lucid

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I set myself a WBTB alarm to go off after 6 hours of sleep before going to bed.
I have also started reading "Exploring the world of lucid dreaming".
I remembered a lot of dreams this night, but none of them were very vivid, and my recall wasn't very good either.

1. False Awakening (before the WBTB alarm)
   I wake up, my mobile is ringing. I turn the alarm off thinking it's the WBTB alarm I set earlier and decide to try one of those mp3’s which help you become lucid.
   However, my headphones are stuck behind the mattress, I can't get them out...
   -
2. (This is after the real WBTB alarm)
   I can’t seem to fall asleep after the WBTB. (I'm actually already dreaming at this point)
   I touch my shorts while turning around. Wait… I never wear shorts in bed. I RC.
   Cool, I quickly get up, but realize the dream is unstable and a mess.
   I try spinning to fix it, which partially solves the problem.
   I jump downstairs, go to a window, and push myself through it without opening it and fly away… not very far though.
   There’s a girl at my neighbors house waving to me. I land next to her…
   -
3. Fragmented
   I’m in high school. I realize I don’t belong here, but I only become half lucid for some reason. I get the urge to investigate my surroundings, but I don’t understand that I am dreaming.
   We leave our classroom. Everyone goes right, a single girl goes left.
   I follow the girl (obviously, right? *cough*)
   We get to the chemistry lab. It requires a retinal scan to open it up. She provides it and we get in. There’s a teacher and another student inside…
   
   … The girl hands me a “potion of power”.
   I’m intrigued and drink it in a single go. It heats my body up quite a bit, I feel really strong…
   
   … The potion had some adverse effects, there’s something growing on my belly…
   -
4. (This was clearly the most vivid one)
   I follow a very athletic girl in 3rd person view.
   She’s a rather sexy treasure hunter. (think Tomb Raider)
   She’s at a sea, diving down very deep without any scuba gear.
   Having dived before, I realize this is physically impossible, but I don’t become lucid.
   She enters an underwater temple from the bottom. She accelerates upwards, jumps out of the water, to grab onto a thick cord about 4 meters above the water surface.
   Impressive!
   There are more cords all over the room.
   She starts jumping from cord to cord. She is incredibly skilled.
   She’s wearing some sort of climbing aid, a belt with a hook, which she can use to secure herself on some of the cords, but she rarely uses it.
   She suddenly turns towards me as she reaches the highest cord.
   She looks me right in the eyes.
   I no longer feel like I’m observing her like a game character, I now feel like I’m floating next to her.
   She takes a red slightly transparent yoyo out of a pocket and hands it to me.
   
   “For you!”
   I take it.
   “Thank you!”
   The dream ends.
   -
5. False Awakening
   I immediately realize I'm dreaming and go to my window to jump out.
   I’m being attacked by an oversized (human size) parrot. WTF?
   I start kicking him to go away. Suddenly I become aware that I can use much stronger powers than kicking. But I don’t want to kill him, so I quickly draw a portal as he approaches.
   He flies into the portal and disappears. I have no idea where I just sent him, I find this quite amusing.
   -
6. False Awakening
   I wake up again. I remember to RC every time I wake up.
   Ha, still dreaming.
   I walk out of my room; my mother is in the next room. I don’t like having my parents in my dreams, I unsummon her...
   -
7. False Awakening
   I wake up again and succeed with another RC.
   This time another girl is in the room. She’s wearing a very sexy black dress. I go say hi, ask her why she’s in my house. She can’t remember.
   I ask her name, she doesn't know that either...
   -
8. False Awakening
   I wake up again. I RC.
   I note that this is quite a FA chain I got going on here…
   Someone’s standing next to my bed and yelling at me. I try to fall through the bed and floor of my room just to see if I’ll manage.
   It works and I land in the next floor, on my ass since I forgot to turn myself around mid air…
   -
9. False Awakening
   I wake up in bed yet again, perform another RC and become lucid.
   This time my cousins children are in my bathroom. I talk to them in my native language rather than English, which I usually do in dreams.
   “What are you guys doing here?”
   They jump around super happy.
   “We’re dreaming! We’re dreaming!
   I remember that both have told me that they have lucid dreams.
   I wonder if it's really them.
   I think that dream sharing would be easier for children, because they don't over-think what they experience.
   
