dream fragment

First dream (fragment)
I am outside. It is evening. The car is standing at the side of the road with all doors open. i walk towards the car and out of nowhere this strange orange cat starts to come towards me. i try to pet it but it kinda attacks me.
the dream skips a little bit. 2 girls i know (but not a lot) comes towards me in big fancy dresses and gets into the car. i get into the backseat and suddenly i realise "well shouldnt i be driving?" and i get into the front seat.

Second dream (fragment ish)
i am in this big bus or classroom (it changes between those two). I remember something about writing on the drapes and there is something that reminds me of cake. apperently i had 2 big slices of cake in my backpack 0_o. One of them was chocolate !

Third dream:
i am in this big grey city where the tall buildings is smoldering apart (kinda like in inception). after the buildings had collaps me and my mates had to clean up the city. while we were doing this an annoying waiter from a nearby resturent came and wanted us to eat at this table in the middle of nowhere. just a table with 5 chairs and some plates on it. I was the last one to give in but we were 6 people and there was only those 5 chairs.. so i left them..

Fourth (fragment):
we are in the classroom, watching old movies with my teacher

Last dream (WILD LD):
i see this window on my wall - and i know it isnt there IRL so i do an reality check --> i become lucid:
I sit up in my bed and look around, trying to get a feel of it. As soon as everything was clear as glass i wanted to try the "finger through palm" thing and had a lot of fun with that and even made the dream a lot more vivid. I had a feeling i had to pee so i went to the bathroom. on the way over there i looked out another window there isnt there normally either where i saw this beautiful horizon with a purple touch to it. i went to the bathroom and thought "HEY! what if my pee was like a rainbow ?!"... so.. i was standing there.. peeing rainbows..
After the pee rainbows i went down stairs...
i woke up. might be the morning light comming through to me. (it was like 10 AM)

Possibly a precongnictive dream last night.

I can only really remember fragments, I had lost my x-trainer shoes, or maybe they were stolen. I was walking along a path with only my socks on I was worried my socks were going to get really dirty. I remember thinking that I don’t want to spend money on a new pair of shoes. I see a flash image, of my other running shoes. And I think I can wear them.

As it turns out I packed my gym bag this morning and forgot to pack my shoes.. arg! And don’t even have enough money on me to buy a new pair. Damn it! Another reason to improve my dream recall.

I was moving planets according to their location onto this big model hanging from the ceilings. I put some on there and realized I needed to start with the outer planets moving inward.

woke up
back to sleep

I was with my sister at my job, Wendys (fast food place.) They were handing out these new long-sleeved shirts to the employees. They handed me a package and before I opened it I had the option to choose small or medium. I wasn't sure what their small would be like so I asked a lady who was wearing one. She said it was actually bigger than a normal small, so I got the small. I was getting ready to leave when I realized D, my sister, ordered some food. I went into the back to speed up the process and made the drink she ordered, Grape Rootbeer? One of the guys got a little irritated with me because he had already made it. I apologized and told him I thought they were busy so I didn't think they had it yet. I laughed a little and shrugged another apology and walked back to my sis.

I think this was the same dream, but me and T had two kids now. One of them, named W, like our son, but he was our youngest. We had another one apparently he was a little older though, like 2 years. The strange thing I noticed about him was he was getting facial hair already! I laughed because as soon as I realized this he was like a 10 year old with a little goatee going on. This amused me a great amount. Anyway, we were at some kind of reunion with the family and we had traveled there. This place was strange, and part I remember the most was there was a library and the kids were running around. I went off to do something that I can't remember and realized I had just left my kids in there running around. My other sister, also a D, was tired of watching them and had sat down while the kids were practically destroying this library lol. My nieces were there also.

There was another part somewhere in that mess where me and my husband were working I guess and we were sitting at a table that seated four. We were sort of laughing and having a good time discussing work. I think this might of been where I went to before I realized the kids were tearing up the library.

