lucid

06.09.2011

Weird looking villain. (DILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I had a false awekening and left my house. It was day and very clear. I looked at the clock and realized it was already 1pm. I was worried because I had a lot to do in the morning.

I suddenly realized that I must've been dreaming. It was impossible for me to wake up so late. I took a small flight and suddenly realized there was a villein that looked pretty much like this:







I decided to follow the plop and realize what was going on.

I soon lost lucidity and saw this guy, laughing very loud. His laugh sounded very metallic and echoed. I saw some tanks and a hord of bikers. They were all supposed to fight. I felt that the tanks were going to win the battle, however, there were hundreds of thousands of bikers, so I felt that maybe the could win.

G was visiting again and we went to applebees to have lunch with him. For some reason I decided to try and meet them at red robin. We got sort of lost and ended up at Redmond town center. After a bit of talk we decided to stay. It was very sunny and vivid out. Leo and I separated from the group and went into a hotel. We were wearing suits and decided that it would be funny to go to the concierge and mess with them. They ended up giving us the two executive suits thinking we were them. We ran up to they first one and saw that the guys were there so we decided to wait for them. I became lucid and turned one of the guys into a cat as he was leaving. He wanted to warn the other guy but I wouldn't let him. I kicked him around a bit and Leo and I were laughing. We decided to go to the other guy to rob him while he wasn't there I kind of went along with the dream for fun. In the elevator the dream police came in with a gun. He was a giant black guy and had a little smile on his face. I shot myself out of the elevator and heard Leo say you fucker tothe me as I left him. I was laughing as I fell down a neverending hole of darkness. I teleported myself into the next elevator and pulled Leo into it to escape the police. He asked how I was doing all this and I said I was lucid. I showed him some cool stuff like changing the colors of the elevator curtains and moving stuff with my hand. I realized I was getting rely good at control. He laughed and joined me in moving stuff around. I lost some vividity and faded out. I imagined the elevator in detail and got back in the dream. Kara was there and I was horny. I knew if I fucked her I would wake but I was confident that I could get back in. We fucked and she was surprised I was having sex with her and not another. I just laughed at that. She looked really extra hot in this dream. I came close to finishing and woke in blackness. I imagined the elevator and after a min was back in. I took a while to stabilize and touched everything in the elevator to get back to full vividness. I met Leo at the top floor where the guys place was and I heard baron barking. I was suddenly in my car at my old apartments. There was an Indian couple running around and baron was chasing them barking. They seemed to be ignoring them so I tried not to look and was going to get back into the hotel. I was getting back in when I realized I was forgetting some of the dream and wanted to remember most of it so I made myself wake.

9.4.11.WILD.muffinBattle.txt

this is after a night of gigging, coming home, then getting up a few hours later to do a photoshoot / album cover thing. i napped later, but still felt totally sleep deprived.

i almost accidentally wilded into this. as soon as i closed my eyes there were intense purple swirls, so i decided to count and stay alert. i probably only got to 15 or so... i cant recall the beginning but i was lucid for a while before deciding to do a RC.

i am in the corner of a blue-green painted room. like a baby's room maybe. i look at my hand, its all wavy and electric. at one point i am what i think is under a bed, but now it seems like i was actually looking out of crib railing. i rub my hands together. i am still somewhat aware of my body in bed as i do this, but it feels pretty solid.

i remember to look at myself (i have on striped pajamas?) indeed, i remember to think about my goals and waking life, but the only one i can recall doing is asking dream characters what they represent, and ive forgotten many of them as well.

... i am at a party, in the kitchen, feeling confident and curious about the dream. there are lots of loud girls. im talking to a really drunk blonde about working at the christian academy. the girl is telling me to take the job, implying that there would be lots of willing co workers.
shes trying to get me, i think. then she jumps on my back and when i grab at her my hand brushes her vagina and she makes a moan. this happens when there is dip in the volume of the conversation and everyone starts laughing.

here things get fuzzy, i remember asking characters at the party what they stand for and getting some enlightening answers, but its all very fuzzy. i do recall asking a portly young lad in a booth who was eating what he represented, and ruminating on his answer, but i can't remember it now.

also, my good friend and former trumpet player was there, but he was simultaneously like the Conan O'Brian Triumph the insult comic dog. i found his presence like this amusing and asked what he represented. he said "when you stick to your dreams you can go far." (Our trumpeter had just completed his undergrad and moved to Florida for his masters, while traveling and playing shows with some good sized bands. So this answer makes total sense.")

