lucid

I woke up at 3am for a WBTB but had significant trouble falling back to sleep. My iphone app (pillow) shows me awake from 3-7am.

I took 200 5-htp, 1mg melatonin, 1000mg valerian root, 300mg b6, and 900mg of st. John's Wort

8am
Very long lucid dream, tho a little less vivid. My dream faded in and out since I was able to stabilize it a few times from ending. Occasionally I would feel myself in bed but was able to visualize my dream and reenter (DEILD??).

It started with 3-5 short LDs, all starting in my bed, where I couldn't get my sleep mask off and had limited control of my body—Couldn't open my left eye or move my legs.

I ended up in my house and lucid. The house I am in isn't my real house, it's just a random house (possibly a combo of all the places I have lived?) though it started as my room. I walk though the house and everyone is trying to talk to me. I know that if I get distracted I will loose lucidity, so I make up an excuse and go outside. I run and try to fly but again I have issues at first. I feel my body and start to focus on the world around me and how real it is.

I am in a town walking down the street. I pull my phone out and open it. Inside the phone is a photo with a picture of me. I close the photo and it results in another photo of me. I get to a photo with Joey, David, and me. I try to look closely at their faces to see if it is actually them. It looks like it is. I realize that the part of town I am going into has a bunch of cool stuff. I run my hand through a water fountain and think that it would be nice if there was a place where I could swim. I walk around the corner and there is a beach! There are street venders up and down the beach. I remember that I want to eat in a dream so I look for food. I don't have any money so I can't buy any food. I think about taking it but decide not to since I don't want to make the DCs hostile. I look to the ocean and see large waves. I run out to the water and see a DC dive into the water I follow suit but it is just sand now and I land painfully on my head. I start to jump into the water and remember I should be able to breath underwater. I swim under water deep while breathing and then let a wave bring me back. As I get out of the water I imagine a beautiful bikini model behind me and turn around. There she is! I start to make out with her but my dream fades so I stabilize it.

I am at my house's back yard. I try to fly but it doesn't work. I try climbing to the top of a building and falling off yet it still doesn't work and I slam into the ground. Eventually I try flying Backward and it works well.I am soaring above the ground! I see a girl and she starts to fly with me and we fly up, up, up and land on the moon where we start to have sex . My dream begins to destabilize.

I am now on the grass with a sex doll...? I get up and go inside the house. Kristen (co-worker) and Gen (sister) are there and I think "I wonder if Kristen has ever been kissed." I kiss her and for some reason it feels like I am kissing a chair. She is shocked when I stop and says "I'm sure you can get some, if you try". I leave and go outside looking at the flowers. They are very vibrant and realistic but my dream has started to destabilize. I sit down and pull the grass between my fingers to stabilize. It works!

I go inside and walk to the fridge, still remembering to eat while in a dream, I look inside and ask my dad for snacks. He says, "here!" And points to plain yogurt. There is also strawberry sour cream. I grab one of the yogurts but my mom stops me and says, "no! You can't have that!". I put it back and hurry to find something else to eat before I wake up! The dream is getting unstable! I grab a yogurt stick and open it even tho my mom is warning me of something... It explodes in my face and I wake up.

Longest LD yet and came after extreme inability to sleep.

This is my first DJ post and I am planning on only storing my lucid dreams on here, since I have so many non lucids/dream fragments.

Before this dream I attempted a WBTB WILD unsuccessfully.

5:15am

I have a false awakening. I walk over to my computer and turn off music which is playing and lay back down in bed. I begin to visualize a wall and I jump through the wall and all of a sudden I felt my body and my dream body disconnect. I pull my dream body painfully out of my sleeping body. My body feels weird (heavy and slow) at first but it gets progressively easier.

