non-lucid

Date of Dream: TUE 11 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 711 - Separated Sections

Dream 711 A - Ice-Cream Parlour
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, my mum, brother and I were going for a drive to Canberra. I was driving them in my mum’s car and decided to take the scenic country route. We decided to stop in a medium sized country town and we were on our way to supposedly a well known ice-cream parlour of the place.

I forgot what my mum and brother ordered and I remember looked at all the ice-cream tubs and was overwhelmed for choice. What caught my eye eventually though was this blueberry ice-cream. As I looked up to the see the deals, I realised that we could get a maximum combo of three flavours. Even though the amount of ice-cream would be more, I begged and pleaded with my brother to let me have three flavours and that I may even ask for a lesser amount of some. He said okay and this made me really happy.

I ended up ordering two variations of the blueberry flavour and then I also asked for the ‘Boost chocolate bar’ flavour; so my ice-cream was a mix of this electric blue with some brown on top. I tried some of the ice-cream and it tasted so good, I wish it existed in real life. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 711 B - Buzz's Dungeon
I can’t remember how the dream started. From where I can remember, I was supposedly in some unknown study room, doing a SAC (school assessment task) for one my high school science subjects. Though in the dream, it seemed like my parents felt like I was slacking off, although I really wasn’t, and wasn’t trying at all.

The scene then went into my backyard in the evening and it’s like there was a new dad in the family to straighten me out. I looked through the kitchen window and there was my mum along with a man dressed in an army uniform. The man then spoke and he had an American accent. It wasn’t long before his language became brutal and abusive and I didn’t even know what I did wrong. In-fact I felt that this was straight out abuse and so I had to get away from this man.

As he kept yelling at me, I braced myself and bowled over into the strip of garden next to the fence to try and hide. There was another girl lying there in my high school winter uniform, her name was Brooke. I could tell that she was also hiding from the man and so I was going to help her escape; for the meantime, telling her to stay quiet. It didn’t work though as the army dad seemed to sniff us out like a hound and I sensed that he was coming.

I told Brooke that we needed to leave immediately and I actually took her in my arms as I ascended into the air. I said that to cross over to Kingdom Hearts (supposedly we were going there for Riku to protect us), we needed to first go through Buzz’s Dungeon (Spyro 3) and only if we reached Buzz’s dungeon, we’d be safe. As a flew towards the fence, I was scared I didn’t go high enough and so we’d fall and the rogue army dad would catch us. There was a sigh of relief from me though as we JUST got over the fence and fell into Buzz’s Dungeon.

I seemed to be on my own now; and was going to be no ordinary hurdle. I was actually facing the boss of Spyro 3 myself and to be able to go to Kingdom Hearts, I had to defeat Buzz! I had everything including my own version of a health bar and gem counter, and Sparx was with me too! It wasn’t long before the ‘brown toad’ in this dream (the dream made his graphics realistic to suit me) started rolling around the arena. I even made reactions as the giant toad hit me and I lost sections of my health bar.

Two hits and I thought I was going to win, but the toad rolled at me from surprise, and I lost all my health and ‘died’. I now disappeared from the dream’s view and it was now back to first-person mode like I was now spectating the boss battle; but why was it still going? A holographic menu appeared, in Spyro 3 font and format, titled ‘Big Boi Time’. I was to choose an action that Sparx would do to defeat Buzz and only if Sparx failed to defeat Buzz, then the whole thing would be over.

I took a little while to scroll down the list and see my options, but I soon decided to choose the option named ‘Combustion’. This would power Sparx up with the ability to shoot fireballs at Buzz. The dream then went to Sparx’s ‘aiming’ perspective and Buzz started running. Sparx shot three fireballs in quick succession, but they all missed Buzz. Going with the rule of 3; I thought Sparx had used them all up and so it was game over; but then he shot a fourth one and I though this one was going to miss, but it actually ‘tracked’ Buzz and hit him while he was in the horizontal ‘wind tunnel’; and this won us the boss battle! So now I would be granted entry to Kingdom Hearts.

The dream exited the scene entirely though and I thought I was robbed of the chance to go to Kingdom Hearts. However, it’s like I was on a ‘scene select’ screen on a movie and I actually had to control a pointer a click on the next sequence. As I did so, the TV was still up but the scene played in a little box. It was inside some old house and Riku was half-way between sitting and lying on a couch in his KH2 appearance but with a realistic vibe to him. The dream ended before I myself could actually go to meet him in Kingdom Hearts.

Dream 711 C - Please Speak To Me (Lucid Dream 37)
I seemed to be in my current house, but it was slightly distorted and in the dream, my parents’ bedroom was actually my room. This room in the dream seemed to constitute the main scene all throughout; it’s like this was the area for the false awakening; from here, I would have dreams within dreams. So in the bedroom, it simply started off with my having in mind that I had dream tasks left to do and so I tried to call for Riku to get him to talk to me about Sora.

I then fell asleep on the bed and entered my first sub-dream. I can’t remember it well but I do know for a fact that it was an utter failure to get to Riku. In-fact, I think Master Yen Sid appeared and then disappeared, almost as if he was signalling that Riku didn’t want to talk about the matter. I then woke up back into the dream bedroom and despite what happened in the sub-dream, I was determined to get an answer from Riku as only I knew what I needed to do. I went for a few more sleeps but failed to reach Riku in all of them.

