lucid

Non-lucid, Semi-lucid, Lucid, [Commentary made while awake]

I'm in an old, dusty, dark shop with gray-brown, wooden walls, a high ceiling, and lots of rows of wooden shelves. Mr. H. [my first music teacher] is there. When I see him, I tell him that I'm glad to see that he's still around and still active.

There is a sign hanging from the ceiling above a passageway that leads to another room. The sign points the way to different departments of the store. I walk through the passageway into another, larger area of the shop. This area is the grocery store. A large family with a bunch of kids is grocery shopping there. I hear one of the members of the family mention that they only ever buy produce from Ralphs [a grocery store chain in my area], so they won't be buying any here.

[The dream shifts, and] I'm playing Petpet Park. I'm controlling my usual player character from a third-person perspective, just like in real life, yet my computer isn't part of the dream; the world of the game is the world of the dream, and I'm controlling my character using only my will. [That was pretty awesome, especially for a non-lucid.] I'm walking around a spooky, Halloweeny-themed area [that looks nothing like any of the ones that exist on the real site]. I'm inside an old building. While there, I set off a quest by causing a penguin non-player character to start walking forward from his spot next to the wall. He's off on his way to make a potion. This event is the first in a quest series that is accessible to non-paying members as well as paying members. I spend some Nickcash to get into a small room off to the side.

I decide not to go through a narrow doorway into an area where I could start some other quests. Then, the spooky atmosphere of the area starts to scare me, and I decide I want to get out of there. After getting outdoors, I decide to try to fly to Celestial City. [Celestial City is another in-game area with a more beautiful, peaceful mood. In the real game, player characters cannot fly. I think the fact that it occurred to me to try to reach another in-game area by flying indicates that I was gradually beginning to realize that I was dreaming, and not playing the actual game.] I fly away from the ground [or rather, my player character does; the dream is still in third-person point of view], deliberately playing the Celestial City background music in my mind. I close my eyes [somewhere around here, the dream shifted into first-person point of view] and open them again, trying to make it daytime, instead of nighttime. It works for a few seconds, but the sky quickly darkens to night again.

[The dream shifts again, and] I'm watching a scene from a movie involving a flyover view of an airport. I can easily identify the shooting location as Ontario International Airport because of the view of the mountains rising behind the airport buildings. In terms of design, the buildings resemble the old buildings that were all there was to the airport back when I was a little kid. They're bigger than the old ones, though, and in the same position as the new buildings, although they're not as long as the new buildings.

[Dreamskip.] I find myself flying over L.A. and the ocean. I am now definitely lucid. I can feel my pulse pounding in my head. I strongly suspect that the sensation is coming from my real body, but I choose to ignore that thought and focus my attention firmly on the dream. I use the moving-my-fists-together-or-apart technique I've described in previous entries to control my flight.

I'm driving along Pacific Coast Highway. I decide I want to drive to Newport Beach. I know I've succeeded when I pass a motel that has a sign on it that says “Newport Beach.” I also pass another, two-story motel that has water slides built right into the front of it.

When I get to the street that leads down to the beach, I turn left, then peel off to the right to follow the road that leads down from the mesa and over to the beach. [This road exists in real life. The motels do not, as far as I know.] Since I've met my goal of driving to the beach, I think, I am awesome!

The Scary Door (no really, it was scary...) (2/1/11)

I woke up in a room that definitely wasn't mine and was immediately lucid. I realized just how vivid it was and sorta took it in for moment. I half ran down the hill of my house and found a ramp that led underground, very similar to a subway entrance. It had fencing all around it. it was very old, and pretty rusty. I opened the first and descended only to find another gate.

After entering the final gate, I noticed that I was half underground. I could just barely see light beaming in from the side, near the top. There were no walls or ceiling, only the earth. I turned to find a massive door, seemingly made of stone, that had carvings all over it. As I approached however, I got a feeling of uneasiness.

I continued however, until I was right at the door. I wanted to open it, but I could not bring myself to; I was getting bad vibes, and felt that something dark was in there. Despite being lucid and telling myself I was the dreamer and in control, the fear was overpowering, and I high-tailed it out of there. I walked to the church that was across the street, but found that I was unable to open the door. I began walking to a car that had a DC, hoping to talk to him, but woke up.

