non-lucid

8th August 2020 8:30

Fragment (DFLN thread):

Recall faded somewhat. Left too long before deciding to type.

Was underwater, felt something like Conan:Exiles but overall it was a mixture of different things. (nice and specific as always... )

A cutscene of an event? Something about having a wee, or reproducing? A giant blue or dark teal female-like character had phallic tentacles from their genital area and they wrapped them around me or my character and left some kind of "seed". (my visual recall of this seems to have faded, but I remember it was quite distinct)

Then something similar happened again? But with a different creature. Then I remember being equally big and trying to protect some smaller spawn.

A wave of zeds from KF appeared and I used my giant arms to simply swat them away as they swam closer?

Some other part, going up in a lift in a rush after escaping while fighting. Remember using a shotgun in a first-person mode. As the lift made a stop, there was a character. A deer, or half-deer. Something about the hooves was important? I remember a divinely glow of some kind behind the character... But not sure now.

Then, further along, inside a gigantic tree that had been planted earlier (when?) but could sort of see inside out or something when looking up, weird perspective stuff. A bit cinematic-y.

Fragment:

Drawing on tablet?

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8th August 2020 10:10

Fragment:

In the old kitchen at the old home. Something about mom making a deal, or promise? With me, or with dad, who was also in the room. There's some cooking going on, I was making something soupy, or sauce-like.

In an earlier part of the dream, playing with H in some GTA or SR-like game. I remember using a very large tank that took up two lanes, and then eventually simply decided to spawn or summon a jet, like one from JC3, but I got a fighter by accident instead of a bomber like I meant to, but I just carried on and got in it. Went over some restricted zone and started shooting at generic henchmen. I remember a city and a lot of water. Maybe a bit futuristic.

Fragment:

Mixed/incomplete recall. My cousin T ate some little sweet thing. It did something to her behaviour and I think her sister was there too. Something about me babysitting or taking care of them? Weird dream place, vivid-ish colours.

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Notes:
- For a while now me and H have been playing KF2 on and off together, the zeds were probably just a leak-through of that. But I haven't really played C:E in forever, but have thought about it.
- Not sure what was the specific source for the giant characters. Need to make mental note to look through old sketches.
- The deer character was an unusual appearance. I think it was partly precipitated by the interactions I've had with Occipitalred here on DV. Deer-type animals are not the type I give a lot of conscious attention, though I did paint a deer character some six weeks ago (at the time of writing this).
- The "mistake" of summoning the wrong jet is of particular significance for me because in JC3 I got very used to flying the more sluggish bomber and really pushing it to its limits.

Chronological re-direction entry;

2nd August 2020

4th August 2020 - 1

4th August 2020 - 2 (lucid)

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5th August 2020

Fragment:

Canyons and ravines. Going around with someone else, but don't recall who.

Eventually something about escaping or getting away. An alien "saucer" ship. Vision, of an alien communicating in an unknown language, as if on a holographic screen/display. One word stands out from the alien's speak however: Hyperdrive.

I need to find a hyperdrive for these aliens, or find a suitable person to repair theirs maybe, I remember thinking. The drive would be mounted at the top of their ship?

Still in the same dream, in my old home's building in the stairwell. Something seems different from how it should be. I go to one of the in-between level landings and go through one of the storage areas behind the frosted glass. They have a door on the other side which leads to a different, but mirror version of the stairwells. I don't question this in the dream, but it would have been a very good point for a RC, as this construct would be physically impossible in reality, there would be a drop on the other side, not a mirror version.

The stairwell was well lit by natural light, but still many dark contrasts. Unlike in present day, the stairwell had no automatic lights.

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6th August 2020

Fragment:

Some early dream part was something about sending waves of hundreds of "native" fighters, fighting for some cause that a faction I belonged to was pursuing. These native fighters kept being annihilated by the enemy, which was simply better equipped.

After this happened more than a few times (I remember seeing it, but not being there), I went to the fronts myself, only to find that there was no strategist in place here and so felt it was no wonder they kept getting slaughtered by the enemy. Lack of equipment could have been substituted by adequate and cautious strategy to defeat these openly arrogant enemies.

