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I had the first "can't get back to sleep until I check the whole freaking house to make sure it's safe" nightmare of the year last night. It kind of messed up my sleep for the whole morning afterwards, but I got some short and fuzzy dreams, so here they are.

Dream One: I'm in a hospital. Someone's just had a baby, and I'm celebrating with a bunch of people (family and people I don't know) by having drinks in the hallway. Yup. Alcohol in the hospital, I'm pretty sure that's illegal in the waking world or something, lol.

Dream Two: I'm on a boat in the middle of a small river through a city. It reminds me of when I went to Vegas forever ago and saw people riding the gondolas in front of that hotel, the Versaille? I can't remember what hotel it was, lol. Anyways, in the dream I'm on the phone with a friend, C, and I see a GIANT billboard advertising a new Otome game. It was like a dating sim game for girls, and the possible love interests in the game were actual anime characters like Sebastian from Black Butler and Setsuna from Gundam 00. I remember getting all excited, and telling my friend the game looked AWESOME! She agrees it sounds great, even though that friend doesn't watch anime or play video games o.O I go on about how I'm not a fan of Setsuna, and I wonder if it'll have any other Gundam pilots in it? But the game was worth buying to hear Sebastian's voice seducing you anyways.

Dream Three (Nightmare): I'm walking out of the kitchen behind my son when I notice something move under his feet. It's a Copperhead, IN THE HOUSE! I try to tell my son to stop before he steps on it, but he doesn't listen and comes millimeters from stepping on it. I rush forwards and grab him and stand him up on a chair, but the snake slithers under the chair after him. I tell him not to move, thinking the snake can't climb the chair I guess, and run to the basement to get a shovel to cut the things head off because there's no way I'm letting a poisonous snake who knows how to get in my house free so he can come back in again! (Non poisonous, it wouldn't have been a big deal. We actually have a HUGE black snake living in our attic/basement and I refuse to let my husband kill him because he's not hurting anything.) I can't find a shovel, but I see a ho, so I grab that and run upstairs. My kid has gotten off the chair, and I'm freaking out at him that he could have been bit, then ask him if he knows where the snake went. He points to my feet, and I'm almost standing on it! I jump, then start trying to hit it with my ho. It tried to escape in the basement, but I get him on the stairs. Then he transforms into my cat Lilly, and my cat Lilly runs up at the same time so there's two Lillys and I can't tell which is the snake. I wake up TERRIFIED. I actually made my husband check the house for copperheads when he got up for work before I could fall back asleep! The rest of my dreams reflect this anxiety as well.

Dream Four: I'm trying to park my car in our driveway in the nighttime. I notice my neighbors black dog is laying in the driveway, and he won't move. The dog is supposed to be in a dog kennel anyways, so I get out of my car and try to call the dog to put him in his dog lot for the neighbor. The dog runs off, and I get frustrated. I call him a few more times, and the neighbor apparently heard me and sent his kid out to catch his dog. Just as the kid is coming up to help I hear a noise in the woods. At first I think it's the dog, but then I see the moon reflecting off an eye, and I know it's too tall to be the dog, it's got to be a dear. I get in the car and holler at the neighbors kid to watch out for the deer, he wouldn't want to get trampled if it gets spooked. As soon as I say this, the deer starts flat out attacking the kid. It's a doe, so there are no horns, but it keeps headbutting the kid knocking him down and trampling him! I back the car up and shine the headlights at the deer, this causes it to get scared and run away. I check the neighbors kid, he's bleeding, but he says he's ok. I tell him he needs to go get a rabies shot because I don't think sane deer would attack a person like that. Then I park my car and wake up when I get out again.

