lucid

4:09am woke, with sight headache so didn't go straight back to sleep then remembered unusual dream.

Lady came and told me and others, she said I married GM 40 years ago. In the dream I went along with it for a while cos I couldn't remember where I was or what I was doing 40 years ago. She seemed to know so I trusted her memory.

Then, within the dream, I remembered something of who I was and what I was doing 40 years ago.

I said, "Wow, I didn't marry GM. I remember getting the news of his marriage when I was among the hippies in Cairns.

The marriage was emblazoned over the front page of the morning paper and I dropped to my knees in the front lawn.

Oh, you've got the wrong person.

I walked off with a couple of friends, in the dream. I hoped the journalists woman would find the right woman who married GM, but I clearly remember now, where and who I was 40 years ago, and it isn't me.

In the dream I was amazed that my memory came back to me. I wasn't expecting that cos it was a dream and, don't I usually go along with the dream scenario, memoryless?.

I.wake, then cos this slight headache stopped me from just dropping back to sleeo, I remembered this remarkable dream incident, of getting my real memory back within the dream.

4:29am Friday 19/August/11 now and I will post this phone not, in my dream journal now.

8/17/11

DEILD chain (~5) + DEILD chain (2)

Recall: somewhat poor

Notes: This dream sucked

The dream started in a hotel room. I had been roomed up with some random girl. She is pretty tall with shoulder length wavy blonde hair. I say, "lets do something rash." I was talking about having sex with a completely random person right after we met. She agreed and we laid down on the bed to get started.

Once we started going at it I became semi-lucid. It turns out my mom was is the room so I asked her to leave. She obliged. We are still pretty covered up in sheets so I am hoping she didn't see me. A minute later I see that my brother is watching TV in the room too. There is some dirty stuff on the TV. I ask him to leave too, and he heads out the door. I didn't care that he was trying to watch porn, I just hope he didn't see me either. The TV is on throughout the rest of the dream, playing porn for part of it. We are doing cowgirl, but I keep having to shift positions a bit. After a few more minutes I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am back in the dream for like 2 minutes having sex before I lose it again.

In the next 3 or so DEILDs, I went back into the dream laying on the bed with the girl on the couch next to me. I tried to tell her to come over but it woke me up. If I moved towards her I would wake up. I was stuck laying there speechless. If I talked or moved I would just wake up.

Eventually I get past this and am able to have sex for a bit before I lose it again.

I give up, roll over, and have a non-lucid.

After that last dream, I am able to DEILD into another lucid and I am outside. The girl is with me. I try to make a move and I lose the dream.

DEILD

I am planning to make another move when a guy comes up. He is dressed like a British cop and says something like, "If you try that one more time I am going to pull you right out of this dream." I agree and walk on, trying to find something else to do. I end up wandering around back to her and he still sees me, so I move on.

I become fully lucid, finally realize I can do anything I want, and go to work on my flying. I look at the moon, and shoot up to the sky. I try to level out, but can't be completely level. I am slowly losing altitude and I cannot pull back up. I am flying over a bunch of red roofs, in what looks to be a small fishing village. After awhile I decide I should just fall to the ground. I pull up as hard as I can (without gaining much altitude), and I just stall out and complete my flip in freefall. I land, and decide to try and go to the moon. I try to fly to it, but as I get close, I realize it is behind 2 barriers. There are rectangular openings in large wooden blocks. Each opening is at a different angle. I try to climb through the first one, but I can't make it through.

Dream - Lucid

Something made me go lucid, I think it was my cell phone again; I was examining it, and the battery kept going more charged, then less charged every time I looked at it. I also thought it was weird that it was still charged at all, since it had been on for 5 days at the airport. I examined my hands and counted 6 fingers on one of them. I counted them again with the same result. I tried to show someone who was with me that I could make more fingers appear out of my hand, though it didn't work. I started to feel anxious, and I lost the dream. -_-

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I was in what looked like a hospital. I was next to a gurney, and I was standing on a black rubber mat (like the ones you see in the kitchens at restaurants). The walls were white, as was the tiled floor. I was standing next to someone, a lady I think.

I then saw sharks swimming under the tiled floor, which was apparently transparent. If you weren't on a rubber mat, the sharks could get you. I was temporarily on the floor, and a shark quickly went after me. I jumped on another mat, and the shark swam under it. It couldn't get me anymore.

