lucid

01/06/2010
Fragment One
I was hanging out with some chick who was kind of a cross between AF and LK. AF's real life boyfriend was this hybrid girl's boyfriend in the dream, and they had a son who I believe was representative of LK's real life son. He was not happy that this girl and I were such good friends, and he had a really shitty attitude toward me, the whole time I was there. The last thing I remember is the infant son almost falling off of the bed, at one point.


Fragment Two
I just remember being with family and friends, at Kellen's old house.


Dream Three
"Hang Time with Michael Jordan"

I was on some sort of assassination job. The objective was to kill a High Value Individual, framing one of two factions within a military base. This would effectively cause what one of my commanding officers called a Civil War," within the facility. I don't really remember much about this dream, besides taking the shot, through a set of bars, and hitting the HVI, center mass.

Later, I was in what was basically a cross between a mall and an airport terminal. I had to pull a "drop" job (literally), which consisted of dropping a bag full of something illegal over the second-floor railing, and down to someone making the pick-up, below. It was ridiculously obvious that we were doing something illegal, but...that was the plan. Lol. After the drop, we were making our way out of the building, and security was buzzing all around us. They knew that something had just happened, somewhere in the mall/airport, but they didn't know what, or by whom. We slipped right passed them, and walked out to the parking lot.

Outside, randomly, I ran into Michael Jordan. Lol. He was just on his way home from doing some shopping, and making his way to his car. Almost surprisngly, I became lucid at this encounter. (Considering everything that had just happened, before this, I find it funny that all it took was meeting Michael Jordan, to make me lucid. Lol.) I started walking and talking with him, for a while. I told him about the fact that I was just dreaming, and he just quirked a skeptical eyebrow at me. It's hilarious, but he pretty much just looked/acted exactly like Michael Jordan! Lol. He said something sarcastic, like "right. Sure you are..." continuing to walk beside me, at a relaxed pace. I said something like, "don't believe me? Watch," and I levitated into the air, moving around in front of him and hovering backward, while he kept walking toward me. I grinned at him and said "See? You're not the only one who can fly, Mike," laughing. He raised both eyebrows a bit, otherwise seemingly stoic. Though I could see that he was impressed, he didn't quite say much about it. He just kept walking, looking up at me.

I turned around and took aim at a car, a few dozen yards in front of us, reaching up toward it with one hand. Focusing my mind on the vehicle, I flipped my palm up, and slung my arm upward, grabbing the car with telekinesis, and hurling it through the air, over us. It soared to a good 30 feet in the air and then nose-dived toward the pavement. The car smashed into the parking lot, head-on, crunching itself nearly flat and toppling over. I couldn't help but note to myself how cool it looked.

Michael and I finally reached his car, and he asked me something about whether I planned to just follow him around, the whole time. I shrugged and simply said "I might as well, I'll probably be waking up soon, anyway." (Dunno why, but I just sort of had that feeling.) What's even funnier is that his car was an old, beat up, paint-stripped Pontiac Firebird, which wouldn't have surprised me, if it didn't even make it out of the parking lot, from the looks of it. We got inside, and it was just filled with all kinds of garbage; empty drive-thru bags; bottles; cans; etc. Settling into the seat, I was just about to look at my hands, to try to stabilize the dream, but I ended up waking up, instead.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

Continued from: The path to Teraluna

Don't open your eyes...
Don't open your eyes...
Don't open your eyes...
Don't...

I wake up.
My eyes start opening, but I manage to interrupt it.
I want to go back...
Teraluna...

I empty my mind and try to find an anchor to remain conscious.
I use the pc fan which is spinning slowly.
I gently try to move my right index finger. It doesn't move.
Good. This will work.
I try to remember the last scene.
I was on my knees, on Teraluna, in the city... She was in front of me.
So close...

As I inhale I taste the unique air of Teraluna.
Yes!
I open my eyes. I'm back!
I'm very excited, so happy.
But I try to control myself, I don't want the dream to end prematurely.
I look up.
Where are you?
I can feel her presence. She's standing to my left.
I stand up and turn around.
There she is. Smiling. A truly happy expression on her face.
Is she happy to see me? I think she is.
I know I am.

She grabs my left hand.

"Lets go!"

I don't think. I just let her guide me. I trust her. I always have.
I am overwhelmed with happiness, her presence makes me feel so insanely good.
Just a few meters from where we were standing, there's the end of the bridge we're on.
The city floats over the sea, it's a good 500m down.
But I have no fear. I know we're not going to fall, she wouldn't do that.
She takes a step over the cliff, looking at me and smiling.

My vision rushes by, in a split second we are on the other side of the city.
Short range teleportation. I know how to do this, I have done it before.
She lets go of my hand and smiles:

"Wait here"

"But... I have so many questions" I think to myself.
She runs into a house. This is where she lives.
I look around, and get another déjà vu, the strongest of the night.
Her house is integrated into a mountain. It has no side walls, you can walk in from any direction except the mountain.
It's so beautiful. One of the flying animals flies by closely, leaving a trail of fluorescent particles behind it in the air.

Don't get distracted.
I turn back towards the mountain.
She comes out of the house and projects a thought onto me:

"Take a seat"

There's a table with 4 chairs.
I sit down. I've sat here before.
Together with her... and 2 other people.
A man and a women. I can't remember.

She sits down next to me and smiles again.
She's wearing a white dress, a necklace which seems familiar, and some earrings.
She has dark hair, with blue highlights, but it looks very natural. The highlights are slightly fluorescent.
She made tea and pours both of us a cup.
I want to ask her her name.
But as I open my mouth, she hands me the cup of tea.

