non-lucid

I'm in some guys house, there are three me here and they have this weird stringy stretching thing going on, I think to myself Ive walked into something weird but even so I am curious and get closer to see. There is this red headed man hooked up to the contraption, he seems as excited as the other men to see if their project works, the continue to struggle and pull at this machine, the finally I hear this loud snap noise, and the red headed man is now decapitated, and the other guys look happily surprised, I look at the head worried that that is house I will die in the hands of not these men who seem to be my friend, but others. I look at the head curiously amused at how the eyelids are still blinking, it frightens me, is he still conscious? does he feel pain? he is looking at me and smiling, one of his arms is attached to him still, it waves at us, and he picks up a coffee mug, and tries to drink it but fails, I can tell he's trying to speak, but he can't. I begin to wonder if this was their plan, is this a natural occurrence? or are they somehow keeping him alive?

I'm running after people while people are running after me, I have trouble running, like I can't run fast enough, so I put my arms in instead of out confused as to why my arms were out in the first place, then I become aware and realize I am only running poorly because I am in a dream, and that I should be able to control my running now that I am conscious, so I try and suddenly I begin to speed up with swifter strides that are more deliberate and I begin to pass people, but then suddenly I am in my body (false awakening bit) and try to get back to sleep to continue lucid dreaming, but then my body get extremely itchy allover, so I give in and scratch, and then I do weird thing in my bed such as curling up so bad that my head is now on the other side of my bed but it seems so comfortable, and I get so frustrated that I can't reenter a dream and everything is distracting me, like suddenly my mom is standing at my window trying to look at me and I scream at her "what!" then she walks away, so I try again but realize I far to awake now, but then I fall into more dreams.

Me and andy are on this weird beach, the beach squares around the corner of the ocean which also is perfectly angular, me and him walk towards the water and talk about the beach and it's uniqueness. Then all the other people on the beach begin to panic and run to the water, but me and andy remain calm and keep strolling, then we turn and walk the other beach angle, and this side suddenly is extremely empty, no one on the sand, no one in the water. And I realize andy has disappeared. I still feel calm even though that happened. I stroll up to the water and see some strange raft floating not to far offshore. There is a young man on it, and he's hold a blind old man by the neck over the edge of the raft. I yell to them "what are you doing?" and the older man tells me that he wants to finally be free. That he wants to be dropped into the water. So I tell him to go for it, and then the boy drops the man into the water, but then he does nothing, then I get a little worried and go in to drag him to shore because there's sharks in the water. I hurriedly drag him and I feel like the sharks are just under me, but luckily they didn't get me and the man is on shore and now he doesn't seem to care anymore either.

Around last month I was having an awful lot of vivid and recurring dreams. Also a lot of dreams about dying and the end of the world scenarios. But this last dream really caught my eye and probably the most vivid dream I've had in awhile.

I've had this dream before - It was the last day of school and everyone was saying bye to one another but no one would say goodbye to me. Everyone was in class and I ditched and went to go hangout with one of my favourite teachers and then the bell rang. I walked out to my lockers but everyone had already started leaving but then I had one of my friends, Ryon, she ran up and gave me a hug and cried. We then proceeded and went t this building where there was these people who played music and our class went to sit in these bleachers. I wanted to sit next to the guys that I had loved to game with. They were all sitting together but by the time I went to go sit next to them, we were leaving and we were all on our way to this big, old mansion which I had dreamed about before but in the last dream, a man I didn't know took me there and showed me all the secret hiding spots and portals you can go through which is a whole another story. We went to the mansion and everyone had there own little buddies to look around the mansion with. No one wanted to go with me but I was exploring around and trying to find all the spots I had once knew about and I knew that the house was haunted by ghosts which liked to play tricks on you when you were roaming the house. I had to go to the washroom and there were two of my teachers outside the door talking about whatever and the ghost that had been following me told them to go into the bathroom (which I was busy in) and she got them to walk in on me and it was absolutely embarrassing. I ran and got this girl, Spencer (From Pretty Little Liars), to go with me and I grabbed her hand and ran towards the fireplace which I had known about last dream and there was a man who walked out of the fireplace and i knew that that was the time to go and crawl inside the small door which was hidden by the fireplace. I opened the door which reminded me of Alice in Wonderland. I told Spencer to go inside first because the tunnel that we had to crawl through was really, really small and I was afraid I couldn't fit in it but I managed to get inside but halfway through I lost my shoe and I started to suffocate. I saw the light at the end of the tunnel (how cliche) and I was relieved. She jumped out and I fell out too. We were in this whole different world. Spencer and I had been standing in this football field with these two girls up on this railing side on the top of the hill next to the portal and she started to freak out and I had told her that it was her and I and she started to cry and I comforted her and told her it was going to be okay. I hugged her and carried on. We walked to the left of the field and there was a picnic area where a few people were sitting by. There was a little boy on the floor next to one of the tables and he was reaching to get his lunch box but he couldn't. Spencer walked over and handed it to him and smiled. I thought to myself,"She's completely different from how I played this world." The boy's mum walked over and took him and thanked Spencer and the mother and Spencer had talked for awhile but the woman had seen her husband and told us to leave before we got hurt. I took Spencer and we walked to the next stage. We were walking on the sidewalk in the middle of apartments and there was this person sitting out on her balcony talking to someone and the floor turned to acid with slugs trying to kill us and the woman that was on balcony, she started to cry and there was blood dripping out of her mouth and it was such a dreadful thing to watch. Spencer started to panic and cry and I told her we could leave if she wanted and she told me that she couldn't go on, that she couldn't do it. I was a little bummed out because the last level of this game we were playing was pretty awesome with this cave full of beautiful waterfalls and wagons you rode around and it was everything you had ever wanted and lust was there.
We had turned back to the football field and he little boy that Spencer had helped got on his tricycle and ride towards us and said we couldn't leave. He started to throw lemons and limes at us and we went up to his door and opened it up and told him we'd go get his mother and he ran away crying. We walked inside of their house and the entire living room was piled with limes and lemons and the house was empty besides that. The TV was on and I went downstairs to where the portal was. I told Spencer to hurry up and she has this NEED to take out the trash for the people who were living there. I waited for her for awhile and then she finally came back down with the trash bag and then went back to our world without me. I was pretty scared/frustrated because I was afraid she would go to a different dimension. I pressed the buttons to go back to Earth. I think teleported and went back to the mansion but everything was so much cleaner and advanced. It felt like the future but so much more tech, white and silver everywhere. I had found Spencer and she told me that the world was a better place because she took out the trash from the different dimension.

