lucid

1) Gym with number of people. Dodgeballs around. LUCID. Look for crush. Leave gym, DCs follow. Tell them maybe I’m good. I continue on alone, walking to my right around the building's corner. On a street. Ask for crush. No luck...

I woke up this morning tired. I thought I had a DEILD but I cant recall what happened.. I was just tired. But I had to take my son to school. Usually by the time I drop him off I'm awake, but I sometimes squeeze a couple more hours in before its time to stay up. This morning I hit the bed and was almost out before my head hit the pillow. As I looked up at the ceiling I repeated "I will have a lucid dream" I felt myself drifting off and wake up and drift off again. I'm still looking at the ceiling but it doesn't feel like my eyes are open. I took a look out my window and there was a huge bunny in a blue dress walking across my yard. I said "I'm going to make her have a lucid dream, Wait. I'm dreaming" Just then my dream started to fade. I focused on the pile of rocks next to the bunny's feet. That view seemed to zoom in. After a while the dream returned. I ended up grabbing my keys and looked at the remote fob for the car. There were about 10 extra buttons on there. I pressed one and it caused my neighbor across the street house to slide open mechanically(Like is was supposed to split in half.) another button open my neighbor's garage. But I didn't want to push the panic button because I didn't want them to know I was doing this. (This logic made me realize I was no longer lucid but still had control.) I had a false awakening shortly after... In my bed looking at the ceiling.

Abduction
Lucidity: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
Vividness: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10
I was outside with some dark skinned girl. She was very energetic and excited to be out in the field doing research. She wanted to become the world's first doctor that used alien technology. We were going to supposed alien landing site. Sure enough after waiting for a while a UFO shows up. I can sense that they know we are hiding right there. Obviously they would with some sort of high tech equipment right? As the begin landing me and the girl and a few other researchers begin to have a glow form around us. We are being warped on board the ship! At this point I realize that aliens are one of my dream signs, those of you that read my dream journal may have noticed that aliens seem to be a recurring thing. I become lucid and attempt to take control. I resist the warp and the glow around me dies down as everyone else is taken. I was so stressed out and freaked out that I begin waking up.

I only remember a fragment, like my previous Lucid Dream (Why do I only forget Lucid Dreams?? )
Keep in mind I haven't watched or read Harry Potter books in a looooonggg time and I'm not really that into it. But from how the non-lucid part went (me walking with a wand), it transformed to me performing Harry Potter spells, because I knew what to expect from different spells and would give me better control over my dream

Lucidity:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10

I remember walking around with a wand. I did not have full lucidity, as my brain was not completely in-sync with my normal waking life brain (I wasn't thinking the same) :L <> :S.
I was walking with lots of people I disliked, when I realised I was dreaming, and, the evil selfish person I am, decided to torture them > Yes, I had a really narrow mind during the dream! haha! :L

One by one, I killed them all while they begged me to stop -.- I'm so evil. When I reached the last person (before I woke up), the killing curse didn't work, so I decided to use the Torture one. When it shot through the wand, however, I woke up. Yay for wasting a Lucid Dream :L -.-

08.18.2011

Sing To Me (WBTB)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I was dreaming but I can't remember it any more. It seems I became lucid but I woke up into a new dreamscape.

I was in a locker room or bathroom or something. There were a lot of people in there. I spontaniously realized it was a dream and I mentaly stablized. I saw a girl that was gitting treated badly by a group of guys. I told them to leave her alone. They got angry and tried to attack me. Me and the girl started running. I remembered I needed to do the task of having a DC sing to me and that I had frogoten to do it in the fragment before this one. I told her to sing to me while we were running but there was to much going on. A group of cops tried to stop us. One struck at me but I dodged it and another had a tommy gun and I dissarmed it from him. I king kong vaulted over a very high wall and proceded to fly into the air. I turned around and pepered the cops with the tommy gun and flew off. I flew a distance and landed in a wooded area. I pulled out my phone and intended to call my dream guide. I had put a false contact named dream guide in waking life. The contacts list was all scrambled up and had random people I hadn't put on there but I couldn't find my dream guide on there. I destablized and entered a new dream scape.