"Drink"

I take a sip. And another.
It is SO GOOD.
It's very fruity, sour even, like biting into a lemon, but without the discomfort of biting into something very sour.
"Wow!"

"It's your favourite"

She's right. I remember. She has made me this tea before. It's from a fruit that looks similar to lemons, but it's blue.
I put down my cup:
"I have so many questions"

"I know. But you already have all the answers"

She's right, I do, I feel that I do, but I can't remember. Or maybe I do remember and have trouble accepting it? I don't know.
"I want to hear them from you... I want to be... sure"

She smiles:

"Okay. Do you know where you are?"

"Teraluna"

"Yes, we're on Teraluna, in the city of Haven. Or Riven like some people call it."

I remember.
"I've been here many times, haven't I?"

"Many, many times"

She moves closer to me, and puts her right arm around me.
Her face is very close. Her eyes are so beautiful.
I can't define the color, it's not a color visible in waking life.
It's green and blue at the same time, with some white.
Her eyes are bright, fluorescent, they have so much detail.
Looking at them, it seems like there is a whole universe in them.
I could get lost for all eternity looking at them. So beautiful.

She laughs, she knows exactly what I've just been thinking.

"Don't you remember me?"

Of course I do... but... at the same time I can't... I don't know how to explain it, so I just project my current train of thoughts onto her.
She thinks for a bit.

"You do remember. You remember everything."

I do?

"You also remember my name. You've pondered if it was me all along.
But your waking mind told you it couldn't be. You've even talked to someone about your thoughts, and he immediately concluded it must be me."

(It's true, I talked to WakingNomad, and he pointed it out in a pm)

"Oh Hyu, stop overthinking things. It's all simple. You know me, you always have. I'm..."
"Yuya!"

And then I realized she was right yet again.
I knew all along, but I was afraid in waking life, afraid of being right, even though now that I think about it, there was no reason whatsoever.
Short bursts of memory rush into my head.
Pictures that last no longer than a split second, of me being with Yuya.
The memories are old, very old. I was so young.

I concentrate on her again, I have so many questions, but I also have all the answers.
But I want to hear it from her.

"So... you're..."

"No... and Yes... I am not a human being in the way you are, but I am human.
What I mean to say is: I cannot go to the waking world, I live here.
In fact, I have never been to your world, I can only experience it through your memories."

There's a short pause, I'm thinking.

"You're wondering if I'm a spirit. Yet you don't know what a spirit is.
But your current thoughts are mostly correct."

She smiles again. Such a beautiful smile.
Music starts playing not far away.

"Want to dance?"

"Yes"

(The following part lasts very long, but I cannot remember details of the dance)
We're dancing, on water. There's people around us playing music (I remember violins), and a few other dancers.
I know the dance. I'm so happy.
So happy that 2 tears flow down my face.
I know the dream is about to end, it starts to feel unstable.
It has lasted for possibly an hour.

"It's time"

"I know"

"Don't be sad"

"I'm not"

I give her a very big hug and whisper into her ear "Thank you"
She understands, and it makes her very happy.
She approaches me, she gets very close, our faces are nearly touching.

"I have a gift for you"

She kisses me. But it's different from a kiss, so very different.
Pure energy flows from her body into mine. It feels so good, so warm.
All the nerves in my body are sparkling.
She replenished my energy. I feel so good, so powerful, so... healthy.
The dream will end any second now, I can only see her anymore, nothing else.
I ask her one last question:

"How long have we known eachother?"

"Longer than you think..."

I wake up. I feel amazing, refreshed, motivated to get up and live through the day.
Longer than you think? Wasn't I thinking "all my life" in that specific moment?

I can't believe how long this dream lasted, how extreme it felt, and how many details I remember.
I remember every word she said, in her exact voice, it feels absolutely fantastic.
Thank you DV, for making me able to dream again.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

I wake up.
The bed feels so good, so comfortable, I hope it isn't time to get up yet, I want to keep sleeping.
The silk sheets are so soft.
I remember I'm supposed to RC every time I wake up.
I don't feel like bothering right now, but I do take a quick look of my surroundings.
Wait... silk sheets? I don't have silk sheets. This isn't my room either.

I get a VERY strong déjà vu feeling.
I've been here before... "Teraluna"... in the Andromeda galaxy.
This is where she taught me to walk on water.
This is the place, this is where I want to be, this is where she is.
I get overexcited and the dream abruptly ends (or so I think)

I'm back in bed, at home this time.
But I know I'm still dreaming.
What I saw was the future, tonight I will go back to Teraluna, I know it.
No need to waste any time, plus I don't like my dreams starting in the dark.
I create a portal below my bed using the flicking trick.
It immediately opens and I fall through, still on the bed.

I end up on the beach I was yesterday, where I did the music experiment.
There's a women with 2 children next to me.
She's surprised to have seen me appear out of nowhere, on a bed, on an otherwise empty beach.
I get up and greet her by saying "Cheers!"
She doesn't care about the bed anymore.

I start walking across the beach, but just for a few seconds which I use to get my mind focused on what I'm going to do.
Teraluna, I will create a portal to Teraluna, I will go there, and I will meet her.
I know it.
It will work.

I create the portal.
I find Teraluna very quickly and set the exit point.
This time I can't open the portal with a flick though.
This will require a lot of energy.
I start projecting my energy against the closed portal.
The portal resists and slightly gives in to my energy, it deforms like a bubble.
I keep pushing, with more and more energy.
And finally the bubble collapses, and the portal opens.

Since I was leaning forward to project my energy, once the bubble bursts there is no more resistance and I just fall in...
...I'm flying through a tunnel. I have a very hard time staying aware of my surroundings. I feel strong vibrations and I can barely see.
I loose consciousness..