Dream Five: I'm talking to my husband about my son starting Kindergarten this year. Apparently he starts in a week, and his doctors appointment for his kindergarten shots is on the first day of school. I'm flipping out that he can't miss his first day of school to get his shots, we need to get the shots this week and see if the doctors office will just let us come in for shots really quick and do the actual check up part on a another day. My husband tells me that won't work because my son needs X-rays this year? I wake up, momentarily freaking out, then realizing it's only April and school won't start until August, we got time

Dream Six: I'm in the bedroom in my dead grandparents house where both my grandma died and my grandpa took his own life. Its a pretty creepy place to think about now that I'm awake, but in the dream I had no negative feelings about it. I'm sitting next to the bed, Ciel Phantomhive from Black Butler is on my left, and K is to my right. There's a guy who looks like the pig riding guy from the early Bleach Episodes there as well, sitting across from me at the bed. Ciel is ordering Pig guy to do something, and pig guy gets up and stomps off. I hear muttering coming from the hallways, and get up to see what it's about. K and Ciel are playing poker and talking about some sort of plot against us, but I'm not worried. I trust K to handle it all, and don't feel like I really have the experience needed to keep us safe but he probably does. In the hallway, I see pig man is lighting a bunch of candles and sitting them right under papers that will catch fire and burn really easily. He's muttering something like, "Burn in hell you little demons (devils?)" I yell out at him, "Hey, stop!"and he drops his book of matches and a lit candle and runs away. I go through trying to blow out all the candles before they can start a fire. K and Ciel come out of the bedroom and K is saying, "Well Phantomhive, it looks like you've been betrayed by your own man." to which Ciel replies that he knew it would happen, and we'd use the escaped traitor to lead our enemies to us where we can catch them in our own trap. I'm freaking out that we've got to get out of here before he tried to set fire to the outside. I'm trying to gather things that are important to me, extra shoes, a stuffed horse my grandfather gave to me, a pillow pet for my kids to lay their heads on (doesn't cross my mind they're not here in the dream, lol) and I'm trying to find more of the kids stuff. K just sits at the kitchen table playing cards with Ciel again. I'm getting upset, I feel like we need to leave now! K tells me to just relax, everything's under control. But I just can't relax, I'm freaking out! K asks me where I think we're going to escape to, that we have no where to go. I tell him we could go to his parents house, and he sighs and says Ok, if I'm so upset we can go there if it'll make me feel better. He sighs and throws his cards down on the table obviously agitated and I take this as a personal attack because I'm so on edge. I start shouting at him, "Just because you're an undying doesn't mean the rest of us can't die you know! You may be happy sitting here and being burnt or blown up because you'll regenerate, but I won't!" (An Undying is from the book series Kieli, I have often thought the main character Harvey reminds me of K because they both have that quiet and unintentionally harsh around people personality. Apparently this comparison was bleeding over into my dreams to make him fit in with all the anime characters, lol) He looks at me kind of stunned and confused by this outburst, and then my son wakes me up because he's worked the fitted sheet off his bed turning in his sleep. I'm glad that K showed up in this dream, because it put me at ease enough that my last dream was not a nightmare and I woke up in a good mood after all.

Dream Seven: I'm inside of a store, at first I thought it was Walmart. I'm looking at video games, checking out what they have for the PSP because I'm really enjoying Hakuoki and wander if there are any other visual novels for the PSP. A store clerk comes up, and asks if he can help me find anything. I tell him I'm just looking, thanks. Then he asks me what my name is, so I actually turn and look at him instead of half ignoring him (yeah I know, ignoring people is a bad habbit... but my social skills are so inept it's usually a lot better than trying to talk to them and getting overly stressed out, lol) I notice he's the guy from best buy the other night. I remember that My husband was the one who was trying to talk to the guy and ask him about some video game stuff, but the guy kept looking at me when he was talking to my husband. I was very flattered at the time, especially since he looked a lot like a guy I had a crush on in College, just with shorter hair. I even wondered if he was the same guy, but his name tag had a different name on it so I was pretty sure it wasn't. Anyways, in the dream I tell him my name and he smiles really big and cutely, and I smile back. Then I decide to ask him if he knows of any other visual novels on the psp. He has no clue what I'm talking about and apologizes like crazy. I tell him it's ok, and grab a game off the shelf and tell him I'll just try that game. The I checkout and leave. I feel like I'm being watched, and I turn around to see him and someone else watching me out the stores glass windows as I leave. I turn around and smile and wave to let them know they're being too obvious, then get in the car where my husband and kids are waiting. My daughter wakes me up this time, and it's time to get up.