I found myself on a wooden floor surounded by a bambo cage. There were other people in there with me. Gaurds came by and I didn't know how to act. All the other prisoners got to the back wall so I did too. I was being taken to a higher level. One of the prisoners said that it was better the higher the level. The gaurds guided me through the structure that was mostly wooden. I saw other cells filled with prisoners. The gaurd led me up some stairs and into a new cell. It was open to the outside and I realized that we were high off the ground somewere tropicle. I started remembering that it was a dream again. All the people in my cell were female. I noticed something about one of their eyes and said that they were very pretty. She said ya she gets that a lot. I noticed that they were yellow and very bright and they had no pupils. She said that because of it she was blind. I saw visions reflected in her eye balls some how, it was quite cool. Two of the girls was standing at the edge and were crying. They were going to jump but I grabbed them and pulled them back in. I told them that there is always a better option. I remembered that I should do the ToTM so I asked them to start singing. They looked at my questioningly and were still snifling. I told them to start singing something even if it was just Merry Had a Little Lamb. I counted down three, two, one and we all started singing Merry Had a Little Lamb. Yay task completed. We were singing pretty loud and the gards came to stop us. We all got against the back wall. I woke up into an FA.

I was in bed and really felt like I had woken up but knew I was still probably dreaming. I tried to roll out of my body and induce a OBE. I fell onto the ground but didn't care and it didn't hurt. I got up and got the covers off me and looked to see if my body was still there. It wasn't. I wondered weather I was still dreaming but didn't do an RC. I went to wright down the dream and ontop of my dream journal was a history book with a bookmark of a page about a tibetan prison. There was a picture of it and it looked just like I guessed it did from the inside. It was built in between two rocky cliffs. I wondered how this was a real place and how the book got there but still didn't do a RC. My mom came in and I asked her about the book but she didn't know were it came from. She is actualy out of town right now but I still didn't do an RC. She left and I woke up for real this time.

non-lucid
lucid
Forest of Denn
notes

I started a new job this week where I have to drive 6 hours on monday morning, spend the week working out of a courthouse and sleeping at a deer lease, then drive back on friday afternoon. As a result, I didn't get enough sleep or have time to dream log, but I finally had a few lucids last night and was able to work on my skillz a bit.

I pulled into my Grandmother's 2 car garage in my car. It has 2 separate doors, and I pulled into the right door and then parked over on the left side (lol). Thought that was funny. We had a conversation that I don't remember much about, then I headed out in my car again.

As I was driving near some water- kind of like a Venetian canal- my car started to go airborne and I began to lose control. This is something that happens in my dreams often. For some reason, my car gets in the air and heads toward water, and I find myself unable to keep it from slowly floating down into the water. As the car hit the water, I was suddenly outside the car watching it sink. I began to panic and thought 'surely that didn't really just happen!' ... then.. 'Oh, it's a dream!' I did a RC (levitated some nearby object, don't remember what) as I sunk down into the water myself, and it worked

After looking around underwater (and not seeing much that interested me), I levitated myself up and out of the water. I stopped, pulled some eye drops out of my pocket, and put them in. As things began to clear up, I collected myself to stabilize the dream, reminded myself a few times that I was dreaming, and then started walking alongside the canal. I decided to try superspeed, one of my dream goals.

At first, it was the same ol', same ol. No luck. Then I stopped trying to 'move' fast, and started focusing on the landscape that passed by as I walked. I tried to imagine what it would look like if I were moving fast, and it worked! I didn't go as fast as I'd like to, so it's still a work in progress, but I definitely gained a significant amount of speed. Next time, I'll focus on the world moving past me in a blur, and I think I should be able to keep gaining speed.

After awhile, I slowed down and noticed a DC walking at my side. We were entering a downtown-type area with tall skyscrapers, so I decided to try making us giants. Nothing happened at first, but when I tried to make us bigger while simultaneously trying to shrink the buildings, we quickly outsized the architecture. When this happened, I was suddenly aware of flying creatures filling the air. Some looked like birds, some gryphons, and others appeared to be pterodactyls, varying in size and zooming all around us.