... I fall out of the portal onto a beach.
But this is not the same beach.
I look up into the sky. This is Teraluna. I've made it!
Teraluna is a moon (but not a barren one like our moon, it has an atmosphere, vegetation etc)
It receives little light from both suns in the system, since it's so far away.
However, it is full of fluorescent animals, plants, and other things in the sky.
This gives it a very special, slightly surreal look.
The water creates a very fresh breeze, which feels really good to inhale.

In front of me is a sea with a small temple in the middle of it. The temple is very small, and it looks out of place.


I approach the temple.
As I reach the water I start walking on it, just like she taught me.
I walk up the stairs and enter the temple.

It's bigger on the inside, but not by much.
Inside, there's only a simple path, with a few more stairs, which leads through a doorway on the other side.
In front of the doorway there are 2 massive statues.
They are animal statues (not an animal you'd find on earth) with huge wings.
Another déjà vu. I've been here as well.
The statues face away from the path, so their wings create another pathway you have to walk through to get to the other side.
I know what this is, or rather, I remember why these statues are here.

You can only get to the city by walking through here, and the portal formed by the statues prevents any dark/bad energy from getting in.
This makes the city a safe haven.

I step through.
The moment I pass the statues I feel strong vibrations in my body, but it doesn't prevent me from going in.
Then again why would it?
I go through the pathway and exit the temple.

The city is HUGE, and SO beautiful.
I experience another very strong déjà vu sensation.
There is water everywhere. It is built on top of the sea.
There are smaller ponds all over the place and waterfalls of all sizes.
Buildings and bridges are made of smooth stone, and are overgrown with fluorescent plants.
I love it. I have memories here, but I cannot recall them.
They are old... very old.
There are people walking around, animals flying in the sky. (They resemble the flying animals from Avatar)

Focus!
I am here to meet her, don't get distracted!
I want to search for her aura, but suddenly the dream starts falling apart.
No!
I fall to my knees. Stabilize!
It doesn't work, I can't hold on to the dream.

I look up.
There she is.
Sitting on her knees right in front of me.
She approaches me and whispers into my ear:

"The night is not over, you know?"

Yes! That's it!
I'll just have to keep my eyes closed, and I'll be able to re-enter the dream!

My vision fades.

Don't open your eyes...
Don't open your eyes...
Don't open your eyes...
Don't...

Continued: In which I meet Yuya

I have only had a few lucid dreams, 5 or 6 max. but this one takes the cake and feel like I learned a lot!

Non-Lucid: I remember meeting up at one of my boyfriend's friend's house. We talked for a bit as my bf skated around a skate park. A group of guys were heckling him for taking up so much time, and I yelled at them telling them he was new and to stop being jerks.My bf's friends had a homeless friend, and sat both of us down telling us we needed to let him live with us. I instantly said no, because we only have a very small 1 bedroom apartment, with one couch that you can hardly even lay on. Meanwhile, the friends had a much larger house with extra rooms and large couches. I couldn't understand why us, and I felt like a jerk because I couldn't help out.
I then went on a boat. The people didn't notice that I had swam to the boat and just got on, which I thought was weird. They were all too busy playing poker. It was a big boat, so there were too many people to notice. I joined in on a poker game by stealing a very large yellow chip and buying in. I begin to play at a table with 3 people, and once I join quickly more people they knew came. Then I heard from someone reading the paper that the government wants someone on this boat so they are turning around in the morning to bring the boat back. I panicked. I couldn't go back (not sure why.) So I jumped off the boat and swam underwater, hoping I could hold my breath long enough so that no one chasing me could find me. It worked, and I swam away.

I was back on land. I saw two cars and one of them by mine, it was night time and the house that my car was in front of was lit with a rather intense blue. I walked up to my car and noticed the beautiful stars in the sky. I was so amazed, I jumped on the back of my trunk to stare at them. The sky was a sort of blue purple, with bright stars all over.

LUCID: It was then I noticed that the stars would completely disappear and come back. Stars. I could never see them like this, so intense and beautiful. Nor do they change...I am in a dream! I became excited at this realization. I told myself Stars are my trigger, as previous dreams with stars came very close to making me lucid before. I instantly wanted to go to the moon. I looked up in the sky and saw the bright moon, it was hard at first because it would turn small sometimes. I decided I would try to fly even though I heard it is difficult to fly to the moon. I began to fly towards it, but very quickly the moon turned into a billboard. I went back to the ground, and decided I would just fly around. I had to keep telling myself "I am in the control" and it worked very well to keep myself thinking. I flew low among some apartment like living spaces. I found it awkward to fly and control it, but I did it and it worked out rather well! I was happy, as previous attempts to fly in past dreams never really worked.
So I am flying around, come across a beautiful fire like thing, with colors of the rainbow merging to white. I flew around it before continuing. I saw in the distance two girls sitting facing the left, both with curly hair. i thought they looked lovely from the side, so I went to talk to them. When I reached them by flight and landed, I noticed they had sorta strange faces, and were actually probably the age of 12-14. They were twins, one with dirty blond hair and the other with a lighter brown. One looked at me weird, almost with fear. I simply asked "Are you real?" then both of them smiled. "Yes, of course!" they said. I was shocked, but I didn't want to make the situation awkward. This was my first dream meeting, and I wanted it to be good, so I gave them high fives! They were very nice after that.
I still wanted to go to the moon. I asked if they knew how, and they said yes. I said lets go and they agreed. There was a car in front of me, and I simply didn't want it there. I powered myself up, and with a fireball like spell I made the car roll over. Somehow I think the spell affected a guy near by, who sorta morphed into a fire-like being screaming. I found it odd. I then tried to think of the best way to get to the moon...by portal! So I attempted to make my own portal. I stood and attempted to focus energy with my hands, but nothing was happening. The dirty blond twin said she could make a portal. She used one hand, and circled outward to the center of an oval, making a light purple portal. I thanked her, and quickly went into the portal. (I also noted the way she made the portal, so I could try it next time)
Instantly I was on the moon. It was surprising actually. There were quite a few people on the moon, all excited the be there and chatting. They all had names over their heads. I bounced on a the surface for a bit, then looked in third person to see all the people there. I then met my family on the surface at a dinner table, all talking about how we made it to the moon. I remember looking at my dad, he looked himself at first, but at one point his left eye got larger than his right, with a gigantic black pupil. It freaked it me, big time, but it quickly returned to normal. About this moment I was woken up by the feeling of a swollen throat bothering me.