Fragment:

By the end of this dream I was watching some kind of live concert? There was a white female singer in the centre of a room. She started to sing a song I don't know, it was titled "Snowflake" or something. At first I thought that it was going to be silly, but then I found myself relating to the lyrics of her song, feeling like it was a song that could have come from H's perspective about me. The lyrics started off something like "something as simple as; merry Christmas!; is enough to [something] my snowflake".

In-line note: Re-writing this here now, it seems there's still a lingering emotional link, despite not remember the dream very well visually; this suggests to me that this is attached to a very specific part of my subconscious, as I only have a few specific instances of this happening.

Because I found myself relating to the lyrics so oddly and so specifically, I did a reality check. I had the correct number of fingers, and my fingers wouldn't pass through my palms, so I decided perhaps too quickly that reality was consistent enough that I wasn't dreaming.

I remember the whole thing was all very "sing-along", with people in an audience playing their own instruments, in perfect time with the music, somehow just right, with no flaws at all.

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Extra note:

- The music in the singing lady dream was, to my memory, completely dream-generated, but it did have elements of old timey singing/melody, which H does listen to a fair bit and I usually listen to as well when H does.
- The first fragment from the 6th came from an incredibly long dream, I remember being in a lot of different places, mostly tents, trenches, battle-scarred streets, etc. I remember many scenes of both brightness and darkness, but I seem to be remembering an overly orange, sandy tone to the dream.

30th July 2020

Dream: (DFLN thread) ^{(self-memo: be sure to re-read Sageous comment and my own reply)}

Was at some therapist's office. Looked to be a typical rented office space. I went in and saw a doctor "Hodstatdr Lester" ^{(note, this is my original spelling in the original entry)}, he insisted gently that I call him Lester.

He was a well-built man, with a mostly round head (bald?) and with a deep voice. He wore glasses.

We sat opposite each other on identical chairs. Lightly stained pine frames with blue textile cushions (deep blue?).

He began by asking me what he could help me with and by saying remarking something about whether or not it would be worth our time, mutually.

I talked for a little bit, I don't have a recall of the specifics but then I said I had two unresolved phobias. He seemed to nod compliantly and asked me to go on. I remember thinking about what I wanted to say, and then saying it, an unusual process for me during conversation.

"Well, one of my phobias is what's on your shirt." I said
"Pockets?" He said with a look of surprise.
"No" I replied, making a motion with my index running along my sternum.
"Ah, you mean buttons" He replied.

I interrupted with "Yes" because I had(have) an aversion to even saying the word at times.

"Well, you have a [unintelligible prefix]-phobia" He then stated.

I also had in mind that I wanted to talk about another unresolved phobia. But oddly enough I couldn't remember what it was (and still can't).

In any case, I said that this phobia name sounded familiar, and just as we were about to start discussing it, I woke up.

Original notes:

- While I felt like I could trust him, hesitantly, this feeling was mostly further compromised by the fact that the chairs were oriented in a way that made him be slightly my left and I to his right. This could have been corrected easily when I sat down, by simply turning the chair in a different angle.
- In addition, the room was large. 6x6 mtrs or so at a guess. But apart from our chairs it was a completely empty office. The floor was carpeted?
- Finally, there were two windows. One behind and left of the therapist (from my pov) and another one out of sight in the far right corner of the room. It was day time and so the two windows were the only light sources.

Scraps:

Mentalist dream, something about young children getting their fingers stamped with hot seals? This was part of some imagined thoughts at some point.

Something about being in my old home's kitchen, the light was on. Absence of light and darkness from outside. Odd. Mom and T were in the kitchen? Something about cooking, and then a bat flew in and mom notified us, after I'd already spotted it. It was light brown in colour, caramel coloured even.

One of the very first dreams? Was in a tank in some place near a warehouse and I was shooting civilians with tank shells, because they were being uncooperative somehow. I remember troops on foot scattering from a rear formation to take control of the civilians and the immediate area.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm by a big table with some robots on my team that I control and some that my opponent owns. I have a robot that goes forward and shoot some of her bots down. She doesn't seem to care so I order my bot to attack her base and ignore her troops. Suddenly she attacks and starts to tickle me. We fall on the floor next to the table and she keeps on tickling me. I shoot her away with my legs.