When I woke up back in the dream bedroom, I became frustrated as I kept waking up quickly without achieving anything. I went over to my parents’ dresser cabinet and saw a small wooden mirror sitting on the top drawer compartment. Treating it like a magic mirror, I looked into it and called for Riku; he appeared but then disappeared again in the blink of an eye.

I still refused to give up; I forced myself beck onto the bed to enter another sleep. Just as I got on the bed, my mum came into the room and placed a clock on the dresser. She then set a time on it and said that if the clock hit that time; the alarm would go off. She set the clock to be about 1.5 hours from the current time. She also then put to weird incense into the clock but she said it was supposed to help me and when it started releasing, it didn’t feel bad.

My mum ended up leaving the room and therefore leaving me with what I had to do to get more progress in my sleep. I now drilled myself, saying that I had to beat the alarm. I also kept saying to myself out loud ‘be in control!’. Whenever I started to find my mind wandering elsewhere, I stopped and drilled myself further; with a constant ‘be in control!’ as well as some other lines in-between; and soon, I drifted off back into a sub-dream, with the scene going into a black void to represent the transition.

I then ended up at a distorted version of The Final World from Kingdom Hearts 3; it was more cloudier here; and there was every single KH character there… Except for Sora. I immediately took to looking for Riku but could not find him easily amongst the maze of KH characters. However, I came across a person in a black coat and that’s when I realised I could execute another task. From the back, I identified that this was Xigbar and so I immediately got his attention and interrogated him. He actually openly confessed that he (talking for the whole O-XIII in this case) was responsible for Sora’s ‘dream paralysis. He gave me a lot of information but I have forgotten everything that he said. I then let Xigbar go, giving him a stern look like ‘I’m gonna get to the bottom of this mess you made’.

After I was done with Xigbar, I went back to wondering aimlessly within the maze of characters; and then I had caught sight of Riku, just like a game of Where’s Wally, except he was only in his t-shirt; he did not have his jacket on. I changed my tone from serious (when I was talking to the Organisation) back to child-like in order to be able to connect with my dream guide. I had found him and so was afraid of losing him again; so ran towards him as I cried out; “Riku, Riku please!”.

It’s as if this time he knew what was coming as he tried to ignore the fact that I was around. However, I kept begging and pleading with him, going; “Riku please! All you have to do is tell me something about Sora and how you connect with him”. Riku eventually gave in as he said “alright fine” and then gave a slight sigh, looking annoyed. He then pulled me close to him so no one else could hear, supposedly nuzzling me as he said “he’s the only one that I feel I can talk to”. It seems like he was rushing an answer as I could tell from his energy that he was trying to hold back his emotions regarding Sora.

Riku then immediately asked me “is that enough information for you?”. As I was still in a frantic state but happy that he finally answered, I went “yes thank you” and more. He took no hesitation then to release me and let me go; and I think he was glad that I decided to let him go. Once again, I yelled out thank you to Riku as I walked away and got ready to depart the scene altogether. I was now in the black void again but was a slow glow of stars, acting like a horizon and while I still had the chance, I decided to say thank you to everyone. I said something like “Thank you for your time Kingdom Hearts! And remember Riku, we still have two more things to do!”, hoping that the message would be able to reach them.

I must have become lucid at some point as I seemed to gain satisfaction with all I had done, and declared that I would finally be ready to wake up. So then dream went back to the ‘false awakening’ bedroom, in which I realised I had beaten the alarm clock (there was about 45 minutes left) and was so relieved; the Kingdom Hearts scene felt so long yet the clock showed less time. And then I woke up again to get to waking life, where my real bedroom clock said 10:43 AM and I was surprised that such a big dream took almost no time at all.



Dream 711 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 711 B
Dream Guide: Karla (Me)
Lucid?: No

Dream 711 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: Yes

Date of Dream: MON 10 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 710 - Separated Sections

Dream 710 A - Writing Is Not Doing
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in my house and on this peace of huge paper I was writing a line repetitively like Bart in The Simpsons. I kept writing ‘Have Riku talk to you about his connection with Sora and what his general thoughts and feelings are about Sora’. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 710 B - Old Shopping Centre
I can’t remember how this dream started. From where I can remember, I was at an old but also distorted version of Brandon Park Shopping Centre. As I walked in, I recalled the old Fasta Pasta restaurant that was near the escalators. Though on the bottom floor I came across the Reject Shop and asked myself, ‘was the Reject Shop ever on the bottom floor?’. In the dream I subconsciously answered ‘yes’, whereas in real life, the Reject Shop was never on the bottom floor.

I was then in the dining room of my current house, and my mum was giving us dinner, although it was day time. We were getting supposedly crumbed salmon although it looked more like crumbed Flathead on the plate. We also got a serve or rice and some rocket (a type of leaf) salad. I made a comment on the meal but I forgot what it was specifically; I do know I was somehow complaining about it though.

Once I finished my meal, I then went over to my mum who was in the kitchen and began to tell her how I was failing abysmally with accomplishing the dream tasks I had set. I couldn’t get much of a word in though as she butted in and said she didn’t want to hear it. My grandma was also in the kitchen and started making some rude comments. The dream then went to a sub-scene where I was in first-person mode, viewing a round of a Mario Party game. Then dream then ended.

Dream 710 C - Family Link
This dream was very short. I was in my current house but looked like it did about a decade ago, with carpet in the dining room instead of a hardwood floor. I was crouched down on the ground, looking at some of the drawings I had done. I drew myself in a no-sleeves light blue dress and I had a yellow flower logo on the top right of the picture. I then had another picture below it where I was wearing the same colours but it was a slightly different dress. Also, the flower logo seemed have more petals on it. Apparently, the top was supposed to represent real life and the bottom was represented me in the Kingdom Hearts dream universe.