Without thinking, I extended my arm and threw my hand at one of the creatures. To my surprise, a small fireball flew from hand! This is a power I have never even attempted (nor thought to attempt) before. I started throwing out fireballs left and right, some hitting the flying monsters and others striking the surrounding buildings. I thought to myself 'these should be burning the things they hit' .. and suddenly they were. I wanted to make a bigger fireball, so I tried using both hands in tandem to toss one.. and it was twice as big.

I continued throwing fireballs around until almost everything around me was on fire, and there were smoldering carcasses littering the ground. I was laughing hysterically (and maniacally) as my dream faded.

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The next thing I remember, I was in the hallway of a large school building, much like one of the halls at the university I attended. I entered a classroom that had many clocks, both on the walls and sitting on shelves. I suddenly made one fly across the room and smash into the wall... and then I thought 'how did I do that? I'm not lucid dreaming!' .. and then I realized that I was

I turned to my friend Andy (who was in the room) and exclaimed 'hey, I'm lucid dreaming! Check out what I can do!' I continued flinging the clocks around with my mind, then we went into the hallway (which now had extremely high ceilings and resembled the same skyscraper scene from my earlier dream except indoors) and I bent the end of the hallway vertically up into the air (like the scene in inception. I did something similar in a previous LD and had told my friend about it. This time, I did it exactly like the movie).

We entered another room and his sister was there. I started telling her that I was lucid dreaming and then I asked Andy if he was lucid. He said 'yes,' so I started explaining excitedly to Emily (his sis) that we were having a shared dream! (I don't really think this was a shared dream, but I told her so anyway). As I got into the shared dreaming discussion, I lost lucidity.

We went back into the hallway (which now looked more like a normal hallway again), and I began looking for my guitar, but couldn't find it. I walked past a pool table and started chatting with a friend who was playing. I noticed a dude with a crazy looking knife.. like a butcher knife but it was blood red with black zebra-type stripes all over it. There was a grove of trees near the pool table, and a large bird sitting there. The guy said something like 'Is that the great mother? Should I kill her?" He sliced the bird's neck open with his knife and drank some of the blood (yes, it was disturbing), then stood there with a wicked grin on his face, lips bright red from the blood.

I decided to move away from this guy, and I continued looking for my guitar... I saw my friend Leigh, and she had my guitar! She gave it to me and told me 'Good luck tonite! Do good so my sis won't have to spend her money on someone else!' As I walked away from her down the hall, I remembered that I had recently been having a lucid dream.. and became lucid again

I stood for a second, rubbing my hands together and stabilizing, then I decided to try to shapeshift. I looked at a nearby mirror and saw myself. I appeared normal. I tried to change into.. anything. Nothing happened until I tried to change my skin tone.. I suddenly had dark black skin, and then my face changed! I didn't look like any person I knew, but I definitely looked different. As I did this, the mirror reminded me to find the Forest of Denn!

I began walking the hallways, loudly proclaiming that I wanted to find the Forest of Denn. I started asking DCs if they knew where it was. Finally, I got a bright idea.. 'I should check the library!' I rounded the corner and entered a library, loudly asking 'Where is the librarian?' 'Over here,' came a voice from the other side of a bookshelf.

I turned the corner and she was there. Dark black hair, pale skin, and glasses. 'Do you know how I can find the Forest of Denn?' I asked. 'Right over there,' she replied, and pointed. I headed in that direction, and everything started to turn green. There were desks and bookshelves, but they were all like shrubbery, covered in verdant green leaves. I saw a father and his son. The son was hooked in to what appeared to be some type of Virtual Reality Equipment, and they both saw me and said 'Hey, use this!'

Immediately, the VR equipment disappeared, and a green forest began to emerge in front of me, like the tide rolling out to reveal a landscape that had been hidden before. I found myself in a very lush clearing with trees all around. There was a small cottage with a smoking chimney, and all kinds of wildlife- strange looking creatures, graceful but odd, like cougars with horns and brightly colored tigers (like purple and green).