Blurry fragment
There is something, maybe having to do with a tesla coil or some similarly shaped pillar at my home in the living room, right beside me.

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I waited too long with writing down my dream. I remembered it just a few minutes ago. But I remembered my mantra once again so I'll hopefully have another lucid dream soon.

Awake|Dreaming|Lucid

I'm by the small beach by the bridge in our summerplace and spot something in the water next to my feet. I can't really see what it is because the water is blurry. I think it's a pike and tell my mom who is next to me. I say that I think it's dead. Suddenly it swims away. The water is now clear and the pike was actually really big. Almost 2 meters long.

This summer I saw a pike by that bridge.

This next dream was long but I just remember the end. I was teaming up with the people and helping them before.

I'm flying in the park by the busstation. It's late and dark. There are people there. Suddenly I get a big scar on my forehead. A man from the crowd tells me that they betrayed me and that they would never team up with someone like me.

School trip to a distant, abandoned mansion
I am on what is seemingly a school trip to a mansion. I don't remember much, except that I wasn't quite interested in anything. I went to some friends, but I just watched them do things. We also went to an attic. For some reason I needed an asthma inhaler and something else I don't remember. I think some person, maybe a teacher or maybe some owner of this house came up and sent us out because some things are private, but I forgot my stuff there, including the inhaler, but for some reason I hesitated telling a teacher. At some point apparently I was unconscious or dead, and I was watching some insane doctor do something with my body. Apparently he needed to cut my clothes into shape, but for some reason he cut it to girl clothes.

Creepypasta image
I was searching for something on Google images, but then I remembered that this could be the name of creepypasta things, and I was right. I saw some very disfigured thing that was horse-like, but very big and stretched and entirely pale, and it's face was just an evenly oval-shaped hole, as if it was cut away. It was in a tunnel, that looked like some tunnel from Need for Speed: Carbon on one of the canyon levels, probably the first level when you start out the career.

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Second day where I remembered my mantra. I guess school being cancelled for now is relieving some of my stress.

I remember the dream taking place in the biggest building I've ever seen. It seemed to be at least 30 stories tall and a mile wide. I cannot remember much of the dialogue, but I remember feeling rushed and a sense of comedic chaos. Like most of my dreams, I was hiding and running from people.

At one point, I was in what appeared to be a Christmas wing -- Christmas decorations and celebrations all year long. I found a dark, little room that had two small pianos/organs and a manger figurine display. The Virgin Mary was about 8-inches tall to put it into perspective. A mob of people were looking for me and I crouched down as if I were praying at the manger and hoping no one would recognize me. When the mob was gone, I looked up and saw an elderly lady sitting in a chair dressed in a nun's habit. I apologized for intruding and told her that I just wanted to pray in peace and that I hoped I didn't disturb her. She seemed pleased at my devotion although I knew it was just a lie so I could hide.

I remember running up and down stairwell after stairwell. Escalators, elevators, secret passage ways. Grandiose, dark oak staircases covered in a thick lacquered finish.

Then the dream shifted and I was suddenly married to the man who owned the house. I didn't have to run and hide anymore.

I was the lady of the mansion. Queen of the castle.

My sister, Lisa, appeared and I wanted to show her around. I asked her if she wanted to see my bedroom and I told her that my bedroom consisted of 44 rooms. Then I asked her if she wanted to see the kitchen. I no longer had to cook for myself or anyone else since my mansion was fully staffed, but as a commoner, I figured she would love to see my elaborate kitchen. We went to the basement level, which is where my kitchen apparently resided. We encountered Callie -- from Grey's Anatomy -- and I introduced my sister to one of my closest friends. Callie, for those who are unfamiliar with the show or her character, is a tall woman. My sister isn't even 5 feet tall. They were friendly toward each other, but they were joking around puffing their chests out at either other. Almost like a cock fight to see who was the better friend. In real life, my sister is one of my closest and best friends. They laughed and then I woke up.