Just started back up on Lucid Dreaming. Figured I'd post some of my dreams from the past year or so.

Going down Town (Sometime last December, when I was practicing LDing during winter break)

This was the first lucid dream I'd had in a while. I was on the top level of a parking garage. For some stupid reason I'd pulled a prank on a cop, and called him names, or something along those lines. He arrested me immediately. I was stunned that he was detaining me simply for pissing him off. I began freaking out immediately, begging him to let me go, but he did not falter. I only received a stone-cold stare.

I thought luck was on my side at this point. As we were driving down town a Train was derailed, and fell off the tracks and landed directly in front of us. We crashed directly into it. I managed to hop out of the car and run a few yards and the cop caught me. Apparently my luck was double crossing me-- even though we'd crash, we were directly in front of the station, and he dragged me in.

The inside of the station was, strangely enough, half police station and half gym. I was at the desk, talking to a different officer, pleading to be released. I gave up, but not before a few snide remarks at the officer.

I was looking around, considering escape, and saw some other people on benches, and a guy running on the track of the gym-side. I became lucid as soon as I saw this girl. She was dressed in some sort of modern indian clothes. Half jeans, half leather with tassles, and a couple feathers. She had a faint smile, and was looking directly at me. I had a distinct feeling that she was there, yet NOT part of the dream's scene at all. (I've assumed that this was my dreamguide)Her presence soothed me, and gave me clarity, and I realized I was dreaming.

I got too excited to actually speak to her, and instead tried to fly around. Yet, I found that as I flew out of the side of the building, I actually warped back INTO the building from the opposing wall. Just like on Asteroids, the old arcade game. I was trapped, and shortly after woke up...

After this, I managed to DEILD, and was enveloped by an image of my old church, under construction however. I woke up yet again, but this time it was a False Awakening. I was in a combination of my freshman dorm room and my sophomore dorm room.

I realized I was dreaming when I looked at my clock. I jumped up and flew through the building yet again, but as I did the dream began deteriorating. I was left in a WILD-like state with incredibly vivid hypnagogia. It was a lot like an acid trip. And I thought I woke up.

I had another FA, but I missed it this time =/

Alright so I have been running reality checks & I ended up doing that in my dream last night. Yes I do play Toontown. Don't laugh!

I had just defeated the Chief Justice in Toontown & we were doing the victory dance. It was taking a while because there were seven of us so I decided to run a reality check. I was thinking alright so before we started dancing we were fighting the CJ. Hmm nothing unusual there. The duck died still not unusual. What happened before I went in to fight the CJ? Uh... I don't remember joining a group or anything. Wait! I need jury notices! (you can't fight the chief justice unless you are ready for promotion & you get that way with jury notices) I remembered I needed 160 jury notices & yet I just defeated the CJ without them! I knew I was dreaming after that.

I leaned back in my chair & thought "I'm dreaming. I'm actually dreaming & I know it! What should I do?" I really wanted to try something like I don't know change my skin color or something to test it out but before I could decide what I wanted to do I had to relieve a very bad itch on my neck. It was driving me crazy! I scratched & scratched but the itch wouldn't go away. Then I woke up & the itch was still there! I scratched it & felt better then I was like darn it! I woke up.

Dream - Lucid

I was in what looked like my mom's car. I was parked somewhere, in a driveway I think, and I was sitting in the passenger's side seat. Someone, I think it was Dakota and I had no idea where he came from, handed me a phone, not sure if it was mine or his, but he said there was a "7-page text" on the phone. He handed it to me, and the text was from Austin, an ex. It was a very long message, and all I remember about what it said was
"Tear down two walls and build one up.", something along those lines. I think he was trying to break ties with me or something, but in a nice way.

I remember having another message or something, but I can't remember who it was from.