There was then another drawing under that and I realised I had drawn Riku as he appears in Kingdom Hearts one and the symbol on the corner of his drawing was a message version of the KH dream eater symbol. I then looked into the dining room, and two of my OC teddy bear characters were real; one male and one female. A purple ‘x’ symbol then came out like a hologram, out of me, the two teddies, and the Riku drawing; I told the teddies that this meant we were all connected with each other.

I ended up then saying to them “this is why I get emotional when something happens to him (referring to Riku); because the same thing will happen to my dream babies (referring to the teddies)”. The dream started to quickly fade and ended.



Dream 710 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 710 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 710 C
Dream Guide: Karla (Me)
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SAT 8 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 709 - I Can't Find Riku

I wrote the recap of this dream extremely late; and so I cannot remember what happened anymore. From what the title suggests, I may have been looking around for Riku awhile but couldn’t find him at all.



Dream No. 709
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 7 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 708 - Separated Sections

Dream 708 A - Record This For Me
I don’t remember much about this dream. From what I can remember, I seemed to be in my old house in the kitchen. One of my dad’s friends was asking for me to record a song for him as he wanted to play it for his own dad who was in the process of dying. The dream didn’t show much of me recording, but I did seem to be singing a Christmas themed song that doesn’t officially exist in real life. I don’t know why, but I was expected my dad’s friend to comment on the job and when he didn’t, I said to myself, something like, “Well it doesn’t sound like he cares much”. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 708 B - Guardians Of Light
This dream was very quick. It started in my brother’s bedroom of the old house and in there were all the Kingdom Hearts guardians of light; except Sora. Amazingly, I noticed that they all had semi-realistic appearances to match potential Shibuya graphics. For the scene in my brother’s room, it was in first person and the camera was looking up, so I must have been tiny. I looked at Aqua’s ‘Shibuyafied’ costume in amazement and then examined the way her hair was.

That wasn’t all though, I turned my attention to Ventus and took longer to examine him. I was particularly amazed with all the intricate details and colours on his shirt. As myself as the dream camera panned up to his head, I said in a tone of astonishment “so this is Ventus” as if I was only seeing him for the first time. I then looked over to Terra quickly but nothing else happened. Axel, Roxas and Xion were seen standing far away in front of the wardrobe in their Organisation XIII coats.

I then noticed Kairi and was most impressed with her ‘Shibuyafied’ graphics. I was gushing over her look and making all these comments, although I can’t remember what I said. I seemed to then be at normal height as Riku came up to me and ushered me and Kairi out of the room. As Riku escorted me and Kairi out, I realised what was going on; we were going to have a secret discussion about the ‘paper’ that I’m writing IRL for the Sora dream tasks. Riku led us just into near end the small hallway; with Kairi standing in front of the bathroom door and him standing in front of the toilet door. Though, the second Riku opened his mouth and was about to say something, I woke up.



Dream 708 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 708 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 6 APR - 2020



Dream No. 707 - The Destiny Islands Raceway

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was going down what seemed to be these pipes resembling the Ratchet and Clank 3 Aquatos sewers. Only the pipes were a different colour, and the environment felt magical but also scary to me at the same time. The colour scheme of the environment I can recall was purple pipes with red knobs and then there was glowing green goop around as well as in crystals.

When I got outside the sewage area though, I ended up on the Destiny Islands from Kingdom Hearts, though it was cold and raining. I bumped into Riku, in his KH1 appearance who asked me something like, ‘have you seen the new girl called Karla?’, in a tone like he wanted me to meet... Me. To my surprise I didn’t react despite ME being Karla. Eventually Riku walked off and I went off myself to continue to the dream.

Later on, it was still the Destiny Islands, but it was day time and I was seen to be on some sort of ‘raceway’. In the background were green block-like hills and it was like I was at some majestic, final destination. For the ending of the dream, there was going to be some sort of race, and the dream showed Mario, Luigi, Peach and Daisy participating. After players doing one lap of the course, the dream ended.



Dream No. 707
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Strange creepy gaster dream
It was sort of about Undertale, but not really. The only real character from Undertale was Gaster. They were sort of travelling worlds, but I don't know if it'd be permanent or not. I was happy for them, though. But then Gaster told me something unsettling. He said that the darkness was coming. My happiness faded away immediately. I tried asking him what he meant, but he didn't reply, and then they were gone. I saw that they were flying away, but something was wrong, they were only flying into a void, everything around them was the blackest it could have been. I tried warning them, but they disappeared. In the evening in my home, with my parents doing stuff around the house, I heard some documentary saying "Imagine if it was entirely dark and you couldn't see anything." or something, since apparently this darkness is like a natural disaster. I looked out the window, and no light was there. I was afraid of the window not being closed, and I didn't remember how the handle of it looked when it was closed, so I thought about opening the window and closing it again, but then I thought that'd be a bad idea. I don't remember anything else.

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This time I remembered to do my mantra when I went to sleep. Now I just have to keep it up and I'll have some lucids again.

