memorable

Dream One (Fragment): I'm in the Tulpa's thread here on dream views, I've been lurking there reading about them because it sounds interesting but not like something I have the concentration for. Instead of being a thread though, it's a chat room, and instead of being online, it's an actual room and people are actually talking face to face. It's hard to lurk when people can see you and are expecting you to say something, lol.

Dream Two: I'm in an under ground cavern, like man made cavern. Reminds me of Moria or that giant underground sewer or whatever in Japan. I'm with a man, an older Male, and in the dream I actually think to myself that he's kind of like Coram to my Allana (Song of the Lioness Quartet by Tamera Pierce, I haven't read those books in ages so Maybe I got the names wrong?) He's kind of like my body guard and mentor I guess. He says something about Princesses of Heart, and I remembered in my dream seeing a Disney Princess Wall Sticker set that said princess at heart and misread it as Princess OF heart (which is an important phrase from the first Kingdom Hearts) but despite remembering my real life I didn't stop and say, "Hey! I'm dreaming!" -_- So then we're coming out of the catacombs and the landscape outside the catacombs is a valley with sheer cliffs to my left and right. at the end of the Valley there are guards, guarding a large wooden gate. One of the medieval looking soldiers runs up to me and is happy I'm alive, but tells me the fortress is under attack and about to fall. They're going to hold the enemy off long enough that I can hide, so I need to hurry. I am rushed through the wooden gate and start climbing a tower. I see the soldiers falling one by one to arrows, then there's only me left, climbing this huge tower (not stairs, but a ladder) and this guy in red shooting at me. His first arrow misses barely. The second doesn't look like it will miss, and I wake up just as I see it in front of my eyes. Half a second later and it'd have gone through my head, lol.

Dream Three: I'm in the pasture, watching the neighbors horses. (We have our pasture opened to the neighbors pasture so his horses can roam it because we have no animals of our own and it's a waste not to use it.) The neighbors kid that I babysit is there too, so I think that I'm babysitting him in the dream. I notice theres a black horse, and I can clearly see the print of a saddle on it's back. Like someone rode it hard, then just took the saddle out and turned the horse out to pasture. I turned to the neighbors kid and asked him, "Did you turn that horse out hot?" (and apparently in the dream this means, did you put him in the pasture after riding without grooming him, lol) The kid tells me no at first, and I call him on his lie because of the saddle mark, and he confesses and asks that I don't tell his dad. I tell him to go get me the grooming tools, and he'd better believe his dad would hear about it, it's bad for the horse! He brings me the grooming tools, and I try to groom the horse, but it's very people shy around me. It keeps getting close, just to get wide eyes and run off. I try to put a lead line on it, and it won't hold still, dancing backwards and side to side as if it's very nervous. Finally I give up and decide that I'll tell the neighbor when he gets home and he'll be able to do it since the horse knows him so well and doesn't know me at all. The neighbors kid has disappeared but I don't care. A dog comes up, and it shifts colors throughout the rest of the dream from Black to brown and white spotted. I start petting the dog, and it leans against my legs, then rolls over. So I sit down in the dirt and start petting him (her? I never checked, lol) but the dog rolls back over and starts pushing the curry comb with his nose. I take it as a clue he wants me to groom him like the horse, so I start moving the curry comb across his back in small circles and he's happy about it. I start to move the comb back over his rum to get the back above his tail and he gets mad and growls, so I move the comb back to his shoulders, and he's happy again. He rolls over on his side so I can brush his sides too. I wake up after a few minutes of brushing.

Dream Four: I'm walking to my Aunt Jenny's house to give her a message. She actually lives 45 minutes away, there's no way I could actually walk there. I don't know exactly how to get there, so I'm looking it up on on phone on google maps. I walk up a big hill behind a Walmart, then I cut through a yard and I'm at her house! She's worried about my grandma since I came alone, but I tell her grandma is at work and not to worry. I borrow her phone to call a friend and let them know I'm not going to hang out today, then I leave. I cut back across the neighbors yard, and then I'm going back down the hill behind the Walmart when I think for some reason my husbands car should be parked there but it's not! My husband is suddenly with me, and I'm freaking out because I see a sign that says No Parking, violators will be towed at the owners expense. I freak out knowing the car has been towed. My husband takes me up a small grassy hill and to the police station where I think I'm going to get my car back. I try to argue with the lady that My car had ran out of gas and I had to walk to the gas station to get gas and couldn't help that my car died right there, but she told me if was still my fault for letting the car run out of gas and being irresponsible. The rest of the dream is spent crying and arguing trying to get my husbands car back.