I look at my phone screen and it actually turns on which it normally doesn't. I walk out of my room and have an idea, I go back to my room and see myself sleeping. This is very bizarre and I decide to leave before I become to excited/freaked out and wake up. I walk to my living room and Maria (my sisters friend) is there. She tries to talk to me but i ignore her because I want to attempt flying! I go outside and levitate a bit but realize that I have a backpack on and that having a backpack is pointless in a LD. I go inside to drop the stuff off (I know Im an idiot lol)

Maria follows me outside but I continue to ignore her, starting to run I vault over my moms silver van. I start running super speed. Everything slows down as I begin to pass buildings extremely fast. I try flying again, but it doesn't work (I cant stay in the air) I turn around backward and begin to float. Maria says something like "your flying, aren't you happy now?". I ignore her. I start to be able to move my arms and adjust my flight. I get excited. I look over and Ashly F (a girl I made out with at a party once) is floating beside me. I laugh and tell her to come here. She floats over and wraps her legs around me. We are flying fast together now, but I can't see where I am going, since I am on my back. She says look out! But we crash into the ocean. It hurts a bit feels kinda like a stinging sensation... but we start laughing.

We start to make out and but her BF appears and says "so your the one who stole her away". I say yes and grab her back. He starts to fight with me over her and I am periodically pushed under the water while still making out with her(?). He pushes me off and knees me in the crotch. I am in tons of pain and float there under the water. Nick (close friend) is over me now asking if I am alright. I realize that I am now in my room. I attempt to renter my dream, but It doesn't work. I open my eyes.

I took 200 5-htp, 1mg melatonin, 1000mg valerian root, b6 (not sure how much) and 450mg of st. John's Wort,

Chris and I were on the verge of something. I had found a material in my adventures that I knew had incredible potential, and I gave it to him. For a while we split paths, he studying and myself finding out more about the world around us. We were in some massive complex, a place had had a lot of inside and a lot of people. I met a lot of guys and girls, and my dad was in there working on something as well. Eventually Chris started hitting breakthroughs. We realized the substance was capable of materializing a small, new life form from another dimension or place, we did not know where/what yet. We knew we needed money and peace to finish this out so we did the only rational thing: we joined the games. This was like the hunger games, where men entered and fought with machine guns until the last stood, who would recieve money and a place to conduct their business. Chris and I found a black room with two doors and held it down, killing many. At the end we had won, and everyone congratulated us. Chris went back to his work, and I went to drum us up some fame. I met a girl who blew me away with her beauty, and she was working for my mother on some side project of hers. I went around a lot to hang out with different characters, but this girl would always be there, hanging out or working, at the place that I would go. Just a gift from god. I had lucid sex, which was nice.


Then I returned to the place of the tournament. Some guys who lost had found me and were furious, they wanted to settle the score in person. Instead I took control and beat them into the ground in front of everybody after taking a few blows myself.

I had a second dream later but it has been forgotten.

Dream Signs
Girls
Chris
Fighting
Dad

I've been falling asleep at 10pm lately and I became lucid last night and yesterday. However, somehow my lucidity was lost after recalling the dhl mission. I was like "Ok. Im lucid. I have time to do the dhl mission. Snakes and bat." than just as im going somewhere the lucidity vanishes. Also, I had a deja vu moment today. When I fell asleep at night,just as I was about to wake up I had a false awakening where I woke up and someone had messaged me on youtube about a give away.Than I went back to sleep in the dream and saw myself sleeping and hearing a voice of someone breathing. I was drawing a picture using my imagination to keep calm. After waking up and a few hours passed I got on my youtube channel and saw the message was the same as the dream. My mind replicated the same message I didn't remember seeing in real life. Wow.

*Gonna use a question mark(?) for a things that are hard to remember*

I remember being apart of a group(?) and we were in this sort of camping environment, we were close to an interstate because I remember driving there to escape(?) from something. I also remember going to this dark part of the woods, it had this roof type thing made of leaves and trees , and the ground dipped down into this small puddle. The puddle had leaches or something, but their was a way to get around it. In front of this little forest place, their was this door to a home attached right smackdab in the middle of all this heavy foliage. I remember being in the host but their was a group who was already in their(?) and they were bandits, and killed some of our own(?).

I also remember, very extremely faintly, being in a lucid where I smoked weed. That was it.

I also remember that I was apart of a group (could be attached to the first dream) and we were in a RV now, but me and this one guy was disconnected from the group, but it was okay since we were in this city area now. He went into the tattoo shop I guess for a tattoo(?) and I remember him walking out and the tattoo guy yelling at us for some reason(?). My mom and her friends met up with us and she made me go grocery shopping with her. All I remember.

