dream fragment

I woke up a few hours ago, so I don't remember the details.

I know I was at a hotel. A friend of mine was talking about how he could feel a "presence" in his room, but it was okay cause he was used to feeling presences.

I broke into a guy's room, no idea why. I had to run away and hide because of that.

I was going to leave the hotel with my girlfriend and some other girls, who were our friends, but I needed to get some money. Then I was going to buy some food for the road and I was going to drive.

And that's it... Considering I slept for about four hours and that I've been up for another four, I'm surprised I remember so much.

I was in a cave with a few of my cousins, and we all were with transformers. They were discussing some plan of attack or something, but I knew they needed me or they wouldn't be successful. For some reason they were ignoring everything I was saying, and they headed out on the mission without me. From the start of the mission they suffered from a penalty because of the likeness of transformers they were driving. I think mine was a female, but I didn't see it.

Couple of dream fragments before I woke up:

It all begins with this girl (let's call her V initial letter) V contacting me in some sort of modern way (phone, inet, some dreamish version of tecnology) and telling that she waits for my answer to some conversation she's put up. Like there is some new community-project / forum up that I'm not aware of. She's tried to contact me before for it and I've been like avoiding all the ways anyone can reach me. It's all political or aware in wrongs of modern world. I'm telling her that I've been trying to dodge those kind of projects for I'm going to live this country and those project should't be depadent on me.

..then there's this haze part and dreamsift..

I'm telling her that I should put up 'profile' about me always waking in the same body and different hotel room (I've been travelling outside my home city, not really living in hotels though). I'm playing with words like Hotel Self and Hotel Flesh.. ok, first I came up with two these words, after them I started to think about waking up to them. So I guess I reached atleast semilucidity at that point... So I come up to either Waking in Hotel Flesh or Waking up to Hotel Self.

Then there is this fragment where she wonders about her psychedelic history and comes up with rye bread and actual fungus Ergot starting it at some past century... This fragment might also have been before previous one, or surronding it.. don't know how it's with you but to time some parts of dream a hard to put into linearity.. it's like they exist outside of time or then some fragments get repeated or dejavued in dreams.. Then she feels totally guilty for forcing me into lone wandering life in lonesome hotels realising that I'm sort of like her DC that she hadn't had time for. So I'm just left with uneventual life with almost no-one contacting me. And she also only contacted me for project she has in mind for me. In undertone it's not all about dream put also her feeling that my lifesituation and lack of happiness is her fault. She says she'll change that. I tell that I'm going to oppose her doings, so that she would realise that world doesn't circle around her. So I'm gonna enjoy my lonely hotel.


Shortly after this I wake up

In reality I'm going abroad this spring and I've been travelling my home country for about three weeks now. Today I'm meeting girl called V, who I haven't seen for over 6 years. Girl in my dream wasn't this V but her namesake who I've met at later point of my life. V of dream was visiting my hometown (where I'm not) yesterday and my friends from there had parties at our place which is quite big house. V of dream did drag me to some political or aware project before she got bregnant. Also the V I'm meeting quite soon has children now. I haven't yet seen either of them with kids, which is going change today. (I saw V of this dream when she was very long with her pregnancy, so it's not so hard to think her as mother.. althought in dream she most certainly was outside mother-role)

First

I’m in a city, walking a road downhill. There is someone else with me. I hear a woman scream down the hill. It’s cold and slippery and she has fallen. She complains about her wrist, but her elbow is dislocated. I pull it a bit and it pops back in.

Second

I’m in a forest, walking on a path. There is a camping centre, I apparently have a room there, and I go in. I share my room with another person, vaguely familiar. I remember a task that I have, there are five rings that I need to destroy, and I need to do something after that. I have already found three, so there are two left. This is some kind of a game.

I notice one of the five people carrying the rings. I grab his hand and see that he has several rings. I recognize the one that I need, though, and just grab them all. I run outside and throw the other rings around to slow the person down. There is a clay oven and I throw the ring there. When the person reaches me, the ring is already gone, and he seems a bit disappointed that he lost it so easily.

So there is still one ring left. I don’t remember who has it, but I have written the names down on a piece of paper in my back. I return to my room to have a look.

these too are also not very clear (one of them because i didn't want to think about it too much) and i forgot one entirely. was really bad at keeping track of the times in which these happened.

