nightmare

Last night and peering into this morning, I have a series of nightmares. I don't obviously remember a great number of details since I don't care to remember nightmares. Well, I remember throughout the whole dream(s), I was constantly chased by someone wanting to kill me. I remember a group of girls who constantly would threaten me and i would fear them knowing that they had some sort of weapon under their girly dresses. I don't remember much of their facial features but I do remember them being quite angelic looking, popular? I also have forgotten the reason why they all wanted to kill me,too. But i remember walking through my high school but it was a new high school as I was transferred due to overpopulation or certain classes being unavailable. So, I remember feeling normal,no sign of a choking feeling from anxiety,walking through the hallways i remember in particular taking a seat next to a random group in that school. They were all rapping and while one of them went solo, i finished the last lyric. She was surprised at my rapping skills and wanted me to do my own verse. Afterwards, I remember constantly trying to just escape from where i was. I remember being in Texas with an unrecognizable grandmother. Everyone was on my side at one time then wanting to kill/butcher me the next minute. It was very terrifying remembering it now. I remember trying to get a phone to call police and I had the phone in one hand and a razor blade in the other as my hand was battling with my enemy. At this point, I was numb and couldn't feel any pain though I saw blood trickling down, clear as day. I was furious that they wouldn't stop chasing me now and the enemy, which was a man, started to feel the cutting and I felt pleasure now but it didn't last too long. I remember I also had one foot and leg out my a high window while doing this. Early in the dream, I also remember someone had a chopping knife and/or machete and I could feel the pain as they sliced through my leg. I still don't understand how I can incorporate these kind of feelings and levels of pain when in real life, I've never experienced anything similar. I even remember being threatened by my father and he also had a knife and knew i was trying to get a hold of the iPhone or iPod so i could call for help. Why do I feel real life pain in my dreams?

MY DREAMS

This one dream I was in my house and it was dark, I couldn't find my father or sister. I believe in ghost and this one was pulling down the energy in the house. it was the cause of the darkness and evil feeling. *side note* (I was told that if i wanted a ghost to leave me alone all I needed to do was tell it to leave me alone.) I go down my hall way into my father's room and I could sense that the evil ghost was near by and I went to my dad's bath room and I got to look in but than I was moved back (not like by the ghost but like if my dream was lagging and I moved back like I never had gotten to look in the bathroom in the first place). Than my father appeared and he had this dead evil look on his face and he was staring at me. I could tell the ghost was inside of him so normally I would be terrified and I was but than I wanted to fight it off and the dream became semi lucid and I was able to fight back and scream go away but than the dream ended.


I had a dream about me trying to graduate and my family didn't want to show up nor did I really attend my graduation. (*REAL LIFE* I had already graduated in real life and my dad wasn't able to make it but my mother attended). It was the middle of graduation and I was at my house trying to get my family to go but they wouldn't and my father was there and he wasn't going to go and I reminded him that he didn't attend my REAL LIFE graduation in the dream (don't know why I was graduating twice). He gave me this face of total sorrow and the face creped me out, I could feel that he felt bad about not being able to attend. than I thought he was going to commit suicide (that's also a real life thought). Finally it finished with me going to graduation and my mom and sister being angry at me and trying to chase me down for some unknown reason.


SO last night I was dreaming and I woke up and went straight back to be as I normally do all night long (I don't sleep well). And the dream went pitch black but I could feel but see myself asleep in third person, like anything that was happening I could feel and it would switch from first to third person a lot. Finally I could FEEL my body being weightless and I knew it was a lucid dream but I have never had a lucid dream like this, normally they are dreams that turn lucid. Anyways

I would feel myself becoming weightless and I do mean FEEL, it is indescribable. than I relax and try to go further into the lucid dreaming and I tell myself to open my eyes because I want to see around my room but when I tried to open my eyes it was extremely hard and I have nightmares a lot and they become lucid EVERY TIME and I get out of them by opening my eyes and waking up.

But this time when I opened my eyes I saw my bedroom wall partly (because it was extremely hard to open them). I saw like pink and white shiny things on the wall they reminded me of like computer processers but pink. And I was trying to lay on my back but my eyes were like rolling in the back of my head and my mouth opened and I could feel myself breathing and I got scared so I stopped.



JUST A DETAIL OF SOME OF MY DREAMS

I can not for my life run or punch people in my dreams! The decisions are semi lucid. I have the want and thought to run and punch but in the dream it is all slow-mow. when I get in a fight with someone I try to punch them and im extremely slow and I get the crap beat out of me.

When im trying to run away, its like there is a small amount of gravity and I cant really run, it is more of like I am really trying to get away but I take forever to move my legs and when they strike the ground I don't move very much, if anywhere

Nightmare # 3 Dream,Lucid, (Comments)
Background: I saw a picture of a baby duck and it was pink and stuff.

Nightmare #3 day: 08/09/14, time: 2:00- Am":
I am around dining area. I see guests, a girl I know from church, FN, and her mom. The father wasn't there. I looked on the floor and their is sharp objects, like needles and knives. I am trying to remove it. They said they want to stay the night. They went to our garage. A man shows up and the house got dark. We huddled up and he tells us that their is something else in the house. We start hearing something crawl on the ceiling, all across the floor. The man tells us that we need to hid any reflective objects. He wraps the knives with aluminum foil. He was about to throw it in the garage but I told him their is a family their. I go to my grandma's room and I see a creature on the floor. It had pink reddish skin that blended with its eyes. It had no hair. Its guts were hanging out. It looked like an unborn baby. It was disgusting, so I left the room. I then see the girl FN's father show up. I didn't know how he looked like so I made some stuff up. He came in a van. He raced off, the van opened up and it let out several babies with umbilical cords linked up to the van. They were being dragged on the pavement.

I wasn't really scared but disgusted.

1.
I was inside of a school. I had just entered a classroom and knew almost no one inside of it. I saw one friend of mine and went to his table to sit down. I told him, "hey", and he replied with, "What's up?". I sat down and saw that there was a mexican guy across from me who didn't look very happy about me sitting at the table. We looked at each other. He said something along the lines of, "I don't like you sitting here" basically. I told him that that was a shame because I wasn't moving.
After that the situation pretty much dissipated and we chilled. Class ended minutes later and I walked out. I went down a hallway and saw my crush, Alexandria, sitting on the floor talking to some other students. Because it seemed like every time I try talking to her I get cock blocked by one of my friends, I decided to avoid doing so. I remember a teacher giving me instructions to give a piece of paper to Alexandria and tell her that a teacher wanted to see her. This was after I walked into another class. I walked back out of that class I was only momentarily in and looked around in the hallway for Alexandria. She wasn't there, she had left.
I decided I wasn't going to walk around the entire school to look for her so I went up to one of her friends that was still standing where she was and gave him the paper and told him what was going on. Just as I did so Alexandria came back and I basically just re-stated everything I had just told her friend. She said ok and did what I told her(sounds pretty rude lol but it really wasn't). I started going down another hallway, not sure about what I was doing. All of a sudden, a group of ROTC dudes came around the corner running.
I was going to beat them, I have no idea why I had this urge. I started running as well and ran with them. They ran around the entire school. As I followed them I would have short, super speed bursts that would put me in front of the group. However, we all stopped because some guy got in our way. This guy was no ordinary guy, but a giant. He was around 6-7 times my size and about 8-9 feet tall, maybe even 10. He reminded me of hellboy because of his face but there wasn't much similarity.
Somehow he got mad at me and I started to run from him. I ran around the school again but eventually left it. I ended up in some parking garage. Here, me and the giant both stopped running. He told me, "Ill make this a fair game, but once you fall off, your dead meat." I noticed that we were standing next to 4 or 5 super bikes. The giant got on one and waited for me. I picked out a green bike. I didn't have the keys so I didn't know how i was going to start it. Just then, I turned around and saw a chinese dude, in his 30's or so. He was afraid, and he gave me his keys. The giant got his keys the same way.
With this I started up my bike and rode off. It was pretty easy to control, and I wasn't expecting that. About a minute into riding my bike, my bike turned into a completely different bike. It was now silver and blue and had what looked like stainless steel handlebars. I drove into a mall. My handlebars had never been completely extended so I extended them once I got in. I heard the giant closing in behind me, so I sped up and continued on. As I did so, I went to fast and crashed into a plant. I fell off of my bike, but quickly got up and got back on.
Once I got on my bike I started riding again, but my bike wasn't going fast at all. It was only going about 3 miles an hour and was smoking really bad. I tried my best to get it going but no luck. At this point the giant was only 50 feet behind me. I got off my bike and started running, but the giant was catching up fast. Soon he caught up to me and grabbed me. This is where the dream ended.