I remember going to a Avenged Sevenfold concert.... Thats it

Dream recall from today's naps.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was browsing some dragon forums and there was some discussion about electricity and some technology.

Dream 2(fragment):

There was something about dragons.

So this was supposedly in my dream a work related experiment:

You know the starting point of a car. Give the driver some beans. Require him to travel at a certain speed. Measure when/where the flatulance kicks in.

Note: Car continues to be a dream sign of mine.

Earlier in the night I remembered a fragment:
An exercise machine where you can change the height of where your feet are without changing it?

[two fragments not bound together. 1: In my "dream-library" 2. Through a city in November]

1.

I walk in an house. There are three shelves with really old books. They are wrapped in plastic so they don't deteriorate by the finger of the visitors. I'm really interested in old books so I keep searching for a book, that might take my attention.
But there is no book. I'm really disappointed and want to walk to the first floor. But I recall that last time I was here, there were no interesting books either.
So I was really confused what to do next. I was searching for a book which title I couldn't recall.
I went to another room on the ground floor. There were some people working in it. They were installing lamps, electricity and stuff. It looked like it was some kind of renovation work or they were building a new room up.
I saw on the roof that there was an attic door. I want to open it to walk up. But I couldn't it was closed. I took a screwdriver I found nearby and started to loosen the screws. I wanted to open that door so I could look in this secret room locked away.
But the workers get angry.

- Shouldn't you stop this shit and help me with the lamps?

This made me really uncomfortable, so I ran out the room.
I'm back in the room I was before. I look again through the shelves but don't find any. I'm searching and searching, get angry at this stupid bookstore where there are only 3 dozens of books.


This place is familiar to me. Afterwards I could recall, that this is a place which I visit only in my dreams. It's kind of an recurring dream, where the patterns seems identical. Unfortunately I couldn't see that much of it. the dream was a bit blurry on the spots were i directly looked where clear, the stuff around it was blurred.

2.

I'm walking through a town. It looks really familiar, but I don't know exactly where I am. It's night I think, the sky was black, but surprisingly the streets where really bright.
There is suddenly a friend next to me. He's wearing pants, a t'shirt and a jacket. He complains that he is cold. I wanted absolutely to go in somewhere.
Suddenly there are a lot of people around, someone says he should stop complaining.

- I'm sorry he says, but I'm not a viking like him, I can't stand the cold. Hey it's November!

He pointed towards me. I look down and see that I'm wearing really short shorts one would wear to swim (not a swimsuit, but those trousers), sandals, a white t-shirt

Suddenly I drive around in an horse-cab with 4 people. They seem drunk and preoccupied. One of them doesn't seem really absent minded. He's staring like he's blind; The others try to shake him awake but it doesn't work.

Suddenly he starts saying that he's got stuck in the 4 dimension, but can't leave, cause Peter didn't let him.

[really weird lol]

I dreamt that I was a dwarven merchant in the Dragon age universe. I was in a city called Kirkwall (the setting for dragon 2) and standing on a wide paved street next to a huge pile of candy on a table.