?am: my boyfriend and i go to some bar (i can't stand bars in real life). its small, quiet and dimly-lit, and not busy. one of the rooms here is special, it has a large couch, and there is a camera mounted to the ceiling to give a good view of the room. this is a room where people can go to have sleazy sex on camera because i suppose that kind of thing is thrilling. my boyfriend and i are in the main area talking to some people, and are seated next to a small b&w TV displaying the camera feed. two people we know go in, and as they begin to do it, we get kind of disgusted (they aren't very attractive and we don't really like them that much), so i turn a dial on the TV until the scene dissolves into indecipherable static, and we do something else for a while.

the girl, who is the sister of a friend of mine, comes out alone to join us. she is acting strangely, and my boyfriend asks her if everything is ok. she says that it isn't, and starts crying, and tells us that the guy she was with somehow threatened her and scared her into handing over a song that she had written, so that his band could play it and take credit for it. Phoenix was angry and went into the room to confront the guy and his band, which consisted of two other girls. but, due to Dream Logic, there wasn't anything he could do.

i realize that this isn't very nightmarish, but at the time when i woke up i was feeling very uncomfortable. looking back on it now though, it sounds silly.

?am: i'm walking along a heavily wooded path at night. its well-lit, but i can't tell from what. its fairly uneventful, until i hit a patch of complete blackness. for some reason this doesn't unnerve me and i keep going like its nothing. eventually i come into a lit clearing, the edges of which are pixelated. i realize now that i'm looking at a session of Furcadia when i see the dream portals uploaded by other users.

dreams were not as clear as the previous day's. also what is it with cartoon characters in my dreams??

6:50am: something to do with My Little Pony. the planet that the ponies lives on is shaped like a donut?? Twilight Sparkle travels to the hole in the world and jumps through in order to explore the other side of the planet. Princess Celestia flies after her in an attempt to stop her.

?am: i appeared at the very top floor of a skyscraper, which housed a high-end restaurant/bar. i was almost paralyzed with fear from the extreme height. Æon Flux (cartoon version) rode the elevator to meet me because i guess we were going on a date or something? she was wearing normal clothes and seemed to have planned this date to be here knowing that it would make me uncomfortable. i was getting dizzy from looking out the massive windows, which took up almost the entire wall, so i asked Æon to switch seats with me. after this i ordered absinthe and proceeded to get so drunk i fell asleep mid-date. when i awoke and remembered that i needed to pay, i realized that my wallet wasn't in my purse. Æon ended up paying for my drink before we left.

#1 - Fan Mail?

I don't really remember much about this dream, I just have what I wrote down. Unfortunately, I can remember the exact things that made me write this down, but nothing else about them. :T Oh well. What I wrote: "Taking a picture or video with a camera decides its fate. With K, Futurama game, we have fan mail?"

#2 - Jealous And Horny

My cousin A comes over and starts acting like she's a teen or at least around my age (she's at least like ten years older than me, don't remember the exact age) and looks like it too, and she starts complaining about some problem she's having to my parents. She starts talking like she's super close to them, which makes me kind of jealous for some reason. She even jumps on to the couch where they are and curls up in a ball next to them (in an overly comical way). They end up trying to talk her through it, and at this point my memory of the dream gets kind of hazy.... It picks up again later with my other cousins P and G and some guy who I can't remember now but I recall thinking I knew him at the time all leaving through the back door, with rain pouring really hard outside. At this point I just remember walking around my house feeling really horny.

Then the dream switched to a third-person perspective of watching Marshall and Lily (again from How I Met Your Mother, and this isn't even the first time I've had this third-person thing with the two of them, I watch this show too much lol) and they're about to have sex for the first time. (Good old horny subconscious. ) It doesn't actually match their first time from the show, though. They're in a truck doing it and just after they've started it switched to a view from outside the truck with a guy sitting not too far from it. The truck starts to move and then quickly starts bouncing extremely violently. Basically, imagine if the force behind it was like a gigantic fist repeatedly came out of the sky and smashed into in the ground. The guy that was sitting near the truck is startled and looks like he's afraid it's not going to hold. Marshall and Lily sound pretty happy inside, the whole world is practically shaking along with them.