I remember a ride too, kind of like that ride in Zombieland where the girls were riding before the zombies showed up, or when they started to show up. Anyway, it was like that but instead of swinging back and forth it would go all the way around and upside down. It was a lot of fun.

Then we were all about to travel home and we were at a gas station. I had my kid in my arms and asked my mom to pull some cash out of my wallet for me. She handed me a twenty and I went inside to get a pepsi and some smokes. I asked the lady at the counter, there were two of them actually, for some cigarettes, camel lights. She handed me 100's and I asked her for shorts. She gave me a strange look and went to get them when I realized that on the counter in front of me was a pack of shorts and the pack of 100s she handed me. I told her nevermind and she gave me another strange look. She asked me to wait a minute for something, they were looking at the computer. I started to grow impatient then finally I walked out with the cigarettes. Yes, I forgot the pepsi.

Then we're riding along again and we stop at another gas station. Suddenly I'm working there and these teenagers come in, a girl and two guys. I forgot what they were buying but the girl shorted me two dollars and said she'd be right back with the rest. I told her to leave whatever she had and to go get it and come back, she acted like I was crazy. I told her it was policy, if she didn't have the money she couldn't have the product. She started to walk out anyway and I followed her out to the parking lot and before she could leave the lot I grabbed her arm and told her to give me the money or I'd get in trouble. I ended up walking back in and picked up a broom to sweep....

Dream - Lucid

I saw a glimpse of a page in a book that said something about Catholics not committing suicide because they would go to Hell.

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I was in some sort of classroom at a computer. I think I was in the 5th grade again. I remember working with a partner, but I don't remember what we were doing. I remember getting up to go somewhere because we were finished and were allowed to go.

I also remember something about my married friends Tori and Taylor. They were in the 5th grade with me (not so in waking life) and were apparently engaged already. I remember seeing Tori with a ring. She didn't look like she was a 5th grader, but it was understood that she was. I remember all of this taking place outside on a sunny day.

This dream has three "segments." The first part is very fragmented, and I don't recall very much of it. The middle and end are the most detailed. I suppose that's not surprising, considering the nature of dream recall. Last night's dream also had a strong impression of the colour "dark chestnut," so I will underline it here and keep track of it. Oh, I won't include pictures every time. Just enough for flavour.


Sleep. Many of my dreams take place in places I know, like school or my "old" house. This particular dream has both. All I can remember from the beginning is that I was sitting at my desk in my English or Sociology class, I'm not sure which (it is even more difficult to tell because they happen to take place in the same classroom right after one another, and I sit in the same desk for each one).

Then I'm... somewhere. A field or park, maybe? The colouring is bright and very strange. I know that I am either in or watching a Yu-gi-oh tournament with the animated characters. Sometime during this section, I reflect on how the television show was repetitive and how the same people always made it to the final rounds of the tournament, particularly Yugi and/or his friends. Some other things happen to me, but I cannot explain them in words because they are mere flashes. I have an impression of a war or conflict.

Flash. I am in the room of my early childhood (birth-grade five), at my old desk. The desk is metal with a dark chestnut wood top, and I run my hand over its smooth surface. For some reason, I am clutching a blanket in my hand and am shaking Yu-gi-oh cards out from it.

Without any reason, I am at the bus stop I get off at after school, which is a few houses away from my "old" house. There is a pokemon battle after school, and I am the trainer controlling the Kangaskhan, which is standing in the middle of the intersection. Opposite me, on the sidewalk, is a Sandshrew, although there is no trainer in sight. I have Kangaskhan use a move, but it isn't very effective. Then, Sandshrew uses double kick, sending Kangaskhan reeling - the fighting-type move is super effective against my normal-type pokemon. In retaliation, Kangaskhan uses dig (which I don't think it can actually learn) and becomes Monty Mole from Mario Strikers: Charged. However, Sandshrew has become either a Spheal or a Jigglypuff and tries to puff away. I get in a few hits before it's gone over a fence and into someone's backyard by the park. Wake.