...

me, dad, and another younger kid go to this fancy hotel / spa / resort type place. dad thinks he has a good plan to somehow get all kinds of free stuff.

we go in and this server woman brings a big pot of coffee, some candy, and some kind of black USB thumb-drive. i know this is a bad idea. the thumb-drive has something to do with how yo pay for stuff. i was ripping the place off a little bit, but dad is wanting to totally not pay for anything. i refuse the coffee and sweets and decide to change the scene.

i wake up and move a bit then go back into the dream.

... i am in a compound / mansion type place, almost like a hospital or mental asylum. its sort of late Victorian, but i have all manner of futuristic technology, like a small hover ship. the place is bad.. not quite evil, but there is a bad dark haired man in charge. i play tricks and pranks on them. there is dark haired kid, as if he is my young doppelganger or is getting blamed for all the stuff i do.

these two girls / nurses are trying to catch me but i keep moving this black bag they put out to catch me. i keep draggin it through the walls. one girl comments on it. then another guy shows up and says, its time we consider this is something else, like im a ghost or something.

at one point i pass through this courtyard and tied to a tree is a big hagrid looking type monster / giant, swinging a club at me. i ask him what he represents and he growls "your fear of the unknown!" all the while trying to get me. (right before bed i had watched some history channel thing on Sasquatch being a primitive human.)

the dark haired man is chasing me in the grocery store, floating and then firing various foods at me, muffin / cupcakes in one scene. i am able to deflect them. then he has some secret configuration that i cannot stop, i decide this is enough and decide to show them power they have never seen before. i forcefully stop everything and wave my hand in righteous fury, dissolving the scene and fading it into something else.

... i am driving up a tiny road, at a ridiculous incline. its almost like i am driving up the side of an obelisk. i seem to remember this road and how dangerous it is, so i have to be careful. here, i lose lucidity, because i am worried about the fall if i don't make it. i am not properly on the road and when i reach the top my way is blocked by a black cable. i reach out and grab it, moving it aside so i can pass and i end up hanging off the edge of the road / tower. i pull myself up and there is a tiny, grey, foot high mailbox. i think this is odd.

... i am riding in a car down the freeway, talking to guy who looks like spy. i say i will be going to Addison virtual academy and he says i will be working for him. i awaken.

7.30.11.GLD.movieTheater.cloudBattle.txt

i woke up and took:
G+C+1 Ltheanine + kril oil + 1b6

i couldnt get back to sleep, my gf and daughter kept waking me up. i took another l-theanine later.

i am trying to fall asleep and sort of passively wilding, watching the lights behind my eyes. a dream starts to form, but its very dark and doesnt feel 3d, it feels third person-ish. i let it go, but i keep my wits about me and every so often i try to move off, to separate myself, to feel or see my body, but i feel stuck.

... im at a huge outdoor concert, but my perspective is that of a video camera surrounded by heavy cloth looking out onto the drums. one of the TOTMs was to play an instrument in a lucid dream. i have being trying to incubate this by focusing on it before bed, either playing a huge concert or playing the piano (which i succesfully did non-lucid last night.) but i cannot move, i am frozen in the camera perspective. when i try to move again the scene shifts.

... and i am out in an impossibly huge concrete skatepark, again in third person. the concert is happening off in the distance, which i think is pretty cool. there are two guys on a longboard, but one of them has one foot on another longboard, and they are carving the huge banks. (just like me, half-asleep, still aware of my body, with one foot in the dream world) <there is no way, they are gonna make it, how is he still standing?> they head straight for me and the scene shifts again...