2.
I was in math class in school again, but in a classroom I had never been in before. I was sitting down in the far back side of the room when the teacher moved me for some reason. She moved me to the middle part of the classroom in between a group of girls(niceee). The desks were all arranged into groups were 4 or 5 desks were connected together to form one big giant desk. I sat in one of the middle seats and started working on some kind of quiz/test. I looked up from my work and noticed Lisbeth was sitting right in front of me, facing me(Lisbeth is a girl from my sophomore math class last year). She looked beautiful! She was wearing a yellow shirt and I think some skinny jeans. I remembered that she always dressed really nice, but it her outfits were at the same time extremely attractive.
We started talking and ended up working on the quiz or whatever it was together. We shared our answers and what not. While we did this, I noticed another girl sitting to the left of me that was also in my math class before. She had brownish-reddish hair; its hard to describe. Her name was Cassidy, and she was also very pretty as well. I talked to both girls during the class.
One thing I noticed about the class, was that the lights were dimmed and the room seemed rather yellow. There were a few lamps around as well. I forgot who the teacher was.

3. I was in a big open room that had a stage in it. I was with one other friend, who had brought a friend of his along as well. I didn't know the guy and I didn't care to either. When I met him I could tell immediately that he was a jerk. We all sat down in the rows of chairs that surrounded us. "This place is pretty spacious" I thought. All of a sudden, some man emerged out of the stage and started talking to us about what we were here for. Apparently this room was a class, but Im not sure what for.
Not long into his speech, me and the jerk guy started arguing. He tried making fun of me- pretty pathetic. We got so loud that the teacher told us to stop arguing and made ME leave the room. I did, but as soon as I got far enough so the teacher couldn't see me, I hid behind a wall. Looking at the wall I saw that it had alot of faces on it. I regained focus and listened to what that jerk was saying, he was still talking behind my back, and making fun of me. As he made fun of me and now all of a sudden my friend, our faces appeared on the wall in front of me. We each looked a little different on the wall. The entire wall was covered with other peoples faces, but me and my friend's was bright, and they stood out.
Later I went back into the class and stood up the jerk dude. I asked my friend, "How is this guy your friend, he's a complete douche-bag!". My friend agreed, but not out loud. Apparently the jerk dude thought I was his friend(what a joke). I didn't care about that guy anymore, he was only killing my vibes. I stopped talking to him and I think I also left the class.


4. I was in my room, sitting on my carpet floor. Out of no where, a small bug crawled onto my foot and onto one of my toenails. I thought this was gross, so, after a while of trying to catch him, I finally got him and killed him. The bug looked like a small brownish-greenish bean that was a little transparent. I stood up off of the ground and went to my mirror. I started combing my hair and as I did so, loads of dandruff came falling out(WTF, hella gross! btw no I dont have dandruff in real life, my hair is clean). I kept combing it and it would still keep coming out. It was everywhere.
I dont remember anything else of this dream really.

I was hanging out with my uncle, helping him fix a car. These two people appeared and were supposed to do some kind of maintenance work, I don't remember. I just remember that I looked up and there were tremendous, red clouds that were swirling around each other. After a few seconds they turned dark blue, then red again. I heard a loud rumbling and the earth shook. Water came pouring down from the sky and waves rolled down all the streets and everybody ran into the garage for some reason. Cars were floating around me, I just stood there in disbelief. I was all alone at that point when a neighbor boy ran up to me and yelled something that I could barely hear over the torrent. All I made out was that I could come with him if I wanted to. I asked him what happened. He said that it was a combination of secret, advanced weaponry and inter-country trading. I felt disappointed, then I realized that it was just a dream.

I told the boy to not worry because it wasn't real, then i started walking over to the garage. I noticed a giant chocolate shake in my hand, I took a drink from it. It tasted like...an imagined taste that I made up when I was a little kid, reading some book about a giant. A combination of sweet flavors and magic. I wanted to make sure it was really a dream and I hadn't just snapped under the madness of what was going on, so I tried to make a glove fly into the air, didn't work, tried to make paper fly into the air. The piece of paper jumped off a table in the garage and someone caught it really quickly. I took another drink of the chocolate shake, yum. Then I decided to manipulate some of this water for fun. There was a stream of it that was falling from the roof. I made that stream fly into the air, forming a spiral pattern, then I froze it like that. I then looked at a DC of a neighbor lady that was with us and tried to make her slow down, didn't work until I got really close to her but even then I could only slow her down for a couple seconds. I put my hands on her boobs and she got really angry in slow motion. I really wanted to make time stop completely, so I asked myself, "how do I do that?" a voice responded, "you just do it". I made time freeze and I laid the neighbor lady and her daughter on their backs so I could do naughty things to them >: D. I thought for a second about what would really happen if I were able to make time stop and then move things around. I came to the conclusion that either the kinetic energy would destroy the universe or there would be no net energy from the action at all. The dream started to end, time went back to normal. I said out loud, "noooooooo, not yet". Then tried to think of something else to do to switch up my dream control skills. I made a miniature, young Jerry Lewis as the Nutty Professor appear on the shoulder of someone that was in front of me. He was in the full costume with a white lab coat, glasses, and a messed up face. The miniature Jerry Lewis just cross his eyes and said, "OYyyyYyyyyyeeeee". Dream ended, woke up.

It was night, I was walking on a street near some grocery stores and electronics as I wanted to spend some of the money I had when I began to realize most if not all stores were unavailable and that the lights were all off. The strange thing about it though was that 1 of the doors were open so I decided to enter it but quickly realize no one was inside. I left the building and continue walking on the sidewalk when suddenly I heard someone yelled zombie apocalypse and once I turn around a zombie was nibbling all over my hand and crutching my fingers. My reaction when I saw this instantly made me become lucid, I quickly said I should've never watch that movie as it brought me in this situation. That's when a FA happen which made me lost lucidity. Another dream happens where I wake up and was searching for my dream journal to write it down but could not find it. However I forgot about it when I realize my flight plane was coming up again so I could meet up with my parents. I was about to miss it so I hurry up but was stop by two guys who seem like they wanted to ask me a couple of questions. They ask me if I had an electronic I responded yes and show them this blue handheld that I didn't recognize too well. The two guys began talking about different type of handhelds and which were better. That's when I began quickly packing my stuff in a case, they notice that I was in a hurry and ask if I was leaving. I told them yes I had to get on a plane and that's when I realize I was forgetting my brother. I ran and quickly left the unknown hotel to where I found Father room out in the open of a road. I open the door and saw a woman dress like a soldier watching tv, I told her she had to get going and if she could help me find my brother. That's when I notice a machine gun in her hands so I approach her slowly trying to show that I was not a threat and needed her insistence on this. She agreed as we continue to leave the room where now the road change in to the living room. I saw my brother and told him we had to hurry as we're about to miss our only flight left for today. But before I could continue to set my intentions on running I woke up.