Other dreams from the past few days:

I had another dream about being at my grandmother's house for a family gathering. One of my uncles was being a real dick and I told him so. My husband, Curtis, disapproved of my behavior and wouldn't speak to me.

I'm not sure if this was part of the same dream or a separate dream all together, but I remember walking through a neighborhood where I lived back in 2012 with my brother-in-law. We were making out and it was the weirdest kissing experience of my life. Think of trying to force the same sides of two magnets together. They repel, but you still try to force them together.

One of my other dreams consisted of Curtis wanting to divorce me for some unknown reason and I was begging him to take me back.

Overall, none of my dreams have been lucid, but I have been experiencing more vivid and lengthy dreams.

Date of Dream: SAT 22 AUG - 2020
Nap Time Range: 4:55 PM - 6:05 PM (AEST)



Dream No. N721 - A Blissful Nap

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I seemed to be looking at something on the internet. I was gutted when I read a famous place near our local Mexican restaurant had shut down due to the implications surrounding the coronavirus. Though as the news story went further on, it felt like I myself was being immersed into the scene… It’s hard to explain. Eventually, Riku (KH) appeared, somewhat distorted and with black hair, but it was still an appearance I didn’t mind. In a gentle tone he spoke, and he said that whenever I felt tired, for me to come to him for a rest.

The dream then transition into me being in the actual scene. Riku, still in the distorted appearance but in his KH3 clothes, was lying on an unknown bed, on his back; his arm comfortably pushing me against his body, with my head under his armpit. I felt absolute bliss as I just lay next to him without having to worry about anything else. In-fact as my mum was trying to wake me up for dinner (IRL), the in-dream nap with Riku kept pulling me back into REM until I was able to find the strength to remain awake at 6:08 PM.



Dream No. N721
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: FRI 21 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 720 - Separated Sections

Dream 720 A - Chicken Flavoured Ice-Cream
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was at some sort of cinema complex in a supposedly large farm area. The details of this dream are foggy since I woke up and am actually recapping it at the end of the day. I can recall that a lady was being mean to be, and friend from my primary school, EH, wasn’t being normal to me either.

In the food area of the cinemas, there were all these different gelato flavours that we could get. There was one flavour known as chicken flavour and I ended up trying it out. In-fact I tried all the flavours that were there. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 720 B - Retro Mario Set
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was checking out something on my skin when I was called by a dream character, I’ve forgotten who, to check out this ‘Retro Mario Set’. It was supposedly supposed to be a selection of levels playable on this weirdly unique dream-console from old Mario games. However, they really only referred to the likes of New Super Mario Bros. Wii; so I wouldn’t really call it ‘retro’. The overworld, underground, and ghost house evnironments were showcased and when I was standing on the pad, it felt like I was actually the character going through the level myself. After an extended amount of time going through the ghost house with actual boos coming after me, the dream ended.

Dream 720 C - Riku's Report On Sora
As I was falling asleep, I saw a vision of Riku holographically, immediately; from this, I felt that Riku was going to be a significant influence in this dream. Then when the dream fully commenced; I found out I wasn’t in it at all. Rather it was just the dream camera playing the dream for me and I was spectating it. It was the backdrop of Twilight Town (KH) and over it was a transparent screen where I realised script could be written. And then I realised, as Xion’s theme started playing, Riku was going to tell me more about Sora in writing.

As so, I noticed whatever Riku typed, appearing on the screen. Apparently he was writing his own little report to imitate what I would eventually be doing in waking life. Though at some stages, he also seemed to be pedantically spacing each line as well as going backwards and forwards on how to format each paragraph. From dream energy, I realised he was mocking me on how I’m pedantic about things in real life.

I know Riku wrote a fair bit but I cannot remember what exactly he said as I was soon rudely awakened by my older brother in waking life. I can recall that Riku was emphasising on how Sora has the ability to connect with everyone around him.