Date of Dream: TUE 5 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 706 - Separated Sections

Dream 706 A - The Walk-Away Sora
The dream started with me walking around the under cover area of my old primary school. That’s when I happened to catch sight of Riku was distorted into some sort of demonic entity. Even though he looked completely different with the reddened skin, no hair, and completely different clothes, I somehow knew that this was Riku. Since I knew that this was Riku, I wasn’t afraid to go in and hug him. I thought though that because he was a demon, there would be a bad reaction bit it’s as if he paused.By change in his energy, I could tell I had ‘softened his heart’. In-fact so much so that he eventually hugged me back, with a tight but pleasant grip. After we had hugged for a while, the demonic Riku seemed to partially ascend into the air as he turned into a hologram, and Riku finally ‘popped out’ of the demon as a human; not as a hologram, but physically. It’s as if I had hugged his evil away and freed him from the demon.I was then by myself again and headed towards the area where the old Year 5/6 playground was. At the end of the path, I saw Sora approaching, bathed in this almost blinding but only orange-toned warm light. I knew I needed to talk to Sora for a dream task and so I called out “Sora!” to get his attention. He did not turn to notice me though and rather he kept walking. I was bewildered that he did not stop and so I continued, now with a tone of shock and confusion; “Sora?”. I called his name a few times, but it wasn’t enough and he just walked towards the undercover area, leaving the scene.I couldn’t get Sora back and I so I just decided to continue wandering around the school. When I ended up back in the undercover area, there was this girl there that was wearing my high school uniform but I don’t remember her being from my high school. I can’t remember what she said exactly but I can recall that the things she was saying were generally weird and creepy. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 706 B - Will He Abandon Me
The dream started with me at my current house as I sat on one of the stools at the kitchen bench and was reflecting on something. I found myself asking, something like, “If Riku was to switch the fan on, would he just leave me in there?”. The main idea was that if I entered a situation I didn’t like; would Riku abandon me and just leave me there?”.The dream switched over to being at my old house. Indeed I was in the bathroom with the noisy fan going but I looked up and saw Riku (KH3 appearance) standing right in front of me. There was this energy radiating off him and a look on his face suggesting that he heard what I had said before and felt bad that I think he’d ignore me. He took no time and all to bend over and put his hands on my shoulders, towards my back, to keep me calm and relaxed. The dream then ended.



Dream 706 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 706 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 4 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 705 - Accommodation Dilemmas

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, my whole family were sitting in the car, in an outdoor parking lot of a shopping centre, on a cold, grey day. My parents were discussing arrangements for the holiday were about to be off too. Apparently we were due to go to some sort of lake cabin but then the family also booked a second accommodation place at Apollo Bay which in the dream, was close to the lake.

For a while, we had a hard time making up our minds about who would occupy each property. It was eventually determined that the girls would be at the lake and the boys would be at Apollo Bay. As my family agreed on that, the dream showed a sub-scene snapshot of each place. The dream ended before we arrived at our actual destinations.



Dream No. 705
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 3 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 704 - Do They Remember Me

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I remember, I drove to my old primary school and was now walking around the area. At first it was empty but then my year 6 teacher seemed to notice me from a distance. I forgot what he said exactly but he looked really happy to see me. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 704
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 2 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 703 - Separated Sections

Dream 703 A - The Target Team
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was walking around Target in The Glen Shopping Centre when I saw Taka wondering around the women’s clothing area in their uniform; I realised he was working there. Once he noticed me, he approached me and asked me if I needed help with anything; and not in a pushy way either, but there was a sense of kindness in his voice and like he was going to look after me.

I was originally going to tell him that I didn’t need any help but then I decided to tell him that I was looking for something to wear to my upcoming graduation. Taka looked at the black pinny (pinafore) that I was currently wearing, and he said that I had to apparently wear the Target uniform to my graduation. But then he paused, and said I could wear this instead, as he led me to a rack to pull out a spotted playsuit that I could wear under the pinny. He told me though that he currently couldn’t find a size large enough for me (he had a size 8 with him, whereas he knew I needed size 12 or 14 (AUS sizing)). He said that he was going to be busy, so to find someone called Doryanne, once I found the right size first, and that she’d help me.

As Taka walked off, I went in size for the playsuit in a larger size. As I was walking around, I knew for some reason, that Doryanne was going to be a young Asian lady. I had eventually found the right size but I could not find Doryanne anywhere. Near the lay-by area, a lady popped out from behind the counter and scared me by surprise, but it wasn’t Doryanne; it was a young lady but she was fairly large and had blonde hair. Also, this lady seemed cold and nowhere near as friendly as Taka was when she asked me what I wanted. However, that completely changed when I told her that I was previously with Taka and that he told me to look for Doryanne, but that I couldn’t find her anyway. All of a sudden this lady was the friendliest person in the world and came out of the counter booth to help me herself.

Later on in the dream, there were mentions of Taka’s sister, but it wasn’t Monty like in real life. And soon enough, I would be coming face-to-face with this person. It was seemingly at an unknown house but the kitchen looked a distorted version of the one in my old house. And as I said, Taka’s sister in-dream wasn’t Monty. Rather, it was some African-American lady who to me was some random, crazy loon, and the following is why. She began to sing but after a while it got annoying and so I asked her to stop. She did not stop but rather she kept getting louder and eventually obnoxious too, like she was doing it out of spite and had this big, nasty attitude at me.

Somehow, the dream itself removed me from the scene now and I seemed to be off to the side. Like Taka’s dream sister was still singing obnoxiously but I was isolated in a sub-scene but still in the same house. The dream said that I could choose two dream guides that were going to deal with her. I had no hesitation in choosing Riku and then after a slight pause of a few seconds, I said that I would also choose 18-Volt.