Do you know of a such thing called a lucid nightmare? I am having a dream where I am lost on my first day to high school. I am running around town asking if people know a place called....well I can't tell people the name because in the dream I had a terrible time remembering what the school name was. All I knew that it was a private school for smart children.

Anyway, after many mishaps in the dream-scape I find myself sitting in a classroom of the wrong school. I look at this girl named Naomi and we both realize that have made a huge mistake. We leave the classroom and ask this man to take us to front desk and he does. I know something is going terribly wrong because as we are walking through the hallway I am getting this strong SILENT HILL vibe from the lighting.

We make it to the front desk and after some conversation with the secretary, she gives Naomi and I a paper to sign. I throw it down on the ground because I don't want to sign anything, I just want to find out where the super-secret private school is! Gosh I know I am ranting now but I JUST WOKE UP from all this.

The lady takes out peanuts and starts throwing it and Naomi and I. I throw some back and this is where the SILENT HILL vibe really took off. At this point, I knew I was dreaming because I realized that I am a 22 year old man who already graduated high school, got a bachelor's degree and is a working a full time job. So why the hell I am worried about trying to get to school again?

The woman started vomit violently all over the place; her eyes started to turn red and she was screaming like a banshee. The entire office area was getting dark and crazy and I knew it was time to get out of there even though I was lucid. I wasn't confident enough to fight some crazy monster in my dream yet.

I ran away....the dream ended.

But it was a false awakening. I was in my kitchen walking toward the stove but everything wasn't feeling alright so I did a nose-pinch reality check and determined that I was still dreaming. I went out my side-kitchen-door and climbed over the fence found myself on the street in front of my house.

I was fully lucid at this time and I wanted to accomplish something that I had set out to do the night before.

I jogged down my neighborhood street as fast as I could while STAYING TO PRESENT TO THE MOMENT TO ANCHOR MYSELF. I got the end of the street and made a left to get to the park entrance by my home! I continued down the park path until I came across some branches that were getting the way. I used my lucid-powers to move the branches and keep pushing on and on till I could get to the center of the park field.

Once I got to the center of the field, it was morning time there. I looked up into the sky and screamed because this signaled the turning point in my lucid dream ability. I had done exactly what I had planned to do the night before so the possibilities are limitless.

I woke up of course from the screaming.



This was all achieved using SSILD during a morning WBTB/nap.
So I was still pretty tired and in the REM cycle.



Forgive me for any grammatical errors. The excitement/drowsiness is the reason!

I was at a market, I wanted to buy a lotto ticket and some sour gummies. I grabbed my stuff and went to the till to pay. Lusho was working at the till. He gave me a form to fill out and I had a hard time making sense of it. We heard screams towards the back and the fire alarm went off. We ran to an exit but the gates were down and locked. Lusho said we had to go through the emergency exit at the back.

The emergency alarm was now off but so were the lights. The place was dark and we kept hearing people running and screaming as if they were getting butchered. A man in his thirties came running from one of the aisles and told us to run back because they were coming. We looked behind him and there was a group of about 30 zombies running towards us. We ran the opposite way and reached the camping aisle. The three of us hid inside one of the tents on display. The horde went past us and we were trying to figure out a way to escape. Lusho said we could use the emergency roof exit but it was in the direction the horde went.

We came out of the tent and started moving in their direction but using a different aisle. There was a lone zombie blocking our way and I took her down while Lusho stomped her skull. We were about to reach the emergency exit when the horde saw us and came running our way. We had to run once more but this time they got the other guy. He was screaming but we kept running. Lusho hit something and lost his balance and they got him too. They were catching up to me when I realized I could just change the setting since this was my dream. I wondered if this was how SILDD was supposed to work, just randomly becoming lucid in the middle of the dream. I turned around hoping to see something pleasant, and now instead of zombies there was a horde of hot naked women. I looked towards Lusho and he was in a hot tub with three of the women, one of them had really big tits. Lusho grinned at me and gave me a thumbs up. I laughed at how the dream turned out and the dream started destabilizing. I sat down and grabbed a can of food to try to anchor myself but it just faded. I was laying in bed and thought it might be a FA so I tried to do a RC but I didn't even notice whether it was a dream or not and just fell asleep.

