lucid

My dream started with me in a 2d game called tibia. I was killing some ghouls, zombies, and stuff and got attacked by a swarm of hydra. In tibia it takes forever to level and the death penalty is crazy harshe and my character can't even take on a single hydra yet so a swarm like that would mean certain death if i didn't escape. But I don't hunt near any hydra yet so I observed my environment and there wasn't much to it (the only thing in existence was the 2d screen with my character and the monsters on it) so I realized that it was just a dream.

Since it was a dream I just sat back and watched the hydra pack kill my character knowing I would't take any losses. I didn't feel like wasting my dreaming time playing tibia so I better stabalized the dream and teleported to one of my own planets and flew around building giant castles out of rocks and tweaking the landscape here and there. I played around with dna for some of my creatures on the planet and made some new critters just for fun. After a while I spread my awareness over the entire planet and just spent some time watching my creations.

I teleported to earth and spread out my awareness to notice that there was an insanely large tree growing out into space. I looked at the moon and turned into a giant oozaru. I asked out loud, "Who put this thing here?" and for some reason Goku appeared and said he did it. He dashed behind me and was about to strike at my head when without turning around I grew a big furry fist followed by a furry arm out of the back of my head and punched him in the face. I grew some extra eyes in the palm of this new hand and watched him through them. He dashed around again but this time I dashed at the same time and caught him with a kick that broke him in half at his belly then blasted him away with an oozaru mouth cannon. I turned and blasted away the tree too then changed back into a human.

I summoned Sonic and asked him if he wanted to race. He started to blink and things slowed way down. Before he could open his eyes I had already dashed around the planet without him noticing. Then I said, "Nevermind you are way to slow" so he got angry and said, "Race ya to the great pyramid" and started running off. I followed him running circles around him for a while then got bored of playing with him so I dashed to the finish line and waited on him to get there. After a few minutes of waiting I thought he might have gotten lost so I teleported him to the pyramid and asked him what was taking so long.

He gave me a strange look and wouldn't talk to me so I kicked him into space like a big blue football then dashed around him and kicked him again but this time I kicked him towards the sun. I made a blunt appear in my hand and lit it with my finger then enjoyed smoking while I watched Sonic float helplessly towards the sun.

After getting stoned and watching sonic melt to nothingness I reached out and grabbed the sun and smashed it into the earth then woke myself up to record everything.

I had some lucids last night but I didn't get them into my long term memory. I only remember this little fragment where there was a beautiful snowscape, everything was crystal white and covered in snow. And I was flying past when I came upon this amazing tree. It had dark brown bark and huge pink flowers or fruits the size of regular balloons, and they even looked a little like balloons. I saw that some of them had fallen from the tree and were laying on the snow, deflated. The pink looked so pretty against the bluish white backdrop of the snow. I'm a little disappointed that I can't recall more. I know there was large open water involved, and I was swimming through cold water with other people. I remember things swimming past my legs and I was worried about creatures with teeth being in the water.

I spent awhile lucid/OBE so parts of it are sort of a blur. I remember slowly slipping off my bed, as if my ankles were slightly hanging off the bed, and it was angled downward. It was as if I were laying on silk sheets...I slowly slid down off the front of my bed. As I slid, my feet and lower legs actually went under the bed. So when my chest and head were sliding off the bed, the bend in my back caused me to be sort of propelled forward. I put my hands out in front of me because I thought my head would hit the floor, but it happened so incredibly gently and slowly.

When I finally was face down on the floor, most of my body was under the bed, and the ground beneath me began to turn transparent. It was so dark though, not much different from being in the void. I couldn't will a dream scape to form around me, so I just watched and was patient and waited to see what would happen. The floor beneath me turned from carpet to wood...then suddenly it was an old wooden cabinet.

I opened one of the drawers and it was full of cards, but they were all used and had writing on them. I searched through until I found a blank one. I found a pen in the drawer and on the card I wrote in large letters "Sido" (arabic for grandpa) ...and then..."we miss you and love you very much". I don't know why, but I thought that somehow, somewhere, maybe he would get the message. Suddenly the dream transformed around me and I was outside my house floating in the darkness. I decided to write Sido's real name on the card, then I tore it into pieces and let it fly off into the wind, along with my deepest love and good energy.

I then decided to visit my mom and attempt to maybe enter her dream or something, I'm not really sure why the thought struck me. For some reason I was having real trouble traveling...it was as though I was just a spirit, without a body, so I was weightless and could move through anything. This made flying very difficult. I was hanging onto a tree outside my house (which was decorated in beautiful white christmas lights, so it was really a gorgeous scene out there in the snow and darkness) and I moved into a crouching position and pushed off of the tree and tried to propel myself into the part of my house where my mother would be sleeping. It worked.

I found myself floating through the bed. I was surprised to find Alma, my aunt's gorgeous siberian husky-wolf-dog, asleep next to my mom. Alma saw me right away of course and gave me a warm welcome. I gave her pets and hugs and kisses and then I heard a growl to my right, in the direction where my mom was asleep on the bed. I wondered, there can't be two Alma's here, can there? I looked over but nothing was there. Then I heard the noise again and realized that it was my cell phone ringing on vibrate. At first I was frustrated, because I was worried it would wake me from my lucid/OBE...but then I started wondering why someone was calling me in the middle of the night.

I could tell by how dark everything was that it was still very late at night. So I decided to wake up and see who was calling. It took a few minutes for me to sort of "return" to myself and get my bearings. After a minute I looked at my phone, but I had no missed call. I was very confused. As certain as I was that I was just in a dream, I was that certain that the vibrating cell phone was not in the dream but very real. I wasn't sure what to make of the situation. Then I realized that it was 4am and my mom had to be at work at 5am which meant she was probably already awake, as she likes to get to work a half hour early most of the time.

I walked downstairs to get a glass of ice water, and I noticed that my mom was still asleep. Odd...I thought to myself. By then it was 4:15. I went into her room and whispered her name. She woke up. I asked her if she had to be at work at 5 and she said yes and asked what time it is. I told her and she checked her alarm clock and apparently she had turned it off in her sleep. The funny thing is that had I not gone down to check and see if she was awake, wondering what the alarm/phone ringing meant in my dream, I wouldn't have woken her up and she would have been late for work. I don't know if it means much, but it's interesting nonetheless. I should also mention that this was the first and only time I'd ever done this, so it's not as if it's a regular occurrence...making it even more of an interesting synchronicity. Definitely the first time I've had an OBE where I "slipped" off and under my bed. That was a strange experience!