The lady who had been standing next to me had a system figured out to where the sharks couldn't get her. It worked like this: She would put some unused staples through one of the holes on the rubber mats, and the sharks would leave her alone, even if she wasn't standing on a mat. She wouldn't share this system with me or anyone else, and I was angry because of it. That wasn't fair.

Then, I was in a grocery store, walking down one of the aisles which contained a couple of shelves of coffee mugs among other things. I apparently worked there, but wasn't on the clock. I was still angry about the lady and the sharks. I saw a guy I know in waking life, Mason, walk down the aisle as well. At first I wasn't sure if it was him. He was wearing a black shirt with white lettering. He almost looked a little younger than he really is. We didn't really talk to each other, but we looked at each other. He had a creepy-looking smile on his face.

Anyway, I was still really angry, like I said before. I was raging angry, in fact. I think the lady was supposed to be my boss at the grocery store as well, and she was doing other extremely unfair things, though I can't remember specifics. When no employees were around, I started to tear all the coffee mugs off the shelves. I would grab them and pull them off angrily and quickly, feeling more and more satisfied as each stack of mugs fell to the floor. However, none of them broke, but I didn't seem to think this was strange.

As soon as all the mugs were off the shelves, I left an anonymous note, though I don't remember what it said. I then walked away.

I was then talking to one of the employees about what happened. I casually asked if they had heard about the coffee mugs. They said yes, they had. I asked who cleaned up the mess.
"Tony," they replied. (Tony is a guy I know in waking life who actually does work at a grocery store).
I imagined Tony cleaning up the mugs.
I also talked to a couple of other people about the mugs, asking if they had heard about it, or letting the person I was talking to bring it up themselves. I wasn't about to give myself away.

I then noticed that I had posted pictures of the note I wrote on the internet. The note looked like a placard. Why I did this was beyond me, because it seemed like a dead giveaway. I immediately took the pictures down, thinking to myself
"I'm incriminating myself..."

melatonin
In Mabinogi, when I guess the servers became updated from G15 and the new island was there. I saw this one guy with the new carriage. He looked like he didn't know what he was doing and was struggling. Later on I ended up in this woods area and saw this Boss traveling bear or something like that. I tried to kill it with my Beyaya pet and died fast. Got pissed, revived, and used FH on it (Lol don't read my paragraphs on this shitty game). Then I killed it got my wonderful prize that I don't even know what it was.
I was infront of my highschool with Emmie. Then for some reason I became lucid. I walked over to the main road with her to observe the surroundings. Didn't see much, then realized my main goal. I yelled to myself, "I want to go to Denn" and poof nothing happened. I walked passed the front and thought, wow I 'm still lucid. I told Emmie, do you even know I'm lucid? Then I got an idea to exit the campus and enter the woodline area, and I looked at the shrubbery, closed my eyes and said "Denn is infront of me!" Still nothing. Then for some reason I told Emmie that I'll be right back, and I think lucidity was lost after this. But it was PRETTY long. Then I suddenly teleported, yes TELEPORTED(ugh) to Emmie's house and snuck in. I saw her mom and ran into her room. Her house looked like a cabin... In the forest.(perfect time to go to Denn) Her door was like a swinging door, so I tried to keep my feet conceiled from her ma's sight. I went through her room to the back and saw these birds that I guess had been lured from something. I went up the steep slope and thrashed my arm around the foliage to get to this tree really close to the balcony of her room. I got higher and higher and saw that this tree looked like a big tattoo'd arm. I think my big ass weight broke it down and when it fell, a bunch of medics rans over to repair it.
There was also this one dream where ma said do you wanna be a werewolf, or a werewold related dream, but it was a fragment, and a shitty dream.

I was at my dorm with Autumn. My roommate was a former quarterback for his high school's football team, but as he explained later, he got sick of tiring himself out on the field. He invited a girl over from Japan. She was originally from America. The girl had long, slightly curly, black hair. She was really proud of the fact that she was on a game show in Japan. Basically, competitors fought and raced each other on a variety of stages in order to prove their skill. I realized she was talking about a game show I had participated in recently. We each had a white handheld device which allowed us to connect to the game course. We synchronized for a quick practice round. Her avatar on the game show was similar to her actual appearance, but she wore a schoolgirl outfit and star pins in her hair. I took the form of Igarashi Ganta for some reason. For the first round, we appeared on a circular platform in the middle of a pool. The objective was to push the other person off the platform. When the fight began, the girl charged at me. One of her star pins flew off her head and struck me in the heart. I never knew that magic was allowed on the game show; my dad had forced me into participating, and no one told me the rules in English. Anyway, I stumbled backward, and it didn't take long for her to shove me into the water.