And of course, because the copperhead dream had me so freaked out, I wouldn't let the kids get up until I could check the house again myself, then told them to watch where they step. We've not had a snake in the main part of the house before, but since we've had mice come up from the basement and down from the attic before, I know it's possible, it just hasn't happened yet.

Lately I've been thinking a lot about how activating or deactivating various receptors in the brain brings us closer to the dream state, and what that implies for using hallucinogens in respect to various dream phenomena like signs and guides, understanding the way dreams work on a more basic level, and beliefs like shared dreaming. To study this relationship and see if I can come to any conclusions, I've decided to use side note DJ entries to track any experiences I have which enter the hallucinogenic realm, no matter how small.

Exploring Nature, and the Dream-like Qualities of THC [Trip Report]
Cannabis
Date: April 19th, 2012

Dose:
T+0:00: 1/2 bowl, smoked, Cannabis
T~1:30: 1/2 joint, smoked, Cannabis

After getting a few errands done for the day, K and I decided to go walking through a forest and smoke some weed since we hadn't done so in a long time. I went to pick him up and we smoked a small bowl before leaving his apartment, and then I drove us back to my house. I was already really high and could tell that the weed was pretty strong! My tolerance is not insanely high at this time either, but K's is and he was pretty stoned as well. We waited at my house for about half an hour and watched TV, then went walking around the park near here.

We picked a small opening in the side of the forest next to a big clearing and smoked the first half of the joint there. It's a pretty nice spot, but we decided to go somewhere more secluded and deeper into the forest for the other half. On the walk to the next area I was starting to become fairly stimulated but also dissociated, and I was beginning to ramble about whatever was on my mind, though I can't remember what those things were now. We stopped half way down a dense path and finished the joint, and then we kept following it as far as it went. My thoughts were starting to feel very associative and I went on a long rant about the difference in perception and stereotypes of the old and modern drug cultures.

When I finally ran out of thoughts I noticed that colors were becoming highly saturated. Everywhere I looked I was noticing patterns of leaves and things among the plant life, and my mind was connecting incorrect meaning to various shapes. For example, many trees suddenly looked like they were gigantic flames, and others that had long, slender leaves with pronged tips suddenly looked to me as if they were covered in snowflakes. What's interesting to me is that now, after my long break and my other drug experiences, I can come back to these weed experiences that normally die down a bit once tolerance sets in and look at them through enlightened eyes. This euphoric energy, analytical nature, color saturation, and psychedelic image association... it's all very reminiscent of my experiences with dopaminergic psychedelics. Is this the potential of THC's cannabinoid receptor-induced phenethylamine release? It certainly has the same feel as a phenethylamine psychedelic. In this case, the psychedelic effects would be coming mostly from the D2 receptor, which causes effects similar to NMDA receptor antagonists, among other things. This mechanism is the same that causes OBEs and is likely very important in dreams, and I wonder if that's where the associative thinking comes from - the same way that dreams are built off of our internal schemata and expectations, only whereas with dreams we have only the blackness behind our eyes to work with, instead here my schemata are applied to reality and my mind attempts to make sense (dream sense, anyway) of my surroundings.

Anyway, we returned to the small forest opening by the clearing where we had smoked originally, only this time I noticed a path that lead out behind where we were originally sitting and was amazed at what I saw. There were three stone benches where we were, cut in sort of a way that looks like if you were to divide a circle up into four even sections and then remove one of them. Behind, and juts a bit to the right, of the now middle section, there was a path made in the ground that led down a tiny hill and into a densely covered forest area. However, in the center of this, where the path directly led, there was just a, not huge but not small, patch of grass with no trees, and so the area itself looked like it had a large opening where you could see the sky, surrounding by a ring of tree tops. The patch was also just a very slight hill, and surrounding it on the edges of the circle was a constant low level of water. All of this was a few feet below all of the ground around it, enough to where it'd be difficult to get back out of this ditch if that path weren't there. The very first thing I thought when I saw all of this was "Holy crap, we're at a boss area!" I turned to K and started explaining. The clearing was the world map we had passed through to reach this tiny opening in the forest, and this is where the final space before the cutscene was. K even pointed out that the three benches with the two spaces in between them made perfectly for a save point and an item shop. Then, following the path would take you down into the ditch, and then the path would be closed off by rocks caving it in, or the trees moving to block it, or whatever fits the plot. You'd then be stuck in this tiny arena to fight the boss in, and they'd be situated on the hill whereas the ring of water on the edge of the map would be where you'd find things like rings in a Sonic the Hedgehog game or pots in a Legend of Zelda game. The forest scenery was definitely fit enough to support this epic battle, as it all had a very intense feel to it, even compared to the rest of the forest we'd been in. After a while the illusion became too much, and we left because we were tripping out.