We were at some kind of huge house party. The place looked like a giant warehouse. At the entrance was a queen-sized bed where a girl, who we'll call Julie, was laying. She looked very sad so I naturally wanting to comfort every sad person I ever encounter went to go soothe her soul. I sat on the edge of the bed and asked what was wrong. I believe she said something about breaking up with her boyfriend. I got closer and gave her a comforting hug. Then, a girl who we'll call Tamy, arrived and laid down on the vacant side of the bed. She's texting on her phone. Now, a little background about Tamy: I've liked her for some time now and every time I see her, I get nervous and feel like I can fly with all the butterflies in my stomach.

So I get up and go around to her side and say hi. I was just about to start conversating when Julie starts to cry even harder, trying to catch my attention. And as I try to reach over to tap Julie on the back, I'm slyly going in between Tamy's legs and acting like I don't know it. But she looks at me oddly and me playing the fool act like it was an accident and get off her with a nervous laugh. I reach over to Julie and she picks her head up, eyeing me with a glint of what could be lust or love. She lunges at me trying to kiss me but I place an arm out and block her face. I push her off strongly and yell,
"What the hell are you doing?! Get the fuck off me?!"
So much for wanting to make people feel better, right? She responds,
"You are perfect for me Brian! You are so perfect for me!"
But I have absolutely no interest in this woman. And all the while this is happening, that girl I mentioned earlier, Tamy, is witnessing everything. But she is still texting on her phone acting like she's not paying attention.
"I can't make it seem like I'm interested in this girl. I still want a shot with Tamy!" I thought to myself. And I stormed away from the bed and into the interesting part of the warehouse, the dance hall.

Strangely, the lighting here was darker and the golden light of the previous segment of the warehouse did not seem to penetrate the dance hall. I'm pushing and shoving away dancers trying to reach the bathroom. I finally reach the bathroom and instead of a door, there was a drape that could be seen through if one tried hard enough. The wall the toilet was attached to barely reached up to my neck, hardly covering anyone trying to use the bathroom. But I unzip and relieve myself. I then see someone dragging Tamy to where I'm at and they're saying Tamy wants to talk to me. This action has been done in my real life. I tell her that I'm about done and I'll meet her at the bed (hehe). I finish paying the water bill and head through the sweaty dancers again to reach the bedroom once more. This next part is where the dream was the juiciest for me I see.

Tamy is all tucked into the bed laying on her side. She looks disappointed. I open the covers and lay next to her, adjusting the pillow so my eyes could be level with hers. She asked,
"Why didn't you kiss that girl earlier, huh? You really let her down..." and as she saying this, she looks away from me and looks almost jealous. I respond,
"I don't like her, how can I be forced to kiss someone who I have no interest in?" to which she replies,
"She seems like a nice girl. How can you expect to receive chances from someone when you yourself won't give girls chances?" I had a perfect rebuttal. In real life, I asked her out. And she turned me down . So I told her,
"Oh, kind of like how you gave me a chance when I asked you out, right?" I said that with so much sarcasm hoping she would get the message I was trying to convey. She was left speechless. All that came out of her mouth were small chuckles and broken explanations. But then, she stopped. And she no longer looked disappointed when she looked at me. She looked innocent with her big brown eyes. The eyes are the gateway to the soul, they say, and her soul was telling me that she indeed liked me, but something was getting in the way of us having a relationship. I could feel it. Then she smiled and said,
"Ok, but this is a one time thing." and she said something else but I can't remember what. Then, as we looked at eachother, I knew what was coming next. We both had a mutual understanding. It was as if telepathically she was telling me "Kiss me, you idiot." I reached my left arm over her right hip and placed my hand softly on the back of her head. I played with the curls of her ponytail for a second when I lean in close. She smiles and looks away for a second to lick her lips and straighten out. She turns to me and closes her eyes. I do the same. Then our lips touch in the gentlest, softest, warmest, and the most firework inducing kiss I have ever felt in my short 18 years of living. It wasn't wet, but it wasn't dry. I gripped her gently. It was like our lips were matched up perfectly by destiny to form the greatest and most passionate kiss ever. She kisses my upper lip as I kiss both of hers. I didn't put my tongue out, seeing as how I didn't want to seem like a pervert and ruin a passionate kiss. But her tongue touched the tip of mine, inviting me to explore her mouth. So I did, but only briefly and not like a starving wildebeest. And as I put out my lips to make another cycle, she quickly pulls back and ends it with a quick peck on my upper lip. She shrugs and then smiles at me. The dream fades. The feeling of that kiss still lingers on my lips as I type this. It was incredible ...