"Moonbeam is victorious!" the announcer screamed. I popped out of the game world for a moment, stunned.

"Wow, you're good," I commented.

"I'm one of the best," she answered without leaving the game world. I heard her voice through my console. "Shooting Star Moonbeam." I watched her standing on the platform in awe. When she smiled at me and pointed at the next stage, I reconnected.

I found myself on an obstacle course. I had to climb over a massive cube made of stone, run down a slippery slope while keeping my footing so I could jump over the pit of spikes that came right after, jump across logs sticking vertically out of the water, and finally run across a bridge before a flame on a fuse could burn it down. Moonbeam sent me a heart through the chat interface.

"Good luck!" she said. With the sound of a pistol firing, the second round began. I struggled just getting over the stone block. By the time I made it to the other side, Moonbeam was already on her way over the spike pit. I began to catch up, however. I completed the log obstacle in half her time, so we were speeding down the bridges on each side of the course at roughly the same time. She still came out ahead.

"Moonbeam wins again! She's on fire!" the announcer cried. The bridge erupted in flames behind me.

"That's enough for now," she said, disconnecting. I followed suit.

The dream jumped. Wanting to improve my skills, I helped Autumn join the game show roster. We connected to the game world and set up a system to rapidly strengthen our avatars. Basically, the avatars collected experience and leveled up like in a roleplaying game. There were porcupine monsters that shot out their spines and regenerated them in the game world. Each of the spines gave a little bit of experience. I bought thirty porcupines from a merchant and put them in a room with us. Autumn and I did our best to destroy all of the spines as they shot toward us, and we quickly gained levels. I was already level 121 when we started. By the time I reached level 139, one of the system administrators appeared and destroyed my porcupines. He accused me of cheating because it was too easy for us to level this way. Without considering anything I had to say, he took away the levels we'd gained - plus one more each. I decided this wasn't worth it and disconnected.

The dream jumped. Autumn and I were working on building some kind of giant truck for a performance downtown. It had to be ten times the size of a normal cargo truck. We connected huge steel boxes on lifts while the other people worked on the exterior. It wasn't very hard, but we had to make sure everything was aligned properly while maximizing the size of the cargo chamber. When we were satisfied with it, we had the guy controlling the lift let us out at the front of the chamber. We were done working for the day. Autumn decided to go home and take a nap, but I wanted to eat dinner before leaving, so we parted ways. I grabbed some food and sat down by myself.

Before long, my roommate and Moonbeam joined me. My roommate told stories about working in the union and his high school football days. I just sipped apple juice and kept to myself. He got up at one point to grab seconds, and Moonbeam asked something about dreams. I didn't quite catch it. My roommate came back before I could clarify what she meant. I was a little more interested at this point, and my roommate was interfering... So I put laxatives in his cake and waited patiently. He excused himself when his face paled.

"Be honest," asked Moonbeam, "did you do that to him?" We walked over to the drink machine. I couldn't decide whether I wanted more apple juice, water, or some kind of soda. I decided apple juice was probably best. "Get soda if you didn't do it!"

"Well, I'm not going to lie," I laughed. I filled up my glass with juice. I filled up a glass for Moonbeam, too, but she already had her own. We walked around to the other side of the cafeteria and found strawberries growing in a miniature garden. When Moonbeam pointed them out, I snatched one right out of the garden. It wasn't fully ready for consumption, but it was delicious nonetheless. One of the cafeteria workers got mad at me for eating the strawberries. She took us over to a giant watermelon tree. For some reason, the melon grew into slices, and it was enormous! She pulled down a watermelon slice the size of my body and asked Moonbeam if she wanted any.

"Use your fingers," the worker instructed. Moonbeam took a handful and stuffed it in her mouth. She smiled at me. We continued out of the cafeteria. On the way back to my dorm building, we started free running. I was sliding down railings on my shoes, running across walls, and jumping over anything in my path until I landed in front of a red robot with a computer monitor for a head. The screen said Minahpen - Nephanim backwards. Moonbeam's excitement with our free running dwindled.