... i am in a movie theater, sitting along the wall with my gf, waiting for the movie to start. this scene is another step towards the dream. there has been some kind of technical problem and we are all impatient. (i find this to be a reflection of me WILDING and waiting on the dream to start.) i see my friend danny over by some tables and go to talk to him, still feeling my body and not quite "in" the dream, but getting closer.

he has been on a trip, as our recent (imagined) messages have indicated and we talk for a moment. my gf comes over, grumpy and pregnant, and impatient. (this whole time she is sleeping next to me, occasionally moving and making noises.) we find some seats, but i have to force another guy to move so we can sit together.

the image on the movie screen is too small (another comment on the WILD transition) and a guy's voice starts droning. now its more like a class auditorium. he is expounding on the virtues of some scientist, all his accomplishments. i focus on his voice. it gets louder and louder. i try to contain my excitement because i know the real show is about to start! his words starts to blend together and get louder and rumblier and more jumbled together. soon it sounds like a jet engine...

... and i am in!i feel a shift and suddenly motion. i am in a fighter at a tremendous altitude. i look out the window and see full color, 3d, lifelike clouds. i hear machine gun fire as we zoom close to a cloud bank and i see that it is actually some kind of enemy turret disguised in the clouds.

<how am i going to get out? i know, i am a paratrooper and they will "fire" me into the mothership! i can then have some fun before i teleport / fly out and take care of the TOTM or one of my other goals.>



i look out the window again and see a huge floating fortress come into view. it is brown and has long tentacles floating, there are other ships battling around it. just as they are about to lanch my "pod"...

my gfs phone rings and i hurtle back to my body with almost painful force.

ahhh life is so beautiful.

Mayatara's Dream

I had this dream last night. I wasn't trying to attempt a shared dream or to even go to Chichen Itza. I was dreaming I was at my hometown and I got lucid and landed on top of a large square rooftop, which I though was of a normal building. Today I saw the Chichen Itza scheme here on this page and realized it looked so much like it! Even the strange ramp going up to the top of the building, which I found unusual to be on a normal building. I think I actually dreamt of Chichen Itza, therefore I had to post the dream here. Eventually there could be some synchronism with other dreamers.

"(...) Eventually I headed to my hometown. I lived some adventures down the way, but nothing worth mentioning. What matters is that eventually I got lucid there and I flew up in the air to absorb the detailed landscape from above while deciding what to do with my LD.
I landed on top of a large concrete building on top of a hill and I planned to pursue my latest adventure of getting the sword of Manjushri from the guy who had it. But as I was summoning a portal to go to the land of Aud, two giant white wolves appeared out of nowhere, growling and looking for a way to get me. I felt safe, because I was on top of a building, but then I noticed there was a ramp on the back of the building, from the hill directly to this rooftop, which I could swear wasn't there before. They were getting really close and I decided to jump through the portal I had opened, although I hadn't clearly figured where I wanted to land.
Anyway, I think I landed in Aud, I just didn't know exactly what part of it. It was a rough landing. I fell on the ground with my bottom. Everything was pitch dark and I realized it was night. I could feel grass under my hands and hear a murmur of water to my right side. I was afraid the wolves could have crossed the portal to, but after a while of hearing no threatening sound, I was rest assured I was all by myself. I cringed against a warm rock waiting for the morning. When the sky started to light up I saw I was on some prairie, with a lake and a forest in the horizon. I guessed the forest was the one around the town of Denn, but before I could even make plans about what to do next, I started waking up...

Going to bed 1
Goals: Recall
9 Dancing in the Rain Was at an amusement park with my brother and sister, just walking around in between rides. We are watching this huge ride that swings peoople all over the place when it comes loose and goes flying through the air. I rem thinking about how badly people would get injured because there is nothing protecting them from what they might crash into, It tumbles to the ground as me and my siblings talk and gasp about it. When this happens i start to question whether or not im dreaming. I start to look at my hand and quickly notice that my pinky is short and stubby like a thumb. As soon as i realize im dreaming it starts raining.

I begin running around in circles and just focus on feeling the rain and really being there in the dream. The rain starts to feel pretty intense on my skin, i even start singing that song "feel the rain on your skin"( lol) Unfortunatel the stabilization didnt work too well and the dream started going black. I was in a void and i decided to try and teleport back to the amusement park. I imagine where i want to go and start screaming with the intention, screaming so loud that i worry i may be doing so in waking life as well, i start to see something appear, i try to use my hands to interact with it but i end up moving my "real" hands and can feel my blanket,

as real as it seemed it turned out to be a fa, i rem getting up from bed and heading into the bathroom, dont rem what i do, i rem coming back and realizing i still havent wrote my lucid in my dj, i get ready to do so, dont rem afterwards, i awoke later pretty confused but still remembered the lucid.