I also had a false awakening that almost prevented me from remembering any of this, luckily I managed to get it back after focusing for a few minutes when I actually woke up.

#3 - Strange Crossover

All I remember about this one is that I was playing a game that was some kind of crossover between Mario and Pacman. Like, you were in some kind of tunnel with the dots and ghosts but also Mario enemies walking around, and you could actually switch between being Mario or Pacman at any given time. It was bizarre, but I remember it being fun. I kind of wish I actually had that game now.

Hey, everyone. No lucid dreams, but the show must go on!

First, I was at a party with my girlfriend. It looked like an apartment and it was crowded. There was a girl who wanted to kiss me and I was like "if I kiss her, it's fair, but you can't kiss anybody!", but my girlfriend seemed to want to kiss some people too, which really pissed me off (my girlfriend and I have broken up twice in real life, one time lasted about two or three days and the other one, a week. Both times, she's kissed many people - she even had sex with one - so I guess dream me wanted to get even? ). I think my cousin was there or I was talking to him on the phone/texting him. I definitely remember his presence somehow.

Since she was trying to kiss a guy, I left really upset. When I was outside, there was something weird going on, but I can't remember what it was. There might have been Transformers coming out of streets, but I don't know.

After that, I was at my cousin's, not the one from the party. I should probably mention that it's not the first time I've dreamt about that house, but it isn't real. Anyway, we were just hanging out, she was like "we can lock the gate later!", but... then some men entered the house, so we had to hide. Her room was an attic, but not just any attic. It was hidden and super extra secret. The problem was that we'd have to stay there for a very long time. The "bad men" had slaves or something and they decided to stay there, since the house was so big.

I left the attic on a food mission, there were two little boys inside the house and they might've seen me, but it was okay. Then, I was outside and the bad men were forcing their slaves to do something, I don't know what. I think they were just having fun messing with the poor guys. They noticed there could be someone there, and that's when I realised I was wearing an invisibility cloak (thanks, Harry Potter! ), so I was careful, cause I couldn't make any noise.

I think I've dreamt about something else, but I forgot now.

EDIT: I remembered what it was!!! I was talking to a friend of mine, he's Jewish, and he was telling me about some Jewish foods.

All I can remember from my dream last night is going into a pet shop and buying two new pets. They weren't very friendly, in fact they were the complete polar opposites of our pets now..! (Really vicious at one another, and anyone else!!) The store owner gave them to me together in a giant tank. One was a rodent, the other was a bird..!

It was very odd.. I think I should be relieved I don't remember what else happened in this one..!

February 1, 2012

Zebra Pegasus and Other Pets
My sis was feeding the stray cats by the porch. Except one of them wasn't a cat, it was a baby winged zebra the size of a cat. How cute! I wanted to take a closer look. At first I thought its wings was just an illusion made of clumps of fur. But no, they were functional feathered wings.

I couldn't believe I was staring at a winged baby zebra, sitting on my porch like any other cat. I was shocked that no one claimed this oddity for them, he looks like he's worth a million. I find a half eaten plum in the fridge and give it to my striped friend.

Later, in a box I find a forgotten pet rat. He was as friendly as a rat could be. I dunno why, but I thought that I should bathe him. He was well behaved, sitting on my palm as I shampoo him. But when it came time for a rinse he got agitated and tried to bite me.

Thats when I notice a man in my kitchen and I instnatly accepted him as an aspect of my subconscious. He tells me something but I don't remember it. I ask him about my health and the most I could understand was eat more fruit.

Due to quite the eradic sleep shcedule recently I only remember a couple frags, but its better than nothing

I was at our town park with a friend of mine and we had just pulled in and parked on top of the main hill. I asked him where the jump was and he said right down at the bottom. I looked down the hill but didn't see anything. Then I started to walk around a little pavillion type building that's on the hill and, once I was around the corner I could see it, a little jump made out of snow. Too bad there wasn't any other snow on the ground





I was in a parking lot driving a car around. It was me and Travis Pastrana (lol?) and we were drifting around in it. The entire cast from the show Nitro Circus was there watching us. That's all I remember

#1

Driving around with Ryan and Travis. We're parked then and there are annoying kids outside of the car and for some reason I take the wheel driving haphazardly around trying to break shit. At first Ryan and Travis are there then I'm driving alone. I make my way into a house I know they'll be at (Or I'm just sort of there). Jeremy is there. For some reason Ryan and Travis felt the need to make hot sauce concoctions and are then going to eat them plain. I begin making Jeremy and me some sort of french bread with cookie dough (spelled xooxie doug) spread and nutella spread. I remember tasting all the flavors and actually liking it. Then I wake up or lose the dream.