I remembered that I was supposed to find a free standing mirror, so I walked to the other side of the cottage and there was one there. When I looked into it, I saw my familiar face (with a light scruffy beard, which is not unusual for me), but I was wearing a white cloth with a blue braided cord encircling my head, and a loose fitting white robe hanging loosely over my body- the kind of garb you might see in the deserts of the Middle East.

I didn't think this fit the scene very well, so I changed it to a straw cowboy hat with a folded up brim and a long feather sticking out of the band, which was the same blue braided cord. I gave myself a white linen long-sleeve shirt- loose fitting and not much different from the fabric of my previous outfit- and brown leather pants. I remained barefoot. I'm not sure why I changed into this particular getup, I just wanted something that seemed less out of place in a forest, and this is what came out.

I didn't look down at my actual body to see if resembled the reflection, but this was close enough to 'shapeshifting' (which I had been attempting earlier in the dream) to excite me. Too much so, I guess, because I woke up!

This was quite late in the morning, by my standards. I usually stop sleeping and dreaming by 7am, but this took place at around 9-10am.

Basically I was having a lie in (AW GAWD LIE INS) when I drifted off to sleep. In that sleep, I had a dream. Wahey.

I was in a desert town sort of place. Not middle east, but more... I don't know, not really important.
There was a WWII tank rolling up a road, with one of my friends in it. I only saw his name over the tank, not him actually in it. For some reason he wasn't supposed to be there, so I ran after the tank with a wrench.
As he slowed down, I followed it closely and started loosening bolts and things, to weaken the tank. It eventually blew up, and I walked on past it.
I then saw a big CO2 canister on the roadside. It was coloured like bowling balls are, all swirly and bright. I thought "That's odd" and I became lucid there

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I then looked around for 2 seconds and then woke up.

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Yeah, nothing especially outstanding or interesting, but it is something. I remember noticing the canister and noticing how it was out of place. But I think it was too late in the morning to be actual deep sleep so I could only wake up. Oh well, it's something.

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

Good morning! Had a fucked up nightmare kinda dream last night. Got lucid in the end and well, read for yourselves. But let's just say I'm glad I woke up haha.

23.00: Sleep

05.10: Douche bro DILD
I'm in my mom's and dad's house. I'm about to play Magic the Gathering with my bro and a few other kids. I spend alot of time setting the decks up, but all of a sudden they start throwing cards around and my brother starts yelling at me, telling me what a waste of money and life it is to play that game. I get very upset and I rant about him being a douche to my mom. I try to yell but I'm so hoarse that I only get out a tiny whisper. It's very annoying and I keep getting angrier and angrier. I get lucid in the middle of it. That fucking DC asshole, I'll show him. I grab a big kitchen knife hanging on the wall, pissed off like never before. I start walking up the stairs towards his room.

05.10: Wake up

Amount of sleep: 6 hours

Supplements: None

That's it! Luckily I woke up haha. I was so mad at that "DC."

Keep on dreaming, HARE BRA!

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1) Large building. LUCID. Flight and phasing. Sport with Tim, catch with ball. I had a rope and claw and caught it by flinging it out and wrapping around the rubber ball. Toss it off near him. Flirting? With Shelby.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid [/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream of me playing StarCraft II. But when I started to play, everything started to run much faster.
My opponent could for some reason keep up with that pace and then he smashed me with his army.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="slategray"]I woke up and saw that I had forget to turn the volume up on my Iphone so I had overslept one hour.
So I had to spend 7 minutes on fixing the timer setup on my Iphone app, but everytime I changed something on the Iphone it changed back, so I even thought I was dreaming, but I was just so tired that I messed up the buttons.
When I was done I got right back to sleep.

The alarm woke me up 4 times (8+4+8+12=32 minutes) but when I got the feeling agains I gave up and moved...