I wake up in another dream where I quickly realize I was poison as I heard some person in my head telling me all the people who got in contact at that area will die. My Father came in the room and I could hardly move, I try to yell his name but my voice was so weak. I tried yelling for a couple more times but he couldn't hear me as when I would yell it would come out as a whisper. My Father then left as the poison was feeling stronger, I began panicking and force myself to get up and had a very difficult time walking. I manage to get to the bathroom and saw my face. Everything was wobbling so I open the door in to the living room where I saw these two old women. I told them I needed help and to get me to a hospital however the two old women didn't do anything and one began laughing saying that's my life 24/7 so atleast you get to feel how it is now. This anger me so I began running with ease toward them and began choking the one that laugh about me dying telling her if I'm as good as dead then you're coming with me. But before I could finish her I fell down as the poison was too overwhelming , I began crawling on the ground till I didn't have enough energy to do that. I pass out and woke up. Lucidity Time 2 seconds

Tonight I took a break from goals and I feel like that paid dividends!..explanation at the end...

8/7/14***
11 355am Being chased by a big Ebola virus caricature. He shows up in several locations. Oh no not Ebola again!?? This time in dark house with fireplace going. Previously in another house. Didn't feel particularly scared. Explanation that if he shows up more than 18% of the time, you have the virus? He was like a big long dreadlocks wig standing maybe over 6 feet tall. Weird day residue from the Ebola virus news story. / I am looking up at constellations in the sky and notice one is particularly bright. I point it out to someone and all the sudden it looks very normal no longer super bright and I realize that I'm dreaming. When I first saw it it was like almost as bright as the moon. It was mostly semi circular in shape. I haven't had one of these night sky based DILDs in a while and was excited to see this. Took a walk last night during sunset and could already see some beautiful stars and the moon and afterwards watched two tv shows about space on the
Science Channel. Anyway, I flew up into the sky wanting to head closer to the constellation but, I started experiencing strong vibrations...possibly day residue from reading Sensei's dream journal. I play with the vibrations trying different levels of softly or more aggressively clenching my eyes to check the effect and I start to see a scene form but I lose it and wake up. / I travel through two big rectangular levels of what seems most like an apartment building. I pass many different DC's. In one area on the first floor near where I started there's a party going on that seems somewhat Mardi Gras themed. I give a few head nods to the party goers as we pass. I am with my wife and son. I get down to the end of that hall coming down towards the next level and there is another party going on mostly younger crowd than the previous one. As I am observing the second group I notice my son and wife has left but I retraced my steps and find them and get mad at
them for leaving me back there not telling me that they were walking away. / there's an appointment before 5pm Wednesday that I need to make for a side gig that is in conflict with my work schedule. / I am in this club-like or party setting and there is some kind of neon sculpture on the wall of a woman's butt. I think about the earlier party dream and the connection between the two seems to be what makes me lucid. I go down to the right and then right again into a little wing of this club or whatever it is and there is this beautiful petite thin black woman sitting between two big black guys. At first I ignore them but then I decided it's a great way to test or prove my level of lucidity to myself and strengthen it...and it's better not to have any interference from any unfriendly DC's. I say something like hey you don't mind if I borrow her for a moment (more like a Jedi mind trick statement...not a question). Cool! I reach over and give a handshake (dc interact) to the big guy on the right. She gets up and approaches me and I asked her to remove her top. She was wearing a bikini-like top and she revealed beautiful smallish perky breasts. I whip off both her bottom piece and my clothes in one TK swoop of my hands as if the clothes were never there. I lift her up and she wraps her legs around me, with me inserted inside of her. I walk around the club lifting her body up and down occasionally on my (ahem) enjoying this awesome scene for a while. I just remembered this detail > I see another woman, maybe latino, with large breasts and I ask her to remove her top and as she does I see man boobs and look up and she is now a chubby black guy. I poke at his man boobs and joke with him in a friendly way. < I walk back towards where I first entered and over to my left is a different wing that looks like a bedroom. I approach it and there is another beautiful woman inside slouching on a bed and the first woman has disappeared off of me. I approach the second woman she has dark hair , she is white and wearing pink lingerie. The bed coverings are also in silky pink. I lay down on the bed and gently start making out with her then straight to intercourse for a little while before
waking up...I think for real. / I doze back off doing some mental recall but wake into a false awakening and my wife and son is there and I start to tell them about becoming lucid but then I remember that they don't like the idea of "messing with dreams" like that (memory was slow to catch up and I am not lucid). I instead told them about the dream regarding the appointment before 5pm since it is fairly ordinary and it shouldn't take any offense to me remembering an ordinary dream! The transition after the above is not clear in my memory, it must have either another FA or a transition within that last scene but I saw the woman from the bedroom in the earlier dream and instantly knew I was dreaming again! I walked over to her as she was walking away into a hallway and I caught up with her. We started making out they're in the hallway end another blonde woman who was apparently her sister comes out of the bedroom and I start kissing her as well! We are making out (dc interact) in the hall and they start inching me towards the bathroom. For once the DC's are taking charge and I don't mind! We get into the bathroom and it seems as if their idea was for some privacy and I think for a moment about closing the door behind us but remind myself that there is no need, this is all a dream. They both go down and my pants and underwear are gone and they both started going at my (ahem) and I am just looking down fascinated at the realism and highly enjoying the two of them who both seem very skilled! I wake up smiling ear to ear and after trying to go back in, I roll over and pulled out my hidden paper dream journal to write down a few quick notes so that I don't forget any details. After some quick notes I experiment with getting to sleep quickly using two short (combined senses) SSILD cycles that take no more than about 5-7 seconds. I do quickly get to either advanced dreamlets or the beginnings of dreams that I seem to be scaring away
being a little too alert. This night I was reminded of my other theory that I was experimenting with two nights ago but forgot to log that basically says that if you maintain awareness into HI's and then go to sleep then you are more likely to have a DILD. That has probably been said before but much of this process is all about discovering things for yourself. 185-187

I was considering what to do about my extended RC's specifically for the competition having become so rote. During my RC's I invoke the feeling of becoming lucid, slow myself down and then run through my goals for the competition. I had been doing this since maybe the 2nd or 3rd night and I had a long list of items to complete. I completed roughly half of the ones I had worked out ahead of time quite a number of nights back while lucid. After that I just worked on the 2nd half of my goals during the extended RC's during the day...but since the last half was the same as it had always been, it felt worn out and tired so yesterday I decided to just focus on doing anything fun for my next lucid. I think this made me more excited about getting lucid and resulted in a very fun triple!

Im starting to form a consistent sleep schedule, so my recall should stay consistent as well and it will become easier to lucid.
Anywho, here are my dreams from last night. I will now try to put my dreams in order from those which happened first to those which happened last.

1. I was with my class, and we were walking next to a really large body of water, maybe an ocean? The water was almost a teal color, with green being the more dominant in the mixture. I somehow got into the water and realized,"Wow this is about 15-20 feet deep". I tried swimming back up, but I couldn't. There I was, under almost 20 feet of water, not being able to surface. I got really uneasy, but not enough to know that I was about to die. I stood at the bottom of this body of water, trying to figure out a way to get out.
I was running out of breath, and about to drown. Soon, my body was out of oxygen and I had to breathe. I breathed in ocean water. I could breathe! But I had a lot of difficulty breathing, but none the less it was happening. I became semi-lucid but at this point I still had a little fear in me for some reason. At this point, the dream ended.