On the walk back I mostly noticed more associative imagery. The trip dwindled a bit after that, and I was merely extremely stoned for the rest of the day. I was also feeling a bit sick by the end of it (as I had been for the past few days as well), so I knocked out after dropping K off and coming back home. All I can really say about this experience is that it was a fun reminder of what a psychedelic state of mind is like. It's nice being able to observe these mental processes from an outsider's view this time, and to be able to compare it to phenomena in the dream state. I will certainly be remembering this one for future reference.

Yay ! Lucid!
I was running away from something, or for something, I don't remember which. I was in a parking lot I can not remember from real life, but suddenly I stopped and realized;
Hey. I thought it felt a bit like.. air. Why am I doing this? This is ..a. dream. I shouldn't have to run.
I got the satisfactory feeling of realizing this just like that, but started feeling my body in bed. I resisted, trying float back into the dream, and luckily managed.
I then set running after what had been chasing me, and I generally remember having fun before I lost my lucidity again. No big deal, I'll make it stay longer next time

Um okay, I'll just note here that I had been focusing on living in the present, and I had been drawing a lot, the day before. Drawing sometimes work a little bit like meditation. So I think that daily focus is key. Notice your surroundings.

"You can't live on a breath in the future, nor from the past. You have to breathe now." I just love that quote. A man on TV said it yesterday. (Yesterday was a really great day, and this is starting to look like a blog post. I better shut my trap. Have fun )

I remember being on some sort of small ship. My mom and I were sitting in what looked like a small boat on the ship, but we weren’t allowed to walk anywhere else. A man (the Captain) and a young boy (his son) were standing near us. The Captain was behind us controlling the small ship. From where we were, it looked like the small boat we were sitting in was in the water, and the ship was above us. It didn’t seem logical, but it didn’t trigger any lucidity.

All of a sudden the boat lurched to a start, nearly causing some water to come into the small boat. “I assure you it is safe.” said the captain.
The little boy came up to us to talk about safety rules. When he did, a little screen appeared in front of me that showed a Dr. Seuss-like ship about to tip over. Not only was it about to tip over, it looked like waves were fighting against the ship, so parts of it were breaking off. Among that ship were two passengers, running for their lives. They ran behind a building away from the camera’s view, so I couldn’t see what they did next.

The little boy told us that that was one of the things you should not do. You should stay calm, grab a life boat or something that can float, and just hang tight.

The dream sped forward. For some reason, we walked with the captain of the ship and his boy to their house. We walked inside, and I walked down the hall to see the rooms. I looked into one of the rooms and realized that my cousin lives here. Only, he doesn’t have a little brother. I didn’t think anything about it, though.

I went into his room and started looking at all of the stuff he had.

What looked like his smartphone was hooked up to these weird droid-like copper arm things. Whenever you moved the phone around in midair, the arms would follow it effortlessly, since they were attached to it.

I sat down at his desk, where his phone was. I held it and checked his Twitter. I don’t know why I did. I looked at his statuses, and other things. Then I heard the door open. I quickly shut the phone off and turned around.

It was my mom, telling me that we had to go. I breathed a sigh of relief and got up. Then I woke up.