I then started to have a pretty vivid dream[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I dreamt that the characters from "How I met your mother" was going to be my new neighbours.
I got really happy and excited, then Robin comes and say that she hated this neighborhood and that made everyone to change their mind. For some weird reason I went down to hug Lily before they went away. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="slategray"]I woke up and thought damn I want to have my fourth lucid dream, I have to go back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me having a dog and it was so cute, then I don't remember exactly because this was just a fragment when I woke up the next time.[/COLOR]
[COLOR="slategray"]
I woke up and remembered a fragment of a dog, and were still dissapointed that I didn't had my fourth in a row.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]Then I had a really vivid dream about me and my friend talking on Skype, but I can't remember what we talked about...[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]I woke up and thought "That's it I can't, maybe I have a normal dream today and a lucid tomorrow no biggie" and I fell asleep.
This next dream was so vivid, and that is why I remember this one the best.[/COLOR]

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[COLOR="blue"]I was standing in a arena, and all my friends that I have known through out the years was standing on a blue square with a white circle on it. We were jumping sideways on the edges of this circle, and had foam balls to throw at each other, like a wierd version of the game I used to do in school on sports. Then I got the ball and throwed it at a guy next to me and he said "no you can't throw it on people near you it has to be someone far away from you. And they were far aware from me right, I almost needed binoculars to see them, I took the ball and aimed to a girl but the ball bounced in the ground 10 times before it reached her. And that didn't count. Then everybody just walked away except me and 4 others. So they said ok new rules you can only throw the ball at someone next to you, so now you have to run![/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]I ran really quickly I run so fast that I was almost touched to ground with my ear in the curves.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="royalblue"]Then I also went out of there, and opened a door and was inside a squash room,[/COLOR] [COLOR="red"]and there from nowhere I just realised that I was dreaming! I got excited, too excited... I said to a girl that I saw "What?!, yes! yes! I am dreaming! [/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]and I woke up... still counts as a fourth to me :) [/COLOR]

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Awake, Non-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

[Last night, I had probably the longest and certainly the most highly lucid dream I've ever had. I'm writing this at the end of the day. I tried to recall this dream as best I could upon waking, and I made some handwritten notes, but by now, although I remember the highlights of the dream, I've forgotten what order they went in and how I moved from one to the other. This is my best attempt to reconstruct the whole, long sequence, but some of these are most likely not in the correct order. I do remember that I consciously chose to move from one activity to another in the dream, though.]

I’m in a large room with a really cool indoor playground in it. I observe that they’ve added more decorations and more play elements to the playroom since the last time I was there: there is now a long chain with brightly-colored wooden blocks in various shapes (cylinders, hexagons, and others) threaded onto it hanging across the ceiling, and there are more things to climb and play on. I climb up one of the climbing walls, along with another girl. We press against each other as we climb it.

Later, elsewhere in the same room, I’m looking at my reflection in a mirror. I notice that my neck looks strange, and tilt my head back to see. I see that my neck appears to have been replaced with a shiny, silver metal bar that appears to be a piston. This causes me to realize that I’m dreaming. I pinch my nose to confirm and find that I can still breathe. The familiar sensation pleases me, and I'm very happy to be in a lucid dream. I have a slightly higher degree of lucidity than I've ever had before.

I go outside the building. There is a grassy lawn outside it. I have a discussion of systems for play and discovery with MA [a real-life friend and colleague] and another dream character.

I then decide to explore a bit. I walk away from the large building and head toward another complex of buildings that appears to be an elementary-school campus. As I start walking, I say to myself, “Again, why am I walking when I can fly?” So I start flying over there. I find a party in progress on the far side of the elementary-school campus, where there are some picnic tables. People are hanging out and drinking beer. I obtain a pint glass for myself, but leave it sitting around on or near one of the walls as I wander away.

I see the entrance to a mall, and enter it.

I fly up into the air to get an overview of the area. From up here, I can see that the town I'm in is on the ocean and has a beach. I think, That makes sense. Oceans and beaches are part of my schema for what a broad overview of an area of land should look like, because of where I grew up.

I'm walking along a rolling dirt path. While walking, I eat yogurt out of a plastic cup with a metal spoon. It's raspberry-flavored and smooth and creamy, and it tastes exactly like real yogurt. Then, I find a handful of coins that someone has dropped on the side of the path, along with a bronze medallion. The medallion has some text inscribed on it that says the name of the country I'm in and what the medallion was awarded for. [I don't remember what it said now, although I could definitely read it in the dream, and the country name wasn't the name of any real country.] The coins are all common U.S. coins, but there's also a fifth coin, a brass-colored one that's shaped like a little house [a square shape with a pointy roof]. I pick all these items up.

