dream fragment

So I have had the flu this whole weekend. It's disturbed my sleep quite a bit and so my recall has been pretty lame as a result.

One fragment:

Everything is black. There are rainbow coloured outlines of a 3 dimensional house in my field of vision. This house folds down and reassembles into a differently shaped structure. It is in a constant state of change, flipping in an organized yet kaleidoscopic sort of way. I have no body. I am just watching this sequence unfold. For a while I am mesmerized. I have no feelings about it at all. Then for a second I think to myself "Wow this is beautiful" (shocked that it has taken me so long to notice) but before I could hang on that emotion I suddenly feel extremely disturbed by this complete shift in my perspective of reality as I do not know where "I" fit in this equation..What is "I"?

Then I physically roll out of that dream, and right over into the next.

This dream is not particularly visual. It feels like sinking, sinking, sinking... floating floating floating...

Sinking forever...into my mattress. Never settling upon any stillness. Not being grounded, not having any point of physical reference. It makes me feel dizzy after a while. The materials of my bed have liquified around me. I transitioning through a portal. Still I cannot see but I can hear something: A repetitive, yet non consistent WHOOSHING sound. This sound indicates the speed at which I'm propelling through 'space'. It also alludes to the idea that I am coming in close contact with other physical things (or beings?) also in a state of projection. My body feels soooo heavy. The weight never lifts, it only presses on me harder as I sink deeper and deeper. I am powerless. I am at the mercy of something big.. Something my mortal mind will never comprehend.




It's funny, just the other day I was wondering why my dreams are so visually oriented. It would be nice if I could incorporate more (if not all) of my senses.

I'm down on the West Side of town and I walk into a two story house. once I walk in the door I notice I am in a basement and not sure how I got there I turn around and the door is gone. I hook my dog up to the bottom of the stairs. I then walk up the stairs to see a bunch of my family and friends down the hallway to my right and a bathroom to my left. I then feel some of my teeth are falling out....

I am staring In a mirror and the top front half of my teeth are missing, and I kind of look like a snake...

Now I am in the basement again and my dog has became rabid...

All I can remember is something about spaghetti.

Dream One (Fragments): I'm driving home on the interstate, watching the trees fly past me, marveling at how pretty and twisted they are. Then, the scene shifts completely and I'm watching this guy mowing lawns, he's on his cell phone calling other clients at the same time. Someone doesn't want him to come mow this week, so he starts raving about how if they don't cut their grass the rabid squirrels will invade their yard and they will be doomed! Then the scene changed again, and I', watching my friend T, who's gay, talk about working in a porn shop. I find it really odd that he's working in a place full of naked women. He's so smart he could do better, and being gay, it's not like the naked chic's perk is doing him any good.

Dream Two (Fragments): The earliest point I can remember of this dream, I'm pulling my shirt up and looking at these nasty red lines on my sides that are going up from my hips to right below my rib cage. At first I assume they are stretch marks, but then I remember I don't have stretchmarks that look like this. Stretch marks are thin silver lines, and mine are all horizontal wrapping around my belly, these are vertical and at least a half inch thick. They look more like popped blisters, pink in the center and redder and redder as you get to the edge. They don't hurt at least. Felling like this is odd, I turn to the closest person, my husband, and ask what they are and what happened to me to get them. He refuses to tell me. I wander off in search of someone who will, and I walk into a room with a bed. Rini from Sailor Moon (Chibi Usa if you watch the subs I guess) is on the bed, and there's a man trying to inject her with something. I stop him, and I can't remember if I killed him or just wounded him badly and scared him off. I turn back to the bd, and Rini is acting really mean and evil. She sets a doll on the bed, and walks out of the room. I turn to look at the doll, and it looks like it moved! I get closer, and the doll isn't a doll, it's a baby with red pig tails. I wonder if it's Chibi Chibi from the episodes of sailor moon that didn't get dubbed, but I don't know because I've never seen them. How I failed to become lucid during this weird dream I don't know. I clearly knew something wasn't right with the lines, and I knew that Rini and Chibi Chibi were characters from Sailor Moon. I was aware of so much wrong, and yet didn't think to reality check. At least I can pinpoint what caused the second half of this dream. My daughter <3 s Sailor Moon, and we were watching the episodes where Rini was kidnapped and turned into Wicked Lady yesterday.