"What's that?" she asked.

"It's me from another world," I explained. "Stand back." A rift opened, sucking all three of us in. We landed on a deserted street in what looked like New York City. Most of the buildings were in ruin, and the sky was gray with storm clouds. I was surprised to find my roommate standing behind the robot. "Did you do this?" I asked him.

"Who else would have?" he laughed. "This is payback for what you did to me." I didn't feel any remorse. The robot charged at me and began singing a song. The appropriate background track played throughout the dreamscape. I caught the robot's fist and leaped backward, skidding past Moonbeam. Heeding my advice, she finally took refuge on the sidewalk. I made distance between me and my other self as soon as possible and summoned Axis' gauntlets to my hands. This wasn't a job for Apheri... I wanted to punch myself into the ground.

Lyrics appeared in my field of vision. I stared at the yellow-framed bubble letters in disbelief.

"You want me to sing?" I laughed. Every word I missed made my robot opponent stronger. I sighed and swallowed to clear my throat. The words were in Japanese, so I was even less confident about singing them, but I knew I could do it. As my robot self sprinted forward again, I brought back my fist, charging up my punch with power. I released it just as my portion of the song ended and my robot self reached the limit of my range. He tumbled backward, rolling on the ground until he crashed into a rusty car parked in the road. Moonbeam cheered and applauded me.

"Way to go, Nephanim!" she shouted with her hands cupped around her mouth. I felt strangely empowered. This was my element. I didn't understand why, but I was more powerful than I ever imagined. I clenched my fists and charged after my robot self. Spears of blue light struck the street, but I was too fast for them to hit me. I leaped into the air just before I reached the car and punched the robot in his monitor just as he started to get up. The rusty car slid backward from his second impact.

I woke up halfway, and for a time, I was lying in bed while standing on the deserted street. I turned to look at Moonbeam.

"This is... a dream," I realized. I could feel my body in bed, but I hadn't left the dream yet. "Moonbeam!" I shouted. "I'll see you again!" She and I shared a smile as I fully awakened.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I remembered one dream before my WBTB. I was playing the old school game Counter Strike with someone named Axel and it was too easy.
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[COLOR="silver"]This timer attempt was the closet I have ever been to waking sleep paralysis, but I fell for one of the body's test signals.
On the second alarm (8 + 4 = 12 min after my WBTB) I woke up and I felt that my muscles had the small vibration feeling, (like the feeling you have when you yawn). Then my nose tip started to itch like crazy, I thought that this was just another test signal, so I resisted for some seconds and my muscles started to get more paralysed, but then I just couldn't resist anymore and I got up and scrratched my nose...

Then I turned off the timer and went back to sleep.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I had a dream about me and my family eating breakfast. We looked out over the water and sat on a stone staircase.
But the breakfast was 1 km (0.6 miles) away, so I had to walk through a park and to a table places in the middle of nowhere.
I started to make my sandwishes and pancakes, then I see three guys approaching me and they want to steal the food!
I said "Hey what the F* are you guys think you are doing" and they gave me a (stay out of this or I will crush you) look and I had to run away. When I ran I felt that I only had to take one step then jump and I levitated a bit,[/COLOR] [COLOR="royalblue"]and that made me a little more aware. When I came back to the others they looked surprised at me and asked "Where have you been?" and I went through everything that I had done in my head, and I said to my dad "That can only mean one thing".[/COLOR]
[COLOR="red"]I AM DREAMING! This time the lucidity was so high that I could easily understand that my parents and my friends were Dream Characters. I thought "Wow now I can try to do things I would never dare in the real world" jumping from high heights, doing flips but the first thing I did was walking up to a hot girl and talk to her ...
I said "Hey I am not nervous to say anything because this is a dream and you are not real" she just laughed, then I did a double backflip and she was amazed. Hah random pick up techniques. Then I climbed to the top of this staircase and saw the first girl I fell in love with. My lucidity dropped... but still very aware. I said "Hey Liza how are you doing?" and she answered "Is this one of your impress me things? Because it wont work" ... I then thought Hmm if I have superpowers she might get interested in me .
My emotions were stronger than the lucidity, so this hyper lucid dream was wasted on girls...
So what did I do? I made an attempt to crush the glaswindow and fly, but I couldn't even scrath it so I fell down to the floor in pain. [/COLOR][COLOR="royalblue"]Lucidity dropped I hope, because the next thing I did was gay and embarrassing. I started to zone out and had one of my Stewie Musical moments (Watch this and you will understand http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DI6BEFWUU0k&feature=related) (I am not like this for real!) I started to sing and dragged her with me and I danced and sang like a love musical. I don't no where I got the inspiration and above all the lyrics, but I went well.