I then fell asleep in the car. I woke up and it was nighttime outside. Two guys were knocking on the car door. I opened it, and one of them asked me if I'd take the other one home. The guy that he wanted me to take home looked crazy, kind of like the guy that reappears in my nightmares (messy, medium-length brown hair, crazy look in his eye). I told him no. I tried to shut the door, but the guy with the crazy guy held it open. The crazy guy got halfway in the car and started trying to talk to me, I don't remember what he said. I shut the door, but they opened it again. I finally shut them out just in time for some more people to try to force their way into the car. I got in the driver's side seat to try to drive away. I was really scared.

At this point, I knew I was dreaming for a second and tried to wake myself up. I blacked out, I may have woken up for a second even. I was then in the car again, and Kacey was there outside the car. I told her about what happened with the people trying to get in the car, and Kacey said
"You can be here until 5:30."
I said I knew, but I couldn't stay with all those people trying to break into the car.

I decided I was hungry, and needed to go get some food. I stopped at Panera Bread. They closed at 9, and it was 8:45. I saw that they were trying to close up. They had already taken their soups off and everything. Even so, there was a line. I stood in line and waited for my turn. I remember the guy at the register was being a complete smartass to everyone. I figured it was because they were about to close, and there were still people ordering food.

I got to the register, and it was now about 8:50 or so. I was trying to decide what to order. I said something to the guy about them closing. He said something about some supervisor being there to interview him. Apparently, he wasn't going to be at that job for much longer, so he was just being a smartass to everyone because he could. He said something smart to me, I don't remember what. I'm pretty sure I didn't order anything there. I went to go find another Panera, one that closed later. I remember going into another one. I think they closed at 10 instead of 9.

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I remember being at Subway, ordering a sandwich. The lady taking my order was a bigger black lady. She looked like she wasn't very happy. I ordered a veggie sandwich (my usual at Subway in waking life ). She got to the veggie bar and asked what I wanted. I listed things off.
"Spinach...banana peppers..."
She slowly built my sandwich. I then told her I wanted black pepper and vinegar. She started to put salt on the sandwich, stopped, poured some salt on the cutting board to see if it was salt or pepper, and then said
"Oops."
She put pepper on it. Then, she started to put mayo on it, which I hadn't asked for. She put a little on it, then figured out her mistake and again said
"Oops."
I said it was ok, I'd eat it anyway. She gave me the sandwich. I sat down and scraped the mayo off, and took off any veggies that had mayo on them.

~

I remember walking down to the beach. It was a nice day outside. I walked down some stairs, and saw the back of Jarrod's (an ex) head. He was sitting on the stairs and wearing a grey hat. I almost walked past him, but decided to get his attention. I ruffled his hair/hat as I walked by and said
"Hey Jarrod!"
I thought he'd ignore me or not respond, but he said
"Hey Krista.", and we talked for awhile.
I remember his voice sounded different from what I remember (we haven't spoken in over a year in waking life). As I talked to him, I noticed his hair got shorter.

I was home alone with my dog Sam. I believe it was night, but possibly early in the morning. My dog shot me a frightened glance, and I saw two burglars entering through the door from our garage into our house. I instinctively reached for the steak knife, but one of them grabbed my arm. (Here I realize I am dreaming, maybe because I see my hand. Dream loses much vividness, most likely due to excitement.) Now excited, a quote from tauren chieftain Cairne Bloodhoof (Warcraft reference) somehow enters my mind. " I've been... expecting you." I say, and stab the both simultaneously with knifes. (Interesting, because I remember them stopping me from grabbing the knives, maybe I conjured them?). From here, I lose almost all vividness and control, and wake up.

This is my first entry. I believe it was lucid, since I was aware, but the dream was not very vivid at all. Nonetheless, seems like a decent start.