12/28/10 A Cause to Fight
Plans: I fell asleep with plans of going to MoSh's inner world to check and make sure Asuka is ok, he had a dream last night that indicated she might be infected with unstable energy yet again… We also seem to have a new idea to help Asuka get control of her energy so she will be willing to fight back when she is attacked, it involves using the control strings Walms gave her that she should be able to use to control her energy herself… but she refuses to do that… so the plan involves someone else using those so she can go ahead and fight, knowing someone she can trust is right there to make sure nothing gets out of control. The only catch is she has to allow someone else to have control of those strings, and then she has to go ahead and fight, trusting that the person with the control strings will make sure nothing goes wrong. I wish I could be a bit more optimistic about the chances of this working…

I am in MoSh's inner world, and I am lucid. This isn't exactly a WILD, I just seem to have started the dream in a lucid state, so I don't take the time to question the situation. I go over to MoSh's house and knock on the door, after a short pause, the door opens and I see MoSh at the door. He invites me in, though he doesn't look to be in a particularly cheerful mood, he says Asuka doesn't seem too pleased about the idea of letting someone else use the control strings Walms put in place to keep her energy under control. When we get to the living room, Asuka is there by herself, and she doesn't look very happy. She says she doesn't see the point in this, she will fight back if the situation demands it, she would just rather not. MoSh says that if she is being attacked, the situation obviously demands that she defend herself. He says that I had agreed to help with that, so the control strings would be in the hands of someone she can trust, so he really wants her to give it a shot. She looks at MoSh like she thinks he is completely insane, she asks if he really wants to trust anything Walms put in her, after all Walms had almost killed her once, so she would rather be rid of that thing… she thought I had taken that damned AoH out of her… and she wants to get rid of it, not to use it! I tell her that where something comes from isn't important, you use what resources you have in the best way you can. She insistently says that she will not use that thing, she is certain it will do something other than what Walms has said it will do, or it might not even do that… it might have a purely negative effect… so get rid of it.

I feel like banging my head on a wall… and I proceed to do so… the result is a hole in the wall of MoSh's living room, which I quickly repair before hitting my head a couple times on a stronger wall. The first one had been regular sheetrock while the wall I am now hitting my head on is brick. I hear Asuka saying she will fight back if it is absolutely necessary, she will do so if there is something important at stake. I can't really help it, this next outburst rather blurts out of me before I really think about it much… "So you're saying that defending yourself so that MoSh doesn't have to worry about you being attacked all the time isn't important? Making sure you don't get infected with unstable energy isn't important even though that shit makes you behave cruelly to MoSh and could possibly even endanger the children? It's not important enough even though it could mean the difference between MoSh and me having to come bust you out of some hellhole or you and MoSh having a nice dream, have it so MoSh can remember more pleasant times with you instead of always you in trouble? Isn't any of that important enough?" The outburst finally ran its course, there was nothing left of that. "MoSh needs to have a wife, a lover, a friend, not a damsel in distress…" I then think all of that was most likely out of line, so I apologize as well, "I'm sorry, but I have never liked all those movies, books, and games where there is a female character who doesn't even try to fight, she just sits around and waits to be rescued… those have always tended to piss me off."

So I walk away into the next room, feeling quite foolish for that outburst, great… now I have probably gotten both Asuka and MoSh mad at me… I look around the room I am now in, and I can't remember being in here before, though I thought I had been everywhere in MoSh's dream house. Is this an area he has just added on? It looks like a dining room, there is a large dining table with chairs all around it, there is a door that leads to the outside as well as one that seems to lead to a basement and then there is a flight of stairs leading up. I look out the door into the green fields. There is a thick forest off to the left, green fields to the right, and there is a castle out there… it's Hogwarts! I'd completely forgotten about having the connection between MoSh's inner world and Hogwarts, and now I am staring in surprise as I see Hagrid out there take care of a bunch of… um… a bunch of things that I really can't identify… so I watch him for a few minutes, I see some burst of flame come from the things he is tending, his beard catches fire, and he laughs as if he finds that amusing… which he most likely does. I watch Hagrid for a few more minutes until MoSh comes into the room, he looks worn out, but he says Asuka had finally agreed to try something new. But not Walms, she doesn't want to be anywhere around him… I comment that at least their dislike of each other is mutual… which should lead to them mutually avoiding each other… I ask how am I supposed to know what to do with the control strings, then? Trial and error? Hmmm… what will this do? *Tugs random string…* Or I could talk to Q… he has been around for so long that there is no measure of time sufficient to express how ancient he is, so he has surely seen that exact thing or something like it. MoSh says then I should talk to Q, because Asuka wouldn't agree to anything that involved her being anywhere near Walms, Walms clearly doesn't want to be anywhere around Asuka… so Q doing it would make both of them happy.

I telepathically contact Q to come over and take a look at something, and shortly after I focus on that, Q appears in a flash of white light. He looks over at me and smiles, then asks exactly what it is that I need his infinite wisdom for? I can tell he is being sarcastic about having infinite wisdom, but whether he likes to boast a lot or not, he has seen a lot during his nearly infinite life. I tell him that we need him to look at the control strings Walms put in Asuka, because Asuka and Walms mutually can't stand each other, and I need to know how they work. Q said that wouldn't be a problem, he could take a look at her right now. We go back into the living room where Asuka is sitting there looking quite annoyed, and she doesn't seem to become any happier at Q's arrival. Q looks at her closely for a bit, he says her energy indicates she is not currently infected with any incompatible energy, though she does look pretty pissed off. MoSh says to tell him something he doesn't know… Q says ok, then he will, looks at Asuka for a bit longer and finally says she is into kinky sex, and would like to do it in a public place with people watching. Asuka's angry look turns to an embarrassed look, her face turns beet red, MoSh is just staring at Q with his jaw hanging open… Q says he takes it that wasn't the kind of information MoSh wanted to know. Q looks at her for a bit longer, then he says he can see the control strings, he can see the way everything is set up, he has seen this kind of thing before. When he saw it before, however, it was being used for a different purpose, a Seed of Darkness… which is just another name for an AoH… was used to generate control strings, and an asshole calling himself the "Puppet Master" was using them to force people to fight each other for his own amusement… more like cock fighting or dog fighting… So yes, he knows how this system works. He was about to go into more detail about it, but my cat wakes me up here.

So, I am simply attending a simple day of school. However, as in most dreams, the school is not arranged correctly, and we don't do normal school things. Such as on this school day, we're in a different homeroom. We have the same teacher though. Like I said, we are doing unusual things. I'm on MY computer. A few others are playing guitar. I am uncertain what the rest are doing. One guy mentions a Green Day(DS) song. He says he's trying to learn the song "She's A Rebel." I tell him I know how to play that song(I actually do). Then, I notice my dream sign. I become lucid without an RC!