In almost no time at all, both men casually walked into the scene; Riku in his KH3 appearance and 18-Volt in his Warioware Gold appearance. I could already tell; it looked like Riku was going to do the talking and 18-Volt was just acting as moral support. Both boys went into the room where Taka’s dream sister was and it seemed like they were sitting on a cafe bench. Taka’s dream sister standing at the stove, facing the boys, while 18-Volt and Riku got in and sat against the wall. As 18-Volt stared at the lady to make sure she was taking it in, Riku started speaking, and mentioned something about being connected by hearts. Never once did Riku raise his voice, he seemed calm at all times and knew how to deal with the lady. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 703 B - Sora In Annihilation Nation
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I seemed to be at Radiant Garden from Kingdom Hearts. The Fairy Godmother was there; and in-fact, the dream camera was enacting the dream as if we were playing as her! She ended up approaching the main courtyard and as she did so, she goes, “Just look at him”. This was in reference to Riku and it’s as if she was a mother telling us to look at how her child was playing.

The dream then went to Sora who was seemingly in the Annihilation Nation gauntlet area of Ratchet and Clank 3. The ground was entirely lava and there was this series of tall but skinny column-like platforms, arranged in a neat lattice as it were, evenly spaced apart. Not only was Sora going across these platforms, but there was also unknown dream characters doing the same things but off to the side.

Eventually, Sora got to the main arena where he was going to be involved in some sort of boss fight. On the floor was ascendable lava, in which there was a really tall tower shooting up, like a giant version of the earlier column platforms. There was an elephant on the tower which looked like Bing-Bong from Inside out and he was talking to Sora about what to expect in the boss fight. Sora was just hanging on for dear life and was about to fall off the tower and into the lava until someone saved him at the last minute. The mysterious dream character was a cross between Aku Aku and the mysterious purple mask advertised for Crash 4.

The dream then went back to Radiant Garden, to the Fairy Godmother’s perspective again. This time, she also had a health bar and was walking along a side strip of streets, meaning the area was distorted (because there are no tar roads in the actual game version of KH Radiant Garden). She turned her face to the dream camera as if to talk to me, and she said “I call him Naeir Waer”, which I know meant she calls Sora ‘Near Where’. The dream ended there.



Dream 703 A
Dream Guide: Taka (Target Staff), 18-Volt & Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 703 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 31 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 702 - Separated Sections

Dream 702 A - Get Off My Property
The dream started with me walking down this wet gravel road, which at the end was a house. A lady came up to me and told me to get off the farm. I asked why and she said that it was Edward (Ed) B’s property. I told her that I wasn’t even aware and that I was just taking a casual stroll with my dad in an area I thought was public. She explained that they were initiating a new rule though, that no one was allowed to set foot on Ed’s property even for casual activity as some people could see into his house through the window. I understood when it came to the people that wanted to stalk him; but at the same time, I was sad that Ed was barring everyone off to an irrational degree.

My dad and I slowly but surely headed towards the gate and off the property. However, on the way out, the lady got our attention again and said that Ed was giving things to people that had given him fanmail as it were. Everybody got some sort of small sack with something in it, but I also ended up getting back my Christmas card that I gave to him in 2019. Apparently he was emptying his house of EVERYTHING except what was solely his own; and he was also going to throw away my Christmas card but decided to give it back to me instead. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 702 B - Shopping Centre Woes
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at some sort of unknown, large shopping centre. As well as me being there to look around for fun at my own things; my mum and my brother suddenly placed obligations on me to buy things for them. This shopping centre was odd in that I couldn’t get to another part unless I went through Woolworths. And then this happened again when I had to go through Coles to get to the last section of the mall. However, in Coles, this employee, a middle-aged lady ended up stopping to talk to me; it seemed like she was comforting me, but I forgot why; I didn’t seem to be upset for any reason.

I eventually went into the last part of the shopping centre and walked into Target. When I was in there, I bumped into a who I thought was a stranger at first, when I looked more, it was a distorted version of Dreamy WB. She was wearing a dark red office dress and her hair was frizzy but had honey coloured highlights in it. No matter where I went, people could tell I was upset but I myself never noticed that I was. This was also the fact as Dreamy WB quietly stared at me for a short second and then came up to me and hugged me. She even dropped what she was doing in Target, supposedly being one of their models (and she never came back either), to walk me across the rest of the mall, having her arm around me; it was only then that I progressively felt myself becoming more emotional.

For the last part of the dream though, I was on my own. In the fresh food section of the shopping centre; Riku appeared as a hologram, in his KH3 appearance, and said this: “If it’s about Sora I can help you, but if it’s about Sora’s data, then I can’t help you” as he then shrugged his shoulders. It was then that the dream ended and I woke up.



Dream 702 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 702 B
Dream Guide: Dreamy WB & Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 30 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 701 - Melbourne Dermatologist

I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was in some scruffy looking area of Melbourne back alley streets. I had entered a dilapidated building and on the second floor, there was a dermatologist called Nicole that was going to be looking at something on my back; she was Asian. She said to me that as other specialists burnt the areas, this wasn’t effective, but apparently her treatment was going to be much better. She was a genuine, friendly person in this dream; though I can’t remember anything else that happened.