I appear to be associated with a group that is being hunted down by this large ship. We're out at sea with no land near at sight, so as are little boat is being attack. I tell them one of them that I will be back with in 10 minutes. I use a rope and did some good atheltic moves to clib to the bigger ship. As I get it I realize I have a gun and tell the enemies that I am rich now. I give off the impression that I could take them all out. The leader assumes I have a gun and shows me his. I quickly surrender with my hands in the air saying ok you got me. The leader appears to be chubby with a hat that doesn't look so pirate like.

He then orders his two henchmen to drag be down right to a spot where I notice a camera. They were filming me for who knows why. Suddenly I see he leaves and his two henchmen were not focusing on me. I make a simple run for it which actually works. I soon found other prisoners who wanted to break free as well. I make run for the stairs as they followed me. There was a woman in a blue dress who had notice me trying to escape. I assume she is working for the weird not so pirate like leader. I kept running and soon found myself inside a office building. I could hear her screaming wait as I had to make a U turn to continue running,

I begin stumble on my feet and fall for a brief moment. I could feel her beginning to hold me down as people in the corwd tell her to back off. I am guessing they help me as I was able to move again and continue running in till I notice a window. I didn't care how high it was from the ground. I just wanted to leave. I open the smaller window but realize I am too big to fit through it. I see a larger one right next to it and decide this is the one for me. I go through it and keep my balance, I thought to myself maybe playing Uncharted 4 wasn't such a bad idea. As I continue going down I notice the outside world wasn't so far from me.

I land on the ground and see a house that I recognize as mine atleast in this it is. I go to it and feel this sense of relief as I made it through this ordeal. I close my eyes and find myself waking up. I assume it was all a dream as I get up with this person staring at me. I realize I am outside on the streets, I assume I am dreaming and go inside the near by house beside me. I see a woman sleeping in her bed. I sit there and notice two men who have notice the window of her house is open. I'm sure the yare planninf on breaking in. I go out to the living room as I hear television playing the sound of tekken. Stating that a fight is about to begin. I try my hardest to open the door but the lock seem broken. I then wake up.

+ camping on cliff, talk to scoutmaster DG, ask about his sons J and G, see my mom sitting there and I think I should be talking to her but I started talking to DG first.

+(f) in a group, on the outside table there are a few pieces of slightly stale pepperoni left over from a pizza and I eat one

+ swirling fast descent on an icy road including loop-de-loops, end by crasing through a fence

+ LD#194 in some sort of month-long retreat location, sitting with two middle aged but attractive women, I think I"ll probably sleep with both of them by the end of the retreat. I have to leave, and return to another place, I'm getting a ride there. I walk up a hill and turn to the left and BOOM, there's an amazing vista opening up over a huuuuge valley far below stretching for maybe 20 miles out before me, including a road down blow me wandering through the hills that is the one I was going to travel on to my destination. "OH!" I say in shock at the vista. And I think "I can just fly there ". I'm pretty sure I can fly, and that I'm dreaming I lean out over space and take off flying and do a nose pinch and confirm I"m dreaming. <more flight detail later>
At the top of the mountain I lose lucidity among the tourist groups. ending with "give us a kiss, love" girl (tweak nipple with lips then light kiss, the tweak is required with her I recall, I feel like I'm quite a playa) and the child racer who was #2 but now is #1 because the former #1 it turns out has just a vagina so he had to quit and his friends are telling him to open it up and look inside and see if he has a penis in there.

+ flying into a strip-mall building feet-first through a narrow trellace (showing off?), I walk through a wall and follow two male voices which are talking about (pork sandwiches?) I open my eyes and I"m following them and their moving away from me, one looks like and comes into focus as my best friend DD from Jr. High. Super high res visualization, and it is him, perfect in face, hair, etc. I go to give him a hug it's been so long he's a bit hesitant at first but them comes into the hug. I say "What's been up with you?" He says "2015 was a hard year, <some more>"


+ motorcycle in house in CH, I need to pack it up and take it somewhere, which car should I put it in? My old clunky FF or my newer one, they're both small though. Out on the street with my motorcycle I heft it up to see how heavy it is and to see if I can lift it into the car at all. I think it'll be heavy but I get it off the ground without much trouble. I ride it down my steep CH driveway into the garage there riding the breaks so I don't go too fast.