I know this is just an afternoon nap, so I don't have much time to anything. Crap. I decide to waste my time doing idiot stuff outside. I see my friend Isaiah(EternityInfinty), and I tell him to come along. The teacher tells me I'm not allowed to leave. I simply ignore his orders and leave. Isaiah and I are now outside. It seems as if the school's dream rearrangement has a courtyard in the center. Hmph. Then, to tough-looking guys come outside too. They say they're taking us back in. Ha, I like to see them try. I tell them don't underestimate our power. Isaiah seems confused, but he goes along with it. The two don't seem scared. I'm not surprised though. Time to kick some ass...but how? Wait! I remember something. In waking life, I was playing Dragon Ball Z Budokai 3. I was Gohan, and I did a Father-Son Kamehameha. Isaiah and I, we could do something similar. I told him the plan. But I mention to him that we're only gonna kill one and scare the other away. I tell him to make sure we say "Kamehameha" at the same time. We stand next to each and aim. We are in the stance. It's time.
"KA...ME......HA...ME......HA!!!" Then, our combined Kamehamehas launch. The guy dodges. Sh*t! That's okay, we angle it. Isaiah and I turn our stance, and the Kamehameha angles towards the man. No escape now. Then, just as it hits the man, I awake.

non-dream - non-lucid - lucid

28/12/10 There is a lot that I have forgotten, due to being too lazy to find something to note down the dreams pre lucid.

I am in a garden. It is surrounded by brick wall.

There is a channel along one of the walls. There are 3 tennis balls in there and one is blocked by a fire hose.

I want to get them out so I can practice juggling. I move the fire hose over the wall telekinetic.

I use telekinesis to get all three balls to me. I don't have perfect control.

Once I have the ball I start looking around to stabilise the dream. I see some leafs of a plant in extraordinary detail.

I want to experiment with summoning an extra ball, but I wake up too soon to make the attempt.

…

I am on our family boat, off the coast of an island in Thailand.

I see a tornado approaching us and it comes pretty close, but misses the boat.

There is another on the horizon. I tell my dad to head for land and he obliges.

Towards land panic is spreading, many boats are headed shoreward.

I fall off the boat, but manages to climb aboard another. I then jump off the speeding boat and manage to climb onto ours.

There are many kids and they are headed for their “mother”.

Their mother is apparently a voice they follow and not a physical being. I find out by going with them down some stairs, where they are gathered towards the bottom.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID FALSE AWAKENING

Good morning! Last night I could sleep! Slept a bit too long, and didn't record many dreams during the last five hours of sleep. Had a few quite cool dreams and even a lucid.

00.15: Bedtime

06.10: Crippled girl
I'm walking around with a unicycle. Adjusting the seat over and over to make it the right height for me. A supervisor disciple I used to work with calls me suddenly. He tells me he wants to meet up. I bike right past him, up a very steep hill. I walk the last bit and when I reach the top, I am met by a very beautiful view. There's a highway to my right and a very steep fall infront of me. To my left is a road going down the other side of the hill. I do some situps right there on the edge and I can hear cars honking at me from below.

I get up and start sliding down the very slippery, moss-covered mountain. I don't lose my balance for a second. "I wonder why my dreams are so easy to control... Perhaps it's because of my confidence?" I ask myself. Suddenly a group of people calls me over. A girl has been hurt, her legs are mutilated. "They stole all our spices! Then they broke our chef's legs... They had a dog with them aswell" a guy tells me. I start thinking. "It must be some kind of animal dissease then!" I exclaim.

06.10: 10 minutes WBTB

7.35: Power = FUN MILD
I'm walking around a mall with someone, trying to look for a place to switch my Fanta. I have no idea what was wrong with it, but I just felt like I had to switch it for a new one. I find a small kiosk, selling all kinds of delicious chocolate bars. "Hi, I would like to switch this one for a new one if it's OK. I haven't opened it" I tell the guy behind the counter. "Sure thing, here you go" he says and puts a Fanta Light on the counter. "No Light shit please haha" I tell him.

He takes out another one and we switch. I get a receipt, and the guy behind the counter starts running around, looking for something. I start craving some chocolate. I know it's too expensive to be reasonable but I still want some. The guy behind the counter disappears and I assume he'll be back in a second. I take a look at the receipt I'm holding. "Wait a minute... 12 kr? I thought we were just going to switch!" I get mad, and decide to wait right there to confront him. No way I'm paying 12 kr for a switch, I could have just bought a new one for that kinda money. I hang around for a while, not paying attention to anything really. Suddenly I'm on a bridge.

I look at my hand. Four fingers are in pairs. "Cool, I'm dreaming" I say. It's dusk out, and there's a pleasant orange light coming from the lamps below on the highway. I know what I want to do. Play around with telekinesis and fly some. I jump off the bridge and fly along the highway for a few seconds. I see some guy trying to fly by jumping, doing the superman thing. He lands flat on his stomach. I smile at him. Gently I throw him off the road with telekinesis.

I land and start walking toward the oncoming traffic. The first car, a lightblue one, doesn't slow down. "Perfect practice" I think and put up my hand. It slows down but not enough, forcing me to jump to the side. I get frustrated and chuck the thing into the trees on the side of the road. It gets annihilated with a loud crash. The next vehicle comes up, this time I'm stopping it before it reaches me. I hold up my hand and the horse cart (?) stops just infront of me with a screech. An old man is sitting on the horseless cart. He's got a black hat pulled down, covering his face. He smiles at me in a mysterious way.

I lift the cart up and position it away from the road and push it away with my mind. Continuing down the road, I throw another car off the road, but the dream starts to fade. I turn around and start running back again. "No no no! FOCUS!" I scream. Trying everything to keep me in the dream. I can only see black and white now. Rubbing my hands I regain some of the colour. "Wow this works very well" I think and rub them franticly while running. The road regains its colours again, but something doesn't feel right. Like I'm just an observer. I black out

I wake up in my bed. I try to find my notebook. I find a large amount of paycheck papers. After a while I find it. I spot atleast six holes in it. I figure it must be Monica as there is text all around I don't recognise. After a while I get up and walk towards the kitchen. It's all pitchblack and when I grab for the door handle, I grab flesh instead. It's Monica, trying to surprise me. I don't get scared at all strangely. "I knew you were back! I thought I recognised the music" I say as I can hear it in the background. I look at her, her hair is blonde and long again. "I wanted to surprise you babe" she tells me. I wonder why she can't see herself the way I do. Something's off with my vision.