Dream Five (Fragment): I'm walking through the toy departments at various stores looking for the Fashion Style Ponies I don't have (Apple Jack, and even that Fake Derpy b/c my little girl freaking LOVES Derpy pony!) I'm annoyed though because all the toys are in patterns. there's shelves of red boxes, then shelves of white boxes, and then red again, and so forth and so on. I'm mad because the pony boxes are clear and purple, and they have no place on the shelves for them, so no stores have them. At some point I see a pedestal with a thank you card on it and for some stupid reason I just walk up and rip it in half then run off.

Dream Six (Fragment): I'm in the old house in Holly Springs, the one we haven't lived in for seven or so years... only instead of a closet between two bedrooms it's a bathroom with a door to both back bedrooms. I'm in the living room and my daughter is crying that she's pooped her pants. I Take her back to the bathroom and start changing her. I can hear my Husband's family in the living room telling my husband he needs to help me because I'm not capable of doing it myself. I'm mad because I change her pants 90% of the time around here and getting him to do it is like pulling teeth so I don't bother. I don't want him coming back and giving me any help because the way they put it was insulting. I sneak into the other bedroom to watch them talk about me being incompetent and all the things that I can't do. I wake up after just a few seconds of ease dropping though.

Dream Seven (Fragment): I'm looking at a black void like room. There's a silver oval, and inside that silver circle is a grey human form. Someone says something about space, not like outer space, but space as in not having enough room. Then there's a click like a light being turned on or something, and the human body shape starts to slowly fade as the skeleton inside the body starts glow, slowly growing brighter until all I can see if the skeleton inside this big silver oval. As creepy as it sounds, I don't feel scared, in fact I feel the opposite. Like the body it's self was strange and I didn't know what to think of it, but when it was replaced by a skeleton I suddenly felt calm and very safe and like I was with a good friend or familiar place, not with some random stranger or in some random strange place. This is one of the few symbolic dreams that I can actually say I know why I had it. I don't deal well with people, very shy and just socially awkward. My best friend I've known since 6th grade, and I really don't talk to anyone else outside my immediate family except on the internet, lol. Now is where I start sounding crazy While I don't get along well with people, I am pretty sensitive to energies, especially spirits. Family and family friends actually seek my advice before buying houses and such to be sure there's no negative energy or spirits hanging around. I also tend to find myself with energies hanging around pretty often. I don't like see or hear ghosts or anything, I just feel them, if that makes sense. While I am completely uncomfortable with living people, I do enjoy being around spirits, they're good company in the sense I know I'm not alone, but I don't have to worry about what I say or do because they can't tease me or laugh at me (or if they can I don't hear them, lol) or whatever. They're just there. Pretty sure this dream, and the uncomfortableness I felt with the human body shape the the security and comfort I felt when the body became a skeleton has something to do with this. Not sure what the comment about space could have been about though, as I'm not sure what the exact comment was... just that it said something about having space.

Dream 1: I remember being with my friend who was a guy. He didn’t seem that familiar, but he was my friend. We were riding my polar bear dog (This was probably Naga from the Legend of Korra)

Somehow we were in school, but we had taken a break so I could go ride my mount. (Still unsure if it’s Naga or not) We dismounted, and I tied the huge dog near a fence near our school. Once we went inside, we were swept away by a moving bus that folded out of the school. We were on a field trip.

We arrived at a gym about a couple of seconds from our school. Everyone walked in and sat on the bleachers. I sat with my friend and another girl who I knew. I was shuffling around trying to find a seat with my friends away from everyone else.

We listened to the speaker go on about something. For all I know we just sat there for a minute or two and got up and left. We went back through the way we came, into the bus. We felt it lurch and fold out of the gym as it had folded in. I heard my guy friend say, “I like riding Naga better than being on this roller coaster.” I looked at his face. It was a slight greenish color, and he looked dizzy. “Hold on,” I said. “We’re almost there.”

The bus folded back into the school, and we got out. We walked outside and the dog was happily sitting on its haunches waiting for us.