2. It was really cold, and me and a couple of friends were hanging outside, next to an almost frozen river. My friends Ryan, Jared, and Brittany were with me, and even a few other friends that I dont remember. We were about to head into this half frozen river, but we were waiting on a group of people ahead of us to cross it first. It was like some kind of course that we were completing.
Once the other group made it across, we started on our way. I remember everyone being in canoes, but we wouldn't be able to use them right because of the fact of how the river was almost frozen. Ice was forming on the surface. I got out of my canoe and got on a platform of rocks that had a level surface. I was the only one in front, everyone else was behind me. I dived into the water and starting swimming. I could feel the ice cold water around my body as I broke through the ice on the surface.
The ice was still thin though, so I could break it pretty easily, almost effortless. I continued swimming but I had alot of trouble(Im not a good swimmer in real life). I remember my friend ryan having broken legs or something and he was right behind me, swimming at the same pace. I gave it my all and kept pushing forward. Eventually I made it to the other side were an opening in some type of cave was. It wasnt a cave, but more like a small building crafted into the side of this mountain/giant rock. I climbed out of the water and grabbed onto some rocks. I then climbed up onto the ledge of this building formation and proceeded inside.
"Wow" I thought, "Im really bad at swimming and Im the first one here. My friend Ryan was close behind me and soon climbed up too, and I helped him get up inside and over the ledge. My god, he had something wrong with his leg and he made it to this room second. We waited on everyone else and while we did, I looked around the place. It looked like something out of Halo (a game). It was all silver/shiny gray on the walls and floor. There were a system of lines on the walls the went around the entire room.
Our friends were approaching the building. Ryan had gotten some type of claw type things, which were blue, that could grab onto stuff. We attached these to the ledge and everyone started climbing up. It was like a grappling hook in a way.

3. I was inside of a big grocery store. I was in the middle section of the store with my family. I "knew" that I had been to this grocery store multiple times so it was nothing unusual. The aisle we were on had snap backs on it, so I decided to take a look because I've been needing a new one for a while now. I saw a gray snap back which was the exact same size as my green snapback, and it had the one up mushroom on it from Mario as well. I also saw an exact replica of my old snapback, it was like a copy.
I picked it up and compared it to my old hat, they were practically the same except for mine was dirty from years of wear and tear. I ended up picking out the grey one and asked my dad if I could get it. He said yes but he'd rather that I got a hat that was a mix of a hat with a beanie(you know, those beanies that have bills). I though about WHY I would need that, considering the fact we live in Texas and its almost never that cold here. I went to go look at these weird beanies and after a thorough inspection of them, I decided to ignore what my dad had told me. I tried one of the beanies on and looked in the mirror- I looked stupid. So I passed on getting a beanie and stayed with my gray hat.
We started walking to the checkout and I think we went through it and bought my hat, but all I remember for sure was walking out and on the way passing some black guy. He told me that he was about to blow up the store. I just continued walking out, because I was leaving anyway. Me and my family got to "our: car, which was a REALLY small white compact sedan. It was SO small I have no idea how I fit inside, or even more- how we ALL fit inside. I got in the drivers seat because my mom told me I was driving.
I put my seatbelt on and put the car in reverse after everyone got in. I then backed out and started driving towards the exit of the parking lot. As I put my foot on the brake, I realized that my foot could barely reach it, and that I had to stretch to get to it. Im not short, and being 5'10 I should've been able to reach it with no problem at all, and even then, this was a compact car so I dont see how this made sense. I then looked around and noticed that all of my mirrors were off and so I couldnt really see much of who was behind me. I remember stopping at a stop sign and that was the end.

4. I was inside of a school library, and I had been here before. It was huge and there were really tall shelves with books in them(Ive always wanted to read a book in a dream just to see what happens). I went over to the middle section of the library were there were some rather short book shelves. My family was with me. I went to grab a book from the top shelf and to my luck, all of the books from the top shelf fell off and onto all of the other books.
Fortunately, the books landed rather nicely and in a pile on top of other books, so it wasn't a complete mess. I didn't worry about it. However, an old man in what looked like his 60's or 70's came by and was furious about what I had done. He didn't work in the library, just a regular old dude. He came over to me and start blabbering off and complaining. I could tell he was really mad. The Librarian came over and told the old guy to calm down, and that it wasn't a big deal.
Soon, he just walked away, but he was still mad. I continued looking at books and my mom was looking at some too. I remember walking around this school, but I forgot alot about that part.

5. I was in someones back yard I think, and it was really swampy. The entire back yard was filled in about 3 inches of water all around. I had my vans on and had been walking around with my sister back there. I was still a little upset about my vans, but it was whatever. As we continued walking around, we encountered two rather large chickens. They were pretty hairy and were about 5 times bigger than the average chicken. They had sharp beaks too(Now that I think about it, they more resembled a giant turkey mixed with a vulture).
They trotted their way towards me, and the bigger one started trying to attack me. I had a big object in my hand, so I used it to separate me and the turkey thing. This went on for about a minute or so, and after this the dream ended I think.

6. I was inside of someones house, and the owner was throwing a party. It was all people my age, everyone was around 16, 17, or 18. Someone had brought in a new drug, one that I had never seen before or heard of. I went inside of the living room and watched an informational video about this drug, which alot of people in the house were on.
As I watched the video, it described the effects of the drug, and what it did to the body. At one point in the video, the narrator said that the drug made whatever poop that you had in your body, swell up inside of your intestines. He also said it made you throw up poop as well- while it was inflated or whatever. This was the definite point where I decided I would pass on this drug and not do it.
After the video ended, I walked around the house, just waiting for too see the effect the drug had on people who had taken it. As I expected, the people who took the drug, started throwing up their own poop. Other people started taking a crap in the middle of the floor, and their poop was bigger than a football(I know, this is really gross, but hey gotta record the dream lol). I remember coming across one dude with red hair, a little chunky. He was throwing up the worst, constantly hurling his own poop out of his body from both his mouth and his a**hole. It was really nasty, and I was really glad that I didn't take the drug.

Non Dream
Dream
Lucid

Lucid #5 (DILD, FA #4)-"I don't have much visual recall right now, that's the problem," I said, continuing my conversation with a dc from the previous dream about my dry spell. I found that I had woken up in my bed. I do a nose plug and I can breathe! Yay! I get on the floor and start to crawl, trying to transform into a dog. I crawl to the glass door so I can see my refection. I'm not making any progress. I see a small cat behind me. Stupid cats! I turn around and bark at it, still trying to transform. It approaches me and bites me. I grab it's mouth shut and throw it around. We continue to fight for a bit before I wake up.

Dream
Lucidity
Nightmare
False Awakening

I was having a nightmare and woke up. I said "Wow I had a false awakening; if I would of wrote on my dream journal, I would of known it was a dream!" I thought of the nightmare and figured I was stressed out. Suddenly, a monster came into my room. It was a Black warewolf-like creature and it started attacking me. I was scared and said a prayer but it didn't work. It kept on attacking me and I tried to talk to it but I couldn't move or speak. I was finally able to speak and ask why it was attacking me. The warewolf stopped for a second and showed me empathy but quickly began attacking me again. I got up and started fighting it. As I used magic, I realized I was dreaming.
I tried using fire magic to kill the wolf but my magic didn't work until I started using water magic. I tried drowning the wolf but nothing would affect it until I wrapped a circlet of water around the beast's waist and snout and said "Once I pull this string, the wolf will be cut in half". As I pulled, the water tightened around the warewolf until it cut it in half. The snout didn't cut so attempted to use a sword to kill it. I swing my arms but I had no sword in my hand. I had an image of what my sword would look like, which I remember imagining it when I first started lucid dreaming. The sword was a longsword but the cross-guard had white angel-like wings and between those wings, there was a blue orb, which in the waking world I wanted it to have water in.
The wolf wasn't a problem anymore so I thought of what to do. I asked my dream to show me someone so I closed my eyes and when I opened them, there was no one there. I walked out of the room and saw Valery and took her into a bathroom where there was a bathtub with clear water in it. The bathtub had water stains and I asked what the water represented. She said "It represents the happiness you have with your community" "The happiness I have with my community," I repeated. I said it a few more times and said "I need to wake up!" so I closed my eyes and woke up.
I went into Valery's room and asked her if she woke up. Then I really woke up.

