non-lucid

This is from November 21st, I just didn't get around to typing it all up before.

Early in the night I originally fell asleep on the couch in the living room in front of my laptop, then I woke up a couple to a few hours later and shut down everything in the house and moved to bed. So that technically makes these with a WBTB.

#1 - Creeper Nightmare [Non-Lucid]

Throughout this dream, for some reason all of the windows in my house had open blinds and were larger than normal, making it very easy to see into the house from the outside at any point. It was really creeping me out because in the house next to mine which was visible through the windows there were these four guys that kept peering around corners or over fences to just stare at me in a really freaky way, and then they would start laughing when I got anxious. Even when I tried to go out front or out back I would see them watching me from somewhere. At one point I was even crawling around on the floor in the house and reaching strategically over and around objects to avoid being seen by them, knowing that they were just out of eyesight staring into the window. Eventually I just got pissed, and I went out front, walked over to their fence, and jumped up on it in one swift movement. This is not uncommon for me; my dream self seems to think that walking on fences is fairly normal, though still something to be considered significant. I ran along the top until the second floor balcony of the next door house (which doesn't actually exist, it's a one-story house) and leapt over to it. I went in through the door and walked up to one of the guys who said "Oh shit!" and looked shocked. I was ready to smack a ho, but then my memory of the dream gets really blurry and I just remember there being something about my old friend T, I saw him for a second... but then, I woke up. Ah, well.

#2 - Modeling Assignment [Non-Lucid]

I was at some big school function where they paired us up with different students and had us take tests and do modeling jobs and stuff. There was some girl there that I was just trying to be nice to for some reason, and I remember lending her a pencil, but then she still got totally pissed at me for something. However, AB, this girl I used to know since elementary school but barely ever talked to since then, got up and started defending my honor with some long speech. Oh, also, I think for most of this dream, or at least this part onward, I was JY, this guy I also knew since elementary school. No idea why, I haven't thought about him in ages.... Anyway, like I said, we were paired off and we were supposed to be doing a modeling gig. For ours they were expecting us to submit some comic we'd made, but my partner was the one who had it on him and he didn't show up. I tried doing the gig myself and they told me my image was nice but it needed more, it had to be both of us or neither. I decided to go walking around the mall/school looking for my partner and somehow ended up back at my house. (My real house, not JY's house.) I was in my parents' bedroom and I decided to just jump back on the bed and give the guy a phone call. I told him the situation and he said that he had to ditch to go to a dentist appointment. I just said that that was fine because the school was just pushing us into it anyway so I didn't really care that much.

#3 - Nothing Wrong With A Little Bondage [Non-Lucid]

I was at some kind of station waiting for transportation with my parents, and there were these two random girls standing not far from us. I turned to my parents and asked them if the train that just left was the one that we were supposed to be taking, and the girls startled giggling and said that it was actually a bus. I just responded that we call it a train where I come from. It was clearly based on a train from around here, so I wasn't wrong lol. Eventually a couple more arrive and we got on a different one from them and I get a third-person view (from outside and behind the train, though it may have become a bus considering what we did next) of the train swerving through traffic and over all these crazy highways that bend at impossible angles. It basically looked like a huge video game obstacle course set up all around some big city full of skyscrapers. The dream then transitions to when I'm already off the train and I'm at a mall restaurant of some kind meeting up with M, some random DC, O, ET (heh, not the extra terrestrial), S (5 hits, for self-reference), and maybe C and a few others. We were going to do something though I can't remember exactly what now, and this random guy walked up to me and kissed my hand. I just patted him on the back and said "Sorry, I'm taken." and moved on, and I saw a friend comforting him as he walked away. Then, ET just up and decides to grab me by the arms from behind, pick me up, and hold me locked in some bondage position to parade me around the mall for everyone to see. At this point many of the people in the crowd were suddenly in fetishy outfits, and everyone was just staring at me amused as we went by. And yes, it was awesome. >.> I could hear the whole gang talking about movies or something behind me, but I never got back into the conversation before the dream ended. I had a brief false awakening where I typed up most of the previous dream on my phone, almost letting it fade from memory. Luckily, I still remembered it well upon waking for real.