My throat usually does get a bit swollen when I sleep, and it was a bit bothersome when I woke up. But that is the end. I am happy.

It seems I have created my own zombie course similar to the kinds of zombie courses from Call of Duty's Nazi zombies layouts

I have created my own course randomly generated by my brain one day in a zombie dream i had and ever since I have had many zombie dreams on that same course. It seems I have created a dream I can't stop reliving. This is the first time I have had this happen more than twice.

The zombie Course has a bunch of metal shop buildings on hills with farm machinery spread around (like back-hoes and dump trucks). There are perk machines and gun outlines on walls too (just like nazi zombies from Call of Duty). In the back of the course on top of a hill there is a single roomed house with a staircase to a second floor but no roof and the windows are all just open squares in the walls. The second floor is good because in case of emergency, the zombies come up the stairs and we jump out the window of the second floor and can make a quick get away.

I enjoyed this level because of the huge wide open area to run around and the trucks and tractors I could drive to run over zombies.

Anyways... On to the dream.

Mostly just killing zombies with my dad next to me and we started running out of ammo and had to jump out the window.

I remember me and my dad each using a different tractor to run over a bunch of zombies until they ran outta fuel so we ditched the machinery and ran to a metal shop building.

In that building I remember running into a small room about the size of a 3 car garage. A zombie dog which looked a lot like my old dog that died 2 years ago (which is funny cause the dog died and now in my dream its a zombie) along with a huge group of zombies came into the room and we had no ammo.

I suddenly felt this odd feeling and I don't know how, but I realized I was dreaming because of that feeling. The dog jumped with its mouth wide open and fangs facing me and I raised my hands and pushed them forward (like using the force) and the zombies all stopped like time stood still and the dog slowed to a stop in mid-air with its evil eyes and fangs still facing me.
BTW: My dog was huge. Chesapeek retriever and she was all muscle.



Picture is close to it but not as evil as the one in my dream.

After that, I felt some pride and strength inside of me and then everything suddenly started to become blurry and then disappeared.

I did not wake up but do not remember anything dream wise after that.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

Continued from: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/hyu/...ghtmare-11157/

Well, that last dream was quite something.
I can't sleep. I take my book again and read a few more pages.
For some reason I feel like trying another WILD, even though the last one went... quite wrong?
Meh, whatever, if I have another nightmare I'll just end it again.

I slowly go into SP.
I see little light flashes. I imagine the lights being stars of the sky.

I'm standing on the beach at dusk or dawn, looking at the stars in the sky.
Damnit, how did I transition? I can never remember.
Why is it so easy sometimes, and sometimes I can't manage at all?
Is this another nightmare?
No. It feels very pleasant.

I stabilize the dream by rubbing my hands and grabbing a handful of sand from the beach.
I slowly let the sand drop through my fingers. Feels nice!
I suddenly remember that I had music in my last dream, and that it was so very vivid.
I wonder if I can create background music in any dream?

I imagine hearing music, but it doesn't start playing in the dream.
Suddenly, I get an idea I know has to work.
I reach into my left pocket, trying to summon my mobile phone with a pair of headphones.
Success!
I put on the headphones. (they're the earplug kind)
I turn the display of my mobile on, it already has a music player loaded.
I'm presented with the typical buttons "Artists, Albums" etc.
However, there's a button which isn't there in waking life: "Auto".

"Auto"? That sounds cool. I press it and put the mobile back into my pocket.
I start walking on the beach. Music starts playing. It's some kind of ambient trance, very soft. It fits the current scene immensely well.
I'm very pleased and note that the clarity of the dream greatly increases.
Holy shit! this is awesome! I gotta remember this!

I wonder if the music will always fit the setting of the dream. (The "Auto" setting makes me think it will)
I quickly summon a portal, again as if I had done it a hundred times.
This time I don't even do the whole procedure, I use a shortcut.
I basically open the portal by drawing the bubble with my energy instead of my fingers and just give it a flick to open it up.
The whole thing just takes a split second.
I'm surprised that I just did this without even thinking about it, but I'm happy that I managed to do so.
I want the portal to lead to a scene where dramatic music would fit. (I'm a big fan of cinematic trailer music)

The portal opens and I step through.
I'm on a ship. An airship. Well, just a flying ship really.
I'm on the deck feeling the air pushing against my skin as the ship navigates between very high buildings.
It's not a modern or sci-fi scene though, it's very fantasy like.
I hear dramatic music this time. Very fitting yet again. I try to identify the piece of music but I can't.
I'm not sure if I've even heard it before.

The dream suddenly ends.

non dream - lucid - non lucid

This one was very vivid... and very "wtf?"