Dream Three: I'm on the beach with my husband and two kids. My aunt is there too, playing with the kids. It's time to go home, so my husband and I gather up all our stuff. Our arms are full, and the kids are dragging their feet, so my aunt tells us to take our stuff to the car and not to wait up, she can handle the kids fine on her own. I'm cool with this because she wrangled me and my cousins pretty well when I was a kid! When I load up everything in the car, which turns out to be a blue SUV, I climb inside to wait in the shade. my husband starts the car and starts to leave. I fuss at him to wait, but he insists he's just moving the SUV closer so they don't have to walk as far. He ends up moving it farther away, and I'm mad because there's no way they're going to find the car here! I get out and start wandering around trying to find them, but the parking lot and beach are way different now. The parking lot is HUGE and there's a hotel between it and the beach, and the hotel is HUGE. I spend a great deal of time wandering, making this dream drag out but giving me little to write about. I see a lot of cosplayers around, and realize that this must be some sort of anime convention too. I wander to a point where they're doing construction. I can see the beach on the other side, but I can't get past the construction stuff, so I go inside the hotel beside it. I trip a few times. I try to push through crowds. At some point I wander into an indoor pool area. A creepy redneck guy in a red plaid shirt is looking at me funny and I'm alone. I turn around and leave that room as fast as I can. I get a text message from an ex-boyfriend from like 7 years ago, and he's telling me there's an anime convention in his hotel at the beach. I tell him I already know about the con, I'm there now. Finally I make it out of the hotel and see my kids on the beach with my aunt. There's a guy dressed as a clown there too, and he's got my daughter in his lap making silly face at her. My aunt is glad I'm there, she says the kids were terrified when they couldn't find us! I explain to her what happened, and that I have no idea where my husband and the car are. The last couple minutes of the dream, we're wandering as a group through the hotel trying to find our way back to the car.

I was awake late last night, unable to fall asleep. When I finally did fall asleep, I slept really hard. Waking up only twice when I normally wake up at least 4 times a night. I'm definitely taking a nap today!

Night of the 28

3:13- I was scared. I was running around with Dustin and Johnothan. I was scared and I kept thinking of random things to keep me from being so, but nothing helped. Pictures flashes before my eyes of things green with slime or rot. It was far from pleasant. Not much beyond this comes to mind.

7:31- There was a dark room like in a haunted house. Slenderman kissed someone- Jay maybe? Anyway, I was there but I can't recall much.

*So yeah not much to say today. I was too scared to think straight mostly. But I'll keep watching the Marble Hornet entries. I say this now when it's light, but I won't sleep well at night. Oh well.*

I'm a pirate I think, and I'm on a pirate ship. At the edge of the deck of the ship are three sets of pirate clothing lying on the floor. Every now and then three human sized snakes or salamanders would pop up in them. They appeared to come from below deck or something and when they came up, they'd be wearing these clothes that were on the floor. They were saying something very important that I don't remember.

I remember opening one of the barrels, taking a scooper, and scooping up a cup of rum. One of the guys said "don't you know how old those barrels of rum are?" It tasted ok to me, lol. Our job was to find and collect these small white spheres that could fit in your hand. They can be used to make stuff via alchemy. Now I'm on land walking through some forests and I come across a turtle bigger than a car. This turtle told me something very important. It was a lesson on how to find these spheres. It also told me that "four dangerous animals are nearby." I recall finding some of these spheres near this turtle and somebody else was in the area as well. But they weren't one of the four dangerous animals the turtle was referring to.

As I woke up. There was something about me being a shinigami. Too much Bleach?