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When I finally was free from this curse, I were standing in Santas workshop and the Santa thought that I had been so nice so he gave me the power of flying! So I flew out the window and in super speed (I couldn't even control it) I flew straight into a building... And when I turned around I saw that it was my friend's apartment. So with all my powers I tried to fix it with telekinesis, but I only made the bricks shake a little. [/COLOR]
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Then I woke up and for the first time ever I felt exahausted, I don't believe in energy ways or something like that, but when I woke up I felt so tired that I thought for a second that it was because of wasting enegry in the dream.
Emotions - Lucidity 1 - 0[/COLOR]

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I'm passing by a house with a beautiful garden with lots of flowers, and I'm seeing it from far distance. I see a yellow caution tape all over the garden; I think to myself "the owners of that house really want to keep people out of their garden". I believe I'm in a car so a keep driving down the street. Then I get into this big, kind of empty parking lot and I'm going in circles trying to find a good spot, I guess closer to this big super center similar to Waltmart. So I finally park the car and I walk couple of steps to enter the store. There are some big and wide stairs to my right so I continue going up, and when I get to the top there's a construction in progress, I take a quick look inside, seems like a big kitchen and there are some guys working on it, there's also a guy just going inside. I continue walking in the store but then I see other stairs heading down, but half way is under construction too and I could see some other guys working on it; so I'm starting to think if there's any other way to get in to the shopping area...So I remember seeing an elevator some where on that second floor, I walk a few steps and I see an elevator but there seems to be no access, there is a rail and next to it the elevator on a dead end wall. I say: "there's no way to get into that elevator", so I head back to the entrance; as I go down the stairs I say to my self " this is a dream", things don't change much but as I get to the bottom of the stairs there's no parking lot, the ground is unpaved and it's night time. Then as I look on the ground I start to see dollar bills, $10's, $20's but as I pic them up more and more start to appear, so I remember to look at my hands no to focus too much on the money; I see 6 fingers on each hand, I rub my hands and stabilize the dream. Then...BINGO!, so I say to my self: " I think with this money I could buy the BOUQUET OF FLOWERS!, so as I'm walking I see an old ranch house to the distance, then my vision gets like a magnified glass, and I see this bouquet of yellow and white flowers, wrapped on a transparent cellophane, and next to it there are some medicinal herbs; they're all hanging in front of the old ranch house, on the roof. as I get closer to the bouquet the dream start to vanish, but I remember to stay still and relaxed completely. I'm back in front of the house, but this time I see an old couple sitting in front of the porch, and as I look down I see a garden full of flowers with many colors. then I hear a voice saying: " you need to wait for the flowers, to be offered to you". I'm not focused on the bouquet any more ,but I want to get the flowers from the garden.. and I think "that would be stilling"..(I guess I'm not lucid anymore?since is a dream, would it be stealing?, Now I stare at the old couple and the dream continues... without lucidity...

This was my very first lucid dreaming experience
It was in the afternoon, i was laying on the couch in the sitting room, stuffing my head under a pillow. After a few minutes i found myself on the verge of falling asleep, my body felt numb, and i couldn't move any of my limbs, at the same time i started hearing these acid whooshing sounds, it was very intense. I kept hearing them when suddenly, i found my self inside a dream. I was in my living room, standing up, and suddenly, i realised !!!! I was lucid dreaming, i was actually aware of the fact that i was dreaming, i was very excited as i have always wanted to lucid dream, and have tried it a couple of times but didn't give much time to the whole thing, anyway, as i was very excited and "happy", i thought i should try to levitate or "fly", i succeeded but lost balance in mid-air then i fell down, then a creature appeared in front of me, it was a woman, wearing a colored skirt, red and violet and pink, i don't really remember anymore, anyway, she had no head, and she scared the **** out of me, she looked like she was getting ready to attack me. And at that moment i remembered something i read in an article about lucid dreaming, and it was that you should not be scared when you have a nightmare, and that you should confront your fears, and that will cause them do diminish, so i attacked the woman right away, pushing her onto a couch, and suddenly, she transformed into a sexy lady, although she didn't change her shape, and i don't remember if she gained a head or not, but i remember that she had very sexy legs. I layed on her, getting ready to (hmmm, you know what i mean ), but at that moment, i woke up, for no apparent reason...