Dream No. 701
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 29 JUL - 2020



Dream No. 700 - Separated Sections

Dream 700 A - Victim In The Lab
I don’t remember how this dream started. From what I remember, I seemed to be in a hospital but the actual lab I was in felt more like a school science lab in there. There was a chubby, middle-aged man in the room who was called Trevor. The dream didn’t really give a logical sequence for explanation, but Trevor was really scary, mean and nasty. He offered us some sort of meal but would let us leave the room. We were basically being held hostage. Later on the dream, I can’t recall how I got out but I managed to without Trevor knowing. However, I knew he would soon realise and be after me.

The dream went to a scene where I was on the creek-side walking track near my house. Riku ended up appearing on the path in-front of me, in his KH1 appearance. He was talking to me about the environment we were in and commented on the peacefulness of the ‘forest’ (there is no ‘forest’ in my IRL local area, but it was one in the dream). In-fact he himself felt so at peace that after a moment of quiet reflection, he opened his arms, prompting me to come over to him and when I got close enough to him, he gave me a fairly tight and lengthy hug.

Once he ended up releasing me, he then told me that he wanted to take me somewhere deeper into the forest; to ‘The Drinking Cup’ which was supposedly a relatively tiny, naturally formed body of water that we could drink out of. By the tone he was using to describe it, it felt like the equivalent to ‘Peace Rock’ from The Jungle Book.

The scene then changed to where we were actually at the area and Riku was flying me across it, holding me outwards so he could lower me for a drink while still securing me. We ran into a huge problem though as the area was completely flooded over. Riku actually struggled to get higher as my feet were dangling and we didn’t want to get them wet. Eventually though, Riku managed to gain altitude and get us out of the area.

The dream then went back to me in the hospital complex, and I was silly enough to go back into Trevor’s room. That being said, I was once again one of his victims and was never aloud out again. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 700 B - Pyjamas At A Wedding
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at this lush, outdoor setting; like it was either on the outskirts of some park or the grounds of some church. Apparently this scene was a wedding event but I was in my pyjamas. In the distance, there was a photographer taking photos of the wedding couple as well as other people in the wedding party. At first, I thought there was no way I could get past or they’d catch me in the photo in my pyjamas. However, I needed to catch my mum before she left the premises, so I ran, ducked and weaved my way through all the photo shoots to get to her.

This next scene was playing as a sub-scene. I was supposedly on Twitter, and my grandma’s friend had posted a photo of herself with her granddaughter; but this baby wasn’t one I had ever known about in real life. Therefore, it looked to me like my grandmother’s friend was holding an ‘alien’ granddaughter. The baby girl also had big and black eyes; but not as big as depicted on IRL cartoon aliens; just very big eyes for a tiny human.

The next actually dream scene was one where I landed in hospital. Apparently I was treated unfairly by Edward (Ed) B and so if he did mistreat me, I’d end up in hospital for 4 weeks; this was the case. I sat up in my own bed to notice my one of my teddy OC’s become realistic in the dream as he was wheeled into my ward. Apparently Ed had also done something to him; any teddies he mistreated would be in hospital for 2 weeks.

And then Ed came into the ward himself, looking surprised but sorry to realise that his actions and landed me in hospital; as if he wasn’t previously aware. He said there wasn’t a need for me to spend the whole 4 weeks in hospital and just to wait until the next Saturday (PST) to be released; meaning the length of stay would only be one week. He specifically said to remain in hospital over the next Friday (PST) (today was ‘Friday’) so he could do something on his next weekly show without interfering. He mentioned nothing about the newly admitted teddy. The dream then ended.



Dream 700 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 700 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

I had a couple different dream fragments last night that were a continuation of the dream I had the night before where I was volunteering at the music festival with Kim and Tiffany.

The first dream started with me and Tiffany loading sandbags into the back of the old white half ton truck while Kim was pacing around talking on her phone. As we continued to grab sandbags and load them in the back of the truck, Kim got off a phone call and made a beeline to the back of the truck. She took a look and told us that we had loaded too many and needed to take about 20 back to the warehouse.

I tried to explain to Kim that I didn’t see anything wrong with having some extras incase we needed them, but she was adamant that she didn’t want to have to deal with unloading anymore than were necessary when they brought them back after the festival.

Me and Tiffany took 5 trips bringing sandbags from the truck back to the warehouse while Kim watched. After we were had taken the 20 extra sand bags back, Kim decided we were short 12. While we were bringing them back out to the truck to the warehouse, Kim got another call but paced around near the truck. When she felt like we had the right number in the truck, she told us we were good and to get back in the truck.

When we got back to the passenger side of the truck, I opened the passenger side door an stepped back and pointed to the brown vinyl bench seat. Tiffany blushed and worked up the courage to meekly ask me if I minded sitting in the middle again. I climb in and scoot over to the middle seat where I am straddling the stick shift. Tiffany then gets into the passenger seat and them immediately rolls up the window after closing her door. She then leans in closer to me and blushes again as she thanks me and tells me that she if kind of freaked-out by Kim. She explains that she rolled-up her window because she didn’t want Kim to hear us if we were talking about her.

As Kim continues to pace around the parking lot while talking on her phone, Tiffany asks me if I have ever worked with Kim before. When I tell her no, she starts asking about other events I volunteer at and I tell her all about the Fall Street Festival. She asks some questions about it and says she will try to get some friends to come an help volunteer there with her next year.