1. I was in a McDonalds somewhere in a big city. I stood in line and got ready to order my food. As I got to the front I asked the lady if they had a chocolate dipped ice cream waffle cone, and she say they didnt, with alot of assertion in her voice. I asked if they had smaller ice cream cones, and if they could show me what kind of ice cream they had. They brought out two ice cream desserts that were available from the menu. I looked at them.
Then, I picked the smallest ice cream cone up and ate it, right in front of their face. (The cone was the size of my palm)
"I dont want this ice cream cone, let me try the other one."
I picked up the other ice cream dessert and ate it as well. I then proceeded to ask if they had some other kind of dessert, but at this point the lady taking my order was mad. She told me I was wasting time and eating food that I didn't even want. She said that she was going to put all of that on my bill. Instantly after she told me that, she started adding on the things I ate to the bill. It didn't surprise me at all, and in the end, I dont think I even ordered anything for sure.
I walked away from the counter where I was order and went into a club-like place directly to the left of McDonalds. As I walked in, I noticed that this place had a very nice club atmosphere. There were also red and pink lights flashing around the room. After looking around for a minute, I took a seat in a booth near me. Not even 2 minutes after I had sat down, I noticed a really hot blonde walking towards me. I got a closer look and realized that it was Summer Buck from my highschool. She looked really pretty, and she had an amazing ass- just like she does in school.
As she got right up in front of me, I asked her what was up. She said nothing, but started to do something I really enjoyed. I was already relaxed and laid back in my seat and Summer sat on my lap. I remembered that she had a boyfriend, so I asked, "Summer you have a boyfriend, is this okay?". I think she replied with something along the lines of, "Dont worry about him". The perfect answer. She only sat on my lap for about a minute, and I was already hard. She then got up, and started grinding on me in the seat- but in a sexy way. It was like an exclusive lap dance, but with all the touch you could get. She repeatedly bounced her ass on my crotch, and at this point I was hard.
During the middle of her dance, I thought to myself, "Am I dreaming?" but I got too focused on summer and lost my train of thought. Anyways, she did this lap dance or whatever it was for a minute or so. The dream ended after this because I had gotten really "excited" and woke up.

2. Wow again, I think this is a part of the dream above, but whatever Im adding it downhere.
I was in McDonalds, and my sister had showed up next to me. She ordered what she wanted and waited for her meal. As she did, one of the employees told her that she gets 2 free t.v. sessions(wtf). However, kayla had somehow lost her 2 free sessions, and became really upset about it. 2 small girls, about her age, noticed this and told the manager. The manager gave kayla another free session of t.v. I looked at the 2 small girls that had helped my sister out, and noticed that they looked like little cartoon clay dolls or something. It didn't bother me, and so I continued doing whatever I was doing.
Later during the dream, I took on the point of view of my sister. I became her. It was nighttime and I was hanging out with the two small clay-like girls. I now saw that they were really small, but so was I. As we were walking around in some type of cabin, the girls asked me if I wanted to spend the night. I said, "yea sure" and followed the girls around. The two girls said they went to do something and went around the corner. After a few minutes of their absence, I decided to walk around that same corner and find them. When I walked around the corner, I found no one. I continued walking around this really big cabin, and it was empty. No one else was here it seemed.
Just then those 2 girls came from around a corner behind me and told me it was time to go. I started following them but then realized that I had forgot something. One of the girls told me to hurry up and get it, and the other one followed me as I did. The object that I had forgotten, was some type of orange sleeping bag-at least thats what it resembled- and it was really small. I found it tied up to a net above us, so I untied it and got it down. Again, the other clay girl told us to hurry up, so we started running and caught up with her.

3. I was making my way into a huge recreational type of cabin which was right next to the ocean. I had put on a long orange thick sweater(IDK why) and some black shorts. As I walked in the door, I continued and walked through to the back, where a really big deck was. When I got outside, everyone was sitting in these bleachers, set up like you would see seats in a football stand kind of. I assumed that "class" or whatever they were teaching had already started, so I quickly went over to another stand of bleachers and sat down.
The section I went over too, was almost empty, and fortunately, after a minute or so, my friend Dylan came over and chilled with me. It wasn't too long until the guy that was teaching stopped giving his lecture. After his speech ended, he freed us to let us do whatever we wanted. Me and Dylan got up and walked to the back of this huge deck. His friend Alexis, from school, followed us. We all sat down near the back end of this deck, and chilled.
This is where I almost became lucid again. I started telling Dylan about a dream I had, specifically the one in the club where I was with Summer Buck. I told him all about this dream, but I had to kind of whisper it in his ear so Alexis wouldn't hear it. After I told him about the dream, he gave me the look on his face as though, "Dude that sounds amazing". Then out of no where, some kind of band director had come up to us and asked us if we were studying our instruments and whatnot. Dylan told the director that he already had and continued talking about how he did this and that and whatever else(even though Dylan isn't in band in real life). Dylan managed to make the director go away with this explanation and at that, I decided to see what else was around this resort.
I got up and left Dylan and Alexis and walked over to the front part of the deck. Here, everyone was selling food for a certain amount of tickets. I remembered that I had tickets in my pocket, but I wanted to save them for later. I walked off of the deck and into the cabin where I had come from originally. When I got inside of the cabin, my friend Lamar was holding a bag of pretzels that had written on it, "8 tickets". I assumed it was 8 tickets for a hand full, but I wasn't sure.
"8 tickets dude? That's a lot of tickets for some pretzels.", I said. I can't remember what Lamar told me, but I continued walking to the exit of this cabin. I opened the door and on the other side, there was no longer the outside entrance to where I had came from originally, but now there was a basketball court.
As I was about to walk in, I could hear this conversation behind me:
*somebody lets out a huge fart*
Lamar: Who did that?
Other guy: dude it wasn't me
A.J.(Another friend): It wasn't me
Lamar: No seriously though who farted?
At this point I closed the cabin door behind me and entered onto the basketball court. It was huge, maybe a little bigger than a real court. I walked onto it and waited for the next ball to come flying at me, so I could grab it and start shooting. While I was waiting, I went over to a corner of the court because I saw my friend Ryan. He asked me why I was wearing such thick clothes. I told him I didn't know why, and that I was going to go change out real quick into some lighter stuff. He agreed with me and with that I started leaving to go change out. As I was walking away Ryan asked me, "Hey I have some gel if you wanna gel you hair" I told him I didn't want any and continued on my way.
I started walking across the court, and to my luck, a ball flew to me. I grabbed it and shot it. It missed badly. Something was wrong with my wrist, it felt like I had messed it up or something. It didn't feel right. I grabbed another ball and shot it. Same thing, my wrist hurt and it was like it got really weak all of a sudden. I grabbed another ball, shot again. Still messed up. Out of no where, my friend Devin showed up. He asked me what was wrong and I told him. He told me jokingly, "Dude next time, just stand in front of me, with your arm out and your hand up and Ill throw a ball at it". I laughed and continued on my way.