Was with Pat getting ready for something and trying to cut my own hair. I messed up terribly and had to shave my whole head. I can still picture me with a shaved head and I've wondered what I would look like with one before not that it was. I remember I wasn't too bummed about it but Pat had some sort of miracle grow thing that made it grow back but it was too long. I cut it again but this time got it right.


Skating in front of a building (in colorado) with a steep hill and a few spots around it. For some reason can't get comfortable on the board. Girl see's a condom and gets grossed out, I make the remark, "Oh a condom, never seen one of those before." Girl asks where I live. I say Omaha. "Thats why," She says. We begin a conversation about which place has worse places (Like ghetto's I think). We begin to skate again and I feel the need to go in somebodies yard. Suddenly I have my backpack. I find my laptop in this persons yard and begin to leave when I find four purple nintendo ds things in the front yard (one is on the front porch). I begin collecting them, but a small mexican girl comes up to a screen door, sees me, and shouts "Mama, the boy is opening the door (swinging door into the porch)" Large mexican man comes outs and speaks in a language I've never heard. I try to explain I was just retreiving my laptop as I walk away from the house (only exposing my right as the nintendo's and my backpack are in the left because I didn't have time to get the nintendo's stuffed in). At first the man says a few things and then starts repeating one thing. I get frustrated and yell, "What does that mean?". He gives me an odd look and says, "Shut the door, man." I wake up.

1. I was watching/participating in a really weird part-Broadway-part-Bollywood crossover film between Harry Potter and Repo! The Genetic Opera that, for some reason, took place on a soccer field. Also something about cake.


2. I was reading a massive comic book that had a bunch of unrelated stories, though the only one I remember was about Batman preventing the Riddler from committing suicide.


(Incidentally, don't you hate when you think a book or film you saw in a dream is real because you looked it up, but then it turns out you had only Googled it in your dream?)


3. Making ramen in a bathtub.

4. Telling someone that I refuse to read DC's New 52 because it's "like what would happen if you took Homestuck, cut it in half, removed a bunch of characters, and gave Rose and Jade huge breasts."

Just a few fragments- there was a dream that had something to do with a laptop I had left at my house (don't live there anymore) that looked like a giant n3DS (cyan-colored), and felt really light (practically weightless, like it was hollow inside). I had left it at the house, hidden and constantly turned on so I could sync. my current laptop to it to monitor the house (it had a camera and microphone). I was also using it for extra storage or something for my laptop. Other than that, I can't remember anything.
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Second dream with something Nintendo DS related... possible Dream Sign? (lol... DS=Dream Sign)
Also, it had to do with my old home again too. So there's another.

An unusual spattering of dreams from this morning.

Somebody was stepping on my crotch. It hurt.

Later, there was an Occupy protest in my town. Somewhere in the world, 4 more people were killed, and Wikipedia was going to mention the fact. This brought the worldwide toll from 96 to 100, quite remarkable considering this was supposed to be a revolution - but mostly, of the mind.

I'm suffering from sleep paralysis, unable to turn my head more than 10 degrees, or was it 25? I'm apparently facing up, grabbing my laptop and going on Twitter, tweeting about the fact I have "testicular" sleep paralysis. Well, my fingers still can move, but when I try to turn my head, I start shaking like a wildman.

Shaking. Just shaking.

Facade - a giant room, chandelier on the top, wooden with big gates at the sides. Some kind of medieval fortres or university.

I go on my computer again, this time on the website Weather Underground. I see that there are two tropical systems: one near Australia, and another over western Lake Michigan. How unusual for this time of year. The Great Lakes storm's name is Isabel, retired in 2003. Here it is a tropical storm, about to do an outside loop, and track into my area in four days. By then, it will have weakened.

That's odd - it actually is expected to rain Sunday.

Later, or possibly earlier. I'm reading some source material about Asperger's, and hypermasculine disorders. Where have I encountered this before?

I awake to the sound of my alarm.