We mounted, and walked down to the road. By this time the moon was out. The only lights out were the streetlights around the neighborhood.

I grabbed Naga’s reins and moved her along, walking down the street. No one really took notice of her. My friend said that he wanted to steer her. So we switched places. Somehow I had grabbed some rope on the back of her saddle, probably misleading rope. My friend got her to jump into the air and start flying. They flew so high, but I wasn’t on there. I was still holding onto the unraveling string below. I was floating for some reason though.

They came back down and I got on once more and took the reins. We took off on a run towards the city. We reached some buildings and some busy streets. We ran into oncoming traffic, but we just jumped over cars. Easy peasy.

Walking our way was a couple of friends from school that I knew. They were running away from something, I don’t know what.

I ignored that thought as we walking into some sort of restaurant. Naga was looking pretty tired so we just sat inside. All of a sudden, I saw Naga walking away. I followed her into a lit up alley. She layed down, but was getting smaller, and smaller, and smaller. Afterwards she retched, then lay limp on the ground as still as a puppet.

I ran up to her and felt her. She was no longer there. I cried and cried. My poor Naga. :/

Everyone was looking up through heating duct work and saw a $50 bill. I did the smart thing by going to the top of the duct work and looked down to discover $56. I blew the money down (how I ended up with it makes no sense) In the process I found a pile of $20s and a $10. I share with my dad the discovery and give him $30 for the phone bill.

A girl I lust for was with a new man in my old bedroom growing up. It sounded like they were fighting, her refusal to give in. Turns out that was wrong as they made plans on transportation to somewhere. We passed each other without speaking.

April 22, 12. 1:30am-7:40am

I was playing Halo Anniversary and I had a setting where I could play as an Elite all the way through the game. I was standing in front of the Kinects customizing my Elite. I looked so cool! There was a music thing on the game where you pick a song and dance, but not like the dancing games, it was free style dancing. I was having a blast, i was lifting my Elite feet and putting my Elite hands out to look at them. My sis in-law came over and looked at me funny, "what are you doing," she asked. "playing Halo Anniversary", I said, and explained the game to her.-end dream-

Thoughts-I played Halo Anniversary last night for the first time last night, i am amazed by the graphics. I also played some pretty fun kinects games last night too. I had a blast last night as well as in my dreams.

Really good recall for my last dream of the night, but should have written my second down as soon as I woke up as it's only in fragments:

---

22/4/12

All I remember is having to sing a Coldplay song with some uni friends to a large crowd on a beach. At some point during our performance, the song changes to a horribly cheesy 80s song, at which point I decided to wake myself up.

---

I'm driving around to various places, picking up things to pack in my suitcase for going away. At a particular friend's house I walk in on a house party, and I remember seeing a large table with Gameboys belonging to everyone there. I see mine, next to Pokemon Crystal, and pack both.

Later, while driving to the station with my mum, I invite a hitch hiker into the car. Only once we arrive does my mum notice, despite not being hidden, and worries that he could be dangerous. I assure her he's harmless, but he has to leave nonetheless.

---

The dream began as a transition from showing someone a Cannibal Corpse video on YouTube, to magically appearing in the middle of the mosh pit. Despite not liking Cannibal Corpse that much, I join in with the moshing, but see a girl get hit square in the face. I offer to take her to the toilet as she's got a nose bleed.

She explains that her nose ring has fallen out [something which happened to a flatmate of mine recently] but is eager to get back into the pit [my kind of girl!]. Just as we arrive at the edge of the crowd, however, I see a dodgy-looking man injecting people in the back without them noticing.

Outraged, I run up to him and smash his last syringe on my hand [thinking I can use the contents as evidence later].

"You're gonna get shanked!"

he shouts as I run to find a security guard. When I do, he walks past in a guards uniform, trying to look inconspicuous. It doesn't work and he gets carted off to jail.

However, I'm told I need to go as well to fill out paperwork or whatever. This wouldn't be a problem if I wasn't made to be escorted by a friend of the jailed man.

In the car I am practically shitting myself, as the driver is twice as menacing as his friend that I just incarcerated. I almost apologise but suddenly feel a pain in my lower back, and wonder if I had been injected as well.

I'm later on a train, still with the driver, which turns into a holocaust simulation. We arrive at a stage, where a 15 year old starts a presentation about it. The rest of the dream continues as me being at school, but is rather mundane, so I won't write it here.