10.00: Improving power control
I'm at some kind of seminar. I am all hyped up for some reason, and I am running all over the place. I end up next to a window in a room full of people. Looking out I can see a playground. A skinny, young guy walks up next to me and stretches out his hand towards the window. Things start moving around. "Oh cool! You have powers aswell" I say and show him what I can do. I lift up a large toy building in the air. He does the same, but I can tell I'm slightly better with telekinesis.

Suddenly a small tornado appears. It's light blue and is spinning at a very high speed. I am amazed. I decide to try it out aswell. I have never used a spinning motion in a power before, but after a few seconds of trying to make the air spin around, I get the hang of it. Spinning the air around faster and faster, I get the same light blue colour to appear. Not even the air can be seen through. Sadly I lose focus and it disappears. The guy next to me grabs the tire swing and snaps it off. He chucks it around. I get a cool idea. Ripping the other swing off, I spin the tire around as fast as I can. I release it and we both shy back when it threatens to come through the window.

The tire bounces around for a bit, behaving just like it should before it stops. "Wow! Isn't it cool how things are just like real life?" I say. I guess I was lucid but I'm not sure. My hand starts to make the window all foggy. I realise it's the heat coming off of them. I turn around. "Hey Martin! Check it out, I'm Handsweatman!" I say and hold it up toward the window. The condensation builds up and covers the entire window.
The dream skips. I'm outside now, melting the snow with heat coming from my hands. Like they are burners. I can't see any fire, but the heat coming off of them is melting the ice and snow very quickly. I make a nice path, revealing some mud.

13.15: They have to die, poor fellows
I'm watching a three times two meters sorting table. It's got a dome of glass above, and inside are these cute little green guys. It's a new species and they are energetic little fellows. They look just like green plums. Apparently they don't feel like being closed up, and start wandering off. It's a colony of perhaps a hundred individuals. The constant chatter of squeeky voices is becoming a bit too much. "Why can't we live outside? What is our purpose? What is this? What is that? Why are you doing this?!" the questions are hailing.

Me and the other scientists realise this won't work. We lead them back into their dome, some has to be shoved. I grab one and take a bite. Bitter and not very sweet. Sealing the dome up, I walk to the other side of it. "We will remove all oxygen, killing them instantly. It's painless" one of the scientists say pushing a button. I watch as the entire colony goes brown, but their expressions aren't very pleasant. Gasping for air, it takes around five seconds for all of them to die.



13.15: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 12 hours total

Supplements before bed: 200 ml applejuice, 2 x Omega-3, 1 x Lucid Dreamer at WBTB

That's it! I will see if I can manage another lucid before 2011 is here. Naturally then. MILD seems to be working very nicely for me atm. Doing some meditation before bed and mantras whenever I wake up.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

12/27/10 The Dark Half
Plans: Once again there are no real plans, thought I hope I might remember some stuff at Hogwarts, in either the one where I'm a student or the one where I'm an instructor. There are also new tasks from a group in DV, Lucidity
Power Trials Club... those challenges include finding a world where a huge evil tree is draining the life energy of the planet, kick the ass of the person who planted it, then stop the tree... and the other is task to beat Sonic the Hedgehog in a race. That's not really a goal yet, though, since I posted a question regarding that and I am waiting for an answer. With no specific plans, I didn't do my WILD tonight, but I do have recall of a non-lucid dream…

I am on vacation in somewhere in California, I think it was somewhere around Disney Land, which is where I have been spending my time. I want to go back and spend some more time there, but I think I had better check to make sure my plane flight is going to be on schedule before I go off having fun on my last day here. I have one more night available to me in the hotel I have been staying at, so I want to be sure I have my flight lined up to leave the next day. I have some things with me, I have a digital camera, my iPod Touch, and there is an assortment of crap in my purse that I don't bother looking at nor do I remember what I crammed in there. So I drive to my hotel room first, I go inside and look around before grabbing some money I have stashed in one of the drawers. I leave the hotel room, then I take a cab to the airport, after all, who wants to fight the traffic and find parking at an airport when it isn't necessary? So I pay the cab driver and go into the airport to find some information on my flight, which is flight 1218 heading to Tucson, leaving the next day. I check at an information stand, but they don't know anything… I look at a couple of the schedule boards, there is no mention of my flight. Could it be too early to get information on my flight? No, it's not, I can tell that because there are flights listed from the day after tomorrow, just not mine. This is a bit annoying, and it gets me a bit concerned that my flight may have been canceled, so I had better check around some more. First I need to use the bathroom, though, so I head to a restroom. I enter the room and see there are many stalls along the left side, and mirrors and sinks along the right side. A woman comes in and says hi before going into one of the stalls. I feel a bit dizzy, so I sit down in a seat in what looks like a small waiting area. I close my eyes and wait for my head to clear…

Missing time…

I feel like I have lost consciousness briefly, but now I am awake again, so I get up. I look at the clock on my iPod, and I see that the time is 4:52 pm, but that doesn't tell me a lot since I don't remember what time it was when I got to the restroom in the first place. I walk over to the sinks, I no longer feel like I need to use the bathroom, but I do need to wash up a bit. When I look in the mirror, however, I see that I am not myself. I am a young girl, more of a teenager, I estimate my age to be about 15 or so… This does seem a bit strange, but then it doesn't seem strange enough for me to do a RC. The other thing I notice takes my attention away from the fact I am not myself. I am covered in blood! I have long dark brown hair coming down to about the middle of my back, and it is curly and shiny, I have a pretty face… and my face is almost completely covered in blood! There is also blood on my clothes, blood on my hands, blood everywhere, and I don't know where it came from. I wash it off of me as well as I can, then I look around the bathroom to see if there's anyone else in there. I don't see anyone… I have discovered the blood is not my own, as I am not injured in any way… so I look in my purse and somehow find I have some extra clothes with me… I don't remember packing extra clothes… but I go into one of the stalls to put the clothes on. In the stall I find the woman from earlier, she is dead, she has been badly beaten… it looks like she has been clawed a lot, her face has been scratched and clawed at, her eyes have been clawed right out of her head… YUCK! I hear someone else come into the room. He looks at the body, then at me, then asks what I have done… I try to say I didn't do anything, but he isn't ready to listen, so I run from the room and around a few corners, then into an elevator, I want to put distance between myself and the body. When I get into the elevator, the first thing I do is change my clothes, and wait until I am several floors away from the restroom with the dead body.