4. I was a huge, open restroom place. Stalls were everywhere. Each stall was red and had the design of a roller coaster seat. I looked to my left and there was a huge stage. Pretty odd. I decided to go into the stall and do my business. However, the guy behind me distracted me and I ended up talking to him. I followed him to an area where there were alot of rows of big red seats, and they too had the design of a roller coaster seat. We sat down, and some one yelled out and complained about the stage being open. After a few minutes, some guy appeared on the stage and he looked mad. He closed the stage up and the curtains came across to do so.
The guy that was on the stage came over to us and one guy started arguing with him. I stayed in my seat, just watching. Out of the blue, my old instructor from ROTC, Sgt. Twine came in. He told everyone to be quiet and sit down. He talked to the guy that was mad to find out what was going on. Twine told us that we were in trouble. At this point, I stepped up and told Sgt. Twine, "We did nothing, so we deserve no punishment. I think it is wrong how we get punished because of this disrespectful guy." He didn't reply and only looked at me. I relaxed back in my seat, and put my feet up on the seat in front of me.
"Write his name down" said Sgt. Twine to the guy standing next to him. I really didn't care and just continued with what I was doing. The guy in front of me stood up in his seat and started talking to Sgt. Twine. He had on a bright green jacket and it had red spots on it- like somebody had drawn on him. Sgt. Twine noticed this and "took off points" off of his "grade" because of those spots. It was just like an inspection, except the guy in the green jacket was just a regular dude, and he wasn't even in ROTC. Meanwhile, while that whole situation was going on, I found myself randomly blurting out- against Sgt. Twine. I did this twice. Whatever I was thinking at the moment, I would blurt out. It was really awkward and I had no control of it, and I've never done this before, ever.
After a few of those blurts, I did my best to be quiet.

5. I was upstairs, just chilling in my room when I heard my dad downstairs at the front door tell me that my "friends were here" like he usually does. I came walking down the stairs in a groggy way, because I knew that I had to be somewhere soon, in 30 minutes. It was around 3:50 or something and I had to leave to be somewhere at 4:20. This reminder showed up in previous dreams in the night(the ones above) and I even reminded myself in the McDonald's dream, and at that time in the dream it was around 1:25 p.m.(weird).
Anyways, I walked downstairs and as I did I saw my friends Trey, Patrick, and Dylan, all waiting on me. When I got down there next to them Trey told me that he wanted me to watch a video. My friend Dylan backed Trey up and told me how it was "really funny". Trey had the video pulled up on his phone, so he started it. The entire video was a close up of someone mixing together Macaroni and Cheese. I continued watching it and there was a really small guy in the video-the size of my finger- surfing around in the mac and cheese. He had on goggles too.
While I watched the video, my senses started doing things. I started being able to taste the macaroni and cheese. I also started smelling the macaroni and cheese. At one point the bowl of macaroni and cheese became real, and I got a fork and ate some of it, through Trey's phone.

6. I was watching this dream like a movie. A game trailer was being shown to me, and it was for a new game. This game was supposed to be the new "Prototype" (a game) before the main character turned evil. After the trailer ended, I began playing the game, Im assuming it was a demo or something. It was amazing. I was the guy from Prototype, but with an underwater suit on. I was underwater in what looked like a giant sea. I looked around a noticed that there were underwater hills all around. My character had on some type of suit to where it enabled him to swim extremely fast, and it resembled wings that were made out of transparent tubes.
I focused on what I was doing, and I noticed that there was a HUGE angler fish type thing in front of me. It was a crimson red, and it was about the size of a few houses. This is what I was supposed to fight and kill. The fish sprinted towards me, but I dodged it. It continued to do this multiple times, and I dodged it each time. There was also another underwater enemy behind the fish, near a tall rock column, but it just floated there and did nothing. Eventually, I swam to the very front of the fish. I started shooting it in its eyes. I continued doing this until I destroyed the eye. Believe it or not, the eye of that giant fish had alot of health. I had to reload my gun and continue shooting at it again. While I was shooting the fish's eye, he got mad and lunged forward a little bit, trying to bit me. As he did this he made a REALLY loud scary sound and I felt like I was apart of the game.
Once I destroyed the Fish's eye, he died and floated to the ocean floor, which was only a few feet under him. I must say, for a dream video game, it was amazing. Really intense and vivid.

1. I was in some kind of house. It was really gloomy and all of the paint on the walls seemed as though it was faded and dull. I was walking around the house with two people in particular, though I do not remember who they were- besides the fact that it was two women.
We walked down an empty, quiet hallway and the women began telling me about how this house was haunted, and how many people had seen ghosts in here before. We came to the end of the hallway and there was a few closet doors. The women, walking carefully behind me, said that they felt scared and that there might be something in the closet. I walked up to the closet door casually. I told the women, "There is no need to be afraid of something that cannot hurt you." I grabbed the door handle and opened it. Inside it was almost pitch black, but I could see a dark black shadow standing about halfway in in this closet. The closet was quite big on the inside. It wasn't wide but it was very long in length. I looked at this figure, whatever it was, and became curious. However, as I turned around to check on the two women I found out that they had disappeared. This is what startled me. I closed the closet door and went downstairs.
The downstairs portion of this house was ALOT more vivid than the upstairs. Everything had a blue tint to it, as though it was almost night time. The next thing I remember was being on the edge of a wall, and it was really high up. I had a small whale like creature in my arms. It had the head of a whale, and its body had the texture of a whale as well, and it had legs. I was trying to get down from this ledge safely without hurting this little guy. I held on to this small whale creature with one hand, and with the other I slowly climbed down. As I did, the whale creature turned into a baby kitten. The kitten held on to my shirt with dear life. As I got off of the ledge, I grabbed onto some sort of brown cabinet with glass windows. I grabbed onto its door knob and jumped to it. Now I was on the side of this cabinet, and only about 2 feet above the ground. I let go of the knob and landed safely on the ground.

2. I was in school, and some old lady(she looked around 70 years old) was teaching the class. I was doing something in the class and it made her mad. Later after the class had ended, and I was just leaving, a cop had showed up and wanted to go into the classroom. The door was already half way open, so we both walked inside. The lights were off and it was getting dark. The officer had told me that he came in to test something, or check on something. He then walked up to the projector in the classroom and tooled around with it, as though he was trying to fix it, or salvage something from it, I was not sure.

3. I was in the mall with my family.(fragment)

4. I was in a restaurant and I noticed drawings on the booth seats.(fragment)

5. I was inside some kind of old, rusty prison. I got the feeling that I was in another country because the guys in charge here were saudi arabian. The guy that had put me in this prison room was also Saudi Arabian. I stood in this big cell, not wondering why I was here, but only how i was going to get out. I tried climbing out through a small pipe, but I couldnt fit inside of it at all. I looked around and noticed this entire room had a rusted texture to it. I looked at these cutted slits in the wall that were supposed to be windows, and could see that it was bright and daylight outside. I walked over to the east side of this room and started trying to escape. I had found something and was starting to tear apart a window, when all of a sudden I heard the prison warden that had put me in here coming to my cell. I stopped doing what I was doing and acted normal and hid my work in progress.

6. It was daytime, and I was riding with my close friends, patrick, dylan, and trey inside of patrick's dad's truck. Patrick's dad was driving, but he looked entirely different, nothing like he does in real life. The inside of this truck was huge, it matched the inside to a huge suburban. It had 3 rows of seats along with the driver and shotgun seat. The truck had a red paint job as well. I was sitting in the very back row with my patrick. I had found a bag of beef jerky on the seat and starting eating it. Patrick took the bag from me and took some beef jerky as well. I took it back again and continued eating. Pretty boring ride. I had no idea where we were going, and at the time I didnt even care to notice that we were just driving for this entire dream. I looked out the truck windows and saw a blue dune buggy just parked outside in the grass, next to what appeared to be a farm.
After that I continued chilling in the back seat, and my friend Trey had moved to the back with us. I moved to the far right position of the row and saw a poster or Ariana Grande. It was a poster of her wearing a pink dress, and in a kind of seducing position. Trey had noticed this as well and told me that he, "wouldn't mind giving her anal." Patrick's dad got mad when he heard this and told patrick to "shut the hell up", even though patrick didn't even say anything. At this point, we all got really quiet for the rest of the ride.