Scenario 1

I don´t remember how it began but I was chased by big squishy, purple peas just outside some egyptian temple.
Then the peas were switched for zombies.
Before I went to bed I watched the movie "Outpost", a zombie horror movie and I was standing behind the whole cast while they opened an old iron door of some kind.
First they hesitated and someone was holding a cross but then they went in and I was left outside.
I hurried after them but wasn´t quick enough and lost them.
Inside the door there seemed to be just a long narrow corridor which wasn´t lit up at all.
Sometimes when I dream I lose control over movement and start running in slow-motion and/or starts to lean to one side and eventually fall.
This happened here and I saw a few ghost-like figures flying past me.

Scenario 2

I also saw a documentary on wolves attacking people before I slept so that probably inspired this part.
I spoke to a friend first, not sure who, then we were attacked by a lone wolf but somehow we defeated it and tamed it.
Then there´s a blank space until I meet some kind of boss wolf with a long neck and a kindof smushed together face.
I (I was alone now) tamed that one too and now rode on it.
Then there was this HUGE one that I came across but seemed pretty calm and relaxed even in my pressence.
However, after another blank space I took this one too and unleashed the most gut wrenching roar I could´ve possibly imagine and I saw me sitting on it from an epic angle.
Then There´s no more.

Note that this dream contains incerdibly little lucidity and I wasn´t really lucid enough to know that i were.

I was going to walk over to a neighbors house in the middle of the night so it was very dark and the lights were out on the sides of the walk way.
Suddenly it struck me how scary it would be if one of the monsters from the Amnesia game appeared here and saw me!
Since I´m in my head of course one does and here I was lucid for a few seconds before being distracted by the fact that some kind of human abomination wanted to kill me.
Luckily though the basic mechanics of the actual game worked so when it came close I just looked the other way and he walked off.
At my neighbors door he actually spotted me somehow and chased me around in their front yard and I managed to dodge him long enough to get indside.
Then all of a sudden I´m in school and there´s a test in some subject that I don´t have to do and I´m like: "Yes!".

After that I either woke up or just don´t remember anything more.
The Amnesia game part of the dream might have occurred because I had recently discussed it.

I don't really know how to describe this, but all night I had some really strange sleep paralysis. I took a 5 HTP before bed. Then at some point I woke up and thought Danny had said something to me. i seriously heard like, a whole sentence. He said he didn't say anything, so it may have been a FA. Then several times in the night, I thought I could see tiny slivers of red laser light on my bed stand. Kind of like a thorny mass of little thin red lights. And this was accompanied by fear for some reason. I tried to tap Danny on his arm, but I was frozen. It took everything I had to move just enough to lightly give his arm a tap. But I couldn't do anything strong enough to wake him up. This happened a few times more, until I finally woke up completely, staring at my nightstand, at those lights. I blinked, and they vanished, until all that was left was one normal looking red light. I just stared at this light in horror, because there's NOTHING on my nightstand except for a teddy bear, a picture of Danny, and a vase of dead roses. It must have been a bunch of FAs with SP, but that was the most REAL FA I had ever had. WTF were those lights?!?!!?!

Anyway I asked Danny about it this morning at breakfast and he doesn't remember anything about me poking him or before when I asked him if he said anything. Must have all been dreams. But these were different than anything ever before. Me no likey

Also later a dream about me getting my front teeth knocked out partially in a car accident.

The following dream is rated DV-MA. It contains strong sexual content, and is intended for mature readers only.