While I am telling Tiffany more about the festival and other volunteer opportunities she should consider, I hear her groan and then see Kim if off her phone and walking towards the driver side door. She climbs in and sits down in the empty driver seat to my left. Thankfully this is a really big old truck that could probably hold another person or two in the cab so I have plenty of room even though Kim is a large woman and Tiffany could stand to lose 5-10 pounds. Kim is telling us everyone want to talk with her as she puts the truck key in the ignition. Before she turns it, I hear her say damnit and then tell us she forget to close the warehouse. She takes the keys out of the ignition and goes to lock it up.

Me and Tiffany just look at each other and shake our heads after Kim gets back out. We both cannot believe we got coaxed into working with this crazy lady. While we are waiting for Kim to get back in, I hear my phone ding and check it to see a text from my girlfriend asking “R U OK”. I text her back to let her know that I have gone with a crazy lady to get sandbags and hope to be back in time to stop by to check on her before I start my shift checking id’s.

Tiffany then asks who I am texting and I tell her it’s my girlfriend who is also volunteering. She rolls her eyes and says “oh” as she moves closer towards the window away from me. I ask her is she has is dating anyone. She blushes again and twists her dark blonde hair for several seconds. She then starts to get a little emotional and tells me that her boyfriend broke-up with her a few weeks ago. She tells me she though he was the one and has been taking it really hard. She said that she thought volunteering today would be a good way to meet new people and get her mind off of this. I tell her I am sorry to hear she is going though this and I know she will find the right one when the time is right.

Things are starting to get a little awkward with Tiffany now that she knows I have a girlfriend and that she has told me she just went through a break-up. I turn my head away from her and see Kim getting off a phone call and then walking toward the truck. When Tiffany sees her, she shakes her head and says “here comes crazy”.

Kim opens the driver side door again and climbs back into the drivers seat. As she is putting the key back in the ignition, she tells me and Tiffany that we are going to need to make a detour. That she just got a call and we need to go to the airport to pick ups some trunks that just got in for a band playing later today. As she says this, I have a bad feeling that it could be a scary ride to the airport since we will be going on the interstate and Kim was scary driving on city roads.

I turn to look at Tiffany, and she is rolling her eyes and shaking her head. We communicate non-verbally though facial expressions while Kim gets ready to start the truck and we let each other know we are terrified about riding to the airport with Kim. I am tying out a not on my phone to show Tiffany asking if we should try to get Kim to take us back to the festival when I hear Kim shout “damnit” and then “why in the hell won’t this stupid truck start”. Both me and Tiffany and I turn to see Kim pumping the accelerator and turning the key and getting nothing but a buzzing sound. As both of us are watching Kim get frustrated and pound the dash and shout “damnit” each time the truck doesn’t start, I remember one time I had the same problem at the Fall Festival because the truck was out of gear. I after another failed crank, I ask Kim if she has the truck in neutral. She looks at the stick shift between my legs and then shakes her head in disbelief. She then puts it in neutral and the truck starts right up.

As Kim is pulling out of the parking lot, Tiffany elbows me in the ribs. When I turn to look at her, she is shaking her head and giving me a why did you just do that look. I wanted to tell her because I didn’t know how much longer I could deal with Kim shouting damnit in my ear. Tiffany just shook her head and rolled her eyes. When I turned away from Tiffany, I saw we were at a light getting ready to turn onto the interstate.

Things got really scary quickly. First Kim started yelling and screaming because an 18 wheeler did not move over a lane to give her more room to merge in. Once she got onto the interstate, she had terrible road rage and merged to the left as soon as she could to try to pass the truck. She did not have a prayer at getting the old truck up to enough speed to pass that truck, but stayed in the left lane for what seemed like forever when cars were passing us from the right side. She was honking and screaming at them. While still in the left lane going less than 55mph, her phone rang and she grabbed it to take the call. She almost hit the concrete barrier in the middle and then overcorrected and almost hit an 18 wheeler passing us on our right. I woke up from this dream in a panic as she overcorrected again and was heading strait for the barrier in the median.


The second dream I had was much shorter and ended early because my alarm went off. When this dream started, I was still in the middle seat of the truck with Kim to my left driving and Tiffany to my right in the passenger seat. We were off of the interstate and waiting at a traffic light near the airport.

As we got closer to the air cargo pick-up area, I noticed Kim was in the wrong lane and suggested she move over to the right lane. She told me she had been here many times and knew where she was going. When we go to the air-cargo sign, there was a car in the right lane blocking us from making the turn. Kim blared on her horn and started screaming and getting spit on me. She was not able to turn in, so we had to make a loop around the airport and then try again.

When Kim got to the parking lot of the air cargo building, she parked the truck in a parking spot and cut it off. She told me and Tiffany to sit tight when I asked if she needed us to help load the truck. She then left us to go into the air cargo building.

Now that Kim was out of the truck, me and Tiffany were taking about how crazy the ride to the airport was and how bad of a driver Kim was. Tiffany moved closer to me and put her arm around me and said she had to hug me since we survived the ride with Kim to the airport. She said she had never been so scared riding with someone.

As Tiffany continued invade my space and talk about the ride we had just been on, I heard my phone ding again and saw it was a text from my girlfriend asking “Where R U”. I replied that I was at the airport waiting in the truck for crazy lady. She texted me back “WTF”. When Tiffany saw me texting she meekly asked if it was my girlfriend again. When I told her yes, she leaned into me and said she would like to meet her and asked if I would take her by to meet her when we got back. I heard my phone ding again while Tiffany was talking and saw a text asking “Anyone else with you all”.