20 April 2012

Dream 1: DaytimeI was asleep and i awoke(in the dream) to find this boy trying to take my keyboard from me and when he couldn't get it he tried to take my cricket ball. i kept swatting him away. All of a sudden i was underwater and i said to my self," this isn't real ". i then looked at my hand and did a reality check, my hand shimmered like a hologram and then i knew for sure it was a dream. My view seemed to widen considerably, i looked left and right then i woke up. i seemed to have gotten excited and woken up. I was bummed out but excited as well.

16 April 2012

Dream 1:I was at a braai (barbeque) with my parents, Shannon(step aunt) and people i didn't know. A girl there had measles but didn't have any obvious symptoms. I remember getting a cold sore which i hate more than anything. After people left some guy said we should cook the rest of the meat on the fire, i said OK but i wasn't going to do it because i always end up doing it. My step dad then asked my to download two internet coffees(weird), my mom explained to everyone what they were which is weird because she is clueless about the internet.

Dream 2:In this dream i had long hair down to my waist and i was about to get in to my friend's car(GW) when a girl walks up to us and asks for a lighter, i told her that i didn't have one but my friend did. At that time another friend joins us (MK) and we start driving, i ended up driving with a big blanket on my lap, obscuring my view of the road. While driving down the road, it was night time now, i was going at a fast speed but i wasn't the cause of it and the car's brakes never braked hard enough. We narrowly dodged many accidents and we eluded a police stop because someone else just got stopped in front of us. Next it was daytime, we were on the Camps bay road next to the sea. it was snowing and we were hiking to a place called Greyton. we were being pursued by a pack or rabid German shepherds and i was at that time accompanied by Simon Pegg (guy from hot fuzz). We were climbing a giant tree during a blizzard, still pursued by the dogs. When i look up a man is holding his hand out to me, then i woke up.

12 April 2012

I was parked on a cliff parallel to the sea in Camps Bay, Cape Town with a African warlord, his henchmen and a police officer. I was talking to the police officer who i thought was a honest policeman who didn't take bribes, which is common in my home country. As we were talking the policeman slipped a piece of paper or something to the warlord and i took this as an illegal deal or agreement between them so i got extremely angry and i shot the cop, the warlord and his henchmen. As i was walking away a female cop tried to stop me so i shot her in the shoulder, she continued to try and stop me so i shot her in the other shoulder and she went down. I was walking away form the cars and Michael Kelso from that 70's show was walking behind me, trying to talk me out of hunting down all the warlords and killing them.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dream person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! Now, as always take a seat and enjoy!

Dream #1 Place your bets.

Im in some arena watching two Thai women kick box and spar with eachother. One has half her hair dyed red and has a mohawk, and the other has a couple of tattoos all around her body with her hair tied back in a ponytail. I placed my bet on the chic with her hair dyed red with mohawk, because she looks bad ass! Unfortuntely she loses the fight and i curse an scream and walk out the arena broke.

Dream #2 Felicia.

Im in a carnival with a lovely looking young lady. She looks mixed, or could possibly be native american or a latin woman. She has her arm wrapped around my arm, and her head rested on my shoulder. "You want to head home or you want to walk around for a bit"?
"Na its cool babe, i love spending time with you."
I smile its nighttime and you can hear all the game sounds and people interacting with one another. After some hours of spending time with one another, we finally head back to her place.
"You want to come in"?
Uh, sure long as its ok with you.
(She laughs)
"Of course I want you to come in silly"!
We enter her home. Its very nicely decorated, and smells like jasmine and vanilla. She turns her lights on. The home was medium big, and was decorated white with nice tiger print, and snow leopard rugs on the floor.

"Sit down and make yourself comfortably".
Mkay. I have a seat on the couch, and she walks over with two glasses of wine. She is wearing a very nicely fitted dress, it was dark purple colour to compliment her lovely pair of dark polished toes. she slipped off her heels and bending her knees on the couch facing towards me.
"So, tell me. Why have you waited this long to come and see me hm?"
Uh..to be honest, im always being pulled away, and can never seem to find a way to see you.
"There are ways, you know how to find me". If i did something to cause you to go away, then please tell me!
No no noo, its not you! Don't ever think that ok!? I love you Felicia, and will ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!
(This causes her to tear up)
"I love you too Q"!
We hug and kiss, and i tell her i will see her again soon. (dream fades and i wake up)