[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri][SPOILER="The Stucco Tee-Pee"] I begin in my former home, the one I lived in until I was19. It’s a school day and several high school friends are over, hanging out andmaking noise, prior to school time. Outside, I can see lots of traffic, peopleand cars, and it seems like the school is right next door, similar to mycurrent house in real life. The time approaches for everyone to leave, and Ifind I am eager for them all to go so I can have some alone time. I don’t wantto go to school today, and on the spot I decided not to.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My “friends” all filed out of my house, talking andlaughing, their backpacks slung over their shoulders. Thank God, I thought, asthe last one left the house.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The windows outside were unlike any I have ever had in ahome. There were horizontal bars across the windows, though it seemed like theymight be a couple feet from the house itself, some kind of art-deco design thatI wasn’t sure I liked. Below the windows on the outside were xeriscaped cactusgardens and ground covered with white stone.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I thought that I might enjoy hanging out at home naked, andthe thought was pleasant, but all the windows in the house were open and un-shaded.Cars were still going by outside related to the school traffic and I didn’twant anyone to see me just hanging out in the nude, so I figured I would wait.To make the time more stressful I felt as though someone were still in thehouse, possibly my mom, the last person I wanted to see me wandering around thehouse nude.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I walked towards the east side of the house, still indoors,and then walked to a side window. I could see the front yard towards the street,and immediately I became concerned. There was a space of land between my houseand the neighbor’s house, land that wasn’t fully used or developed. Towards thefront of the land three fir trees had been erected, each about 15 feet inheight, along with a sign which I presumed denoted the formation of some kindof parkland. I became angry, bothered that the city and the neighborhood dogwalkers had somehow managed to create a dog park between our two houses, anunwelcome use for this tiny piece of land. It would mean strange people walkingright outside my house at all hours leaving little piles behind to indicatetheir recent visit. Ugh, I shook.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I made my way a little farther towards the rear of the houseand somehow managed to exit to the outdoors, though there is not a door on thatside of the house. I strolled towards the front of the unused strip of land,hoping to get a little more detail on what was going on. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]A noise caught my attention and I looked back to my house, lookingup to where I had heard the noise. The house was now grey, very long, and threestories tall. At the very back of the home was a high lookout, or upper deck,perched on the back of the house and covered by a roof. A set of stairs ledbetween this outlook and a rear entrance to the home on the third floor, and itwas here that I spied one of my close friends. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“What are you doing?” she asked.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Nothing, “I said. “I’m just looking around and gettingready to take a pee.”[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]To this she did not reply, and I tugged at the zipper on mypants. I abandoned any desires that may lie towards the front of the house andinstead walked along the strip between my house and my neighbor’s home. I haddecided to use his outdoor bathroom, and it was close in front of me.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]My neighbor has constructed a very elaborate outdoorbathroom. Picture a wide and tall stucco tee-pee, almost the color of curryspice, open on one whole side. The opening faced the back of the house, a clearview into the windows of the home’s dining room. At the back of the tee-pee isa large, raised structure, like a cartoon volcanic crater, except the sides arewide and smooth, and also made of stucco. This is the toilet, a wide perch tosit on while doing one’s business. The view from this ‘pot’ is expansive, andalmost feels like it is designed to be the center of attention. Around thewalls of the tee-pee a low bench is constructed which blends into the stuccowalls. Everything about this “toilet” seems designed for people to come andwatch whoever is using it.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Indeed I can see the silhouette of my neighbor inside hishouse. At first I’m not sure it’s him but then I see him moving about and it’seasy to tell the shape is that of a masculine head. He is seated at his diningtable, and doesn’t seem bothered that I am using his toilet. In the dream it wasapparently a normal occurrence for me to use his toilet.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I perch myself on the top of the (basin) and take down mypants. I am suddenly male in this dream, and I pull out my penis, which seems alittle larger than normal. I wonder to myself if I could reach it and I find Ican indeed, placing the tip between my lips and licking my own member. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]“Hey, check out what I can do!” I shout to some unknownfriend passing by. “Hey.” He just ignores me, either not interested in what Ican do or too polite to look. I shrug it off as they disappear from sight, notdisturbed in the least.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Realizing my ability to control elements in my dream I makemy penis bigger, longer, allowing me to enjoy more of it in my mouth. I cantake in a large portion of the length now, and the sensations are likewisestronger. My results are satisfying.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and see that a dinner party is going on in myneighbor’s house, and a woman is setting the table. Her dress is black withwhite polka-dots and her hair reminds me of an early 60’s housewife, short andblack with some nice curls and waves to it. The windows which previouslyallowed me to see in have been replaced by double-doors, which are open, andthis is how I am able to see her so well.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]Should I stop? I thought to myself. No, they don’t mind, andI’m enjoying this. I want to go all the way. [/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I have two hands on my shaft as I continue to suck myself,the thickness and fullness feeling good to my hands. Additionally I am able toenjoy the sensations I experience through my penis, and my arousal couldn’t be muchhigher.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I look up and again I see more people, guests of the dinnerparty, and I think they are aware of my presence because they move to close thedouble-doors, an attempt to prevent the children in attendance from seeing myactions. The doors close, and I am left alone to enjoy my pleasures.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I continue mouth-stroking my penis, and the sensations arebeginning to build. I really want to have this orgasm, and though I’m notalways super keen on taking a load I find that this time I want to feel it inmy mouth. I want the taste, the feeling of shooting into my own mouth, thedouble-sensations I experience as a giver and receiver of extreme oralpleasure. I want it all.[/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I’m almost to the point of orgasm, and I can feel theswelling of my member as it gets ready to give up its seed. I nearly achievethe over-the-edge moment but it passes without release, and the tension easesup for a few seconds. I don’t want to lose this so I strengthen my efforts,tightening my grip and squeezing myself with my lips a bit tighter. I canimagine how it will happen, and I’m so ready for this experience. I am soclose, and again the feeling is building to near the point of true release![/FONT][/SIZE]