   (They have told me not long ago that they have lucid dreams occasionally
   One of them has actually described to me how she ends unpleasant dreams, or changes the scene.
   She told me she closes her eyes and visualizes a new scene. I was impressed that she had such a level of dream control.)

January 9, 2011, Sunday,
Non-lucid Lucid

While doing my own technique to stay conscious while falling asleep, and strengthening my intention to lucid dream, it took me a long time to fall asleep. When I finally did get to sleep, I had a short lucid dream. It's my second one, two days in a row.

I was outside. I tried "deepening," or increasing my lucidity and the stability of the dream by rubbing my hands and my body. I found a big tree that I touched and started to climb a little.
Then I saw a Taco Bell in the distance and decided that Sheila was inside it. To save time, I closed my eyes and spun, to get to the entrance quickly. But I accidentally ended up somewhere else, and then I woke up.

I was unsuccessful at re-entering the lucid dream.

Notes:
Instead of closing my eyes and spinning to move closer to the Taco Bell, I should have tried focusing on a close detail of the building, like the door. This possibly would have prevented accidentally going somewhere completely different. I'm not sure why I suddenly woke up or why I couldn't re-enter the dream again (usually this isn't a problem for me). Perhaps there were too many distractions today.

Today i had 2 lucid dreams, as soon as i woke up i wrote some words to remember them.

I can't remember a lot of things like "what reality check did i used ?" so i will only write what i can remember (mostly the lucid part)

1) I was at some relative's house and i found a weird object, it was like this thing http://tinyurl.com/25oznvo
but it seemed old, like a steampunk thing. it worked with voice commands, i used it to fly and for some reason to make bubbles.


this dream wasn't really long, it started to fade and i rub my hands while i was spinning... it kind of worked, the dream faded but i was still lucid. i was surrounded by darkness and i tried shouting "increase lucity" it didn't worked so i said "oh what the hell, take me home" and then another dream started.


2) I was in a gift shop with my brother when i recovered lucity, i told him to slap my face (for more lucity) and he didn't so i did it myself, i saw an action figure of dragon ball so i looked back at my brother and i started to make a "kame hame ha" to him, i felt like my real body also shouted "HA!!!!!!!!!!!"

that's how the second one ends.

I woke up in a class room, we were watching an old film and the teacher said "see you tomorrow guys" and i woke up.


I remember other things when i was lucid but unaware:

1) torchwood using weevils as slaves in an old factory (maybe because i watched doctor who before i went to sleep?)
2) some narrartive scene like the beginning of a movie





anyway, let me know what you think.

I became lucid in the middle of a series of dreams. I walked up to a door and said to myself, it will be bright and sunny outside. I opened the door and it looked like the sun was setting, but it was still pretty. I started flying, remembering how easy it was. Woke up.

bits of a dream:

I was planning a trip to some store called Barn Yard with my third cousin, to buy some clothes for people. My boyfriend gave me money to go inside a store and buy milk and something else. I got distracted by these onesies I wanted to get for my niece and lost track of time, realizing he had to be at work real soon. I started looking for the milk and finally found the section which had only one gallon left.
I took him to work and they were having some sort of party. We all put suits on and had permanent markers in our hands. We were going to go run around with our partners and tag people with markers. I remember asking if I should just hold the lid to the marker, lol. We get outside and we all sorta line up, then there's a coach and were going for a jog. I can't remember what his name was, but he looked familiar.
We all start running and I took it seriously, trying to stay in the lead, which I found was very easy. We all ran for about half a mile according to the coach and he was ready to go back in, but I asked if we could keep running cause I was really enjoying it. I remember pacing myself and everything. He said ok and we started running again and there were bars in the way that we were supposed to lift ourselves up on and jump over, but I just kept doing flips over them. Holding on the the bar and twirling over.

First, the dream starts off with me hanging out on a beach with my family and a couple of friends, except this beach is weird. There's nothing but lots and lots of sand, but it still has this feel of a beach, and we're all dressed and acting as such. While I'm chilling out on the sand, I suddenly get freaked out because of this huge spider I see. It has more eyes and legs than a normal spider and is literally almost the size of a small dog. When it hits the sand and dies, I wake up.