Need to start getting more involved in lucid dreaming. I faintly remember a fragment and becoming semi-lucid after holding my breath to see if I was dreaming. I was inside a large tower that had roller coaster tracks running around it. Although, it could have been a tram system for all I know. I was standing in some sort of pavilion alone when I had done a reality check realizing that it was a dream. However, the dream gradually faded to white and I lost all focus for some odd reason. Hopefully tonight I'll have an actual lucid dream for once though.

Okay, so I woke up, sat up, crossed my legs, and fell asleep again.
Somewhere in that sleep (I probably slipped right back into my REM sleep-stage), I dreamed that I was back at my Church's old building. I was sitting on the floor of the foyer next to a water fountain and was talking to [one of] my brother[s] about something he'd recorded. He was handing me SD cards from a holder of sorts as he was talking because he wasn't sure which one was the one we were looking for. I, on the other hands, was checking the contents of the cards on a sort of netbook. Sort of. It wasn't easy to do so because my ten-year-old niece was sitting in my lap at the time so that I had to reach around her to get to the netbook.
Oh, well. Life's tough.
Anyways, after about four of these cards, my brother handed me a ZIP disc which he remembered that the video was on. (was it a video?) Because my hands were busy working with the netbook-ish thing, I actually bit it at the corner and held it in my mouth instead. I tapped my niece on the head with it for squirming to much and was about to ask my brother if he had a ZIP drive to read the disc with when I woke up.
Only about ten minutes had passed in waking life, but the deam was more like twenty.
But I woke up. And my legs were asleep. >_<

The dream started off with me trying to find a job.
and woman that saw me, i coulf tell she fancied me and decided to give me a job interview. cant remember much inbetween but when i arrived at the "interview" it was a paired interview with lots or groups of people at the same time. There were an even amount of people so i dedcided to leave because i didnt have a partener. later on, i cant remember why but i was in a van and there was a kid with downs syndrom driving, he pulled up by a group of people and started shouting abuse at them. i realised this group of people were the interviewers and interwviewees. i said to him "You cant be saying those things, i went for the interviews here too" becuase he was angry he didnt get a job.
he then drove off but lost control. it started by him saying "OMG, whre do you live" as if we were going to magicaly arrive there i said "if we have broken down why are we speeding up, up hill" the van got faster and faster.
i opened the van door and said "i'm bailing out" and jumped out the van.

I ended up rolling undernieth the van and rolling over several times.
it had ran me over but i was unhurt.
*part missing*

I ended in a group of people and there was some kid constantly trying to trip me up, i decided to grab him and force trip him over.
almost immediatly a crowd gathered as he lay there, i noticed he was wearing a full face riding helmet so i said "Come on, Hes fine,he has that helmet on" he started to get up "if he was wearing the helmet properly he would not be hurt" they then grabbed a member of the crowd and started leading him away as if it was thier fault. IT WAS MY BROTHER.

I started following him, talking. "What are they going to do?" "i dont know" he replied teary eyed. We got to a corner of the street where there was a gang waiting for us. everyone else fled by me and my brother continued. We got round a corner and there was alot more, the leader threw what looked like coins everywhere, he didnt say anything but i knew that if we left now he would not try to harm us.
so we both turned around and started running, i heard the leaders voice in the background say "go the opposite way" i knew this meant me and my brother had to start winding throught the streets to avoid them and to try and trick them. we ran and ran, winding complexy through this city. We both took refuge in what was an old garage. We both ran to the left of the entrance and hid in the shadows just as the group chasing us entered. there was about 5 of them, the 4 passed through without seeing while one held on behind, i think he saw something of interest. it was then i think a kicked something and it made a noise.
Both me and my brother ran as fast as we could out of this garage, but the second i got out my feet were not touching the floor, franticly i ran and ran trying to keep up speed but o was just slowly floating along. My brother ran straight past and into a backstreet. when i finnally dropped onto the floor the group had already caought up with me. i realised i was able to go into focus mode (Bullet time) when defending myself but it would only go slow for the person i was busy punching. All the other guys were still trying to punch while i was attacking one man. all my striking and blocking was not helping and they ganged up and started beating. Then i woke up...