*Flash of being in the woods with my brother and some others. We are watching someone through binos on the other side of the park, apparently there are people after us and they know were over here. All else i rem is my dad driving his truck to our area, i rem some dude who mustve been a park ranger or something showing him the way.

non-dream dream lucid false awakening

Skating by the river
I was visiting Lisbon and later my hometown, somewhere in the future. Everything looked so different. All the places from my past were either in ruins or had given place to shiny news constructions.
The riverside was now a bit dangerous, because the weather was erratic and strong unexpected rains could cause flash floods at any moment. Still, the youngsters enjoyed skating in really high-tech high-speed skates down a path by the riverside of Lisbon.
I decided to take a walk there but the youngsters complained about my presence on foot. I decided to skate to, but all I could do was to make appear some inline skates on my feet - no fancy high-tech things like they had - so I continued being an obstacle to them and they kept complaining, as they passed speeding by my side.

White wolves
Eventually I headed to my hometown. I lived some adventures down the way, but nothing worth mentioning. What matters is that eventually I got lucid there and I flew up in the air to absorb the detailed landscape from above while deciding what to do with my LD.
I landed on top of a large concrete building on top of a hill and I planned to pursue my latest adventure of getting the sword of Manjushri from the guy who had it. But as I was summoning a portal to go to the land of Aud, two giant white wolves appeared out of nowhere, growling and looking for a way to get me. I felt safe, because I was on top of a building, but then I noticed there was a ramp on the back of the building, from the hill directly to this rooftop, which I could swear wasn't there before. They were getting really close and I decided to jump through the portal I had opened, although I hadn't clearly figured where I wanted to land.
Anyway, I think I landed in Aud, I just didn't know exactly what part of it. It was a rough landing. I fell on the ground with my bottom. Everything was pitch dark and I realized it was night. I could feel grass under my hands and hear a murmur of water to my right side. I was afraid the wolves could have crossed the portal to, but after a while of hearing no threatening sound, I was rest assured I was all by myself. I cringed against a warm rock waiting for the morning. When the sky started to light up I saw I was on some prairie, with a lake and a forest in the horizon. I guessed the forest was the one around the town of Denn, but before I could even make plans about what to do next, I started waking up...

It turned out to be intricately beautifully, i found myself running away from a faceless dark shadow around bellevue. The day was dark, almost night, i was not lucid. I remember entering my old house from childhood seeking refuge from this dark spirit, i found the house battered and destroyed, nothing to ease my anxiety from what was following me. I opened an old familiar drawer and there be the face of the deadly spirit, (unfortunately its face i cannot remember) gashing out and haunting me once more. in shock i run outside and attempt to get as far away from it as possible, i run as far on to the rode as i can and decide not to stop, but in the distance i see it waiting for me. a tear falls from my face, i cant get away. at that instant i remembered a fragment of the most powerful force in the universe, the one tied to love and happiness, it was acceptance. i stepped forward, grounded ready to face that which was unknown. in that instant a sudden paradoxical realization enters my awareness...this is impossible. i smile a lucid. but this was different then any other iv had before. vast energy was propelling itself inside me, my mind filtered simultaneously with all the limitless possibilities and i found that the shadow spirit was shrinking, a moment of identification made me realize that rather i was levitating. i looked upon the deadly spirit and felt sadness for it, as it was frantically attempting to suck me into its spiral of confusion. i understood that this spirit was me, but in its pure opposite, confused scared alone, filled with anxiety and panic. i developed a blue energy ball and hurled it into the spirit, it instantly changed color and dove into my chest, i felt one with the universe. i looked around at the beautiful landscape that i called home and felt endowed with the power to enter a different dimension. I bid promise to return to this landscape that i have grew to love in my waking state. and, with a shift of my awareness, i appeared in another reality, one that i cannot recall in detail, one that is indescribable, beyond that of human capabilities. i find that all that remains in the core feeling of what it was like. i recalled a movie phrase my cousin had said to be the previous day from pirates of the Caribbean "your off the edges of the map mate, here there be monsters", i smiled while levitating over this new world and dove in at light speed... the adventures i had from their i cannot completely recall... and my memory fades from there. i understood how this dream was teaching me to deal with current life situations, i woke with a smile and confidence to go through the days stress ahead.this a new level of dreaming and look forward to exploring it more as my days continue.
omnipresence.