I am now heading down a hall on a different floor, I wonder if I am safe, I think the man down there has no way of knowing who I am, so I there is no way they can track the event to me. I go into a bathroom, I am looking to relax a bit, I splash some water in my face, dry it off, then I head back out into the airport. I am having trouble focusing on what I need to do, which is find out what is happening with my flight, right now I just want to find someplace to rest. I leave the bathroom and see there are quite a few people in the hall outside, there is a black woman out there who seems to think I should know her, I am not aware of who she is… then a name comes to mind, the name of someone I knew in high school named Jamilia, she pretended to be my friend but then turned her back because I didn't want to go to her church… so she is not really someone I want to talk to, so I continue pretending I have no idea who she is. I say I have never met her, and then I walk away. But she doesn't want to let it go that easily… she follows me, keeps going at it, then she finally tells me her name and expects a certain reaction, I am not interested, she is just giving me a headache… I want to get away from her now…

Missing Time…

I am in a closet, or a storage room is more likely since it is too big for a closet… and Jamilia is there, or her body is. She is lying up against one of the walls, her face and body have been clawed, her face is frozen in a perpetual look of pain and fear, and her eyes are missing. I then realize I am holding the eyes in my hand… yuck again! I drop the eyes and hurry out of the store room, then I realize I am once again covered in blood, so I duck back into the store room. I look around for supplies, I clean myself up a bit, snag some clothes from a laundry bag… they don't fit very well, but it looks a lot less out of place than the blood. I leave the bathroom, though I am hearing a voice as if it is speaking into my ear, the voice sounds desperate, the voice sounds scared, it is the voice of a young girl… the voice says she doesn't know how to make it stop, please help her make it stop… but how can I make it stop? I think it will have to be done in a dream, in the girl's dream… I am about to leave the airport, but I find I am being ushered onto a small plane. I tell them I need to leave, but the guard pushing me onto the plane says it isn't safe, there is a vicious killer on the loose, another body was just discovered on this floor… so I let them push me onto the plane. I am expecting the plane to take off, but instead it just taxies across the runway to a place where there are a lot of beds set up in a big tent, the beds are there for the stranded passengers to sleep until their flights leave. I say I'm not staying there since I have a hotel room for another night, so I hail a cab and head straight back to the hotel. I can still hear the girl speaking to me, she is telling me she hasn't been able to sleep at all or the "other one" comes out… I tell the girl I think I can help, but we need to get into a dream state to do that. The hotel room is a good place to do this. I go into the room, over to the bed, where I lie down and focus on slipping into a WILD…

Dream Within a Dream
As I enter the dream within a dream, I am lucid now, fully aware that I am in a dream, what I still fail to realize is that it was a dream before I lied down to get into this WILD. I am in a very pretty place, there is green grass, it looks like a beautiful meadow, and there are flowers around the outside edge… the trees are so green, and the sky is so blue, the tall grass is blowing gently in the breeze. There is a girl there, about 15, she has long curly dark brown hair, a pretty girl, and she is flying a kite, the kite is all the colors of a rainbow. She looks over at me, looks briefly alarmed, then relaxes. She says she thought I was "the other" coming back again. She said "the other" would surely be here soon, and then she would have to leave and wake up, or "the other" would wake up and do something horrible… usually ends up killing someone… The girl turns her attention back to the kite.

Someone else is entering the meadow, but this one is coming in what looks like a cloud of death, the grass is dying where she walks, there is a cloud of darkness surrounding her… but when she gets closer I can see it is an exact twin of the girl with the kite. She looks to be about 15, long curly dark brown hair, but instead of a bright smile she has a dark glare on her face. She seems to be ignoring me completely, she goes over to the light girl and says she isn't going anywhere, so the light girl will just have to accept it. The light girl says no, she says she hates the dark girl, and will find a way to get rid of her darker half. I tell the girl that I know how to solve her problem, the dark girl tells me to stay out of it, she'd had enough of those stupid adults interfering with things. The light girl says she knows what the dark girl is, she is a demon, a monster from hell, go away! The dark girl says she isn't going anywhere, never!

I somehow know the two of them have to be one to be stable, they aren't two separate people, but two halves of the same girl. I tell the light girl this is really very easy to fix… they need to be at peace, though. She says she will never make peace with a demon, I tell her it's the only way to be free of it. The light girl looks at me doubtingly, then at the dark girl… I get them standing, facing each other, their energies are the same frequency since they are the same person… I tell them to take each others' hands and look into each others' eyes, and with that acceptance, the conflict would be over. The dark girl seems very willing to do this, though the light girl still seems doubtful. The dark girl says something that surprises me… she tells the light girl to stop rejecting her, they're supposed to be sisters… I tell the light girl she just needs to do this one thing, and her trouble will pass… just please trust in that. I am hoping my energy is showing that this can be trusted. Finally the light girl complies… and when they do, the two girls become one… the girl says the other one is gone! But no… she says she still feels the presence inside her… but maybe that's ok…

I wake up in the hotel room bed, now I notice that there is a young girl lying on the bed next to me, the girl is waking up at the same time as I am. She looks over at me with a strange look on her face, and she says she had the strangest dream… and I was in it. I tell her I visited her dream, but she says that's crazy talk… but she does know I am here to help her with "the other" that keeps coming to take over. She says she thinks she will be ok, though, she feels different now. She says she can still feel the presence of "the other," but it didn't feel like a bad thing now… in fact, that presence was rather comforting. I tell her that is because there may come a time when she needs "the other" as she calls it to come partly forward to protect her, but there would be no more of having "the other" taking complete control and then going out of control. She looks at me for a bit and then smiles, she says she isn't sure why, but she believes that now… she looks sad then… she says she doesn't know how she will make up for those who "the other" killed… I tell her that is over now, no one is in danger. She says she wants to go home… wait… what time is it? She has a plane to catch! If she isn't on the plane when her mom comes to pick her up, there's no way she will get to go on another weekend on her own until she's 40! She hurries out of the hotel room, then she pauses, returns and gives me a big hug. She says she doesn't know what I did, but thank you… she runs from the hotel room again, and I wake up.

I had a frag about some chick with saggy breasts. *I remember getting into the car with her, and squeezing them....thick orangish fluid was coming out of her nipple. *There was some other stuff that happened, but I cant piece it together. update I remember being on some ship or boat, that we had to manually operate with these devices that we had to press with our feet. There boat had all this water inside it and it was ice cold.

Edit:

I think I had a WILD....I don't think that I did much though...just walking around the house and things ended.

I also remember a frag about wearing jackets. I was putting two on because I was so cold.