It's 5:30am, I really need to go to bed (I usually go to bed between 4 and 5am).
I'm not really tired though, so I decide to listen to some binaural beats while reading a few more pages of the book I'm currently reading. ("The Day Watch")
I listen to Infinite Bliss.
After about 10 pages I can barely concentrate on the book anymore, so I put it aside and randomly decide to WILD.
I know going to bed is a really bad time for it, but I just feel like it.

It doesn't take long for some signs of SP to set in. I focus on the tinnitus sound and try to use it as an anchor.
The sound quickly changes and I start hearing voices which turn into a female voice singing.
I don't usually experience this so I'm quite pleased.
The voice becomes deeper, and the overall ambiance becomes much darker. Hmm...?
Something doesn't feel quite right. I try not to think.

Music starts. An electric guitar, drums, metal. It's the intro for a song.
I know the song, but I'm still trying not to think.

"Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused"

The song becomes more powerful at this point, and very loud.
I can clearly feel the bass kicking into my stomach.
This startles me, and I open my eyes.

I'm on a big stage, with a big audience. I'm holding a guitar, my ibanez rg. I'm playing the lead guitar part.
I can't see the audience very well. I'm blinded by the stage lights.
I turn around to see the rest of "my band".
I'm quite surprised to find Chewbacca (Star Wars) on bass.
A very young girl (probably ~8) is playing the drums, and she plays am well and strong.
She looks like a super serious catholic school girl, it doesn't fit the song whatsoever.
I feel very weird.

"Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something"

Nevertheless I enjoy the dream. It's a nice feeling to feel every note I play on the guitar kick me in the stomach due to the strong speakers.
I close my eyes whilst playing this part, enjoying the overall sensation.
As I open my eyes again, I find myself in a mall.
How did I get here?
The music is still playing, I'm upside down on the ceiling of the mall still playing guitar.
I suddenly fall to the ground.

I close my eyes again, and I'm in the middle of the city.
It's full of people, I'm still playing guitar.
The people all look like zombies, their flesh is wounded and they try to eat me.
I can't stop playing. I blink my eyes again.

I'm in a broken down house. It smells really bad, it's all brown and grey.
There are little zombie children wearing wedding dresses. Their heads start turning around to the beat of the music.
I'm seriously confused now, and feel very weird.
I'm not scared, it's a dream, but I still feel somewhat uncomfortable.
I look at my hands to see how I'm playing the song.
I have eyes all over my arms...

"Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused"

The eyes explode and there are small insects flying out of them. WTF???
I close my eyes again, try to think of a more enjoyable scene, but I can't turn the music off.
I open them again and I'm back on stage. The stage lights flash into my eyes.
Every time they flash I'm teleported into a different scene.
My head starts to hurt, this is too much.
I want to end the dream, but I don't know how, the music just makes it so very vivid.

Knowing that this is all in my mind pisses me off, it basically feels like I'm annoying myself.
In my anger I grab onto the very fabric of the dream, and try to rip it apart.
Whilst I do this, I'm in the city scene again. Once I manage to rip it apart, the buildings around me collapse and
all the DC's fall to the ground dead.

Eat this!

The dream fades to black, I wake up.

The song was: Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made Of This)
I don't really listen to Marilyn Manson... weird, however that music video feels as messed up as the dream.
I've seen it before, I must have remembered it in my dream.

Continued: http://www.dreamviews.com/blogs/hyu/...c-dream-11158/

Last night I had a dream I was on a TV show sitcom, Little Mosque on the Prairie, that's popular over here in Canada, but on the show I portrayed a non-Muslim but Pro-Muslim character . In the dream on the TV show, the first thing that happened is I went by their mosque, and introduce myself to their Imam (Amaar) and their local contractor (Yasir).

I than went to the local hangout Fatima's Café which is where I got into an debate with Fred (a redneck, non-Muslim character) about "What Good are Muslims?" with me on the Muslim side which made me ended up on Fred's radio.

I said a lot of positive things about Muslims. I remember saying that the burqa was once used for both genders to protect them from sandstorms. I also said that technically the Hjiab is optional. But I also did say that what people look like, or what they wear doesn't really matter on the inside we are all people.

I said that Muslim people actually brought us like science and math we use today. I kind of left Fred hanging with his mouth open when I left his show. The others were pretty happy that I was on their side-they had a celebratory supper with me as their non-Muslim guest of honour.

after waking up an hour late to go to school i decided to skip and sleep in some more. in my first dream i was dropped off in the back of a moving van at my dad's farm at night. i went to call the police to pick me up, but they thought it was a prank call. i started to walk down the road and slowly realized that i was dreaming. i focused on the details around me. i rubbed my thumb and fingers together and took notice to how real everything felt. it began to rain and a thunderstorm was coming. i had a rain coat on. as the lightning flashed behind me, i saw my shadow and a shadow of someone behind me. i turned around but didnt see anyone. i kept walking creeped out at first but reminded myself i was dreaming. as i walked i saw a strange hut on the side of the road, built above the ground incase of floods. sure enough it started to flood so i walked on the planks outside the house. i looked inside and saw a woman in the center of the room, wet from the storm and on her knees. i walked up to her and before i could talk to her i woke up.
I fell back asleep shortly after waking to give it another shot. i was outside the hut again. same place as before but the flood was higher. i saw 3 men and followed them(unknowing that i was dreaming). they lead me away from the hut to a dead end on the planks. they jumped in the water and swam towards a high-elevated hill above the water. before i jumped i wondered why it was raining and what the sound of the tide reminded me of. i remembered that i fell asleep on my side and i could hear my breathing loudly against the pillow(which kinda sounds like tides). i realized i was dreaming and remembered that i cant drown becuz i will still be able to breath(something i read on the forums) so i held my nose at first and i could still breath, so i jumped in and let go of my nose. i swam a ways off and as i got up to the land i woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I fell asleep this morning after being awake for an hour, and slipped into a dream, fully conscious of the fact that I was dreaming. I guess I kinda WILDed!