I instantly know I am lucid. I am in my house, but the rooms are different. I begin searching for the girl of my dreams, but my search bears no fruit. I walk past my room and think that I need to cleanse it of unwanted presences. I walk into my room, but it is too dark, so I cast Lumos, after like 10 times of saying it, it finally worked. I remembered that I had to go to the Sorting hat first, so I set my intent to go to Hogwarts and spun in a circle. The dream went black and I lost my lucidity.

BEFORE THIS:
I am in a room looking for this blonde haired girl, and I am having a conversation with this being, but I wasn't really listening. I do remember stabilizing the dream by studying this person's face and my own hands. Surprisingly my awareness was very low.

1) At my high school, phasing through walls looking for people.

Just fragments tonight, but I'll post them anyway.

1st fragment: I was playing a broken Minecraft adventure map, and after reading many complaints on the forums about how the map was poorly drawn and upside down and all that, I played it anyway. I glanced at a yellowed, ink-drawn map with some villages and towns marked as circles at several times throughout the dream. The dream fragment ends when I am sneaking around a dock and examining a boring ship, preparing for a voyage, from around a building.

2nd fragment: I was at an airport parking lot at dawn. I had been in this exact setting before, on vacation. I walked up to the typical reflection of a bored, unenthusiastic, minimum wage, college-aged teenager at a ticket booth. He wore a Lowe's Uniform. I was about to pay a ticket, but then I was shocked into lucidity. It was so ungraceful I almost tipped over.
Sadly, my first thought was how lightly I was sleeping. I could start to feel the pillow under my shoulders. Focus... focus...
My eyes, in waking life, opened. After several attempts to DEILD, I decided I was too awake to fall asleep again.

I had this dream a while ago I just haven't had time to post recently.

I am paired up with 2 people in my school for this project. We were studying harmony in music class and the project is that we must disect and sing a harmony. The classroom is in the middle of the Road at 4 corners area. The song they chose was "halfway there" by BTR. I get there late. They are pissed at me. I tell them that i was late because i was disecting the harmony and tying to learn an acoustic version of it. I was teamed up with this girl rebecca and some random dude. I could tell they liked each other and didnt like me at all. I heard them practising, they sounded pretty good. Class is over and i go home. I walk on the side of the house and find some magic mushrooms. I eat a few but have no trip. I walk over to the house across the street and it turned into some sort of fun house. The guy in it wrote a book on shrooms. I got in through a slide. I started talking to him and he said i dont write books for shroom eaters get out before i call the police. He was jamaican. I walk back to my house in front of my car and look at my hand and gain lucidity. I try to change the sky color but i fail and say i might as well wake up. I do and am pissed off that i did it.

I'm in my parents room, and somehow I become lucid! I walk into my kitchen and see my family. I wake up pretty much.

I'm in office kind of place, and this girl britanny who I dislike, is being extremly irritating. I finally shout out "Why are you being so weird today!?" She shrugs, and then it hits me. "unless I'm dreaming" I say, smiling.
I do a reality check, and I become lucid! Britanny's definetely not happy, "I don't want you to become lucid ever again" She says seriously, in a creepy deep voice. I remember TOTM! I see all these people on chairs working at their office. I repeat to myself "I'm the master of my dreams, I'm in control" I do a hand movement, and shout "yaaaah!" and a massive burst of wind knocks all these people off their chairs!" I laugh. I wake up.