Non-lucid, Lucid, Dream within a dream, [Commentary made while awake]

[This is a catch-up post. These dreams are from the night of December 13-14, 2010.]

[Note: I'm writing this entry well after the fact, working from handwritten notes, and even when I made the handwritten notes, I wasn't sure in what order the dream scenes had occurred. When writing this entry, I just arbitrarily put them in an order that made some kind of sense to me.]

I wake up in my bed in my room at House #1. A big, strong man is invading my bed and trying to attack me. I'm scared, and I try to get P.'s attention by yelling for her, but no one comes. I manage to evade him and escape. I know that once I'm standing up, I'm safe. I feel upset after this experience, so, to cheer myself up, I decide to go off and have a lucid flying dream.

The flying dream begins, and now I'm definitely lucid. [Yeah, that's right. In the aftermath of a regular nightmare, my non-lucid dream self decided she wanted to have a particular kind of lucid dream to cheer herself up, and my mind obliged. Weirdest DILD technique ever, but it's a pretty cool story.] At first, the dream is in third person, and I see myself flying over a beautiful town that fills a beautiful valley [now that I think of it, it looked a lot like the one in Kiki's Delivery Service]. I see another girl also flying over the town, unaided, the same way I'm flying. I consciously, deliberately shift to first-person perspective [That's a pretty neat trick. I wish I understood how I did it.] and approach closer to the other girl. I recognize her as Chihiro from Spirited Away. I come right up beside her and ask her, “This is a good way to fly, isn't it?”

“Mm-hmm!” she answers cheerfully.

I decide to ask the same question again, in Japanese this time, just for fun and because I can. “Fly no shikata wa sui ne?” [trans: “(This) way of flying is good, isn't it?” Again, dream!Japanese is weird – the word for “good” is ii in reality, not sui.]

"Un!" [trans: “Yeah!”] Chihiro answers. She continues talking in a language that I take to be Japanese at first, because the sounds of it are characteristic of Japanese, but after listening for a few seconds, I realize that the words are actually Spanish.

[Dreamskip.] I'm on foot, exploring some old, pretty brick buildings.

I wake up in my bedroom in House #1 again. P. is sitting at a table in the room, writing an essay.

I'm telling my family about the DreamViews website, but lying about its nature and telling them that it's strictly fandom-related. I tell them that my username there is “Stupid Top.” When P. finds out that I've been writing about the dreams that I've had about her, she gets sad and angry, and cries.

I wake up again in a variant of my bedroom in House #1. P. and I are in the bottom bunk together. Elsewhere in the house, there is a larger room that resembles the patio of our grandparents' house. A bunch of people from church come into the bedroom, and I explain that this is our old bedroom, and we used to share the full bed (we had just pushed our full mattress off the top bunk and onto the floor), not this twin bed. A woman in the group corrects me, calling the full bed a [something I can't remember] twin. I go along with it. The youngest S. girl is put into the full bed by her parents, but she doesn't want to take a nap.

I'm in a parking garage, and I randomly find some panties.

I'm reading a book that introduces the reader to a code of spiritual laws and rules that I realize are of Mormon origin when I see a citation that says something like “Uses 21:7” [e.g., a citation from a book whose name I don't recognize]. One of the rules in the book specifically forbids entering holes populated by worms for long dreaming. It surprises me to find that the people who wrote this book both knew about lucid dreaming and made a rule about it. [Yes, I did read the thread about why it's hard to get to the moon, and I think that's what inspired this dream.]

I'm exploring a building somewhere, and my friend Mary T. is there. [Day residue; I'd seen her the day before I had this dream.]

I'm driving over the bridge on W. Road that crosses over I-15, heading toward a buffet-style cafe, where I routinely go for breakfast [only in this dream, not in real life].

Oh my gosh yay!! Super happy!

Here are my 3 dreams!
I was at my friend's step grandmas house. She had cancer. My mom was there too, she has scoliosis and my grandma with cancer was there. I suddly thought, "Howd i get here?" and i did a reality check and I became lucid. I cured all the people there and I was so happy! I don't remember the rest, I woke up pretty soon after that.

The next one, I was at my boyfriends house. His best friend was there too. I suddenly wondered, again, how id gotten there. So i did another reality check and became lucid. I ran up to my "boyfriend" and hugged him. Then I kissed him, having never done that before I had really wanted to. Then I sat on his couch and leaned against him. Since i knew it was a dream I didn't find it intimidating. So I kissed him again. Then the dream ended and I woke up.

I was at a beach and i saw that ben k. was there. I AGAIN asked myself how i had gotten there and did a RC. Then I became lucid and ran up to ben. I said hi to him and he said hi. He looked bored. i asked him what was wrong and he told me that he just got dumped. so I tried to control the setting to make him happier. I spun around and the background changed. I was in my backyard, ben still there. I hugged him and said "its okay. We've all gotten dumped at one point in our lives. And anyway, this is a dream. So dont worry 'bout it. lets have fun! So he smiled and kissed my cheek (which made me happy cuz it was just awesome) and said "What's a dream anyways?" So i just shrugged "dont worry bout it. it dosnt matter" and he said "ok". Then I sat on the picnic table and he sat next to me and I hugged him and put my head on his shoulder. I loved this dream. Ben leaned his head on mine then and i grinned to myself. Then I woke up.

Then here's the nonlucid dream I had last night:
I was at my grandmas house. I seemed really tired and i layed on something, i dont remember what though. Then it felt soft (this was right before i woke up so i think it was my bed...) then I smiled and woke up.

I feel like ive accomplished something now. (oh and sorry about my bad grammar today. I didnt wanna take too long to type so yeah)

Have had a few people mention that they'd like to read some of my dreams. I have 11mos writting down on paper because I like to draw pics of things I see as I'm a visual person. Haven't written anytihng down on paper since Sep, so all on Word and no pics. Oh well

Anyway, I'll put up a few good ones that I've written down before starting on recent stuff. I'm only going to put interesting ones up. (Also, I use lots of abbreviations [spelling mistakes because I'm trying to be quick in typing and don't care to correct it]. I also write down one word things that may sound weird to you, but I know what it means. Last names will be written as "XXXXX" as I use last names sometimes as clarification. Any other discrepencies, eh, just comment and I'll sort it out). Hope you like it

Format- Date(night of going to sleep- morning of waking up). Time(going to sleep). 2nd time(woke up from dream). (Sometimes I forget time I went to sleep, or time I woke up)