[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]And I wake up. :([/FONT][/SIZE]
[/SPOILER]

[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3]This is my first dream today that I remembered when I woke up at 6A.M. [/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I am in a large caboose, the last car in a train that I haveno clue as to its destination. I am discussing methods of lucid dreaming withseveral people, and of particular interest to everyone is the WILD method. Anew method of WILD has been proposed, and it involves bending over so that one’srear is high in the air, and something related to the number zero.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]I bend over to demonstrate, my terrycloth pink underwear ondisplay for all to see, including myself (as the observer of this dream). Atthis point something is supposed to happen with zero, but it is never madeclear. Still, a large zero is represented near me, possibly a piece ofconstruction paper with a zero printed on it.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]The scene shifts to outside the train car and I am talkingto an older man about dream control. He is bearded, has thinning hair on top,and is wearing a red and black costume. For some reason I think he is Russian.He reminds me of characters I have seen from czarist Russia, with puffy pantsand slightly oversized tops that allow a lot of breathing room. The man’s pantsare tucked in to his black boots.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]
[SIZE=3][FONT=Calibri]This man is telling me something important, possibly awarning about not digging too deep into my subject of interest. Sadly, I cannotrecall what he was trying to warn me about.[/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT=Times New Roman][SIZE=3][/SIZE][/FONT]

(Older Dream)

Non-lucid
-------------------------

I was walking along and saw a trash pile - huge trash pile - before me. I stared at this heap and noticed something moving within the pile. I moved some of the trash and found a little bird. He was brown and small. I took him to be a sparrow. The poor thing was not breathing and I felt so saddened by it. I tried to breath (yeah, I know mouth to mouth with a bird, what's wrong with me?) life into the bird but he wouldn't take a breath.

I began to cry and it about broke my heart ...

When all of a sudden the bird fluttered to life and took to the sky.

That's all I remember...

(In real life, I've encountered many birds. Several hummingbirds have been trapped in our garage and I've rescued them. I took in a baby bird and failed to see it to adulthood. It died after a few short days. We have many bluebird houses around our spacious yard thanks to my husband. But birds are always around.)

This dream is very unclear, I only remember being with and girl I like and wanting to tell her how incredibly adorable she was. And then a car with a "double agent" pulled up and I ran to my old schoolhouse, and jumped to the top of it, except it turned into some crazy Hogwarts-ish castle and I just kept jumping from roof to roof until i reached the top, which was above the clouds. There was more that had happened before all this but I can't recall it.

Lucid Dream

Night 44

I had a short LD that ended that I chained into a longer LD, it was too bad that it was one of my early dreams because I do not remember most of the conversations even though I remember them being interesting.

I. I was in my kitchen with a friend of mine, I remember the phone ringing and I went to go answer it, and I still can't believe it but I looked at the ID and it said "You are lucid.". I was like "what?" and I was like "this is a dream?" and I did a RC and it worked. I turned around and my friend was gone and there were like 2 women there now. I remember I was trying to stabilize the dream because I was more excited than usual, and I could feel the dream fading. As I was trying to stabilize, one of the women walked next to me and started talking to me, she said "So you want to stay here?". She then said something else to me, it was only one word but it was really meaningful at the time, I think it started with a P but I can't remember. As soon as she said it the dream ended.