I had been planning an expedition, and the candy had been part of the supplies, but the expedition was either cancelled or a failure (can't remember which) and now I had to sell all the candy. I was complaining about this to someone, and told him that they were really hard to sell.

Dream Fragment: I'm on a train, sitting in a booth next to The Doctor. He's holding my hand. "We're almost there", he says. I feel nervous and very excited.

I'm standing in a huge, bright bathroom. I'm in front of a mirror, looking into it. The longer I stare the stranger my appearance becomes. My reflection starts rapidly changing and flashing. My eyes flip between colors and what I see happening scares me. I finally step back from the mirror and scream. I'm hit with a wave of terror and run towards the bathroom door. I try to open it but it's locked. I jiggle the handle a few times, terrified that there's something in the room with me. The door suddenly swings open.

Dream 1(fragments):

I was playing some video game, an FPS, it was coop and we were fighting through some tech place that somewhat looked like insides of citadel from HL2.

Dream 2(fragments):

I was on some kind of warcraft themed forum and was reading through spirituality subforum which looked like entirely different forum as well. I also downloaded some map for warcraft 3 but as i ran it, i got into game and it turned into some minecraft custom map with some really overpowered enemies and not much items, from new stuff there were flaming arrows as an ammo type, which did alot of damage and sword was a bit glitchy in a way that it could get stuck in enemies somehow and damage them really quickly that way. Then later there were more powerful enemies that didn't followed minecraft graphical style at all and also a huge creeper as one of map's bosses.
Later on, i opened the map in warcraft 3 editor and was looking through scripts.

I was the in The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion completing the main questline. I actually beat it in the waking world a few hours beforehand.

I dreamed that I was part of some kind of event that took place in a house, a house that during some dream scenes looked just like my family home! Me and the others who were part of the event were staying at that house for a few days and doing all kinds of activities.

I remember going outside and a friend of a friend were there and had just built a outdoor bed, it was like a combination between a bed and a shelter. She asked if I wanted to try it out with her and said sure. We lay there, there was only one blanket so we had to sleep very close to each other, and eventually we started cuddling.

We started cuddling more and more until I finally I put my arm around her. When I did that she moved away a bit and took of her t-shirt. "You don't mind me being topless do you?" she asked me and I said "no, definitely not" with a smile on my lips.

I remember everyone was eating a breakfast together in a huge tent outdoors and I was eating together with that girl. We were having porridge with raisins, something I ate almost everyday morning during a period of my waking life. Maybe my subconcious want me to start eating it again.

Anyway, we got into trouble since we took our food right away, when there actually was a list saying who should take food first depending on how much of a hurry they were in. A leader had been shouting "Ok, we are out of food here, who took their food to early!?", and I immediately admitted it, saying that I had totally forgotten about it. After that I wen and bought my own food, just so I wouldn't do the same mistake again.

A setting that looks like it's based on ancient China. I'm about to transport a prisoner, a high-ranking woman, but the focus of the dream is on the people I ran into guarding her cell, two men I'd known during what I think of as 'the bloodstained war.'

The dream moves into a flashback to the war: I was some kind of government official, something to do with money. It kept me out of the fighting at a time when most men my age were soldiers, and I was conflicted about that, especially since my job required me to work closely with the military. Those two men guarding the cell had been soldiers who briefly acted as my guards while I was traveling through a dangerous area. During this flashback, we met a priest who I'd kept in contact with since, and I'm thinking about the major contrast between how earnest and naive he was then and how cynical he grew to be.

(I woke up. I went back to sleep for one more hour.)

Modern western setting, I'm playing the role of some teenage guy. I'd gone back to my hometown by the sea, thought I was just passing through but got into some kind of trouble and wound up stuck working as a camp counselor as some kind of community service. I'd resented it, wanted nothing more than to get out of town, but as I stuck around I've wound up being a lot fonder of the place than I expected, like some kind of cheesy family movie plot. Also my ex-girlfriend is working at the camp and maybe isn't an ex- anymore. And this is the last day of camp. So I'm in a good mood as I'm riding my bike back to camp after running an errand in town, getting stuff for the ice cream party at the cabin tonight, looking around at the streets and remembering dumb kid pranks and rivalries and shortcuts around here, when I happen across an octopus in the middle of the road.

It's still alive, though it doesn't look too good, it's not moving much. We're just above the beach here, so I scoop it up and return it to the water, and it perks right up - and immediately crawls right back out of the water to cling to a rock. But at least it's not in the road anymore, and it can get back to the water if it wants. It left burns on my arm, like a jellyfish, which I think of as the normal result of picking up an octopus. When I get back to camp my maybe-not-an-ex sees the burns and goes "oh, you didn't," and yes, letting myself get burned was dumb, but what else was I supposed to do?