5/18-19. 12. On some sort of fam trip. Hiking from somewhere on a ridgeline. Some steep parts. Get to a flatter area. Chopper comes by us. I have to them and one guy waves back with a hand signal. See a plane and dad says it’s an A10, but I say No. Get to a dirt road. Desert like. (have been in this place before in another dream). Turns into a little gift store. Looking at displays on the geology of the area. Play with a fault moving thing. Mess it up and try to fix it but the instructions are in Russian. Then I’m on a quad. Then I’m with some lady driving down the dirt road and she’s asking if I ride anything and asks me about them

5/24-25. 2. Vin Diesel there. Group of us climbing a rock dome thing. Group starts to slide off. Vin starts to slide off opposite side. Use our climbing rope to get the guys back up to safety. All back up on rock when planes and A10’s start attacking us and strafing . I get to the end of the rock we’re on and take cover. Best spot because they can’t line up for it. Go back up on rock, but get back down. Then I’m fighting baddies in a town. Shooting at the, both sides have horrible aim. I stay at a section of a hall and outside and hold it. Some lady likes my help and grabs my hand. Then I’m at the rock again. Run around it. Start to get strafed so dodge into a large crack which leads back to the city fighting

6/15-18. 12. Somehow lost in SD. Try to get directions for a guy that looked like the guy that took Ferris Bueller’s red car. Find a way, but ends up being the wrong way. Map I’m using is lame. Tell dad to pull off when he can to read map better. He says the area’s not a good one, and tell him to find a good area, but he pulls off anyway! I tell him to not stop and keep going to a safe spot. I’m then alone and then get picked up by a big huge black guy and he threatens me. Then talks about home taxes. I manage to escape. I hide behind a small garden fence and he shoots at me. I’m wearing kind of a big poofy jacket. Then escape to a rival gang of engineers. Then meet up with dad

6/25-26. In a school? German girl from Mesa Verde tough. Talking with her. Something happens and I get in trouble with a lot of women. They corner me in a small store. I try to talk sense into them, but they don’t listen. I punch a few and push a few coz they have me cornered. Get away. Walking back to class. Some black guy is mad at me for some racist thing. Back at class and I approach the German girl, but she’s apprehensive. I explain I’m not sxist and the other stuff of the rumors. She cries, but believes me. She asks for my name and I tell her, but she keeps writing it down wrong. Baerin, or something. I correct her. We’re in a computer lab, so I get on a comp and go onto FaceBook and see German girl’s status that’s about trusting me? Her name is Baeron or something similar

LD! 6/23-24. 11. Driving around in Norco? Jump into the air and fly. Become lucid! Fly more. “stabilize” “clarity”. Land. Fly more. Go onto a pipe. Fly to another. Lucid for maybe a minute. Go to xxxxx’s house. Different. Cindy there. Then go to Kyle’s house. It’s like there’s an extra line of houses next to the 15. He has these broken pale green Things. I eat one but it tastes bad. State to clean them up because they’re in a few places

LDx2! 7/6-7. 12. At Ashley xxxxx’s house. Checking out her room, small, yellows. See a calendar and flip through it. People’s pictures on their birthday. Some look like Mai xxxxxx, Josh, and Chingy. Then I’m at some business place. Star Trek like. I’ve just come through a transporter and my fingers get messed up so try to transport only my hand to fix them. Count my fingers by sight but miscount, so move them as I count and count 7(2 completely extra) and become lucid! Doesn’t hold and I lose lucidity but keep dreaming. Try to fix my hand again, but doesn’t work. Count fingers (same as before) and I have 6(coming out the middle of a finger, but seems to be like it was a pin and not actually attached), become lucid again! Start to lose lucidity again. Dream fades into a poor video quality look and darkening. I’m looking at a girl. Then back into dream and my fingers are fixed. Hit on girl working at the computer bank

10/10-11. In neighborhood. Normal house. Sweed flag. Old lady lives there. House worth 1.6M. Shows me around. Wine cellar and crazy huge in back. Restaurant. Look around. Similar to another dream. Rocky/ faux look. Then in a field/ lawn. Then riding in a parking lot on a moped, but really a small motorcycle with some friends

11/14-15. 930pm. I’m a zombie. Guy tries to run over some other zombie and me. I hide. Now foggy. Some camp? Now Theresa and I in car. Kids hit car so I try to run them over. Then Theresa and I go hike. Find Bri’s house. Some animals

LD! 12/20-21. Classroom stuff. Go get pencil. Put away chairs for academy. Xxxxx mad. Then looking in mirror in bathroom. Long hair, LD! Got short(loose LD). Then a little long. Then home, sleep. Get up to go to bed. Was on living room floor. Xxxxxx home. Then dad wake up. Turnouts on floor, a set not mine