Realizing now that I was dreaming, I went back to sleep and remembered that there couldn't be a spider like that and realized inside of my dream that I was still asleep and having a dream. Since the spider seems to have come from another world, I decide to discover one. I move the spider from it's spot on the sand, and dig a hole where it once was. When I step through, I'm standing on another little strip of sand right beside of a large ship. There's a medium sized strip of deep ocean water going between where I am and another strip of sand and another ship. I walked across the large gap of ocean and opened up the side door leading inside.

I immediately walked up to who I knew to be the ship's Captain. The Captain turns out to be one of my friends. He explains to me the nature of the world I've walked into: All industrialized life including pets lived on this one giant ship I had found. All wildlife and extremely dangerous animals were all amphibious and lived both in the strip of ocean and on the small strips of sand I had found. On the ship, nobody ever fought and there was a set rhythm to things. My friend then turns to me and opens his arms around us and says, "Welcome to a new world!"

NON-LUCID LUCID
i started already knowing i was dreaming
I am standing on a hill everything is red and black(similar to my avatar). I see a tornado like black funnel in the distance and run to it. About right as i reach it i realize it is creating a town. And mix of a a carnival and a mid-eval town is created around me. I am standing in front of a man and next to him are a few balloons, i look over to the balloon and feel sorry for it. I talk to it ( in a way i would talk to a dog or a baby) and ask it where it would like to live. Then i see a house in the reflection of the balloon. It glowed golden. I knew what he meant. He reflected the house he wanted, i turned around and, sure enough, the house was there and the most colorful thing in the dream. It has a beautiful and surreal golden glow to it that was unlike anything i had seen before. It looked about 3 stories tall and it was very imaginative, it reminded me something i'd see in a Disney creation (which is strange because i can't remember that last time i saw anything Disney related).
Sort of like this but not pink and taller:

It's door was open, warm and inviting. I grabbed the string on the balloon and said "YES, lets go!" I run to it, it's about 40 feet away. Once i am nearly there the door slams the house becomes dark and dilapidated. Now it looked like this except the architecture didn't change.

I felt the balloons despair, as the house has seemed to have rejected us but i had not lost my confidence yet. I said to the balloon "It's okay, this is a dream and i control it and i say this door isn't locked!" I lean in on the slightly short door and try to open and to my surprise it didn't. I wasn't ready to give up but i felt this crazy sinking feeling from my back and legs, like they were being sucked away. I thought 'this must be what it feels like to wake up...'
I was wrong, i simply entered another dream but this time not lucid. :/

09 Jan 2011

I find myself in some sort of an office building. There's a computer nearby, with a file on it that I apparently came to retrieve. It appears to be an audio file pertaining to the ego. As I'm trying to access the file, an attractive woman emerges from behind and asks what I'm doing. At this point I realise that I'm dreaming and am infused with a sense of confidence.

"I'm trying to de-limit myself," I tell her, symbolically freeing her long hair from its clasp. We then embrace and begin what I believe is termed 'dry humping'.

Moving on, I proceed down some stairs into a darkened room containing a single desk and chair. As I sit down, 'Agent Smith' descends, holding what appears to be a syringe. "Welcome to my office," I say, hoping to engage him in some kind of philosophical discussion about the nature of reality. However, he seems intent upon injecting me with something. A physical struggle ensues, during which a second Agent appears, also holding a syringe.

A few moments later the Agents back away and I realise that they 'got me'. Feeling no different, however, I briefly surmise that their actions were meaningless. Alas, I also woke-up at this point, sensing that I had, in fact, been 'neutralized'.

Notes: Plans for this night included meeting up with MoSh, Asuka, and their kids, and the girl who seems to have adopted me about three months ago, her name is Dala, and we were going to go on a pirate treasure hunt. Other plans included the Dreamviews tasks of the year. There have been a few problems with my recall, due to a rather heated incident on one of the Dreamviews forums that involved some arguing, deleted posts, and me getting really pissed off… which unfortunately that has caused some difficulty with my recall, but I am going to post what I do remember here. I have threatened not to post here any more, but if you're here reading this, you are more important than some childish tantrum I might be having.