But anyway, I was fully aware that I was dreaming, but exhibited no control. I was in a bathroom, it looked similar to the bathrooms we had in middle school. The floors and walls were tiled in a dark greenish-blue. A man I'm acquainted with in waking life, Ben (I'm using real names now, stupid initials are getting confusing), appeared in front of me. I had a feeling he would for some reason. We started making out against the wall, when a group of elderly people walked in. It was all women and one man. Ben disappeared, and I was going to leave too, when I realized I had left my purse in one of the stalls. I went to go get it, and all the women were standing around the stall, and the man was walking in there. I kept saying "Excuse me, can you hand me my purse?", but they were too busy chatting it up. I persisted, and the man handed me a plastic shopping bag I had apparently also left in there. I could see my purse behind the toilet. I told him to please give me the purse too, and he started shutting the door. One of the women gave him a q-tip to, apparently, clean out his urethra. He shut the door, and I started yelling at one of the women. She was wearing a white button up shirt, one that I just bought in waking life. I was calling her a bitch, and telling her that I had already asked nicely many times. I took her by the collar and shook her. Everything else seemed to disappear around us. She never said anything, but she looked at me with this sad, terrified face.

~

Something about a bleach spot being on the shoulder of a pastel blue shirt I had that resembles a pastel purple shirt I have in waking life. The shirt was on this big clear plastic hanger.

~

I bought a lot of weed. I think I was at my fam's house. The weed seemed to be gone very quickly, so I went out to get more. I was stopped somewhere by these 2 men, and they asked me if I was buying. I told them I already had, and they said something about their concert. I told them I thought they had meant was I buying weed. They had meant was I buying tickets to their concert. They seemed disappointed. I asked them what their band was called, and it was something having to do with monkeys. They walked off. Now, I'm on a beach in Ohio? I'm wearing very warm clothes, the outfit I wore yesterday actually, and my snow boots. I walk on the shore and watch the water lick my boots. I hoped that the water wasn't going to ruin my boots.

It was actually pretty cool that I ended up on a beach, since my goal setting (still trying to share a dream with GMoney) was on a beach. Yay! I feel like this is progress.

EDIT: I remembered a fragment about me being able to see people's auras. That's really all I can recall.

Finally! New content!

I am playing Myst Uru. At the same time, it is real life. It begins to rain in the Cavern (from here on out I will write as though everyone knows what I'm talking about, even though they probably don't). Apparently, it has rained in the cavern on previous occasions, but this is a hard rain. More like a storm. And it continues for quite a while. Suddenly, a Bahro swoops down out of the sky and attacks two fellow explorers. They are killed. Then, while the rest of us continue to contemplate this, the Bahro return and kill three more exlporers. Everyone goes into a panic! I run towards the Hall of Kings, hoping to hide in the shelter. I know this is a little futile, but it is better than being out in the open.

Other explorers had been chatting, even when the first Bahro attack happened, but now they too begin to realize that something different is happening. By this time, I make it to a flea market someone has set up outside the entrance to the Hall of Kings (obviously not there in real life, another one of my dreamsigns). I decide to try and hide among the clutter. All the while, the rainstorm continues.

The Dukes

I am with my family at Lake Erie. My father and brother take our 14 ft aluminum boat out, even though there seems to be a storm (maybe this is part of the above dream). My mother and I go out on a small inflatable raft not much bigger. As she starts the outboard motor we have fixed to this raft, I look back at my father and brother, a little worried. The waves are really big. Then our own motor revs up, and we are zipping along top speed through the storm.

We come to a cove, full of dead trees and debris. I warn my mother to slow up a bit, but she doesn't want to. Then we go over a large tree, and come down on the other side with a noticeable crash. We keep going a bit longer, but I can feel the air leaving our raft. We have been punctured.

Mom steers us to shore, and gets out. However, before I can get out the raft sinks. All of this occurs within seconds, before I have a chance to put on my life jacket. Fortunately, I am somehow able to climb from the bottom of the lake up to the shore.

Standing on the shore, I see two people chasing after us. It is Boss Hogg and Roscoe P. Coltrane. I now find that I am one of the Dukes of Hazzard (I used to dream this all the time. I don't know why). Bo, Luke, and I run up the shore, until we cross into Canada. Boss and Roscoe catch up, but I warn them not to come any farther.

"Not unless you can extradite us," I say.
"Roscoe, arrest them anyway!" Boss orders. "They don't need to be extradited from Canada!"
"You'd better not," I warn, "Unless you want to be in a lot of trouble."

Boss Hogg seems to fall for the bluff, but Bo and Luke and I decide we had better seek asylum from the "Governor". We walk to the governor's office from where we are, to find that the governor is none other that Huey Hogg, Boss Hogg's nephew. We speak to him through a small window, and explain our case.

"Suppose you started out in another country," I say. "In, to be exact Hazzard County. That's in - wait a minute, what state is that in. Hmm, Wyoming? No, it has to border Canada."
"Hazzard County's in [Wisconsin?]" says Huey, "and don't you forget it!" (I don't know why I couldn't remember Hazzard County is supposed to be in Georgia)

The dream gets a little off track here. Bo and Luke and I have to wait outside a while in folding chairs, and then Bo and Luke go into a warehouse to check on some illegal activity while I act as lookout. As I'm sitting there, I see a "Journey Cloth" (from Uru) on the wall of the warehouse in front of me. Even in this dream, the Journey Cloth seems so wildly out of place that I blink and rub my eyes. Then I get up closer to it, finding out that it is in actuality only a metal cover to something.