+ LD#195 leaving area with family and kids, their slow, people behind are getting mad at the delay, I signal out the back of my car and say "you'll just WAIT for my family!" on main road the guy is following us and I'm looking out the back of our car window (sitting in back seat) at him, he looses control, crashes into a fence on the side of the road, and is rolling himself on the road. HAH, I thnk, that's what you get! Our car takes off flying. The guy on the road himself takes off flying and follows us into the air. I think "WTF!? How can he do that, unless......<nose pinch>, I'm dreaming..
I start trying to shoot laser/energy bolts at the guy, but I see nothing come out. I shout to my friends in the car, "come on, shoot lasers at this guy!" but they don't. I feel confined inside this car, and I jump up through the roof and out into the air. I land on the ground and there are some girls around and I decide it's time for a bit of sexy fun. Pull one girl's pants down, stay in the dream by looking around every few seconds, pull another one, and while I'm trying to push myself up to look around

I actually move my waking body in bed and am awake.

I realize I'm in a dream as I'm walking through the downstairs hallway of my childhood home. I'm heading toward the kitchen, and look at the counter in the center of the kitchen. I notice two plates with different food. The back plate is stacked with pasta and meatballs, and decide to try to the meatballs. I take one in each hand and look at the colors in depth and notice how vivid the browns and reds are. I go to bite each and am surprised by how realistic the taste is. I eat both as I head into the back room. I notice that somebody made a few trays of desserts, and decide to try some of these too! I grab choose between a few different varieties of donuts, and go for a chocolate one and a filled one. As I'm looking down I wonder how long the lucid will last and wonder if I should stabilize at all. With the thought, the dream becomes a bit unstable and starts to fade. I begin rubbing hands as I go into the void. I start to lose some awareness, and feel like I'm returning to WL, but keep in mind it might be a FA. I stay focused on the tactile sense of the pastry, and take a bite. I hold in the void for a bit.
I have an FA where I'm talking to S about the lucid I just had. Within a few moments it hits me again that I'm dreaming this FA but my lucidity slips quickly.

I remember I was on what looked like a college campus, and for the first time in recent memory, it didn't look like my own. It looked like one of those really old classical ivy league universities. I remember I was walking around with some students and a professor talking about how misrepresented geology is in video games like Minecraft.

I looked in the sky and saw two moons and recognized the dream sign instantly. I looked again after RCing and saw two planets with a close resemblance to earth. The smaller of the two, to the left had a large desert continent in the middle and no ice caps. The other looked more like a flooded earth, almost all of it water with a few small islands and large polar ice caps.

I decided I would fly. I jumped into the air (I don't think I ever said goodbye to my party of geology majors) but at first I didn't get far. I floated up onto a bench several feet away. I jumped again and tried to force myself upward. I landed on top of a building.

"COME ON!"

Apparently my aggressive encouragement worked when I rocketed off the roof of the building, (apparently damaging it, judging by the missing roof tiles I saw when I looked back. Oops.) I went supersonic and pulled out of the atmosphere. I was still undecided on what planet I would visit. I decided on the smaller one, figuring maybe it had microgravity and that would be fun to mess around in.

I was past the clouds in a few moments, and I often find my dreams tend to ignore the upper 90% of the atmosphere that scientifically speaking should be there, so I was pretty much in space. I focused on the planet coming closer. I was actually focused on a spot just to the right of it, but my trajectory still accelerated and curved towards it. I didn't want to hit it directly after what happened last time but one of the things I remember thinking to myself was.

Spoiler for 'science' rant:

"The moon has a diameter of 1/4 that of the earth. Therefore if these planets were roughly the size of the moon in the sky when I left, and we assume they are about the size of the earth, that would mean they would have to be about four times farther away to have the same apparent diameter. Since it takes light 1.3 seconds to travel from the earth to the moon, then it would take about 5 seconds to travel from one earth to another. That means since I travelled to this planet in about 5 seconds, I was going light speed. But why am I analyzing the science of lucid dreams, where a whole boatload of stuff doesn't make sense..."