Darkness, Fighting, Jumping out of a speeding van, being ran over and un-harmed and floating and i didnt bother to an RC ONCE! bloody nightmare!
Anyway, that was that, really long dream if you ask me but thats the most i can remember.

I just know that I had a dream which features flying and a friend of me. I also somehow know that it was a quite interesting dream, it's a bit frustrating, but also motivating (Should really work on my dream recall).

Last night - I won a talent competition by singing "You and I" by Lady Gaga

Yesterday's nap: I saw my old friend Mary Pratt at a courthouse. She told me she married her brother. And while we were trying to chit-chat, I kept pulling these little pieces of plastic out of my mouth. But I could never get them all out.

#1
I was standing with a friend (we were both anthro mice) in a room that was steadily filling with water. It was at my chest when my friend managed to open a tiny vent in the wall and we escaped.

#2
My friend knocked on the wooden door of a mouse hole. It flew open and a hedgehog tumbled down the concrete ramp beneath the door. He sniffed the air and, after detecting my scent, demanded to know who I was. My friend, who was a strong, well built looking mouse, informed him that I was a friend.

#3
The other mice and I were in a huge office type room under attack from humans. I was cornered by Lily Rush from Cold Case. Quickly I raised my gun.

“You have no idea how much I hate having to do this”, I informed her. “I freaking love Cold Case!”

I then shot her twice in the chest. Blood formed on her white shirt but she didn’t die. She merely grinned lopsidedly at me.

“You can’t kill me”, she sneered.

I realised in shock that she must be wearing some kind of bullet-proof vest. I raised the gun to shoot her in the head but it only clicked. I was out of bullets.

I was standing on a cliff by a river watching as a ship was about to pass by. I did something that caused part of the cliff to crumble and fall on the ship, causing it to sink.

Back to sleep. Racking my brain trying to remember this one. Something about technology.

Back to sleep. I'm at home talking to my mom but I know that none of it is real. My "sister" had told mums where the people I had saved escaped to. What people, I dunno. Then my mom was like "give me some money so I can go meet _____." One of the escapees. This dream was a mess, lol. I was mad because my sister couldn't keep her trap shut and now my mom was nagging me for money...

Red = Not A Dream

The Black Kitty Cat

Dreamt that a black cat clawed at me.

Raining Energy [5-3-2012 @10:10 A.M.]

As I was struggling, trying to remember a word for a question on the final music exam on Thursday, I felt what felt like a waterfall of positive energy that poured down on my left side. It went through the left side of my head and into the left side of my body. I had never experienced anything like that before.

Readjustment [Either 4-29-2012 or 4-30-2012]

Had a dream where E.T.'s where readjusting or redistributing the energy in my body. I guess.

Fake Levitation [5-2-2012]

A guy was demonstrating his levitation abilities in front of a crowd of people. He was sitting cross legged on the floor. Then he began to levitate high into the air. I looked up at the balcony and saw a guy up there pulling a string or rope.... Then I asked a guy next to me if he wanted to see real levitation. I sat down, crossed my legs, and began to levitate off the floor for real, lol.

Huge Wall

I'm hovering in front of a really massive flat wall that appears to me made of dirt and stone. It looks like I'm in some kind of valley. No trees or vegetation--just orange sand. Really short dream.

Complete Freedom! Flying Over Clouds!

I had a waking dream as I was sitting at my desk with my eyes closed in class decades ago. I was flying over clouds and i had totally forgotten about my life back on Earth. I felt the cool wind blowing on my face as I was flying. The clouds were white, the sky was blue, and the sun was beautiful.

My Brother's Impersonator

In a lot of my dreams, I'd usually see someone who looks like my brother but I know it's just a disguise. I dreamt that this guy was standing beside me as I was about to post a dream on DreamViews.