I sit back down, and look at a television. The Dukes of Hazzard are on. Not only that, but the episode playing happens to be the one I am living out right now. The episode seems to be a condensed version of the "real" thing, so I see the ending on TV before it happens. I suddenly realize what I am supposed to be doing.

At that moment, Boss Hogg and Roscoe show up. I have a vague impression that it is a little odd that I should be here with these people at all, but shrug it off. Then Boss and Roscoe disappear, and it's night. I know that Bo and Luke will get into trouble in the warehouse and I am supposed to rescue them. I try to run, but obviously that doesn't work. I walk down to the warehouse and see a dark van show up. A few hoodlums get out and enter the warehouse. It is some smuggling racket run either by Boss or Huey. I enter the warehouse behind them, knowing I have to warn some people inside. I am forgetting who at this point, other than Bo and/or Luke. I see some guy who winks and gives me a thumbs up. Thinking this must be a signal, I say "we've gotta warn Bo and Luke and get out of here!". He nods, and says he will.

Talking about my dream (lucid, sort of)

I "wake up" from the Dukes dream, and decide to post my dream journal on Dreamviews. While I'm typing, I question reality and discover I am dreaming. I have a hard time holding onto this, though. I try various things to anchor myself, but it doesn't help too much.

New Job

I get a new job, working for a rotund and rather gruff man. He is not exactly mean, but when he gives me a vague job to do and says to have it done by tomorrow I get a little nervous. The job involved copying text from greeting cards, but I don't know how or what to copy the text to.

On the positive side, my job seems to involve working with a beautiful nude model. I don't have any idea why, but I have her pose while I take a photograph. Then, working together, we use a computer to copy text from the greeting card onto the scene she was poing in front of. Then we put her picture in front of the text.

We realize that we can't see the text now. I make a text box on her torso (now it is partly on the computer and partly in real life). The text box is too small. I try to resize it by hand. Now it is big enough, but it covers too much of the model. I reposition it a little so it only covers her stomach area. Then I accidentally do something, and it resizes the model. Now she is really skinny and out of proportion. Fortunately it is not too hard to reset this.

Now one greeting card is finished. I still have a whole stack to do "by 3:00 tomorrow afternoon". Well, at least I know how to do them now.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Didn't intend to become lucid last night, but I guess my extreme trying and dedication the previous two days had an impact. This is the third day I become lucid, and tomorrow I will go for the G+C combo, so I'm hoping for a fourth!

03.15: Sleep

10.15: Magic the gathering
I'm at my cousins place. I'm playing Magic the gathering with two my cousins and my brother Martin. We're all playing against eachother. We play for a while, but in the end, Martin gets defeated by Therese. I think I'm safe to do my thing but she puts a card infront of me. I can read the card and it's a three step card. "What?! You can't do that!" I say and her father laughs with her. "Yes she can, it's an old card" he tells me. I get mad and is about to leave. My mom gets in the car and I just have to grab my jacket. My mom's cat is injured and is being operated on by my grandpa. I later hear that the cat died because of bloodloss.

10.15: Back at work DILD
I'm walking down the road next to the local mall. I'm back at work and everyone around me is busy with different tasks. Most of the areas are being filled with soil which is then watered down. I spot a guy with a huge beard who I recognise. "Hey dude!" I say. "Oh cool, welcome back Matte" he tells me and shakes my hand. I ask a few questions about what they're doing. He explains it all and asks me how my wrists are. "They're okay, still hurts though" I tell him. We're standing by the traintracks and we need a ladder for some reason. I spot one on the other side of the tracks over a fence. There are a few people standing next to it.

"Hey! Can you give us that ladder?" I ask them loudly. They ignore me. "Idiots" the guy I'm with mumbles and walks across the tracks and jumps the fence. I follow him halfway and end up on an overhang of rock. It's smooth and I have to keep my balance to not fall off. I spot a huge plant with sticky balls on it. It must have fascinated me alot since what the guy brought back was a plant like that, not a ladder. We walk over the tracks and up on the platform. "If you pull a string, and they all fall, someone will like... die" he tells me and shakes the plant lightly while holding it as an umbrella. We both laugh.



Infront of me the railroad shop has closed already. We have to walk around the shop. My boss calls my name and tells me I have to do some kind of job. I don't really understand what I am supposed to do, but I walk to the toolshed and figure I'll just bring something I might need. I find an electric saw and a drill. I also pick up my red helmet. I walk back towards the platform and I pass two coworkers. "If your brain starts getting fucked up, just run" one of them tells me. I start wondering what the hell he is talking about. "Is the job I'm about to do dangerous? Like radioactive or what?" I head across the tracks just as I can hear the bell starting to warn a train is incoming. When I'm safely over, I can't find anyone. I look around me but I don't spot anyone wearing yellow.

"Where the hell is everyone?" I ask myself. Suddenly I'm not holding the tools anymore. They are on the ground. I pick up my helmet and put it on. I turn the music on and I'm glad it's still working. I spot a second red helmet with black markings on it. I recognise it as mine. I pick it up and now I'm really confused. Three more helmets are on the ground and I pick them all up and run back across the tracks. "This has to be a fucking dream!" I say but it's more like I'm kidding. I try to find any excavators around but I can't see any. After a few seconds I spot one standing next to the toolshed. It's Nicke's machine and he's standing next to it. I run up to him to confront him.