Pirates of the Caribbean: Treasure of the Lost Island
I am on a beach with MoSh, Asuka, their kids, and Dela, the girl who adopted me about three months ago after I found her about to be burned alive. So now the group of us is on the beach, I see there is a pirate ship out in the water, as well as a couple of row boats pulled up on the beach. All of us pile onto the boats and head out to the ship, which I soon recognize as the Black Pearl from the Pirates of the Caribbean series. We reach the ship shortly, and want to board. I see Jack Sparrow from the Pirates of the Caribbean series, and he lets us all on in exchange for a quantity of rum which I summon, much to his amazement. The kids are all playing about on the ship, running here and there, Jack says if they want to be on the ship, they will have to be proper pirates… though he isn't saying it in a mean way or anything, he is getting the kids into the roles of being pirates, which they take to right away. We have a map showing a possible location of an island where there is treasure, but the islands have not even been confirmed… perfect to check it out. So all of us assume the roles of pirates and head for the island, I make efforts to stay really close to Jack Sparrow. We navigate through a series of strangely placed whirlpools, and find some islands hidden in the center. The map shows the location of the treasure on the island, we go ashore and follow the map, digging up the treasure at the end.

Flying a Chopper
I am running through a building, I am being chased, but I am not lucid. I am going up the stairs in an attempt to get away. I know if they even get a direct line of sight on me they will shot me, and I will be killed… so I have to go faster. I keep trying the doors that lead out of the stairwell into the different levels, but they are all locked. I keep going until I finally find one that opens, it leads out onto the roof. I climb a ladder to the right of the door and keep going up, though I don't know where I'm supposed to go now, I just want to be sure they won't see me too soon. I find there is a helicopter sitting on the roof, there is a helicopter landing pad, I think the helicopter must be a hospital helicopter. I think it is fitting since I had just come out of a hospital, though this is the first time I have thought of the place as a hospital. Where do I go now? I get to the helicopter and open the door, climbing in. I look at the controls, close the door, and I see the controls look like a video game controller. Due to the familiarity of the controls I am able to start the chopper and lift off into the air just as the people after me climb onto the helipad. They shoot at me, but they miss on all counts… I fly away from the hospital wondering if I will be in trouble for stealing the helicopter, and then I wonder if I will even be able to land it safely…

I was in a house. the kitchen looked like my old friends kitchen in his house. I walked into the kitchen and saw all my friends sitting down around the room. I thought this was odd since im in japan and they are all at college. I did a reality check and looked at the time on my phone. i looked away and looked at the time again, it changed. I now knew this was a dream. I said aloud to everyone "I am dreaming!" i remember getting really excited and then telling myself to calm down so i wouldn't lose lucidity. I looked at my hands and counted y fingers, they were all there. all 5 of them. i don't remember much of this dream but i do remember trying to teleport to my moms house. The dream was fading so i starting spinning and closing my eyes. at the same time thinking about my moms house and what it looked like. I stopped and opened my eyes and i was there at my ex-step fathers house. The dream became more vivid because of the spin. I walked downstairs into the basement and there was a couch with a tv infront of it. my cousin was sitting there. I walked up to him and told him we were in a dream, my dream. He believed me and thought it was sweet. I remember one part of the dream walking down the halway trying to fly....inside for some reason. obviously didn't work haha.

I started keeping a dream journal a few days ago in a spiral, but figured I should go digital in case I loose my paper journal. These are my dreams for my first night after discovering this site. I decided to start by working on dream recall (I had been having trouble with that for the past few months). In my journal I am using bullet points just to get the general idea of my dreams, but I'll try to convert them to plot lines here.

Night of January 4th

Dream 1: My first dream that night was very brief and went something like this. I was at a complex of outdoor sports arenas running with some of the other people I have athletics with. We were having normal conversations, when suddenly we noticed that there was a giant t-rex chasing after everyone on the team (I know, strange, but I used to love dinosaurs so I guess it makes sense). Being one of the faster people on the team I wasn't worried about being caught, but just to be safe I decided to pick up my pace (after all I didn't have to outrun the t-rex, just the slowest people on the team). To my dismay the faster I tried to run the slower I ended up going, it felt as though something was pulling harder back on me the faster I went. Eventually the t-rex caught up with me, so I closed my eyes and started thinking "it won't eat me, it won't eat me." To my surprise it didn't. When I opened my eyes we actually began to have a pleasant conversation. I asked him why he didn't eat me and the t-rex's answer was because I was dreaming. I realized he was right and got really excited, unfortunately too excited and I ended up waking up.

