Now I'm on land walking through some forests and I come across a turtle bigger than a car. This turtle told me something very important. It was a lesson on how to find these spheres. It also told me that "four dangerous animals are nearby." I recall finding some of these spheres near this turtle and somebody else was in the area as well. But they weren't one of the four dangerous animals the turtle was referring to.

As I woke up. There was something about me being a shinigami. Too much Bleach?

Need to start getting more involved in lucid dreaming. I faintly remember a fragment and becoming semi-lucid after holding my breath to see if I was dreaming. I was inside a large tower that had roller coaster tracks running around it. Although, it could have been a tram system for all I know. I was standing in some sort of pavilion alone when I had done a reality check realizing that it was a dream. However, the dream gradually faded to white and I lost all focus for some odd reason. Hopefully tonight I'll have an actual lucid dream for once though.

Okay, so I woke up, sat up, crossed my legs, and fell asleep again.
Somewhere in that sleep (I probably slipped right back into my REM sleep-stage), I dreamed that I was back at my Church's old building. I was sitting on the floor of the foyer next to a water fountain and was talking to [one of] my brother[s] about something he'd recorded. He was handing me SD cards from a holder of sorts as he was talking because he wasn't sure which one was the one we were looking for. I, on the other hands, was checking the contents of the cards on a sort of netbook. Sort of. It wasn't easy to do so because my ten-year-old niece was sitting in my lap at the time so that I had to reach around her to get to the netbook.
Oh, well. Life's tough.
Anyways, after about four of these cards, my brother handed me a ZIP disc which he remembered that the video was on. (was it a video?) Because my hands were busy working with the netbook-ish thing, I actually bit it at the corner and held it in my mouth instead. I tapped my niece on the head with it for squirming to much and was about to ask my brother if he had a ZIP drive to read the disc with when I woke up.
Only about ten minutes had passed in waking life, but the deam was more like twenty.
But I woke up. And my legs were asleep. >_<

The dream started off with me trying to find a job.
and woman that saw me, i coulf tell she fancied me and decided to give me a job interview. cant remember much inbetween but when i arrived at the "interview" it was a paired interview with lots or groups of people at the same time. There were an even amount of people so i dedcided to leave because i didnt have a partener. later on, i cant remember why but i was in a van and there was a kid with downs syndrom driving, he pulled up by a group of people and started shouting abuse at them. i realised this group of people were the interviewers and interwviewees. i said to him "You cant be saying those things, i went for the interviews here too" becuase he was angry he didnt get a job.
he then drove off but lost control. it started by him saying "OMG, whre do you live" as if we were going to magicaly arrive there i said "if we have broken down why are we speeding up, up hill" the van got faster and faster.
i opened the van door and said "i'm bailing out" and jumped out the van.

I ended up rolling undernieth the van and rolling over several times.
it had ran me over but i was unhurt.
*part missing*

I ended in a group of people and there was some kid constantly trying to trip me up, i decided to grab him and force trip him over.
almost immediatly a crowd gathered as he lay there, i noticed he was wearing a full face riding helmet so i said "Come on, Hes fine,he has that helmet on" he started to get up "if he was wearing the helmet properly he would not be hurt" they then grabbed a member of the crowd and started leading him away as if it was thier fault. IT WAS MY BROTHER.

I started following him, talking. "What are they going to do?" "i dont know" he replied teary eyed. We got to a corner of the street where there was a gang waiting for us. everyone else fled by me and my brother continued. We got round a corner and there was alot more, the leader threw what looked like coins everywhere, he didnt say anything but i knew that if we left now he would not try to harm us.
so we both turned around and started running, i heard the leaders voice in the background say "go the opposite way" i knew this meant me and my brother had to start winding throught the streets to avoid them and to try and trick them. we ran and ran, winding complexy through this city. We both took refuge in what was an old garage. We both ran to the left of the entrance and hid in the shadows just as the group chasing us entered. there was about 5 of them, the 4 passed through without seeing while one held on behind, i think he saw something of interest. it was then i think a kicked something and it made a noise.
Both me and my brother ran as fast as we could out of this garage, but the second i got out my feet were not touching the floor, franticly i ran and ran trying to keep up speed but o was just slowly floating along. My brother ran straight past and into a backstreet. when i finnally dropped onto the floor the group had already caought up with me. i realised i was able to go into focus mode (Bullet time) when defending myself but it would only go slow for the person i was busy punching. All the other guys were still trying to punch while i was attacking one man. all my striking and blocking was not helping and they ganged up and started beating. Then i woke up...


Darkness, Fighting, Jumping out of a speeding van, being ran over and un-harmed and floating and i didnt bother to an RC ONCE! bloody nightmare!
Anyway, that was that, really long dream if you ask me but thats the most i can remember.

I just know that I had a dream which features flying and a friend of me. I also somehow know that it was a quite interesting dream, it's a bit frustrating, but also motivating (Should really work on my dream recall).

Last night - I won a talent competition by singing "You and I" by Lady Gaga

Yesterday's nap: I saw my old friend Mary Pratt at a courthouse. She told me she married her brother. And while we were trying to chit-chat, I kept pulling these little pieces of plastic out of my mouth. But I could never get them all out.

#1
I was standing with a friend (we were both anthro mice) in a room that was steadily filling with water. It was at my chest when my friend managed to open a tiny vent in the wall and we escaped.

#2
My friend knocked on the wooden door of a mouse hole. It flew open and a hedgehog tumbled down the concrete ramp beneath the door. He sniffed the air and, after detecting my scent, demanded to know who I was. My friend, who was a strong, well built looking mouse, informed him that I was a friend.

#3
The other mice and I were in a huge office type room under attack from humans. I was cornered by Lily Rush from Cold Case. Quickly I raised my gun.

“You have no idea how much I hate having to do this”, I informed her. “I freaking love Cold Case!”

I then shot her twice in the chest. Blood formed on her white shirt but she didn’t die. She merely grinned lopsidedly at me.

“You can’t kill me”, she sneered.

I realised in shock that she must be wearing some kind of bullet-proof vest. I raised the gun to shoot her in the head but it only clicked. I was out of bullets.

I was standing on a cliff by a river watching as a ship was about to pass by. I did something that caused part of the cliff to crumble and fall on the ship, causing it to sink.

Back to sleep. Racking my brain trying to remember this one. Something about technology.

Back to sleep. I'm at home talking to my mom but I know that none of it is real. My "sister" had told mums where the people I had saved escaped to. What people, I dunno. Then my mom was like "give me some money so I can go meet _____." One of the escapees. This dream was a mess, lol. I was mad because my sister couldn't keep her trap shut and now my mom was nagging me for money...