#4 - And Now The Creepers Can Fly ;-; [MILD]

In this dream I felt that I was visiting home for the holidays, though I'm not entirely sure where exactly I would've been visiting from. I was wandering around outside on the side of my house by the next door neighbors' fence and I saw some random girl followed by SC, this girl I knew in middle school, breaking into their yard through the fence. The girl was saying that it's just something she likes to do to mess with people so they have to take the time to clean their yards up. Now this next part I really have no memory of at all, though I really wish I did. Instead, I'll just have to quote it. "Then some old guy comes running by and uses me as an external pacemaker for a second." I go back inside my house through the garage and see the girls sitting out back and think that something must be up because they should still have been in the neighbors' yard. I approach our back door and think to myself "Alright, if I can fly right through it then this is a dream." I leapt off the ground and went right through the door and wall and flew into the sky. I was excited, but immediately after the happiness set in and I turned around slightly and saw some creepy guy flying right behind me. I had an adrenaline rush and the scene transitioned into my bedroom, and I was convinced that I'd ruined my shot. I almost lost this dream to a false awakening as well, but thankfully I woke up shortly afterward.

(Stuff in parentheses are things that happened irl or notes to myself)

Nap -- Most of what I remember was just a group of four of us walking down a street, by a park. There were a group of people at the corner of this park who looked to be methheads or something. That's what I said in my head. "Ew, methheads." Then we were walking through someone's house just to get through. There was one heavy-set guy [who kinda looked like Walter in the Big Lebowski] that said hey and moved his dog aside so that we could get through. These dogs were relatively big, they were about waist height [I'm 6' so that's tall]. Then I walked through a bathroom or something. It lead to a ladder/staircase which went to a roof. I went up to this roof an notice my friend Dee. I said hi to her, and said hey back. She had some sort of laptop/tablet thing because I noticed the laptop screen flipped all the way under the laptop itself. (Then I wake up.)

(I wonder if this "walking through places" is one of my dream signs. I'll keep looking for this as I go along.)

9:17 am

The dream is very colorful.

I was traveling with sis in Bacolod. We were looking for mom. The jeep passed by the lagoon area, and I got confused. Was it supposed to pass by here? Sis looked back at me confused as well. I signaled her to just stay put. We continued going south of Bacolod. Then the jeep continues, and we were in Silay.

I told her how the place seems organized. Then I'm walking alone. The street I'm walking in is a one-way street. There seems to be a parade or carnival in the area recently. I kept walking.

I ended up in some strange sidewalk. It's sloping at an angle to my left, with low plants and grasses, but after that, there's a cliff of sorts. Who's crazy enough to build this area like that, without at least putting a fence? I kept walking.

I ended up in a hospital area. I asked the person present if this is the exit. He said yes. But as I go in, the person from the other building told me that's not the right place. He said I should pass by his area. I told him the other guy said it's the right place. He said, yes, but it will take you a lot more walking. The first guy just nodded. I went with the second guy's suggestion.

I ended up in some area with some sort of pool in the middle. A natural pool, not cemented. Nearby, I can see the beach. I walked around.

I was pushed by a friend into the pool, but I didn't experience it. It was a memory. I am still on the path around the pool. I told him he's crazy. I would have electricuted the fishes. We were fighting some enemies. I used various magical moves. One was turning a hammer-like weapon into different shapes. Shape of an egg or whatever. I look like Genie. All bubbly and stuff.

After a while, the enemies started to escape. They ran after the others. I chased after them. For some reason, they don't attack me. So I changed skills and turned into E. Honda, and used the multi-palm technique. They ran.

I am in a forest with some friends. There's a huge chasm between us. The bridge (land bridge?) broke down.

This dream was extremely vivid. Sensory awareness really does the trick

My eyes are closed and I feel like I am in the fetal position. I roll out of that position and head to the bathroom. The bathroom door closes on me. Words appear. "Create a psi ball" it says. I put my hands closer together and without effort I begin to feel a powerful force in between my hands but I don't see the psi ball at all. Maybe I am more of a tactile person than visual?

The instructions change and now say "throw the psi ball at the door" I do so and the door beings to start to collapse on its self like its being sucked up by a mini, invisible black hole. The instructions say "don't get caught in it" so I take a few steps away from the psi ball. Suddenly I am in an elevator with my friend Zach. He tells me he is lucid. I also say that I am lucid and feel very aware that I am here.But I wasn't lucid, this is once again one of those fake lucid dreams but it was very vivid!