Dream 720 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 720 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 720 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: THU 20 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 719 - Separated Sections

Dream 719 A - Ventus The Wayfinder
I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I seemed lost and so was calling out for Riku to come and help me. Oddly though, Riku wasn’t coming and eventually, I felt that Riku was likely still angry at me. However, Ventus came into the scene and it looked like he want to help me; what happened next though was not expected and rather came as a surprise.

I myself had turned into Sora and Ventus, distorted as some middle aged man wearing different clothes, had put his arm around the ‘Sorafied’ me, escorting me across the cold, grey beach. I realised that I had been turned exactly into Sora, having the exact same attitude and cheesy grins as he had in KH1. Ventus got me to some sort of sand puzzle in which he helped me tip-toe across and eventually I was back on the main land. That’s when Ventus left me and I transformed back into my female self. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 719 B - Absent Dream Guide
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was at the playground beside the creek track near my house, and I ended up seeing PW there, who has recently deceased in real life. He was playing on the play equipment when I approached him and asked him if he wanted to meet his dream guide; he didn’t say anything but he seemed like he wanted to. I walked further off into the tall grass as I called for Riku, but Riku wasn’t coming at all. I apologised to PW as I couldn’t get Riku, but PW insinuated that was okay as he had to go. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.

Dream 719 C - Surprise In The Bush
The dream started with me being still aware of Riku and the fact that he was perhaps angry at me from when I had asked him to take me to Shibuya or Shinjuku. As I wanted to maintain a good rapport with him, I decided I wanted to try and invite him over to my house, which in-dream was in bush-land, just for him to generally hang out with me. In the house, my mum asked me what I was doing and I told her that I wanted to invite Riku over, in which she accepted and let me continue on my way.

I headed outside to the front and started calling for Riku; quite a few times but there was no sign of him. As I decided to go off the property to search for him, I felt like crying as I thought I had mucked up big-time and therefore lost him. However, I hear a familiar voice calling to me, coming from behind. I turn around and there was Riku standing up in a bush, KH3 appearance but with his longer hair from the start of the game. He was chuckling as I came over to him. He said he wanted to surprise me but called me over as he feared I didn’t ‘get the joke’. He briefly hugged me and then I led him inside the house.

As we walked through the sitting room area where I had started off, my mum had greeted Riku and then had gone off to speak to my brother. As that was happening, I led Riku to the dining area which was actually a huge restaurant that my mum, brother and I ran as a family business. As Riku and I got up on some heightened bar stools at a table, my brother came over to take our order. I ask him to prepare our famous milkshake, with Riku then also choosing what he wanted for a food item, which was also surprisingly something being blended into a shake. I don’t remember what it was exactly, but it was going to be some combination of fruit juice with some ‘hotel roasted pork’. A my brother went off to sort out out order and Riku and I began casually talking and laughing about things, the dream ended.



Dream 719 A
Dream Guide: Ventus
Lucid?: No

Dream 719 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 719 C
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: WED 19 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 718 - Separated Sections

Dream 718 A - Self Tour Of Shinjuku
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I seemed to be at this Disney theme park and was about to go on this roller-coaster ride with a group of my dream friends. At first it would seem like a normal roller-coaster ride. However, as everyone was screaming, evenrybody else continued on but I fell off and ended up plummeting through a night time sky into a completely different place.

I realised and said to myself that I had ended up in Shinjuku, noting one of the seven tasks for the KH report. I walked around the eerily dark and silent streets to see what I could find out about the area I was in. Firstly, this area did not have tall and/or corporate-like buildings. Instead, it was rather empty land with quite a few houses around. Every house had a fence which I described as having ‘black arches’, making it look like an entire cemetery and that they were all haunted houses.

I then ended up in what was supposedly a small town square of Shinjuku. The now local guide of the place told me that the Christmas lights that were flashing were very dim compared to what they were in the past; they did not give much light to the area at all. That’s all I can remember about this dream.

Dream 718 B - The Answer To No Is No
The dream started with me in my house, my attention being brought this this letter sitting on my kitchen bench. There were two reasons I could tell this letter was from Riku. Firstly, the paper looked like treasure paper, so most likely from the Destiny Islands. Secondly, it was likely linked from the last dream with Shinjuku, as the writing rambled something like ‘I can’t take you, I can’t, I just can’t’; a lot of ‘I can’t’s in there. I wasn’t having this though and announced to myself, something like, ‘oh yeah? Then how ‘bout I go to hospital for two months?’.