7. I was on a football field with my close friend Dylan and his brother Jordan. We were passing the football around. Whenever I got the ball, I tucked in my side and ran across the field. Dylan ran with me and I told him, "Wouldn't it be nice if the entire stadium was filled and was roaring for us?" He agreed. As I ran with the ball back to where we were originally chilling, I looked at my arms and noticed that my work outs were paying off, my arms were really muscular and I had really nice biceps. Once we made it back to Jordan, I threw the ball to Jordan. He told us that we were about to play a real game.
We started making our way to the 50 yard line and on our way, we came across my old friend from daycare as a kid, Travis Richie. He had gotten a haircut too. I asked, "hey man, its been a long time, whats up?" He said something and then I brought up how the olden days back in day care were good. We got to the 50 yard line and started assigning positions. I wanted to be a Wide Receiver but instead the quarterback wanted me to take his place and be quarterback. Since I hadn't thrown in forever I declined the position. The quarterback really insisted on me taking it, and he really didn't want to be it anyways. He forced me to be quarterback, but I didn't trust my throwing skills yet so I headed to the sideline. As I did, I noticed that more guys had showed up out of no where to play with us, and they were already lined up behind the offensive line as WR's. I decided to stay and play wide receiver anyways, because it was a long walk to the side line. As I faced forward, there was still some arguments going on- all of which were created by the guy who didn't want to be quarterback. I decided to sit out of this conflict until everyone had figured out what was going on. I looked to the side of the field and noticed other guys were doing this as well. I went over where they were and chilled with them.
Once everyone had found out what was what I got back onto the field as a wide receiver. Our new quarterback decided he was going to throw a deep pass. The play started and our QB threw the ball deep. One of our guys had caught it, and I was right next to him guarding him. We almost made a touchdown, but about 15 feet before we reached the end zone, our guy who had the ball tripped and broke something. Me and Dylan had mistaken our teammate who had just fell as his brother Jordan, but Jordan was on the sideline so it wasn't him. We still didn't know who this guy was. Soon, some medic's came over and treated him and told us he wouldn't be able to come back in for the rest of the game.

8. I was in my house, downstairs in the living room. I only had my boxers on and a towel around me. I was about to sit down in our recliner chair when I noticed that it had a picture of Squidward's face from spongebob on it. I looked at it closely and written below his face was a conversation between spongebob and squidward. I remember reading the word "thanks" somewhere in the conversation, but not much else of it. Out of no where I started getting a random erection(WTF). I decided it was time to go back upstairs to my room because I felt uncomfortable, especially since my dad was in the kitchen, and my mom was watching t.v. I looked at the time and it was 1:25 p.m. As I made my way upstairs I noticed that my mom had moved the couch to where it was DIRECTLY in front of the t.v. There was no floor between the couch and the t.v., and my mom was only 6 inches away from the screen. I asked her what she was doing and why she was so close and she said, "Watching t.v. because I dont have my contacts in." I walked upstairs into my room and put my towel down. I also put down a random drink that had gotten in my hands without me noticing. As I put the cup down I noticed that my mirror was gone, but I didn't care. My room was really lit from the sun outside, and I had my bedroom lights off. I remember hearing random music playing as well.
This is were it gets weird, really weird.
I looked down at my junk and freed it from the confinement of my boxers. I noticed that lights were coming out from inside of my junk(wtf). The lights were changing from red to blue to pink and whatever else. This freaked me out alot. I then "remembered" that I had put something in my junk somehow. I tried getting it out by applying pressure to my junk, but it didn't work. Whatever it was was stuck. I thought about how I was going to have to tell my dad, and "what would he think about it", and that I would have to get surgery to get whatever was stuck inside my junk out, and how the surgeons were going to have to rip open my junk, and how it was going to look afterwards. This was a nightmare. Finally I got so terrified that I woke up, and my heart was pounding. Sorry you guys had to read through that, I thought about just leaving it out, but I am really trying to make my recall better. Once again, really sorry and I know that it was really disgusting lol.

1. I was on a trail at night. It was really dark, but I could still see everything clearly. I was with my friend's sister Emily, and we were both walking on the trail. As we were walking I looked back and saw a dark figure running in our direction. Immediately I started running. I cut through parts of the trail and jumped across mini islands of grass. Between these small islands(like the ones on freeways) there was water.
As I was running I grabbed my car keys out of my pocket and pressed a button that was supposed to bring my car to me somehow. My car never came, so I continued running and so did emily. I looked back again a few seconds later and saw that the tall dark figure was getting closer to us, and was catching up. I didnt give up though, I kept on running. Soon I made it to an opening in the trail that was right beside the road. I stopped and waited for Emily to catch up. She finally caught up to me and we both waited. I knew we couldnt run faster than this guy chasing us, so I was going to fight him.
Surprisingly, instead of that tall dark figure dude catching up to us, we encountered two hostile dogs. Whoever was chasing after us had disappeared. Now I had to face two dogs and try to survive. All I had to defend myself was a sharp blade of some sort, and it was relatively small. Just then the smaller dog of the two came up to me, but before it could do anything harmful I stabbed it in its side. It fell dead. The other dog of the two; the bigger one, just looked at the dead dog and walked away, he didnt try to kill us. Somehow, in my mind, I got this notion that the dog that I killed wanted to die, like a moment of some type of clarity or something.

2. I was driving with my dad near a forest. We were on the freeway before and had just turned into an empty lot. There were lots of leaves on the edges of it in general. As my dad drove through the lot, I focused on the grass around us. It depressed me(I never get depressed so this is random). I thought of how someday my dad would eventually die and I would have to face this world on my own. It scared me. All these depressing things I kept looking at, and it was only just grass and leaves. I thought of how one day I would have to face these depressing things on my own, by myself. It then occurred to me: I can overcome anything, and I will succeed no matter what. This is the part of me that showed in my dream from real life. A positive mind gives you a positive life.

3. I was in some sort of building and alot of my friends were inside with me. I was just chilling and about to go talk to one of my friends when all of a sudden, I saw a group of my other friends come inside with a girl. They dragged her into a corner and raped her. I saw it all before my eyes. These were all of my old friends from school(not my really close ones though). I couldnt stop what was happening, and I couldnt believe it. I remember trying to, and telling them to not do it, but when I did they tried grabbing me. I defended myself and was about to beat the sh*t out of whoever else laid their hands on me, but they all backed off and returned to the girl. The girl died after she was raped. I knew then, these were not my friends, these were hostile savages.

4. I was outside of a portable next to school. A lady was at the portable door begging for help. I could see that she was drunk, and even as she was begging for help she continued drinking. As she continued crying and begging for help, eventually a priest and another lady of the church came out and did something to her to help her.

5. I was inside of a really nice building, and it had marble flooring and a really decorative interior design. I went to this office area and got on a computer. My mom was with me and followed me too. I got on the computer an immediately as I turned it on, a naked model appeared on the screen and started doing some kind of sensual dance. It didnt seduce me because the model looked like a drag queen. My mom was next to me and saw what was going on and got a little upset and told me to exit off of this webpage "immediately". I clicked the X on the top right corner of the screen to get away from whatever this was, but even as I did, it didnt work. The drag queen model stayed on the screen and continued dancing. I thought it was some kind of virus and there was nothing we could do to stop it.
My mom wasn't liking this too much, but neither was I. As the model continued dancing a woman's voice started speaking out of the computer. Somehow when this woman started talking, I immediately knew who she was and what she looked like. As she was talking, I heard a lot of rolling sounds coming from inside of the desk which the computer was on. I looked down too see what it was, but I couldnt see anything, it was all inside of the desk itself. Just then, the lady talking through the computer told me that there was 100,000 marbles rolling out from inside the desk, and that I would have to wait forever for them all to come out. At this point, marbles started coming out and I contained them within a certain area. My mom had disappeared, and I decided to just leave the computer desk and walk away. As I did I ran into my sister. She was wearing a Halloween costume of the Flash. I told her, "great now you're wearing a costume too." I turned to my side and saw my cousin in a halloween costume as well.