The machine is a truck with a loading dock and I slam all four helmets into it as hard as I can. "What the fuck is going on?!" I yell. An old, short man is there aswell and Nicke asks me why I'm so upset. He helps me pick up the pieces of the helmets and I pick up some styrofoam. I am pretty certain it is a dream by now and I throw the pieces into the back of his truck. "This is a damn dream you fool, here look!" I say and hold out my hand. At first it looks normal but after a second, two of my fingers are together almost all the way to the top. I hold out my pinky and there's another finger growing out of it. I touch the finger with my hand. "See? This is a dream". I jump up and do a handstand on the old man's head. "Hah!" I exclaim as I feel very light.

I want to fly, so I grab Nicke's hand and jump up in the air. "I haven't flown before" he tells me with a frightened smile as we rise higher up. Ten meters or so I make us fly straight. "Oh look, there's our king!" I say and point at him walking beneath us. I spot a huge rotweiler and I point at it aswell. Electric cables starts appearing and the way we're flying reminds me of Peter Pan. I grab his clothes on his back instead and let him fly under me so we can easily dodge them. We follow the road below. "What should we do now?" I ask him when we've flown for a while. He can't come up with anything. The end of the long building is coming up and I know what I want to do.

I release him and let him fly on his own. I go around the corner of the building and land at a very exotic-looking, open bar. Nicke introduces me to the bartender, a relative or something. I shake his hand. "Hi! I've met you in real life, but never in a dream before" I tell him. He gives me a confused look. I look around and try to decide what to order. I spot a few heineken bottles nearby. "Nah, I drink that all the time" I think. "Two beers, and two jaegermeister shots" I say. I intend to put the shot into the glass. He pours a small bottle of jaegermeister in a glass already filled with beer. The black booze runs out! We all stand there shocked for a second. I take the glass and divide its contents with another one. I start waking up.

12.30: Gold
I'm riding on a very old cart with an old man. The roads are slippery with snow and I'm afraid we will crash. In a very sharp turn going into a tunnel I get off and try to stabilize the cart. The road starts to lean upwards and I have to push it. The horse can't take it anymore. Suddenly the horse is gone and I have to push it myself. It's not a cart anymore, but a sled. The gold bricks are wrapped in brown paper and we have to deliver them in time! I am exhausted by the time we reach the houses we inteded to go to. The old man drops a few of the gold bricks below the entrance as I enter the house. It's a cozy place with a fire in the corner. I can hear two ladies talking about how awesome it feels to work out, and how energized you feel afterwards. I also hear something about fake gold. I walk out again to help the old man but a young woman is already doing it

12.30: Jesper
I'm in a videostore with my brother. They have closed up the regular section for christmas and we're allowed to look in a few bags for videos. There's a stand with magazines in it. I guess they trusted you to pay up and take the video you wanted. I don't find anything good and leave the place. Suddenly I'm at our old appartment. Monica is there with a few new videos. I recognise the name on two of them, but I haven't seen them. She's bought them for her father. Suddenly I'm eating food with a couple of people. My coworker Björn is there and Emil from work aswell.

I tell Emil how Björn intends to shape me into a better person with better morals. We all laugh. My friend Jesper shows up. I have paid for something for everyone and we're about to go and have some fun. "How much you want?" some guy asks me. I tell him 150 kr is enough. I walk into the kitchen when my phone starts ringing. It's Jesper and he tells me some useless facts. He's at the toilet and I hang up on him. He calls me again and I ask him why he's calling me when he can just talk to me. He gets pissed off.

12.30: Fragment
*I'm singing in a very stable and clear voice. Very cool as I can't do that in real life.

12.30: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 9 hours

Supplements before bed: 150 ml applejuice, 2 x Omega-3

That's it! I will try to play around a bit more with telekinesis tomorrow rather than flying. I haven't realised something, and that's that I don't wake up as soon as I fly anymore. Sweet! Practice makes perfect.

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

First I saw a dream where I were in some sort of warehouse with some women. Then some men with guns broke in and one of them (he was one of my classmates) said something like "How many lives do you have, (cant remember what name he said)" to me and stabbed me to the chest with a knife several times. This made me wake up.
In my next dream I was in my grandparents farm with some people. (I got the feeling that the dream continued and we had escaped, but these were different people) For some reason we had to make it snow, so the only woman in the group had mixed something up to make fakesnow that was cold. Then some soldiers started chasing us. First I was running with the others, but in a flash the others were much further away from me and I was allmost caught by the soldiers. I shouted at them to wait for me, but only the woman reacted (she was running between me and the others). She turned to look at me and somehow I understood that it was a dream. I turned around to face my chasers, but as soon as I did, I couldnt move at all and was floating to darkness. Soon I couldnt see anything and I knew I would wake up. Then I fell to my bed and woke up.

I woke up at about 02.00 and fell back asleep.

I am in my school. I ask my friend if I'm asleep. I can't remember the answer, but I realize myself that the answer is yes. "I'm dreaming!" I yell. I decide to race with my friends. We go into position. I start running before the others. The go after me (shouting I cheated). They almost catch me, but I'm the first at the end of the corridor. I tell them to continue the race. We run down the stairs and they manage to catch me. Now I'm the last, running as fast as I can, but still I am not fast enough. Finally, when I'm losing, I use my lucid powers and run at super speed, winning the race.

I am walking in a park setting with a lot of people my own age. No specific dream sign sets me off to become lucid, but I have this weird feeling and it dawns on me. I glance around to see what my mind has created, mostly admiring the people. After that, I fold the plane of the dream itself like Ariadne did in Inception. This was definitely amazing. Next, I begin to lift cars with my mind by pointing one at a time. A tan car refuses to be lifted so I go over to investigate. Right about this time, I begin to lose lucidity. The setting begins to morph into a small house. There's a crazy old lady who attacks my brother and me.

edit: Now that I think about it, to remain lucid, I kept rubbing my hands together.