As Tiffany continued to talk about wanting to meet my girlfriend and talking about the ride we had just been on, I was trying to think of the best way to tell her that a college student was waiting in the truck with me. I knew that if I told my girlfriend I was with Tiffany I should definitely bring her by to meet her so she could see that while Tiffany was kind of cute she wasn’t my type and not a threat.

As I was picking-up my phone to text her that I was with a college student that I would bring by to meet her, my phone started vibrating a making a buzzing sound. I looked at caller id and saw it was her calling. As Tiffany was asking if it was my girlfriend calling me, I woke-up from the dream to discover the buzzing sound my phone was making was actually my alarm clock waking me up for the day.

Created Wednesday 26 August 2020

Finally, an LD to feel good about. I got a DILD and some fragments today.

Spoiler for Quite long; NSFW violence:

Dream 1 - Cute Little Abomination

Spectator mode. The visuals were somewhat glared. This took place in the sterile, empty white halls of a large building complex. Then, from a corner crawled out an abominable figure. At first glance, it appeared as a gaunt, nude, abnormally pale woman with stringy dark hair. But soon, her form twisted into bizarre shapes, from a mass of tentacles and teeth, to a huge maw, and many other terrible things. The creature shambled around with unnatural speed. Within seconds, she burst into a room filled with frightened people. Their screams were cut short when the monster gleefully tore into them. Those that were fortunate were cut in pieces, then devoured. Those that weren't suffered the privilege of being engulfed alive. Either way, it was a short, but messy affair.

Around this point, I manifested in the dream. I was making my way down a long flight of stair. The lights flickered with every step. There wasn't anyone around. It was too quiet. I slowed my descent. Couldn't be too careful.

Eventually, the stairs ends into a short passage. At the end was a basement door. Horrible squishing sounds could be heard from behind. In mere seconds, a figure peeked out of the doorway. The creature. Although back in her humanoid shape, she was now giant, too large to move in any way but a crawl. I wagered she'd been about 15ft feet tall when standing. The monster flashed a grin upon seeing me. Steadily, she creeped in my direction. Suddenly, her form warped again. Now, her torso swelled into a bulbous lump, while her arms burst into a writhing mass of tendrils.

At this moment, I got aware. My first thought was to blast her straight into oblivion. But, I decided it would be more interesting handling this in more conventional means. Grasping at my hip, I pulled out a .38 semi-auto from thin air. I took aim, and gave a test-fire. The pistol handled easily, not much in the way of recoil. In any case, the shot took off a good chunk of the monster's head. Yet, she didn't seem to flinch. So, I continued spraying out bullets, firing quickly, yet carefully. By the time I was done, the creature was left an armless, headless stump.

Job well done, I thought. However, the she-monster was barely impeded. She continued stumbling towards me. I figured maybe violence wasn't the answer. Maybe she just needed a stern lecture? So, I pinched her rubbery (and, ugh... slimy) hide. Pulling at her, I forced her to follow me. Incredulously, she complied.

The way back up was much shorter. We soon arrived at the entrance lobby, one similar to the local hospitals. The place was busy with activity. Most people just passed us by. Only a small crowd seemed to notice the headless creature, and even then, they took only a casual interest of her.

Anyway, I dragged the abominable woman with me, seating the both of us at the corner of a row of orange, plastic chairs. Just then, the beast spasmed as it changed shape once again. This time, it compressed itself down into an unexpected form: a young girl, no older than eight years of age. Her bare skin was still as damp and rubbery as before, though her black hair, previously unkempt, was now longer and completely straightened.

I opened my mouth to speak, but was interrupted when the girl shoved her head under my left arm, placing herself in my unwitting embrace. She looked up at me with a hearty smile. Her pitch black eyes left me in a momentary daze.

It took some time before I composed myself to talk. "You're... a kid?", I gasped out in disbelief.

"Yup.", she responded plainly. The sightseers around us murmured and nodded their heads in agreement to her word.

"What... happened to you? Why are you here?"

The odd girl shrugged. "I was sick." She glanced away in contemplation before she continued. "I was taken to the hospital. At first, I thought the doctors were giving me treatment. But, I was actually being experimented on."

The girl's detached, unconcerned tone sent chills down my spine. I swung my head to collect myself again. "So, are you... um... still hungry?", I asked nervously. The girl just shook her head. That was some relief.

I then stared down at her in disapproval. "Okay. But from now on, you won't eat people ever again. Promise?", I chided her.

"Promise.", she nodded.

"Good. Remember. No more people. They're not food."

The creepy girl rolled her eyes. "Okay. Moving on.", she said impatiently.

I wanted to talk more. Unfortunately, the dream destabilized. In desperation, I held onto the girl's hands to try and stay in the dream. But, that didn't help the situation. I woke up shortly after.

Scrap Group 1
In the lounge at home. There were a lot of ants and a few cockroaches crawling on the floor.

In the kitchen at home. To my astonishment, the fridge (which looked thinner than it should) was overheating. It was so bad, that black smoke roiled out from below. Acing quick, I pulled it out, and unplugged it. I bemoaned having to buy another fridge just a year and a half after the last one went kaput.

FA in bed. For some reason, I had my head on the desk. Aunt Velma appeared. Upon noticing my discomfort, she placed a towel under my head. I pretended I was already fast asleep out of embarrassment. When she was gone, I thought about getting up from there, but was way too lazy and tired.

FA in bed. I (supposedly) wrote some DJ notes. For whatever reason, the song 'Uranium Fever' was stuck in my head.