WBTB-5:30 am -Did plenty of subconscious training and reality checks with my totem-5:50 am

Dream #3 Mirrors and my subconscious experiments

I wake up in my 2nd home from my bed. I head in the bathroom I look in the mirror and dive thru it. I end up somewhere in possibly Paris? I now walk around observing all of my projections. I find the most interesting subject. A french woman wearing navy blue shorts and is roller blading. She was average height and wore a white tank top and had sandy brown hair. She was listening to some music on her headphones, I stop her. "Excuse me, you mind if i have a little bit of your time?
"Sure whats up?"
We have a seat at a local cafe. I sit and talk with her about dreams and different projections here.
"I would love for you to come with me to my place of work, so we can conduct experiments together". do you think this is something you would be interested in?
"Um, sure i guess".
"Now i need you to be all the way in on this type of thing if your interested ok"?
"Ok".

(Dream switches here)

Im not real???

We end up at my basement where im taking out different files and records.
"What are those"?
"My dream records. They help me to keep track of where i been, or to let me know in advanced where i will be headed.
"Oh i see." Can you track down people with those records?
Depends on who im sharing the dream with.
"I see". So is it possible to share dreams with people you never met before?
"Yes it is".
"How long hve you been doing this"?
"For quite some time". In fact, your not real.
"Im not"? No, no no way...you are not REAL!!!
"Relax"! relax please ok?
(My memory gets a bit foggy here as i believe she stormed out of my 2nd home and i woke up)

Final dream the usage of totems.

Im in a school in a hallway waiting on a someone. This little girl who looked arab or indian.
She runs up to me and gives me a hug. She looked to be 7 or 8 and wore a pink short sleeve shirt, blue jeans, pink and white converse shoes, and she had two long black ponytails, and had a pink dora the explorer book bag.
"Im so glad that you came to see me"! Look what i got!
She shows me one of my hawk coin totems. Ah, i see you kept it.
"Mmhm". Come, i want to show you something!
We get to the back of the school yard on the playground. She sets her book bag down, and sits down cross legged on the grass. All of a sudden she starts glowing purple and she started floated in mid air and doin all kinds of flips and holding both her hands out shooting out purple and blue projectile beams at the ground. I sat there amazed nodding my head, holding my totem rubbing it stabilizing the dream more. She landed back on the ground and bowed her head to me and was smiling.
"Aww, Samina (I called her) that was really good im really proud of you!

"Thank you Dreamprofesser". You taught me those things and i kept practicing, until i became really good".
"Well you know what"?
"Hm"?
"I am goin to grade you a A+. I take out my dream records and begin grading her.
"Wow really?" Awesome!
Yea. Now remember Samina, i want you to keep doin those reality checks with your totem like i showed you ok?
"Ok Dreamprofesser".
She waves to me as she heads for a neon coloured car. I wave bye to her one final time, and i wakeup to record the dream.

Notes: I was very pleased with my results from this older dream. As i conducted experiments to become lucid, and find a dream character and check their status and ranking in my dream.
This dream, character Samina showed very great potential, I am hoping to train many more of my dream characters in the future.

im a student in a large medieval-like college. im very shy and docile around everyone. most students look like normal college kids, except 1 of them is haruko from Fooly Cooly. She teases with me throughout my classes, like making me find a new seat with her in the middle of class, and she argues with the professors. She persuades me into being rebellious and I stop being docile all the time. I learn to question authority, and eventually she creates a small posse with me and 2-3 other students. we become a small rebelious force and the college guards takes notice. as we walk up a large stone fleet of stairs, haruko eyes at a group of guards walking up to us. she turns to me and tells me something along the lines of "doing what I think is right" or "believing in myself". she smiles at me and then the guards separate us. one of the guards ties my hands and begins to put a metal mask over my face with a padlock on the back. I see my reflection in a shiny metallic door frame and think about what haruko said. at first im affraid and consider accepting my punishment, I lower my head and can feel the guard rubbing against my back and slowly bending me forward, sexually. I close my eyes and try to concentrate. I throw my head back as hard as I can and hit the guard. The mask falls off and I untie my hands. I run outside, but everyone is gone. I go out to the courtyard and see people from my posse casting spells(like in skyrim), causing the guards to be frozen in time, giving me time to do whatever it is im supposed to do. I begin to run and think about what im supposed to do. In the courtyard a shadow form of a dragon(like skyrim) lands infront of me, trying to kill me. I run to a magical shrine, where i can learn a special spell. as I read the writing on the shrine I begin to glow. I return to the dragon and cast my spell, which was something about manipulating time. as I cast the spell everything becomes gloomy and dark. There are black ashes floating in the air and everything becomes vivid. As my dream becomes lucid I wake up.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Red means dream character talking
Green means notes