I WILDed and found myself in my room. I went up to my closet and slid it open, expecting to find the Frost Giant. I only saw my cloths. I tried it again and got the same results. The third time I tried I closed my eyes and walked in but tripped on a box. I went to another closet and tried to teleport through it again, this time I saw the exact contents of my closet in real life. I stopped. I looked around, I looked at an object looked away and looked back and it had the exact same detail. I remember it being a stain glass picture of Cuzco, from a movie I watched. I was amazed and asked my self how dream could recreate all this stuff so well. I walked into my moms room and for the first time in a lucid came up to a mirror. I looked normal, no scary image ,like people often expect. I phased through the glass, trying to teleport to the Frost Giant and wound up in an alternate reality. My right arm become left and left right, everything got flipped. I felt that this was my symbolic reality, if I changed my negative attitude about things and overcame my anger issues. The house was big and had expensive ornate decorations. I went to my room and tried closet teleportation again. It didn't work and I saw a bunch of books piled high up behind my cloths. I got the feeling that this meant I would prosper and gain understanding. I wanted out of this reality so badly, I couldn't handle the truth. I phased through a mirror no bigger than my head and found myself in a place I never saw before. I decided to use an airplane to get to the north pole and wondered if I would stay asleep long enough to get there. I asked an old lady where the plane to north pole was and she led me to a platform that was going to take me to the Frost Giant. The old lady got on and I saw Yoda. The Flat plane took off faster than anything I could fly on my own with, it knocked me down with its speed. I saw a snowy landscape, knowing I was getting close. I saw scary wolf monsters below me. I got the feeling I had developed enough power to fight them from afar. I looked down at my foot and saw three long toes that worked like a hand. I used my foot to build up energy. I then hurled a ball of pure energy that I could only sense but couldn't see at the wolf. In an instant the wolf blew up as if I threw a grenade. I used the "force" and Yoda looked at me oddly. I got exited because I was going to see the frost giant. The dream ended.
I was upset when I awoke, the dream ended to soon.

I was arguing with rachel about something. I am getting pissed. She is hear to get the kids. But I am talking to her from upstairs on video chat on the computer. The screen goes black so I go down stairs. I push through crap piled on the stairs. She is gone. I wonder if she didn't want to see Alysha.

Now we are (Alysha) driving in a truck. It is day time. But I instinctively know its in the middle of the night. (Dreamsign) I look at the clock and it is 1:28 am. I see tent set up for tornado victims. People are out and about.
We pull over and it is suddenly dark. I make note of this as odd but I don't catch on yet. I have a flimsy hang glider and I am going to the lucid caves. I am a little lucid now. My hang glider is like a kite. It pulls me up but I get hung on a tree. Alysha helps me. I see a helicopter and we get in the truck. Its past curfew. We duck in the seat and the helicopter passes slowly over. I think we are fine and it comes back taking pictures. I smile for the camera. Then a different on comes back and launches a missile at us. I drive the truck away down the street. I see a old man with a dog. I notices the helicopter did not follow so I turn around back the way we came.
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We are now in cave that is military controlled. It is the lucid cave and I am 90% lucid. Alysha is
Sitting in a chair and there is a officer behind a desk. I say watch this. I walk through the back door and yell at the high ranking officer. I tell him I need a lot of beer and a fast car. Or maybe a jet plane. He nods and I walk back to Alysha smiling. I told her what I said. She looks at me funny. So I tell her its ok. I know this is a dream. Yea we are dreaming. My speak is getting slurred like I am drunk. I feel myself wake up.

I don't move and keep my eyes closed. I quickly go into sleep paralysis and have a WILD. At one point. I feel my arms move and I try to lift my head. I feel like I am lifting out of my physical body but like the other day I get stuck half way. I am almost in the dream. I feel my head push through. And I feel the point past my body were the vibrations stop. It feels like I am leaving my body. The whole time I feel like there is a presence to my left. I am a little creaped out but I know its part of the illusion of SP. I think about the movement technique and try to just feel like my body is sliding out. I feel my hands let loose I am writting. I think I say. Lucid cave. Lucid cave. The presence on my left speaks... something. A question? I tell it I was having a lucid dream. I feel like Alysha can hear me. I feel my hands writting lucid cave. I say more forcefully. I think I see words on the picture. I think I am in the dream so I open my eyes and I see my dark room. I try again. [/COLOR]

Vibrations. Sliding. It works. I enter a dream but I forget and I am not lucid.
I am sitting in a desk. I have a wrighting on a colored pencil drawing. It looks unfinished and there are caves. A man yells private come here. He is talking to me. I am in a classroom. He tells me to get out. I walk out the door down a hall. I realize I need to know why he did that. There is a hand written note that read: "No military personnel allowed. Especially privates. Turn around and go away"

I wake up. I try to re-enter the dream but I am wide awake.