II. So, I woke up when I really wanted to stay, so I was thinking about everything about the dream and the next thing you know I was back. I was standing in the same exact spot and the woman was talking to me again, but I was just stabilizing the dream so I wouldn't wake up again. I was more calm and relaxed so the dream didn't start to fade. I was just curious as to who this woman was, so I was just listening to what she were saying, and I cannot remember the conversation, but I started walking with her to my living room. We sat down and I still can not remember what we were talking about, grr. We then walked up to my parents room to their sink, there was someone there and he started shaving me face lol. She was still behind me talking to me, I wish I could remember just a fraction of what she was saying but I do not remember any of it. I remember looking in the mirror, it looked like I was dizzy and like I was about to collapse, but I was standing still, then I noticed the woman reflection and she had real distinct features. I do not recognize her from my real life, but she had dark brown hair just like mine, small like 5'4, brown eyes, and a large smile. We were laughing during our conversation, and when I was done with the shaving we walked to the door towards some other people and started talking with them. The dream ends around here. When I woke up I was debating getting up and writing down the dream so I would remember what she was telling me, but I decided to try to keep on chaining, which I regret now lol .

If the first sign of craziness is going crazy in dreams then I'm screwed.

Cut Cut Slash Slash

I was in Dread's room. Dread, Jin, and I were watching TV.

I start hearing voices.

They are voices of demons talking to me telling me that they are going to kill my friends.

What the serious fuck?

The voices of the demons tell me that they are coming. They tell me that there are three of them and there isn't any escaping my fate. They will kill my friends and then me.

I want to leave.

Dread and Jin ask me what's going on, but I'm too ashamed to tell them.

I look around the room. I'm seeing faces everywhere. They don't exist but my mind is picking up on patterns and translating them into faces.

I see the face of a burnt doll in Dread's closet.



I want to leave now.

The doll smiles wickedly and tells me that it is the first demon and the more powerful of the other two.

Dread and Jin take me back to my parent's house, sensing that something wasn't right with me.

When I come home, I find that we are celebrating someone's birthday. I look out the window of the front porch and see two little kids playing together. They are probably three or four years old.

When my mom sees them, she invites them inside. I instantly sense that there is something malignant about these children. The little girl is playing with a lighter and the little boy is just standing there strangely.

My mom puts the cake on the table. The little girl takes out her lighter and tries to light the candles.

I'm freaking out. I'm convinced that the little girl is one of the demons that the voices had talked about, and that she is a pyromaniac and wants to light the house on fire so that people die.

Everyone is telling me to calm down but I can't. I want the two little children to leave. I want everyone to leave. I want to leave.

I feel like there's something wrong with my brain. I can't tell if I am so delusional that my reality is completely warped or if what I am experiencing is true intuition telling me to leave. Nothing makes sense anymore.

After the birthday party, the little girl kills Dread and Jin. At least that's what I perceived to happen.

I run down the stairs and tell my mother that I am leaving now. I can't take this anymore! I don't know where I am going but it at least won't be here!

She gives me a strange look.

I try to explain what just happened but she looks completely perplexed.

I'm not even sure of what just happened, but I'm in a total state of disarray.

I get in the car.

But not before checking it twice.

I'm completely paranoid that the little demon boy is following me. I'm still seeing faces everywhere so I can't tell what's real or not. I catch a glimpse of a face in the trunk. The little boy was trying to come along with me.

I removed him from the trunk. He then killed my mother.

If I wasn't experiencing a psychotic break before, I was now.

I couldn't take it anymore. I didn't know what was real or not. Voices were screaming at me and luring me into places. Everything wanted to kill me. I wanted to kill myself before the last demon could kill me.

I took a bottle of sleeping pills and laid down on my bed hoping it would all be over soon. I just wanted to die.

I watch as the last demon comes up to me. She has grown from her original doll size to the size of a large child. Her face still looks burnt and contorted.

I can't tell if I am hallucinating or not.

With a small burst of energy, I shove the remaining sleeping pills down her throat.

Fuck this. I don't feel like dying tonight.

I don't have any weapons except safety scissors. That'll do.

With all of my force, I stab the safety scissors into her skin. I can barely rip her skin. The safety scissors aren't sharp enough.

She laughs wickedly.

I shove her to the ground and start stabbing her with the scissors. I want to cut her heart out. I don't want this to be the way I die.

She just keeps laughing maniacally.