A brief scene then played where I was being wheeled into a distorted version of the Monash Medical Centre, in through the main front entrance and then through some skinny corridors, but it did not show any people with me. So it didn’t show that I was being looked after by anybody, I was just all on my own it seemed. And then the sub-scene ended up with me in one of the seemingly old fashioned wards, sitting up in my bed, looking miserable, like I had just been crying.

Then it came to ‘current time’ in the dream again where from a third-person perspective, Riku (KH3 appearance) was seen to enter into the ward. He didn’t seem the happiest but he sighed, and managing to keep a calm tone, told me to take everything I wanted and put it within my curtained area. Apparently the whole area would be affected with him taking me to Shinjuku. After the dream showed me up and on my feet and starting to gather items I wanted, I woke up.



Dream 718 A
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Dream 718 B
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: TUE 18 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 717 - Train To The Restaurant

I don’t remember how this dream started. From where I do remember, I was with a school group again and were supposed to go to some sort of restaurant amongst this populated metro area. As elevator usage was compulsory, again in this dream, to get there, my sense of nervous panic increased and I started calling out for Riku. He ended up coming fairly quickly, after I called him a few times. When Riku arrived, I was excited to see him and walked over to meet him where he was. Straight away, we hugged each other. To me he felt skinnier than normal but the hug was still comfortable and he had his arms tightly around me.

Once I tucked my head beside his, just seeing the side of his hair, he moved me towards the elevators while still keeping me locked in a hug. He stopped nearby to offer to me if I wanted to press the button, but even while he was holding me, my butterflies were so much so that I felt sick in the stomach, which was enough for Riku to notice as he sighed and then gave a slight smile, walking us closer so he could reach an arm out for the button.

Bringing both arms back to enclose me, Riku escorted me into the elevator when it opened. Still seeing only the side of his head, I looked over his shoulder as I tried to get a grip on facing my fears but was overwhelmed by the sight of the metal doors, feeling somewhat claustrophobic as well. Riku continued to attempt to soothe me with his hug as the elevator started going up from Level 2 to our destination on Level 5. Then when the elevator opened again, he escorted me out, surprisingly while still holding me, and then released me.

Apparently we were going to be boarding some kind of train now to get to the restaurant as Riku prompted me to follow him. He manages to get onto the train but there were glass shield doors, all in different areas, started to lower, and so I was prevented from getting on after Riku. I panicked, and so did he, thinking I wasn’t going to make it, but then I saw him frantically pointing towards the other side of the train. The doors on that side were just starting to lower. I ran as fast as I could, dodging and weaving, and I had JUST gotten through all the doors without being squashed to a pulp, to join Riku on the train.

Though oddly, Riku had all of a sudden transformed into someone else, a lady, who was now sitting on the seat next to one of the normal train doors. She seemed to be an American woman with barely any hair that was this ugly, black string-like hair. As I sat on the seat across from her, she talked to me about stuff in her Southern accent, although I forgot what she spoke about. This didn’t seem like Riku’s presence at all anymore, as if he left the dream.

In a later scene of the dream, I seemed to be in a distorted area of the Chisholm 311 campus, and I had this weird tutor for a science subject. Even though this was a university subject, with the extreme workload as well, I was placed with somebody from my high school for this partner assignment. The primary mode of my partner and I communicating were through out mobile phones. I seemed to call her quite excessively at times but it was necessary to do enough on this assignment and get it in on time. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream No. 717
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: MON 17 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 716 - Separated Sections

Dream 716 A - Neurology On Level Two
The dream started at my old house in the sitting room. It was supposedly a teacher from my high school, yet she looked like my primary school French teacher. It was also the fact that a new subject was being offered at my high school and this was French. I said to the teacher that I had already completed Year 12 but she wasn’t having it said that I still had to enrol in French as a Year 12 student this year; I was now wearing high school winter uniform

The teacher then told us to get into groups of 4. Once I had found three other girls, she took us outside into the front yard, under the carport to take us through our French exam. We were each supposed to recite lines off some sort of script that we were given. What we were being assessed on was how well we could speak French; the tone in our voices, how well we used the languages details, and even how we moved our mouths.