[COLOR="deepskyblue"]Later that night
I successfully preformed a WILD but I don't remember any SP.
I am fully lucid with Alysha. I am trying to convince her that we are dreaming. I tell her to watch. I poke my finger into a wall and sink it into it. I felt like stiff jello.
I push my arm all the way in and then my body until I go all the way through. I see a couple at a table eating. They are mildly surprised. I turn back through the actual door way and Alysha is gone. I call her name but I can't find her. I keep telling myself its a dream. I poke my finger through my forearm. I take a lady by the arm arm poke my finger through it. Then I decide to rip her arm off. She freaks but I tell her to relax its a dream and it will grow back. I feel the urge to pee. And I'm upset because I do.t want to stop dreaming. I go outside and see a door to a bathroom. I almost go pee but I stop myself because I know I will pee the bed. I see Tim go in and he tells me its OK to pee. I force myself to forget about it. I decide to fly away. I float up but there is a wall and a ceiling outside. I drop back down and go through the wall. I am in a wide open flat plain with an over cast sky. It is very beautiful. Float up and take off fast. I'm still lucid. I try to go into the clouds and above but I lose my self and I feel like I. I focus on the dream and go back down. I try again. This time I make it past and see the sun but I start to wake up.I find myself just kind of floating in black in-between waking and dreaming. I focus and find myself lying on the ground. I am still lucid. I look round and see an old western style town. All the buildings are intact but completely burned out. I decide to experiment with teleportation. I point to a spot and a black hole appears on the ground. I say cool. I dip my hand in and it looks like a liquid. Hysol from work. Black and thick but runs off like water. I dive in and I get stuck. I worry that I can't breath but I know its a dream and I take a deep breath. I swim down and gravity shifts to right side up. I am in a wall with wood two by fours. I am disappointed but realize I wasn't expecting anything. I feel the urge to pee but ignore it. The walls are closing in on me and I feel lost in amaze. I push the walls wider. I see a door and before I open it. I ask myself what do I want to see. I think medieval times. I open it and it and I think king Arthur. The town looks sort of medieval but the closer I get the more modern it is. I see a skyscraper in try to force it to be a castle. No luck. I walk on. I can hear the air freshener go off in my room. I look around but don't wake. I hear a snore but it sounded like a giant stopping. I don't want to see that. I find myself in a shopping promenade with a fountain. I really need to wake up and go pee. I feel like this is a very long dream and want wake up. I say wake up and I close my eyes. But I can't. So I lat down and some lady comes and wants to kiss me. She smells like peach air freshener. I decide to see if I send a text to Alysha in a dream if she can get it in real life. I am trying to text "I am in a dream". The words get blurry and I lose focus. I wake up and finally get to pee.
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As far as I can remember, the dream begins with me walking quickly away from a car, for some reason, not wanting to be seen by it. I turn to a side road, and walk along the little crescent, trying to get to a point where I can't be seen from the main road. Getting near the end, I notice I'm at the top of a little ledge, below which is a forest floor, and a number of people I know are running around there, playing some kind of hide-and-seek game.

I jump down to join them, and wander around a little with them. One girl (whom I don't recognize) in particular interests me, a cute blonde my age (17-18). She, somewhat arrogantly, gives a challenge for someone to beat her "to the top of the mountain". I accept, as I have a vague notion that I have a certain set of superpowers. She takes off, and I make an attempt to follow her, but when we reach a very wide river to cross (which she begins wading through), I start looking around for the end destination. I see something which must be the "top of the mountain" (a nearby clifflike overhang, maybe 60 feet high).

I flex my legs and jump into the air, and I notice that on the top of the mountain (which is covered in grass), there are two lines of flags, like the end of a race. I move to land there, but I overshoot, and I'm far too high in the air. For some reason, I'm very afraid of landing (occurs often in the dreams where I jump), and I believe I momentarily rip myself out the dream, as there's a little "in between" dream here, before the initial dream continues.