This dream was very vivid. It was lucid.I don't remember when I became lucid *I remember losing grasp of the dream and doing the hand stimulation technique which was pretty cool cause it worked. Before I was lucid we were at someones house playing some guessing game when it got passed to me it was a chocolate bunny my mom said "hey!" sternly like I shouldn't eat the bunneh but I said "I already know what it is!?" while that may have been a gibberish reply it was enough for her. Then when we left walking to the....airplane she was getting onto me about 扎昛乞 a how I was using it wrong I argued that I was using It properly. I was punished by being forced to send her an email to her but matthew lam was the only one with internet he was driving off but I called out to him and he heard me but his mom kept driving off, around there the first dream collapsed and I woke up lucid in the second dream.

Lesson 1: What is Lucid Draming?

Homework-


I had a DILD about an hour ago. It was one of my many "mystery" or "quest" dreams where I have this determination to solve this ambiguous mystery that I never really know what it is. Maybe it's a murder or something :p... Anyways from what I remember, the setting was dark and "CSI" like. I remember turning on the road (I think I am in my car) and I see a house on the right. There is an decline to the left of the road with a bunch of trees that I can see. The road winds like this ")" so left-to right- to left. For some reason, I know I have to go there. I park my car, get out, face the road, and am able to see the whole curve of the road (Because I think it is small). A "gang" or a group of rough looking people (maybe Asians?) approach me and I know they want to fight. The lighting makes it appear as if they came from a shadow in the background. I notice my surroundings get darker and I remember thinking about my touch screen head unit (CD player in my car) and it was really fuzzy. I have never seen anything look like that (It looked really cool... Think static with orange and black). That is the point I recognize I am lucid (Because electronics don't work in dreams). I get out and notice that the natural lighting is getting darker and realize I must do something to see. I create this desire for night vision, and after some "flickering" (Kind of like Mr. Smith in the matrix) I can now see in the dark. I could see in the night in a wide "O" shape. The gang got out their flashlights and I was able to disarm them without any of them shining the light on me. After that, I get back in my car. I flash to a point where I am on a highway. Still dark. (I assume I know where I am going). I am still conscious and remember the mirror trick Ellen Page did in Inception. Since I was driving, I realized I couldn't do it. So, then I realize I am driving through a place with a stone road. There are green chairs (like stacks of eight in 4x4 clusters) and I try and create an "obstacle" pattern. (Say I was driving --> way. I tried to do this: _-_-_-_-_-_-). I successfully made like 5 clusters (-_-_-) then passed onto a highway like road. I see a bridge ahead. The angle of what I am seeing now encompasses me in third-person. I can some sort of storage device hanging from the bridge. And that's when I woke up...

DREAM NONDREAM LUCID

So I just took a nap and figured I tell you guys about this short lucid I had. It was weird because I don't normally start dreams in my bed, but somehow I started the dream in bed, messing with my phone. All of a sudden I decide I need more screen space, so I stretch my phone out. I then think to myself, "Ok, now I need to install avast! antivirus." So I run the installer for skype, and it launches the installer for what kind of looks like avast, but with different instal prompts. I mindlessly click through them, stretching the screen more and draging the window up so I have more room. I then get prompted for a password from the program. The prompt looked like this:

USERNAME:WhyAdamTheAdmin?

PASSWORD:

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So I put in the password because as a smart ass response, and it went to a screen saying my key for avast! was sent to my email with my email I normally use in the box. I the, at this point had stretched my phone into a laptop, when I noticed something was off about this whole stretching thing. I morphed this laptop into a phone and plugged my nose to check if I was dreaming. I was, so I got up out of bed and decided to turn the world slow motion. I focused until I made a digital clock face appear infront of my with the time 69:64. Then everything was in slowmotion. So I zapped a lightning bolt at my cat and hit her in the butt then ran in slowmotion to my front door. My mom walked over as if to send me off to school. She said to me, "Well son, I know that... Go off to school, he's nothing to worry about. ANd WATCH YOUR MOUTH!" I nodded and ran out the door and procedded to think of what to do next, but the dream faded.