Dream 1
I was at my friend Jacob's house and we were talking about some TV show and he said he hadn't seen the new episode yet because his TV was stolen. I looked over and there was a stand for a flat screen TV but no TV. He told me that he left his window a crack open and they got in that way. Then I freaked out and went home because sometimes I do that. I got home and closed the window, and then looked out the window for a moment. (I live in an apartment building and my bedroom window looks out onto the balconies of another apartment building) I looked at one balcony that had the actors that play Serena and Eric on gossip girl and waved at them (Or it could have been the characters, I'm not sure because I only waved at them) and then I looked at the other balcony and just stood there staring at the people on it for a while.

Dream 2
Kind of a fragment, I made some kind of study guide for my english final with my friend Maxx. There was some kind of panic over it either going missing, messing up the information, or just the test itself. I don't remember.

Going to sleep now, it's 10:35 am. I will become lucid.

First dream I remember was having Sherry come to me and be like, "i think Dan might ask me to prom because vlahblahblah" and she asked me if I knew anything, I said no. So she asked me to tell her if anything came up cause she wants to know beforehand. Soo then it goes to just me alvin and ian playing basketball. I do remember we find out that Ian has a crush, and kuya don don was like dude she's in the philippines? forget about it! but Ian was like no and he said he's waiting till he's 18. So were like whatever lol. Then we go play basketball.

edit: remembered a couple more things (2 things that i had to stop and think about because of it's weirdness.. almost became lucid i think)

first thing was me seeing katrina in 5th period with a motorcycle. i was like, hmm.. that's weird.. she got a motorcycle instead of a car? then my mind goes.. OK, THAT SOUNDS TOTALLY FINE. NOTHING WEIRD ABOUT THAT. then i continue whatever i was doing.. which i forgot.

second was in a FA. I woke up, and I still had my boxers on (i put back my shorts after WBTB cause it was cold, but i didn't question that). Then I look at my thighs and I see cuts, almost like I cut myself on purpose. There were quite a few, and I think I remember seeing cuts on my arm too. I was just like.. WTF? when did I get these cuts?? then again, my mind goes, HMM WHATEVER I JUST DONT REMEMBER. IT'S FINE. and I go into the bathroom and wash my face and everything, and I wake up for real and I'm late to school

It seems like I'm getting closer to become more aware in my dreams, as I'm actually questioning these weird things that are happening in my dreams. I've never done that before, so hopefully my awareness will boost up over time and I can finally have a DILD in fantasy land.

Nonlucid, Lucid, Partially lucid

May 5, '11, Fragment 1: Someone tells me a word that sounds like Chaklasharoo, or Shakrashlaroo, and tells me it is the name of the world.
I look it up and it is a word in another language that means "One pig, one spider."

Fragment 2: I lie on the ground. I realize there is a cow lying beside me. She is nice and we are friends.
The cow gets up and pretends to be a mean big cat. I tell her to be nice.

and there doesn't seem to be anything I can do to save it.

My reality resides in my dreams...
and this is the nightmare I wake up to.

*I go somewhere with someone. Skrbek joins us but is upset because of something. We go to swimming pool. We get to the changing room upstairs. I have a pack of bonbons he has one too. There is some problem with the locker. I keep rushing him, but finally we get to the swimming pool. I take many things with me, such as wallet, goggles, and clipper. I think about loads of things. When we go home, I see that he lives in a small box like home (bunka). As we keep walking on the road, there is a big lorry that cannot go through a turn. There are some police mans that redirect it different way.
**I am at a petrol station. I am not sure if I work there. But probably yes. (then I say pure random stuff)

Last night i had a long vivid dream wich involved meeting some old friends at the local coffee shop.
Later i went to a garage for somebodies car or something. There was a girl there and she was very mad at that guy i met in the coffee shop about her car or something and she was gonna go there and make a fuss about it or something.