Fighting a Creature

I'm a short being and this large blurry creature is trying to attack me but it can't touch me even though I'm not trying to avoid it. I think I said "that's not going to work."

The Tall Being

I just recently remembered this one. I am not sure if this was a dream, walking dream, or pure fantasy. I know I had this "dream" a very, very long time ago. I'm a kid and I think I'm on a spaceship. This grey-like being who is about my height and I are playing some kind of psychic game and I think I beat him. I'm all happy and stuff and I'm playfully taunting him when this really, really tall and slender being walks over to us. I looked up at him in complete awe because I sensed his incredible psychic power.

Scared to Death

I think I was a girl. Something had scared me to death and i recall having my back up against a wall and slowly sliding down it to the floor. I was dead.

Bobbing Head [2-10-2012]

Weird dream last night. I remember looking at something and it was moving up and down and I was moving my head up and down following it... I felt as though I was actually moving my physical head even though I was asleep. And I also recall hearing the laughter of what I thought was an imp. I say imp because the way it laughed was fast and it sounded like it came from the small body of a creature. Can't remember what I was looking at though.

A Change in Earth's Energy

On Wednesday, February 22, 2012, I noticed a significant change in the Earth's energy.

An Unfamiliar Place [4-30-2012]

I woke up lying in a bed in a rather large well lit place with several rooms. There's a giant man with a white beard walking through the rooms checking on those who are sleeping in their beds. As he exited a room and came walking towards my direction, I remember thinking "why is it always this guy." I waited for him to walk into another room before I got up and hid behind what looked like a large dresser. Then he came back and started talking to himself. He was saying something like "Wait... Wasn't there a guy... Where is...." At this point, I am feeling kinda shaken up but not really scared. If he had walked past the dresser, he would've found me bending over behind it. But I woke up or rather, I thought I did.

When I awoke, I was lying on my side facing the doorway. The room was fully lit and I had the blanket pulled up to my nose. It felt like there was something hovering over my bed but really close to me. I tried looking around with moving my head but I couldn't really see over the blanket. I thought to myself "there's something hovering over me..." Then I closed my eyes and woke up. The room was dark.

Learn Fear, Use Fear, Control Fear... [4-30-2012]

Not sure when I had this one. It was either Sunday or Monday morning. I'm standing in a room and there are about three doors. Each door is opening and there are signs sticking out of the floor in each room. All of the signs in each room said the same thing but just one thing. Such as the signs in the first room. They all said "Learn Fear." The signs in the second room said "Use Fear." And the signs in the third room said "Control Fear."

Poked in the Eyes [5-1-2012]

Before I had the Waking E.T. Encounter dream, I had another one where I was riding around on a toy truck, lol. Even though it was about a foot high, a foot wide, and about three feet long, it had a lot of power! I am not sure how I was able to stay on it without falling off but I recall being in a hunched over position like a dog. It was the only way to ride it. I must've been controlling it with levers and buttons because I remember revving it up quite a bit and taking off down a highway at top speeds. I was also trying to burn tire marks into the pavement. This thing had a lot of power, lol. As I woke up, it felt like someone poked me in the eyes but there was no pain...

A Waking Dream - E.T. Encounter [5-1-2012]

Hmm.. Well, I have to admit that something like this has never happened before. Besides the two dreams of being on a table and the other one where I woke up in a dark room. But this one was far stranger.

I had woken up around 5 A.M. this morning and then I went back to sleep. I had a dream that I saw some guys that I used to know then I had another dream where I'm standing in my mom's yard. I began walking up invisible stairs and then a guy who was standing on the ground grabbed my arm and he was saying something. I kept trying to get him to let me go. Then I looked up into the sky and saw that someone was drawing an outline of the face of a typical grey alien with the eyes.