"Okay... stop! Let's not bump into a planet at relativistic speeds again..." I came to a stop. I then tried to imagine myself moving down towards the surface and dropped and a pretty considerable speed. I fell through the atmosphere but managed to slow myself down right before I hit the water.

I swam myself up to the surface. I had only been falling fast enough to hit the water as though I had fallen from the high-dive. Considering my usual landing strategy consists of stopping and falling the last few hundred feet into the general vicinity of where I want to be, that's pretty good.

I swam to shore and saw a lighthouse. I decided I would go inside. I remember the inside of the lighthouse tower was mostly empty but it had two metal catwalks, one spiraling up the outside wall of the lighthouse tower and the other spiraling up a central column on the inside. I wanted to climb to the top. Don't know why I didn't just fly, I think I was losing lucidity.

I started climbing the catwalk around the central column. I noticed something very nonsensical, that I seemed to only take a few steps up each time I made a complete loop around the column. The catwalk should have gotten all bunched up and there wouldn't have been enough space for me to put my head up if it had been reality, and I remember clearly thinking of all this while I was ascending.

I remember coming across a tunnel in the outside wall of the lighthouse (that a few minutes ago would have been a hole in the side of the building, but now it seemed to extend off into a cave.) There was a very old bearded man there who said this was the mining minigame and it had something to do with the discussion about geology that I had with the people in the beginning of the dream.

I remember I started mining with him and I found this ore block with pink crystals in it. He said it was eridium and it was rarer than diamonds and I should mine it right away. I lost the dream and woke up.

...

I was on a beach at night. There were huge cliffs off to either side of the beach. I remember seeing Ruby (from RWBY) and that got me lucid. I think that there was some subplot as to why she was in my dream, some monster she was fighting or something. I for some reason thought of the animation in the series, and just animation in general.

I then dreamed of a 2D pixel-art style animation where I flew to another planet. Apparently this was actually how I travelled to the third planet, still using the three earths from the original dream. Things only changed back to the 'realistic' style after I entered the atmosphere and I flew low over a river that ran through a forested area.

I eventually arrived at a location that looked similar to the lighthouse from the first dream. But there were more buildings at this one, a few houses. Apparently it was like a collection of houses you could rent near the lighthouse for family events and parties and the likes. I came down and landed near the swimming pool where whatever family this was having their party. For whatever reason nobody paid any mind to the flying person who landed in the middle of their swimming pool.

I remember there was this little boy with a huge water gun. (I knew it was a water gun since it had the 'Super Soaker' logo on it.) The boy was trying to fill up the gun by cupping his hands and putting the water in a little bit at a time. I showed him that what you're supposed to do is just put the whole thing underwater with the cap off and let it fill. Apparently the boy caught my expression because he started to swim away. I pulled the water gun up. I remember trying to pull the trigger once. It caused three 'barrels' to extend out the front and start spinning. I then noticed a second trigger that actually shot water from the three spinning barrels.

I started shooting the other family members who all took it as just fun, except for this old grandma lady who showed up and started yelling at not just me but everyone in the pool saying that everyone was having too much fun and we should be suffering more. Someone else came and started talking to her and told her to go back to the room.

I gave the Water-Minigun back to the boy, telling him that I really liked it and that he was lucky to have parents who would buy him such a thing.

...

Something to do with going third person in a very dark room. I think I was using my flames to illuminate things.

Went to bed around 1am, woke up from my alarm at 6am, stayed awake till 7am and then went back to sleep.