6.I was in my room, and it was dark. I was sitting on my bed on my laptop. I decided to get off of it, and unplug it(because it was charging). When I unplugged it, I went around my bed and put the charger itself into the bottom part of my drawer. After I did this I turned around and noticed that my vision was fading. I was nearly blind. I remembered, "My vision isn't this bad when my glasses are off." As I said that and focused on my room while I looked around, my vision got better and corrected itself. I then went to my closet doors, and two of them were already open. I went to go close my 3rd closet door and did so. After that I went to go close my 2nd closet door, but I noticed it had already closed itself. My immediate conclusion was that a poltergeist was in my room. I become scared. I walked past my 1st closet door(I know, its alot of closet doors) and stood near the side of my bed. A tall wooden shelf, which was painted black was standing between my 1st and 2nd closet door. I looked at it and it started sliding towards me, and as It did I backed up, but it fell forward anyways. I fell to the ground and caught the top of the shelf with my feet, and it didnt hurt me. At this point, things calmed down. I laid on the ground for a while longer. Somewhere in here I picked up a REALLY small replica of a Supra TK Society shoe. It was black and really small and had red accents on it. It had a strap on the side of it that could be undone to take apart the shoe. This was alot different from the original Supra TK Society. The shoe was small enough to fit inside of my hands with room to spare. I put down the shoe eventually and looked up to see my sister standing in front of me, with a platform in front of her, and 6 packs of gum on top of it. She was mixing flavors of the pieces of gum to get a certain flavor. The packs of gum were either pink, blue, green, or yellow in color(Might have missed another color). She would take one piece from two packs of gum and chew them both at the same time to get the exact flavor that she wanted.

7. I was in my room again and looked at myself in the mirror. As I did I noticed that my beard had grown a good 2 inches from the night before. I also noticed that I had a random patch of facial hair to the right of my right cheek. This hair was brown, when really all of my facial hair is black. I then pondered on whether or not I wanted to shave it.

8. I was downstairs in the living room with my dad. It was really dark, and it was also dark outside. The only real light in the room was coming from the 70 inch T.V. I was wearing a batman halloween suit with the cape and everything, but the cape was a little shorter than I liked. As I was standing next to the T.V I saw my shadow projected onto the wall next to it. I started doing really cool fighting moves, and poses. However, when I did I noticed that my shadow didn't follow my movements. It stayed the same, still and motionless. I told my dad and he didn't really seem to care and started pushing me in a joking mood.

I'm at university attending a lecture about the basics of OpenGL.
The teacher doesn't really seem into it, and none of my classmates seem interested.
To be honest, neither am I, but for a different reason.
The other students are not interested in graphics programming,
whereas I'm already quite comfortable with both Direct3D and OpenGL.
Why am I attending this class again? Perhaps for some easy credit points?
That doesn't sound like me though.

Once class is over, I hear some people discussing that they wouldn't come back
and choose another course instead. If that many people leave, this course is
going to be cancelled, and I'll have to find another one as well.
I'm mildly annoyed.

Eventually, as the lecture comes to an end, I suddenly realize that I am dreaming.
I'm not sure what gave it away.
I touch everything in close vicinity to assert that the dream is stable.
There is some initial numbness, but eventually my senses appear to be working properly.
I leave the classroom, trying to remember my dream goals...
It's not working, I can't remember anything.

I'll go visit Yuya. It has been a long time since I've seen her because Faye is messing with my dreams.
But then, just as I want to teleport to Riven, I spot a familiar face.

It's Kate! What is going on? Why is she here?
(Not a real image of Kate. Kate is an ex-gf from waking life)

She smiles. And that is all it takes to stir up old emotions, which I left behind long ago.
I'm in love again. Great... I had enough trouble getting over her as it is.
Why does it all have to come back to me now?
I reluctantly decide to ignore her and visit Yuya, as I had planned,
but something goes wrong during my attempt of teleportation...



... I'm in an apartment with Kate. I think that she is my classmate now, and that we're living together.
This is our apartment. Everything is perfect.
I am living with the woman of my dreams, we're both about to graduate,
and we have our future planned out.
It is late in the evening and I go to the bathroom to take a shower.
The water temperature knob isn't cooperating.
I seem to be dealing with something like this:


Kate joins me in the shower and she has no trouble adjusting the temperature properly.
The water is now refreshingly cold, just the way I like it.
Kate moves closer and kisses me passionately. I love her so much.
And she is so beautiful. I stare into her green eyes as we kiss...
Wait... this is not right. Those are clearly Kate's eyes, but... they feel... empty?
Oh no...
Why?
I am emotionally devastated...

This isn't Kate. This is Faye.
It feels as though I've lost Kate again. I am so sad.


Faye is now holding a rose and handing it to me.
I get the feeling that she is trying to apologize?
That does make feel a little better. Will I finally be able to reason with Faye?
I take the rose. I cut one of my fingers on a thorn. Ouch!
A single drop of blood emerges and falls to the ground.

Something is wrong...
I sense something moving through the small cut, into my hand, and then up my arm.
I get vivid flashbacks of the bee birthing blisters. Not again!
I drop the rose. But I'm too late.
Stems covered in thorns grow through my veins and sprout out of my body in various places, causing me to bleed.
More and more blood flows down into the shower. The water slowly turns red.

"Faye. Please make it stop!"
"No."
"..."
"Please! I'm sure whatever the problem is, I can fix it."
"There is no need for this!"
"I don't want the problem to be fixed."

What? Why? I don't understand.
I just barely manage not to freak out. The parasitic plant hardens in my veins making me unable to move.
The pain increases as the plant grows bigger.
Fuck fuck fuck.

"Faye! Talk to me! What is the problem?"

She doesn't reply. She just smiles, satisfied with the current situation.
I can't take it any more. I need to wake up!
I close my eyes, trying to think of my waking body lying in bed.
But I don't wake up...
Instead I begin to see, even though my eyes are closed.

She laughs at me and my inability to do anything.
Then she moves in and kisses me on the lips.
No. I don't want this.
My fear turns into anger.
I scream at the top of my lungs, wanting to push Faye away from me.
The hardened plant finally gives in under the force and breaks in many places within my body.
I push against Faye hard with both of my hands.
She is pushed through the glass shower door, which shatters into pieces.

She is cut in many places by the broken glass. She is bleeding and her blood mixes with mine on the floor.
This is so fucked up. She still looks like Kate. This is not right. I don't want to hurt her.
She again laughs at the current situation. She clearly feels like she has accomplished something.
She is satisfied. Finally, she gets up and leaves the room and I manage to wake myself up.

Well fuck. -_-
This is enough. This needs to change. Now.
I'm going to WBTB, probably do some meditation to focus my thoughts, WILD and tackle the problem with a hopefully clear head.

To mention something a little more positive, I have updated my Dream Journal Description.
I've also found this really cool painting by Sakimichan, which made me think of Yuya:

She obviously doesn't have the long pointy ears, but I thought that this painting just radiates so much energy, just as Yuya does.
There's also been a strong blue/orange theme in my dreams lately. I thought this was a pretty cool find.

Me and my family were dropped on a normal island were there were people. We danced and drank together it was fun. The monster boss then came and told us that we have a lucid drammer besides us. I didn't understand a thing he was talking about.

He picked us up with a heli and threw us on a island with monster on it. When I fell on the ground I saw water(dream sign of mine) I did a RC. It didn't work.. Then I pinched my nose and still could breath through it. I realized i was dreaming. To stabilaze my dream i laid on the ground and focused. My parents in waking life didn't believe in lucid dreaming so i said LOOK AT YOUR HANDS DAMNIT. They looked at their hands and after that i said how many fingers do you have. They said 7. I said YOU ARE F*CKING DREAMING !!! They went lucid some of them woke up and some stayed.

We went creating things like big staffs to kill the Boss. He came and we said we want to het BIGGER. So we grew into the skies and then killed the boss.

It was a weird ass dream wasn't it. Post comment below please