I wake up in a car with MA, JL, and one other friend. One of them is driving, and I'm in the back seat. I remember that I had just been dreaming, and pinch my nose. Yep. Still dreaming.

While exploring the grassy, park-like area outside the building I started in, I spot a silver, metal, quarter-spherical shape rising up out of the ground. I say, “Ooh!” because I see an opportunity here. The structure is roughly the same shape as the baseball backstop I once fantasized about flying to the top of [see my DJ entry dated April 28, 2011], even though it's solid silver rather than chain-link, and it's maybe two-thirds to half the size of the real one. I take off and fly to the top of it, stopping myself by grabbing hold of the top edge of the hollow quarter-sphere with my hands and then swinging myself up onto it, so that I'm sitting at the top with my lower legs dangling over the edge. I'm facing a crowd of DCs standing on the ground, one of whom is a burly man who flashes me a thumbs-up sign. I proudly declare, “I'm the coolest kid in school!” The DCs seem to approve, but then they start flooding into the hollow space inside the quarter-sphere, filling the space and causing the structure to tip over backward. I climb off as it slowly tilts over, unhurt.

Having accomplished both the old goal of flying to the top of the backstop [well, sorta] and my other goal of trying dream food, I say aloud, “Okay, chores over. Time to have fun.” I fly up and let the wind carry me away.

The dream fades, and I find myself lying down. I try to move my arm, but judging by the feel of it, I realize, No, that's my real arm! I don't want to do that! [Whether or not this was actually true, I couldn't say for sure, but it sure felt like it was at the time.] After a brief moment of feeling stuck in that position and trying to figure out how to get back to exploring the dream world, I roll over and fall out of my bed. I think, Wow, that actually works! I quickly determine that I'm back to the lucid-dreaming state, and remind myself that all that's around me only exists inside my mind, as I read in EWOLD.

I'm looking at a different, grassy lawn. There is a little red demon thingy growing out of the grass. He has red roots that run all over the surface of the lawn. I have a magic sword, so I hold it out, wondering if it'll help and what I can do with it. The demon takes the sword and kills himself by using the sword to sever all his roots. When he and his roots have all disappeared, a small chair rises up out of the plus-sign-shaped hole in the ground where he had just been. It is a reward for my defeat of the demon. I take the chair and carry it with me as I fly back over to the party, which is still in progress.

When I get there, I use the chair to help me grab onto some structure to arrest my motion and land. Flying is easy, but stopping is hard, I think. I can't find the glass of beer I left there earlier, but I decide it's no big loss. I take my chair and sit down at the corner of one of the portable tables that are set up in the party area. I'm facing the outside wall of the elementary-school complex. Up against the wall I'm facing is another table with a clear pitcher of beer on it.

There is another handful of coins on the table near me – again, standard U.S. coins, all of them shiny and brand-new, plus the odd house-shaped coins I saw before. I decide to swallow some of them, because I know I can't do any harm to my real body by doing so. I see another girl at my table doing the same. It feels good. I can feel them going down my throat, but the sensation seems to be weaker than would be realistic, which isn't surprising, since I haven't actually done this in reality [and certainly never will]. After swallowing a few coins, I decide I want more beer to go with them, so I get up and get myself another cup. The beer is cold and rich and flavorful; it tastes exactly how I like my beer to taste.

I've run out of coins, but I still want more. I cup my hand, place it on the table palm side down, look away, and think about what I want to have happen. I feel little pops under my hand, like bursts of compressed air, as more coins pop into existence. Then I feel the coins themselves against my hand as the pile grows. I remove my hand and continue swallowing coins. I'm very pleased that I've suddenly become so good at summoning objects.

My dad is sitting right next to me, at the end of the table, so his chair is perpendicular to mine. He sees me swallowing coins and absolutely freaks out. He recoils from me in disgust, asking me, “What are you doing?” I simply respond, in an “it's not a big deal” tone, “It won't hurt my dream body.”