Yet another short lucid..
I’m in my friend Fay’s dormitory, in her room [which is much smaller than her real room]. We’re in her bed together, trying to sleep. It’s a single bed, so we’re cozied up together. For the most part, I'm facing away from her, and she is hugging my back. After a while I consider this to be odd. Not in a dreamlike sense, but in a 'this is morally wrong' sense, considering that we're both in a relationship and are friends with each other's partners. There are some holes in my memory of the dream. At one point I'm completely nude, just because it is so hot. I feel like she wasn't able to see it anyway, so it didn't matter much. Some time later I put on my blue/white boxers with a red waistband. At yet another moment we're facing each other. She laughs at me 'pretending' to have been sleeping. She's talking in English. There's a point where it just becomes so weird to me that I feel the need to RC. I'm sure now that I managed to push my finger through my palm, but at that moment my view was obstructed, so I wasn't sure. At a later moment in time I have severe difficulties opening my eyes. I know this feeling. It's happened to me before in dreams! It takes me forever to open my eyes. I think it's at this point that my friend is becoming touchy. I resist at first, but as I'm becoming more confident that I'm in a dream I let up. Finally I decide to perform another RC. My finger goes through my palm and I can see it clearly this time. There is no weird sensation though, like there sometimes is. It also took a lot of effort to push my finger through, as if my skin was resisting it. I move my finger around in my palm for a bit. Then I get slightly excited and think about what I want to do. I get up from the bed. There's 2 things on my mind: I want to teleport a friend in here and I literally said something along the lines of "Sweet, now let's make that fireball eh waterball," in Dutch. I go for the waterball. I think to myself for a moment whether I shouldn't take the time to stabilise first. Ah nah, screw that. Ok so how do I make a waterball? I improvise. I put my right hand up in the air, forming it in a half circle. With my left hand I start pushing into this circle, as if I'm trying to move something (water) into it. I can hear a dog bark. Neighbour's dog. Fuck. It's destabilising me. I'm trying to focus and to remain stable, but I wake up. I perform a RC. This is not a FA. The neighbour's dog is really barking.. for just a few seconds.

I definitely need to read up on stabilisation again, considering how many lucids I've had lately and how quickly they always end.

Shoes & Africans
I'm in the room of my dormitory. There are some shoes on the desk that I never use. Including some women's shoes. They're all black or another dark colour. I take them outside with me. I put on one of my own shoes, the black ones. Only on the right foot though. I think I'm wearing white socks. I walk downstairs with the other shoes still in my hand. There's a large gathering of African students downstairs. The hall is much bigger than it is in reality. If I had known that there would be people around, I wouldn't have made a fool of myself by wearing only one shoe. Also, there's this many Africans here? I would've loved to know this earlier. There are a lot of people here I don't know though. I should lock my room. I think I hear some talk in English. That's all I remember.

Water money
I'm at the dormitory again. This time there are just a few people, including our non-English speaking guard. Someone makes a joke that since we [the tenants] are paying for drinking water and the guard is also using it, he should also pay. He tells him in English. I ask the guard in Indonesian if he understood, ready to translate if necessary. He tells me he did. He'll get his money. I think it's kind of mean, considering how little he earns from this job.

+ pool/girls

+ room & candles

+ work: meeting, food table, take pasta home even through supposed to pay

+ talk to old guy former colleague asking why I'm here visiting a competitor, I say "you have to keep your contacts current! Meet people, go to lunch. I've been working 20-25 years, and you've been working for like 50 (oops, that may hurt hi feelings

+ cosmetic counter, 2 beautiful clerk girls wearing amazing colorful outfits, I'm standing at the counter admiring them, and admiring their outfits. They are modeling the outfits which are for sale. One is a two-piece top and shorts combo in a green silk-like material, showing off her body nicely. The other one is a shimmering rainbow dress. I want the green two-piece girl to come over to me so I can see her closely. She does not come. I walk to the left around another customer to stand in front of her. She takes out a hand cream and is going to give me a sample. She pours a HUGE pile of it onto her hand, a giant pancake of it, and takes my two hands and smears the cream all over the palms of my hands, then the back of my hands.

As I walk away I'm wiping my hands and think if I need hold something like an axe or something with a handle like a weapon, it will slip out of my grasp

+ LD#193 I'm walking and I look down and feel/see that my pants are loose. I put my hands on to the top of my pants and flap them around a little bit, seeing how loose they are. Then it hits me: MY BAG IS GONE. Could it take been taken off of me by somewhen when I was sleeping?. I run back where I was before. I see my bag sitting on the top of a buffet/desk. I put it on. I look down and see that IT IS EMPTY. I freak out. I start running. I say/think "IT HAS FINALLY HAPPENED, I'VE LOST MY WALLET and PASSPORT, I'M SCREWED!" I'm running towards the main entrance but think that there's no hope, the thieves are probably long gone. I have only one hope, and that is if I'm dreaming. I reach up for a nose pinch.