Dream 2: My next dream happened once I fell back to sleep and though I can't remember most of the details of the beginning I remember the latter half. For some reason I had been looking for a job (even though I'm not legally allowed to work in most places). One of my friends had found me a job at a restaurant so I took it. I was working busily for a while, but one of the other employs kept making snide remarks to their friend who also worked there. After a while I got sick of it, and pushed the tray of cupecakes they were holding into their face, and it stuck there from all the icing. There friend was gawking, so I took the cupcake in my hand (that I guess I took off the try before shoving the tray into the other kid's face) and threw it at them. My aim was spot on. After that I remembered what the t-rex had said in my last dream and realized that this was a dream too! Everyone in the restaurant then proceeded to have a huge food fight for the rest of the dream.

Dream 3: This was my last dream of the night. I was sitting at a table in a library (looked like the one from my elementary school), and some evil magic creature had been freed. Me and some of my friends from school were looking up ways to beat it when it flew into the library. For some reason it only went after me and eventually had me stuck in a small room. I knew the only way to escape was to lift up the roof and fly out (I guess there were no available doors or windows), so I started to try that. I realized that the creature could stop me easily, but I thought to myself "stay where you are" and it obeyed. After flying out of the room I landed near a lake in a nearby neighborhood (near to where I live in real life). Walking on the side walk around the lake I ran into a group of people from my school who were coming back from a party they were at. I said hi and kept walking when suddenly I realized that one of the people in the group was a somewhat antisocial kid from another grade and that he would never hang out with those kids (of course thats the not normal thing that clued my in to my dream, not the flying part..). I then decided to bring some other people from my school in to hang out with the other kids and we did for a minute, but then we decided to mess with some of the kids. I was able to turn us invisible so we poked and prodded different people for a while and then some of them ran away scared. After that I lost lucidity and went back to enjoying my dream as a reality. Some people in camo told me it was time to go, so we went up on the roof of a nearby house and the house started to fly. When it took off I thought "wouldn't it be funny if a bird flew by and ran into us." Right then a bird flew by us and ran into my head. I then woke up to my alarm.

January 8, 2011, Saturday,
non-lucid lucid

I was lying on my back while I imagined moving and stretching my arms out to a distant focal point, grabbing at it, and pulling it back towards me. As I did this, I strengthened my intent to have a lucid dream.
I felt myself get close to sleep. Eventually I rolled over onto my side and continued the imagined movement.

I entered a conscious dream. Still in bed, N got in bed with me. We cuddled for a bit and possibly had sex. Then N became angry with me and I lost lucidity for a while. we were in a hotel. She turned into a cat. Girls turn into cats a lot in my dreams.

I regained lucidity and started running around, yelling Sheila's name so she would appear. Sheila is a girl I have met a few times in previous lucid dreams. I went into my sister's room, in our old house we grew up in. I shouted for Sheila. I heard someone say "here I am." But it was B, not Sheila, and I said so.
At first I went along with it. I sat her down in front of a mirror to make her Sheila. She seemed really nervous, like she didn't want to be there. I suggested we have sex, like that would help somehow, but she didn't want to. It's just as well, too, because I wouldn't have wanted to get too distracted by sex and not at least try to achieve a goal.

I picked her up, carried her to the door, and tossed her out, closing the door again.
Then I went into the living room, still calling out for Sheila, and saying that I wanted to see her. There were other people in the living room, on the couches.
The phone rang and I picked it up, asking if it were Sheila. There was just noise. It was kind of scary.

Then I sort of gave up and remembered an easier lucid dream goal. I slowly put my hand through the stone wall, next to the fireplace. It was rough, and hurt a little when I pulled my hand out. A guy was watching. I said to him that I could have made it smoother. Then my leg was stuck in the stone ledge and I couldn't get it out, and I woke up.

Notes:
What did I do wrong? I was very intent on finding Sheila, almost obsessed with it. I expected her to show up, but was not successful.
Perhaps I was not certain enough that she would be there, and I still had doubts about my abilities. Maybe I was not calm enough. I should have had calm confidence. It might have helped if I performed some exercises in the dream to become more fully lucid.

08.01.2011

Going to see the Pyramids (DEILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Somewhere between dreams this morning, I remembered the task of the year I'd been neglecting. Unfortunately I didn't remember that it was in fact next year, and there were new tasks I hadn't seen yet. Oh well, it was fun anyway!