Notes: I would'nt say this is freaking strange but...

Dream #1 I want you now.

Im in a gas station about to buy me some chips, when i notice a woman who looks mixed with possible black and white or mixed with something else possibly. Anyway she looked about my age and she was near the pops (soda i call it pop) and was opening the freezer and looking at me blowing me kisses.
I thought it was funny the 1st few times she kept doin it, but then...well...it just got a little weird from here.

She then begin to take the pop, and pour it over her self and started crawling towards me on the floor. I just sat there looking at this deranged woman! Uh....what are you doin???
"I want you to make love to me".
(Gulp) Umm..listen lady..i gotta be hon..
"Enough talking an KISS ME'!!!
But i don't even know you, yet alone your NAME!
"Names are just letters, now KISS ME"!!!
I start backing away from her a little freaked out now.
Leave me ALONE!!!
I start running and run to a dark alley kneeling hiding behind a dumpster hoping she does not see me

"Peek a boo, i see you"! Muahahaha
Take me now, i want to tear off your clothes!
I DON'T KNOW YOU LADY!!!
I get up and run but trip and fall into this puddle of water.
"Yes, i want you NOW"!!!
She jumps on top of me and started kissing me all over my face like there was no tomorrow. Drained and out of energy, i give in to her lustful antics. And wake up.

Final Dream Recruitment.

I am in a room teaching people about mirrors and other
dimensions. I tell them that you can navigate thru dreams much more sufficent when navigating thru mirrors. This white guy raises his hand, yes sir you have a question?
"Uh yes, how does one navigate thru another persons dream"?
Great question. Navigating thru another person's dream takes practice and mental preparation. I advise you all to write this down in your notes people.

We as the dreamers create what we see, and what we feel thru our conscious state. So by simply putting out what you want to attract, you draw it in your waking life and in turn build your subconscious to attract what you want in your dream state. Remember to train your subconscious people, now im goin to be selecting up to 3 people to help me to seach for a friend of mine. (My memory gets foggy here) And i wake up.


Notes: My recall was horrible here. I don't remember hardly anything too much. but my recall will start to increase more since i will start goin to sleep alot more earlier now.

I had an awesome lucid dream last night. at first it wasnt lucid and i had a prom date with someone ive never even talked to. But, i have noticed his amazing smile before. A girl was cussing at me because she liked him too. I just taunted her and left the room we were in. I then became lucid and started flying. I flew out of the building and started going through the clouds. It was so much fun! I then landed in a court yard and poofed Jamie next to me. I kisses him and we started dancing in the streets.

My Brother Gives the News on NPR
Alarm Infiltrated Dream

My brother was walking around the room spewing the news. I couldn't believe he could remember so much of what he'd heard. He was not only being his typical annoying self, but he was delivering the news just like the read it on the radio, fully intonated. He was bugging the SHIT out of me.

He kept going and going. I was amazed out how much he remembered AND how much he spoke like a radio personality.