16 August 2011

I was falling asleep and had an extremely lucid dream - I did not feel fully asleep yet and tried to sit up (like I did when awake about 20 minutes ago). I struggled to sit up and wanted to scream, yet could not scream - there was just no sound. I saw a man (tall and faceless seen as dull white light) who gently pushed my left shoulder down and then my right shoulder as well. I woke up and realised that my guardian angel refused me to leave my body at this specific time.

Here I am watching an advertisement on TV. I was watching The Legend of Zelda advertisement. I noticed I saw an ad saying it was 3D and it was for Nintendo 64. I noticed and said "wait a moment?! Nintendo doesn't make N64 games anymore.

So here I am waking up in my bed in a FA "false awakening" it was pitch dark so I did a reality check, The nose pinch. And the reality check worked! I had a short lucid dream for a period of time but the lucid dream failed due to excitement. I remember it being petty dark in my bedroom when I woke up from the dream. Then I woke up from the FA again for real this time.

[COLOR="red"]Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="royalblue"]Semi-Lucid[/COLOR]
[COLOR="blue"]Dream[/COLOR]
[COLOR="silver"]Thoughts[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]This timer attempt was a disaster. I did my WBTB earlier so that I would have more time to dream, but instead I couldn't fall asleep at all. So I were fully awake through 3 alarms, then I gave up because it's was no point in laying still if I can't fall asleep. But when I tried to move I felt that I were in partial sleep paralysis, which means that if I could have endured one more alarm, I woul probably had come in full sleep paralysis! 3 alarms is 15 min + 8 + 4 = 27 minutes of laying still, and just focusing on falling asleep but failing. I did a reality check right after I gave up so it wasn't a false awakening.

At this time I didn't remember a single dream, so I turned the timer off and went to sleep to dream.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I don't remember exactly what I dreamt frst but I do have some fragments of it. I were in my cousin's house and he was moving out. So he offered me his gaming mouse, then he changed his mind. I then walked out of his house and to something that I think was supposed to be my home, but it doesn't look anything like it.

I was taking a cab and opened the left door and jumped out of it. I jumped high and almost reached the sky, but then I fell down on a grass hill that is outside my real house in my waking life. [/COLOR][COLOR="red"]From nowhere I realised that I was dreaming! For the first time in my life I remembered to do what I had planned in the dream when I get lucid, but for this time it was something totally different. The Lucidology workout said that I was going to wake myself up just to experience waking sleep paralysis, to do that I have to think of my sleeping body. So I started to think "Wow this is a dream, but now I want to wake up (thinking of my sleeping body). Everything turned black I had no weird sensations what so ever, but then I just found myself back on the grass hill again.[/COLOR]

[COLOR="blue"]I was dissapointed and woke up, I thought... It turned out later that this was still a dream.
So in my false awakening I got out of bed and wrote down my dreams on a piece of paper near my bed.

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I was now standing in a grocery store, but this one only sold tapas and snacks. My friends were there so we were appearantly going to have this for lunch. I had problems with picking the tapas food up, and then I fell and hit my head in the table.
I were now walking around dizzy and I bumped into my friend Simon and he dropped his tapas on the floor...
When my friends were long gone, I now hade trouble with deciding what to choose. Then when I finally made up my mind. I didn't know where my friends were. So I started to watch some tv and I was watching Urban Legends, but the show was more like Myth Busters. On this episode they were going to see if they could determine if the water in a lake is shallow or deep by the temperture of the water, I saw a girl dive into the water. Then suddenly I was there!
I swam a few lenghts with her and there were 15 other girls and then I also saw my friends on the other side.
I started to swim my fifth lenght, but then I realised something embarrasssing. I was naked!
For a really weird reason I turn to the hottest girl of them all and points down and say "Ehrm I need to you know get underwear" and she said "that's cool you can come and change with me later" Relieved I then heard my friend pointing and laughing. Then I walked away with the hot girl and thought "HA jokes on you!"
...No I am lying I woke up and felt naked and embarressed[/COLOR]

[COLOR="silver"]Then I was going to add this dream to the notes, and I saw that there was no other dreams added!
So here I realised that I had had a False Awakening.