I ask Zach "so are you going to remember this?" he says "sure I will." The dream scene changes and I am on a bus now. I see both my friends Chris and Zach sitting next to each other. The I sit next to a messy man eating some blue stuff. Some of it got on my hands. I look at his grey shirt and it is pretty dirty.It looks like he doesn't mind his shirt getting dirty so I say "can I wipe this on your shirt?" He says "no i'll beat your ass!" I say "I do not think you are an asshole, enlighten me" he mumbles something. I ask for him to repeat it, this time putting my ear close to his mouth "will you let the dog go to school?" I ask "it depends on what type of school your talking about, you mean a dog school right?" he smiles and tells me I am correct and vanishes.

The dream changes to me and Chris talking. "Did Zach tell you he saw me in the dream?" Chris says "No he hasn't told me anything, I mean he hasn't told us about himself to us." The dream ends with me going into detail of the 'dream' me and Zach supposedly shared and while in the middle of explaining I wake up.

Burning Down the House

I looked up to a house on a hill. There was a big picture window through which you could see a small fire, as though in a fire place. The occupants doused the fire with some type of fuel and it caught that face of the home completely on fire. I thought about helping to put the fire out, but realized there was nothing I could do. The house was going to burn to the ground.

Strangely, the fire subsided to its original size after about 6 seconds.

This is the second dream of exploding or growing fire in just a few nights. See Futuristic

Sweet Ass

I was with a brown-haired girl with freckles. She was beautiful and had a great figure. I put my hand on her side and moved it down her waist towards her ass.

She saw that I liked her ass and stuck it out to the side in an attractive way, not in a cheap way. Her outfit was white with a couple solid brown, curvy brown designs.

Today I only remember a few fragments, but I can't really feel down about it, as it was still two nights since I recalled my last dream!

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First fragment is in my friends house, I recall there being big glass wall around, maybe, half of their house, and my friends mom complaining about something.

Second fragment is me, meeting a girl/friend I like. I was sitting, and she walked up to me, telling me something like "Oh, I've missed you so much!". I then stood up and she remarked, "Gosh you're tall!" with a look of proper surprise on her face. Worth mentioning, that she was wearing all black.

Third fragment is me walking on a path I usually took to my old school, and meeting a man just a house away from mine. The man was wearing the typical carpenter pants and had a very glossy and thick beard, together with a shaved head. He told me something like, "Don't you want a serious carpenter doing that job?". And by serious job, he meant a job with stomping down dirt in our yard in order to make it flat. I think I rejected him though. Worth mentioning, when I walked closer to him, he had a piece of marking tape on his head, and something written on there with sharpie.

Slept around 3 pm
Woke up around 6:20 pm

I am in a fight. I have allies as well. There are other humans fighting. I realize that we were fighting some sort of entity. He divided himself into several people. I did as well. I overcome each, subdued, and absorbed them. It's very colorful and realistic. Each person looks different though. It's not like Naruto's kage-bunshin.

Finally, I go to face the main man. He looks buff, and he looks like Cell or Majin-buu. The colors turn almost Dragonball-like, except it's brighter and still realistic. His body was facing the other way, but his head is turned to the right. We fought. He became some sort of skull-headed humanoid. It's night. He was transforming again, but I used a cloth, and from behind him, I tied it (by accident) along his nose. He died and shattered.

My allies told me that it's the only way to defeat him. Otherwise, he would just transform. I laughed how blocking his nose would kill him when he could have breathed through his teeth. Creeping realization that I'm supposed to get something from that. I laughed it off with a kid.

I'm in a mall with LR. We're eating. I'm reading a book and I cross-referenced to the internet. I saw flood everywhere online. Even our area in Sampaloc. I'm not sure how far or close we are from Sampaloc, but the dry places look more like islands surrounded by water. I told LR we should check Katipunan. Seems dry, but not sure how to get there with the flood. He double checked the internet, doubting my words. He confirmed it. But I was finally starting to doubt. Was the date correct?

Some people heard us. A few wondered what the number was to call something. LR provided the number written on a book. Or rather, he wrote it on a book. It's something like 1-1-1-1, although there might be a few more numbers before it. The woman thanked him and went on the phone booth to call.