I'm in my back yard, and me and some random are running down to the house next to me, every time we get there, these little native people try shooting us with arrows! We do this several times, and finally this massive dog thing comes out! Starting to attack me! I become lucid when it does, and I smile. I start flying in the air, and kicking it. and my dream starts getting a bit furry. I stopped time, which I thought was really cool, and stabalized! I consider killing it, with time stopped, but I remember TOTM and decide to use fire! I unstop time, and it starts charging at me, I launch off the ground, and try to throw fire out of my palms, no success! D:
I click my fingers, and my hand lights up weakly. I thrust it into the huge dog's eyes, and it shrieks in pain. It lies wounded on the floor, and I fly higher, Put my hands on top of each other, and focus, my hands start to feel warm, I let excitment fill through me, and charge a massive fire burst at the dog! It dissapears. I want to burn the house down, because our neighbours are terrible. I hear "Please don't burn our house down" But I don't really care, but while I'm hovering in the air (Kicking my legs to stay afloat) I realise I can't get fire
I wake up!

05.09.2011

Freaking out a landlady and creating a hurricane (MILD)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Hi folks!
No time no see!!! I have been extremely badly trampled with work. I lot changed in my life (in a good way) and now I finally have time for what I like!
I am going to start recording dreams again. In a switch of PCs, I've lost my old journal file (but not at DV) so I will start a brand new one today!

I will start out with the ToTM completed:

I was in downtown trying to use my covert camera for a customer service evaluation at a Property Management Office. The button camera was very flaky and did not start. I checked out the DVR and I could hear one of my mp3 files I use while I am giving a healing to a client. I started to worry the video would malfunction and record the music. I went to the property's restroom to check it out. My shirt was full with wires and buttons... I started to freak out so I walked away from the properly.

Suddenyl, I realized that it made no sense. I was annoyed of about how fool I was becoming in this dream and checked my hands to rub to my subconscious I realized I was dreaming. 12 fingers.

I entered the property once more without worring about the camera, however, I was not 100% grounded in the dream. I though, "If I record in the dream, will my DVR record it in the Physical plane?" I started the tour with the Agent and when she showed me the pool, I realized that it made no sense that my recording could go from the dream to the physical plane. I told the Agent I was going to show her something. I recalled the advance task of the dream and walked towards the pool. The Agent told me I was going to ruin my hidden camera (funny how subconscious work, I real life, the camera is covert, but in the dream plane, both my camera and the Agent came from my subconscious, lol) I laughed and kept walking. Suddenly, I felt my feet wet, but I knew I was not going to sink. I walked around the pool and the Agent turned dumb. She stopped being smart and started to just stare at me.

I walked towards the agent and realized that I still needed to the basic one. I started to create a PSI ball and focused on ICE. After a few seconds, I had a ice-ball in my hands. I flung it to the Agent. When it arrived to her face, it was snow instead of ice.
I focused on wind. I already used pyrokinesis and already moved land, so I wanted to try something I never did. I once more focused on a PSI ball and focused on wind. I could see a yellow ball within my hands that moved pretty fast, I focused on it starting to grow. Suddenly, the trees started to move abruptly. I tried to increase the intensity of the wind and knock down a wind. I was not successful, however, I broke several of its branches.

When I realized I completed both the basic and advanced task, I woke up.

IMPORTANT DATES:
08/31/11 -- Started my Dream Journal!

CURRENT GOALS:
[ ] Find a lucid-inducing technique that works for me
[ ] Attain Lucidity

4th Entry:
Date: 09/05/11
Sleep Times: 12:33-3:51, 3:51-9?, 9?-12:37

I tried a WBTB coupled with MILD as a Lucid/Recall technique, and it may not have helped with my recall, but it DID help with lucidity, possibly. I THINK I was semi-lucid, but I only remember one moment from this dream....Yup, I'm back to fragments!
I remember sitting in my boyfriend, Steven's, living room with him and our friend Alex. I can't remember what he was going on about...But I do remember this one moment. Whatever the subject matter was, it made my mad, because I stood up and yelled at him, "ALEX! SHUT THE HELL UP BEFORE I TURN YOU INTO A WEASEL!" I think the argument was about me being a witch ( I am a Christian Witch...trust me, not as complicated or as much of a contridiction as you would think.) and he wasn't liking it or something. Whatever it was, he shut up, and I woke up right afterwards....Guess my dream characters don't take well to being turned into weasels.

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