Tomorrow I will WBTB early again, but to make sure that I can fall asleep I will get back to sleep immediately.[/COLOR]

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8/16/11

WILD

Recall: good

I am taking a nap and laying on my back. I had woken up from dozing off and was laying there a bit (too long for DEILD). Suddenly, I felt the first round of vibrations. I don't move, keep my attention focused. Another round of vibrations and I determine it is okay to sit up.

I sit up and pinch my nose, success. I had trouble separating from my other body. Although I am sitting up, I can still feel the bed on my upper body. My vision is also very blurry. I stabilize for a second, and my vision clears. However, I am having trouble breathing. My real body is on my back, and I think my tongue may have semi-blocked my airway. I decide if it was a real problem I would be forced to wake up, so I wheeze and trudge on.

I open the door to leave my room, and I enter this white hallway. It looks somewhat like the scene from a previous dream. It appears like a white maze. I decide to just bust out the window and fall to the ground. I land in the courtyard area of a hotel. By now, my breathing feels normal again. I head across the courtyard to what looks like a little bathroom area. (I can't remember exactly what my goal was.) Eventually I find Mohammed and he greets me. I rub my hands together and spin as I respond to him. I remembered that I could try and go to Chichen Itza like all of the IOSDP people.

I say to Mohammed, "want to see something cool?" I divert my look and draw a circle up on this ledge. He gasps, as I look back. There is the familiar red glow. I tell Mohammed that we are dreaming an climb up on the ledge. We approach the portal and I say "ready?" as I grab his hand. I visualize a jungle and the temple as hard as I can. After a few seconds, I run forward. In the time I was visualizing, he thought he should start a countdown. The last thing I hear as we cross the barrier is "five" as he started counting down.

We end up in a jungle. The trees are green and relatively separated. A brown layer of leaves cover the ground. I run forward over the forest floor until there is a part in the trees. I look up and I can see the top of Chichen Itza, except it is animated. It looks like Simpsons animation. I am pretty excited for successfully teleporting here as I round the bend and approach the foot of the pyramid. Once we arrive there, it is no longer animated.

I remember something about a beacon that you are supposed to use at the pyramid. I point my hand to the top of the temple and focus. A blast of green energy shoots up into the air. It looks like a glowing green ribben attached to the peak of the pyramid. It slowly bends down into a green arch and disappears. I want to try a kameyameyah, and decide I can have fun while trying to signal other dreamers. I use my right hand and make a small circle at the top of the pyramid. I put my left hand into my pocket and pull out an arm that I expect to be like Portal. I don't look at my arm directly, but it just looks like it now has 3 fingers in the shape of the Portal arm. I make another circle, and a glowing, yellow outline forms.

I ball my hands together and get into a fighting stance. I get pretty low to the ground and focus my anger. "Kame." I don't feel anything yet. "Yame." I pause and slowly feel a tingle. Eventually I can feel substantial pressure and I release. "YAH," I say with full force. A white/yellow energy blast goes right into the portal. It then shoots straight up out of the other portal atop the pyramid. Eventually, it too bends down and disappears.

I decide to go on top of Chichen Itza to see what it is like. I take off by looking at the sky. After like 30 ft. I need to shift my power to my legs. The extra boost of speed makes for a landing with little finesse. There is a hole in the top that you can jump into. It only goes down like 3 ft, but then you can crawl into another small corridor. I decide I might get stuck and didn't venture further. There are no other DCs/dreamers about.

I start to leave and I decide to try some wand magic. I reach into my pocket and pull out a wand. I get a glimpse of the jungle and suddenly the scene returns to the bathroom. I didn't go through a portal, but it didn't really phase me. There is a half wall that NS and two other people are trying to climb over. "Winguardium Leviosa," and I lift them off the ground. They laugh as I return them to the floor. I want to try a killing curse on someone so I walk back outside looking for a DC that is being an asshole. There is a hotel pool and it is packed. At first glance, no one looks to be causing trouble. I don't want to hit an innocent DC so I give up. Eventually I start looking for women. I find a lady who is a little thick floating on a raft. She has a cute face, and despite being a pool, I can't find anyone else better. I jump on as I lose the dream.