Then I could have sworn I woke up. I was lying in the exact same position facing the wall and I felt the undeniable presence of several small beings behind me. I think they were talking to each other because I heard them making noises. They all sounded the same and they sounded happy and excited--like children and I remember what they sounded like. I am going to see if I can replicate that sound later today. I was awake but I didn't try to move or turn around but I had my eyes open. I could feel them just barely lightly touching my back, buttock, and probably my legs. They were doing this for a good long while.

I guess after about well over a minute of this, it all stopped. Then I turned around and looked around the room which was well lit ever since 5 A.M. It was now 5:54 A.M. I was looking at the floor around my bed and then I looked up at the ceiling and I saw what looked like a large, faded, translucent rectangle or triangle. It had faded completely after about a second. Was that some kind of portal they come out of or was I seeing things? I've seen that thing before in much better detail a few months back after waking up from a dream. Well, that's my story. As I said before, this is the first time this has ever happened to me. It was probably a dream. If it was, then that's the realist dream I've ever had in my life.

Let me also add that I've been extremely stressed out over the past three days or so. When I woke up, my head felt light (it still does) and I don't feel stressed out anymore even though my situation hasn't changed.

Pleiadian Invitation? [5/3/2012]

I'm standing on a beach and there's a large blonde guy standing in front of me. There are also about two or three other large blonde guys spread out over the beach. I guess they are bodyguards or something. This guy asks me if I'd be interested in meeting the Pleiadians. I agreed and woke up.

I Saw It! Oh! I Saw It! [5-3-2012] [UPDATED 5-4-2012]

Back to Sleep. So, I woke up several times this morning because I had a hard time sleeping. The last time I woke up, I got up to go to the restroom. I was extremely tired and I nearly keeled over several times on my to and from the restroom. I remember! When I got back into bed, I was facing the wall. I recall blinking a few times as I was dozing back off and the last thing I remember was seeing the face of a white alien protruding from the wall the bed was up against. It was about 6 A.M. There was absolutely no lapse in time! Or rather, that's how it felt to me. I recall doing stuff but I don't remember what and then somehow ending up in bed in an unfamiliar room.

When I woke up, I felt dizzy, funny, and really tired. Like I was in a trance. I was laying in a bed underneath some cover in a clean white room but this wasn't my room. The room was fully lit and there was the face of a white being (absolutely not a grey) with the large black oval shaped eyes (but not large eyes like the grey's) barely sticking out from the ceiling. Now, let me make this very clear. I was in a trance and I kept closing my eyes and waking back up in this bed. I kept glancing around this room and at the ceiling. I guess I was trying to find the light source but I don't remember ever seeing one. I must've looked at this face four or five times. I am not sure. But for some reason, I always overlooked it even though it was right there.

Then I snapped out of it and I looked up at the protruding face and black eyes again FINALLY realizing that it was the face of a white alien. But I'm still soooo tired. So I closed my eyes and pulled the blanket up over my head and guess what happened, lol. I heard a lady say something. I am guessing she said something like "he's waking up." I know she said SOMETHING like that. Perhaps it was the being who said it. I really don't know! Then I felt the undeniable presence of a being standing right beside my bed. Then, all of a sudden, this slender pure white skinned being with medium sized black eyes (THE SAME BEING) grabbed and threw back the cover and just stood there for a few seconds. I'm laying there trying to keep my eyes open but they kept closing. Then I decided that I absolutely must see what this being looked like. So I opened my eyes all the way and got a good look at him or her and that was when it grabbed me about two inches above my left wrist. I'm still really tired so my eyes are closed again and I'm thinking "Fine. Just don't hurt me." And this big grin went across my face. I know I got up and followed it but that was when I found myself back in my bed fully awake and alert. It was 7:50 something.

The being's basic features were kinda similar to the grey's but it felt like an upgraded, more futuristic model. Like it has emotions and stuff. It's eyes were large but no where near as large as they grey's, pure black, and oval shaped. I guess the nose and mouth were similar to the grey's. It had no hair nor clothing, a flat chest, and skinny arms. I couldn't see anything below the abdomen.