Edit: Sorry so long

So I was able to have my 3rd WILD, this sunday DEC 26th. I had had my first two WILD's the prior week, one on tue the 21st and the second on wed the 22nd. I tried the next couple of days but with so much on my mind with the holidays it seemed that I would try but would end up just laying there thinking about random stuff for about an hour and I would just give up and fall asleep normally. I still have not been able to become lucid during regular dreams either, only the WILD method seems to work for me becoming lucid. So sunday around 6pm I decide to give it another try and this time it works. LUCID #3; I wake up looking at the ceiling in my room and I notice that the scenery is not stable so I realize that I am dreaming right away, I roll off the side of my bed and land on my knees, at this point I crawl over to the first thing I find in my room which happens to be my shoe on the floor. I grab it and try to perform stabalizing techniques by putting the shoe about six inches from my face and examining the texture but not too carefully, also by feeling the shoe all the way around. This helps the dream to become clearer but not by much. I then stand up and rub my hands together and this works abit better, I continue by feeling my legs and stomach which I can feel but still does not stabalize the dream to where I want it, so I walk to my room door and open it to go to the living room. When I open my room door I see my dad come around the corner and he asks me if I can go with him to see my mom in the bedroom, he says "we are going to wake her up and surprise her for her birthday". At this point I make a weird face at him and think to myself (I know its december and it cannot be my mothers birthday, also my dad is trying to lead me to the backroom of my house and I know there is no way my mom would be sleeping over at my place) I am kind of scared of the fact that it could be my sub-concious trying to mess with me since I really dont know what the hell is stored up there, and so I totally ignore him and continue with my "goal" I had planned out. I had wrote down what my goal would be for my next dream (stabalizing my dream by engaging all five sences) I had planned to do this by going to my kitchen, grabbing my roomates coffee can and opening it, smelling the coffee, grabbing a small amount in my hand and then tasting the coffee ,and finally throwing the can as hard as possible against the wall so I could hear it (even though I had heard my dad talk to me and had knocked sound out already). So I go to the kitchen and open the pantry but the coffee can that is always there is missing, I get paranoid that my dream will fade out so I keep rubbing my hands over and over, I look in the pantry again and grab what looks to be a bottle of vinegar or oil which is filled to the top. I open the lid to smell it but once I put it up to my nose and breathe in, I accidently breathe in the fluid which feels like water (similar to being in a pool and breathing in water) I immediatly have to cough as it messes with my "dream breathing", however I was not able to smell anything. I forget to throw the bottle or to try to taste it due to me having coughed and trying to get my nomal breathing back, I just lay it down and decide to walk outside. I yell to my roomate on my way out because I can hear what seems to be the tv or music in the living room, I say " hey im taking off" to which he replies " sounds good man". I am happy that I could hear him and that i took care of hearing in my dream (even though I had heard my dad talk just a minute earlier but not payed attention to it). So I walk outside and the view is similar to the street I live on but different in a way as well. There seem to be more buildings than houses on my street and I know very well there is no business buildings anywhere around my neighborhood. The weather is also strange, it seems like it is about to rain by how cloudy it is outside, the clouds also seem to be very low to the ground for some reason ( about as low as a two or three story building). As soon as I decide to run out on the street and see exactly how far I can walk away from my house, it starts to sprinkle and I can feel every single drop hitting my body which was very cool. I get about a block from my house and decide to try to fly since I didnt have much luck in my last two lucids to do this, I get a good run going and then dive outward but I do not go up or down, I just glide at about waist high for about 10 or 15 yards then slowly start dropping and land on my stomach. From here on out I seem to either lose lucidity or I simply start thinking of something else, but before I know it I am in what seems to be an old dorm room at my old highschool. I do not recognize the room or the kid in it but I am still somewhat lucid. I look around and rub my hands to stabalize the dream again since it seems very hazy, it works but not that well. I look around the room and I spot out a bag of sunflower seeds, I instantly grab it and stick about four or five in my mouth, the taste is very real, they are extremely salty ranch flavored seeds and I get very stoked at the fact that I have knocked out "taste" as well. At this point for some reason my eyes just open and I am wide awake.
I was unhappy that I woke up but yet very excited that I had another WILD since I was getting frustrated from my prior attempts that week and weekend.

I would appreciate tips as to how I can prolong the dream state and also how I can make it as lucid and clear as possible. I have tried the common methods of stabalizing (rubbing hands, engaging sences, trying to look at the texture of something) but they do not seem to work that well or atleast they didnt this time. For some reason my dream still seems to want to fade out pretty often. Thanks guys!

I was at a gas station. It was a bright and sunny day. I was in an industrial area; lots of grey buildings, and a busy highway to one side.

I was looking off at the highway and thinking something about Stone. Then I saw a truck that said "i eat moar nao". I somehow knew that the eating had to do with something weird that you wouldn't eat, something electronic. Then I called Stone and told him that I saw his truck.

Then I was just standing there, thinking. I was contemplating shared dreaming. There must be a way, I thought, there's no way that it could be coincidence between so many people on the forums. What if we could really ascend to one plane while dreaming? There must be some way.

Then it suddenly occurred to me that I was dreaming. I did a quick nose pinch RC. I decided I should try to fly away and do something else. I think I jumped from something, but just fell down. I looked up and tried to imagine shooting myself up towards the sky. Then, (stupidly,) I closed my eyes, almost like a blink. And then I was awake (!@$%*&^!).

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There was some fragment of being in a building... some kind of game or something, with lots of people.

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A vague memory of something having to do with food.

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Notes:
- first lucid in quite a while... I kind of lost it. Been having trouble sleeping lately, and the only reason I even have a chance at this now is because it's the holidays... I'm really hoping I can maintain this once the holidays are over. And I'm hoping it won't take me another year to get regular LDs again.

The 27th of December is going to be my lucid anniversary, from now on. This is because, from 6:30 to 6:50, I had my first lucid dream. I sacrificed a fresh full english breakfast (heated it up instead, tasted mediocre) for this dream.

Key:
Dream Lucid Semi Lucid Non-Dream

I woke up at about 4:02-4:22am, and sat around on my iPod until about 6:10. Then, I have no idea what happened between then and the dream, wether or not I fell asleep or tried WILD, but I went in to the dream. I had several dream fragments.

Fragment 1: Non Lucid
I was in a fancy looking restaurant, reminiscent of the local steak house. The walls were cream colored stone, with fancy red decor everywhere. Wooden chairs and columns were there too. Windows showed a road with some grass, outside. I was sat on the edge of a table with the kid from outnumbered and some other famous people (I don't remember who, exactly). I had the feeling that we were hiding from someone (unsure why), so I got down and went prone. After crawling along the floor for a bit the dream faded.

Fragment 2: Bipods with iPods
I was walking in what I think was the car park of my school, with my iPod in hand. I saw two extremely tall people swinging their own iPods around like clubs, and I decided to put my iPod away and walk off just in case the worst happened. In the middle of putting my iPod away, my hands went right through each other, and I realized I was lucid. I was kind of aware before, but I thought I was just tripping out. I looked at my hands go through each other and then the dream faded out.

Dream: Beginning of an era
I got out of bed. My hands accidentally went through each other again. I was lucid. I wasn't as shocked or excited as I thought I would be, but I felt both of those feelings anyway. I got up. My house was dark, but my room was exactly the same as normal. I think there was a purple, space-like void outside. I walked downstairs, then back upstairs. I had so many ideas in my head. I settled with the lucid crossroads (http://www.lucidcrossroads.co.uk/), because I figured it would be the easiest way to get to a clear, daytime environment. I reached in my pocket like the website says, but I didn't pull out a badge like I thought I would. I pulled out thin air. Disappointed, I walked to my room, saying to myself "there will be a girl behind the door. There will be a girl behind the door." That didn't work either. I sat back down on my bed trying to think of what to do next, but I woke up out of a variety of emotions.

And that's how my first lucid dream was. As soon as I woke up, I hit my iPod's music button and the credits theme from misfits came on. That coincidence made me feel like I was in a movie. I went back to dicking around with my iPod and then fell asleep until 2:53pm. Yeah, I was catching up on christmas and boxing day. I didn't sleep much on those days.

I hope to have more, vivid lucid dreams. I hope I obtain more power and time, with every dream I have.

Supplements in the past day:
1x Hot Chocolate
1x Glass of apple juice
1x Chicken curry
1x Burger + Bun
0.5x Fishcake (it tasted bad)