After my previous dream about Cheryl Cole, I woke up into some kind of recording studio. I was lying on a comfy chair, in a circle with about ten other people. One of them was my friend Kay from work. We were all hooked up to one of those dream-sharing devices from Inception. Kay said something, but I ignored him, thinking about my last dream and how awesome it was. I tried to do a DEILD back into it, and a little loading icon appeared at the bottom of my vision. I paused, thinking of something more worthwhile I could be doing, like the task of the year on Dreamviews. I strained to remember what they were, and recalled that Egypt was definitely involved. Then it came to me. There were two related to Egypt- finding out how the pyramids were built, and watching the Exodus. I snapped awake back into the studio and stood up. After telling Kay of my plan, I went outside to the street. It was a huge crossroads, filled with people and the occasional car. I kneeled down in a patch of gravel and sketched out a (very) rough drawing of two pyramids and the Nile using my fingers. I looked at it very intently, visualising it in front of me. I lost touch with the crossroads, but felt Kay coming up behind me.
"Good luck," he said calmly.

By now I had a cartoon-ish picture of Egypt in my mind, and was trying to insert myself. I realised it would be hard to insert myself at the P.O.V. I had drawn, because I usually needed some sort of tactile sensation to pull myself into a scenario. The P.O.V. was in the sky. My vision zoomed down to the ground, on a sand dune. There was a tall wire fence along the top of it, separating me from Egypt. I wondered what it could be doing there, but used it anyway. I moved towards the fence and grasped it tightly. I got my whole body involved in climbing up and over the fence, and my surroundings got a lot clearer. When I was on the ground on the other side, I jumped up and down for a few seconds to make sure there was no chance I was going to lose touch with the dream from poor integration.



I found myself in a quarry. It was a huge hole in the ground, but nothing was happening. It was eerily quiet. I took off and flew downhill in the direction I assumed the pyramids were. I ended up following a wooden train track, which I thought must be for the transport of big blocks of stone for building work. After clearing one last tall sand dune, I saw an Egyptian city. There was one small pyramid, with a much larger one in the early stages of construction. I landed on a ridge overlooking the scene. Around me were a number of large stone blocks, each about the size of a car. It looked like they had been abandoned here. I went over for a closer look and laid my hands on one. It immediately turned a bright bronze-like colour, and looked a lot like metal. Many of the nearby blocks did the same. I flew off the edge of the ridge, and down into the city. I landed at the edge of the unfinished pyramid building site. Nothing seemed to be going on, again. I was curious for an explanation. There were people staring down at me from balconies and rooftops. I shouted,
"Pharaoh!" A man on the roof of a large building raised his arm. I jumped and flew over to him. He was very old, and wearing a ceremonial headress/crown thing. He didn't seem to want to communicate with me at all anymore. Another man on a different rooftop gestured for me to come over. I ran and hopped to his building. I had a long conversation with this man, who turned out to be the Pharaoh's son. He explained that production had halted on the pyramids, and that his father wouldn't allow him to go to university until it had resumed. I remember he said,
"What does he know anyway, he's basically mummified already!" I laughed. But down to business.
"How are the pyramids made?" I asked.
"Come and see," said the prince, and showed me to the edge of the rooftop. There were lights coming down from the sky through the clouds. Spotlights, which seemed to be scanning the blocks in the area. On finally stopped to scan a block I had turned into bronze earlier. The block then transformed into a bronze golem, which immediately got to work stacking blocks on the base of the unfinished pyramid. A voice boomed down from the sky,
"He has repaired our equipment. Construction can recommence." The people on rooftops and balconies all around me cheered. The prince turned to me and asked if I could fix a few more blocks before I left. I agreed, and jumped down to the building site. I placed my hands on a huge pile of blocks. They all turned bronze and transformed into golems. After a few seconds, the whole area was buzzing. The golems were lifting, pushing and hammering the blocks of the new pyramid into place.

I stood back, satisfied. I thought then of waking up into the previous dream level and going back into the gameshow for another round with Cheryl Cole, but I wanted to wake up and remember this dream accurately. I turned and waved. The Pharaoh and prince waved back. I closed my eyes and roughly three seconds later, I woke up.