Then I woke up for real and waited while the last of the SP faded away, concentrating on remembering all that I'd dreamed about. I was very pleased to have accomplished so much and to have been lucid for so long. [In fact, I got to check two goals off the big list in my profile today: trying dream food and summoning an object. ]

This dream was particularly odd, because I was in my house, in the bathroom. I looked in the mirror, and there I was, with bed head. I noticed that I had a unibrow, going, so I shaved it. I also had some stubble going, so I shaved that too. I looked at my hand, ant it only had three fingers. I realized I was dreaming, and this is where the dream fades. This was an EXACT copy of my bathroom, and I''ve only started growing a moustache, so this seemed a bit odd to me.

4:09am woke, with sight headache so didn't go straight back to sleep then remembered unusual dream.

Lady came and told me and others, she said I married GM 40 years ago. In the dream I went along with it for a while cos I couldn't remember where I was or what I was doing 40 years ago. She seemed to know so I trusted her memory.

Then, within the dream, I remembered something of who I was and what I was doing 40 years ago.

I said, "Wow, I didn't marry GM. I remember getting the news of his marriage when I was among the hippies in Cairns.

The marriage was emblazoned over the front page of the morning paper and I dropped to my knees in the front lawn.

Oh, you've got the wrong person.

I walked off with a couple of friends, in the dream. I hoped the journalists woman would find the right woman who married GM, but I clearly remember now, where and who I was 40 years ago, and it isn't me.

In the dream I was amazed that my memory came back to me. I wasn't expecting that cos it was a dream and, don't I usually go along with the dream scenario, memoryless?.

I.wake, then cos this slight headache stopped me from just dropping back to sleeo, I remembered this remarkable dream incident, of getting my real memory back within the dream.

4:29am Friday 19/August/11 now and I will post this phone not, in my dream journal now.

8/17/11

DEILD chain (~5) + DEILD chain (2)

Recall: somewhat poor

Notes: This dream sucked

The dream started in a hotel room. I had been roomed up with some random girl. She is pretty tall with shoulder length wavy blonde hair. I say, "lets do something rash." I was talking about having sex with a completely random person right after we met. She agreed and we laid down on the bed to get started.

Once we started going at it I became semi-lucid. It turns out my mom was is the room so I asked her to leave. She obliged. We are still pretty covered up in sheets so I am hoping she didn't see me. A minute later I see that my brother is watching TV in the room too. There is some dirty stuff on the TV. I ask him to leave too, and he heads out the door. I didn't care that he was trying to watch porn, I just hope he didn't see me either. The TV is on throughout the rest of the dream, playing porn for part of it. We are doing cowgirl, but I keep having to shift positions a bit. After a few more minutes I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am back in the dream for like 2 minutes having sex before I lose it again.

In the next 3 or so DEILDs, I went back into the dream laying on the bed with the girl on the couch next to me. I tried to tell her to come over but it woke me up. If I moved towards her I would wake up. I was stuck laying there speechless. If I talked or moved I would just wake up.

Eventually I get past this and am able to have sex for a bit before I lose it again.

I give up, roll over, and have a non-lucid.

After that last dream, I am able to DEILD into another lucid and I am outside. The girl is with me. I try to make a move and I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am planning to make another move when a guy comes up. He is dressed like a British cop and says something like, "If you try that one more time I am going to pull you right out of this dream." I agree and walk on, trying to find something else to do. I end up wandering around back to her and he still sees me, so I move on.

I become fully lucid, finally realize I can do anything I want, and go to work on my flying. I look at the moon, and shoot up to the sky. I try to level out, but can't be completely level. I am slowly losing altitude and I cannot pull back up. I am flying over a bunch of red roofs, in what looks to be a small fishing village. After awhile I decide I should just fall to the ground. I pull up as hard as I can (without gaining much altitude), and I just stall out and complete my flip in freefall. I land, and decide to try and go to the moon. I try to fly to it, but as I get close, I realize it is behind 2 barriers. There are rectangular openings in large wooden blocks. Each opening is at a different angle. I try to climb through the first one, but I can't make it through.