So while i was there i suddenly stepped into a car and began riding in the street . I kept driving in circles and i drove on the sidewalks to, i made super amazing movements where i either shrunk the car or drove on 2 wheels so i culd stay on the sidewalk and manouver the spaces normally reserved for 2 people to walk trough.


Last night i had an even weirder dream and once again thought it was all normal or atleast never had a clue about ever waking up in my bed before.

It was a fairly epic and long dream im guessing but i remember practicing to fly.
To my suprise i was actually doing pretty good and i flew around buildings and forests or something. However clumsy.

Then later i noticed a cute girl i know from school. She was riding on a bike and she was carrying a huge trailer behind her normally reserved for cars. It was loaded with baggage and covered with a green blanket.
We may or may not have talked a little bit but when she drove off i wanted to catch up with her again and i tried flying again. Only this time it didn't go so good and i kept falling and jumping. I tried visualizing wings for myself.
It was interesting i tried to visualize beautifull wings i thought it was pretty important. I didn't see myself or any wings i just imagined wings and i imagined trying to fly with them. I took off a little but and floated a little bit but this failed to.

Here ends my memory.

So tonight i had a few fragments of the same dream and I am still not sure how it all fits together yet but so far its like this:

Me and some friends from school are eating dinner in this little cozy room. Suddenly someone does something funny and i said "I wish we got that on movie" and some random dude said "well you got it on your iPhone - Just plug it to the TV"
We all went to the old old TV and we saw the video clips i had on my phone..

Another fragment:
We are a few people sitting around this older man and his laptop (it is someones dad i think) and we are having a good time (we are pretty drunk). The old mans wife joins us and rages at the man because he replaced all her classic music with hardstyle in her itunes music library

Third fragment:
A dude from my class wanted to borrow some old playstation 1 games so i gave them to him. i felt dirty so i went out a door and suddenly im at something that looks like a hospital. A rather creepy man stands in all white cloths and a beer - just looking at me.

last fragment:
I am once again in the same livingroom. i am making out with some hot chick i dont know who am

I am on a ski slope, taking the ski lift to the middle of the mountain. I am not supposed to be here. Everyone has blue rubber bracelets except for me. Better not get caught.
I bump into a girl who knows me and she invites me into her home- built right into the mountain. She has two roommates- another girl and a guy. It's decorated with spray paint and lava lamps and looks amazing. I see the layout as if I were looking at archetectual plans. Very impressive.

My 2nd attempt at LD.

I used a method which goes by the name: WILD w/ WBTB. At first I tried the method while going to bed the first time, however I must've fallen asleep cause I dont remember much. I tried again 5 hours later, but it failed yet again.

Guess I have to improve my concentration and discipline in order to successfully use this method.

Dream Diary
I actually remembered 3 dreams today, which I found pretty impressive myself.

# I was attempting to login onto my schools internett page, in order check tomorrows calendar for the classes. However, I just couldn't remember the login URL at all, after several attempts the dream just slipped away.

- This dream makes sense, as i checked the school calendar right before I went to sleep.


# I was at cousins cabin, down at the beach. Some girl asked me to switch spots, because where I lied it was more sun. Eventually we changed, and then my dream slipped away.

- This dream doesn't make any sense at all. I couldn't recognize the girl, and I haven't been at my cousins cabin for several years or went through a similar situation before.


# In my last dream, I was in a contest with some of my classmates, where we had to guess the Cartoon Character, which was pictured on a box. There was several characters I actually didnt guess/know myself which is pretty weird considering its my dream Anyways, the characters varied from Pokemons to Transformers.

- Again doesnt make any sense.. I didnt watch any cartoons or anything else that can be associated with the dream.