Now I'm with her, at the cliff overhang, and she seems rather down about losing. I amusedly assure her it's fine, and we somehow end up kissing rather intensely (hormones? Where?). Further away in the forest, a group of my classmates are assembled, some kind of school trip. After some talking, I make a comment about the tall grass containing giant snakes, and lo and behold, I notice an enormous snake (probably 40 feet long) in the grass, just across a little stream from us. I warn everybody, and tell them to get back, but one girl (whom I know in reality) decides to just crouch behind a small barrier. The snake clearly knows she's there, and very quickly moves to bite her.

Me being heroic, and knowing in the back of my mind that I can't really be hurt, I yell loudly and grab the snake by the neck. I wrestle with it a little, receiving a bite to my left arm, and begin to notice a growing pain in the center of the back of my skull. With a sinking feeling (and a lack of knowledge about simple snake biology), I realize it's shooting some kind of poison stinger out of its tail, directly into the back of my skull. I move quickly away from the tail and clamp a hand down on the snake's mouth, trying still to avoid the tail. I somehow manage to subdue the snake, and immediately say "Someone needs to take me to the hospital." We got to a hospital, but the doctor refused to acknowledge any sort of visible injury, and seemed to think I was insane. I left quickly, as I was sure he was pretending, for some reason.

Then I was at the school, and were to do another show of the play we'd been rehearsing (in reality), so we were going over our lines a little. I then noticed that a doctor at the hospital had written something near the injection site: 5 x 109. At first I thought that it indicated the number of stings I'd received, but later decided that it indicated I'd received 5 stings, each giving 109 cc's of venom. I made sure that a number of other people could read the text, and went back to the original doctor to confront him, showing that a number of people confirmed my injury. He continued to deny it, and I noticed there were a number of bodyguard-looking people in the room, who all denied the injury as well. I began to suspect some kind of conspiracy (possibly insurance, though I don't know how that would apply), and began to attack the individuals, as they closed in on me.

Not In The Face!
I am in a strange place, it looks kind of like a scene from Assassin's Creed. I am not alone here, MoSh is here with me. There is also a woman here, though she is off to the side a ways. A man comes into the area, I don't recognize him, but it seems MoSh recognizes him. MoSh is instantly pissed off at him. MoSh gets in the guy's face and starts yelling at him. The man does't act like he really cares if MoSh is mad or not. That's before MoSh starts beating the shit out of the guy. MoSh says he is going to punch the man in the face once for each time he has or will make Sam cry, and he then he begins pounding the man's face to a bloody pulp.

Carnivore Floor
It is as if I am watching this dream from a third person perspective rather than participating in it. It is night time in a nondescript house, and I hear a woman scream. A large reptilian creature is dragging a woman down a hallway from some bedrooms. There is a man chasing after the creature, though he seems to be chasing in slow motion. He is calling after the creature to stop. I finally see that the man is running so slowly because he is sinking into the floor like deep sand. Then he steps into a hole in the floor. The hole is filled with razor sharp teeth. It bites the man's foot off. The man falls over and the floor is waiting for him to land in a much larger hole filled with millions of teeth. The man's scream is cut off my a crunching noise, then he hole closes. I am still looking at the floor when a small hole opens and issues a burp before the scene fades to black like the end of a movie.

Eat Me!
I am in a small house that I don't recognize. I look around, I think I am there to gather evidence of child molestation going on there. I know I'm not supposed to be there, so I am staying hidden as I search for clues. For some kind of incriminating evidence. Maybe the pervert video taped it. I end up at a bedroom. There is a rather fat balding guy sitting on a bed next to a young girl. He has his hand on her thigh. She pulls away. I have caught him in the act! But he sees me! He says I am a sweet little thing. I realize I am a child. The girl tells me to run. The man comes over to me and puts his hand on my shoulder. He says a sweet thing like me can't be out alone. He pulls down his pants and pulls out his penis, he asks if I want to lick his candy. Too bad for him he didn't realize I'm in a sick and twisted mood. The girl says I'd better take a lick or he'd be mad. I'm a freak, though. My teeth are like a shark. I don't lick... I bite. And rip the thing right off, spitting it to the side. He is screaming in pain. I tell him I like his candy... I'll have more... I'll take it all... With my shark teeth I rip him open and watch him bleed out while the girl is crying beside me. I tell her that is the fate of such evil.