I Am Speed [DILD]

This was a very long dream. I remember vaguely playing this game before this happened, but not much of the content. I was playing some new Pokémon ROM based on Red and Blue that I was apparently making, and was amazed at how good it was. (Even in the dream, I didn't actually remember making it.) I was showing D how crazy it was, but I only remember that from hearing it in the background; the screen took up my entire vision. I was in a Cinnabar Island-like area, and I laughed that at one point the whole map went from black and white to color, then back again almost instantly. I went inside the Pokémon center and the scene totally changed. It was some big panoramic view of a bar scene, with the healing station up in the front with an animated background playing behind it. I can't remember much of what happened there at the bar, but I got sucked into it and started experiencing it in first-person perspective. I met this girl there who I've known since elementary school, and I've been calling her M but for the sake of not mixing her up with my more current friend, I'll stick to ML from now on. I think she said something about some people being injected with some drug or virus, but they may have been inserted later by my false awakening.... Anyway, this dream was REALLY long, even from this point on, it had to have been at least another 20 or 30 minutes. Unfortunately a lot of my memory of this point is lost, but I'm pretty sure I became at least somewhat lucid somewhere in here.

I don't remember the realization, but I do remember the clarity of thought, knowing I had control, and remembering that it was lucid in my false awakening. For most of the dream, ML and I were trying to get away from this guy I used to hang out with named JB, who had been chasing us ever since the bar. He ended up following us around some huge building which I don't recognize as anywhere real, but it contained all types of strange rooms and structures. We were flying to get away from him, and my memory starts coming back in when we were in a movie theater room. We were just trying to watch the movie, but we sensed that he was there again, and ML slowly whispered to me to fly backwards into him. I did that and it totally caught him off guard, and then we both zoomed off. My memory gets a little hazy for a second, but then I'm standing a hallway somewhere in the building. I started flying forward again, and this time I started thinking to myself that "I am the fastest I could ever be, no one is faster than I am." My speed started increasing faster and faster and faster, and everything in my vision was moving so quickly that it looked like it was just bouncing all around my line of sight. Then finally, reality broke. My perception of my speed passed some kind of barrier, and it was no longer that I was feeling how fast I was going as much as it was that I just was speed... like there was no "normal" speed to compare it to. Very hard to describe. I was hit with the sudden feeling that the entire building map was open to me simultaneously, like I could see around all walls at once. I was still moving, so I was just warping all around the building. I was moving so quickly that my environment was just flashing and warping from one scene to the next. I felt like I was bursting with power but also pushing myself out of control, and then it suddenly faded. I guess I made it too unstable.

False Awakening - I woke up and tried sooo hard to get all of this dream typed up. N and D were both there and they wouldn't shut the fuck up. I kept telling them "Seriously guys, this dream was so amazing, please just let me type it." They would agree for half a second and then continue trying to distract me with stuff, and N wouldn't stop talking about how whenever he sings the lyrics to "Brown Eyed Girl" he gets it wrong and says either "blonde eyed" or "green eyed". (I can't remember which he said, I think it was the former, though.) D kept trying to hand me some keyboard, which I claimed was "memory foam" and told him to go put it in my parents' bedroom. Of course, if I'd looked around for even a second I would have realized that the environment I was in looked NOTHING like my house, and was in fact actually more similar to the building from the dream, but... oh well. When I finally woke up so much memory of the dream had escaped me. But I least I got what I did.

Two lucid dreams in one night! It was awesome! First one was a false awakening, and the second was a false awakening WILD. (DEILD?)

When I successfully succeeded in the WILD, though, it was really dark. I said very loudly "STABILIZE NOW," but nothing really happened. Everything was all wibbly-wobbly. Since it was dark, I decided to make it light, so I said "LIGHT NOW." A bright light showed up, out of my mouth I think, and my vision went black. I tried to think of what to do, so I tried to do the spin-teleport to the meadow, but I ended up just waking up.

It was about 11 at night, and I planned to do a WBTB the next morning, and I decided to try to WILD again. Got relaxes, numb, etc. Then I attempted to tick my neck back, because according to a user it sends a signal to the spinal cord that causes 100% paralysis. It didn't seem to do anything, so I continued to attempt the WILD. I had a sudden huge spasm that was throughout my body, and I was kind of surprised. I believe this caused what happened next. I felt like I was spinning, I felt the tingling sensations, and I saw a few images looped, with a kaleidoscopic border to them. My eyes were fluttering like crazy, and I think I was too focused on making that stop, because it faded away. I wasn't able to get back to that state, but I'm happy I got this close!