I ate something I didn't like, so I went downstairs to find a place I can unload whatever was the contents of my mouth. I looked around and doesn't look like there's a place I can release. Somehow, I did. I saw some homeless people, and people busy on the street. I think parts of the flood is starting to appear here. I went back up. I was in a hurry, and there was another woman and a guy in hurry going up as well.

A ghost story. It's like a movie. Somebody is telling me the story and I watch it unfold in front of me in real time. It's a girl and a couple of adults in a Western culture (America, perhaps?). Not sure what the plot was, but I think the girl was the ghost.

Somehow, I have to undergo the same process, and help others choose the right path. It's night, and I can see bar-graph-like objects, where I should pin a thumbtack with a thread on it, from left to right. Somehow, the height level of each pin is important. I tried pinning it as high as I can, but there's no bar-graph to pin it to. I tried anyway, and it automatically went down to the highest possible point, although it's lower than where I "pinned" it on air. It was still hanging on air, not on the bar-graph. Next problem is that the thread might be too short to reach to the end on the right.

NOTES:

MILD "I am lucid in my dreams."
ADA
Sandalwood incense

WE WERE HANGING OUT IN PARIS

Don't know exactly which district, can't remember clearly and the dream wasn't that vivd either. It felt like back at school, when we used to make a trip. We were suddenly forced together with a group of French scholars. We had to go downstairs in a building. A spiral staircase, only it was very confined, nearly no space.

Me and a few friends were wise enough to climb down the middle of it. It was extremely deep so I waited before climbing until we were nearly downstairs. When we finally reached the basement, it turned out to be an underground party, like a club only just a little more staged. We had fun, and my friends were there too.

When it was over and we returned - I vaguely remember which way we went but I recall saying "champs-Élyssées", so it must have looked like that - I noticed my mobile phone was gone. I was completely struck with sadness to losing my smartphone. I could buy a new one no problem, but I couldn't help but be sad, like being attached to it, with losing the numbers and all. I remember crying, yes crying. I was really sad, like somebody had died. Funny thing is, I remember calling my own number, with my own phone . I should have gone lucid there but it was to faint.

When I woke up I instantly realized it all, and was very relieved to know my phone was laying next to me. I don't like being materialistic. But it seems a deeper part of me is still very much into this world. These days I feel like you need to live on an Island to reshape and purify one's consciousness.

I haven't been actively lucid for a year now, I figured it was because I'm not busy with it. That's why I'm posting another entry here just to keep it going. Doing reality checks often is also something I try now and then.

Today I woke up earlier than usual after going to sleep later then listed in my workbook (mainly for the simple reason I couldn't get myself to sleep). Instead of going back to sleep I've reached for the dream journal to jot down one dream I can remember in-case I do fall asleep again & fail to remember it when I wake up.

In this dream I was watching some old friends renovate a house but they were messing about driving vans into the front and jumping out the windows. Then I was speaking to one of my old friends who I'd not seen in a while and for some reason he'd just come out of prison or a young offenders institute or even a mental home, it was unclear which. We ended up at his parent's house where he'd moved back to and I spoke with his mother briefly and she had a friend over who just happened to be my old work mate Paul so we shook hands but for some reason shook our left hands as I was washing my right one!

I remember there being a lovely view out of the back window of a mountain that looked like a dormant volcano and I also remembered in the dream that I could see it at a slightly different angle from an old house I lived in last, year even though no such view exists in reality.

Later on after waking up tried a WBTB from about 12:15pm until 1pm

Found myself dreaming I was on a plain in some sort of Catholic bible class and a Polish guy with a shaved head was getting us to read passages from a bible with him out loud and say ‘the lord our God hears us’ after each passage.

8:19 am

I woke up with the name "Kenneth Wynecott," and an image of a cute puppy

9:23 am

I am in a mall's food court with RR and HQ. I was worried that I missed work. We were talking about how some people don't go out of the area during their one-hour lunch break because going out is too far. They explained how it's not, but that's if you have a car.