08.01.2011

Banging Cheryl Cole (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a very hazy false awakening where I really couldn't tell whether I was awake or not. I had difficulty moving and couldn't see my hand when I checked it, so assumed I must still be asleep. Rather than force myself out of this apparent inertia, I went for a WILD, inside the dream- with the intention of finding myself somewhere else.

I woke up sitting on a chair in what appeared to be a large, indoor arena for a gameshow. The lighting was low, but there were spotlights zooming about everywhere. The arena itself was covered in ramps and chairs. On each chair was a naked woman reclining. I was highly confused, but quite excited. The voice of Davina McCall (who hosts most UK gameshows) boomed out, explaining that under one of the girls was a playing card, which I had to find without being distracted by them. It was their job to try and seduce me. A klaxon sounded and I ran into the arena. The first girl I came across was an ex, who wasn't too hard to resist, depite the fact that she was naked and covered in massage oil. The card wasn't anywhere around her. I made my way down a ramp and was confronted by a naked Cheryl Cole.



"Fuck the card," I said, and we had sex on the ramp. It went on for a while, so long I thought I might be wasting lucid time, but it was worth it. When a buzzer sounded indicating that I had ten seconds left, I reached underneath her and pulled out a playing card. I threw it up in the air behind me and got back to business.

Last night, I knew I was going to have a lucid dream, because I kept telling myself I would. I have heard of nightmares turning into lucid dreams, but not the opposite. All I remember is the part when I became lucid to the part where I woke up. I have no idea what the dream before that was. "Wait, I'm dreaming!" I said even though I forgot how I figured this out. I suppose my dream mind is becoming more aware, because this happened on purpose, unlike my other lucid dreams. As soon as I knew I was dreaming, I flew. EVERYTIME I find out I am, I just fly, I don't know why! So, I said to myself that I can do anything I wanted. But, I better hurry before time runs out. (Side note, everytime I fly I turn into this other hot chick with blonde hair?) It's weird. So, I flew and things started to fade and fade. It was only vivid for about one nano second. Then, I fell. I kept falling and falling and falling into the darkeness of my old once reaccuring dream nightmare thing. The next thing I know, I can see my eyelids. I can't move or speak, or do anything. I just scream/cry because everytime I do, my mom wakes me up, as she did. The only good thing about this is that it is my first lucid dream I had not because of chance, but because of me Also, I had two other dreams but I don't feel like rewriting them here they take too long

So, I start off at some random house. It's a bit dim inside, and it seems as if this room may just be some sort of dresser storage room. WTF? Anyway...there's some evil guy just being his evil self. hurting people, being chaotic, etc. My recall wasn't the very greatest for this dream though, because I didn't do my mantra, and I fell asleep unprepared for good recall. In fact, I fell asleep randomly while playing my DSi. But then, a spark of luck. I instantly became lucid without my dream signs!!!!! Yes! I was happy to know I achieved lucid dream number 75! Well, since I was here, I figured I would stop this evil man. But I feel a bit stupid, because I had completely forgotten my task to get the last three dragon balls. Oh well, next time.

So, I see there is a gun. I fire, and no ammo. I aim, fire and make gun noises like a retard. I figure: Hey, lucid dream, it might work. I didn't though. So, I had an idea. I turned around. I start to think using intent: I know there is gun with ammo behind me, I plan it! I turn around, and there is my gun. Sweet! I think I recall it was a Barret 50 Cal. sniper rifle.
Sweet! I take a few shots. Nothing effected him! What the hell?Then, I have another idea. I run over to a further position. I get in ,my fighting stance. Time to blow the f*ck out of this dude. It's time to try out: The Galick Gun. My first go on it. This might not work, but I have to try.I start to power up greatly. I am now in the purple surging energy of the Galick Gun.
I'm all charged now. I loudly and proudly announce "GALICK GUN!" and I fire the deadly purple beam at the evil man.

The beam fires and hits him directly! YES! The smoke creas up, and...0.0 He's still alive?! Damn, this guy's tough! However, I now realize that he's badly injured. Time to finish this. I sprint over to him. Standing next to him, I hold a hand in the air. Time for a Destructo Disc! I begin to charge it. It's charged, and I throw it.
The disc hits him, and cuts him in half! He's dead. Now, I leave the room, and there's my Dad. Then suddenly, I awake.