False Awakening
A man gets out of bed and stretches. He is a young looking man with dark hair. As he gets up I see there is a woman sharing his bed. She pretends to be sleeping, but she is awake and silently crying. I wonder what happened. The man walks from the room an into a hallway that seems to go on forever. He seems surprised at that, but he walks down the hall a short ways. He looks back and sees the bedroom door is gone. The walls are melting, hands are reaching out and grabbing him. He can't move. The hands grow claws and start rending the flesh from his bones. He is screaming in pain until he wakes up in bed, next to the woman, breathing hard.

Another False Awakening
The man looks at the woman lying beside him. The woman pretends to be asleep, but she is silently crying. The man notices she is crying and tells her to quit whining. She belongs to him, that is final. She says she isn't crying about having to be with him. He asks why the fuck is she crying, then? She says she is crying for him... for the horrible painful death he had experienced. He asks what the fuck she is talking about. She pauses, then says she was mistaken. She is crying for him for the horrible painful death he is about to experience. She transforms into a strange creature with lots of teeth and bites his hand. He seems paralyzed. She says she doesn't like it when her dinner squirms. She begins on his right leg, leisurely eating him while he can barely issue groans of pain. He wakes in bed to his own voice, "NOOOOO!"

Are You Awake Yet?
The same man sits up and looks at the woman beside him. He involuntarily cringes. He gets up and leaves the room quickly. He pauses in the doorway and then continues. He goes into the bathroom and splashes water in his face. He sees a face in the mirror that is not his own. He mutters something in a different language that sounds like a prayer. The face in the mirror speaks English for a bit and says the penalties for the man's crimes is death. The man stumbles back and leaves the room. The bathroom door leads outside into blazing sunlight. There are beautiful harem women all around. The man is told he is in his eternal afterlife. He drools over the women and tries to touch one. She pushes him away. All the women start yelling at him in a foreign language, throwing rocks at him. They are chanting death, death, death! He is surrounded by beautiful harem women throwing rocks of ever increasing size. One woman knocks him down. They all surround him, kicking until he stops moving. The man wakes in bed, but seems too terrified to move.

29.05.2011

ITS A DREAM SPYCRAB! (Non-lucid)

NON-DREAM DREAM LUCID

I cant rember when i had this dream I dident write it down
Its more of a fragment really But
Were the dream picks up I'm in the schools cafiteria trying to explain to my friend Spycrab that we're in a dream right now, and he dosen't belive me. My friends Andy and Jordan (Singularity125 on here)are there but they don't say anything. I remember Dick showing up and saying something but thats were it cuts off.
I'm marking this as Lucid..but I dident really do much with it.

Okay. This one was very amazing for me. I think it will be the dream that will start my quest to perfecting lucid dreaming. It showed me a lot of information of where to improve in places. Anyways. Here goes.

I was inside a candy store, eating with my parents(scene from my previous dream which I can't remember D. I was already lucid so the first thing I did was turn around and make my parents disappear. This was a first time with me trying to do anything like this, but it worked. While I was still in that store I tried working on the power of making things appear and disappear. I made a door appear. I opened it and there was a laggy black emptiness in it from what I thought was a place where nothing existed yet. I was afraid of going in there so I made it disappear.
My next goal was what all lucid dreamers love to do, fly! I tried to take off on a small curb but nothing happened. Throughout the dream I could not figure out how to fly. :/. One thing that suprised me was that my reality checks of looking at my hands or putting my fingers through my hands did not work!
I do remember that my dream started to fade at a time but I started touching objects and it became clear again.

I woke from this dream randomly and I do not even know what woke me up

Wednesday May 25 2011
7:00am

I was walking around in the backyard and i realized i was in a dream. Nothing really happened to trigger it specifically and my hand reality check did not even work but i just knew i was dreaming. I told lissa who was back there about it and said my reality checks didnt work but i rem going to sleep this is a dream. Im walking around the backyard and i decide to try and cast some fire spells. I decide to say it outloud to make it more effective and when i get ready i hear a deep voice in my head that is not me say fireball or blaze? like it was asking if i was sure what spell i wanted. I said fire ball aloud and moved my hand toward the roof of the deck. I saw yellow and a bit of red and orange light start to form in my hand and then saw a fireball although very small and not too vivid shoot from my hand and fly towards the house. It didn do anything to the house and kind of just dissapeared.