The dream involved me, Manei and another male DC filming some sort of TV series about government conspiracies. We were walking down a hallway that resembled my old school, but there was a very dingy atmosphere to the place as if nobody had been here in awhile.
On one side of the hallway, there were offices. The male DC touched one of the doors with a stick. This caused a massive copper colored vault door to slam shut over the office entrance. He proceeded to explain to me that the place had security that could lock you in or out.
Eventually, we arrived at a seemingly important office, and I carefully stepped inside and grabbed a vanilla folder with documents inside and brought it out. I began to look through them, but an alarm sounded, and the other DCs ran away. But for some reason, I was trying to find something in the papers.
I soon realized that they were documentations of dream characters that I've met before. But I was still hurrying though them looking for something, I can't remember what.
Eventually I grabbed the documents, and ran off in the same direction as the other dream characters had. The alarm was still blaring, but there were no police or anything. Then a small piece of the ceiling fell onto my shoulder.
I looked over, and was relived to see that it was just a small piece, but I looked up at where it had fallen. There was a small hole, and in it, a small robotic spider with a camera attached to its back.
For a brief second, I saw an unusual symbol, and then woke up. The awakening was terrifying for no apparent reason, When I woke up, I couldn't remember what was so scary about the dream, and was able to fall back asleep very easily.

Slept: 11:35 pm
Woke up: 5:02 am

The thought came to me as I woke up: "The only teacher is experience."

I was in college. I was hanging out with some friends. We were looking for a place to hang out after. It's night. Or maybe 3 am.

I passed by the school's food court/cafeteria, and saw a classmate who was careless and she dropped a whole plate of palabok, a noodly meal. I cringed at the wasted food, and I moved on to find my own food.

I saw some Archie comics there, and I really wanted to borrow and read them. But I don't want to be distracted. I saw one that shows them in the snow, Archie, Betty and Reggie.

I 'finished' reading it, and I was in a different location. Some sort of garage. I felt like we're preparing for a battle, or had a battle.

A Hippy Friend

I was with a hippy friend of mine. She used to talk to me sometimes. She was with her boyfriend and I was jealous.

They got in a small pick-up truck. I started to get in also, but for some reason, I could only get on the rear bumper and hang on. I was afraid of falling off as we went down the road.

A tire was in the bed of the truck. The girl (I) gave it a small push and it rolled out of the truck, which was bad for me for some reason, somehow though, it rolled back in the truck.

I ended up in a room with her, and her boyfriend wasn't there. She left the room.

I wanted to take her, so I thought I might be dreaming. I had a hard time finding my hands, but I kept looking. Finally I found my hand and counted. As usual, I started out with what seemed to be five fingers, but then there were several.

Realizing I was dreaming, I took off my underwear. It got caught up around my feet. I spent my time trying to get it off from around my feet. She never came back in before I woke up.

My alarm woke me up.

I went back to bed and thought about the girl. I was lucid right away, and did a hand RC (my favorite). Then my alarm went off again.

My alarm goes off every five minutes. I keep saying I'll change that. I'm going to mark this as two lucids...even though they sucked.

I've had a total of about 4 that ended right when they started. I'm going to break those out of my total so I can know how many times I've successfully become lucid, and how many times I had any kind of a dream to speak of at all. I consider it a success to re-enter a lucid. It just sucks the way it happens sometimes.

4:35 pm

I was in a mall. It was night. The lights are mostly yellow. I got a call, to go home or to meet with an aunt to get money and food, in Cavite or Makati. I felt fun.

I was in the forest. Somehow felt like it was Mt. Banahaw. I saw JN going to ride a tricycle. A lot of other people are taking it. I asked where they're going. He mentioned some place. I nodded, went to RR, and told him. I was hoping to join.

The Walking Dead style. Carl (the character in the series) was bit. They're deciding whether to shoot him, or how to save him. I (or someone else) was telling them that they should kill him.

I was in the LRT station, in Cubao I guess. We're waiting for something, so we can go somewhere. Maybe meet up with JN and the rest? I asked the guard if I could use the train shortcut. He was going to decline, but I told him something (which I forgot), and he suggested I just go there, write down my name, email and some sort of number (SSS or phone?). I lined up, and the others lined up behind me. I was concerned because the person in the entrance might wonder. Then I saw GM arrive. I went out of the line and talked to him. The rest followed me.

NOTE:

Did MILD: "I am lucid in my dreams"
Did ADA, mostly

6:13 am

I was choosing to do something together with some people. We have a prisoner that we captured. We're in school. There are Occultists? The term "melt down."