At the end of it all, the teacher gave us our results. Everybody else got a 0 and I got a 1, meaning I passed but the other girls didn’t. The teacher then told us why I passed and they didn’t. There was a drawing on our papers that could move and this was the teacher apparently showing us how each of us spoke. Some girls were moving their mouths too much, some not enough. I moved my mouth the right way and my accent was fluent. So I was dismissed and go back inside while the other girls had to redo the exam. I could not remember the rest of the scene.

For the next scene, I was still in my winter uniform, but was now walking down the corridor of some hospital with a little Asian boy who I realised I was looking after. He was due to attend his neurology appointment which we gauged was on Level 2. We were currently on Level 5 and so worked out that elevator usage was compulsory, which as always, sent me into a panic. I called out for Riku numerous times, but he never came, eventually, having me extremely worried. However, as I kept calling for Riku, I noticed Terra casually meandering down the corridor for his own purposes. I thought quick-smart to call out to Terra instead, hoping I’d get his attention.

For a second my heart almost stopped as I thought he was going to leave the scene but he noticed me at the last minute and came walking directly to me. As he stood in-front of me, I immediately asked him if he could help me with the elevator and also said that he reminds me of Riku. Terra accepted but then seemed to turn his attention to the kid, asking me how I was supposed to receive his help if I had to handle the kid.

Just then, a blonde lady came from the faraway corridors, who was identified as the boy’s mum. She picked the boy up and then Terra picked me up, supporting my weight quite well, I ended up laying on his two arms stretched out, like a bed. He helped us into the elevator and then as it slowly descended, the dream ended.

Dream 716 B - Thirteen Blankets
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was in my bedroom, when Roxas came in wearing his Organisation XIII coat. I was lying in bed, originally with no blankets on. I found out that Roxas wanted to cover me, not with 1, but 13 blankets. Apparently he was supposed to make me extremely hot so that when I fell asleep in the dream, I’d enter a nightmare and Xehanort would kill me in the nightmare.

I realised what was going on and was kicking off the blanket each time Roxas put one on. Trying to mask his intentions, Roxas looked surprised as to why I didn’t want him to cover me, but I made it clear by my facial expression that I knew what he was up to. After a few rounds of me constantly kicking the blanket off, Roxas gave up and left the room. There was then my own voice saying that I should add what happened in this dream to the paper IRL. I then woke up.



Dream 716 A
Dream Guide: Terra
Lucid?: No

Dream 716 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No

Date of Dream: SUN 16 AUG - 2020



Dream No. 715 - Separated Sections

Dream 715 A - A Hug For No Reason
I don’t remember much about this dream. From where I do remember, I was at my current house, in the sitting room just outside my bedroom when Riku appeared as a hologram in his KH3 appearance. His eyes had a gleam in them and he held a close-mouthed smile while looking directly at me and amazingly, it also felt like he was physically hugging me. I can’t remember anything else that happened after this.

Dream 715 B - Graduating From la Trobe
I can’t remember much about this dream. From where I can remember, I was at the uniform shop in order to purchase the uniform I had to wear to graduate from La Trobe University. The men had to wear ties but thankfully the ladies didn’t. I also found out that I already had a piece of uniform that I didn’t need to be which was the winter skirt from my high school. I was then also talking to my friend RV about the uniform and said I could lend her a skirt if she didn’t have one.

The dream then changed scenes to me supposedly standing on a distorted version of the Destiny Islands. The dream was apparently showcasing me wearing a new outfit for Kingdom Hearts. My outfit was dark blue with light blue highlights as well as big patches of fluro green. I was also wearing sneakers that had a Sora’s crown keychain in gold, hanging off each of them. I can’t remember anything else about this dream.



Dream 715 A
Dream Guide: Riku
Lucid?: No

Dream 715 B
Dream Guide: None
Lucid?: No