I tried to do some other fire spells but couldnt get anything else to work. On the side of the house i tried to make a wall of fire but nothing happened. I decide to try some passive control instead. I turn to lissa and say rem that plant ive been growing on the side of the house thats just ripe now. She said yeah as if she either knew i was dreaming or she was just playing along with my new plot. We head over ther to the side of the house with the water heater but i couldnt find the pot plant anywhere, only saw weeds and stuff. I told lissa as we walked towards the center of the backyard that I can find some in a jar but wake up before i get to the deck...

Friday May 20 2011
8:00am

Im outside on the left side of the shed and i see the cat lying in front of the shed facing it and he actually kind of looks dead. I dont see the dog anywhere in the yard and realize i'm dreaming. I look at my hand and two of my fingers look like thumbs. I look again and its the same thing. When i first went lucid i rem hearing a strange vibrating sound but it went away really fast.

I yell out saying im dreaming and running across the yard ready to start flying. I leap into the air and put my arms up like superman. It doesnt qutie work so i keep jumping in the air. I start trying to jump higher and higher and a few times i get pretty high up. The highest i got was about ten feet up. I begin jumping back and fourth over the barrier in the yard and get a good twenty foot leap going. Then i decide to head inside. Before i did one of the last times i tried jumping over the fence one of my feet kinda caught on it but i barely felt it and moved on. I remember on the way in just marveling at how real the deck and back door looked, there was not noticeable dif between it and waking life.

I go inside and go to tell my brother im dreaming. Him and his gf are in the study and everything is literally as detailed as real life. I go tell them and they seem skeptical so i show them my hands and easily i can jump up to the roof but they still dont catch on. I was worried they may try to convince me i wasnt dreaming but they didnt. I figure since i wasnt able to fly i can go smoke some dream weed instead. I go outside in the front yard and see the neghborhood is pretty active. At first im nervous to try smoking but i just remind myself im in a dream. I decide to sit on the chair in the front yard and smoke a joint. I decide that when i reach into my pocket i will find a joint but instead only feel a toothpick. I give up on that and figure ill go inside and get a jar of weed from my room.

On the way im hoping for the jar of purple hash from a previous dream. When im almost to the hallway crystals brother from down the street comes over and asks if i want to play soccer. I know he came over because he mustve seen me sitting in the chair outside but I ignore him and go back to my room but the lights are off and i rem that in dreams its supposed to be hard to change them. I try turning on my ceiling light but it doesnt go on. I then try my floor lamp but it wont work either. Its very dark so i head back out into the hallway and the dream begins to fade so on the way out i start feeling my shorts with my right hand. I dont want to lose it so i sit down in the hallway and start rubbing my hands together and saying outloud i am dreaming i am dreaming. I was worried my brother would see me and think i was crazy but i knew i was dreaming so i kept up with it.

My eyes were closed and i started to peek out and everything was like grey static but i kept rubbing my hands together and the dream scene reformed and i was back in the house in the hallway. I hear melissa come home so i go to the living room to tell her we are dreaming and that im about to smoke dream weed. I go back to my room and now the lights are on, so i walk over to my desk and get a jar and can still see its full of weed, well it has about 4 or 5 buds, way more than i actually had in waking life and it looks like violator kush. I get some papers and get ready to roll it up. I get really happy to have it and am ready to smoke when my bro comes in and starts talking to me about a book where a guy chriogenically freezes himself. The book has large white print on a brown cover, he is standing by the bed and lissa is sitting on it. He keeps talking and for some reason i let myself get engaged in the conversation. Then i wake up damint.

Many different dreams including a tail end lucid.

Cleaning my house and fighting with brother and his friends. Mix fo work with home life.

Most dreams were quite vivid. One at end of night included theme of crossing over to other reality. In it I was in an orc village. I looked around and realised it was a dream. Followed through on dream of conducting and leading a choir. At end was talking but aware I could wake up. Woke up into false awaking then woke up. Next time I won't continue but will change theme.