I CAN BREATHE. YES, I'm dreaming. OMG what a relief. I stop running, and do 2-3 more nose pinches. I become aware of my surroundings, indoors in a mostly dark huge open space, the walls are very far away. I look at my right hand and it is translucent and I have fractal fingers growing out of the main fingers. I think about doing some meditation in the dream. I hear voices from far away, there is a wall 100 feet away or so, I head in that direction. I think it's taking too much time to travel by "walking." I continue to hear the voices and I see then a door/opening in the wall and catch a glimpse of people moving inside.

Then I'm past the wall and standing in another huge open area, no ceiling visible, but this is brightly lit, and there is a dance/exercise class going on. I'm standing at the front with all the class members (about 30 people in rows) in front of me. I look at them while I walk into the crowd. Vision is slanted at first, and distorted, like I'm looking through a strange lens. I walk up to a girl, and see more girls in the crowd but I choose this one. They're dancing, doing aerobics, moving in place. I get an idea to stop time and I snap my right fingers and will time to stop for them. They all stop, but they're not frozen like time is actually stopped, but that they're rather pretending to be stopped.

Spoiler for sexual situation:

I'm standing in front of the girl and she has attractive, open cleavage from a loose top, and I reach both hands in under her top to massage her breasts. She sort of stumbles to her left (my right) like she's losing her balance. I see her breasts and feel them. I say "You're time frozen, don't move". I look at her for a few seconds then

I wake up.

18/7/16
Dream 1: I was talking with my brother about Mexican culture. He was talking about how some magicians became so good at fooling people that they were treated like demigods and became dictators.

Dream 2: I was going to see a movie with my family. We got lost a bit but eventually got to the cinema. We realized that my grandma was still lost and was going to be late, so my mum told me to just drive her home. I got a bit angry because I wanted to see the movie, and suddenly I became lucid. I looked at my hand and saw two of my fingers had morphed into one, and I pushed my finger through my palm with some effort. The dream scene went black however, and it felt like I was in my normal body. I tried moving but was a bit restricted, so instead I tried breathing fire. I got a lot of hot air to come out, almost like steam, but not fire. I then tried to move my body again, and, finding it paralyzed, decided to stop messing about and override that as it is my dream after all and I have control. I broke the paralysis, but just as I moved my arm I was jolted awake, perhaps due to the effort, I'm not sure.

Dream 3: I was in Paris and a tour guide was talking about the main architectural wonders in the city, as well as the 3 ugliest buildings. They pointed out the brown, square, drab buildings to us as we drove around in the bus.

Dream 4: I was in a large video game arcade at closing time, however instead of kicking us out the owner invited us into a secret back room with a few other people. There was a lot of machinery covered by cloths, which he instructed us not to touch, and then he made us sit in a row on these special chairs. He told us we would be the first test subjects for his time machine, and to hold on as he was transporting us back to the ime of dinosaurs. Unfortunately the dream ended there.

Dream 5: I was starting work in a huge Ford factory and was getting trained up. We went to a painting and testing station and witnessed a demonstration where a gout of flame shot out to the front of the car. We were told that the flame reached over 2000 degrees and so we weren't to go anywhere near it. We then learned how the wheels worked and how to put them on.

Dream 6: I was at a Shakespeare play, however right after the start it transformed into a circle of people all performing some act of bestiality. It was quite disturbing.

I was at some aunt's house and thought it was christmas for some reason.
Anyway something was repeating over and over again. I was trying to do something, gymnastics? yoga?
then I was transformed into a form of energy, I could see third person view my outline in this strange yoga position
but inside I was an orange flowing energy, quite runny like orange honey or lava but not hot. It was cool feeling and nice.

Then it dawned on me that I was in a dream and I said "I'm dreaming!" a little too excitedly. I was perplexed at not being human in my dream but being this wonderful but unusual energy.
My mind started to race, "Quick what should I do while i'm lucid","Fly!" I thought. So I flew but I moved within the outline only, so it was more like everything else moved and I stayed still, "Zoom" then I thought um, what now? and was happy and wondrous of the energy.
then BOINK! I was waking up.

[Comment]
Last lucid was caused also by slow dawning due to physical sensations of a repeated event (key turning).
Thanks Elainey! for giving me the intention, again