She tells me that even if I manage to kill her she will just come back for me again. And again. And again. And again.

She has been partially disfigured by the safety scissors but it's not enough. I'm feeling the effects of the pills. Shit. The pain began to build up and I was going in and out of consciousness while she continued to laugh.

Fuck you.

With the only energy I had remaining, I shoved the scissors through her heart. She was silenced.

And so was I.

Black means non lucid
Orange means semi lucid
Blue means lucid
Red means dream characters talking
Purple means possible shared dreaming person
Green means notes

Got it? Great! You know what to do.

Dream #1 Little Red Riding hood.


Im in my 2nd home fixing me something to eat, when i notice that im in my kitchen and it looks a bit odd. 1st of all i don't live here anymore..so why am i here in the 1st place? My doorbell rings before i even have time to question how i got here. I go answer the door, and what do ya know..ITS LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD!?
"Excuse me but can you please help me escape from these men who have accused me of murder?"
Uh..your wanted for murder..and...you want me to help you?
"Mmhm."
She nods her head so innocently, as if what she is saying is ok. Hmm...ok, i'll help you.
"YAY!"
Mkay, follow me. I lead her downstairs to my basement and tell her to go in the back and put on some fresh attire and i'll take care of the rest. I look in the mirror rubbing my multiplying hawk coin totem.
"What are you doing?"
Im goin to project as you and lead them on a chase.
"Wow really?" You can do that???
I can do anything in this world.

Getting prepared.

Im now putting on little Red Riding Hood's robe, And looking at myself in the mirror. Fully transformed into her now, I head to my back room in the utility closet and strap myself with guns and knives. Ok you stay down here in this basement ok? If anything happens to me, and i don't return back here in a hour, i want you to take this celphone and push the number 6 you got it?
"Why number 6?"
Because that stands for N, and N stands for Natalia.
"Ooh ok."

Dream #2 The chase.



Im walking thru this village, holding little Red Riding Hood's basket. and there are wanted posters of little Red Riding Hood all over the place. I walk into a nearby store to buy some stuff. This heavy set woman who looks russian or german looked at me, then looked up at the wanted poster on her wall. I smile innocently and ask her, "how much does this candy cost?" Lol The woman looks at me folding her arms and looks at her telephone and begin dialing. Not wanting to stick around any further to see whats goin to happen, i run out of the store. There are a bunch of men staring at me and talking to eachother whispering. I yell at everybody.. "COME AND GET ME!" And stick my tongue out and give everyone the middle finger. I begin running, I lead the men on a little foot chase and run thru this entire village, jumping over fruitstands, running under vegetable stands, and hopping over cars. I begin shooting at everyone who was chasing me then continue running.

I now lead the almost entire village thru a dark foggy forest, where you can hear frogs, owls, crickets, and other little sounds. I hide behind a tree and shapeshift into a rabbit and hide somewhere in a bush. I can hear the people chattering to eachother, saying things like.. "Where did she go? She was just here a minute ago?" Im hidden in the bushes as the rabbit and now flee thru another exit of the forest and shapeshift back into myself. I get to a payphone and tell little Red Riding Hood im on my way. I walk thru a door and mentally tell myself that i will be back at my 2nd home when i walk thru this door. I walk thru it and see little Red Riding Hood eating a bowl of cereal. Watching cartoons. I laugh and say.."Well i see you made yourself comfortable. She giggles and runs up to me and gives me a hug. "So do you mind telling me why you killed those men?" She looks down, "im sure you have a reason?"

"I don't want to talk about it."
"Alright." But just remember who saved your butt, and gave you a place to stay. "You up here eating my Cap'n Crunch cereal and watching cartoons." Just remembered who helped you. I walk over to my files and records and sit down at a table sorting thru stuff.
She starts explaining to me about how she is really a agent, and not really little Red Riding Hood. She mentions her real name to me (I forget what it was) and tells me that she is actually 18 years old. I tell her that me and Natalia can give her a place to lay low for awhile til things cool down. She thanks me, and i call Natalia on my celphone to let her know that im gonna need her assistance. The dream ends and i wake up.

Notes: Im fairly happy with my recall from last night. (Even though i went to bed at 3:30 am) Im surprised i was able to remember so much...though i only wish i could've remember Little Red Riding Hoods real name. But overall im fairly happy with what i got.